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PoojaAbhiDeewani, Thank you bchcha jaan, hugs… :-* That's a very valid point guriya but actually psychiatrists usually one-to-one session kerty hain apny patients k sath aur phir jaisy past chapters mein bhi hua, Abhijeet sir aur Sunil dono continuously exchange ker rahy hain, Daya sir ko ly k apni thoughts aur findings… Aur phir ager Abhijeet sir wahan rehty tou Daya sir kabhi session na hony daity, woh Abhijeet sir ko force kerty Sunil ko wahan sy ly jany k liye like he did with ACP sir and team so I thought it best to make Abhijeet sir absent from the scene… :D Glad to know it doll, khush raho hamesha, soft kiss on your cheek… :-* You too take care bchcha jaan, hugs… :-* Thanks a lot dear, keep smiling and stay safe, god bless you… :))
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Here is the next update, please enjoy…
DUO's Home…
Lounge…
Inhaling a deep breath to compose his thoughts, Sunil bowed down and grabbing the TV remote from the floor, feeling no more interested to watch the TV he switched it off and then placing the remote on the center-table he left towards the kitchen while grabbing the tea tray with himself…
Soon getting freed from the kitchen, Sunil returned in the lounge and glanced in Daya's room from the opened room door to find both brothers were peacefully sleeping there, bringing a light smile on his face and then grabbing the mobiles from the center-table, he too left towards the guest room…
Guest Room…
Coming in the guest room, Sunil placing the mobiles on the side-table, lay down on the bed and closed his eyes in the try to sleep too but could not get any success in his efforts as soon his mind took him on the same memory lane, where he was few minutes earlier…
DUO's Home…
Lounge…
After receiving text from Abhijeet about his safely reached home and then replying him, Sunil was now deeply involved in planning his first session with Daya while slowly sipping the cup of steaming hot tea when soon his thoughts got interrupted listening to some voice from Daya's room…
Sunil though got it well that the latter must be awake now but kept sitting there for few more minutes, trying not to give any impression to Daya that he was waiting for him to wake up or was very much alert of his doings, and then taking the last sip of the tea, he placed the now empty cup on the center-table, and inhaling a deep breath, he stood up, finally making his way towards Daya's room…
Daya's Room...
Sunil stopped on the doorstep of Daya's room and looked inside through the already opened room door to find Daya was standing near the window, still grabbing the window's closed curtains in his hands, looking lost… Sunil kept looking at him for few moments and then bucking up himself, he finally gave a soft knock on the opened door, making Daya return with a jerk from the world he was lost in and he turned in the direction of the voice when seeing him standing there…
Daya uttered in shocked-confusion as: Sunil…?!
Sunil entering in the room, left towards the study table while saying in fresh tone as: Jee haan sir, Sunil… Wasey khirki hi khol doo yar, achha mosam ho raha hai bahir… (Grabbing the study-table's chair from there, returned in the room and placed it near the bed with…) Aur btao, kaisy ho tum dost…?
Daya still not moving from where he was standing, asked him blankly as: Tum yahan, mairy room mein kya ker rahy ho…?
Sunil gave him a fake disappointed look with: Jogging k liye aaya tha, public park lgga mujhy yeh… (Getting only expressionless look from the latter, added in light friendly tone as…) Arry bhae, tum sy milny aaya hoon, aur kya…
Daya after looking around, looked at him with: Abhi kahan hai…? (Tried to call him as…) Abhi…!
Sunil told him calmly as: Woh nahin hai ghar py… (Daya instantly had turned his gaze towards him in worry-filled-shock while Sunil continued in same calm tone as…) Main jb aaya tou woh ghar py hi tha, phir hum ny thori si baatien kien aur phir woh chala gaya aur…
Daya cutting him in hurry, asked him as: Kahan gaya hai woh, kb aaye ga…?
Sunil avoiding to reply, tried to sound casual with: Call ker k pouchh lo…
Daya slightly shook his head while replying reluctantly as: Mairy paas mobile nahin hai, mujhy nahin chahiye tha…
Sunil knew it already from Abhijeet and that's why he had suggested him that option, as after his rescue, Daya was not keeping any mobile with himself because of not wanting to be in contact with anyone… After observing Daya so far, understanding it well that Daya would deny the other option too, because in it either one of the two had to approach the other either to grab or give the mobile and hence…
Sunil asked him lightly as: Main apna mobile dun…?
