A/N…
Okay friends, before proceeding with the chapter or replies, I want to tell you two things please, firstly kindly stop asking me about the number of the remaining chapters of the story in constant intervals, I mean no disrespect but the story isn't prewritten so believe me or not, I DON'T KNOW the answer of this query, and it is getting annoying now, and because of few personal reasons I am already quite annoyed these days on nearly everything I guess, so I will not be answering this query again and will simply ignore it… I am really sorry if I am sounding harsh, didn't mean to but please, stop asking me this question please…
And another thing, this chapter was prewritten so I am able to post it, next chapter might take a little while longer as I couldn't write a word during last few days, though I will try my best not to break the regular updates, thank you…
Replies…
princesareej786, Much humbled dear, hugs… :-* Thanks a lot dear, keep smiling and stay safe, god bless you… :))
Siya, Glad to know it love, khush raho hamesha aap, hugs… :-* Hahaha yeah yar, chhoty bhaiya kuchh dmand krien aur barey bhaiya sunnien na, easa tou ho nahin sakta na, hehe… ;) That's so sweet of you sweetie but in present time mein tou ACP sir already Daya sir ka resignation accept bhi ker chuky hain aur sir ki jagah Sachin sir aa bhi gaye hain, hehehe… :P Hahahahaha hugs… :-* Too sweet of you deary, humbled… :-* Thank you deary and you too take care please, loads of love to you… :-* Thanks a lot dear, keep smiling and stay safe, god bless you… :))
Nisha, Thank you deary, hugs… :-* Thank you Boss, glad to know you liked DUO scenes, means a lot to me, much love… :-* Thank you sweetie, means a lot… :-* Much humbled deary, hugs… :-* And yups, I have been thinking about the idea you shared Boss and few vague plots came in my mind, though no proper plot but still, anyway since it's your idea so I wanted to know that do you want the story on the episode or on DUO and wildlife-plus-nature, both things are fine with me, asking you only to get a clear idea for the plot please and if you have already any plot or idea in your mind and will like to share it then too please feel free to share it, much love and hugs… :-* Thank you love for your beautiful wishes, khush raho hamesha aap, tighttt squeezing warmth filled hug for you… :-* :-* Thanks a lot dear, keep smiling and stay safe, god bless you… :))
AllTimeReader, Hey deary, hugs… :-* Hahahaha glad to know it love, much love, hugs… :-* Hehe, yups… :P Thank you Boss for liking the flashback, means a lot, much humbled and agreed to you to an extent that whatever happens is for good… :)) Thank you deary, tightttt squeezing warmth filled hug for you, khush raho hamesha aap… :-* :-* Oh right right Boss, yups you are right dear, that problem is pretty common in rape victims because of the use of force in such cases but I think in males it happens in male-on-male rape cases… In this story, it is like a couple living together but the BIG difference here is that one of the two members of that couple is being kept there without his consent and he is forced into that relation which he never wanted… And in case of Daya sir use of physical force to assault him wasn't/couldn't possible, so to keep him under control, calm, and to make him cooperate, Amavasya had used the approach of drugging him and restraining him to minimize his struggle… And about being careful about the bed-sheets and clothes so again Boss, as there was no physical health problem with him as he got regularly examined by Govind who was kept there only for him, so he wasn't stressed in that way about his clothes or bed-sheets though I have tried to show him careful about the clothes he was wearing before sleeping are the same he was wearing after waking up, like the time when he told Abhijeet sir the first time about molestation, after waking up in complete distress he had enquired about his changed clothes, then in that kitchen scene where Abhijeet sir asked him to remove his shirt so that he can take a closer look of his wound, he straight-away denied… Maybe Boss, things here are little different for that reason too that here Daya sir was getting molested regularly so subconsciously or psychologically he had sort of surrendered to his fate, like when Abhijeet sir met him in that farmhouse and asked him to leave with him, Daya sir straight-away refused to leave, that was both because of the fear of facing the world and also because of thinking of himself as some unclean thing for whom there was no place left in the outside world other than that dumpster where those monsters were keeping him and he was so convinced on being some impure thing at that time that he even enquired from Abhijeet sir that where was he taking him, not being sure if there was still some space left for him in that home of theirs… I hope this explanation had cleared your confusion, still if there is any point, please feel free to put it, much love… :-* :-* Thank you love for liking Sunil's part, indeed means a lot to me love, khush raho hamesha aap, loads of love to you… :-* Hehehe, hiding my face, hehe… :P :P Thanks a lot dear, keep smiling and stay safe, god bless you… :))
