I would never have thought that there Could ever come a time where I would question the relationship of Edward and I, I've always believed that the bond between him and I was unbreakable like a vampires skin. However, this was something I could not deny myself the truth of, I knew very well what I had done with Sulpicia, that I was the one to close the small space between us and kiss her. That I was the one to let her cup my cheeks with both her hands and have let our foreheads touch, as she leaned into me into me and whispered thank you. Thank you for allowing them the chance to show me that they truly were my mates. It was shocking to see how one kiss could make you question everything you believe, how it can change your view of things with just the snap of a finger. For the majority of my stay here I've done nothing, but doubt every word they've said to me about the possibility of them being my mate. And yet here I am, lying in bed, replaying the kiss between Sulpicia and I over and over in my head.

—•—•—

That morning when I woke up, I knew I had some big decisions to make. Sulpicia kissing me made me realize a lot of things, and what I would have to do to take care of those things.

Gianna had cooked me breakfast, this time a nice, simple stack of pancakes. I liked the fact that she was the one to make me breakfasts, because of the lovely conversations we would always have. It was a nice start to my morning, and in a way prepared me for what was ahead later on in the day. She was the only person in the castle that I felt like I could talk to, mostly because her and I were the only humans here. I've mostly been here for what was only three weeks, although, it feels as if I've been here longer. I knew we'd only have at least an hour to ourselves to eat breakfast.

"You look a bit tired, dear, did you not get any sleep last night?" She took a sip of her coffee.

"I did, a lot more then I've gotten these past few months."

"These past few months! I'm guessing you have a hard time sleeping on occasion?"

"Not really no, certain...events will occur where my nights are filled with restlessness."

"Well, if you want I can brew some tea for you, that'll help you sleep at night."

It was not like me to accept such an offer, Esme has made me the same offer before, but I'd always turn her down. However, for an occasion like this I'll make an exception. Usually I would take sleeping pills, the really hardcore ones that'd knock you out as soon as they hit your mouth. But seeing as of to where I am, I think I don't think it'll be easy for me to find some here.

Gianna had a few paperwork that she needed to catch up on, meaning breakfast would be cut short. She had some important documents she had to go on and organize for the Volturi. Apparently, secretaries weren't there "just for show" they too had task assigned to them that they had to complete. Sometimes the task can take up the majority of their day, depending on the work load. This left me with a little bit of free time to myself before one of the queens would swooped me away to spend time with them. Which, I didn't mind, mostly because of the fact its all there really was to do here. Gianna promised me she would take me to one of her favorite restaurants here in the city, one she was done. I wasn't sure when she would be done, so I had to find something to do while I had some alone time. I was thinking of going to the library, but decided against that, instead I chose to explore the castle. I've been here for almost two weeks, and haven't seen very many parts of the castle.

I will admit it was a very stupid idea on my part, I had no map of the castle, and no sense of where I was going. I just made random turns here and there, and stopped wherever I saw something interesting. The only reason my exploration had come to a halt, was because I reached a dead end with a door noticeably different from the others within the castle. The door was heavily armed with chain locks so intricate and complex, it could not possibly have been made by someone human. Heck I doubt a human would even be able to figure out how to even unlock it. I could tell, by just looking at the locks, that there was something wrong with it, that although it looked to be made of Iron, it wasn't. Out of curiosity I moved closer to the door,and slowly, but with caution, I reached towards the locks. My fingers were only a breath away from the chains attached to the door, when they were suddenly whisked away to be wrapped up in between the palms of none other than Sulpicia.

She smiled, but I could tell it was not genuine. She seemed a bit off, almost angry somehow. It scared me a little.

"Mi amore," She said in a quite voice, "It would be in your best interest to steer clear of this area, it'd be a shame if something where to happen." She glared at the door a little, before turning back to me. "Come along now."

She hooked her arms with mine and led me away. I couldn't help, but look back at the door, perplexed as of to what possibly could've been there that could provoke Sulpicia to act the way she did.

"If you want depending on how long you stay with us, I can show to areas of the castle." She said.

"Depending on how long I stay? I thought I had to stay here until you and your wives, said otherwise?"

She chuckled shaking her head. "I do not think we were very clear with you on the deal you made with us."

I wanted to smile at this new enlightenment, I mean before this I would've jumped for joy to hear such a news, but now, now I'm not so sure.

"What do you mean?"

"Bella," She stopped walking so she could face me,"You only have to stay here until you have transitioned into a vampire, then after that you stay with us until your newborn period is over. Then, you're free to leave, and go wherever you choose...even if it is wherever you choose is with the Cullen boys and his family."

I looked at her in shock, I had no clue how to respond, or let alone what to say. I could see that last part of that sentence was hard for her to say, it was almost like she had an internal struggle with herself just to say it. But, I could tell her words were truly genuine and sincere. However, I knew one thing was for sure about what they said, I wasn't their prisoner, as soon as I was turned I was free to leave.