Daya unintentionally stepping back, instantly shook his head while replying un-deliberately as: Nahin, wahin rukko, paas nahin aana… (And then realizing what he had just said, he looked at Sunil in extreme shock to find his silent gaze on himself and hence wiping off the sweat-drops from his forehead, he asked him as…) Sunil tum jao please, jb Abhi ho ga ghar py tb aana, iss samey jao please…
Seeing him started getting little anxious now…
Sunil tried to calm him down as: Daya relax yar, tum chhoty bchchy thory hi ho jo iss tarhan Abhijeet k ghar py na hony sy ghabra rahy ho… Aur na hi main koe bhoot hoon jo tumhien kha jaon ga, just relax… (Signaled him towards the bedside table with…) Baith jao please aur pani pei lo, Sunil hoon main, tumhary bachpan ka dost, koe ajnabi nahin hoon tumhary liye iss liye preshan nahin ho, try to relax please, baith jao…
Daya still struggling to compose himself and control over his anxiousness, without saying him anything left towards the bedside table and pouring water in a glass, drank the whole in one go and kept sitting there for few moments while unknowingly taking deep breaths to control his agitation…
While during whole that, Sunil was just remained a silent observer as he had intentionally neither stood from the chair he was sitting, nor had tried to reach close to the latter to console or assure him or to pour water for him, knowing well that it could only worsen the situation…
When seeing Daya was a little composed now…
Sunil asked him softly as: Theek ho tum Daya…?
Daya still not looking at him, asked him as: Abhi ny kuchh btaya k kb tk aaye ga, aur woh iss tarhan tumhien ghar py akela chhor k kyun chala gaya…?
Sunil replied in composed tone as: Raat tk aaye ga wapis woh… (Daya looked at him in shock while he added as…) Aur mujhy akela chhor k nahin gaya, tum ho na mairy sath…
Daya inhaling deeply while spreading hand on his face, asked him as: Sunil uss ko call kro please, uss sy pouchho kahan hai woh… Ussy kaho bs ghar aaye please…
Sunil taking a deep breath, replied him calmly as: Daya tumhien itni jaldi ks baat ki hai yar…? Char tou already bj rahy hain, raat hony mein time hi kitna reh gaya hai, just relax… (Daya kept avoiding looking at him while Sunil continued in a relatively serious tone as…) Actually main kuchh samey sy tum sy baat kerna chah raha tha lekin ho nahin paa rahi thi, iss liye aaj jb time hai tou soch raha hoon k baat ker lun…
Daya getting frustrated now, asked him in a rather annoyed-rude tone as: Tou tumhari yeh baat Abhi k samny nahin ho sakti kya…?
Sunil replied calmly as: Ho sakti hai lekin mujhy lgga k shaid akely mein zada achhy sy baat ho skky… (Daya looked at him in question so, inhaling a deep breath, Sunil tried to initiate the talk in composed tone as…) Daya tum mairy liye ajnabi nahin ho, aur na hi main tumhary liye… Koe wajah hai k student life sy aaj tk humari dosti qaim hai, aur woh wajah humara aik dosry py trust hai jo hum ny kabhi tootny nahin dia… (Looking in his eyes, tried to assure him as…) I trust you Daya, I trust you completely and I want you to trust me please, please…
Daya, who was looking at him in shock-filled-scare, as he could easily read the pain present in the latter's eyes and hence he understood well what he was trying to say and…
Daya instantly turned his face away while asking nervously as: Kk-kya matlab…? Kya matlab hai iss baat sy tumhara, haan…?
