Chapter 2 : What I've Done

'cause I've drawn regret
from the truth of a thousand lies
so let mercy come and wash away
what I've done

Astoria hurried to escape her father-in-law. She had grabbed one of his robes and wrapped herself in it because she didn't want to go through the Manor naked, even though nobody else seemed to be there.
As soon as she reached her room and closed the door, her trembling legs didn't support her anymore and she fell down to the floor with her back leaned against the closed door. Her whole body was shaking, she felt sore between her legs and disturbingly satisfied at the same time.
What the hell had she done?

She had never seen Lucius Malfoy as the man he was and had always tried to avoid him because she was afraid of the most powerful and dangerous Deatheater.
But he was also a man, admittedly very attractive despite - or even because of - his age.

She wasn't able to stop the tears falling from her eyes. She felt dirty and guilty.
She had just cheated on her husband, hadn't she? With his bloody father.
But she hadn't agreed to have sex with him. Had her father-in-law raped her?
Hadn't she just had the most intense orgasm of her young life? Hadn't she enjoyed his rough actions?

It took Astoria a long shower, plenty shots of Firewhiskey from Draco's supply and hours of confusement to finally fall asleep, very drunk and very irritated.

I'll face myself
to cross out what I've become
erase myself
and let go of what I've done

She woke up in the afternoon of the following day. At first she was very confused; when she opened her eyes, she immediately closed them again because a bad headache hit her.

„Fuck", she groaned to herself. She couldn't believe what had happened and when memories from the last evening painfully flashed through her mind, she finally forced herself to get up.
Tried to think about anything else but her father in-law fucking her like a whore on his office table. The soreness between her legs and her aching muscles reminded her painfully that it hadn't been a disturbing dream. It was real.

She almost wished she could tell herself that he had raped her.
But she had two orgasms, and it had been very confusing, but also pleasuring. What the hell was wrong with her? How was she supposed to interact with him now?

Before she even realised what she was actually doing, she felt another Firewhiskey running down her throat.
Standing in the big bedroom (her and Draco's bedroom, she felt her intestines cramp at that thought), dressed only in a nightgown, she was calming down when she felt a familiar dizziness overcoming her. A little bit too dizzy, she realised while she almost stumbled into her husband's booze storage.

She couldn't even remember her last meal - must've been more than 24 hours ago - and drinking right after getting up from bed wasn't a very good idea; but the headache was almost gone by now.
Somehow, she made it to the bathroom. While she brushed her teeth, she realised that she needed food - but what if she accidentally met him ? Or his wife? Merlin, she hadn't even thought about how awkward it would be to see Narcissa in the future…. or Draco.
Fuck, Draco. How the hell was she supposed to continue living at this freaking place with this screwed up family, knowing that her father-in-law had… no, she thought and pushed the memories of the Malfoy patriarch away, feeling like she wouldn't endure those thoughts right now.

She had once tried to avoid the family dinner by asking the House Elf to bring her some food to her room - that had ended up with a dead House Elf and even if the Malfoys didn't consider them worth anything but serving them, Astoria thought differently about them and wouldn't want another poor creature to suffer because of her, so this wasn't an option.

It took her a while and another booze shot until she wrapped herself in a big black cloak in order to go to the kitchen. She hadn't heard any sound since she had gotten out of bed - probably they weren't even home.
Astoria tried not to make any sound and wrapped the cloak even closer around her body while she rushed through the Manor, passing the big stairway and almost passing the Main Room until -

„Slept in late, didn't we?"
A cool and threatening voice made her stop immediately ; it felt like it did not only stop her movement, but like her heart stopped beating as well.

Astoria turned around slowly and was grabbing the cloak she was still wrapping around herself even harder - like it would protect her.

She saw Lucius Malfoy coming towards her through the Main Room which was slightly lightened by some candles at the walls and the fireplace where he had probably been sitting until now. His simple but scaring presence caused her body not only to freeze in her movements, but there was also a warm twitch in her lower regions.

She swallowed hard and looked around nervously which caused him to laugh drily and wickedly. „Nobody else is here", he said, knowing exactly what she had been thinking.

He had almost reached her as she spoke. „Yeah, I was just on my way to the kitchen", she said, her voice sounding way more calm than she had expected it to, and intended to walk away.
Lucius stopped her before she had even made one step by grabbing her upper arm harshly and forcefully.

Astoria unwillingly looked at him, grimacing from his hurting grip on her arm. Although his grip was really hard, she felt her abdomen twitch again at his touch, more intense now, but she tried her best to ignore it.

„Haven't I told you to behave yesterday?", he said with an angry tone in his voice. „I haven't seen you the whole day, that is not acceptable."

„Something changed yesterday", she muttered, surprised by her own courage as she spoke - maybe it was the Firewhiskey inflaming her…maybe just her young age and her current insecurity in how to deal with the situation.

Lucius' facial expression hardened as well as his hand around her upper arm. He was pretty sure going to leave a mark there.

