After a way too stimulating lunch, they headed out towards the grounds as per the original plan, hoping to get Lily's nerves under control with some fresh air. The crisp autumn air was just what she needed, the sound of leaves crunching under their feet as they walked was also quite soothing.
"Are you sure you still want to do this?" James looked up at Lily's face, trying to gauge her feelings.
"Of course," she nodded and kept on walking silently.
Interestingly, the silence hadn't turned awkward. James seemed to be patiently waiting for her to make the first move without trying to put any pressure on her.
"So, James," Lily began after a few minutes, forcing a playful tone into her voice. Definitely not wanting to talk about that debacle. "What do you usually do to unwind?"
James shrugged. "Quidditch, mostly. But I guess that's not an option right now. What about you?"
"I like to read," Lily admitted. "And I enjoy creating new spells as you might have guessed. Also messing about with potions. Though the latter two can have… unexpected consequences sometimes."
James chuckled, intrigued. "Unexpected consequences, huh? Like what?"
Lily hesitated, then laughed. "Well, there was this one time I tried to modify a Cleaning Charm to make it more efficient. It worked, but it also ended up cleaning away all the ink from my textbooks. It took me two weeks to reverse and had to borrow them from Marlene or the library until I did."
James laughed. "Sounds like something straight out of a Marauder's playbook. Bet you didn't think spell creation could be so hazardous."
Lily smirked. "Oh, it has its moments. But it's rewarding when it works out."
James chuckled. "I can totally relate to that. I'd imagine it's similar to the thrill we get after a masterfully executed prank."
As they continued their walk, the tranquillity of the grounds started to work its magic, and Lily found herself feeling more and more relaxed.
"So, James, what's your favourite memory from Hogwarts so far?" she asked, genuinely curious.
James thought for a moment, his face lighting up with a grin. "Probably when we discovered the secret passage to Honeydukes in Hogsmeade without getting caught. The thrill of it, the sense of adventure—it was brilliant."
"There is a secret passage to Honeydukes?" Lily was taken aback. She never would have guessed.
James laughed. "Yeah, it's one of the many secrets of Hogwarts. We've found a few over the years. Comes in handy for midnight snacks."
The seemingly endless supply of sweets and butterbeer in the common room came to her mind. Lily shook her head, smiling. "You know what that actually explains a lot."
"Guilty as charged," James admitted, his grin widening. "What about you, Evans? Any favourite memories that don't involve sneaking around?"
Lily's expression softened as she thought back. "I think it was the first time I cast a Patronus. It was in fifth year. It felt like I had finally mastered something truly powerful and meaningful. Plus, it's always comforting to see my Patronus. Very much impressed the O.W.L. examiner as well."
James nodded, impressed. "That's a great one. What form does your Patronus take?"
"A doe," Lily replied, a small smile playing on her lips.
James looked thoughtful. "That's fitting. Mine's a stag. Like my animagus form."
Lily glanced at him, surprised. Well not because of his animagus form, she knew about that already. And a Patronus often takes the same form as the person's animagus form, she just somehow hadn't made the connection until this second that theirs were complements to each other. "Really? That's... interesting."
"Yeah, it is," James said, feeling a bit awkward but pleased by the connection. "Guess we're more alike than we thought."
They walked in companionable silence for a few moments before James spoke up again. "Do you have any hobbies outside of reading and creating spells?"
Lily considered this. "I enjoy painting sometimes. It's not something I'm particularly good at, but it's relaxing."
"Painting, huh?" James said, intrigued. "I wouldn't have guessed that. What do you like to paint?"
"Mostly landscapes," Lily replied. "The view from the Astronomy Tower, the Forbidden Forest at sunrise—things like that."
"Please don't mind my asking but how come I have never seen you paint around the castle? And where do you get the supplies for all this?"
Lily hesitated for a second, feeling shy about revealing her secret. But since James had already divulged so much Marauder inside information, she felt like she owed it to him. "There is a secret room on the seventh-floor corridor across from the tapestry of Barnabas the Barmy. If you pace three times in front of it, concentrating on what you need, it will provide."
