My whole life i've watched from the shadows as people died people cried today is no different i stay in the shadows like i was taught some people have something in their bones that they say causes their feet to move before they knew what they were doing i've heard many say it but i've never felt it not even when i watched the harry save draco or when my father died in front of my eyes or as i watched ron save fred which i never expected but not once did i move not once did i get the feeling people talked about i watched harry leave after hugging hermione i watched everyone tend to the wounded but i stayed put i looked at my clothes i was covered in some death eater blood because even though i stayed in the shadows the bloody idiot tried to kill me even then i didn't move instead a slytherin i don't know saved me i guess if he survues i should thank him not that i needed help but for now i stand here watching everyone bandage the wounded cry and plan their next move i already know what mine is but i wont interfere for now patience is something else i was taught plan your revenge have patience dont get caught and never ever lose control watching them kinda makes me want to laugh they actually think they have a chance its cute i guess but hopeless i watch some of the slytherins gather in a circle whispering but cant quite make out what they are saying i feel a tap on my shoulder and its the boy from earlier "hey are you okay you seem spaced out?" I resist the urge to roll my eyes. I don't need pity or sympathy, they are pointless emotions. "I'm fine, never better." The boy is now staring at me like i'm crazy maybe that wasn't the best choice of words but i mean come on i dont have feelings like these weaklings not after everything i've been through i think back but before i can get lost in my past i see him snap his fingers in my face i blink and look up at him i guess i spaced "im blaise" i guess this is the part where i introduce myself back but do i tell him my real name or the name my adoptive father gave me "Thank you Blaise for earlier" i'll wont do either not yet anyway i cant get caught by death eaters or regular students Blaise smiles at me and sticks out his hand i shake his hand then i hear his name get called and i turn to see draco for once i appreciate the bloody blonde idiot because i need to focus on the plan not making nice with someone i don't know will survive as blaise walks away i walk outside looking at the destruction and death i feel to numb to honestly care but i cant say im not a little sad their are a few students ive seen that i might have felt bad watching die like Cedric but that wasnt because i knew him that was more because of one of my friends as i start to get lost in though i feel my two best friends kind of only friends sit beside me Ava and Arya. I look to my right and grab Arya's hand i can't help but look at how skinny she has gotten since she watched her brother die she hardly eats anymore her blonde hair reaching her waist her bright grey eyes have lost some of their brightness they use to remind me of her brother now they look so dark and gloomy i know it was hard for her but we had to wait and one day i hope she understands. I look to my left at Ava she isnt has skinny but i know she hasn't been sleeping well her she's starting to have bags under her bright blue eyes her brown hair flowing to her waist in waves we decided very young we would keep our hair the same length we felt it bonded us more or maybe it's just the one thing we had control over i'm not sure anymore but i stick with it my long red hair keeps going in my face though i sit with them for what feels like hours we don't say a word the whole time we wait till its time for revenge against everyone i will make everyone pay for the life we were given but it will start with that stupid potter.