Chapter 4: Lost

Astoria had been sleeping very restless and nauseous during the night. She forced herself to get up at noon on the following day, feeling like she wouldn't even make it to the bathroom – but she did. A house elf had appeared and told her that her husband would arrive in two hours which meant that she would be expected to be downstairs by then. Damn it.

Her whole body was aching, not only from her cramping stomach… her butt was burning like it never had before. She still felt very sore between her legs and her headache was not only caused by the alcoholic drinks from the past evening but also from her constantly circling, confusing thoughts.

just a scar somewhere down inside of me

something I can not repair

even though it will always be

I pretend it isn't there

I'm trapped in yesterday

where the pain is all I know

After she had taken a bath with the healing potion from her father in-law, she was really surprised that the red marks on her ass, the cut on her cheek, the soreness between her legs and the bruises on her body were gone. Unfortunately, the mess inside of her head was still there.

Yet still she managed to brush her teeth, do her hair, and put some make-up on the dark parts around her eyes. Now she was pretty sure that Draco wouldn't recognize her state of mind – mainly because he wouldn't care. He'd only care to fuck her as soon as the family meeting was over…like always.

She almost vomited at that thought, feeling like she'd never be able to have sex again – no matter with whom. She felt broken and beyond the state of being able to be repaired.

Her legs were trembling and she almost stumbled when she made her way downstairs, heading towards the Great Hall of the Malfoy Manor.

"Hello", she said quietly when she entered the big room with the fireplace… and the table on which Lucius Malfoy had fucked her only a few days ago.

She intentionally avoided eye-contact with her father-in-law who was sitting at his usual spot at the table as the head of the family and smiled shily towards his wife Narcissa. It was so awkward seeing her, considering what happened between her husband and Astoria.

"Draco should be here any minute", said Narcissa. "I'll check if everything is ready at the kitchen", she added.

"Great", said Astoria with a fake smile, feeling like her stomach was even more cramping than it already had been.

Lucius Malfoy raised from his chair while Narcissa hadn't even left the room completely. He was wearing a very expensive black suit with a fitting black cloak which didn't hide his muscular body entirely… Astoria looked at him at the moment he raised and swallowed hard; her lower regions were cramping when she looked at his hot presence although he had hurt her so much yesterday.

Her eyes widened and her body tensed because he was closing the distance between them with quick, determining steps. Her beauty and her scared reaction to him almost caused him an erection.

He pushed Astoria, who hadn't even entered the Big Hall completely yet, backwards against the wall next to the entrance door and grabbed her jaw roughly which caused her to hold her breath in fear.

His body was so close to hers that she felt his heat and his big manhood pressing against her own thigh through the fabrics of his trousers and her dress. This plus his manly scent almost made her melt in front of him, although she was scared as hell and her legs felt like they wouldn't keep her standing for much longer.

"You're going to think of me when he fucks you", he demanded quietly but very determining, his mouth only an inch away from Astoria's neck and ear.

He knew that there was actually no time for this and that his wife or her husband could enter this room at this moment, but he had lost the control the moment he had seen her. "I am going to punish you as soon as he leaves", he promised devilishly before he let go of her and rushed back to his place.

Astoria was almost standing at the same place where her father-in-law had threatened her a few seconds ago when her husband entered the room. She smiled and her body relaxed a bit, although Draco Malfoy wasn't much more harmless than his father was.

"Hey", he said, the edge of his mouth showing a slight sign of a smile and closed the distance between them. He'd always enjoy coming home to his young, beautiful wife.
"Hey", replied Astoria, still smiling at her very handsome husband. He was very good-looking with his short blonde hair, his expensive dark clothes, and steel-grey eyes.

Draco kissed her, just a short kiss because his parents were also there, but still he laid his hands around his wife's hips and slid one down to slightly squeeze her perfect ass, his dick immediately hardening in anticipation.

Astoria enjoyed the kiss although it was very short because it felt familiar being with Draco although they were not in love like a couple whose marriage wasn't arranged by their parents.

She also felt that she was wet between her legs but that wasn't caused by her husband … it was caused by his father. Actually her panties were uncomfortably soaking.

She felt almost guilty kissing Draco in front of him. Wait, she thought while Draco made his way over towards his parents. He's my freaking husband.

I'm lost in these memories

Living behind my own illusion

Lost all my dignity

Living inside my own confusion

Luckily, it wasn't a very long dinner. Astoria didn't eat much because it was so weird sitting at one table with her husband, his father who fucked her regularly, and his father's wife… the more she thought about the new family connections, the more confused she got.

When the dinner was finally over and Draco raised from his chair, Lucius said: "Time for you to finally make an heir, isn't it?", knowing exactly that this would make his son angry. He wanted him to be angry because he knew that his son would fuck Astoria as soon as they arrived at their bedroom.

