AN: I thought that Eddie might panic a little. Not over the sex itself, that he wants, but for a different reason. It's AU so playing around some. Also I watched the movie Nightshade with Lou (Tommy/Rocker) in like month ago and omg it was not only funny, hilarious, but twisted. All can say is that I loved it, hated the ending of course. (there might be little bit spoiler in this about it when comes to the psychologist, but I don't give the ending or what happens with that away. Also I don't know why because haven't seen in like 7 years maybe, and I only saw the episode once on Buffy where she was poisoned and made to think that her slayer reality was all in her mind, that she was really in psych ward. So tossed that in here too.
Summary: Eddie's scared and not about the sex part. That he wants and needs, it's the part where what if it's all a dream and it's not real. Rocker reassures him that he is real and it's not in his mind.
Title: You Mean More To Me, Eddie
Eddie was standing in the bathroom looking in the mirror. Tommy and Buck had just left with Christopher. He had hugged his son before he left told him to have a fun night. He'd done the usual. Said not to eat too much and get sick, but he was referring to Buck not Christopher. Tommy and Christopher had both said they promised. Buck had shoved him with a laugh at the comment. When Christopher and Tommy had been on the way-out Buck had stayed a second.
He'd handed him a zip up bag then he'd hugged him. Buck had whispered in his ear that it would feel good. That even if he thought it wouldn't fit it would. He was sure that his eyes had gone wide and his face he knew had heated up. Buck had been giving him sex advice. I mean they had always given each other advice in the past. He hadn't known why now would be different. When they'd first gotten there Tommy and Buck had both been carrying a pan each. He hadn't known what it was, but it had been food. It had smelt so dang good he'd been almost drooling.
When he asked if the plans changed since they were bringing food they'd said nope. The two of them had cooked dinner for them. Buck had assured him that they'd left some at Tommy's too. He'd joked asking if Buck had even been to the loft. He hadn't missed the look on Buck's face the grin that stretched across his face. He'd then said that Tommy had asked if he wanted to move in. The lease on the loft was up in a few weeks. The last time he'd renewed it had been three years back. He hadn't saw himself moving then, he'd been dating Taylor.
He was happy for Buck and Tommy. They were happy and settled together. His friends were happy, his son was happy too. Therefore, he didn't know why he was standing in the bathroom looking in the mirror trying not to panic. It was stupid, he'd been waiting almost a month to finally be here. It had been four dates since Rocker had counted when they'd been sick. He'd said three minimal, but it was four. Today had been like they were a family. He had what he wanted. He was so happy, and he felt loved. It had been a month and he felt completely in love with Rocker.
His boyfriend had treated him like he'd said he would. They'd had dates, they'd flirted with each other. Rocker spent time with Christopher. He accepted that Buck was going to be in his life. That his best friend was Christopher's dad too. He was terrified it was a dream, that's why he was panicking. He didn't want it to be a dream. The phone calls, texts, video chats. The getting each other hot and near exploding only to back off. Work getting in the way, but Rocker got it, he dealt with the same. All that made it feel like a dream he was living in. How could all this be real.
"Hey babe, are you okay?" Rocker asked knocking on the bathroom door. It was open, but he still knocked. "Eddie? Hey, what's wrong?" He asked coming up beside Eddie and turning him. "Who the fuck made you cry. I will kick Buck's ass if it was him." He growled. He didn't think Buck would have, but he didn't know what he'd said. Eddie had gone in here after they'd left.
"No, I swear it's nothing anyone said." Eddie said bringing his hand up trying to wipe the tears away. He hadn't even realized he'd been crying. "It's stupid." He hadn't meant to stand here this long. Rocker might think he was nuts.
"Nothing you say or do is stupid. I have told you that more than a dozen times. You are amazing, sweet, so loveable. You have done an awesome job with Christopher. You both have. Please tell me what's wrong. Are you having second thoughts about tonight?" Rocker asked. "About us?" He really hoped it wasn't that one. He wasn't sure where Eddie's mine was at though. "If I've pushed too much, I'm sorry. We can just eat and watch a movie. Or you can go home if that's what you want. I swear I won't be mad. Anything you need just name it. Even if you want to put a pause…" He didn't get to finish.
