Agreement
In my 27 years of life, I think today must be the day I look the least like myself. I'm in my bed, eyes wandering aimlessly out the window, thinking about how those words came out of my mouth yesterday. My brain must be malfunctioning.
'I want to try it.'
I can't help but sigh thinking about what I said and the incomprehensible expression Sendoh had after listening to me. I've always said I can't stand Sendoh, and now all of a sudden I'm willing to be friends with benefits with him. How shocking.
I think I'm going crazy!
Ding!
The sound that indicates someone just sent me a message makes me check my phone. The screen shows a message from someone I was with previously.
Talking about the devil.
"What are you doing? Let's talk."
I looked at the phone screen and hesitated for a moment before deciding not to open the message or respond. Instead, I lie in bed, eyebrows furrowed in confusion. I still think what I said to Sendoh is a little reckless.
I just want to have someone who loves me and reciprocates me sincerely. But having such bad luck led me to think and that strange idea ended up occurring to me.
Maybe I should apologize or tell him I was just joking. But...
After going through many painful relationships, it is too tiring to move on. Maybe it's best to take a break and find someone to deal with my loneliness in the meantime.
And Sendoh might be a good candidate.
Sendoh and I have been working at the same company for a while, so we don't have to go through the process of getting to know each other. And if we refer to the topic of sex, I can't deny how satisfied I was.
Furthermore, Sendoh's performance in bed was great. Although I can't stand it when he starts flirting. Well, as long as Sendoh doesn't break our agreement or have a girlfriend, or do something like cheat, then I can stand it.
The phone rings again, as if urging me to answer it, making me sigh for a second time. I grab the phone and turn it off, placing it on the nightstand before burying myself under the soft blanket.
Sendoh probably wants to talk about it. But I haven't decided yet.
Because even I'm not sure about myself.
Sunday passes quickly and it's Monday again. Being on the train, standing next to many people as if we were in a sardine can is not fun.
I've been driving to work this whole time. Getting used to taking the train with other people will take a while. I have no other option because my car will only be repaired next Saturday.
From time to time, I feel the stares of some people on the train. I don't like being the center of attention, so I pretend to do something on my phone to ease the discomfort I feel. As I do so, I notice how many unread messages appear in my notifications, which surprises me.
Since that day, Sendoh has been trying to contact me by texting and calling me over the weekend, but I haven't picked up or responded at all because I still haven't know how to explain myself.
"Good morning!" Fujima's warm greeting, followed by Maki's, is heard as soon as I enters the office.
"There is no gift for you today. I arrived a little early and it seems that your suitors have not arrived yet. Maybe later." Fujima smiles as I turn on my computer.
Since Maki started his internship, he brings Fujima to work every morning and takes him home every afternoon. I always used to get to the company before Fujima, but now it's the other way around.
"Don't get anything at all," I remind Fujima.
"I've already told them, but they don't listen to me. I simply accepts the gifts from them. Anyway, they're free." Fujima shakes his head. Noticing that I'm missing something, he raises his eyebrows and asks, "Didn't you buy coffee?"
"There were too many people queuing and I was too lazy to wait. In a while I'll prepare one myself."
"Do you want me to go down and buy it for you? I'm going to buy coffee for Kenji anyway." Maki offers.
"Don't worry. I'll do it myself," I tell him.
Maki just nods and says goodbye. "I'll be right back, Kenji."
"Do you remember what I want to drink?"
"Latte Frappuccino with whipped cream and caramel topping." Maki smiles softly.
"Impressive!" Fujima cheers, making Maki smile even more. Maki's excited eyes look like he wants to give Fujima a kiss, but he doesn't realize it and just wants to have his food.
It's hard to chase after someone who isn't aware that he's being loved.
"Okay, I'll be right back." As soon as Maki leaves, I do the same, leaving Fujima at his desk chewing his breakfast alone.
But instead of heading to the cafeteria, I heads to the pantry. I turn on the kettle and wait for it to finish boiling. I pour the instant coffee into my cup and stare at the wall in a daze wondering if I should go ahead with the idea of being friends with benefits with Sendoh.
The advantage of this relationship would be that there is no need for commitment, but the disadvantage is that...
"Kaede." A familiar voice, deep and hoarse, makes me stop pouring hot water into my cup and look at the tall figure entering the room. Sendoh is wearing a gray shirt, black pants, and his hair is combed back.
