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Chapter 45

Newborn

Emmett

After an hour, we finally arrived at the abandoned house I had discovered in Alaska.

We put Bella on a bed.

She was still silent, and I feared that something was wrong. How long did it take for the pain to start for me?

I sat next to her and held her hand.

After half an hour Alice came from behind and hugged me.

In the same second, Bella cried out.

My eyes were burning.

Seeing her suffer like this almost broke my dead heart.

"Kill ... kill ... me!", she pressed out under the screams.

I knew the pain she was in. We all knew. I myself had begged to be killed. Death was a beautiful conception in contrast to this pain.

Alice let go of me and held Bella's other hand.

I leaned toward her.

I felt so helpless. It was worse than the accident when she was not conscious.

"Bella, dearest, we are with you. I know the pain is unbearable. But it will pass. Bella, it will pass."

My voice was trembling.

Bella

I could think of nothing but the pain. It got hotter and hotter. I wanted to die. There was no reason to endure this pain. I couldn't be quiet anymore - I screamed. It didn't help, but I screamed anyway. It felt like I was being pierced by fire-hot iron bars. I pleaded to kill me. Death was so tempting; I was so close to it ...

"Bella, dearest, we are with you. I know the pain is unbearable. But it will pass. Bella, it will pass," I heard a voice as if it were very far away.

Emmett.

"It will pass ..." he said again.

I gritted my teeth and forced myself to stop screaming.

His voice was full of sorrow. Because of me. Far away in my mind I remembered the accident. But the pain didn't let me think clearly. I don't know how long I lay there, but Emmett wouldn't let me go. I couldn't manage to completely stop screaming. The heat became even hotter. I squirmed my body under the terrible pain, but hands held me tight. I didn't even feel if they were cold or warm hands.

Emmett

I really would have done anything so that Bella didn't have to suffer. When she started screaming again and writhing back and forth in pain, I felt as if I were burning myself. I wanted to help her, but there was nothing I could do to ease her pain.

"Alice, how much longer is it going to be?", I said.

My voice was a tortured whisper.

Bella's screams stopped and she whimpered.

"A day or so," she said in the same pained voice.

Alice sobbed without shedding tears and Jasper hugged her to his chest from behind.

She found it as difficult as I did.

The phone rang again.

Of course it was Charlie. Carlisle had told him that we had all picked up a dangerous virus. Bella had contracted it from us, and we were all quarantined and unable to have visitors. Jacob also tried to reach us. We told him that Bella would be fine and there was no point in calling all the time. So he stopped. Not so Charlie - he persisted.

Carlisle took the cell phone and walked out.

"Charlie, I can't tell you any more right now than I have in your last few calls. We'll call you when we have more information," he said quietly. "Still critical."

Carlisle's standard answer to Charlie's standard question about how Bella was doing.

Then he flipped the phone closed.

Alice, Jasper and I had been sitting next to her for three days.

Carlisle wanted us to go hunting, but we did not leave her side.

"A few more seconds," Alice said as I looked at her.

We heard Bella's heart pounding faster than before. It beat one last time and then it was quiet. She remained lying down and I heard her take a deep breath of air.

"Bella?"

Bella

It was over, it was really over! I did not open my eyes. I did not move. I breathed in the air around me. It was fantastic. I just smelled everything, I heard everything, I felt everything. Most of all, I felt the dry burning in my throat.

I opened my eyes and saw Emmett.

He was perfect!

But I also saw everything else in the periphery as sharply as everything directly in front of me.

Emmett smiled at me and the desire for blood that caused the burning in my throat was displaced by another desire.

I jumped up and hugged Emmett. He fell backwards onto the floor, and I lay on top of him. I kissed him.

Pure lust flowed through me.

I heard Alice giggling and Jasper clearing his throat.

But I didn't care, and after the shock, Emmett didn't seem to care either. He hugged me, pressed me to him, and kissed me back.

God, I wanted him more than anything. But then a wave of indifference and calm came over me. Jasper. I wanted to be angry at him for just destroying my lust, but I couldn't.

"You should go hunting first, Bella," Carlisle said.

I stood up.

Emmett grinned like a little schoolboy.

"Wow ..." he said, taking my hand. "But they're right. Let's go find some bears. You need to drink, honey."

Now that they mentioned it, my throat was burning again.

Two of us went out.

We were in a forest, but I smelled snow and water nearby.

And that's when I smelled something else. Something I had never smelled before, but it smelled so enticing.

My throat burned again, and I ran, always in the direction of the smell.

The blood sent me into a frenzy, and I had only that on my mind. I listened to my instincts, which drove me closer to the blood, and before the brown bear could see me, I automatically drove my teeth into his neck. They penetrated his skin and muscles like butter, and I reached the carotid artery. Blood gushed out and I drank it with relish. Food had never given me such satisfaction. But I wanted more.

"Come on, I spotted a pack of moose," Emmett said when he saw my thirsty look and took my hand.

After we both cut the herd in half, I was full of blood and barely felt the burn.

Emmett stood next to me and dropped his moose. A drop of blood ran down the corner of his mouth.

I licked it off and immediately the incredible desire was there again. I kissed him and he did not hold back.

I wanted him so much!

Emmett

Bella lay on top of me, and her hungry eyes looked into mine as we kissed. Our breathing was faster. Suddenly my upper body was naked, and my T-shirt lay in shreds beside me. She stripped off her white blood-covered dress at vampire speed and pressed her lips to mine again.

How could she be any more beautiful than when she was human? The pale silky skin, the hair that reached above her waist in long brown waves, her perfect flawless face with the big eyes, her sensual body, her elegant movements - just everything was perfect about her.

I pressed her body against mine.

"Emmett!" she moaned as she rubbed her middle on the bulge in my pants.

I couldn't hold back anymore, and I didn't have to.

In a second we were both naked. I lifted her up and pressed her against a rock wall that crumbled behind her. She moaned with pleasure and wrapped her legs around me, pressing me closer.

"Fuck me, Emmett! Fuck me before I go crazy!" she said, and I thrust my full length into her.

She cried out with pleasure and clawed her hands into the rock above her and small boulders splintered under her fingers.

I kissed her and her head hit the rock as I did so, but she didn't mind. I started to move inside her. Slowly at first and she moaned impatiently, and my thrusts became faster and harder. If she were human, her pelvis and ribs would have broken under my grip long ago. But she was invulnerable, and I did not hold back. She moaned loudly as our pelvises slammed against each other even faster.

"Oh Em ... I ... I ..." she screamed.

"Yeah, me too," I groaned.

I saw the lust in her eyes as she arched her back, pressing down more on my penis and she came at the same time as me. She leaned back - against the splintered and crumbled rock.

"Damn! That was even better than the blood!", she said breathlessly.

"Fuck … yeah!", I exclaimed and kissed her.

She leaned against me and freed herself from my grip. Already I was lying on the ground, and she was kneeling over me.

"I love you," she said in her new clear as a bell and soft voice.

"Just like I love you," I said and kissed her.

"But I haven't had enough ..." she whispered in my ear and started kissing me again, demanding.

Damn, she was hot!