Eddie moved those few inches pulling Rocker to him and kissing him hard. He wrapped his arms around Rocker, backing him up against the wall as he kissed him. He put everything into the kiss. Everything he felt for his boyfriend. The last thing he wanted was for this to end. He'd probably die right there if happened. He was too far in, if they ended, he didn't think he could pick the pieces up this time. He felt Rocker kissing him back. He was just glad he got it. Ending was a hell no, he wanted this. He'd waited a month for sex. Something he'd never done with his last two exes or Shannon. He wasn't going home or pausing anything. The kiss grew and they were both moaning. He moved back air coming back to his lungs as he looked into his boyfriend's eyes.
"The tears weren't because I wanted it to end or was freaking out because you pushed to hard. You haven't, fucking hell we've waited a month. You helped take care of not only me and Christopher, but Buck too when we were sick. I was panicking because I'm scared this isn't real. That you don't really exist and it's all in my head. Like that episode of Buffy where the demon thing made her think that being a slayer wasn't real. That she was really in a psych ward. When really it was the demon making her see the psych ward, but the slaying was real." Eddie said. "Does that make any sense?" He asked.
Rocker smiled bringing his hand up to Eddie's face. He brushed away the tears that were falling again. "I promise you this is real. You are not in a psych ward. I promise you, Edmundo Diaz that I am not a figment of your imagination. Tommy and I have two codes to know that we are us and not someone else or if something's wrong. The if we're someone else I blame on him. He watched the movie Nightshade, called me at like two am asking if there was a way to tell if our shrink was actually someone else while they were in there. Sorry, not the point." Rocker said because now was not the time to go into that. "I'm not going tell you our code word, but we can have one. If I ever say avocado, you know something's wrong. I hate avocado."
Eddie knew exactly what movie Rocker was talking about. "Buck had the same freak out over that movie. Though his also steamed from his therapist manipulating him into sex. That's a long story and I probably shouldn't have said anything. Forget I said that. I'm kind of losing my mind at the moment." His mind had started going else where with the mention of Nightshade. He'd enjoyed the movie, but hated that Ben died. Buck had sworn that the guy looked like Tommy and Rocker. "So if I say crickets you will know that something's wrong. You know how much they freak me out."
"I thought it was cute you were running through firehouse screaming about murdering crickets." Rocker said doing his best not to smile. "I got to see your cute, sexy bare ass." He said kissing Eddie's lips for each word after your.
Eddie tried glaring, but with Rocker kissing him he couldn't. It had been funny after the fact. A little embarrassing, but thankfully no one had gotten to see him completely naked besides Buck and Tommy besides Rocker who'd been on the video chat. Tommy had been visiting Buck and they'd been making out against the engine.
He'd come tearing out of the locker room after he'd stripped thinking a cricket had gotten into his clothes. There had been something that had felt like it crawled into his uniform. Rocker had been asking if he needed to come check him for bugs. His mind had some how conjured up it was a cricket and he'd freaked out. Tommy had pulled his zip up hoodie off and handed it over to him before anyone had come out.
He'd zipped it up around his waist in a hurry. That had been the most awkward conversation. Chimney, Hen, and Bobby had been the only ones that had come to find out what was wrong. He'd said there was a cricket. Which had lead to Chimney asking if that meant he had to do a strip tease for the cricket. He'd been too mortified to even say anything. Buck had explained though and Tommy had added to that.
It hadn't been Rocker there, it was Tommy and he wasn't trying to strip for anyone besides his sanity that there wasn't a cricket in his pants. Though half an hour later Rocker had shown up and given him a hug. Said he would defend him against real or invisible crickets. He hadn't been able to stay more than fifteen minutes because he'd been on nightshift that week, but he'd shown up.
It was another thing that made his heart melt for Rocker. He didn't think a strong firefighter was postal for freaking out over crickets. His entire family still teased him over that fear. Buck didn't or Tommy, or the 118, but others did. His dad had told him to man up and deal with it once. If he could be a solider in war, then he'd take care of a cricket. It was too soon to say it, but he loved his boyfriend. He remembered something Rocker had said though when he'd been telling him how he saw him.