"Why aren't you answering the phone?" He asks in a low voice while he looks at me intently.
Okay. There he is. I was just talking about that.
"I haven't checked my phone...is something wrong?" I stutter, still looking at my cup. Sendoh's mouth twists into a sly smile before he approaches me. The faint peppermint aroma becomes stronger.
"I just wanted to ask you something." Sendoh stands behind me, his body almost pressing against my back. I can even feel his warm breath near my ears.
"What you said before getting out of the car on Saturday happens. Did..."
"..."
"Did I hear that right?"
"..."
"You wanted to try to be friends with benefits with me?" I breathe hard when the low and sensual voice sounds closer to my ears. Sendoh isn't even touching me, but I feel like my whole body is wrapped in his arms.
"That day, I... just forget I said that," I murmured in response. To be honest, I'm still hesitating, but still I want to try it. However, weighing the pros and cons...
"Wouldn't a relationship that plays with emotions be too risky?"
"Try it. Doing so won't hurt you. Plus, both parties would benefit." The thin pads of his fingers gently brush my neck, giving me goosebumps. Finally I face him, looking at him with raised eyebrows.
"Are you seducing me?"
"Well, if we both agree, we both win." Sendoh just shrugs, ignoring my question. The corners of his mouth lift, revealing a dangerous, seductive smile.
Seriously, as much as I can't stand Sendoh, I can't turn him down. He is very attractive. It is not surprising that many people want it at all costs. Furthermore, Sendoh is very aware of his own charms and knows how to use them to his advantage.
"There will be no compromises." Sendoh leans closer, the tip of his nose lightly touching my cheek. I pushed him away immediately by pushing his shoulder. I look towards the door with fear that someone will see us in a compromising position.
"No..."
"Try. If you are not satisfied, then..."
"Rukawa." The sounds Fujima's voice. I quickly push Sendoh away, turn my body and fix my expression as if nothing had happened.
"There you are!" Fujima enters the pantry with a smile.
"Fujima, what are you doing here?" Sendoh asks in an annoyed tone when Fujima stands next to me.
"I came to make Ayako some coffee. She hurt her leg and she can't walk. As co-workers, we have to take care of each other." Fujima explains with a smile while he prepares the coffee.
"..."
"What? Do I have something on my face?" Fujima touches his face when he notices that his best friend is looking at him with a frown. Sendoh just sighs loudly and leaves the room. Fujima, who doesn't notice anything as always, turns around and looks at me confused.
"Is there something?"
"No, you're fine." Thinking about Sendoh's annoyed expression, I can't help but smile.
I'm glad Sendoh's bothering me... apparently my personality is just as bad. Oops!
Throughout the day, Sendoh doesn't bring up the topic again (I could see in his eyes that he wanted to talk to me, but couldn't find a good time). Reflecting on the conversation, I make my decision. Although still I'm a little hesitant because the idea of leaving my comfort zone makes me a little anxious and worried.
It's the first time I want to do something crazy like this. Compared to other unfortunate moments in my life, this is nothing. But a voice in my head wants to tell me...
'Don't go beyond your limits. Don't take risks.'
"Rukawa, let's go to the market together!" Fujima touches my shoulder, his loud voice pulling me out of my thoughts. I look at the clock on my computer screen and realize it's time to go home.
"No thanks. You go." I refuse. Fujima whines and mutters as he turns to turn off his computer.
"Why don't you ever want to date me anymore?!" Fujima complains, pouting.
"Have you ever asked the person next to you if he wants you to come and interrupt their date?"
"Next time, okay?" I look at Maki, who is picking up his things, and he just smiles a knowing and understanding smile.
I think that next time will take a long time to come.
"Very good. See you tomorrow." Fujima says goodbye, followed by Maki. I grab my backpack and about to leave too when Sendoh approaches me.
"Your car hasn't been repaired yet, right? I'll take you home," Sendoh says as he walks toward me.
"There's no need to..."
"Come on." Sendoh holds my wrist, leaving me no option to refuse, as we leave the office. I know very well why Sendoh insists on taking me, so I don't care.
I've been hesitating for a few days, maybe it's time to decide.
The black Honda Civic speeds away from the company building. The street is full of long lines of cars, the traffic is heavy and no one can move. I play on my phone in silence while Sendoh taps the steering wheel with his fingertips. His eyes are fixed on the nearby shopping center.