"Will you bring me to Didyme's library please, I think I'd like to stay in there and read a little it's time for me to eat again."

"Of course, but we have not yet assigned anyone to be your guard yet, so I will not be able to leave you in there by yourself if she's not in there."

"Okay." I nodded.

I only wanted to be myself to think over what she said, somehow my wanting to leave here as soon as I can, did not look so appeasing to me anymore. I mean, I know it's all I wanted to do since I stepped foot into Volterra, but now I'm not so sure.

—•Didyme•—

I was glad to see Bella come in to my little library, and read with me. I wanted to show her all the best reading spots, the best books she could read, everything there was to enjoy about it. However, that would all have to wait, I could tell she was a bit unsettled, and would like to be left alone for now. So of course I honored her silent wish. I led her to one of my favorite armchairs I had positioned next to a window with the nicest scenery. It was the perfect place for reading or for when you just wanted to sit and think. Something had clearly plagued this poor dears mind, something that she clearly needed time to think about. I observed her from afar, watching as she toyed with the pages of her book, her mind focused on something far different then the subject of her book. She stayed like that until it was time for her to nourish herself again. I of course offered to lead her back.

I wandered if she knew of the trouble stirring in Seattle, she already knew of the existence of our kind so it would not be surprising if she were to conclude we had something to do with all the disappearances.

It was upsetting to know that such a thing would occur at such an inopportune time, it made our instincts run wild, especially with the new discovery of Bella. She will not be able to understand why we a bit on edge the coming days, but that is quiet alright, we wouldn't expect her to. Yes, she knew of the existence of vampire, but she only knew the mere basics, there was so much to learn. I also worried that this might affect whether or not she will be our mate, I worried that she might assume that the Volturi are behind this as part of some elaborate scheme. Considering the things the Cullens had told her about, I would not be surprised if she did. My wives, of course, were quick to alleviate my worries.

"Do not worry mi amore, no such thing will happen." Sulpicia had said.

"We would never let such a thing happen." Athenodora added.

"You know as will as I do, that humans do not feel the bond we share as quick as our kind does. Who knows it might be a whole year before she does." She chuckled at my expression of terror, and pulled me into her. Giving my forehead a quick peck."I'm just saying Di, you might be surprised by how things turnout. Sometimes you must simply be patient."

That conversation had happened yesterday, while the three of us lounged in Athenodora's garden, whilst Bella slept. I was surprised to hear Sulpicia telling me to be patient, usually it is me telling her to do so. I know how I sounded currently, an insecure teenage girl, although I was turned in my mid twenties. My family were commoners, middle class as people today would say. My exact age is an unsure number, due to the very little records kept about me.

I offered to lead Bella back to the kitchen, where she usually sat to dine, Sulpicia had decided to task herself with making her meals, finally having an excuse to cook. She had always been fascinated by the art, but had rare chances to have the need to do so. Always the secretaries we chose had the ability to cook for themselves.

"I hope you enjoyed Didyme's library, Bella. I know how much you take pleasure in reading." Sulpicia placed what looked to be a fruit salad where she sat.

"I did thank you for asking." She weakly smiled.

Sulpicia gave me a confused look, I simply gave her my hand.

"Maybe Athenodora can talk to her, figure out what's wrong so that we may find a solution." She whispered too quick for a human to notice.

"Maybe, or maybe she just needs space, time by herself to think and organize her thoughts." I replied.

"Hmm, sounds like a much better view."

She kissed my cheek before allowing me to leave, I decided I would return to the office space we all shared, we each had our own, but still preferred to have one that the three of us could share. It was overrun by newspaper clipping, papers scattered all over the gigantic desks in there with maps littering the walls. We had sent out a two guard members to Seattle to survey what it was that was happening, two days after we sent them, they returned with news of a newborn army being created. My wives and I were livid and frustrated with what to do, there were many steps we would have to take now, starting out with finding out who would even think of doing such a thing. I am sure that my wives and I made it very clear that there were to be no more of that. It drew to much attention from the humans. It had even been made a law that no one, under any circumstance was to create a newborn army, the punishment being for doing so being death.

The two guards, Remus and Cato had reported there being at least 23 of them. Their leader a nomad with wild fiery red curly hair. The description sounded familiar, but I was not sure and did not want to make assumptions yet. Whoever it was though would surely feel Athenodora's wrath, Bella was our mate, our new mate to be clear. Athenodora would be running so high on her instincts, that the ring leader of this army had best run and hide. The last vampire that had made the mistake of upsetting Athenodora, learned a quick, but brutal lesson on why you did not do such a thing. However, I do see an opportunity in this, an opportunity to show Bella even more, how much my wives and I care for her. How far we would be willing to go to make sure she was safe.

Sorry about the late post guys, I will try to make the next chapter more interesting, I know fkr the next chapter I will try tk het her to interact more with the queens, especially Athenodora. I will try to update more and sooner at best. Leave a review and comment