"You… You called me loveable." Eddie said. "You said I was sweet and loveable."
"I meant it too. You got me so far gone for you that if you had wanted this to end. I don't know if I'd survived. I'd respected you wanting that, but it would have killed me. I'm scared of losing you, Christopher too. That I'm living in some dream world at times too. You know how many times Tommy's ask me if we aren't really dead and this is a dream world that our bodies can't except, we're gone so we've created it. I've never felt this kind of love. I keep thinking some how I'll screw it up. Push too fast or if I want to be alone with you might seem that I don't love your son too. I've only ever told Tommy that I love him, that's a brother's love. It's not this I can't even breath at times love. The I know that you will do everything to come back to me, but still I worry about you, love. That fire three weeks ago, was watching the news report on my phone. Said a firefighter was critical from a collapse. I knew Tommy wasn't there, but I didn't know if the 118 was or not. They weren't saying, then you text me back said it wasn't. You're a first responder and I'm the one that gets called when patrol can't handle things. We go into dangerous situations. It's what we do, I love that you are who you are." Rocker took a breath not meaning to start spilling his guts.
"Donovan Rocker Kinard. Can you take me to bed and make love to me?" Eddie asked. "I'm in love with you too. The last month has been the best of my life in a long time. I'd wanted to die before I met you because it hurt so fucking much anymore. Trying to exist. I didn't want to abandon Christopher, but didn't know if I could do it anymore. You've healed me. You pieced me back together. I'm not leaving you unless I'm forced to go because something happens. I'm not asking you to go either. I know we don't get guarantees that we'll be alive even in the next hour. I just really want to make the best of what we're making." Eddie said. "I know this sounds like we're proposing to each other right now, but don't care. You…" He was cut off this time around.
Rocker wrapped his hand around the back of Eddie's head pulling him in claiming his mouth. He kept him close to him exploring his mouth with his tongue when Eddie opened up for him. He moved his hand down and brought the other one up. Both meeting at Eddie's backside before he grabbed hold of his hips and lifted him up. He felt Eddie's legs wrap around his waist. He easily carried him to the bedroom. Their mouths still locked in the kiss. While Eddie had been in the bathroom, he'd been setting up the bedroom. He had planned it for later after dinner and them watching a movie cuddled up on the couch. Eddie asking him to take him to the bedroom changed that. He broke the kiss for air, and he wanted Eddie to see the room.
They were battery operated because he was not risking burning the house down, but there were candles all over the bedroom. They were rainbow colored as they changed. He'd gotten them from a vendor at the pride parade. He'd also borrowed the ones that Tommy had since he hadn't had enough. His brother was just as much of a hopeless romantic as he was. He'd told him the plan or the majority. He didn't tell the sex detail parts. He'd wanted to make sure that Eddie would like it. Buck had been on the phone too and had agreed that it was perfect. He just hoped Eddie didn't kill him if he found out Buck knew some details. He doubted he would, hell he'd probably tell him afterwards anyway.
"I hope it's not too much. Probably is, but that day at the picnic, our first date. I told you that you weren't some guy I wanted to fuck just cause I could. I wanted to at least show you since wasn't sure if was too soon, that I loved you. Thus, I set up thirty-three candles in here. I hadn't planned it to be your exact age, it's how many Tommy and I had between us. I had like six, he had the rest." Rocker explained watching Eddie look around the room. The room was in different shades of the rainbow. The candles weren't all in synch with each other either. Some were showing blue and others red or green at the moment.
"It's beautiful in here, baby." Eddie said. "I can't believe you did this. It's not too much. You have rainbow light strings around the bed too." Eddie looked at the head and foot board seeing the lights. He moved closer to the bed picking up one of the roses on the bed. It had looked real in the candlelight, but it was actually paper roses. There were dozens of them on the bed. "Oh my god, you made these so they wouldn't die."