"It looks like this is going to take a while. First, I'd like to stop by for dinner," Sendoh says and I nod, agreeing with his idea.
After parking the car, we walk to the shopping center. Sendoh ignores my suggestion to eat at the food court and enters an expensive restaurant. I order a bowl of duck rice while Sendoh orders pork feet. It's the second time we've eaten together just the two of us. It's incredible to think that a few weeks ago we couldn't even look each other in the eyes. And now we are here. This shows that we cannot predict what the future holds. So I'm starting to feel doubtful again.
Because feelings are one of the hardest things to predict.
"Kaede, you've eaten too little," says Sendoh, noticing that I'm barely touching my food.
"I'm full," I reply, grabbing my bottle to drink.
"Eat more. You're going to need it." Sendoh gives a playful smile, using a tone that hints at something.
"...Let's go."
After dinner, we set off towards the apartment. I'm still quiet, so Sendoh puts on some music and hums the song that's playing. Unfortunately, traffic is still as heavy as before. If there was no traffic, it would take less than half an hour to get from home to work. But everyone knows that Tokyo is one of the most congested places in the world and there is nothing to do with that.
However, it would be nice to be home in just half an hour.
"Akira, this intersection is not the way to my apartment." I say when I notice Sendoh turning into a different intersection.
"I know," he answers, avoiding my gaze.
"So, where...?"
"We're going to my apartment."
"..."
"Have you already decided? If you say no, I will turn around immediately and take you to your apartment." As he finished saying those last words, the car fell silent again. I stare straight ahead, hesitating to answer.
"Kaede?" Sendoh calls out to me, urging me to respond.
I looked toward the window before speaking in a low voice. "Yes..."
"..."
"Let's go to your apartment," I add when Sendoh doesn't respond. Sendoh pauses for a moment before hitting the accelerator, accelerating with a satisfied smile on his face.
I decided to be friends with benefits with Sendoh.
There were many things I had to think about before making my decision. I'm not used to this type of relationship. It's risky if we talk in terms of feelings and emotions, but when I remembered that it was going to be with Sendoh, it became, somehow, easier to accept.
I know that Sendoh doesn't cheat, but I don't want to think about how he can continue flirting with others. It's hard for me to have feelings for people I don't like, so I don't have to strictly draw a line around that.
It's just going to be a sexual relationship anyway.
Since my big fight with Sendoh, I never thought I'd have the chance to go back to the same place where it all started. Now I am back in the same big room in one of the luxurious apartments in Ryonan. I didn't pay much attention that time because I was too angry, but this time I take my time to look around the spacious room.
Sendoh's apartment is much bigger than mine. And considering that it is located in the heart of Ryonan District, there is no doubt that this apartment is worth at least 10 million yen. The interior leans towards brown, which seems to suit his lifestyle. The furniture and other furnishings are relatively simple, but looking at the reddish-brown leather sofa, I guessed that the price was about the same as three months of my salary. The monthly income of a programmer is quite high, and Sendoh's family is rich, to boot. His parents are in the export trade and have their own company.
Oh, that's what it's called being born with a silver spoon and a pile of gold.
"Do you want to shower first?" He asks me while I stare at the chandelier above me.
"I don't have a change of clothes."
"No problem. You're not going to need it anyway." Sendoh smiles and his eyes show a playful gleam. The girls would blush when they see it, but I don't feel anything since I'm used to it.
It hasn't started yet, but I already want to turn back.
"The bathrobe is in the black closet." Sendoh points out where the bathroom is. "You go first. I'll go later."
"Okay," I answers, grabbing the bathrobe on the way. As I close the door, I remember the day I was here. I was in the same place, looking at myself in the mirror, but that time, it was full of hickeys and marks made by Sendoh. I clearly remember how shocked I was then, but looking at my reflection now, it's different.
I'm calm and collected. I can't believe I'm back in this situation.
"You look sexy just wearing that," Sendoh says as I walk out of the bathroom after taking a shower. Those deep, dark blue eyes stare at my body, their gaze doesn't leave me, so I have to turn around.
"Stop looking at me and go take a shower," I murmur.
"Yes, sir," Sendoh replies before whistling my way to the bathroom.
I head to the bathroom. I go out and turn on the television. Actually, I don't want to see anything. I just want some noise to fill the silence of the room.
