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Some reviews needed explanation so here I am giving it:
Sapna Daya, thank you Boss for sharing your experience and story with me, I am truly honored deary and nope, I don't think I ever get snubbed for watching CID or loving Daya sir, love you deary, stay blessed… :-*
Ls, Yups Boss, your guess was absolutely right, thumbs-up for that, hugs… :-* About Daya sir's treatment, Boss, it is going on side wise as, will be having complete focus on it once the past would get completely clear, love you yar, hugs… :-* I am studying Mass Communication, have just given the finals of the third semester of bachelors… :-*
Laiba Ejaz, Thank you deary for sharing such beautiful poetry, love you, hugs… :-*
AbhiNidhi, Oh chanda, no need to say sorry Boss, maybe you are right at your place as multiple stories is going on in the same story so maybe this thing is making the pace of the story slow though I am trying to reveal one or more things in every chapter as I don't want to make it look rushed, sorry for making you feel like that doll, soft kiss on your cheek… :-*
Here is the next chapter, completely DUO dose, hehe, please enjoy… :))
DUO's Home…
Daya's Room…
Soon Abhijeet returned in the younger one's room with the new magazine to find Daya was now standing near the cupboard of the room, looking quite confused…
Abhijeet placing the magazine near Daya's usual sitting place, turned towards him and called him softly as: Daya…! (Daya turned towards him as a response of that call so he asked him in same soft tone as…) Kya hua tumhien…? Wahan kyun khary ho…?
Daya while signaling towards the cupboard asked him as: Yeh kahan sy khulti hai…?
Abhijeet understanding well why the latter was asking that and what he was up-to, replied him politely as: Tum tumhara magazine check ker lo, main tumhary kapry hang ker daita hoon bathroom mein, shower laina hai na tum ny…? (Daya nodded without looking at him when seeing him still standing there, Abhijeet asked him confusingly as…) Daya kuchh aur bhi chahiye kya tumhien…?
Daya replied nervously as: Woh shave, shave kerni hai mujhy…?
Abhijeet nodded caringly with: Theek hai, main shaving cream bhi rakh daita hoon bathroom mein, theek hai…?
Daya nodded in same hesitant manner and then left towards the place where Abhijeet had placed the magazine…
While Abhijeet left towards the cupboard as in the cupboard there were only the younger one's medicines and clothes, so it was pretty obvious for the elder one to know why he wanted to open that cupboard plus because of the tension of making Daya take the medicines on his own in the morning, Abhijeet's mind slipped asking him to take shower and now Daya had started feeling restless because of not bathing today…
As because of remaining inside a closed room from quite long now, Daya's skin had turned really sensitive, besides there was no mirror in his bathroom as Abhijeet could not allow anything near him which he could use to hurt himself including shaving razor in the list of obvious dangers… Though in the early days, when Daya's mental health was much worse than now, Abhijeet used to do his shave in his sleep but now he had stopped using that option from quite some time because Daya's mental health was better now and hence there were chances of him noticing that someone come close to him while he was asleep and that could end up causing distrust and rage from the younger one towards the elder one and Abhijeet could not let that happen… Hence keeping all that in mind, Abhijeet had now opted the option of razor-less shaving cream which Daya used to simply apply on his face and then remove it with towel, latter washing his face with warm water…
Soon Abhijeet returned from the bathroom after hanging the latter's clothes and placing his shampoo bottle and shaving cream on the bathroom sink and seeing the latter's attention had already turned towards him…
Abhijeet told him softly as: Daya jao bchchy, tum ab ja k shower ly lo, aur tumhari shaving cream bhi nikal k sink py rakh di hai, theek hai…?