"Same reason I bought you flowers to plant on our first date." Rocker said. "I didn't do this for anyone else before. I didn't see it on a movie either. Wanted tonight to be special for you." He smiled. He'd been working on making the roses for two weeks when he had the time. "I even got a vase you can put them in later. Set it anywhere you want to look at them. When you see them you can think of now."
Eddie looked at the other roses on the bed that were scattered around. They were different colors from red to even black. He had always loved black roses. They seemed rare and like they shouldn't belong since most thought of black representing death. You wore it at funerals after all, but he didn't see them like that. He picked all twenty four up setting them on Rocker's dresser. He didn't want them to get damaged. It was nuts since they were paper, but his boyfriend had done this for him. There were even hearts of rainbow colors painted on the stems.
"I asked you something two weeks ago. You kind of thought I was meaning something else. I mean you had just gotten back to HQ after going after a suspect. You sent me a picture of you covered in I don't really want to think about either, but it hadn't been what I meant when I asked if you were clean." Eddie said kind of rambling. "I mean I'm sure you would have said something if you weren't. I just wanted to ask."
"That's why Tommy was laughing at me when I'd said I didn't know why you'd asked was I clean." Rocker groaned.
He was going to get his brother. He really hadn't put it together to mean that question. He'd been tired and it had been extremely bad fucking luck that the neighbor's had been cleaning out the damn septic tank when they'd been chasing the runner they'd been after. In his and Deacon's defense they couldn't have known the septic tank was directly over the fence they were jumping. The suspect had gone in too. They'd both tried stopping when they'd seen it, but they'd already been mid jump off of the fence. It had been a day that he'd asked Deacon if he'd help on the 50 squad. They'd had to be hosed down and still had been refused entry to Black Betty. Thankfully, HQ had only been a few blocks away.
Eddie tried not to smile, it couldn't have been pleasant. He knew that Buck hadn't had fun that time he'd gone in one. Deacon and Rocker were still getting teased about it. "At least it had been mostly cleaned out." He said. "Sorry, sorry. Go on."
Rocker knew that Eddie had been the one that left the roll of toilet paper on his pillow when he'd gotten home. There had been a note saying, just in case you find another surprise. He shook his mind of that thought though. He'd gotten his revenge in a phone call that night. "I'm clean, got checked two weeks ago." He answered. "Are you wanting to skip the condom?"
"I got checked a month back after I broke up with Marisol. Didn't think she'd have anything, but I still did. The blood work from when had stomach bug didn't show anything either." Eddie said. "I do, if you aren't' against it. It's been a month, but I can't see anyone else. I can't explain it, but it's how I feel."
"I'm not against it. Guess you got another first for me." Rocker said moving in front of Eddie. "Can I get you undressed now? Unless you want to ask anything else." Rocker asked.
"None that I can think of." Eddie said giving Rocker the go ahead. He definitely wanted to get this started.
~ER ER ER ER ER~
Rocker started undoing the buttons on Eddie's shirt. He pushed it off his shoulders once he'd finished. He moved closer capturing Eddie's mouth with his. His left hand going around the back of his neck. His right moving up Eddie's side and around to his back. He pulled him so that there was no distance between them. He kept his right hand moving up and down Eddie's spine. The moans coming from him were going to his cock making it harder. He let his own out when Eddie's hand slid up the back of his shirt. His other one squeezing his ass holding him in place and grinding against him.
He pulled from the kiss moving his mouth to Eddie's neck leaving a trail of bites and nips. He sucked at his pulse for a moment feeling his heartbeat below his tongue when he swirled his tongue around the spot. He kissed downward from there to Eddie's right nipple first. He smiled hearing the moans coming from Eddie getting louder as he pulled and sucked. He rolled the other between his fingers. Flicking it and twisting it as he kept worrying the other. He held the one between his teeth while his tongue licked it.
He switched nipples giving the twin the same treatment. Eddie curling his fingers in Rocker's hair as he did so. He'd promised Eddie he was going spend time on them. He knew the sound Eddie made when he was getting close. He'd heard them more than once. He'd remembered what he sounded like when he reached his peak too. The sound had been burned into his mind even if he'd only heard it once. Eddie was right on the boarder of going over. He stopped letting go of Eddie's nipple. He chuckled earing Eddie grumbling at him for stopping.
