Chapter 5: Crawling

Two months later …

During the past two months, Astoria's life had not changed a lot. Draco was on his missions most of the time and if he was at the Malfoy Manor, it was awkward for Astoria … but she was pretty sure that her husband hadn't noticed that something was wrong.

That wrong thing was still that his father (her father-in-law) took advantage of every opportunity he got to have sex with her.

Astoria missed drinking alcohol a lot and she had often thought about breaking his "no drinking"-rule, but in the end, she never dared to break this rule because she was too afraid that he would find out and punish her.

She had just had breakfast with her parents-in-law which was kind of uncomfortable like always. Draco wasn't at home, and she had tried to avoid looking at her father in-law and forced herself to eat something.

Lucius Malfoy had watched his daughter-in-law during the breakfast and still did when she got up to spot her perfect body which he knew pretty well by now, imagining having her on her hands and knees in front of him as soon as his wife left the Manor.

But suddenly, her eyes rolled backwards, and her beautiful figure collapsed next to her chair. Lucius immediately raised from his chair and reached Astoria contemporaneous with his wife.

"Astoria?", said Narcissa worried. She was on her knees next to Astoria and shook her arm.

Astoria gained her consciousness again after a short while and blinked, trying to understand what had happened. She saw Narcissa's face above herself and Lucius' intimidating figure.

"Hey", said Narcissa softly. "What's wrong, my dear?"

"What happened?", said Astoria weakly and tried to raise from the floor.

"You fell unconscious", said Lucius emotionlessly and sat down on Astoria's chair. He was wondering whether she had started drinking again and felt the anger building up inside of him. But when his wife's gaze met his own one, he changed his mind.

"Stay lying down", said Narcissa and raised to whisper to her husband: "Do you think…?"

"We have to be sure before we tell anyone", he replied.

"I'd take her to the hospital, but the Dark Lord is expecting me soon", said Narcissa desperately. "I don't think she should go there on her own, maybe I can –"

Lucius interrupted her. "I am going to take her. Don't tell him anything until we know for sure."

"Thank you", said Narcissa.

Astoria had heard her parents-in-law whispering something, but she wasn't able to understand what they were talking about. Her mother-in-law caressed Astoria's face and said softly: "I must go, but Lucius is going to take you to the hospital, my dear. You will be alright. Can you get up?"

Astoria swallowed hardly and slowly raised from the floor. "I'm fine", she said which was a lie, but she felt so uncomfortable having Narcissa around herself being so caring. "Thank you", she added and wasn't able to look at her mother-in-law, feeling guilty and worthless.

crawling in my skin
these wounds, they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

Astoria didn't even realize what was happening, not even when she was going after Lucius at the St. Mungo's hospital. She had been afraid that he would take her to the Knockturn Alley…

Everyone at the hallway quickly moved aside when they saw the most feared and most powerful Death Eater. His dark clothes and platinum blonde hair combined with his cane with the snake head including his powerful wand were legendary and most of the people at the hospital had never seen him for real. They didn't even dare to look at him and didn't realize that his scared and confused daughter-in-law was following him through the hallway while Astoria had trouble keeping up with him, considering his powerful walking speed.

The young lady at the counter swallowed hard when she saw Lucius Malfoy heading straightly towards her. Before she was even able to address him, he said: "The chief gynecologist. Now."

"Yes, Sir", she said, her voice slightly trembling. "Please follow me to his office, he will be there in a few minutes." She didn't even dare to look at him.

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After a short magical examination, which only healers were able to perform, the doctor said: "You are pregnant."

Astoria's face lit up, she smiled in joy and felt a warm relief rushing through her body. Finally. She was finally safe. No more fearing to be brought to a creepy Death-Eater-House nor crying every time she got her bleeding.

No more him.

When she looked at the healer again, still smiling happily, he added: "Nine weeks and two days, exactly."

Astoria's joy was suddenly gone, her smile froze and turned into disbelief.

She instinctively looked away from the doctor towards Lucius who was standing a few steps away from her while she did the math in her brain again and again in panic.

He was smiling like she had never seen him smile before… not dirtily, like… actually happy.