AbhiShikha, Thank you sooo very much baitu jee, means a lot, much love… :-* Thank you sooo very much bchchy jaan for liking the way Abhijeet sir trying to remain strong and standing for his brother, indeed means a lot to me Boss, tightttt squeezing warmth filled hug for you, khush raho hamesha aap… :-* :-* Thank you guriya, you too take care please, much love… :-* Thanks a lot dear, keep smiling and stay safe, god bless you… :))
PoojaAbhiDeewani, Thank you chanda, really happy knowing you liked the way Abhijeet sir was standing strong for his brother, means a lot to me, tighttt squeezing warmth filled hug for you… :-* Thank you baita jee, you too take care please, khush raho hamesha aap, much love… :-* :-* Thanks a lot dear, keep smiling and stay safe, god bless you… :))
PerfectAbhi, Thank you love, hugs… :-* Hehehehehe thank you baitu jaan for finding it cute, hehe, khush raho hamesha aap, much love… :-* :-* Thank you guriya for liking the FB part and the way Abhijeet sir stood strong for his brother, means a lot to me, tightttt squeezing warmth filled hug for you… :-* Thanks a lot dear, keep smiling and stay safe, god bless you… :))
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Mahdia29, Hi love, hugs… :-* Hahaha I like that reminder, after-all it means you are calling me Abhijeet sir, hehehe… :P ;) I am doing fine sweetie, how's you doing love…? Yups, hoping the same for you too Boss… :)) Hahaha yeah yar, such things happen, hugs… :-* Thank you soooo very much love for liking the chapter and loving the FB part and Abhijeet sir and Sunil's convo., indeed means a lot to me, khush raho hamesha aap, loads of love to you… :-* Tighttttt squeezing warmth filled hug for you sweetie, much love… :-* Thank you Boss for finding Daya sir covering Abhijeet sir, cute, hehe, means a lot to me, hugs… :-* Thank you love for liking the conversation between DUO, truly means a lot, much humbled… :-* Thank you sweetheart for liking Sunil's replies about the good and bad news, indeed means a lot yar, loads of love to you… :-* Thank you love for liking DUO's convo. about the dinner part, truly humbled… :-* Hahaha yeah yar, dantt khany waly kaam krien gy ager ab Daya sir tou dantt tou prry gi phir, hehe… ;) :-* Thank you sooooo very much Boss for finding the defining of that part so clear, I am truly truly humbled, indeed means a lot to me, loads of love to you… :-* :-* Tighttt squeezing jaddu ki jhappi for you love… :-* Thank you love for liking Sunil's determination of making Daya sir able to face the court hearing, indeed means a lot to me, I am deeply humbled… :-* Thanks a ton sweetheart, means a lot, hugs… :-* Hahahahaha thank you love for finding it cool, I too found it really cool so have immediately adopted it as that line is from a YouTube channel A Chick Called Albert, I love this channel and have watched all its videos, there the owner of the channel have this tagline of Cool If You Subscribe, I so loved it that I decided to opt it and hence opted it, hehe… :))) Oh don't worry about it Boss, indeed a heartfelt thank you for such long review as I really loveee long reviews, hehe, so thank you… :-* :-* Thank you sooo very much sweetheart for all your kind words, means a lot, I am deeply humbled and obliged… :-* Thank you deary for finding some relieving moments too in that painful chapter, love you loads… :-* Thank you sooooo very much deary for all your appreciation and love, truly truly honoured and humbled, thanks a ton… :-* Hahaha yeah yar Boss, I really want to complete this story soon so trying to invest all my free time in writing the chapters that makes me able to update soon too, but next chapter might take a little longer this time, let's see… :))) Thank you love for appreciating the efforts, I am humbled, it indeed means to me yar, seriously, hugs… :-* :-* No need for this much apologies deary, I understand, wish you a happy life, much love… :-* Thank you deary for your beautiful wishes, indeed means a lot to me, and wish you the same too and you too take care please, loads of love to you… :-* A very humbled thanks sweetie, much love, hugs… :-* Thanks a lot dear, keep smiling and stay safe, god bless you… :)) Bye… :-*
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Friends here is the next chapter, have a happy reading, love you all and take care please… :))
DUO's Home…
Listening to the doorbell rang again now, Abhijeet composing his thoughts for the time being, stood up and left to answer the visitor… Reaching at the main door, unlocking the door he opened it and…
Abhijeet smiled confusingly seeing his neighbor standing there with: Kavy tum iss samey yahan, sb theek hai…?