"I told you I'm taking you apart slow, babe. I'll come back to your nipples though. I really like sucking on them. I like mine played with too. When you get more comfortable maybe we can try some things. See what you like in the bedroom. When I'm having some fun on my own, I've used nipple clamps before. Hooked a chain from them to a plug that was in my ass. I think you might like it. It stings, but can be a lot of pleasure too." Rocker said before he moved Eddie over to the bed.
He got down on his knees undoing Eddie's belt and then his jeans. He unfastened the button before he reached out using his teeth to pull the zipper down. When it was down he took hold of each side and Eddie's boxer briefs pulling both down at once to his feet. He got rid of Eddie's shoes and socks before helping him out of the jeans too.
He looked up at Eddie who was watching him before he took hold of Eddie's cock and rubbing the head over the side of his jaw. He'd shaved earlier so his face was smooth. He moved it over the other side too letting the pre-cum smear over him. He darted his tongue out giving the slit little licks. Eddie's moans filling the room as he moved to the underside of the head.
Then he took it into his mouth and closed it over the head only. He let it sit there, him just holding it inside. He swallowed a few times as he ran his hands up and down Eddie's legs. He moved them around to Eddie's ass pulling his cheeks apart. Still he kept the head only in his mouth not moving his head even though Eddie tried his best to get him to take more. He loved Eddie's taste and couldn't wait until he was drinking it down. He had thought about holding off, build him up and then finally let him cum. He wasn't sure now though he wanted to have more than the pre-cum in his mouth.
"Fuck, baby please. I need you do more than warm my cock." Eddie moaned.
Rocker could tell Eddie was impatient. He wanted to cum just as much as he wanted him to. "Taking my time, I might let you cum before I slide inside of you." He smiled pulling Eddie's cock from his mouth after he'd sucked on it for a few moments. "Inpatient boyfriends might get spanked." He said before he let his hand land on Eddie's ass. It wasn't hard and he rubbed the spot after he did it.
"Boyfriends that take too long might find themselves the ones being the bottom." Eddie said as a comeback. "You did promise you could deep throat like a pro. A minute ten was what I thought you said you could hold my cock all the way in."
"Minute thirty. We'll get there. I want to see that gorgeous hole of yours first." Rocker replied. He was up and pushing Eddie back onto the mattress getting a surprised shout from Eddie. He chuckled watching his boyfriend raise up on his forearms. He undid his belt then his jeans. He drug them and his boxer briefs down before kicking them off. He'd already taken his shoes and socks off before he'd found Eddie in the bathroom. "Just so you have no doubts. It will fit, after I open you up."
Eddie swallowed moving his eyes up and down Rocker's body. "I was warned by someone else that it would fit. It burns going in the first time, but you get used to it, like it. Though could you maybe use half the bottle of lube in case?" Eddie asked. "Not that I don't think you wouldn't do your best, but you're going to split me open. Fucking hell, no wonder he said beast." Eddie stammered.
"Don't worry babe. I'll use the whole thing if you want." Rocker said running his hand over Eddie's leg for a moment. "Center of the bed like you'd sleep. Put your arms above your head. Raise your legs up so your feet are flat." He instructed wanting to get Eddie into the right position. Once he'd done it, he got on the bed moving into position. He moved his hands up and down Eddie's legs once he was there. "Good, now bring them up so your knees are on your chest. You can use your hands if you need to."
Rocker laid down flat getting himself up close to Eddie's hole. He looked at it for a moment after he spread Eddie's cheeks a little wider. He blew out a breath causing it to clench and Eddie to moan. He smiled before putting his face right up to it. He flattened his tongue and licked. He did it a few times before thrusting his tongue as far into Eddie's hole as it would go. His name tore from Eddie's mouth as he left his tongue there. He had his lips around the rim and when he finally moved his tongue he swirled it around inside. He sucked as if he was trying to get something free. He kept listening to Eddie making sure he wasn't too close. He was having a feast; he wasn't ready to be done yet. Though he did back off letting Eddie rest because he didn't want him to cum yet.