I sit on the couch and think about some things. Sendoh will notice a lot in going out. I can't help but look at it. The lower part of Sendoh's body is only wrapped with a white towel while the upper part of his toned body is naked. I can't help but follow the drop of water that goes down from Sendoh's chest to his navel, until it hits the white towel that covers the lower part of his body. Which makes his tanned skin glow like it was freshly sculpted by a master craftsman.
There's no denying that Sendoh's body is perfect.
"Hey, are you ready?" Sendoh asks.
I turn off the television and call my friend.
"Akira."
"Hm?"
"Let's make an agreement first."
"Okay." Sendoh comes over and sits next to me. My mind tells me to walk away a little, but then I remember the reason I'm here. In a moment, our bodies will be closer than they are now so there is no need to move away. Well, that will be if Sendoh agrees to the conditions we are going to talk about.
"I have some conditions that I want to discuss with you. The first It's just that we can only do this two days a week at most."
"Hey! That's very little." It's just the first time and he's already complaining.
"No, it's not. It's just that you're used to fucking every night. If you can't accept it..."
"I haven't said I won't accept!" Sendoh grumbles.
"So you're okay with that?"
"Okay. What else?"
I smirk and continue. "Don't leave hickeys or marks on my body. I don't care if they can be covered. I don't like to see red and purple marks on my body."
"Ehh..."
"If you want to do it, you have to ask my permission first. If I say no, then it's a no. You also have to use a condom every time we do it."
"Okay. Is that all?"
"There is more." I purse my lips and say the most important thing, which is what worries me the most. "Don't cause problems in the office. Let no one know about us. Especially Fujima."
"Kaede, do you really think I'm that kind of person? You think I'm going to go and say 'Hey Fujima! Just so you know, Kaede and I are sleeping'" he jokes, making me glare at him. Sendoh just smiles in amusement in response.
"I promise you this will be a secret between the two of us. No worries." he smiles and asks. "Anything else?"
"In case one of us knows someone who wants to date in the future or if one of us wants to leave this, we will end this immediately."
"Okay. That's all... right?" Sendoh asks for the third time.
"Well, one more thing."
"What?" he asks impatiently.
I lean towards him and look him directly in the eyes before saying in a serious and clear voice. "If you sleep with anyone other than me during this period, our relationship will end immediately."
"...What?" Sendoh raises his eyebrows in surprise. Seeing his reaction, I can't help but raise the corners of my lips.
"You said before that as long as you're single, you can do whatever you want and I respect that." Normally, I'm not interested in knowing what he do with other people, but since we're starting to have a very close relationship and contact, I'm worried about getting sick.
"But we will take protective measures..."
"Even so. Our relationship will continue until one of us wants it to end or until you find a new bed partner, okay? If you can't stand that, then let's forget about this whole thing."
I smirk in satisfaction after seeing Sendoh's reaction to the last condition. I did that on purpose because I don't like sharing with other people, even if that man is not my boyfriend. Furthermore, even if protective measures are taken, it is not guaranteed that the spread of a disease will be 100% prevented.
I don't want my life to be so ironic.
I may be a little selfish, but no one forces him to accept. If he can't accept it, I won't blame him. We'll just leave it here. But thinking about Sendoh that he values his freedom, he definitely won't agree.
"Hm. It's okay!"
How come, he doesn't... Why?!
"From now on, I'm yours alone. OK?" Sendoh smiles, his eyes shining with joy.
"..."
"The reason I keep changing partners is because no one fits me. Even if someone did it, a conflict arose. But you are different. We fit together perfectly physically and there's no way you'd fall in love with me anyway. So why should I bother looking for someone else?"
My jaw dropped at Sendoh's response. I was so sure that Sendoh would definitely reject me that I didn't expect him to accept so easily.
"You... can you really do it?" I narrow my eyes, still not believing him.
"Well, I don't know either, but if I sleep with someone else, I promise not to lie to you."
"..."
"We are friends and we have been co-workers for a long time. I don't want us to end badly. Suppose we end our relationship, I still want to be friends with you," Sendoh says with sincerity in his voice. So I can't help but feel calm. I honestly don't know how trustworthy Sendoh is. But since he sincerely apologized to me for what happened that night, I can see that he really can do what he says.
Furthermore, it is impossible for this relationship to last for a long time. At most, it will probably take Sendoh a month to find a new partner.