James's eyes widened. "Are you serious? A secret room that gives you whatever you need? That's incredible!"
Lily nodded, a small smile playing on her lips. "It's called the Room of Requirement. Or the Come and Go room as the house elves like to call it, though I think they are only referring to it that way for a specific configuration it takes up, where there are piles and piles of old, lost stuff. I stumbled upon it by accident in our third year when I needed a quiet place to study. Since then, I've used it for painting and other hobbies. The walls recreate the exact view as seen outside when I want to paint. Provides the easel, canvas, paints, brushes and everything else as well. Other times it's like a lab where I can experiment with potions and spells safely. It had protected me once from one of my less inspired endeavours blowing up in my face. Literally."
James laughed. "I can't believe I never knew about this room. And you've been using it all this time?"
Lily nodded. "It's been my little secret sanctuary. A place where I can unwind and just focus on creating something."
James looked thoughtful. "I wonder what else that room can do. The possibilities are endless. Would you mind showing it to me sometime?"
"I'd like that," Lily replied, smiling. "It's a special place for me, and I think you'd appreciate it. What about you? Any hidden talents?"
James grinned. "Well, besides my incredible Quidditch skills, I'm pretty good at playing the guitar. I don't think many people know that."
Lily raised an eyebrow, genuinely surprised. "You play the guitar? I never would have guessed."
"Yeah, it's something I picked up over the summers. Helps me unwind," James explained. "Can't really bring it to Hogwarts though, too much luggage as is with the trunk and owl cage and whatnot."
"That's actually really cool," Lily admitted, impressed. "Maybe you can play something for me sometime. I'm sure the Room would provide you with one."
James chuckled. "Maybe I will. If you promise not to laugh."
Lily laughed. "I promise."
They reached the edge of the lake and sat down on a bench, the water shimmering in the late afternoon sun. For a moment, they simply enjoyed the peacefulness of the scene.
"This isn't so bad," Lily admitted, breaking the silence. "Spending time with you like this."
James smiled. "I agree. It's... nice."
Just as they were settling into the moment, a familiar voice interrupted them.
"Well, well, well, if it isn't Potter and Evans," Snape sneered, approaching them from the direction of the castle. "What's this? A cosy little date by the lake?"
James, still in Lily's body, glared at Snape. "Get lost, Snivellus. We're just having a conversation."
Snape's eyes narrowed. That mocking nickname had always been used by the Marauders, he was shocked to hear it coming out of Lily's mouth. "Are you one of Potter's sycophants now as well? You two seem to be spending an awful lot of time together lately."
Lily, in James's body, stood up, trying to keep her temper in check. "We're Head Boy and Head Girl, Snape. Our job actually requires us to spend time together. I don't know what is so hard to understand about that."
Snape sneered. "Is that what you call it? Your job? Funny, Evans, I distinctly remember you swearing you'd never go out with Potter. Though I can totally see how that is a paid position of regular employment. I bet the extra income comes in handy?"
Lily's face flushed with anger, almost retorting with, "And I never thought my best friend would call me a mudblood, and now apparently a whore" but she caught herself just in time, remembering she was supposed to be James. She clamped her mouth shut, fists clenching, unable to do anything but take the indult. Sure they weren't well off. Almost no one from Cokeworth was, and even though Hogwarts education was free, the supplies weren't and it has been a struggle for her parents to make ends meet for a couple months after every September. Not that anyone in the castle besides Snape knew that. But for Snape to go around twisting this fact and make her out to be some loose woman felt like an even greater betrayal than when he just bought into the general blood supremacy rhetoric. That was sheep mentality. This was personal.
James, in Lily's body, remembered that day of their falling out all too well. He had been the main cause of setting that sequence of events in motion, unfortunately. Something he deeply regretted. He saw the same hurt flash across Lily's face and felt a surge of protective anger. "What do you know about friendships, Snape?" he snapped. "Or loyalty? Don't you dare lecture us! You threw away the best friend you ever had. And for what? If you think so lowly of me, not only questioning my parentage but insinuating I prostitute myself, then it begs the question of why you ever wanted to be my friend in the first place. I think it actually says more about you than me. It wouldn't be the only time you decided to keep questionable company."
