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Sapna daya, Yeah deary, I too have come to know about Aditya sir doing some web series/movies and I too keep on missing Daya sir on-screen that's why I keep on watching old CID episodes, haha, as Daya sir is having a food chain business in Dubai so maybe that's why he don't do much projects, which keeps fan like us longing for his on-screen appearances, hahaha… :P ;P Thank you sooo very much yar for your kind words, I am truly deeply humbled, love you loads, tightttt squeezing jaddu ki jhappi for you, khush raho hamesha aap… :-* :-* Thanks a lot deary, keep smiling and stay safe, god bless you… :))
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DUO's Home…
Daya's Room…
Abhijeet while composing his scattered thoughts slowly got seated and looked towards the younger one to find him showing himself busy in reading the magazine though Abhijeet very easily understood from the younger one's body language that he was very much alert towards the elder one's doings hence…
Abhijeet softly clearing his throat called him out as: Daya…!
Daya showing himself busy in reading the magazine, replied as: Hun…?
Abhijeet smiled disappointedly on the latter's acting skills while adding as: Kb aaye tum…?
Daya still looking at the magazine replied in a slow hesitant tone as: Thori dair hue…
Abhijeet smiled lightly while replying as: A-haan, itni khamoshi sy aaye tum k mujhy ptta hi nahin chala tumhary aany ka, tum ny bula laina tha na mujhy…
Daya slightly shook his head with: Nahin woh ka-kaam nahin tha mujhy koe tou nahin bulaya…
Abhijeet, just to do a little leg-pulling of the latter, asked him in a light friendly tone as: Achha tou tum ny sirf mujhy kaam k samey hi bulana hota hai, wasey nahin…?
Daya getting silent looked towards him for a moment and then without saying anything, turned his attention towards his magazine again bringing a disappointed shook of the head from the elder one's side and…
Abhijeet while standing, told him as: Achha khair tum baitho, main aa raha hoon thori dair mein… (Daya just nodded in reply while Abhijeet called him softly as…) Aur Daya…! (Daya turned his gaze towards him as a response of that call who completed smilingly as…) Thank you…
Confusion arose in the younger one's eyes who asked him as: Kyun…?
Abhijeet replied softly as: Iss tarhan tumhary room mein mujhy sooya hua daikh k tum ghabraye nahin, mujhy uthny ko nahin kaha aur na hi khud ko bathroom mein lock kia, iss sb k liye thank you…
As since the day Abhijeet had brought Daya home, he remained very much careful not to do anything that could make the latter feel restless or uneasy and lying while looking like sleeping in the younger one's room in his absence or even in his presence was one of those things he strictly avoided… But today seeing Daya was taking it very calmly without being anxious or uncomfortable was directly indicating the elder one that how much he had become accustomed of his presence in the room, unknowingly bringing loads of sooth to the elder one while…
Daya, who had already moved his gaze away, nodded hesitantly with: Hmm…
And he again fixed his gaze on the article he was reading, bringing a disappointed chuckle from the elder one's side, who shook his head in same disappointment and then left the room in the same minute…
After few minutes Abhijeet returned in the latter's room grabbing the tray served with milkshake glasses to find the younger one completely involved in reading the magazine…
Abhijeet while sitting at a little distance from the latter called him politely as: Daya…! (With a slight jerk Daya's engrossment in the magazine broke and he had turned his gaze towards Abhijeet in question who signaled him towards the tray he had already slid towards him after grabbing his own glass with…) Milkshake… (Daya following his signal looked towards the glass, then towards him and then again towards the glass making the elder one confused who asked him softly as…) Kya hua Daya…? Kya sochny lggy tum…?
Daya looked back at him in confusion with: Milkshake…?!