Kavy nodded casually with: Haan bhae, Maa ny aaj tumhara favorite Lasagna bnaya tha tou kaha k dy aaon tumhien… (While forwarding the rectangular bowl placed in a flat tray towards him, he added as…) Pakro ab jaldi sy yeh…
Abhijeet while grabbing the tray from the latter and noticing the bowl nearly packed with Lasagna, asked him instantly in shock as: Arry yar yeh itna zada kyun bhaij dia auntie ny, main yeh kaisy khatam kron ga…?
Kavy shrugged in relaxed way with: Kha k… (Abhijeet gave him a disappointed glare where Kavy said in soft smile smile as…) Apna khayal rakha kro Abhijeet sir, aur ager tum nahin rakho gy tou yeh punny hum bohut shoq sy yunhi kmmaty rahien gy…
Abhijeet nodded at him in humble smile with: Thank you… (And because of Daya, Abhijeet now very rarely invites anyone home, especially when Daya was awake but now guessing from Kavy's body-language that he was in hurry and would deny the offer himself, Abhijeet giving him way, added as…) Achha tum ander aa jao, main yeh brrtnn bhi khali…
Kavy cut him with: Nahin yar, phir kabhi sahi, abhi dinner py sb wait ker rahy hoon gy ghar py… (And signaled him towards the crockery little disappointedly with…) Aur ghour sy daikho zrra Abhijeet sir, yeh crockery tum logon ki hi hai… (Abhijeet now looked at the crockery little more carefully to realize that Kavy was right hence he quietly flashed a sheepish smile at him where Kavy added in flow as…) Diwali py Daya iss mein… (And he abruptly stopped there and looked towards Abhijeet who too was looking at him quietly now where composing himself, Kavy repeated himself as…) Kheer ly k aaya tha Daya last Diwali py, tb sy yeh tum logon ki crockery humary paas hi prri hue thi… (Abhijeet nodded in composed smile while Kavy supportively pressed Abhijeet's upper-arm encouragingly with…) Hum sb hain tumhary sath Abhijeet, khud ko akela mtt samajhna kabhi aur ager kabhi woh koe contact kry tum sy tou bttana ussy please k hum ussy bohut miss kerty hain, wapis aa jaye woh bs…
Abhijeet nodded him in composed smile with: Hmm dy dun ga tumhara message bhi ussy bs aik baar sahab ko unn ka bhoola hua Abhi yaad aa jaye… (Kavy gave him a small-encouraging smile, not getting that the latter literally meant it, where Abhijeet completed in same composed tone as…) Tum bhi dua kerna please k bs ab woh jaldi sy wapis aa jaye…
Kavy gave an assuring pressure on his shoulder with: Aa jaye ga wapis woh, vishvas rakho tum aur himmet bhi…
Abhijeet nodded in moist smile with: Hmm, thank you…
Kavy patted his upper-arm softly and then asked him in fresh tone as: Wasey tum ny dinner tou nahin ker lia tha na already…? (Abhijeet slightly shook his head in light smile where Kavy nodded with…) Achha ho gaya yeh bhi… (While signaling him towards the tray, told him as…) Ab ker lo jaldi sy… (While leaving the spot towards his own home, completed as…) Main bhi ghar bhagon ab, kahin mairy baghair hi na dinner ker lien woh sb…
Abhijeet exclaimed on his back with: Auntie ko thanks kehna maira…
Kavy exclaimed back still without turning towards him with: Haan theek hai, auntie k baity ki taraf sy welcome…
Abhijeet chuckled disappointedly and still shaking his head in disappointed smile, he moved back and closing and locking the main door, he directly left towards the kitchen while on his way grabbing his mobile with himself that he had left on the dining table before answering the main door…
Kitchen…