Daya nodded while standing with: Hmm, thank you… (And then pointing towards the magazine, added as…) Yeh theek hai, thank you…
Abhijeet just nodded him in light smile and Daya left inside the bathroom without saying anything else… Abhijeet too left the room keeping the room door open now, knowing well that Daya would not be returning anytime soon…
After few minutes Abhijeet returned in Daya's room and after vacuuming it and then spraying the room freshener he left the room towards his own room…
After taking quick shower and changing in casuals, Abhijeet left towards the kitchen and preparing milkshake for the two, he placed the glasses in the refrigerator and then getting freed from the kitchen Abhijeet returned in Daya's room and closed his room door, because of not willing to take any chance this time…
Coming in the room Abhijeet lay down near the wall of the room placing his arm as a pillow under his head and started looking quietly towards the ceiling while waiting for the younger one to return when slowly his eyes got closed and the day appeared on the curtain of his brain where…
DUO's Home…
Daya's Room…
Abhijeet after ending his call with Sunil returned in Daya's room to find the room still empty, increasing his anger-cum-worry and hence…
Abhijeet directly made his way towards the bathroom door with: Doo ghanty sy naha raha hai yeh larka, bukhar nahin ho ga tou kya ho ga… (And he was about to knock the door when stopped with…) Nahin, aik dmm sy zoor sy knock kia tou Daya drr sakta hai… (And then nodding to himself, he called in a little louder pitch but soft toned voice as…) Daya…! Daya…! (And with that he knocked softly on the door with…) Daya bchchy bahir aao, bohut daer sy ho pani mein tum, jaldi sy bahir aa jao, shabash…
And giving another soft knock on the door, Abhijeet left the room towards the kitchen without waiting for any reply because of knowing well that he would not be getting any…
Soon after preparing vegetable soup, Abhijeet returned in the younger one's room to find him sitting on his bed now while silently resting his head on the headrest, with his eyes closed…
Abhijeet inhaling a deep breath moved forward and sat in front of him with: Daya…! (Daya with a slight jerk opened his eyes listening to that soft call while Abhijeet added caringly as…) Bchcha tu itna zada pani mein na raha ker please, yeh tairi health k liye theek nahin hai bilkul… (Daya, moving his gaze away had just nodded without any interest while Abhijeet added in light tone as…) Aur phir ager itna pani mein rehny sy tu kisi din machhli bn gaya na tou sahab ko phir aagy sy aik chhoty sy aquarium mein rehna prry ga, samjha…?
And he chuckled lightly while…
Daya slowly closed his eyes again while attaching his head with the headrest with: Mtt thakao khud ko Abhi… (Abhijeet's forced smile slowly vanished while Daya added in same blank tone as…) Main ab soona chahta hoon Abhi, tum bhi ja k rest kro please, jao…
Abhijeet looked at his face in silence while thinking in his mind as "Tu kitna aur ks tarhan ka soona chahta hai Daya woh tou main achhy sy janta hoon bchcha" and then told him in audible tone as: Daya abhi nahin soona bchcha, main ny soup bnaya hai, pehly woh pei lo, phir soo jana… (And then stood up with…) Aur tujhy main ny room sy bahir aany ka kaha tha na, tu phir sy wapis aa k yahin baith gaya…
Daya replied in a little annoyed tone as: Abhi mujhy nahin aana bahir, tum please jao aur mujhy akela chhor doo, please…
Abhijeet ignoring that annoyed tone, replied in light smiley tone as: Achha theek hai mtt aa bahir lekin phir… (Moving towards the window, he opened the drawn curtains with…) Pardy hi…
But…
Daya, instantly placing hand on his eyes with that sudden light in that dimly lighted room, cut him with: Abhi pardy brrabrr kro please, mujhy nahin achhi lagti roshni, girry rehny doo pardy…
Abhijeet turned towards him in complete calm with: Sorry bchcha, pardy tou ab sy easey hi rahien gy, sari baatien tairi tou nahin maan sakta na main, pehly hi sir kehty hain k main ny tujhy bohut bigar dia hai…
Daya nearly shouted on him with: Abhijeet tumhien sunnai nahin dy raha kya, main ny kaha pardy girrao, girrao foren pardy…
Abhijeet inhaling a deep breath, replied him in complete calm as: Apna glla mtt thakao, kyun k main tumhien andheron mein doubny ki ijjazat nahin dun ga… (Inhaling deeply, told him in straight tone as…) Soup la raha hoon, shaid tumhien uss baat py bhi chillana ho kyun k tumhien pura bowl khatam kerna ho ga iss liye tb tk apny glly ko rest doo tum…
And without waiting for any reply he left the room while Daya in frustration just threw the pillow on the floor as he was feeling the wave of anger inside him which was obviously not because of his brother but someone else though was mostly expelling out on the elder one, or on food, or even on himself, he was miserable, not understanding what he was doing and why…
Soon Abhijeet returned in the younger one's room with two bowls of soup placed in a tray to find Daya sitting there, looking restless, who just looked at him once and then no more was looking at him bringing a disappointed smile on the elder one's face who understood well what was bothering the latter…
Abhijeet, in his way grabbing the pillow placed it back on the bed and sitting in front of the latter, called him softly as: Daya…!
