Chapter 1/
What the hell is this?
Another chance in life?Look,I'm a baby once more...
Is this a joke?
I've already accepted my fate, didn't I?So what's this?
It's not much,but I'm fairly satisfied with my past life:I didn't reach that far in terms of my career,nor did I got rich or had a family or anything... It's just,that.
Not everyone has the desire to restart life all over again...At least,not me.
Mehhh... It's so anticlimactic, really.
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I turned 10 this year...And it's still the same old me, I'm still not that interested in this new life at all.
But don't get me wrong,I think I'm having it good here:a roof above my head,food,and a family.
But despite that, it's just...I don't know,It felt like...I don't belong here,like I'm just pretending.
I mean, just look at me: I'm an adult trapped in a body of a kid,how is that even supposed to work?
Even my parents think of me as if I'm some kind of a genius,damn.
That's why I'm always hesitating to act like myself,like an adult...And no way in hell I would act like a child too.
"Rudy!Dear,come here for your magic study!"
"No, he'll come with me to train with the sword!"
That's exactly my issue...For god's sake the sun isn't even up yet,and they want me to train?!Should I check if they're just sleep-talking or what?Damn.
It's like this everyday,but it's even worse today.
"Son,you can do this,my blood flows in you,I know you can! I can just see it,the heights that you can reach! Do your best,I believe in you!
No,I don't think I can,my dear parents...I think my body is failing me now.
My muscles are sore,and my past wounds haven't even healed yet, don't even try to cast heal on me now it'll just hurt my skull!
No more please...Even if I have lots of mana,those complicated spells you're trying to drill in me will just deep fry my brain.
But hey,even if it's tough... I've managed to survive until now,and I'd say I did improve over all.
Or not...As I lose consciousness and fell to the ground.
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Chapter 1 End.