Jenna finished soaking in the tub and decided she needed to go join the rest of the clan that was outside having god know what conversation. She put on a change of clothes and headed downstairs. She refilled her cup with more of her iced coffee and walked outside where pretty much everyone was clapping for her.
Jenna bowed an knelt down seeing her now seven year old son running right for her.
"Mommy!" the little boy shouted jumping from his chair.
He rushed her and held her tightly. Jenna knew he needed her the most of all her kids.
Jenna closed her eyes under her shades and soaked in his embrace and said "Hey little man." with a hushed tone.
"I'm glad you're okay mommy. I'm also glad Daddy didn't stay long either." the little boy said not wanting to let go of her.
Jenna wanted to cry hearing that because He was usually attached to his fathers hip but lately the more Abel saw of their relationship he was choosing to stay with her more.
She lifted his chin and said "I understand son. But you will have to sit down and talk to him eventually."
he rolled his eyes and said "I know Unk and I talked while you were sleeping. I'm sorry I did it Mom but he was hurting you."
Jenna pulled him into her arms and hugged him tightly and said "I know he was and I am sorry you had to see that and Mom like this. I am grateful you save me son but we all are going need to talk about this eventually."
"I know.. When are we going home?" Abel said sniffling and letting her go.
Jenna let out a sigh and kissed his forehead and said "Uh not for a while. But you will still be going to school. "
He made a face at her as if she was going to make him switch schools. "Mom.." he said with a whine.
Jenna kissed his forehead again and said "You are not switching school. Moms gotta figure out how you are getting to and from. So you might have to stay at uncles or even your grandmas on school night so its not so rough."
"But i want to stay with you mom." Abel begged her
Jenna sighed and said "and you will little man I am only saying sometimes. I know life is going to be beyond what our normal is, but i have to do what is best for her and you kids. After everything that has transpired and the things you have saw and the thing that have happened. Mom has to re-evaluate the situation with your father and do what i feel is best for all of us... Now go play"
Abel bit his lip like her and she started to tickle him.
He let out a laugh and said "Okay Okay.."
He gave her a brief hug and ran to the treehouse that Piney had built for Opie and her when they were kids and they vacationed out here. Jenna leaned against the post watching him for a moment. He mind wondered how they were all going to over come this one.
Her mind was in survival mode and now she had three kids. A bright and very sweet charming now seven year old and now three month old twins. She felt like they were kids again and when Abel was born and she had to run here because she had been suffering and was again suffering post partum depression.
The last time she snapped was when Jax was staying in the dorms more and more once he had become Vp and she was alone a lot because she closed everyone out with the I am fine routine which she still tended to do. Jenna had been dieting and on a routine with Abel and trying to keep up her time line for the studio and it was all wearing thin on her. Jax would come home and Jenna was on one of her energy drink up for days at a time to do everything required of her.
Jax would take as much of it as he could but this wasn't the life he wanted at his age and he resented her for it. He would end up beating he black and blue and knocked her out. When she came to she was here so this sort of felt like deja vu. though this time she wasn't alone.
Jenna would snap out of it hearing one of the twins start getting fussy. She looked over her shoulder and took a swig of her coffee. It was time for the twins feeding and Thomas who being held by Opie was getting fussy.
She smiled and walked over to Opie and said "Oh Its ok baby boy you know its meal time and you haven't had a boob in a day I know"
Jenna was trying to keep herself in good spirits but Opie could see through it and into her pain. He could see the little teenage girl who was now a woman trying to keep her head above water going through this hell all over again.
Opie handed Thomas off to her and said "Oh yes boob time every mans favorite time."
Jenna playfully swatted her brother and said "Its a Girls favorite time to.
"Ew please i don't want to think about it." Opie said closing his eyes for a minute not wanting to think of the images that crossed his mind.
Jenna smirked adjusting Thomas under her hoodie so he could eat and she could sit and talk.
"You do know I'm making my return right" Jenna said sat down at the head of the patio table.
Opie nodded his head yes and said "Yeah but I try not to think about that Jen and you know that."
Jenna looked out at the property they had a few acres of land and this gorgeous set up it was just outdated and need an update. This was going to be something else she could lose herself in.
Gemma who was holding Tessa noticed that far off look in Jenna's eyes and had seen it in herself before. She knew Jenna didn't want to go back to charming after that. Because she was scared of the demons this life would have over her after this trauma and dealing with Jax and his temper now that she was trying to be happy.
Gemma wanted to break her thought and asked "So now that you have your girl are you done?"
Jenna smirked looking at Happy who was on her left and said "I don't know honestly. I mean I'm not preventing it by any means but god willing maybe I will have a few more. I am sorry they won't have the teller last name though."
"i don't care they will still be my grand kids. You have be the daughter I wished I had since you were the sweet little bitch of a daughter I always wanted," Gemma said with a smirk leaning into Nero who was admiring Tessa
Jenna smirked and shot a look at Gemma and said "I learned from the head bitch in charge. Now this chapter after the twelve years of faithfulness and loyalty and all the ride or die shit I always promised and three kids. Not to mention that stunt last night and all this healing I have to do now. He made sure Karma knew his name."
Opie looked at Jenna and asked "so what's the plan after today?"