"Rocker, don't fucking stop." Eddie panted. "Put your mouth back on my ass and finish. We are not playing the denial game."
"Bossy bottom are we. I think I'll let you wait a little longer. I haven't gotten a taste of your balls yet." Rocker smirked. He loved Eddie's attitude. It turned him on being told what to do, at least by Eddie. After he was sure Eddie wasn't going to cum. He went back to chowing down on his feast.
Eddie growled out almost letting go of his legs when Rocker started back. He hadn't been sure he'd like it. He didn't, he fucking loved it. It had him whimpering and moaning. His head rolling back and forth. He was getting close again. He knew if Rocker stopped, he was going to get him. He let out a shout of frustration when the mouth was gone. He should have known that he wasn't going to get off this soon, but it wasn't soon. It had been a month; he was tired of not cumming. The pipes were going to explode if he didn't empty them soon.
"Rocker, so help me god." Eddie groaned letting his head and legs fall back onto the bed. His body was a live wire. "Baby, we can play the deny me game later. I need you to be inside me already."
"I just was." Rocker said moving up, so he was lying on his side next to Eddie. "You didn't feel my tongue? You taste good, it's been worth the wait." He smiled cupping Eddie's face and kissed him. He let his hand move down over Eddie's body touching him everywhere he could reach, except his cock. He wasn't going to touch it yet. He was going to in a moment though. "I promise, a little while longer and you'll be cumming. Time to deep throat." He added making his way back down Eddie's body.
Rocker copied the trail he'd made earlier. He spent time on Eddie's nipples first. He couldn't help himself they were little stones and the sounds that Eddie made, were driving him crazy. Then he let them go once he was satisfied, they'd received enough attention for now. He nipped and sucked a path down to Eddie's cock. It was hard, leaking and an angry red around the head. He licked all the pre-cum up that had pooled into a small puddle. He made sure not to touch the cock yet though. He made a path around it with his tongue. He moved down to Eddie's balls. They were full and hanging low. They were packed with cum, and he couldn't wait to get a taste of more of it.
He gently cradled Eddie's balls feeling their weight. Then he ran his tongue over them. He sucked, licked and kissed them. Then he opened his mouth wide and captured Eddie balls into his mouth. He got one in then the other switching back and forth. They were just the right size that he couldn't get both in at once. Eddie wasn't even making words now, barely any syllables as Rocker kept going. He could swear that they were growing thicker as he kept it up. He had a feeling that when Eddie came it was going to be epic.
He eased off letting the balls drop free of his mouth. They were closer to Eddie's cock so he knew he'd cum if he didn't stop. Instead, he sat back on his legs watching his boyfriend. Eddie was a beautiful sight before him. He wanted to paint him like this if he'd let him. Their eyes only of course because he didn't want anyone else to have this view again. If it wasn't crazy he'd run off to Vegas with him and get married. He'd of course take Christopher, Buck and Tommy with them.
"Baby, instead of daydreaming about sucking me, can you actually do it?" Eddie asked breaking into Rocker's thoughts.
"Sorry, was just picturing you doing something else. Just so you know one day I'm asking you to marry me." Rocker smiled before he bent down and took Eddie's cock into his mouth.
"Fucking hell." Eddie shouted before his mouth fell open. A long and loud moan escaping as Rocker took him all the way down, then swallowed around the head of his cock. "Oh god. You can't, you can't say that and then do that. Oh fuck. I won't sur…" He trailed off because his brain stopped functioning.
He knew that Rocker had said it, and he might have found a video on deep throating. He had been curious and horny at the time. He hadn't made it through it because he'd almost cum. Now he was sure he wasn't going to survive not cumming. Rocker was constantly swallowing around him, so he didn't choke. Eddie didn't want to hurt him, so he did his best to lay still. He wished he could see just how far in he was. At some point he was going to have to find a way to look while it was being done. He curled his hand into the sheet moaning Rocker's name.