Coming in the kitchen, Abhijeet placing the tray on the kitchen counter left towards the utensil stand to soon return with two plates and placing them on the kitchen counter, he served the Lasagna in them and covering the remaining in the bowl again, Abhijeet started arranging utensils in the tray now… When in that, taking out Daya's medicines in a small bowl, he was routinely going to place the bowl in the tray too when glancing at his brother over the mobile screen, he decided something in his mind and converting the medicines into powdered form, like earlier he used to-do, he added that powder into the milk glass and finally left towards Daya's room, grabbing the tray with himself while his now turned silent mobile was present in his trousers' pocket…
Daya's Room…
Opening the room door, Abhijeet entered in the room and the automatic room door closed on his back again while his presence in the room still remained unnoticed by Daya…
When sitting at a few feet distance from him…
Abhijeet called him in composed voice as: Daya…! (Daya jerked a little with that call that had interrupted his thoughts, though he was familiar with that voice now hence slowly lifting his head up from his knees, he looked towards the elder one having deep silence on his face and in his eyes while Abhijeet trying to remain strong and composed, grabbing his own served plate from the tray, slightly slid the tray towards the latter with…) Tumhara dinner… (Daya turned his gaze towards the tray though he kept sitting there in the same posture where Abhijeet clearly seeing that Daya was in no mood of taking his dinner tonight, told him in soft-composed tone as…) Daya dinner ker lo ab jaldi sy tum bhi warna thanda ho jaye ga sb…
Daya, knowing if he would deny then the latter would insist and he was in no mood of any argument or conversation tonight so inhaling deeply, without saying anything, he silently pulled the tray towards himself and started taking his dinner where Abhijeet too got busy in taking his dinner now…
Both brothers dipped in their own thoughts, quietly finished their dinner when in the silence of the room, faint clinking sound rose, turning Abhijeet's confused gaze towards the younger one to find him absent-mindedly moving his fork in the now empty plate… At first, for a moment Abhijeet thought that Daya might want some more as he hadn't taken his lunch too so that was quite understandable and smiling softly at his brother he looked towards him and his smile slowly faded away seeing Daya was looking completely unaware of what he was doing and…
Abhijeet called him softly as: Daya…! (Resulted Daya jerking out of his thoughts, turned his gaze towards him in question who asked him caringly as…) Kitchen-counter py hi rakh k aaya hoon Lasagna ka bowl, fridge mein nahin rakha tha iss liye abhi garam hi ho ga, tumhien la dun…? (Daya gave him a blank stare in reply and Abhijeet softly eyed him towards his empty plate with…) Tumhari plate khali ho gae hai na, iss liye pouchh raha hoon…
Daya followed his signal and looked towards his plate while finally registering what the latter meant and…
Daya placing the fork on the plate slightly shook his head with: Nahin maira ho gaya hai dinner, thank you…
Abhijeet kept looking at him for few moments in silence, clearly seeing that he was disturbed for some reason so…
Abhijeet asked him politely as: Kya hua hai Daya…? Kb sy daikh raha hoon tumhien, yunhi khoye khoye sy baithy ho, kya soch rahy ho itni dair sy tum…?
Daya, after few moments' silence, uttered really quietly as: Aawaz…
Abhijeet thinking he misheard, looked at him confusingly with: Kya…?