Abhijeet now understanding the reluctance and confusion of the latter replied softly as: Hmm, abhi shaam ho rahi hai na tou dinner mein time tha, tabhi main ny socha milkshake hi enjoy ker lia jaye tb tk… (While sipping from his own glass to indirectly relax the latter's confused-reluctant body language, added softly as…) Pei lo jaldi sy tum bhi, garam ho gaya tou phir achha nahin lggy ga tumhien…
Daya still looking a little confused gave him a hesitant nod with: Hmm, achha, thank you…
Abhijeet just gave him a soft smile where leaning a little forward, Daya had grabbed the glass from the tray and then went back on his previous place and both brothers silently started taking their summer delight in each other's company…
As though it was not the first time that Abhijeet had offered him any refreshment but earlier Daya's mind was not good in registering things which was now slowly changing… Besides Abhijeet remained very careful to present him with such treats only if the latter was awake in odd times, like today which was very rare, so that Daya's regular meal timings won't get affected because that could eventually affect his medicine timings… And therefore Daya was now reluctant to accept such delight especially when he was thinking himself kidnapped and kept as a hostage there…
After few minutes Abhijeet left the room grabbing the tray having both now empty glasses in it and after getting freed from the kitchen when he returned in the younger one's room, found the closed magazine was now placed aside and Daya was sitting there quietly looking away in silence…
Abhijeet inhaling a deep breath entered inside while closing the room door on his back and moving forward sat near the opposite wall in front of the younger one, shifting Daya's gaze towards him and…
Abhijeet asked him in light smile as: Kya hua bhae, kin sochon mein guum thy tum…? (Seeing Daya was now quietly looking at his face, Abhijeet getting confused, asked him softly as…) Daya, kya hua tumhien…? Kuchh kehna chah rahy ho kya tum…?
Daya asked him quietly as: Tum yahan kyun aaye thy…?
Abhijeet thinking he was asking about the room, asked him caringly as: Kya tum chahty ho k main bahir chala jaon room sy…?
Daya slightly shook his head with: Nahin, yahan nahin… (Stressed with…) Yahan, iss jagah…? Tum ko bhi uss aadmi ki tarhan nokri ka keh k laye kya aur phir bnd ker dia…?
Abhijeet now getting that the latter was not talking about the room but the place he was thinking as some building where he was kept as a captive, replied him softly as: Maira ghar hai yeh Daya… (Daya looked at him in real shock who added in same soft tone as…) Main yahin rehta hoon…
Daya still looking in the state of disbelief and confusion, asked him as: Yeh ghar hai tumhara…? (Abhijeet nodded in reply, resulted Daya asked him in secretive-shock-filled tone as…) Tumhien tumhary hi ghar mein qaid ker dia hai kya, haan…? (Abhijeet just looked at him in helpless manner, not knowing how to make him believe that he was not "Qaid" there, where the latter hadn't asked the query expecting any reply because of being sure that he was thinking right and that's why he told him in low pitched care-filled whispered tone as…) Tum chinta nahin kro, Abhi dhond raha ho ga mujhy… (And he nodded to him while Abhijeet just inhaled a deep breath to keep his composure while Daya continued in same low-pitched trust-filled tone as…) Yeh log chahy jitni marzi baar mairi location change ker lien, woh jb tk mujhy dhond nahin ly ga, sakoon sy nahin baithy ga… (Abhijeet nodded to him in silent-assuring smile where Daya added caringly as…) Lekin ager woh yahan pohanch gaya na tou tum uss k samny nahin aana, woh mujhy ly k preshan ho ga bohut tou tumhien bhi unhien gandy logon ka saththi samajh sakta hai… (Tried to assure him as…) Aik baar mujhy mil ly ga na tou main ussy btta dun ga k tum achhy ho… (Told him with a little proud in his tone as…) Woh chahy jitny bhi ghussy mein ho mairi baat suunta hai aur manta bhi hai… (Abhijeet smiled lightly, nodding to him with "Hmm" while listening to the latter as…) Achha, main tumhien btta daita hoon k woh kaisa dikhta hai… (A shadow passed Abhijeet's face and he instantly sat straight while the latter added as…) Ta k tum ussy pehchan skko…
Abhijeet looking really worried now, tried to stop him or at least change the direction of the conversation with: Daya woh main…
But…
Daya cut him with: Shh, dheery… (After looking around turned back towards him worriedly with…) Koe suun ly ga… (Abhijeet just looked at him in pain while he continued from where he got interrupted as…) Uss ki height na tum jitni hi hai aur woh coat pehenta hai aur uss ka chehra… (Unintentionally halted there with jerk and repeated to himself as…) Uss ka chehra… (His eyeballs had started moving in great speed now while small sweat drops appeared on his forehead with his heart started beating really fast and he whispered to himself anxiously as…) Uss ka chehra… (Daya started breathing heavily while slowly started standing with…) Uss ka chehra, Abhi ka chehra… (Suddenly something dawned on him with great force that he stumbled while hitting with the wall behind, saying to himself in extreme disbelief as…) Yeh kaisy ho sakta hai…? (Shouted in pain-filled-shock as…) Yeh kaisy ho sakta haiii…?