Sunil continued his tries to convince him as: Daya dost aik dosry k well-wisher bhi hoty hain aur raazdar bhi… (Daya had just gulped down the saliva in his throat while trying really hard to remain calm, listening to the latter adding as…) Tumhien pehly bhi kidnap kia gaya hai Daya mager tumhari easi halat kabhi nahin hue… (Added in hurt as…) Tumhien daikh k easa lg raha hai jaisy tumhara sirf shareer hai yahan, aatma ab bhi kahin dour qaid mein hai…
Daya standing up with jerk, facing his back to him, told him in his nervousness as: Mujhy kuchh samajh nahin aa raha k tum kya keh rahy ho, mujhy tum sy koe baat nahin kerni Sunil, mujhy akela chhor doo, please jao tum ab…
Sunil just inhaled a deep breath with: Tumhien bohut achhy sy samajh aa raha hai Daya k main kya keh raha hoon, lekin ager tumhien baat nahin kerni tou main tumhien force nahin kron ga, mager mujhy kerni hai tum sy baat kyun k shaid aaj k baad main phir itni himmet na jmma ker paon, iss liye please baith jao aur shanti sy mairi baat suno, please… (Seeing Daya still standing in the same posture, he asked him again softly as…) Daya please baith jao, please…
Daya without saying anything or even looking at him got seated again while wiping off the sweat from his face where inhaling a deep breath…
Sunil said in concerned tone as: Daya mujhy andaza hai k tumhary paas Abhijeet hai tumhari hr takleef bantny k liye aur yeh aik bohut achhi baat hai lekin jitna zarori takleef bantna hota hai, utna hi zarori uss ka elaj kerna bhi tou hota hai na yar… (Daya had just clutched his fists tightly to control over his fast beating heart while Sunil added in really polite-soft tone as…) Iss tarhan khud ko andhery kamry mein bnd ker k rakhna ya logon sy milna julna chhor daina, yeh sb tumhien depression mein daal raha hai Daya… (Urged him in pain-filled-tone as…) Bolo…! Apny ander yeh jo toofan dabaye baithy ho tum iss ko bahir nikalo warna yeh toofan tumhien khatam ker dy ga yar…
Daya unknowingly whispered to himself in extreme pain with: Khatam ker nahin dy ga Sunil, khatam ker dia hai… (Sunil who had very well heard him, looked at him in pain while listening to the latter adding as…) Main khatam ho chukka hoon… (Looked towards him while holding moisture in his eyes with…) I am finished…
Seeing Daya was finally started speaking now…
Sunil, though feeling his pain, but still encouraged him as: Tumhien yaad hai Daya, Raghuvendra sir hamesha kaha kerty thy k zindagi mein kabhi itni taqat nahin hoti k humien khatam ker skky, zindagi ko yeh taqat sirf tb milti hai jb hum khud hathyar daal dien aur haar maan lien… Tum…
Daya cut him in injured tone as: Sunil yeh sb baatien kitabon mein achhi lgti hain, asal zindagi mein nahin… Aur phir ager yeh sb sach bhi hai tou bhi sir ny bhi tou zindagi sy haar maan hi li na aakhir aur maar dia khud ko… (Looked at Sunil in injured smile while holding moisture in his eyes with…) Main ab bhi tou sir hi k dikhaye hoye raasty py chal raha hoon na, hmm…? [Reference to "Case of Murderous Affairs…]
Sunil trying his best to remain composed and firm replied as: Daya, sir ki aatma-hatya ki wajah zindagi sy haar nahin thi, bl k woh humari aankhon mein apny liye sawal nahin daikh sakty thy… (Few drops slipped from Daya's eyes in silence remembering his sir freeing his hand from Daya's grip and falling from the terrace while listening to Sunil's lost-moist tone as…) Woh hum sy itna pyar kerty thy k unhien drr tha k kahin unhien hum mein sy kisi ki aankh mein unn k liye nafrat ya ghussa na dikh jaye, woh yeh kabhi brdasht na ker paty aur sirf iss liye unhon ny khud ko khatam ker dia… (Sunil wiping off the drop slipped from his eye's corner, inhaled