"Uh i am staying here with Reign and the twins. I don't know about Abel because its impractical for him to stay here and got to school in Charming. This is so unfair to him because he doesn't want to leave my side. But after Jax took the assault charge after Abel's birthday I can't let Charming see any of this." She said Biting her nail wanting a smoke the joint that was going between the guys to relieve some of the pain.
Opie rubbed his sister's back and said "But You Can't stay hiding out here forever."
Jenna glared at him over her sunglasses and said "wanna bet? Besides its not hiding its protecting myself and my kids. I love Jackson Teller to death and always will. But I'm done with the abuse the violence and the kiddie crap when he doesn't get his way. Am i wrong for what happened upstairs? Sure I am but sometimes I feel I need to stoop to that level just to get it in his brain we are done."
Gemma who was making faces at Tessa said "Its honestly kinda fun seeing it though. I love my son but he deserve it and I would have done so much worse. But You are so much more graceful than I could ever be. "
Jenna looked over her shades to Gemma and said "Don't think I don't have plans. Because I think I have been grateful for a little to long. I think its time to get a little trashy just like he has."
"God Help me." Happy said coughing as he hit the joint going around.
Opie let out a laugh and said "I Honestly Can't wait. Because I was starting to wonder if we were really related."
Jenna punched her brother in the arm and said "Oh I bet. You could only wish we weren't. Because your life would have been boring with out me."
Opie smirked as he took a hit of the join and said "True..But really how long are you guys gonna stay out here."
"I honestly don't know Op. I gotta let all this heal and just figure out what's next. I mean eventually I will go back because I have appearances and I have a business to run." She said readjusting Thomas who was falling asleep but wouldn't let go of her nipple. "geezus Son. eventually you have to let go." Jenna continued to say.
Happy laughed and held the joint to her lips and let her take a hit and said "Atta Boy."
Jenna took a quick hit and held the smoke in as long as she could trying not to laugh.
Lyla looked over and asked "what are you gonna do with the tag team?"
Jenna coughed and said "The twins or Ima. Ima is out out and I gotta find a new partner once all this heals. I don't trust her anymore. She is in his pocket. I mean we all are but She's on that dick hard so i want nothing to do with that."
Reign who was a late 20 something Latin Beauty who was a former Crow Eater from Ireland. She, Jenna and Abel were kept together. The two bonded because they were both taken with their children. Though her own son would never be found but got to have a bond with Abel when she was to weak from Jimmys abuse.
She cleared her throat and said "Uh what about me? I mean you know I won't steal your man I am straight Lez. Plus you and I both know I have some stories from the motherland that i could let out."
Jenna gave her a glare and Happy slide her a hundred dollar bill and said "Oh please do tell."
Jenna pulled her hood over her head embarrassed now because He and Reign had gotten it on a few nights when they were locked alone because they bonded. It was almost a forbidden love. Jenna had explained the whole situation about her life and Reign understood and who come to charming as the kids babysitter/Nanny when Jenna needed her. This was because Jenna trusted her with the kids and knew she would never sell them out.
Reign let out a laugh and said "maybe when there are no tiny ears or ears that will get traumatized."
"thank you for that. But We do have to go before mom loses her mind about whats going on . What do you want me to tell her?" Opie said looking at his watch and then back at his sis
Jenna took a sip off her now melting ice coffee and said "Uh anything but the truth. Just tell her something happened out her and I wanted to secure the Property. Lie to her. You are good at that for me."
Opie shook his head and kissed her head and said "Ok I'll tell her you needed a break from charming. She will buy that."
"You and i both know you are her favorite and when it comes to me and my kids she doesn't exist unless you have them." Jenna said rolling her eyes.
"that's because you remind her of dad and she hates that because she hated dad. Especially when you got your crow." Opie said pulling a prescription for pain pill that Jax had let behind for her from his pants pocket to hand to her.
Jenna felt him ut something into her hoodie and grabbed it looking at it and said "She hated me long before that. Thanks."
"yup...Am I taking Little Man?" Opie Asked.
Jenna looked to the treehouse where he was having fun and said "Nah I'll probably have happy take him in the morning and hash out details as we go because I know Jax won't fulfill his offer after that. "
"You going to be okay out here though?" Opie asked looking around
"Opie we will be fine. Happy and I need this anyways and figure out who we are as a couple and plan our wedding and talk our plans. Plus its not like i'm like 6 hours away it only two hours at most with traffic." Jenna said giving both her brother and sister in law a side hug.
As Opie and Lyla said their goodbyes. Jenna looked out to the fields and the woods that were on the edge of the property. She thought she could see someone but shook the thought.
Well she was seeing some Josh Kohn had faked his death in prison to make the ultimate escape but still had eyes for Jenna and always would. He had kept tabs on her. He had been following Jax around once Jenna had left him finally. This was the best day of his life because if her mind was a fragile as he thought after seeing the abuse first hand being an on looker at the party as a guest.
He went unnoticed because he blended in with the crowd. Josh walked deeper into the wood where he had decided to make camp and wait for her. He was betting on Jenna's mental instability after reading her history and all her documents.
Josh sat down on a fallen tree near his campsite he just let out a cackle that no one could her because soon he would have what he would want and no one would care
XOXO
sorry this chapter is short. But I wanted to leave ya with a cliff hanger. Josh faked his death and still only has eyes for Jenna.
Hope you are enjoying this