Lucius Malfoy, a very powerful and evil man, about 30 years older than she was, the leading Deatheater who got off on her pain…obviously the father of her unborn child.

there's something inside of me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming, confusing
this lack of self control I fear is never ending

The doctor was very confused about Astoria's reaction but didn't say anything. He had noticed that the young, pretty girl was afraid of her father-in-law, but having the most dangerous Deatheater around at his office already scared him enough for one day.

Whatever the problem was, it was none of his business. He cleared his throat and addressed Astoria: "I would like to run some more tests, if you agree."

Astoria was still staring at her father-in-law – wait, the father of her unborn child as well as the father of her husband – and barely heard what the chief gynecologist said.

"Yes", replied Lucius. "And schedule a c-section immediately."

Even more disturbed, the doctor said: "Alright, please excuse me, I will be back in a few minutes."

When the healer left the room, Astoria was still sitting at the examination table with her legs hanging in the air and stared at her feet in disbelief… until she recognized that Lucius was closing the distance between them.

She looked up to him with her beautiful face and brown eyes. "Why a c-section?", she asked, being too confused to care about right ways to address him right now.

But Lucius was too happy about her pregnancy to care about that and answered, positioning himself between her legs and looking straightly down into her eyes: "Because I want you to stay tight for me. Well, actually you will be even tighter because your body is going to constrict your inner muscles after the childbirth, even if the child is being taken out medically."
He felt his erection painfully pressing up against his trousers at that thought, even more than it had already been since he knew that she would give birth to his pureblood child.

Astoria's eyes widened in disbelief and horror. But then, for the first time ever, Lucius Malfoy grabbed her neck and kissed her. A passionate, breathtaking kiss, maybe the most intense one she had ever had in her life.

She responded the kiss instinctively and as passionately, almost melting in his strong arms while his big hand held her neck and his tongue easily dominated hers, like they were supposed to fit perfectly together.

He suppressed the crave to fuck her right there and broke the kiss instead.

"I am going to tell the Dark Lord now. You stay here until the tests are done. Meet me at my office at the Ministry afterwards", he commanded.

Astoria nodded, still confused as hell, and watched him leave the doctor's office.

She wasn't able to process all those information at once. Being pregnant, being pregnant from him… and then the kiss.

They had never kissed before.

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Astoria had never been at his office at the Ministry of Magic, and it felt creepy knocking the big wooden door with his name written magically on it.

"Enter", she heard his cool and familiar voice.

She swallowed hard before she opened the door and found herself in a big room with dark walls and dark wooden furniture, looking like what she would expect the office of the Minister to look like. A very big family tree was painted on one of the walls … typical, she thought… the pride of the pure bloodline.

She spotted her father-in-law sitting behind his desk and felt like a schoolgirl who had been called to the headmaster's place.

He was wearing black business clothes like always, but he had put his robe and his cane aside.

He was looking very powerful, intimidating, and also very hot. His arrogance and self-confidence filled the room and made her feel insecure. It should have horrified her, but it didn't. Instead, she felt a familiar warm and tugging sensation inside of her.

Lucius Malfoy leaned back in his office chair and looked intensely at his pretty daughter-in-law. Her slim body, her breasts, her ass, everything was his – even her mind. And the unborn pureblood child inside of her belly.

"Take a seat", commanded the Malfoy patriarch and pointed his hand at the two chairs on the opposite side of his desk.

Astoria swallowed hard and lowered her gaze before she followed his order.

"The Dark Lord is very pleased", said Lucius. "He wants to see you this evening after our meeting at the Manor."

Astoria lifted her gaze and looked scared at him.

"You have never met him, have you?", asked Lucius and was talking to her like it was a boring business meeting.

She shook her head. "No, Sir."

He got up from his chair and came towards his daughter-in-law, positioning himself directly behind the chair she was sitting on. His hand slightly brushed her long hair aside and he leaned in closer until she was able to feel his breath against her neck while he said with an intimidating voice: "You are not going to look at him until he tells you to. And you are going to be on your knees."