Abhijeet, who too was standing now, fearing from what exactly had happened, hurried towards him in the hope to be listened with: Daya mairi baat…
But...
Daya instantly looked towards him holding extreme disbelief in his eyes while cutting him in shock-filled-scared tone as: Mm-mujhy Abhi ka chehra nahin yaad aa raha… (Not believing on the words coming from his own mouth, repeated them while looking away in extreme horror as…) Mujhy Abhi ka chehra nahin yaad aa raha…?! (Tears of helplessness started appearing in his eyes now while he started asking in loud-angry tone as…) Yeh kaisy ho sakta hai…? Yeh kaisy ho sakta hai, mujhy Abhi ka chehra kaisy nahin yaad aa raha, yeh kaisy ho sakta hai… (While struggling to remember the face, started mumbling to himself as…) Abhi ka chehra, Abhi ka, aahhh, ahhhh maira srr, aahhh…
And he sat on his knees while grabbing his head in his both hands, gasping for air where Abhijeet who had been shut outside again by the latter because of being in his own trance of horror, reached near the latter and…
Abhijeet, sitting beside him, worriedly grabbed his upper arm lightly with: Daya relax, shant ho jao please, tumhien aa jaye ga Abhi ka chehra yaad, shant ho jao please, relax…
Daya, whose face had turned red because of the pain of both heart and brain looked towards him with tears filled eyes with: Nahin tum-tum nahin samajh rahy, nahin samajh rahy tum… (Told him earnestly as…) Abhi sirf aik shabd ya naam nahin hai, woh umeed hai, iss sb andhery mein aik akeli roshni aur mujh sy woh bhi kho gae… (Moving his teary gaze away, shook his head with…) Nahin, mujhy Abhi ka chehra nahin bhool sakta… (Repeated loudly in rage as…) Mujhy Abhi ka chehra nahin bhool sakta… (Screamed loudly in pain-filled-helplessness while bursting out in tears with…) ABHIIIII…!
Abhijeet unable to take that anymore, grabbing his upper arm tightly this time had pulled him in a side hug, placing his free hand on his head while the other one was wrapped around the shoulders of his brother who was crying bitterly now while resting his head on the elder one's shoulder who really wanted to tell him not to look for his Abhi but just see but he couldn't say it, instead…
Abhijeet tried to console him softly with: Daya bs bchcha, shant ho jao, tumhari tabiyt bigar jaye gi, shant ho jao please… Aa jaye ga, Abhi ka chehra bhi yaad aa jaye ga, shant ho jao…
But Daya moved back with loud jerk and stood up the same moment, resulted he felt dizzy and instantly placed his hand on the wall for support while Abhijeet was also standing now and…
Abhijeet asked him in worried-anger as: Daya kya ker rahy ho tum…? Iss tarhan jhatky sy kyun khary hoye ho…? Yeh theek nahin hai tumhary liye…
But the latter had completely ignored what he was saying or maybe his words had again stopped reaching the latter's ears and…
Daya wiping off his completely showered face looked towards him with red rage filled eyes with: Yeh sb uss ny kia hai… Shastri-Shastri hai iss k peichhy bhi… (Tears again started forming in his eyes with…) Uss ny–uss ny kuchh ker dia hai mujhy… (Placing hand on his forehead, repeated in moist-agony filled tone as…) Uss ny kuchh ker dia hai mairy sath, ussi ny kia hai kuchh…
And rashly wiping off the freshly fallen drop from his face, he left towards the room door with shambling steps because of the throbbing pain in his head, resulted he tripped and fell down…
Abhijeet reaching near him hurriedly clutched his upper arm with: Daya mai…
But…
Daya cut him while pulling out his arm with jerk as: Main nahin chhoron ga ussy, jaan sy maar dun ga ussy…
And he again stood up and with same shambling steps he reached near the room door and tried to open the door, using the same way he used to open the bathroom door when becoming unable to do so…
Daya turned towards Abhijeet with same angry face as: Tum-tum ko aata hai na yeh drwaza kholna, kholo issy, mujhy bahir jana hai… (Seeing him still not moving, shouted at him with…) Kholooo, kholo issy…
Seeing him getting aggressive now…
Abhijeet tried to calm him down as: Daya mairi baat…
But…
Daya cut him rashly as: Kuchh nahin sun'nana mujhy, mujhy bahir jana hai… (Moisture of helplessness and pain started forming in his eyes again with…) Tum ny bola tha main yahan qaid nahin hoon tou kholo issy… (While turning back towards the door in real rash added as…) Kholo, suun nahin rahy kya tum log… (Hardly beating the room door, shouted on top of his voice as…) Kholo, drwaza kholooooo…