a deep breath and looked at Daya while stressing on every next word coming as…) Sir ny khoon kiye thy Daya… (Daya looked at him in real pain while Sunil nodding to him, added as…) Yeh sach chahy jitna bhi kerwa ho Daya lekin sach tou yehi hai na… Sir doshi thy, unn ka qasoor tha aur iss karen woh duniya ko face nahin ker paye aur maar dia khud ko… (Added in pain-filled-urging tone as…) Lekin tumhara koe qasoor nahin hai yar… (Daya's gaze reflected the element of shock-filled-pain and he just turned his face away while listening to the latter adding as…) Tumhara koe dosh nahin hai Daya, tum ny easa kuchh nahin kia jo tum duniya ko face kerny sy drro, tum ny kuchh nahin kia Daya…
Daya suddenly feeling a wave of anger in himself stood up with jerk and snapped out on him with: Hai maira dosh, suna tum ny…? Hai maira qasoor… Aur maira qasoor yehi hai k main ny kuchh nahin kia… (Without bothering about the rain of salty drops falling on his face, added in chewing tone as…) Tumhien kuchh ptta hai k mairy sath kya kuchh hua hai, haan…? (Sunil felt it really difficult to keep his composure and keep his eyes dry while listening to the latter's voice filled with rage and pain as…) Tumhien sirf andaza hai doctor Sunil, sirf andaza… (Added in rage-filled audible whispered tone as…) Rape hua hai maira… (Nodded to him while rashly wiping off the moisture from his face as…) Yehi bulwana chahty thy na tum mujh sy…? Lo keh dia main ny… (Shook his head in agony with…) Aur itni baar hua hai k ab tou ginti bhi yaad nahin mujhy… (Seeing Sunil had just turned his face away in real pain, Daya shouted at him with…) Idher daikho mairi taraf tum, ab suno, daikho idher… (Sunil somehow composing himself looked towards him who added in agony as…) Tumhien kya lagta hai k main jo kabhi aik bahadur CID officer hua kerta tha, ab yunhi halki si aawaz sy bhi kanmp uthta hoon, haan…? Mujhy drraya gaya hai aur iss hdd tk drraya gaya hai k main chah k bhi uss khof sy nahin nikl paa raha, nahin bnna ja raha mujh sy wapis bahadur… (Daya rashly wiping off the moisture from his face, added as…) Jb bhi uss kamry ka drwaza khulta tha na tou aik chhoty bchchy k jaisy mnn drr jata tha maira aur puri shiddat sy bhagwan sy kehta tha k bhagwan aaj kuchh easa ker doo k inn ko main dikhon hi na, bs sirf aaj… (And choking on his tears he sat on the bed with a thud hiding his face in his palms while Sunil quietly wiped of the moisture slipped on his face as today he was needed to keep his composure to let the latter share his agony where Daya wiping off his completely showered face, shook his head with…) Lekin woh aaj kabhi nahin aaya aur yeh janty hoye bhi k kal phir sy wohi sb ho ga main wahan sy nikl nahin sakta tha aur na hi kisi ko rook sakta tha… (Looked at Sunil with…) Janty ho kyun…? (Replied himself as…) Kyun k uss jagah k teh-khany mein aik char saal ki bchchi, uss ka dus saal ka bhai aur uss ki maa qaid thien, jn ka baap mairy wahan sy bhag nikalny ki koshish kerny k karen mairi aankhon k samny maar dia gaya… Woh mujh sy roo roo k keh raha tha k main uss ko kisi tarhan bcha lun lekin main kuchh nahin ker skka… (Looking far in space, added in pain as…) Uss k woh aakhri alfaz aaj bhi mairy kanon mein gounjty hain k "Saab ho skky tou mairy priwar ko bcha laina"… (Looked at him in extreme pain as…) Tum jb khoon daikho gy na tou tumhien sirf khoon dikhy ga, jb k mujhy uss mein uss aadmi ki aankhien dikhien gi jn mein dheery dheery zindagi ki roshni khatam ho gae… Tum golion ki aawaz suno gy tou tumhien sirf golion ki aawaz hi sunai dy gi, mujhy unn masoom bchchon ki cheekhien sunai dien gi jinhien sirf iss liye drrya jata tha ta k main unn ki marzi k mutabiq rahon… (Said sarcastically as…) Unn ki zaban mein kahon tou koe hoshiyari na dikhaon…
