i haven't clipped my toenails in a long time, maybe a few months. i don't really remember and don't really care and can't really bring myself to care. who cares. they're fucking toenails and i'll do it eventually, like everything else.
today i was in the bathroom pondering whether or not i should finally clip them because my roommate had someone over and i realized maybe i didn't want to be seen as the freak with long toenails who just hasn't cared enough to clip them in too long, but then they both left while i was in the bathroom and it was safe to emerge, so i figured i'd just continue procrastinating on it.
unfortunately my plot is momentarily crashing down as while i have returned to my room, they also have returned to the apartment, and i cannot inhabit the common space until they leave so i can finally make a break for the bathroom to grab my clippers and succumb to self consciousness and grooming
im also hungry and want to eat but dont want to share space while i put together whatever im going to eat. i have to wash my bowl from last night to make it clean in order to place food into it to eat.
currently wondering how people publish shit like this on substack without feeling like a complete fucking idiot
i wanted to wake up somewhat earlier today so i would have more time in the morning to do things and enjoy tihngs before work but multiple things woke me up early including the fucking ice cream truck, and so i ended up sleeping in more to preserve my sanity, because i also had insomnia and couldn't fall asleep until deep into the fucking night.
i am extremely unhappy lately