He wanted his son to make her suffer, although he knew that only he himself was able to make her suffer enough.

Draco grimaced at his father and replied: "That would be easier if I was always here and not out there on one mission after the other."

Nobody would dare to speak to the head of the Malfoys and the most feared Death-Eater like that, except for his own son.

But contrary to every expectation, Lucius Malfoy remained calm and said: "It would only take one good shot."
Knowing that his son's beautiful wife was his was enough satisfaction for him. That she would carry his pureblood child, not his son's.

He continued, ignoring his son's disapproval: "I'll see you tomorrow at 7, we'll have breakfast before we go to your debriefing", knowing that as soon as Astoria was pregnant, he would make sure that his son would always be on his missions and barely ever at the Manor.

Draco just nodded and headed upstairs with his wife.

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Having sex with Draco felt familiar to Astoria although she wasn't in the mood for it, but who cared. He was a very good-looking man and the both of them made a very good-looking couple.

She tried hard to focus because her husband had been gone for almost two weeks and it was her duty to please him. To pretend that she hadn't been fucked several times during his absence… fucked so painful and so good… by his father.

"Yes, Draco", she moaned when he pushed his cock inside of her and arched her back, pushing her hips even more towards her husband who instantly started to move his own hips while she laid her hands around his shoulders.

Fucking his wife always felt good, kind of familiar to Draco. His job was something between a spy and a murderer which forced him to stay away from home for weeks when he was for example observing someone.

He was good at his job and because he worked as the leader of a team most of the time, he was able to have some evenings off duty. He had seduced a blonde girl some days ago at a bar far away from home; he liked the chase and the feeling of exploring a beautiful girl's naked body for the first time…the way most girls admired him and did anything to please him, even if it was only for one night.

Astoria tried her best to moan and look pleasured beneath her husband while she felt like something was missing.

What was she missing, actually? The fear, the strong domination, the pain?

At least she was pretty sure that Draco wouldn't read her thoughts because he only cared for his orgasm, which luckily came after a pretty short while. She was relieved that Draco didn't care for her to come.

Only a short time ago she would've described the sex with Draco as rough but his father had recently changed her point of view…

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Draco fucked his wife again in the morning before he got up and took a shower.

Because Astoria knew that he'd go to the debriefing at the Ministry with his father she had just turned around and continued sleeping after they were finished.

When she finally got up, she headed towards the shower at her and Draco's bathroom first because she felt dirty and used although the sexual interactions with her husband hadn't even been very long.

After she had finished showering and was standing in front of the big washing table only wearing a towel wrapped around her body, she heard that the bathroom door was being opened.

"I didn't expect you to be back that early", she smiled and looked up into the mirror to spot the door behind her in the reflection.

The smile on her face froze when she saw that it wasn't her husband. Instead, Lucius Malfoy was standing in the doorframe.

He was wearing only an expensive black suit shirt with fitting black trousers which created a good-looking contrast to his platinum blonde hair.

"Draco will be back soon", Astoria spluttered nervously when her father in-law started walking towards her and instinctively grabbed the edges of the washing table for support; her legs were trembling, and she wasn't able to move since the moment she had seen him. There was also a warm, pulling sensation in her abdomen.

"He won't", snapped Lucius and teared the towel harshly away from her body, positioning himself right behind Astoria, but his body didn't touch hers in any way yet.

He threw the towel on the floor and loosened his tie while he continued: "He went to his affair after the debriefing. You know Pansy Parkinson, don't you?", he said like he was talking about something very trivial and boring.

Astoria's eyes widened in disbelief. "He wouldn't – ", she started, but stopped speaking when Lucius Malfoy wrapped his tie around her throat like a collar and forced her head harshly backwards with it until her wet hair met his shoulder.

Now her fragile naked body was pressed up against his dressed, muscular body by force. Her heart was beating so fast she feared it would blow her chest up.

"You wouldn't question me, would you?!", he hissed in an angry, threatening tone and squeezed one of her breasts with his right hand while his left hand was holding her head in position by pulling on the tie.

"No", she whispered feared.

"What was that?", he yelled and simultaneously grabbed her nipple between two of his fingers and pulled hardly on it.

Astoria screamed out in pain, her whole body contracting and shaking, but his body easily held her in position.

"No, Sir", she answered quietly when she was able to speak again.

Lucius spotted tears in her eyes when he looked at her in the reflection of the mirror. God, her body was so perfect. His dick had instantly hardened at the moment he had ripped the towel away and was now pressing up against her perfect ass through his trousers. He repeated pulling on her nipple two more times, making her scream out loudly in pain until he saw a tear dripping down her pretty face which aroused him even more than he already was.