Abhijeet was standing there feeling extreme helpless at the moment as neither could he open the door at the moment nor could see his brother in that much pain who was still madly trying and shouting to open the door now to the people who were "Outside on guard"…
Abhijeet wiping off the moisture from his face looked towards the younger one who was now sitting there with his shoulder attached to the door still tiredly knocking the door with his palm while mumbling wearily to open the door…
Abhijeet inhaling deeply while composing his own self, left towards his brother with fast steps and sitting in front of him, lightly rubbed off the drop from the younger one's cheek who had instantly moved back with that touch and looked towards him in fear but seeing him there, the fear instantly got replaced with complaint and he just turned his face away, dropping a fresh tear…
Abhijeet reading his silence really well, tried to make him understand as: Daya tum iss samey hosh mein nahin ho bchcha, main tumhien iss samey bahir nahin jany dy sakta…
Daya looked at him hurt-filled-complaining way with: Jhoot bola tha tum ny… (Looked around in the room with…) Main yahan bhi qaid mein hi hoon… (Abhijeet just bit his lips and turned his face away dropping a tear in silence while listening to the latter as…) Aur tum mujhy kya nikalo gy bahir, tum tou khud qaid ho yahan… (Abhijeet looked towards him in pain while Daya moving his gaze away, added to himself in anger as…) Lekin main Shastri ko nahin chhoron ga, nahin chhoron ga main ussy…
And he wiped the moisture from his face, instantly bringing a low-pitched groan from his mouth and unintentionally he grabbed his right wrist in his left hand when seeing pain on the younger one's face…
Abhijeet worriedly looked towards him with: Daya tumhien chot lggi hai kya…? (Tried to grab his hand with…) Hath dikh…
But…
Daya pulled back his hand with jerk bringing another groan from his mouth but ignoring that bodily pain, he looked towards the elder one while replying in pain-filled-anger as: Bohut zoor sy chot lggi hai mujhy, samjhy tum…?
Abhijeet getting his meaning really well looked at him in real pain while calling helplessly as: Daya…!
Daya slowly started standing while telling him in moist tone as: Mujh sy baat nahin kro iss samey, mujhy tum achhy nahin lg rahy, mujhy ghussa aa raha hai bohut tum py… (Abhijeet, who was also standing now, just bit his lips in helplessness not knowing what to do or say while Daya started looking away while slowly moving away too with…) Khud py bhi bohut ghussa aa raha hai, mujhy sb py ghussa aa raha hai… (Started saying to himself in pain-filled-disbelief as…) Mujhy Shastri jaisy shaitan ka chehra yaad hai aur apny khud k bhai ka chehra, mairy Abhi ka chehra yaad nahin mujhy, yeh, yeh kaisy… (Shouted on top of his voice in real pain as…) Shastriiii…!
Abhijeet just looked at him in extreme pain, thinking to sedate him because of fearing for his health after seeing him not calming down when the same moment…
A smirking voice rose in the room as: Hello Daya…!
And Daya turned towards the voice with great jerk with his gaze froze on that place from where the voice rose, resulted Abhijeet too in confusion had unintentionally looked in the direction to find the front wall as Daya's focus but seeing the younger one's eyes turning wide and the motionless body, he easily got what that anxiety, pain and horror had triggered and hence…
Abhijeet's mouth involuntarily escaped few words in great tension as: Oh-no, phir sy hallucination…
And he looked towards Daya with mixed feelings of pain, helplessness and worry though didn't say anything knowing really well that no matter what he would say now, those words won't be reaching the latter's ears now while…
Daya uttered in real shock as: Shastri…?!
Shastri smiled at him with: The one and only… (Asked him in mocking innocence as…) Wasey kya hua tumhien, suna hai bohut shiddat sy bula rahy thy mujhy tum…?
Daya gulping down the saliva while trying to look strong, asked him as: Tt-tum ny–tum ny kya kia hai mairy sath…?
Shastri, looking like he was enjoying the latter's fear, replied teasingly as: Tum apny sawal mein aik lafz lggana bhool gaye Daya… (Winked at him with…) Mazeed…
Daya unintentionally took a back step while Shastri burst out a loud scornful laugh where wiping off the sweat from his face…
Daya repeated in anger-filled-relatively firm tone as: Shastri mujhy Abhijeet ka chehra kyun nahin yaad aa raha…? Tum ny kia hai na kuchh mairy sath…?