Sunil unable to keep his silence anymore, tried to console him as: Daya tum…
But…
Daya shouted at him with: Chup… (Repeated himself as…) Chup raho aur suno… (Nodded to him in anger as…) Yehi sb sun'nany k liye tou tum ny bhaija hai na Abhi ko, main samajh gaya hoon k tum hi ny bhaija hai uss ko kisi bahany sy, woh khud sy nahin gaya bahir, tum ny bhaija hai ussy… (Wiping off the freshly fallen tear, told him teasingly as…) Suno aur suunty jao bs, aagy abhi aur bhi hai bohut kuchh, suno bs tum ab ta k achhy sy faisla ker skko k doctor Sunil ko maira case laina bhi chahiye ya nahin, haan…? (Sunil just looked at him in hurt-filled-pain while Daya choking his sob, looked away while adding as…) Jb khany ki thali mairy samny rakhi jati thi na tou mujhy yeh yaad kerwaya jata tha k ager main ny woh sb khaya tou hi unn bchchon ko bhi kuchh dia jaye ga khany ko warna woh yunhi bhooky trrapty rahien gy… Mujhy yeh bhi bohut saaf alfaz mein btta dia gaya tha k unn logon ko zinda sirf mairy liye rakha gaya hai aur ager main ny koe easi waesi herket ka socha bhi tou woh teenon bhi apni jaan sy jaien gy… (Looked at him while telling in wounded tone as…) Tumhien ptta hai Sunil k main ny khud ko wahin khatam kyun nahin ker dala…? (Dropping a fresh drop, added in injured tone as…) Main ny socha k duniya mein tou jany koun ly aaya mujhy kmm sy kmm jaon tou kisi apny k haththon… (A drop slipped from Sunil's eye in silence where Daya moving his gaze away, added in lost tone as…) Bs issi aik cheez ny mujhy khud ko maarny nahin dia… Wahan mrr jata tou woh log mujhy wahin kahin phaink daity ya garh daity, aur phir mrrny k baad bhi mujhy ussi gandi jagah py rehna perta… (Having disgust in his eyes, looked at Sunil while telling him as…) Janty ho, itny neechh thy woh log k masoom bchchon tk py koe daya nahin thi unhien, kehty thy k ager kabhi main wahan sy nikalny mein kamyab ho bhi gaya tou wapis aany py mujhy unn teenon ki laashien js halat mein milien gi, uss ka zimmedar sirf main hoon ga… (Told him in agonizing whispered tone as…) Woh log unn k sath bhi wohi krien gy jo mairy sath kia… (Sunil just turned his face away in extreme pain and hatred while two drops simultaneously slipped from Daya's eyes who was looking away now, while adding as…) Bs phir mujh mein himmet hi nahin hue dobara kabhi wahan sy bhag nikalny ki… Aur phir main tou brbad ho hi gaya tha, socha shaid issi tarhan unhien bcha lun… (Looking more like self-talk, added in extreme pain as…) Khud ko samjhany ki koshish kerny lgga main k main tou sirf aik cheez hoon, js ki qeemat lggi, aik ny baicha aur dosry ny kharid lia aur ab mairy kharidar ki marzi jaisy chahy istemal kry mujhy… (Whispered wounded-ly as…) I am a mere object of pleasure and satisfaction, that's it…
Sunil unable to keep his silence anymore, said in extreme pain as: Daya easa nahin hai yar, tum…
Daya cut him rashly with: Easa hi hai, suna tum ny, easa hi hai… (Gulping down the moisture in his throat looked at him in real pain as…) Mujhy khud sy ghin aati hai Sunil, mujhy nafrat hony lggi hai khud sy… (Nodded to him with…) Abhi ny kaha tha mujhy sawdhan rehny ko, main ny hi shaid uss ki baat seriously nahin li… (Told him in disbelief as…) Main soch hi nahin sakta tha k koe iss hdd tk bhi girr sakta hai… (Looked at him with…) Tum bhi hamesha sahi kehty thy, mujhy sach mein logon ki pehchan nahin hai, ager hoti tou maira apna hi informer maira souda na ker raha hota… (Added to himself as…) Mairy sath yeh sb mairy apny hi karen hua hai, main aik aadmi, aik cop hoty hoye bhi khud ko bcha nahin skka, kisi qabil nahin hoon main, aik buzdil, drrpok insan hoon main, I deserved it… (Nodded to himself in hatred filled whispered tone as…) I deserved it…