He loosened the tie around her neck, grabbed both of her wrists harshly and brought them together in front of her body above the washing table. Before she even recognized what was happening, he had tied her wrists strongly together with his tie while he said: "It is not your turn to complain. You are cheating on your husband, as well."

Astoria held her gaze lowered, looking at her tied hands and closed her eyes for a second like that would save her. She knew that it wouldn't.

Meanwhile, Lucius grabbed Astoria's right leg harshly and forced her to lay it on the washing table with her knee and lower thigh which left her vagina and ass painfully exposed right in front of him. He admired how submissively she looked down on her tied hands before he touched her sex forcefully with his strong hand.

Her labia were slightly swollen and her whole vagina was wet. "That's my cheating whore", he said huskily into Astoria's ear. She shivered at his words but didn't dare to talk back in any way or to lift her gaze.

This was exactly where he wanted her to be and how he wanted her to react to him. He loved her young, perfect body and especially her fear. The way she was so afraid of him and aroused at the same time.

"Do you know what happens to cheating whores like you?", he said in a low, threatening voice into her ear, making her feel his breath on her neck while he explored her wetness with his fingers, casually stroking over her clit.

"No, Sir", she repeated silently, still looking submissively down. She hardly dared to breathe while her body was screaming for more.

Astoria inhaled sharply and whimpered when he slid two fingers hardly inside of her tight entry without any warning.

"They are brought to a place at the Knockturn Alley where everyone can use them the way they want to", he continued and added a third finger, causing her to moan out loudly. "As long as you serve me well, I won't tell anyone what you are."
He said those naughty words as if he was doing her a favor while he was finger-fucking her. He loved scaring her and making her more his like she already was.

Lucius Malfoy pulled his strong hand back from her cunt and held his fingers, which were covered with her wetness, in front of her mouth. "Suck", he hissed into her ear. His voice was commanding, dominating.

Astoria obeyed. She first licked carefully on his fingers, tasting her own wetness, and sucked on them when he pushed them into her mouth. She tried hard to ignore the mess inside of her head and to focus on not making him angry.

Meanwhile, the Death Eater slapped her ass hardly for a few times with his free hand, causing her to groan against his fingers. Then suddenly she felt his erection against her pussy and held her breath in anticipation.

Although the most powerful Death Eater was scaring and abusing her, she was craving for his cock, asking herself whether she was completely insane.

He pulled his fingers back from her mouth, grabbed her chin hardly and forced her head upwards. "I want you to watch", he hissed.

At that moment when Astoria's scared, wet eyes met his own eyes in the reflection of the mirror, he pushed his cock forward inside of her tight wetness.

She screamed out loudly in pain, her body trying to escape where there was no space to escape… although her body was craving to be fucked, it felt like his big erection ripped her apart from the inside.

"Keep your eyes open!", he commanded and slapped her ass hardly before he grabbed her small hip to keep her in place, cornering her between his own body and the washing table and started to push his cock in and out. Hard, fast, mercilessly, while Astoria whimpered, his right hand still clutching on her chin.

She was now forced to watch her own body in the mirror being fucked by her father in-law… and he was watching her, as well.

Pain and pleasure increased each other, Astoria soon climaxed loudly, painfully and breathtaking. When the wave faded and she felt that he was still fucking her with the same power, he instructed: "One more."

She felt like she wouldn't make it much longer without getting consciousness, but somehow, she did. During her next orgasm, her eyes rolled back and she screamed, her whole body contracting and shaking.

"Please", she whimpered when she felt like she wouldn't stay conscious for much longer while the pain was overwhelming and his cock hit her g-spot with every forceful thrust.

"One more!", hissed Lucius Malfoy again, trying not to explode inside of her too early. He was enjoying this too much and didn't want it to stop. The feeling of her walls tightening around his cock and the knowledge that he was able to force her to one orgasm after another were more than satisfying for him.

Astoria had completely lost the control over her body and had completely surrendered to his will. Although her whole lower regions were hurting and she felt like Lucius' erection would soon tear her apart from the inside, although her hip was painfully hurting from being pressed up against the washing table and although his steel-hard grip made her think that the bone of her jaw would break soon, she felt another climax building up inside of her. The pain was almost fading while another wave of indescribable feelings overwhelmed her, leaving her body shaking and trembling in her father-in-law's firm grip.

While the wave faded away and the pain prevailed again, she felt his hot semen inside of her. She was so exhausted, satisfied, relieved… so confused when he stopped his rhythmic movements and just let his dick stay inside of her, as deep as it was possible. Their eyes were still looking at each other in the reflection of the mirror and a strange magical and indescribable feeling surrounded them.

I try to keep this pain inside,

but I will never be alright

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