Shastri replied in relaxed chilling tone as: Of course Daya… (Looked deep in his eyes with…) Ab tk main ny hi tou kia hai tumhary sath… (Stressed while completing as…) Sb kuchh…
And he winked at him while looking at him in smirk smile while…
Daya coming in rage, shouted loudly at him with: Bkwas bnd kro tum apni, main tumhien jaan sy maar dun ga Shastri… (The smile vanished at once though the taunting gaze was still fixed on him where Daya asked him in anger as…) Kyun kia tum ny mairy sath yeh, haan…? (Moisture started forming in his eyes while adding as…) Sb kuchh tou pehly hi chheen lia tum ny mujh sy aik Abhi hi tou reh gaya tha mairy paas, tum ny uss ka bhi chehra chheen lia…?! (Shouted in agony-filled-rage as…) Kyun kia, jawab doo kyun kia…?
Shastri coming in anger, replied him with: Just shut up Daya, tumhari himmet bhi kaisy hue mujh sy iss tarhan baat kerny ki, haan…? (Asked him in teasing-anger-filled tone as…) Khud ki taraf berhaty hoye hath rokny ki tou himmet nahin hai tum mein aur mujhy maarny ki dhamki dy rahy ho tum…? (Daya getting the tease really well had just turned his face away looking in real pain while Shastri threatened him with warned filled tone with…) Yunhi apni iss lambi zaban ko lggam dy k rakho tum Daya warna tum achhy sy janty ho k mujhy tumhien kitny achhy sy sabaq seekhana aata hai, samjhy…?
Daya shook his head in fear while stepping back with: Nahin tum…
Shastri, while sounding like doing some kind of favor to him, cut him with: Drro nahin, aaj kyun k main tumhary bulany py aaya hoon yahan iss liye maaf ker daita hoon tumhien iss bdtameezi k liye, lekin dobara easi ghalati na ho bilkul… (Daya had just clutched his fists tightly not even realizing the sudden pain rise in his right arm with tightly pressed lips too, to stop himself from saying anything while listening to the latter's chilling tone as…) Aur raha tumhara sawal k main ny jo kia woh kyun kia tou yeh mairi saltanat hai Daya babu, yahan maira raj hai aur sirf maira hi hukam chalta hai… Main tumhary sath jo mnn mein aaye ker sakta hoon yahan aur tumhien uss py ehtajaj kerny ka bhi koe haq nahin… (Told him in chewing tone as…) Ager tumhien yahin maar k garh bhi dun ga na tou bhi kisi ko kuchh ptta nahin chaly ga, samjhy…?
Daya, losing his patience, shouted in extreme pain as: Tou maar doo mujhy aur garh doo yahin, maar doo mujhy, aik hi baar maar doo… (With voice gradually getting louder added in hurt-filled-anger with…) Mairy paas aik aakhri umeed ki surat mein sirf Abhi tha, woh umeed bhi tum ny chheen li… (Looked at him wearily with tears filled eyes with…) Ab ager woh aa bhi gaya tou bhi main uss ko nahin pehchan skkon ga aur iss sy tou achha hai k main ussy milon hi na, ya kmm-sy-kmm zinda na milon… (While joining hands in front of him, pleaded him in tears-filled-rage as…) Main tumhary hath jorta hoon Shastri mujhy maar doo, khatam ker doo mairi zindagi, maar doo mujhy…
And he started crying while sitting on his knees tiredly, hiding his face in his palms when…
Shastri shook his head in smirk-filled-soft tone as: Arry Daya, tum tou rony lggy, main bhala tumhien kaisy maar sakta hoon ya mrrny dy sakta hoon… (Stressed while adding every next word as…) Kya tum nahin janty k mujhy tum aur tumhari zindagi dono kitny pyary ho, haan… (Daya looked at him with hatred filled eyes while he added in sarcastic tone as…) Abhijeet ka chehra na sahi, maira chehra tou yaad hai na tumhien… (Winked at him with…) Aur baqi sb ka bhi… (Daya had just turned his face away in disgust while listening to the latter's complete calm-casual tone as…) Yun bhi Abhijeet ab tumhary ateet ka aik qissa ho chuka hai, aur ateet ko bhoolna hi samajhdari hai, js mein main ny tumhari help ki… Tumhien tou mujhy thanks kehna chahiye iss k liye Daya aur aik tum ho jo chillaye ja rahy ho… (Completed meaningfully as…) Tumhari baqi zindagi ab mairy hi saaye mein guzry gi Daya, iss liye mairi baat ko tum jitni jaldi maan…