By then, we'll just end it all and go back to the way we were before. Easy.
"But I also have a condition. If you don't let me sleep with other people, just two days a week isn't enough!" The corners of his mouth lift, and his eyes shine slyly. "Let it be four times a week!"
I gape at Sendoh's request. "That's too much!"
"No, it's not!"
"I can't..."
"Okay, how about three? I'll see you here three days a week." Sendoh takes a risk when he sees that I don't back down. His eyes grow darker as he leans closer.
"I have accepted all your conditions and, to be honest, I am at a disadvantage. At least you can grant me this one, Kaede." Sendoh whispers in my ear.
I think about it and purse my lips before deciding.
"Okay," I reply, making Sendoh smile with satisfaction.
Sendoh rests his hands on the back of the couch, imprisoning me in his arms. His face approaches and asks, "Is there anything else?"
I gulp when I realize that Sendoh's voice drops an octave, making his voice deeper and more seductive to me.
"Hmm."
"So... we can begin, No?" Sendoh caresses my cheek before pressing a chaste kiss to the corner of my lips.
"Hmm," I murmured before feeling warm, soft lips touch mine. I closed my eyes and sat still while Sendoh kissed me.
Am I really doing this?
"Why are you so still? Are you still hesitating?" Sendoh's withdraws when he realizes that I don't respond.
"Don't think about it too much. You want and I want. We're just helping each other," Sendoh adds, speaking with a rough, tense voice, obviously restraining himself from taking me right there.
Sendoh leans back as he strips me of the bathrobe, exposing my shoulder. He presses a soft, wet kiss to my neck and goes going down to my collarbone.
My mind goes blank. I am overwhelmed. Never I have tried to have sex with someone who is not my boyfriend. I can say with confidence that I have experience in. When it comes to sex, but right now I feel like an inexperienced teenager. I'm so nervous that I don't even know where to place my hands. Now even I'm doubting my decision. Should I tell him to stop?
Is it really like that?
"I thought you were better than this. It seems that Mr. Rukawa only barks, but no bite. No?" Sendoh scoffs, shaking his head.
His words make me open my eyes. Sendoh's face it's just a few centimeters away. His eyebrows rise with a playful expression, apparently to challenge me.
Why do I have to deal with this?!
Annoyed, I take a deep breath before tangling my fingers in Sendoh's hair and pulling him hard to kiss it. He can say whatever he wants. Whether it's an insult or a provocation, I will never back down.
Sendoh reciprocates me with the same intensity, licking my lips with a smile while his hands go down and they rest on my hips. His kisses intensify little by little and everything becomes hotter. I introduce my tongue in his mouth, colliding fiercely with him. Sendoh licks my tongue before sucking it. I grabbed him in my hips get stronger, making me stop a moan escapes. We move away to recover the breath, our parted lips connect with a saliva thread between them. Sendoh's gaze strays from my lips to my eyes.
"That's it." Sendoh curls the corners of his mouth in signal of satisfaction before kissing me again. We enter slowly in the bedroom, with our lips still joined and without separating us. My back hits the soft bed from behind and I am followed by a comforting weight that he leans on me.
Sendoh's hot and intense kiss lights a spark in my body, exciting me more. I can feel that my sanity begins to waver from emotion, so I kiss Sendoh back with the same desire and warmth. I feel like my robe is completely taken off. A hand large and rough brushes gently against my exposed skin. Sendoh's breathing gets heavier when touching my body. I touch it too, my hands wander, feeling the toned chest and hard abs of Sendoh. I decide to expand my caressing zone by going lower, my hands reach for the white towel and pull it up, that falls to one side.
You're not the only one who knows how to play, Akira. I smirk.
"Ahh... how impatient," says Sendoh, with his raspy voice ringing in my ears. He lets out a low growl from the back of his throat when I caress his hard member, making circles with the thumb around the opening that is accumulating his precum.
That night, he was so drunk that I didn't have the opportunity to look at it. But feeling it now, I can say it's huge and thick.
"I just wanted to meet you," I mock, increasing my pace as I expertly tugged on Sendoh's cock. Seems impossible, but I feel it getting bigger and harder in my hand.
"Then let me do the same," Sendoh warns before to go down.