Daya without looking at him quietly tapped on his own ear with: Aawaz… (Chuckled through immense pain as…) Shastri ka aik aur tareeqa mujhy takleef dainy ka…
Abhijeet started looking worried now thinking Daya was again hallucinating something but Daya had just taken his meal calmly, was aware of Abhijeet's presence there and was conversing with him unlike the times when he had hallucinations and that was what making Abhijeet confused too, apart from being tensed and…
Abhijeet asked him in careful tone as: Kya matlab Daya, kya kehna chah rahy ho tum, main samajh nahin paa raha…?
Daya with his gaze fixed at some unseen point, pointed somewhere in the air with: Doorbell… (Something hit Abhijeet's mind with force and he looked at Daya in shock-filled-disbelief with unknowingly his heart started beating fast where Daya continued in same lost tone as…) Hum-humary ghar ki doorbell ki jaisi aawaz thi bilkul… (Abhijeet looked at him with loads of mixed emotions not knowing if he should be happy seeing Daya finally recognizing the first thing about their home or feel upset seeing him thinking it as Shastri's trick to cause him pain where an injured smile formed on Daya's face with…) Shastri ki mujhy toorny ki aik aur koshish… (Said more to himself in bleeding tone as…) Lekin ab mujhy aur kya toorna hai uss ny, main tou pehly hi raeeza raeeza ho ker bikhar chuka hoon… (Abhijeet looked at him in extreme pain where Daya roughly wiping off the drop from his cheek, looked towards the latter in pain-filled-hurt as…) Ab tum yeh mtt kehna please k koe aawaz nahin thi jaisy tum Shastri aur uss ki baiti k barey mein bolty ho… (Nodded to him while trying to make him believe on himself with…) Aawaz aai thi… (While showing him fingers, added as…) Doo, doo baar aai thi, main ny khud suuni thi, mairy dimagh mein nahin…
Abhijeet, seeing him started getting restless now, cut him assuredly as: Daya theek hai, Okay, main tumhara vishvas ker raha hoon, aawaz aai ho gi tumhien zaror, shant ho jao tum ab, relax… (And noticing on that assurance, Daya was now slowly getting calm seeing the latter was believing on his claim, Abhijeet added in balanced tone as…) Lekin ab tumhien bhi maira vishvas kerna ho ga Daya… (Daya again turned his gaze towards him in silence-filled-question where Abhijeet continued cautiously as…) K main bhi hamesha sach kehta hoon k tumhary kamry mein easa koe insan nahin aata js sy tumhien koe khatra ho, woh sb log jo tumhien dikhty hain, tumhara bharam hai woh…
Daya, getting restless again, shook his head strongly with: Nahin hai bharam maira, woh log aaty hain, aati hai woh bhi… (And looking away now he unknowingly started rubbing his palm little aggressively on his feet and shins whispering more to himself now as…) Aati hai woh, baar baar aati hai, bharam nahin hai, nahin hai bharam…
And seeing him drifting away from the present now and looking quite disturbed and in pain, Abhijeet for few moments kept looking at him in hurting-silence and understanding well now that Daya's believe of those monsters visiting him was so strong that he won't ever accept the truth otherwise…
Abhijeet reaching to a decision inhaled a deep breath to keep himself strong and told him in firm tone as: Daya woh nahin aati yahan… (Listening to that voice Daya jerking out of his dark memories, turned his moist-scared gaze towards the latter where Abhijeet nodded to him in same strong way with…) Na hi woh aur na hi koe aur, koe nahin aata yahan aur na hi kabhi koe aa sakta hai… (Daya tried to deny him again but Abhijeet raised his hand to stop him with…) Aik baar mairi puri baat suun lo tum please, aur bilkul shanti sy suun'nani hai tum ny mairi baat, theek hai…? (Daya who was still looking at him with same moist-scared gaze, unknowingly nodded slightly in reply where Abhijeet bucking up himself, added while giving stress to every next word as…) Tumhien hallucinations hoty hain Daya… (Daya jerking back with force, looked at him in extreme shock-and-disbelief where Abhijeet nodded to him like was trying to make him believe on himself with…) Woh sb log jo tumhien dikhty hain, woh sach mein yahan nahin