Daya gave him a momentary glance in silence as a response while Abhijeet had smoothly forwarded his bowl towards him which the latter grabbed without any argument or interest and Abhijeet had also grabbed his and soon both brothers started taking their soup in complete silence which had now become very common in DUO's home…
After few minutes…
Daya still not looking at him, said slowly as: I am sorry, mujhy ptta nahin kya ho gaya tha, sorry…
Abhijeet gave him a soft smile with: It's alright, tumhien ijjazat hai… (Daya looked at him in silence while Abhijeet added in fresh tone as…) Achha khair yeh sb chhoro aur ab sy itna lamba shower nahin lia kro please… (Daya just moved his gaze away in silence while he continued in care-filled tone as…) Bhagwan na kry kahin tumhara bukhar bigar gaya tou tumhien hospital shift kerna per sakta hai Daya… (Abhijeet, who was observing Daya very minutely during whole that, seeing his tightened grip on the soup bowl, concluded in light tone as…) Wasey tou kuchh dair pehly hi Sunil ki call aa gae hai, btta raha tha k shuker hai tumhari initial reports clear aai hain sb…
And getting no response from the latter's side, who had preferred to only concentrate on his soup bowl now, Abhijeet just inhaled a deep breath and he too went silent while quietly taking his soup and after that he left the room grabbing both the now empty bowls placed in a tray, with himself…
After getting freed from the kitchen, Abhijeet left towards his own room and then returned in the younger one's room who was lying now while quietly staring the ceiling of the room…
Abhijeet smoothly approached the latter, who too had felt his presence in the room and hence now was sitting, looking away while…
Abhijeet composedly forwarded the now opened file and ink pen towards him and placing his right hand's forefinger on the paper, he asked him softly as: Daya, yahan tumhary sign chahiye baita…
Daya without asking anything or showing any interest grabbed the ink pen and signed the document still present in the elder one's hands and after that Abhijeet grabbing the ink pen from him, gave a light pat on the younger one's head and left the room to place the file safely on his study table… As the file was the case file Abhijeet had very carefully prepared against Shastri and the paper Daya had just signed was the statement Abhijeet wrote himself from Daya's side while strictly remaining in the boundaries of kidnapping only…
Standing near his study table, Abhijeet kept motivating himself for few minutes as there were chances that eventually Daya would come to know that CID was filling a case against Shastri for Daya's kidnapping and hence it was better if he would find that out from his brother rather than someone else, hence inhaling a determined breath Abhijeet returned in the latter's room, to find him sitting in half lying posture now, who had opened his eyes after sensing his presence around…
While Abhijeet silently approached him and sat in front of him and during whole that Daya was just following him thorough his gaze… Finally inhaling a deep breath, the elder one looked towards the younger one and…
Abhijeet told him in composed tone as: Daya mujhy tujhy kuchh zarori baat bttani thi bchcha… (Daya kept looking at him in silence while he smoothly secured the latter's palm in his soft grip and looked towards the younger one with…) Daya hum log kal CID department ki taraf sy Shastri k khilaf aik CID officer ki kidnapping ka case file kerny ja rahy hain…