"Ahh..." I gasp when I feel Sendoh's warm lips down from my neck, past my collarbone to reach my chest, making circles around my nipples before sucking them hard. I tangle my fingers in Sendoh's hair, pressing his head against my chest, arching his body in the process. The Sendoh's hand goes up and pays attention to my other nipple, rubbing it with his thumb before pinching it while lick and suck the other. I can't help but moan.
The desire and lust are getting stronger and I feel that my body is getting hotter.
Sendoh leaves a few more kisses around my chest and neck before lowering. He grabs my thighs before opening them completely, bending down to pass his tongue on the middle part of my butt. My moans are get stronger when Sendoh keeps licking up that his tongue reaches my cock, and he licks it slowly from the bottom to the head.
"Akira, ahh... mm..." Sendoh pulls my cock, stimulating and exciting me more. I feel a strong tingling in the lower abdomen that I'm not sure if I want to push Sendoh away or ask him for more.
"Do you want something else?" Sendoh looks up and sees my face blushing and my eyes teary. His eyes shine, enjoying how I react to his attention.
Sendoh gets up to grab lube and a condom at the place on the bed. Holding my legs with left hand to keep me wide open, Sendoh rubs my hole with his lubricated fingers, playing with it before putting them in.
"Ah!"
"Relax," he says as he slowly rubs my reddened hole, clearly focused on stretching. I holding onto his shoulders when I feel the strong sting.
"Kaede, breathe. Are you OK? Just relax," says Sendoh, with his thumb gently rubbing my thigh to help me to relax.
"I'm trying. How about you let me... mmm..." Sendoh interrupts me by giving me a kiss on the lips, sliding his tongue into my mouth. I circle my neck of Sendoh with my arms, reciprocating and kissing him back passionately in an attempt to distract me from the long fingers that are at me stretching right now. Sendoh keeps his pace while joining and separating the fingers imitating the movements of a scissor, rubbing to look for that single point.
"Ahh... shit!"
"There is." Sendoh whispers softly, his fingers tapping repeatedly my prostate, while he continues putting his fingers in, without stopping to look at me and watching my reaction carefully, wary of any discomfort. All I can do is moan and gasp with pleasure.
"More... please... ahh!" I shout while swinging my hips on Sendoh's fingers, begging for more stimulation. Sendoh responds by keeping pace with him, concentrating on hitting that point. Only a moment then I scream with pleasure as I cum.
"Kaede, you're interesting. Did you know?" says Sendoh, with eyes full of lust, before taking the condom and place it on his cock. He grabs the lube, and smears his cock with a lot before lifting my leg and position himself in the middle.
"How do you want it?" he asks while caressing my rear, his thumb rubbing my hole.
"I... how do I... ohh!" I gasp in surprise when Sendoh turns me over, making me lie face down. Sendoh holds my hips, lifting my butt, leaving my knees resting on the bed.
"Let's do it like this," says Sendoh before pressing the tip of his cock against my hole, slowly pushing bit.
"Shit, how tight." Sendoh growls between his teeth tight. His hands squeeze my hips tightly. I'm sure they'll be bruised tomorrow.
Sendoh continues to push his cock in slowly, while I can't do anything but wrinkle the sheets with tears in my eyes. I feel that my contract making Sendoh moan. Sendoh leans closer close to me, pressing his chest against my back, before give me soft and delicate kisses.
"Are you OK?" he asks me, realizing that he has only entered halfway.
"I'm fine..." I responded with a hoarse voice. The lips of Sendoh walks through all the places he goes, giving me kisses to distract me from the intrusion. Sendoh holds my chin towards him, capturing my lips before putting his cock deep inside. With eyes rolled back Sendoh keeps kissing my face and my lips while he remains still, giving me time to adapt.
"Can I move now?"
"Hmm." I confirm with a slight sound and cling to the sheets under me, preparing for the lunges. Sendoh pulls out slowly before pushing towards within the same way. He keeps doing it until he feels me loosening up. When he got used to stretching, Sendoh gradually increases his pace, and his thrusts become faster.
"Fuck, ahh!" I bite my lips while my body sways rhythmically and my butt bounces against Sendoh's hips. A wave of pleasure invades and makes me squeeze Sendoh cock.
"So good." I feel more kisses on my neck. A hand rough that separates my buttocks while I am beaten from behind it does not go unnoticed. The sound of our hips slapping is the only thing can hear in the room and it's turning me on. I can't help but arch more the back and raise the hips, welcoming and receiving the push from Sendoh.