Daya cut him in rash as: Chahy main issi kamry mein prra prra mrr hi kyun na jaon Shastri lekin main tumhari baat kabhi nahin manon ga… Mairy paas bhaly hi ab khony ko kuchh nahin bcha ho lekin jeetny main tumhien bhi nahin dun ga, kabhi nahin…
Shastri smiled at him in relaxed way with: Daya tum iss samey mujhy pinjry mein qaid aik parindy sy zada kuchh nahin lg rahy, jisy cheekhny ki ijjazat tou hai lekin urrny ki nahin… (Looked dangerously in his eyes with…) Kyun k tumhary sb pankh tou main ny pehly hi kaat diye hain, ab ager aik pal ko maan bhi lo k iss pinjry ka drwaza tumhary Abhijeet ny khol bhi dia, tou bhi tum urr nahin pao gy kyun k tum jaan hi nahin pao gy k drwaza kholny wala insan Abhijeet hi hai ya koe aur… (Added in relaxed tone as…) Jaldi ya dair sy, tumhien mairi baat tou man'nani hi ho gi Daya, tumhary paas uss k elawa aur koe option chhoron ga nahin main… (Smirked at him with…) Iss liye jb tk woh samey nahin aata, tb tk tum yunhi mairy mehman bnney raho… (Stressed while adding like he was enjoying what he was saying with…) Aur main yunhi tumhari hr zarorat ka khayal rakhta rahon ga… (And he let out a teasing laugh while Daya had just closed his eyes while turning his face away listening to the latter as…) Achha khair, ab tum shanti sy baith k mairi baaton py ghour kro, phir milty hain jald hi…
Daya still present in the same posture stopped him in slow tone as: Shastri…! (Shastri replied plainly as "Hmm", resulted he looked towards him asking in meek hope as…) Mujhy Abhi ka chehra kabhi yaad aaye ga kya…?
And as a reply Shastri just let out a loud ironic laugh which slowly started diminishing followed by Daya's restless loud calling of Shastri's name as Daya was now standing in the middle of the room looking around anxiously when…
Daya wiping off the rain of salty drops washing his face, mumbled to himself as: Mtt btao, mm-main khud yaad ker lun ga mairy Abhi ka chehra, mujhy aa jaye ga yaad, aa jaye ga mujhy yaad… (And he started struggling to remember the face of his Abhi that had soon brought a loud pain-filled scream from his mouth and he instantly fell on his knees grabbing his head in his both hands, breathing heavily while going in prostration… When after few moments, Daya while sitting again rashly wiped off the moisture from his face and shook his head with…) Main Abhi ka chehra yaad ker k hi rahon ga, main…
And he stopped abruptly with someone placing hand on his eyes had smoothly pulled him behind and the same moment, Daya felt a pinching sensation in his neck, resulted he tried to move his head but couldn't because of the other hand now placed on his head which was resting on the one's shoulder and…
A caring-composed voice finally reached the latter's ears with: Shhh, bs Daya, sonny ki koshish kro bchcha, shant ho jao bilkul, relax, shhh…
And he stamped a soft kiss on the younger one's head, who was too tired and exhausted now to remove the hand from his eyes, beside the sooth coming from that silent-circular movement of fingers moving in his head was not letting him to even open his eyes instead was providing him with some strange sense of security he didn't feel there till then, making it easy for him to fall asleep…
After few minutes' wait, making sure that the latter had drifted into sleep now, Abhijeet smoothly removed his hand from the younger one's eyes which he had placed there as a precautionary measure so that the latter could not see that it was him, who had given him injection having mild sedative which he had prepared when Daya was completely in the trance of his hallucination…
Abhijeet after lying Daya comfortably and getting satisfied from his side, softly wiped off his face filled with sweat and tears and bowing over his face, he stamped a soft kiss on his forehead… He kept staring at his face in silence while absent-mindedly weaving in his head when suddenly losing control over his own self, Abhijeet burst out in tears of extreme hurt and helplessness and he rested his forehead on the younger one's shoulder, which was now in silence was absorbing the elder one's pain, flowing from his eyes…
A/N…
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