A/N: This will be my last update until next week lol. I've been on a roll with this fic. It's like writers block doesn't exist. I already finished chapter 17 and will most likely be working on chapter 18 soon. I'm thinking of updating at the beginning of the week? Or maybe the weekend so everyone can read? Pls drop me your suggestions!

My Oh My - Camila Cabello

They say he likes a good time

(My, oh my)

He comes alive at midnight

(Every night)

My mama doesn't trust him

(My, oh my)

He's only here for one thing

But (so am I)

Yeah

A little bit older

A black leather jacket

A bad reputation

Insatiable habits

He was onto me, one look and I couldn't breathe

Yeah, I said, "If you kiss me

I might let it happen"

.

.

.

She sleeps more soundly tonight than she has the whole time I've had her. I have no idea how the fuck she roped me into it but I was laying in bed with her. Her body draped over me like a second skin.

I revel in her heat, relaxing into the mattress. If I let my thoughts drift it almost feels like I was sleeping with her. So that's what I pretend I'm doing. Without the onslaught of someone else's mind I actually find solace in mine.

I open my eyes again when Bella wakes up, stretching against me, a tiny yawn escaping her.

"Good morning." She mumbles sleepily.

"Good morning." I murmur, my fingers running through her tousled locks.

She snuggles closer, her hand rubbing absentmindedly across my stomach.

"What happened to "it was mistake that will NEVER happen again." I chuckle, imitating her voice perfectly.

"You had to ruin the mood didn't you."

She rolls over to try to scramble out of bed, but my arms wrap around her waist, pulling her back.

"You don't get to leave after forcing me to stay in this bed all night."

"You're being a dick Edward." She grumbles.

"Just because you got me off doesn't mean I'm going to be nice to you."

"Oh my fucking god, you asshole!" She shrieks before rushing into the bathroom.

I let out a loud laugh. "I'm sorry." I call out to her.

I get dressed quickly while she's occupied. I'm not sure what last night means for us. It felt like a pivotal moment. Yet I won't stop drinking from her. My need for her is unbreakable. In fact I predict it'll get worse. I tried to give her an out last night. But Bella was determined to give herself to me on a silver plater. I could only fight my immoral cravings for so long. I would take her and I knew once I've had a taste of her body, I would never stop again. Everything about her was addictive. I run my finger through my hair with a sigh. My thoughts seem to always be consumed with her, tasting her, taking her.

"Hey you ok?" Her hand strokes up my back, breaking me for my obsessive thoughts.

"I don't know how to answer that." I breathe out truthfully.

"You think too much." She huffs, leaving the room.

"You know you aren't the first person to say that to me. I've been told I brood too much." I chuckle.

"Broody! That's it. Yes that's a very accurate description of what you do."

"I'll make sure to add you to the list of people who think I'm, what's the word, emo." I roll my eyes.

She giggles as she goes to make her breakfast. I lean against the counter, my eyes follow her every movement sharply. She's in a good mood today and it shows. Her happiness shines so brightly it's almost blinding. She's beautiful. And she's mine.

"Can we talk about last night." She mumbles shyly.

I raise a brow at her. "Of course."

"I want to apologize. I have no idea what came over me honestly. I took advantage of you." She looks shameful.

I can't help it. I let out a deep laugh. Her expression changes from shame, to confusion, to anger as my laughing continues.

"Edward…I'm trying to have a serious conversation."

"You're right I'm sorry. But you absolutely did not take advantage of me."

"Then what do you call that!" She huffs exasperated.

"You gave me a surprise hand job, where I was a very willing participant." I smirk.

A blush erupts on her face. Such a lovely color. I feel eyes my eyes darken as they roam over her body. She's wearing a skimpy little tank top and I can see that the blush doesn't end on her cheeks. It reaches the top of her ample chest. My eyes are drawn back to hers as she snaps her fingers in my face.

"Eyes up here sir." She grins.

"Right. Well." I clear my throat and look away.

I want her. Right now. She'll give in. You know she will. Take her.

"As I was saying. I still feel remorse. I pressured you." She whispers low.

"I can't stress this enough. I want whatever you give me."

"You didn't seem to want it last night." She mutters.

"Yes I was having a…moral dilemma. I've only been feeding on humans for 7 years. Before this I was vegetarian for all intents and purposes. My family only feeds on animals. I'm in a bit of a rebellion phase currently. As you know I don't drink from just anyone. Even though I give into my true nature I won't kill innocents. I battle my very instincts everyday since I…took you. You don't deserve the fate that life has bestowed you. Even thought its wrong I ache for you. I'll kill you before I let you go. You belong to me now."

Her breathing is laborious as she stares up at me. "Maybe I have lost my mind because that didn't repulse me as much as it should have."

I groan, fisting my hair. "This is wrong. I'm no better than the animals I hunt."

"We went over this last night, you are nothing like the monsters you hunt."

"You're right. I am infinitely worse." I hiss in revulsion.

"That's not true Edward."

"You don't see me clearly at all."