"You... mmm... faster!" I demand shamelessly, with head clouded with lust and excitement. Swinging my hips back and I suppress a smirk when I hear Sendoh growl in my ear.
"Do you want more?" Sendoh whispers before fitting in his hips, his thrusts getting faster and harder strong and his cock entering deeper making me moan louder. I'm being stimulate so good that I can't think of anything. The only one that I can hear my screams and moans. I feel like I was about to melt.
"Akira... mmm... ah!" I feel a little dizzy when Sendoh suddenly turns me around while his cock is still buried in my ass. Bowing, Sendoh kisses my sensitive neck making me gasps shocking.
"I want to see your face when you cums on me." Sendoh moans as he brings my legs closer to his chest before returning to enter.
"Oh shit!" I shudder with pleasure. I have to hold the sheets at my side so I wouldn't shiver too much. It's unbearably good. As Sendoh continues fucking me, he unconsciously scratched his back, leaving red marks in my wake. Sendoh holds my hips like an anchor, moving his hips in a intense back and forth, directly hitting my prostate. One, two thrusts later, I scream in pleasure with my lips parted as I cum for the second time.
"You are close?" I ask stuttering while Sendoh continues fucking me into unconsciousness. His jaw slackens and his eyebrows furrow concentration.
"Mmm... close," he moans, his face contorted with pleasure as he continues to pound my ass. The overstimulation I'm receiving makes me clench the ass, pushing Sendoh to the limit. Feeling closer for finishing, Sendoh hits harder until his cock is completely inside. Placing his body above me, Sendoh let out a shaky breath while he cums inside the condom.
The entire room is filled with the aroma of sex and lust. The white sheets, once clean, are now dirty, wrinkled and damp. I lie down in bed, trying to catch my breath while Sendoh buries his face in the crook of my neck.
"Damn, that was great." A deep, hoarse voice sounds in my ear. Indeed, it was great. I feel which was even better than all the sex I had with my ex.
"Get it out. It's too hot," I grumble, my voice scratchy from moaning so much. I pushed Sendoh's shoulder, urging him to take his cock out from me. Furthermore, his body sweaty and hot lying on top of me is making it a little uncomfortable.
"What...? Do you push me away after satisfying you? That cruel..." Sendoh scoffs.
"Get up. You are heavy. And it's getting hotter and hotter." Ignoring me, Sendoh keeps his face buried in my neck, sucking it gently.
"Indeed, it's getting hotter and hotter." He laughs and I freeze when I feel Sendoh's cock, which is still it's inside me, gets hard again. Sendoh retires immediately, removing the used condom before opening a new one.
"One more time?"
"I don't..." I'm about to protest, but the hand of Sendoh heads quickly south, grabbing my cock and masturbating so I can get back on hard. My protests turn into weak moans.
"What you say?" Sendoh looks at me, smiling as he pumps continually my cock. I accept with teeth tight.
"Shut your mouth and hurry up...! Hmph..." Sendoh captures my lips before inserting his tongue as he returns to insert his cock into me until it hits bottom. Still stretched from the previous round, Sendoh's cock slides easily.
"As you wish," he murmurs before fucking me for the second time that day.
By the time we finish fucking, it's almost midnight. I open my eyes, with my body lying on the bed, sore and exhausted. I think I could fall asleep any moment. I look at Sendoh as he gets off the bed, with his waist wrapped in the towel, and I see him taking something out of his drawer. I frown when Sendoh takes out a lighter to light his cigarette while he sits on the bed.
"What are you doing?"
"Smoking," Sendoh answers, turning on the lighter at his hand.
"Go smoke on the balcony," I say hoarsely, pulling the blanket over my head. I hate the smell of cigarette smoke. It smells really bad.
"Alright." Sendoh opens the glass door and walks out into the balcony. He lights his cigarette, inhaling and exhaling slowly the smoke.
I stare at Sendoh's figure while he smokes. There is red marks on his back, reaching to the back lower part of his body, covered by the towel. It's the test that what just happened was real and not a dream.
Sex partners or... whatever he wants. Let him call them, it seems that Sendoh and I are not just coworkers. Definitely, Sendoh is not only the friend.
I feel my eyelids close from exhaustion. My heart still feels that what had just happened was not right, but it's too late to take it back because I have already decided.
It's only temporary. It won't take long for me to return to my old boring life.
Will be continued...