„Yes, indeed", he hissed. „You are mine."
Astoria tried to step away from him, but he didn't let go. „Actually, I'm Draco's. Your son's wife", she said then, not sounding as confident as she was trying to pretend.

„Believe me, my dear, you don't want to make me angry", he threatened, almost wanting to beat the crap out of her, „You are going to serve me whenever I tell you to and you will certainly quit talking back at me like that."

Astoria's brown eyes widened and she just looked straightly at him, not knowing what to say. His words and the way he had said them didn't leave any room for discussions.

„What did I tell you about manners, Astoria?", he continued impatiently and in an angry tone. "I've made myself clear, didn't I?!"
„Yes, Sir", answered his daughter-in-law quickly because she was too scared to talk back at him anymore and lowered her gaze obediently which caused him to let go of her arm.
She slowly made some steps away from him towards the long table and the fireplace because any other way was blocked by his presence. His hot presence.

She leaned with her lower back against the table and looked thoughtfully down onto the floor in front of her. How the hell had she gotten into…this?

Lucius Malfoy watched her intensely and tried to spot her beautiful body beneath that ridiculous coat she was still wrapping herself into and slightly smiled to himself while he walked towards her. One reason for his former hesitation (besides that she was his son's wife) had been the thought that he would loose the interest in her once he fucked her because that was what usually happened: the lust and the thrill were gone once he had fucked a pureblood woman he desired. But not this time, not with Astoria. His desire for her had only just begun and was increasing to a new and unexpected level.
He stopped right in front of her and watched her for another moment, but she refused quietly to look at him although she was almost sure that she was able to feel his body heat radiating towards her own body.. and she was definitely able to smell his seductive, masculine scent.

He suddenly grabbed her hair roughly and forced her head backwards; she inhaled sharply at his sudden action, but didn't dare to make a sound while fear was rushing through her veins again. She shouldn't have talked back at him.

„Don't tell me that you're not soaking wet right now", he said then, right into her ear, his words and the breath against her neck sending shivers down her spine. "Don't tell me that you do not want me to fuck you right here, where the Dark Lord usually sits."

Astoria closed her eyes and tried to avoid their bodies to touch , but she was cornered again. She wouldn't have expected to end up in the same situation she had been yesterday, but yet here she was. The pulling sensation inside of her lower abdomen increased because of his dirty words and the way he had said them.

Lucius loosened his grip on her without stepping back, so when she finally looked at him, their faces were only inches away from each other. Suddenly, he raised an eyebrow. „Did you drink?", he asked surprised and slightly annoyed.

Astoria felt trapped. „I don't know what you mean", she said and nervously tried to make a shrugging gesture, unintentionally letting go of the cloak. Of course he recognised it and looked down on her nightgown, his eyes clouding by lust.

„That's another unacceptable habit", he growled, not sounding as angry as he wanted to. „As I said, you are going to give birth to Pureblood children, and that doesn't go along with drinking."

He slowly pushed the cloak down her shoulders, moving his hands down her beautiful, skinny body while he placed a hot kiss on her neck. Astoria unintentionally laid her hands on his strong torso. „But -", she started weakly, her voice trembling from fear and something else she couldn't quite explain.

He interrupted her and said with a husky but very dominant voice: „It doesn't matter whose children. They are going to be from pure blood and that is the only thing that matters to the Dark Lord and all of us", while his hands went over her hips and belly until they found her breasts through the nightgown. He wasn't surprised that her nipples had already hardened before he touched them.

Astoria closed her eyes. She was too aroused, too dizzy to stop him; and actually, she wasn't even sure whether she wanted him to stop. His hands all over her body, his breath and mouth against the skin of her neck, his erection pressing up against her thigh ...

„You have already gone too far", he said , almost softly, while his hands kept exploring her body. Lifted the nightgown upwards, grabbing her perfectly shaped ass hardly and forcing her to sit on the table. Astoria let out a soft moan because she felt his erection now pressing up against the most sensitive spot between her legs, revealing that she was aroused. What the hell was she doing?

Lucius easily stripped her from the nightgown and his strong hands kept exploring her naked body and it felt way more intensely than the way he had touched her yesterday. He knew that he wouldn't need to force her again…only to push her a little bit into the right direction, maybe.
Astoria didn't try to stop him. Maybe it was still the Firewhiskey inflaming her, maybe his hot presence and his naughty words. Maybe the forbidden , maybe the fact that she had always admired older men. She felt like she should protest, but she didn't.

Before she could even think this through, she was laying with her back on the table, her panties were gone and her legs were wrapped around her father-in-law above her. He calmly opened his belt and trousers and when he looked at her again, he saw anticipation and lust in her gaze.

She was definitely his now.

He slightly touched her upper thighs which she willingly moved more apart than they had already been and brushed the tip of his cock against her wet entry, causing her to moan quietly again - unintentionally, but honestly aroused.

