Chapter 8- Making Amends pt. 3

DEAN'S POV

Deciding my brother was a little too quiet for my liking, I sat up from my position lying on my bed and go to his room without knocking and entering.

Sam whirled around snapping his phone shut to face me. "What have I told you about coming into my room without knocking?"

"What did you do?! Tell me right now what you did!"

Sam looked at me in shock who was not usually on the other end of my anger went with a lie. "I set you up on a blind date. You know there are other fish in the sea, right? She's not the only one in the world!"

I reigned in my anger knowing he was lying. How the heck do I show my brother that I truly meant what I said when I said I love Angel, I don't know. How do I explain how she has always been a huge part of my life and that I feel empty without her? How do I explain how special she is to me? It's been five days and I already miss her. I guess I have never seen her personality or peculiar beauty in any other woman I've ever dated, and no one could ever compare to her. No one.

My blood boils just thinking of this Castiel guy who was only after one thing and might hurt her one day. I'm not just a part jealous as you can see... more like possessively jealous. What if she forgets me since she believes she found the one? I'm selfish I know but I refuse to accept a life without Angel in it. Basically, she's all I've ever known and needed in my life... we were inseparable. The only thing I want is for her to be safe and happy and if I have to step aside for that to happen I will even if that means removing myself from the picture completely. Anything...

A hand came down on my shoulder and I flinched as I came out of my thoughts.

"Are you okay?" Sam said with a look of concern on his face.

I nodded distractedly and summed up my thoughts to him in the only way I knew how to explain it as he retrieved his hand. "I can't go on that date because she's the only one for me. I'm in love with her."

"Dude I was lying. I called Angel and now I completely see why I need to get you two back together even if that means you remain friends with her."

"I know you were, but I still meant what I said, bitch."

"Jerk. So, what are you going to do, just sit here and feel sorry for yourself or go after her?"

"About that, I think I'm going to..."

When my phone beeped from my back pocket signaling a notification, I opened it and found there was only a voicemail and some phone calls from Angel. I listened to the voicemail and closed my eyes as I laughed and then opened my eyes letting the first tear fall before giving the phone to Sam to listen.

"Should I forgive her?"

"I would."

A quick but short updated chapter i wanted out of my head. We are getting there. Stay tuned for part 4! Tell me about your thoughts on this. Is there something you would want differently? Review, Favorite, and or follow.