hoty… (Trying to make him realize as…) Tum ny kabhi notice kia hai k jb hi tumhary emotions imbalance hoty hain, tumhien woh sirf tb hi dikhty hain, jb tum calm hoty ho tumhien woh kabhi nahin dikhy… (Taking a momentary pause, added in pain-filled-loving tone as…) Uss rooz woh halwa daikh ker shaid tumhien Abhijeet yaad aaya tha… (Daya's eyes reflected the emotion of both pain and agreement where Abhijeet added in same hurting tone as…) Shaid uss khayal, uss ehsas ny tumhien thori khushi di thi aur tabhi tumhary subconscious mein chhupy khof ny tumhien yaad kerwaya k tumhien apni marzi sy khush hony ki bhi ijjazat nahin hai, aur ussi conscious aur unconscious mind ki jung ny tumhari hallucination trigger ker di, tabhi jb dosri baar tum ny wohi halwa apny samny daikha tou tum ny khud ko khush hony ki ijjazat nahin di aur tumhari hallucination trigger nahin hue… (Daya had already turned his face away now while salty drops were falling down from his both eyes in silence where Abhijeet couldn't move back now, he needed to convince him that what he was scared of, was only his hallucinations hence somehow remaining composed he continued as…) Phir uss rooz tum Shastri sy milna chahty thy, uss sy pouchhna chahty thy k tumhien tumhary Abhi ka chehra yaad kyun nahin aa raha… (Daya turned his injured teary gaze towards the latter, who smiled at him brokenly with…) Aur tumhien Shastri dikh gaya… (Fresh tears fell from Daya's eyes where Abhijeet said in his mind in real pain as Lekin apna Abhi nahin dikh paa raha tujhy bchcha… But trying to remain composed for his brother, he added as…) Aur aaj jb tum iss tarhan sy sb umeed chhor k baith gaye, hathiyar daal diye tum ny sb aur yeh maan lia k ab sb kabhi theek nahin ho ga tou tumhary mnn k issi khof aur mayossi ny tumhien phir sy uss janwar ki jhallak dikha di… (Daya just turned his gaze away while choking his sob where Abhijeet dusting off the salty drop from his cheek, told him with loads of mixed emotions with…) Tumhari takker mujh sy hue thi Daya… (Daya looked at him with jerk in real shock where Abhijeet nodded to him with…) Main tha woh js sy tum takraye thy, Amavasya sy nahin… (Seeing him not even blinking now but only looking at him with fixed gaze, Abhijeet asked him in hurting smile with…) Kya hua, vishvas nahin ho raha kya tumhien maira…? (And he received no response in reply just the same fixed look on his face so he told him as…) Ho jaye ga dheery dheery jb tum unn logon sy drrna bnd kro gy jo nahin hain aur unn ko daikhna shuru kro gy jo hamesha tumhary sath hain… (Told him softly as…) Tumhari inn hallucinations ko tumhara drr trigger kerta hai Daya, iss liye tumhien apny iss drr ko khatam kerna ho ga please… (And he tried to assure him as…) Tumhary kamry mein woh nahin aa sakty kabhi Daya aur na hi main kabhi kisi easey insan ka saaya bhi tum per prrny dun ga js sy tumhien koe khatra ho, vishvas kro tum maira please…
Daya kept looking at him in complete silence, that comforting voice, that assuring tone, that determination and pain in those eyes, all those things he had just told him, those efforts he always used to make in order to make him feel secure, he had already seen all that before, he knew about it, he had experienced all that already and in the whole universe only one soul was able to make him feel that way, so how could that person sitting in front of him was doing all that, that too, too effortlessly…? How was it even possible…? Or was it really possible…? No, how could it be…? He was still locked in a room, those monsters still visit him regularly, that perpetrator still come to see him anytime she wants to do with him anything she wants, then why that person sitting there was saying all that to him…? Why was he telling him otherwise…? Was it some kind of cruel joke of his or was he really telling him the truth…?
When a continuous care-filled call of his name slowly broke Daya's thought process, making him realize that during all that time, his gaze was fixed on…
That person's face who was now asking him in care-filled-worried tone as: Kya sochny lggy tum Daya, kya daikh rahy ho yun mairy chehry mein tum…?