And seeing him getting quiet now, feeling rage on himself…
Sunil called him in composed tone as: Daya…! Daya…! (Daya snapping out from his self-loathing and self-blaming, glancing over him, moved his gaze away where inhaling deeply, Sunil added as…) Jahan tk baat mairy sahi hony ki hai Daya tou main tou tumhari aur Abhijeet ki dosti k bhi khilaf tha na shuru mein, lekin baad mein ptta yeh chala k main jealous tha, sahi nahin… (Added in soft tone as…) Hum log bhagwan nahin hain Daya jo kisi insan k mnn mein kya chal raha hai, hum jaan skkien aur na hi, aadmi ya cop hona humein koe supernatural power dy daita hai k hum aany waly khatry ko pehly hi jaan lien, hum sirf insan hain aur insan vulnerable hi hota hai… (Told him in firm tone as…) Aur phir chahy koe prostitute hi kyun na ho, koe insan apny oper easa zulm deserve nahin kerta… (Asked him in pain-filled-anger as…) Aur tum janty ho iss zulm sy bhi barra zulm insan kb kerta hai…? (Replied himself as…) Jb woh apny oper hoye zulm py aawaz uthany ki jagah, uss py khamosh ho jaye… Aur asal doshi ko szza dainy ki jagah khud ko hi doshi maan k, khud hi, khud ko hi szza bhi suna dy, jaisy iss samey tum ker rahy ho khud k sath… (Tried to assure him as…) Daya hum sb hain na tumhary sath yar, tum aik baar himmet tou kro inn andheron sy nikalny ki… Yeh andhery Shastri ka muqqadar hain Daya, tumhara nahin… Aur tum inn andheron ko Shastri ka muqqadar bnna sakty ho, uss ka ghinawna chehra duniya k samny la ker, tum yeh ker sakty ho Daya…
Daya still looking away shook his head with: Main yeh nahin ker sakta Sunil, main nahin ker sakta…
Sunil repeated himself in assurance with: Tum ker sakty ho Daya, humein pura vishvas hai tum py, bs aik baar tum vishvas kro khud py, tum ker sakty ho…
Daya looked towards Sunil holding strange expressions in his eyes with: Main nahin ker sakta Sunil kyun k main easa nahin chahta…
Sunil asked him in urging tone as: Lekin kyun…? Tumhien ks ka drr hai Daya…? Yeh k log kya kahien gy…? Log tou hamesha sy hi kuchh na kuchh kehty aaye hain na yar aur hamesha hi kehty rahien gy… Aur unn logon k liye jinhien shaid tumhara naam tk na ptta ho, tum Shastri jaisy shaitan ko yunhi jany doo gy…? Aur hum log, jo tumhary apny hain, jo jany kaisy khud ko rook k baithy hoye hain, aik baar hum py bharosa tou ker k daikho Daya, hum…
Daya cut him in quiet tone as: Bharosa hai Sunil mager tum sahi ho, main chup hoon kyun k mujhy logon ka drr hai… (Looked at him with…) Apny liye nahin, kisi aur k liye…
Sunil asked him in confusion as: Ks k liye…? Abhijeet k liye…?
Daya asked him in same silent tone as: Tumhien ptta hai Shastri ny mujhy kidnap kyun kia tha…? Ya mairy sath yeh sb ks ny kia…? (Sunil kept looking at him in silence, feeling something big was coming in his way where Daya finally revealed that reason which was kept as a secret in the depth of his heart till then with…) Amavasya Shastri… Shastri ki baiti, js k paas ab mairi olad hai, aur uss ko gunah nahin bn'nany dy sakta main…
Sunil finally released the breath he did not even know he was holding, looking in extreme shock… And when did he left Daya's room and how had he reached in the guest room, he had no idea, all he knew was that now two streams of salty water were running down from his eyes, getting absorbed in the pillow he was hiding his face in…
And the ringing of the alarm brought Sunil back from the world of hurt and pain and spreading hands on his face while composing himself, he turned off the alarm…
A/N…
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