Rocker swallowed again before he pulled back up. Air had become mandatory with his lungs burning. His eyes were watering, but he took hold of Eddie's cock letting his hand move up and down while he treated the cock head like his own personal salt lick. He swirled his tongue lapping up the pre-cum that was constantly cumming out. He worried the slit with the tip a few times before he went back down. His lips flush against Eddie's body as he swallowed. He didn't have a gag reflex anymore. He'd had one those first few times trying to learn to deep throat. Over time it had left him and now he didn't choke even when Eddie squirmed as if he could push his cock all the way down his throat. When he moved his hand down his own throat he felt the bulge of Eddie's cock head.
He massaged Eddie's balls as he closed his eyes concentrating on just holding there. He let out a little humming sound which had Eddie shouting his name. He put a little pressure on Eddie's hips to keep him still. He swallowed constantly knowing the trick to not chocking. He slowly rose back up after a moment. He pulled free with a popping sound before he went back to licking and kissing the head only.
Eddie's whimpers sounding through the room growing louder by the second. He repeated the process a few more. Sucking Eddie all the way down and just holding him in his mouth. His hands moving over Eddie's body as he did so. He played with his nipples too with his fingers. After the fourth time he came all the way off of Eddie's cock. He was gasping for air as if he'd taken a long run at full speed.
"Going open that hole of yours up with my fingers now." Rocker said once he caught his breath. "Doing so good babe, won't be long til I'm filling you up." He added before he stretched out getting hold of the lube off the nightstand.
Eddie didn't think he was going to last much longer. He might pass out from the lack of release if this kept going. He knew what Rocker had said about taking his time. He saw the size of him so opening him up was a must, but this long. It felt like he'd been lying here for years being at the peak of pleasure. It had already been a month-long torture getting here. The world had not delivered on one date after another like he'd hoped. He sent a threat out now if anything kept him from getting Rocker in his ass he would retaliate.
He had closed his eyes, but the feel of a finger against his hole had them opening back up. He clenched his hole tight not meaning too. It was gut instinct he guessed. The time the doctor had decided to give him a finger exam he didn't think he was going to unclench. He'd kept telling him to relax, but that was not easy. However, his doctor had not been Rocker. He definitely didn't have his boyfriend's sexy voice telling him to relax, he'd make it feel good. He also hadn't massaged around his hole until he did feel himself relax. Rocker's other hand had been massaging his stomach. He whined a little feeling the slight burn, but there was enough lube that it was like his hole was sucking Rocker's finger in without resistance.
"Oh fucking hell. Fuck, ah, Ro…" Eddie trailed off his head rolling to the side, and he gripped the sheet.
It felt intrusive, but good, fucking amazingly good. He could for sure tell there was a finger in his ass. Though his body wasn't trying to reject it. It was just sitting there at first all the way in so that he felt Rocker's hand against him. Rocker telling him how good he looked taking his finger. He felt his face heat up as Rocker kept talking to him. Telling him what else he would stick in that hole besides his finger, tongue and cock.
How he wanted to put a plug inside of him and have him keep it in one day. He'd set it off at different times, keep him on edge until they could finally get alone. How he wanted to bend him over every surface and fuck him. How he was looking forward when he'd return the favor. The image of Rocker taking his cock in anyway had him almost cumming right there. He hadn't forgotten about that plan he had, but it had taken a backseat while Rocker had been exploring his body. He begged him to let him cum now. Just soak his cock and thrust into him.
"I'm a lot bigger than one finger babe. I'm not going to hurt you. I'd rather cut off my own arm than do that to you." Rocker said.
He kissed Eddie waiting for him to calm down so he could add another finger. He had been moving his middle finger in and out. He'd curled it up too and twisted it around inside. He'd almost had Eddie cumming, but he'd stopped himself. He'd loved hearing the sounds he'd made while telling him what he wanted. Not only him having Eddie, but his own ass full of his boyfriend's cock.
He waited a little longer before adding more lube and pushing two fingers inside of Eddie. He watched Eddie's face making sure he didn't show any signs of pain. He let him adjust before he started moving his fingers in and out. When he pushed them back in, he scissored them and curled them. He knew the second he found Eddie's prostate too.