Daya still in that dilemma of what's real and what's not, uttered in audible whisper as: Abhi…!
Abhijeet was taken aback for a moment as Daya had uttered that name looking directly in the elder one's eyes and…
Abhijeet uttered with mixed emotions of love, pain, hurt, sooth, peace, as: Kya…?!
Daya, who had somehow pulled himself out of those thoughts now, shook his head while turning his face away with: Kk-Kuchh nahin… Kuchh nahin…
And roughly spreading hand on his face while gulping down a deep breath, he started doing his breathing exercise to help him calm both his emotions and wild running thoughts where…
Abhijeet was sitting there looked at him with moist eyes, thinking in his mind as "Daya yeh jo jung tairy ander chal rahi hai uss ka jawab tairy samny hi hai bchcha bs sirf tairy pehchan'nany ki dair hai yar, aur mujhy puri umeed hai k tu bohut jald pehchan bhi ly ga woh jawab…"
And gulping down a moist breath Abhijeet quietly wiped off his moist eyes where as his effort to jerk away all those thoughts running wild in his head…
Daya turned his gaze towards the elder one again with: Suno…! (Abhijeet, who was looking away now, turned his silent gaze towards him in reply and Daya asked him in really silent tone as…) Tum mairy liye itni mehnat kyun ker rahy ho…? Tum kyun chahty ho k mujhy Abhi yaad aa jaye…? (Asked him in really helpless tone as…) Tum ho koun…?
Abhijeet, whose face was completely silent listening to those queries, replied in composed tone as: Kehna chaho tou tum mujhy apna dost bhi keh sakty ho… (Added in silence filled meaningful tone as…) Kyun k maira naam tou aik paheli hai jo main tum sy pouchh chuka hoon, ab daikhna yeh hai k tum kb pohanch paaty ho uss k jawab tk… (Daya looked at him strangely in silence while Abhijeet continued in pain-filled-silent tone as…) Aur perwah tumhari iss liye kerta hoon kyun k aik taqat k nashay mein dooba ghamandi insan mairi zindagi mein bhi aaya tha aur aaj ussi k karen maira bhai kahin kho gaya hai… (Daya not knowing how but was able to grab that hidden pain and moisture present in that man's voice where Abhijeet completed in same silent-composed tone as…) Iss liye tumhary milny k baad mujhy pura vishvas ho gaya hai k jb tum apny Abhi ko pehchan lo gy tou bhagwan mujhy bhi maira bhai loutta dy ga…
Daya not getting the hidden message Abhijeet was giving him, asked him with loads of mixed emotions as: Bohut pyar kerty ho apny bhai sy tum…?
Abhijeet, went silent for a moment, looking at him in complete silence and then smiled at him softly with: Kyun, tum pyar nahin kerty kya apny bhai sy…?
Daya went silent the same moment and just turned his face away without replying anything, bringing a silent-injured smile on his brother's face…
When as an effort to change the topic though still without looking at him…
Daya asked him in reluctance-filled-silence as: Woh aawaz…?
Abhijeet, understanding well what he was trying to ask, replied in gentle tone as: Main ny tumhien btaya tha na Daya k tum ghar mein ho, qaid mein nahin… (Daya looked at him injured-ly where Abhijeet continued in composed tone as…) Issi liye iss ghar mein yeh doorbell hai… (Taking a momentary pause, asked him in careful tone as…) Lekin ager tumhien preshani ho rahi hai iss sy tou main change kerwa sakta hoon doorbell…?
