Jun wakes up on the cold floor dizzy, thirsty and pain pulse throughout different areas of his body. Jun slowly blink the grogginess trying to make sense of his location. His room. What happened? Why is he very dizzy? Why did he feel so weak? Jun slowly sits up from the floor, gathering as much strength and looks around his room, still the same, the blinds close, trash and papers everywhere. He swallows dryly and massages his temples, he has a splitting headache. "Great" he said defeatedly, already done with the day and not only that he was also feeling weak and dizzy. "Maybe drinking wasn't the best idea on an empty stomach." Jun sighed as he stood up on his wobbly legs. He sits on his bed trying to focus on anything but the pain in his head.
When Jun checks his phone, the battery is dead. Jun sighs heavily "double great." He plugs his phone in its charger and rubs his temples trying to get his hangover under control. Jun doesn't remember what happened last night or how he got home. He remembers faintly of his cousin coming by to take him to another beer run, promising jun he wouldn't go overboard this time. He remembers the laughter of brief happiness and then nothing. "What a lair.." he mumbles and rolled his eyes at his cousin's antics and now Jun was facing the consequences. At least he was safe at home and not laying in a ditch somewhere.
Jun sighs "mom would have killed me" a flash of his mother's face comes to mind and a throb of pain comes from his heart. He tries to shake the image away from his mind but only clenches his head in pain. Headache, dizzy, weak and dry throat this hangover was not going anywhere. Jun gets up weakly from his bed deciding to get a drink to quench his thirst. He slowly makes his way to the kitchen, dodging all the mess and with wobbly legs manages to get to the sink.
He pours a glass and takes a huge gulp of refreshing water, he's so damn thirsty. Only for him to toss it up. "AH! What the heck?" the water literally burned his throat. Why is the water so hot? Is it the water heater? "If only dad was here he would have fixed the damn thing in 5 minutes." Jun thought angrily, a memory of his dad holding Jun's hand as he helped put Jun's feet in the ocean for the first time in his life and this time Jun didn't shake the memory away. Jun remembers the breeze, the sun and the ocean that went as far as the eyes could see. He held on tight to his father's calluses hands as he felt the cold ocean try to sweep him off his feet. "I got you Jun don't be afraid" his father said as Jun looked up at his father with worry and his father's brown eyes shined down on him like the sun and it melted Jun's fear way. His mother and brother joined them shortly after with ice cream and that day Jun remembers his brother's laughter and his parent's watchful happy gaze as they watched Jun and his brother play in the ocean as waves chased them back and forth. Jun couldn't help but smile and another throb of pain coming from his heart, and his throat became tight.
Jun places his hand on his chest over his heart. He looks over at his brother's bedroom door and makes his way still weak but not as wobbly. He did the same knock he always does before coming in anyway. The room was the same as always, PC, old food with dishes mom swore walked off with two legs, trash everywhere just the way bone liked it. One thing for sure the smell was very strong, stronger than before and Jun wondered how he hadn't noticed.
"Bone?" Jun whispered his throat raw and tight with sadness and tears threatening to fall down his face. He wanted nothing more than anything to have Bone sitting at his desk to toss his shirt, shoe or anything in arms reach.. But like the kitchen, living room and the rest of the house..no one.
"I need a drink" Jun whimpered and wiped away tears with his headache still aching and legs still weak. Jun decided to give his cousin a call and maybe go for another beer run, anything to forget the pain of his missing family. The pain is still raw and painful even after a month of no sign or phone call to let him know it was a joke! they're very much alive and healthy. I mean jun wouldn't be mad at all if that's what his family was afraid of.
After June's phone is 2% charged he checks the time and date and he's shocked to find out he's been out for 2 weeks.