Daya looked at him with wide open eyes while instantly snatching back his hand from the latter's soft grip with: KYA…! (Repeated him in stammering-horror as…) Kid-kidnapping ka case… (Unintentionally wiping off the sweat drops from his face, said to himself as…) Mairi-mairi kidnapping ka… (And he just inhaled a sharp breath while instantly jumping down from the bed and still looking at Abhijeet in horror, shook his head while stepping backwards with…) Nahin, koe, koe case file nahin ho ga, mujhy koe case file nahin kerna… (Told him in a loud angry tone as…) Mujhy koe case file nahin kerna, sunna tum ny, koe case file nahin ho ga… (Wiping off the sweat shook his head while whispering to himself as…) Koe case file nahin ho ga, koe nahin…
And he started breathing heavily while looking at a fixed point on the floor while Abhijeet who was already ready for such reaction of the latter and now too was standing, inhaled a deep breath and…
Abhijeet tried to make him understand as: Bchcha samjhny ki koshish…
Daya cut him loudly in anger as: Kuchh nahin samajhna mujhy… (Asked him in rude-rage-filled tone as…) Main kidnap hua hoon tou jb mujhy nahin koe case file kerna tou tumhien ya tumhary department ko kya problem hai, haan…?
Abhijeet just inhaled a deep breath to keep his calm and replied in composed tone as: Department ka tou ptta nahin lekin mujhy wohi masla hai jo tumhien tha mujhy uss asylum mein daikh k… Kidnap tou main hua tha na, asylum mein main tha, yadashat mairi gae hain, tumhien kya masla tha jo rooz wahan aa jaty thy…? Prra rehny daity mujhy wahin, deewaron sy srr maar maar k mrrny k liye, kya problem tha tumhien uss sy…?
Daya, who was breathing really heavily now, wiped off the moisture from his face and looked around, when suddenly he rushed towards the dressing table and before Abhijeet could understand something, Daya grabbing the perfume bottle from there, broke it after hitting it with the wall behind and…
Daya placing the sharp edge of the broken bottle on his Jugular vein turned towards Abhijeet with: Tum koe case file nahin kro gy Abhijeet warna main maar lun ga khud ko…
And with that he pressed the edge a little deeper in his neck making a red drop appear on his neck while Abhijeet, who was standing there like a statue till, looking completely horrified as it was something he hadn't expected, came back in senses with that red drop and…
Abhijeet hurriedly tried to approach the younger one with: Daya pagal ho…
Daya stepping back the same instant cut him with: Mairy qareeb nahin aana Abhijeet, main mazaq nahin ker raha, main sach mein maar lun ga khud ko…
And to make his statement clear, Daya just rashly made a cut near his wrist bringing a scared low pitched scream of his name from the elder one's mouth who was paused now where he was standing…
Abhijeet sensing really well that Daya would actually do something like that, tried as: Daya relax, shant ho jao please, relax…
Daya who was now again grabbing the broken bottle near his neck, asked him as: Nahin, pp-pehly tum kaho k koe case file nahin kro gy tum…
Abhijeet understanding really well that he was running out of options here, nodded as: Okay, Okay relax, koe case file nahin ker raha main, relax, phainko ab yeh bottle please, just relax…
Daya shook his head with: Nahin, easey nahin, mairi, mairi qasam khao tum, khao mairi qasam koe case file nahin kro gy tum…
Abhijeet looked at him in shock-filled-pain as: Daya…! (And as a response Daya had just pierced the edge a little more deeply, bringing few more drops out from his neck, resulted Abhijeet instantly added as…) Tumhari qasam Daya, tumhari qasam, koe case file nahin ker raha main kisi k khilaf, please phaink doo ab woh bottle, please…
Daya's high alert body language and heavy breathing gradually started calming down and moving his moisture filled gaze away from the latter's face, he slowly removed the broken bottle from his neck while sitting on his knees tiredly…
Abhijeet, who was just waiting for the right moment, rushed towards him the same instant and nearly snatching the bottle piece from the younger one's hand, threw it away while tightly wrapping his the little one in his comforting-assuring embrace, who was now crying with voice while hugging him really tightly…