Snape's face contorted with rage, but he said nothing more. He turned on his heel and stalked away, leaving them in peace once again.
Lily let out a breath she didn't realize she'd been holding. "Thanks for that," she said quietly, looking at James with a mix of gratitude and sadness.
James shrugged, his expression softening. "He deserved it. I am honestly tired of him and his Death Eater buddies."
Lily nodded, still shaken. "You know, until now I held onto at least a sliver of pity for him. Though I could never forgive him, I didn't bear him any ill will. Our paths just irrevocably diverged. But right now, I could seriously strangle him."
James reached out and took her hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze. "I get it. It's hard to let go, given your long history, but sometimes people make it the only viable option. But you're not alone, Lily. You've got friends who care about you and will stand by you."
Lily looked at him, feeling a warmth spread through her. "Thanks, James. That means a lot."
They sat back down, the momentary tension dissipating as they resumed their conversation.
"You know," James said after a while, "despite everything, this has been... enlightening. I never really took the time to understand what it's like to be you, Lily. And now that I have, I respect you even more."
Lily looked at him, surprised by his honesty. "Thanks, James. I feel the same way. You're not just a prankster and a Quidditch fanatic. You're a good person. I admire the way you stand up for your friends."
After a few minutes, James broke the silence. "So, how about we head back? It's getting late."
Lily nodded. "Yeah, let's go."
James noticed Lily shivering slightly as the wind picked up. He quickly reached to drape his cloak around her shoulders. "Here," he said, "Don't want you catching a cold in my body."
Lily protested, gently pushing the cloak back towards him. "James, you're the one who was recovering from a cold. No need to expose yourself to the elements and become sick again."
James chuckled and shook his head. "Alright, but we can't have you freezing either. Let's compromise." He began to rub her arms to generate some warmth. "How about this instead?"
Lily smiled, feeling a warmth that went beyond the physical. "Thanks, James. That helps."
As they reached the entrance and stepped inside, the warmth of the castle was a welcome contrast to the chilly air outside. On the way to their common room, they chatted about their usual routines, finding out that they had completely different ideas on whether one was supposed to shower in the evening or morning.
"I always shower in the morning," Lily said with a slight shrug. "It helps me wake up and feel ready for the day."
James looked surprised. "Really? I always thought evening showers were better. After Quidditch practice or a long day, it helps me relax and get rid of the sweat and grime."
Lily laughed. "I guess it's just a matter of preference. I can't imagine starting the day without a shower, but I'm guessing you're more of a nighttime routine person."
James nodded. "Yeah, exactly. It's like washing away the day's stress before bed. Plus, it saves time in the morning."
Lily grinned. "Well, I suppose we'll both have to adjust a bit while we're like this. Who knows, maybe you'll become a morning shower person."
James chuckled. "And maybe you'll find the appeal of an evening shower. We'll see."
As they reached the common room, they found the rest of the Marauders were already there, seated in their usual corner.
Remus looked up from his book and smiled. He seemed in a much better mood after his chocolate and nap therapy. "How was your walk?"
At that exact same time, Sirius asked: "Had a nice little date, did we?"
"Informative," James said with a grin. "It was not a date, Padfoot. Not everything is about romance."
"Relaxing," Lily added. "For the most part."
"What happened?" Sirius asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Snape," James replied, a hint of irritation in his voice.
Sirius sighed. "What did he want this time?"
James's expression darkened. "He implied some really nasty things… about me."
Lily just shook her head at first, but feeling a bit light-headed made her unable to keep her fiery tongue. "Just being his usual charming self. I wonder if he really thinks the prefects' office is a brothel, or it's just us two he accuses of the oldest profession."
The other Marauders looked taken aback. Remus winced. "That's harsh, even for Snape."
Sirius's eyes flashed with anger. "Next time, we'll give him a taste of his own medicine."