"Rocker, right there please, keep doing that. Fuck everything else just do that." Eddie said arching up into the movement.
"If you think this feels good, wait until my cock's hitting against it. I've heard it can be earth shattering." Rocker said.
He worked on opening Eddie up more until he had worked three fingers into him. He thought about prolonging it more. Pull the plug out he'd bought and spend time using it. He wasn't sure either of them could take waiting another second. He pulled his fingers free and poured a generous amount of lube onto his cock. He'd used plenty already making sure that Eddie was slick inside. He didn't want him to feel any pain. The only thing he wanted to do was give him pleasure. He moved up so he was hovering over Eddie looking down at him. He watched him for a moment looking into those brown eyes he'd fallen in love with. Then he lined himself up and he slowly sank into his boyfriend's body.
Eddie gasped at the feeling as Rocker filled him. It felt like his body was sucking him inside from the moment the head passed the ring of muscles. He brought his legs up wrapping them around Rocker's waist, his hands going up holding onto Rocker's arms. The gasp turning into a drawn-out moan. He hadn't felt anything like this before. He kept his eyes open even though he wanted to close them. He felt exposed as if Rocker could see everything right now. It didn't scare him though; it was the opposite. He felt like this was what he'd been searching for. He pulled Rocker down kissing him. He put everything into the kiss too all his love and want, his need and hopes.
Rocker felt himself bottom out as Eddie pulled him down into the kiss. He let Eddie adjust as the kiss went on. His tongue sliding into Eddie's mouth playing with his. It wasn't heated, it was soft and slow. It pulled moans from both of them. When he pulled back, air required he smiled at Eddie. Then he pulled most of the way free then sank back into Eddie. He didn't take his eyes off of him as he kept the slow thrusting up.
He made sure he struck Eddie's prostate every time. Changing the angle a couple of times too. Then he just stayed inside rotating his hips bringing more sounds from Eddie. It didn't take long, and he felt Eddie clamp down, his name tearing from him as Eddie reached his breaking point cumming. Rocker was right there with him as he unloaded deep inside of Eddie. He pulled back and started thrusting again. He wanted to make sure every inch of Eddie was coated with him.
Eddie arched up meeting Rocker with every thrust as he kept cumming. He pulled him down kissing him. He moved his hands over Rocker's back down to his ass trying to pull him farther in. The kiss and their release kept going. He wrapped his legs tighter and he flipped them over so Rocker was under him. He pulled back for air and then he started moving up and down on Rocker's cock. He needed more now than the slow love making they'd been doing. He wanted to feel this for days. He had cum untouched, and his cock was aching now. He needed to be touched there. He tried touching himself, but Rocker took hold of his hands. He flipped them back over holding them against the bed and started thrusting into him with hard and deep thrusts.
"Please, god touch my cock." Eddie begged.
"After you cum again." Rocker said. "Best hang on babe, I'm just getting started." He smiled letting go of Eddie's hands and taking hold of his hips holding him in place as he fucked him all out. His mouth finding Eddie's and claiming it swallowing the shouts his boyfriend was letting out.
Eddie gripped the back of Rocker's head crying out into the kiss as he felt the fire rising in his stomach again. He had barely stopped cumming from the first release and a second was almost there. He pulled away panting and gasping for air. Rocker's name on his tongue, but he couldn't get it out. He felt Rocker's mouth on his neck worrying a place. He'd have a mark there, but didn't care.
Damn if they were some kind of supernatural creatures or shape shifters Rocker would probably be putting a claim on him. That turned him on so damn much and he felt the next release. He tried saying he was cumming, but nothing worked. He saw spots in his vision and then he was flying into the universe. The last thing he registered was that Rocker was sucking his cock down his throat again. He hadn't even felt him pull free of him he was so blissed out.
~TBC~
EN: Thanks for reviews and kudos. Hope that you all enjoyed this chapter. Finally got to the sex hope it was worth the wait. Don't worry there is at least one more chapter to come.