P3 female protagonist 17/04

(A month and a day away from P3 protag)

The story doesn't end with you. They have their own lives to live, and in your absence a new chapter will begin.

That said, you are reluctant to leave.

You feel it in your bones that your time here is coming to an end.

You've had a good year, made good friends, done better in school, and even joined some clubs.

You're sad to see it change. But it's just not going to be the same after graduation.

You can't say why exactly. Perhaps the dynamic will change with Akihiko and Mitsuru graduating.

But somehow, you know that's not it. You don't want to leave, but somehow you know you must go. March is a month of changes, of doors opened and closed.

Where or why, you can not say. Not yet.

Tonight you climb the tower. Tonight you will ascend to the top, to face the goddess of death, as she descends to the earth.

In contrast to how you started this journey, you are confidant, resolute.

You shall win, you must win. There is simply no other acceptable option.

You can never predict the day you will die, but on this hill, for this cause, you feel no regret.

There's fear, of course there is fear. Fear is a part of being alive. But today it pushes you harder, instead of holding you back. January will mark the beginning of a new year, the end of apathy.

You are scared, and paradoxically you have never felt more alive. Tonight you will climb the tower, and you will not decend it.m

December is a month of stagnation, of fear, the air oppressive with the weight of it.

Death comes for the planet, called by the song the tower cries out to her, unhindered. By the wish for death in the hearts of the people, sent out to her in space, like a messed up radio broadcast.

It is also a month of faith, for the way that each member of SEES, looks at this scared, doomed, oblivious world, and decides to fight for it anyways.

November is the beginning of the end, when it should have been an ending. The full moon shadows defeated, the mission complete.

Betrayal in the moment of victory, a death in what should be a moment of triumph. Salvation in the nick of time. And loss. So much lost.

-October is loss. Loss and so much blood. It stained the ground, his blood, his hands. Your hands too, as you tried to stem the flow, and the sounds of the emergency room blend to the ringing of your ears.

It hurts to think about now. You should try to remember happier times.

September was when Junpei found love. That was complicated, and it didn't start in September, but he was really happy in September. You all were. You had no idea what was coming.

Summer is when a lot of people joined. Ken, Koromaru. And Aigis.

Aegis is where it begun.

Once she sealed death inside you. Now she sits on the roof with you, waiting.

Death is a force of nature that no one can truly defeat. All you can do is keep it waiting…

-Fuka was the first member you recruited.

All that time she spent wandering it alone, unhindered. That's impressive.

Did you ever tell her so?

You should tell her that, when they come to the roof.

June. A month of ghost stories, and forming bonds into teamwork and friendship.

They will come. Your friends will come. You just have to wait.

-May was the month of the monorail operation. Your first official mission. Where you broke apart and came together.

It was hard, the friction between you shooting off like sparks in a fire. But when all was said and done, you truly felt like you could make it through the rest.

-Someone once told you that April was the cruelest of months.

You had never before thought that was true, but last year you had raised an evoker to your head for the first time thinking that you might not live to see your birthday, and then proceeded to spend it, and many days surrounding it unconscious.

It was the end of ignorance, for though you had long grown used to the green moon, you had never before known what it meant. And now it had a name, and reason. You didn't know what was to come. The possibilities were infinite.

February, in contrast, had knowledge pressing down heavily upon you. And yet you also had a peace. You had the knowledge that this world, full of all its little flaws and fallacies, was worth protecting.

You found people who love you. And you love them. All of them. And you told them so everyday in February.

Your parents loved you. Your aunt and uncle did too, but not to the extent your parents did. They were not prepared to have kids.

Someone once said home was where your heart is. And that your heart is where the people you love are. And that's true. Home is Tatsumi Port island, and all the people you know, it is Gekkoukan highschool. Home is a dorm filled with friends.

The future might be scary, and full of uncertainty, but it is also bright and full of possibilities. It is both, and that is not a contrast, but a symmetry. And that's beautiful.

Everything will change now. And that's OK. Change is a part of life. This year has been full of change, and it has been the hardest, the scariest experience of your life. If was also worth every moment.

You can hear them coming now, and you plan to tell them that.

You love them.

You have so much to tell them.

Wanted to end it with something big for the last protagonist, but bit off more then I could chew to keep it under 1k, that was hard. So thats why this is late