Abhijeet in silence just kept holding him in tight embrace as he had actually got scared seeing in the younger one's eyes that if he would not agree on the latter's term, Daya would have actually ended his life and that thought still had brought a shiver in the elder one's body who just tightened his grip around the younger one while consolingly rubbing his fingers in the latter's head…
Abhijeet stamping a soft kiss on the latter's head, tired politely as: Daya bs baita, shant ho ja please, shant ho ja…
Daya still hiding his face in the latter's chest, replied as: I am sorry Abhi, I am sorry lekin main-main tumhien case file kerny nahin dy sakta… (Moving back with jerk, looked at him with scare in his eyes and face filled with sweat and tears, adding in horror as…) Woh-woh sb-sb ko btta dy ga… (While moving his gaze away, said in teary tone as…) Sb ko btta dy ga woh k main… Main ganda ho gaya hoon, bohut ganda… (Dropping few more drops looked towards the elder one helplessly with…) Main kitna nahata hoon na Abhi lekin phir bhi saaf kyun nahin hota main…? (Started crying again with voice while showing his hands to the elder one with…) Daikho na kitna ganda ho gaya hoon main, kitna ganda…
And he started rubbing his hands in rash with continuous flowing tears through his eyes while the elder one, who was trying really hard to keep himself together while allowing the younger one to let him see his scars, wiping of the moisture from his own eyes, tightly grabbed his both hands in his firm grip, making the latter look towards him with eyes filled with helplessness and immense pain and…
Abhijeet looking deeply in his eyes, told him in firm tone as: Tu ganda nahin hai Daya, iss liye tujhy saaf hony ki zarorat bhi nahin… (Cupping his face smoothly wiped off the tears with his thumbs while adding caringly though firmly as…) Gandy woh hain jinhon ny itna ghinawna kaam kia, tu nahin, bilkul nahin… (And pulling him back in a comforting shell, Abhijeet placing hand on his head stamped a soft kiss on his head while dropping a silent tear himself, adding as…) Tu tou maira pyara sa, chhota sa, masoom sa bchcha hai, bilkul ganda nahin hai tu, khabardar jo dobara kabhi easa socha tou, samjha tu…?
Daya, seeming like he didn't even hear the latter, present in some other place, told him in complete moist tone as: Abhi, woh-woh mm-mairy hath-hath paon bandh-bandh daity thy, drugs-drugs bhi daity thy… (Started crying again while burying his face in the latter's chest with…) Main-main kuchh nahin ker pata tha Abhi, main kuchh bhi nahin ker pata tha… (Moving back from the hug, told him between sobs as…) Itni gandi, kharab kharab baatien kerty thy, hasty thy… (Looked towards him while telling him in horror as…) Ab-ab bhi aankhien bnd kerta hoon na tou lagta hai woh-woh aa gaye hain phir sy, hssny, mm-maira mazaq urrany… (Moving closed to the latter, clutched his palm in his sweaty palm while telling him in loud-whispered-stressing tone as…) Woh sans-sans tk mehsos ker sakta hoon main ab bhi apny shareer py…
And he nodded to the latter with tears filled eyes like was trying to make him believe on himself where Abhijeet unable to say anything at the moment, just pulled him in a tight squeezing hug, who burst out again in tears while tightly clutching his shirt's back in his fist…
After few minutes seeing the latter little calmed down, Abhijeet while stretching his arm, smoothly poured the water in a glass and grabbing the glass…
Abhijeet while smoothly separating the younger one from that comforting hug softly attached the glass with his lips with: Daya yeh lo, thora sa pani pei lo bchcha, shabash…