His body heat and his breath against her neck sent shivers down her spine. Astoria barely dared to breathe. Suddenly, she was craving for his touch. What the hell was wrong with her?

"Get up", demanded Lucius.

When she did, her scared eyes met his grey ones. His lips twitched slightly in approval, and he commanded strictly: "Kneel."

Astoria didn't even think about disobeying and besides, she already knew that pose from the multiple times she had sucked his cock. His erection grew even bigger than it had already been when she lowered her gaze, got on her knees, and looked submissively down onto the floor.

"Good", said Lucius, more whispering than saying, and laid his hand on the top of her head. She was made for this… for him. "Just like that. Get up."

Astoria's legs were trembling when she got up and slightly leaned against the office table for support.

Lucius instantly cornered her there. "So, you thought this was over now?", he said and laughed drily and wickedly, not seeming to be really amused. He was not touching her yet, but their bodies were just inches away from each other.

Astoria felt the fear rushing through her veins and looked at him.

"You know that your mind is like an open book to me, don't you?", asked Lucius impatiently as if he would soon lose his patience with her.

He came closer and stated, his face only inches away from her ear: "How many times do I need to tell you that you are mine? Now more than you have ever been. The Dark Lord puts your fate completely into my hands. The fact that you're pregnant doesn't change anything. You will never be safe, only as long as I am satisfied with you and as long as you please me."

Astoria closed her eyes, listening to his cruel and scary words, feeling so scared… and disturbingly aroused at the same time.

She had been so stupid … thinking that he would just let her go…

But did she really want him to let her go?

Lucius grabbed her chin firmly with his strong hand to demonstrate his domination and made her look at him. "I think you are being very ungrateful, my dear. I just saved you from being a whore for the Deatheaters by impregnating you. I protect you from all my friends who want to do unspeakable things to you. I make you come like nobody else can."

"Thank you, Sir", whispered Astoria, ignoring her trembling legs and the pain that his hard grip on her chin caused. This seemed to be the only thing she was being expected to say. Lucius drew his hand back from her chin; he seemed to be halfway satisfied by her reaction.

discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting, reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting
how I can't seem
to find myself again

"What about Draco?", asked Astoria quietly, avoiding looking into his piercing grey eyes which seemed to be clouded by lust.

"That makes it so much better, doesn't it?", hissed Lucius, still not touching her but being close enough for her to feel his body heat and smell his masculine scent. "The forbidden", he added and slid his strong hands under her skirt and hardly cupped her ass with both of his hands.

Astoria moaned unintentionally when his hands finally touched her because she had been aching for this. And he knew.

"Does he even know?", asked Astoria weakly.

His hands slowly went upwards, and he let them rest on her flat belly for a short time, feeling so powerful knowing that his baby was growing inside of her.

"No", responded Lucius impatiently. He did not want to talk about his son right now.
Astoria barely dared to breathe while he came closer until she felt his big, hard manhood pressing against her own thigh. When he intensified the pressure, she sat down on the edge of his office table and slightly spread her legs until he came even closer than he already was, spreading her legs wider with his body.

His left hand grabbed her neck harshly and he kissed her again. There was no tenderness in the way he kissed her, just hunger. Astoria moaned against his tongue when she felt his erection pressing against her most sensitive spot through his trousers and her panties.

Suddenly, Lucius broke the kiss and let the fingers of his right hand stroke over her cunt through the fabric of her panties.
"You are soaking wet, my dear", he said huskily. "I am going to make sure that my wife and your beloved husband will be very busy. I want to enjoy your body more often."

Astoria looked up into his face with disbelief which caused him to laugh drily.

"Yes", he said stringently, "I am that powerful. And this is not negotiable. You are going to serve me whenever and however I want you to. I don't care that your belly is going to grow, that's just a sign of how much you belong to me. Besides, I like taking you from behind."

He tore her panties away with one strong pull of his hand and opened his belt.
"I can't hear you", he said threatening and slightly choked Astoria.
"Yes, Sir", answered Astoria scared, her voice slightly trembling.