"No more pranks for now, remember?" James said, looking at Sirius sternly. "Escalation is the last thing we need at the moment."
Sirius waved them off. "Sure, sure. And for the record, you two would make a cute couple. Just putting it out there."
Lily and James both blushed, looking away from each other awkwardly. "Sirius, now's not the time for jokes," James muttered desperately wishing to be back in his own body because seemingly Lily trying to shut him down wouldn't deter him the slightest. Lily was suspiciously silent on the topic though and didn't back up James's plea.
"I'm not joking," Sirius said with a grin. "But I'll drop it for now."
The group settled down, and soon it was time for dinner. They made their way to the Great Hall, where the long tables were already laden with a variety of dishes. The scent of roasted meats, fresh bread, and hearty stews filled the air.
Lily, still in James's body, found herself feeling a bit queasy. She tried to brush it off as just nerves from the day's events, but as they sat down, she realized she didn't have much of an appetite. The noise and bustle in the Great Hall seemed to heighten her discomfort, elevating that little headache at her temples to migraine levels.
James, in Lily's body, noticed her discomfort and gave her a concerned look. "You alright, Lily?" he asked quietly as he leaned over to her to avoid anyone overhearing.
Lily nodded, forcing a small smile. "Yeah, just feeling a bit off. I think it's all the excitement from today."
Sirius, sitting across from them, raised an eyebrow even though he didn't the explanation but obviously catching onto his mate not eating. "What's wrong, Prongs? Not hungry? That's a first."
Lily shook her head. "No, I'm fine. Just... not very hungry tonight."
Remus, who had been observing quietly, leaned in. "Maybe you should see Madam Pomfrey after dinner, just to be safe."
Lily waved him off. "I'll be fine. I think I just need some rest."
Despite her assurances, she picked at her food, barely eating more than a few bites. The others chatted and laughed around her, but she found it hard to focus on the conversation. The dizziness from earlier seemed to be creeping back, making her feel lightheaded.
James noticed her struggle and gently nudged her. "James, maybe you should go lie down. Like now."
Lily hesitated, not wanting to appear weak, but the concern in James's eyes convinced her. "Alright. Maybe you're right."
She stood up slowly, trying to maintain her balance. The room seemed to spin slightly, and she grabbed onto the edge of the table for support.
Sirius frowned, finally catching on that something was seriously off. "Hey, are you sure you're okay?"
Lily nodded weakly. "Just... need to rest."
James quickly stood up to support her. "I'll take him back to the common room."
As they left the Great Hall, Lily leaned on James for support, grateful for his steady presence. The walk back to the common room felt longer than usual, each step taking more effort.
When they finally reached the common room, James helped Lily to a sofa by the fire. "You really should see Madam Pomfrey," he said, his worry evident.
Lily shook her head. "Just need to rest. Maybe some sleep will help."
James sighed, knowing better than to push her when she was this stubborn. "Alright, but promise me you'll tell me if you feel worse. Better yet, take some of the potions Madam Pomfrey gave you."
Lily nodded reluctantly. "Okay, fine."
James retrieved the potions from the bag that Madam Pomfrey had given them earlier, grateful that the jinx on the stairs was only placed in the girls' dormitory side so that boys couldn't go up, but he was able to enter his dorm even in a female body. He handed two kinds to Lily, who swallowed them in quick succession, making a face at the taste and trying very hard to keep them down.
"Thanks, James," she said, her voice softening. "I appreciate it."
James sat down next to her, keeping a close eye on her as she started to relax. "No problem."
As the potion began to take effect, Lily's eyelids grew heavy, and she started to drift off to sleep, her head resting on the backrest until James guided it to his lap. She didn't protest. James gently stroked her hair and removed his glasses, his worry slowly easing as he watched her breathing become steady and calm.
Sirius, Peter, and Remus eventually made their way back to the common room, joining James by the fire.
"How's he doing?" Remus asked quietly, glancing at the sleeping form of Lily in James's body.
James shrugged. "He's resting now. I gave him the anti-contagion and cold remedy potions Pomfrey gave him for exactly this scenario. It was kind of expected with yesterday morning's exposure, but I just wish he had said something sooner."