And he caringly made him drink few sips of water and then placing the glass aside, he smoothly wiped off the latter's completely showered face and smoothly wrapping him in a side hug…
Abhijeet while softly weaving in the younger one's head, told him in composed-polite tone as: Daya main achhy sy samajhta hoon bchcha k tu kitni takleef mein hai iss samey, kitny dard mein lekin yun andheron mein baithny sy yeh takleef, yeh dard nahin jaye ga yar… (Rage started coming in his voice while adding as…) Yeh dard jaye ga uss insan ki duniya andheri kerny sy js ny tujhy andheron ka aadi bnnany ki koshish ki…
Daya moving back, cut him in tired tone as: Mujhy nahin kerni kisi ki duniya andheri, mujhy kuchh nahin kerna, kuchh bhi nahin…
Abhijeet inhaled a deep breath and then leaving the topic for the time being, replied him politely as: Achha theek hai, mtt ker tu kuchh lekin mujhy tou kerny dy please… (Daya looked towards him who added in requesting tone as…) Mujhy case file…
Daya instantly shook his head in scare as: Nahin, tum…
Abhijeet cut him while securing his palm in his both hands with: Shh, shant reh baita please aur pehly mairi baat suun aik baar, please… (Daya just kept silence while unknowingly grabbing the elder one's hand tightly in his free hand who added as…) Bchcha yeh CID department ka mamla hai, ager main ny case report submit na kerwae tou ho sakta hai sir ya Chitrole kisi aur ko bhaij dien tujh sy statement lainy ya iss kidnapping mein involved logon sy baat kerny… (Continued in consoling-convincing tone as…) Main jo file submit kerwaon ga uss mein wohi information rahy gi jo tairi kidnapping sy related ho gi, sirf tairi kidnapping sy related… Aur raha Shastri tou woh kabhi bhi apny mun sy apny aap ko janwar nahin kahy ga chanda… (Completed in helpless-pain-filled tone as…) Tu samajh raha hai na baita main kya keh raha hoon, haan…?
Daya, who had understood well what the latter was trying to say, nodded without looking at him and freeing his hand just hugged the latter with his full might while both brothers' eyes dropped few drops in complete silence, feeling the same pain and helplessness…
Abhijeet placing a soft kiss on the latter's head, asked him in polite-audible-whispered tone as: Main submit kerwa dun phir kal file bchcha, please…? (Daya replied nothing though his silence and tightening grip around the elder one gave him his answer and Abhijeet softly squeezed him in that embrace with…) Thank you baita, thank you…
And a silent drop slipped from his own eye when after around a minute feeling Daya was a little composed now, Abhijeet smoothly separated him from the hug and looking towards the red fluid on his neck in pain…
Abhijeet grabbing Daya's hand in his own, asked him in hurt-filled tone as: Daya mujhy bhi tujh sy aik wada chahiye aaj… (Daya just looked at him in response who added while tightening his grip on the latter's palm with…) Tu dobara iss tarhan khud ki jaan lainy ki koshish nahin kry ga kabhi, wada ker mujh sy…? (Cupping his face, told him in moist love filled tone as…) Tujh mein mairi jaan bssti hai bchcha, tujhy kuchh ho gaya tou main bhi jee nahin paon ga, please dobara nahin kry ga tu easa pagalpan, wada ker…
Daya nodded with teary eyes while stamping a very light kiss on the latter's palm and both brothers just embraced each other while trying to give and get comfort…
After soothing down their emotions both separated from the hug and then after making Daya sit on the bed, Abhijeet left to take the first-aid box to do dressing on the younger one's visible wounds, leaving the wounds on the soul to be dressed gradually…
And all that hurtful past slowly loosened his grip on the elder one allowing him to come back in present on his own and hence opening his eyes, Abhijeet looked around when found a sitting silhouette near the corner of the room…
A/N…
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