"Good girl", he whispered into her ear and let his rock-hard erection stroke over her wet sex. "I'll let you come if you behave. But right now, you deserve to be punished. My cheating whore, being pregnant not from your husband, isn't that right?!"

"No Sir, I'm not pregnant from my husband", replied Astoria weakly. She was afraid of the things he would do to punish her but at the same time she was craving for his dick inside of her.

Lucius suddenly made a step backwards. "That's damn right. Take your dress off", he instructed.

Astoria hurried to obey. "Turn around", hissed Lucius. As soon as she had turned her back to him, he pushed his body against her from behind and slightly choked her. "You are not going to make any sound, do you understand?", he hissed devilishly into her ear. He felt her body shaking in fear and arousal and he loved it.
"Yes, Sir", said Astoria.

He pushed her forward until her upper body was laying down on his office desk, her weight resting on her elbows.

Slap. His flat hand hit her ass hardly and only a hard breath escaped her lips while she tried not to scream out in pain.

"Spread your legs", he commanded harshly which caused Astoria to move her feet a few inches apart.

He slapped her many more times until her ass and upper legs were visibly red and showing marks of his hand. Tears were running down her face, her back was burning like hell… and if she had been wet before, she was now dripping.

She couldn't explain to herself why his rough, dominant behavior and the pain aroused her. It was really disturbing, and she wondered whether she had gone mad or whether he had put some kind of dark, wicked magic on her.

Lucius admired her red ass and thighs before he placed his erected, big manhood at her wet entry, causing her to moan at the contact.

"Do you want this?", he asked huskily. He felt like it was now time for her to express her needs and to submit to him completely.

Astoria swallowed hard, not knowing what to say which caused her father-in-law to slap her ass roughly. "What do you want?", he asked with an angry and impatient voice.

Astoria's face, still wet from the tears, turned red from embarrassment. "You", she finally managed to say.

"That's not enough, my daughter", he said impatiently while he stroked his manhood up and down her wet cunt. "Don't make me ask again."

It took her a moment before she said: "I want your cock inside of me."

"Damn right, you do", he hissed before he forced his manhood inside of her with one forceful thrust which caused her to scream out in pain.

Lucius was satisfied for now. Next time he'd make her beg for it.

Although this was not the first time his big cock entered her and although she had been very wet, it felt like he'd tear her apart. It would've been better if he had taken her slowly and gave her time to adjust to his length but being gentle had never been his taste. With each of his forceful thrusts he hit her cervix, making Astoria scream in pain; but there was also pleasure.

When he felt that she was close, he grabbed her hair forcefully and pulled her head backwards, leaving her no space to move in any way, cornering her between his body and the desk. It didn't take many more of his powerful thrusts to bring her over the edge, her walls tightening around him and her whole body shaking.

Then, suddenly and unexpectedly, he pulled his cock out of her wetness.

"Turn around", commanded Lucius.
Astoria had trouble standing on her trembling legs, but she turned around slowly, leaning her burning ass against the desk. She did not dare to look at him.

Lucius Malfoy lifted her chin with one hand and slightly wiped the tears away with his thumb. "On your knees", he commanded while she was still wondering about his gentle gesture.
She obeyed without thinking twice about it, her legs still trembling and her whole lower regions feeling sore.

"Clean", he instructed, and his hand directed her head roughly towards his cock. He had always wanted to come inside of her mouth, but his sperm had been needed elsewhere… until today.

Astoria licked over his cock which was covered with her liquids until he directed her head with his strong hand to take him into her mouth.

Her efforts didn't last long until he lost his patience with her and forced his dick further inside of her mouth until he hit her throat. She felt like suffocating and was afraid he'd hit her gagging reflex, but he moved his hips so roughly while holding her head in place that she had no chance to escape him, anyway.

Astoria was released when she finally felt his hot semen deep inside of her mouth.

"Swallow", commanded Lucius while he pulled his now semi-erected manhood out of her mouth. She obeyed and tried to catch her breath, still kneeling in front of him.

I can't seem to find myself again
my walls are closing in
without a sense of confidence
I'm convinced there's just too much pressure to take
I've felt this way before

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real