Sirius sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. "I feel like an idiot for that prank now. He had been looking peaky even then."
James shook his head. "I know you didn't mean any harm, Sirius. Just... let's tone down the drama for a few days, okay? With this illness going around, and tomorrow's… extracurricular activities, I think it's best if just have some peace and quiet."
Sirius gave a mock salute but looked genuinely remorseful. "No more pranks, I promise. Really promise this time."
"You mean the last two times you didn't mean it?" James asked, raising an eyebrow.
Sirius shrugged with a sheepish grin. "Mea culpa. But this time I pinky swear I'll behave."
Remus nodded approvingly before a wide yawn escaped him. "Good. I can't keep my eyes any longer though so I'm gonna turn in."
Remus gave a tired smile. "I'm fine, just the usual. Get some rest yourself, Lily. We'll figure out the rest tomorrow."
Peter, stretching his arms, added, "Yeah, we all need some sleep. It's been a long day."
James glanced down at Lily, who was still resting, and gently adjusted the cloak around her shoulders. "We're just going to stay down here," he said softly. "I don't have the heart to disturb him now."
Sirius smirked, noticing what he thought was a change of heart about James on Lily's part. He didn't say anything but strolled up towards the dorms, whistling Mendelssohn's Wedding March tune.
James rolled his eyes at Sirius's antics but didn't rise to the bait. Instead, he gently settled into a more comfortable position without justling his charge, watching the fire flicker in the hearth.
As the evening wore on, the common room gradually emptied as students went to bed. The once lively space grew quieter, leaving James and Lily alone in the cosy silence. James found his thoughts drifting, reflecting on the day's events. With a sigh, he closed his eyes, hoping that tomorrow would bring some clarity—and maybe, just maybe, a way to set things right. For now, it was enough to simply be there for her, sharing this strange journey together. The warmth of the fire and the quiet of the common room provided a brief respite from their troubles, and for the first time in a long while, James felt a sense of peace.
The next morning, the first rays of sunlight began to filter through the windows of the Gryffindor common room. Marlene McKinnon, fresh from an early morning run, entered the room, her footsteps echoing softly in the otherwise quiet space. She stopped short when she spotted Lily and James asleep on the sofa by the fire. She didn't even realize they were there in the otherwise empty common room when she had gone out, this corner not being visible from the angle when you came down the stairs.
A smile tugged at her lips as she took in the sight. James, in Lily's body, was sitting upright, head tilted back and mouth slightly open, while Lily, in James's body, was nestled against him, wrapped in his cloak. It was an endearing scene, and Marlene couldn't resist the urge to tease them about it later.
However, as she approached, she noticed something off. James's—no, Lily's—face looked unnaturally pale. She reached out to gently shake Lily in James's body awake.
"Lily? Hey, wake up," Marlene said softly, shaking her shoulder.
When there was no response, Marlene's concern grew. She shook harder, but Lily remained unresponsive. Panic started to set in, and she quickly turned to James in Lily's body, shaking him awake.
"James, wake up!" Marlene said, her voice urgent.
James stirred groggily, blinking against the morning light. He looked around, disoriented, before his eyes focused on Marlene's worried face.
"Marlene? What's going on?" he mumbled, still half-asleep.
"It's Lily," Marlene said, her voice shaking slightly. "She won't wake up."
James's eyes widened in alarm as he looked down at his own body, still asleep on the sofa. He gently shook Lily again, but she remained unresponsive.
"We need to get her to Madam Pomfrey," James said urgently, his voice filled with worry. "Help me get her up."
Marlene nodded, and together they carefully tried to Lily in James's body from the sofa. They quickly realized that there would be no way to transport her in a male body as two girls with only physical force, so Marlene quickly cast Mobilicorpus on her. Hopefully, the early hour would prevent anyone from seeing the Head Boy in such a state.
As they made their way to the Hospital Wing, James's heart pounded with fear. This wasn't just a cold or dizziness—something was seriously wrong, and they needed to fix it.