I know our early morning conversation upset her. She ignores me for most of the afternoon, instead deciding on reading on the couch. I give her the space she's clearly asking for, spending my time sitting outside for some fresh air. Though I'm drowning in guilt, I think I'm ready to let it go. It's a useless human emotion to me. I'm breaking all the rules now since I'm going to hell. I'll defile her fervently, I'll devour her soul.

"Are you done being moody?" Bella comes to sit beside me.

"Twilight, again. Another ending. No matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end." I murmur softly. My mood shifts, suddenly dark. Will there be no end to this torment? For either of us.

She burrows into my side, leaning her head against my shoulder. "Also to answer your question, yes. I'm quite done." I grin.

"Good, thought I needed to stage an intervention."

"You're ridiculous." I groan.

"Says the vampire who spiraled into a depressive episode cause he wants pussy." She taunts.

"Bella!" I bark out a laugh.

She shrugs not in the least ashamed of her statement. I cup her face, brushing our lips together. Her mouth parts to let out a heavy breath allowing me to slip my tongue alongside hers. I was wholly unprepared for her response. She lunges at me, crawling into my lap as her finger tug at my hair harshly. I growl low and slide my hands down to cup her ass forcefully. Her hands claw at my shirt trying to take it off.

"Easy angel."

"I want all of you right now." She pants desperately.

"I'll give you anything you want but not tonight." My voice is laced with chagrin

She huffs in annoyance her body slumping against me. I rub her arms affectionately with a soft laugh.

"What will it take for you to just throw me down?"

"Are you sure? You need to be one hundred percent certain about this Isabella. Once you give yourself to me completely-" I trail off.

"I'm positive." She strokes my cheek.

I take a deep breath and close my eyes. After a beat I open them letting the hunger consume me. I scoop her up wordless. Her mind having no chance to react before I deposit her on the bed. A rumble builds in my chest as I stalk her. Her body language is unsure but her arousal hangs thickly in the air. She makes the first move, pulling her shirt off, blushing at my purr of approval. My eyes roam over her now bare chest. I lick my lips at the sight of her creamy skin. Her breast sway hypnotically, her dusty pink nipples pebbling. I mimic her then, taking off my own shirt.

"Take off your pants." I command darkly.

She scrambles to undress as her heart kicks into high gear. I smirk, watching her. She kicks her pants off awkwardly, panting when she looks up at me.

"You take your pants off too." She instructs breathlessly.

I lunge at her with inhumane movements. My hand gripping her throats firmly. "Don't give me orders Angel. I'm in charge here."

I grin menacingly as fear starts to intermingle with her lust. Delectable. My helpless little doe. I should have warned her there would be no romance, that this wouldn't be flowers and love. No this would be savage; a brutal fucking. One that I hope she can endure. This was the vampire she wanted. The monster that I kept caged.

"Understood." She placates.

The grin widens as I back up from her. My hand drifts lazily to the button of my jeans. Her hands tremble as I pop them open and drag down the zipper.

"Yes." She hisses so low I don't think she actually meant for me to hear.

When I finally remove my jeans, revealing my cock to her starving eyes, she lets out a loud moan. I fly over her again, pushing her back into the mattress.

"I will take you now. And I won't be merciful." I grumble darkly.

"I'm yours." She whimpers.

Yes you are little doe, yes you are. I ram my cock into her barbarically. I groan intensely at the feel of her scorching, slickness. Her walls grip me like a vice, molding to every inch of my length. Her hands claw at me as she cry with pleasure.

"Hold on to me, tightly." I hiss.

I thrust into her relentlessly. I slide my hands down to her hips, clutching her sharply.

"Oh Edward." She sobs.

"Fuck." I pant, my voice gravely.

I flip us over so she's on top, my cock slips in and out of her violently. She slumps forward, grabbing at the blankets incoherently. One hand slides down to her ass, squeezing the pliant flesh as I bounce her up and down on me.

Suddenly she screams out of nowhere as her first orgasm over takes her.

"EDWARD!"

"That's it. Cum all over me." I grunt.

She collapses on me but I'm undeterred. I pick up the pace, my cock a blur as I pound its her sloppy pussy. So fucking close. I can feel the knot in my stomach tighten as my balls constrict. Bellas quiet moans reverberate in my ears as I drive myself to the brink of ecstasy.

My orgasm hits me hard. I roar before sinking my teeth into her buttery throat, her blood flowing into my mouth effortlessly. Her answering scream sends violent shudders up my spine. Her body jolts sharply, another orgasm piercing through her. My cock jerks once more before I go slack. I lap at her wound, closing it with my venom. The taste of her sits densely on my tongue.

"Are you ok?" I whisper into her neck.

Her answering babbles are unintelligible. I pull out of her groaning at the loss of heat. She's totally gone, passed out. I smirk before going into the bathroom to clean up. I grab a wash rag and soak it in warm water. I work quickly to wipe her, pulling the covers over her.

"Stay." She mumbles sluggishly.

"Anything you want." I reassure her.

I crawl into bed with her, making sure to stay above the blankets. Ending the day the way I started it, lying next to the most tempting creature and pretending to dream.

Lemons galore. I'm not sorry lmao. I really like their dynamic honestly. If anyone can handle Dickward it's Bella XD