Instead of filling her up with his length instantly, he leaned forward and muttered into her ear: „What do you want?", while he grabbed her right wrist roughly and pinned her arm next to her face on the table with his own strong hand.

„What do you want?", he insisted, more threatening now, while he brushed his cock slightly up and down of her cunt.
„Please", she whimpered and looked into his grey eyes, not sure what she actually wanted.

He gave her an evil smug grin. "We need to practice that, my dear", he said and suddenly forced his whole big length into her.

Astoria screamed out in pain and her whole body tensed.

„Just what you wanted, isn't it?", he muttered while he also grabbed her left wrist to pin her left arm onto the table like her right one already was, while he started to fuck her, not caring about her desperate cries. His weight was resting on her fragile wrists and would most likely leave bruises there, but he didn't care. She was so wet and her body contracting from the pain made her even tighter for him. Lucius ignored her cries - they seemed to even increase his speed of thrusting his cock in and out of her tight cunt, while he still held her wrists pinned next to her face on both sides.

„This is where you belong", he hissed.

Astoria's back met the table beneath her with each of his forceful thrusts painfully and though, she felt an orgasm building up inside of her. When she threw her head back in ecstasy and her cries became moans, Lucius suddenly pulled his cock completely out of her. Watched her confused disappointment and smiled devilishly while he slowly let go of her wrists and got up.

Astoria watched his big shilouette above her and thought about reasons why he would suddenly stop fucking her so good. Wait, what?

„You want to come?", he simply asked and took a seat at the chair next to him . „Earn it."

She rose from the table, her hair messy, her eyes clouded and her beautiful body painfully aching for his touch. She intensely watched her father-in-law sitting at that chair, his legs apart, a pair of opened trousers the only thing he was wearing, his presence showing his arrogance and dominance. He made her feel it without touching her.

He wouldn't make it that easy for her, not this time ; he would finish what he had started today - manipulating her to completely submit to his wishes.

He would soon have her doing anything for his pleasure willingly.

„Get on your knees", he hissed. „Show me how bad you want that cock back inside of you."

Astoria's eyes widened and met his but it didn't take a long time for her to obey. What choice did she have?

The edge of his mouth twitched in approval when she slowly slid from the table on her knees right in front of him. Looked up to him from down there with her stunning beauty , still not completely sure what she was actually doing.

She felt dizzy again when she laid her hand on his upper thigh and could smell herself on his cock before she actually tasted it with the tip of her tongue when she started flicking it around the tip of his manhood.

Lucius couldn't remember the last time he had enjoyed a blow-job so much, but he wouldn't admit it.
„Hasn't my son taught you how to suck a cock properly?", he hissed angrily.

Before Astoria was even able to protest, he stopped her teasing and licking by grabbing her head hardly by her hair and forced his dick deep inside of her mouth until he had her choking around it. She took a deep breath when he let go, but he didn't give her time to recover and repeated his action several times.

„Pathetic", he commented her coughing and slightly slapped her face ; not like he wanted to hurt her , but enough to make her feel humiliated.

„Looks like I need to teach you more than I intended to. Now get up."

Astoria swallowed hard, still trying to understand what was happening, but followed his instruction by clumsily and trembling getting up from kneeling in front of him to standing and was immediately pushed back by her strong father in-law back against the table.

He made her sit on the table right in front of him and pushed his big, rock-hard erection forwards into her tight and wet warmth.

Astoria cried out in pain as he filled her up, almost feeling like he would tear her apart, but still wrapped her legs instinctively around his strong hips. Lucius couldn't believe how good her beautiful body was reacting to him and started to fuck her forcefully.

„Look at me", he growled and grabbed her neck hardly with his right hand.

Astoria's wet eyes met his grey ones , increasing his speed and force even more. The grey eyes she had been avoiding to look into seemed to make her his now, showed her how much he wanted her.

„Come for me", he hissed, his eyes not leaving hers, his grip hardening around her small neck, his cock pounding in and out her vagina.

And she did. She threw her head back and screamed out loudly when the wave of pleasure washed over her while her walls tightened around him, causing Lucius to explode inside of her; only a hard breath escaped his mouth and his grip on her tightened while his hot semen filled Astoria up.

She closed her eyes when she felt the pain between her legs again, combined with the dizzyness and aftermath of the orgasm. She rested her head against the muscular torso of her father-in-law, breathing heavily and trying to stay conscious. This had by far been the best and most satifying sexual experience in her life.

Lucius Malfoy didn't pull his cock out of her like he would usually do ; stayed inside of her, not wanting his sperm leaving her body too early, letting his beautiful daughter in-law rest her head against his body, almost enjoying being so close to her.

put to rest
what you thought of me while I clean this slate
with the hands of uncertainty so let mercy come and wash away

what I've done

I'll face myself
to cross out what I've become erase myself
and let go of what I've done

... to be continued. Please leave a review :)