And…
Daya even himself not knowing why that doorbell was no more looking to him as Shastri's effort to cause him pain, shook his head with: Nahin, theek hai, rehny doo yehi… (Turned his face away while saying more to himself now as…) Aik pal ko easa lgga tha jaisy main ghar py hoon, apny kamry mein, Abhi k paas…
Abhijeet looked at him holding loads of pain in his eyes as that was exactly where he was but he had no realization of it and that was what breaking the elder one's heart… On the other side, Daya had slowly zoned out now and he cuddled himself again while silently resting his cheek on his knee, with his gaze fixed at some unknown point…
When wearing a brave face and deciding that it was time to check the results of his decision, he had taken earlier before coming to Daya's room…
Abhijeet said in as much composed tone as he could manage at the time with: Lekin tumhien tou nahin jana tha na tumhary Abhi k paas wapis… (Daya, with a jerk, moving back had looked at him with loads of hurt in his eyes where Abhijeet continued in same composed-firm way with…) Tabhi tou tum ny sb exercises k sath sath sb umeed bhi chhor di… (And signaled him towards the tray with…) Aur daikho, iss liye tou main aaj tumhary liye dinner k baad wali medicines bhi nahin ly k aaya…
Daya turned his gaze towards the tray to now realize the missing bowl of medicines where Abhijeet kept sitting there observing him silently now when after around a minute…
Daya again turned his gaze towards the elder one with: Medicines la k doo please, main ny laini hain woh…
Abhijeet, though in his heart felt a huge relief listening to that request as it meant that there was still some hope but wearing a stern face outside, he shook his head in apparently cold tone as: Nahin, easey nahin la k dun ga kyun k yun medicines lainy ka koe faida hi nahin hai jb…
Daya, who was earlier shocked on that straight forward and completely unexpected NO, getting angry now, cut him while nearly yelling at him with: Main ny kaha mujhy woh medicines la k doo tum…
Abhijeet looked at him strictly with: Chillao mtt Daya, aaram sy baat ker raha hoon na main tum sy, aaram sy baat kro tum bhi… (And pausing for a moment, added in deep-meaningful tone as…) Aur ya phir pehly mujhy woh haq bttao js ki buniad py tum mujh py chilla sakty ho… (Asked him with mixed emotions as…) Jawab doo, kya haq hai woh Daya…?
And he waited for few moments in real hope and pain while saying in his mind as "Bol Daya, please bol k main taira Abhi hoon iss liye tujhy hr haq hai, please bol…", really wanting the same reply from the other side now but Daya had just turned his face away while tightly pressing his lips to hold back his sob where Abhijeet getting well that he won't be having any answer from the other side, roughly wiped off the silent drop slipped on his cheek and gulping down a moist breath to compose himself…
Abhijeet tried to make him understand softly now as: Daya medicines bhi sirf ussi samey apna kaam ker sakti hain jb tumhary mnn mein koe umeed, koe vishvas ho ga… (Said in love-filled-pain as…) Apny bhai sy milny ki koe ikchha ho gi jb tum mein… (Daya turned his moist gaze towards him where Abhijeet looked deep in his eyes with…) Iss liye ab yeh tumhien sochna hai Daya aur faisla laina hai k tumhien tumhary bhai sy milna hai ya unn ghinowny chehron sy drrna hai… (Daya looked at him with mixed emotions of hope, fear and uncertainty where Abhijeet told him in pain-filled-hurt as…) Hum bohut mehnat k baad thora sa roshni ki ourh berhny lgty hain Daya aur tum phir himmet haar daity ho… (Shook his head while fighting back his moisture and struggling to keep his voice firm as…) Easa ab aur nahin chally ga Daya… (Inhaling deeply, told him strongly as…) Main jb tk zinda hoon yunhi tumhara dehan rakh sakta hoon lekin tumhien ab faisla laina ho ga k tumhien apny Abhi ko pehchan'nna hai ya yunhi mairy sath rehna hai… (Told him in complete seriousness with…) Aur soch samajh k faisla laina tum kyun k itna tou ab tk tum bhi samajh gaye ho gy k yeh saffar aasan nahin ho ga, iss liye ab sy ager tum ny peichhy httny ki koshish ki tou jaisy aaj main medicines nahin laya tumhari, ab sy aagy bhi easey hi consequences hoon gy tumhary actions k, samajh gaye tum mairi baat…? (Daya who was too involved in listening to him, unknowingly nodded quietly and nodding him back, Abhijeet uttered as…) Good… (And completed while signaling him towards his milk glass with…) Dodh thanda ho gaya hai already tou cheeni hilla k aik hi sans mein pei jao warna tum sy pia nahin jaye ga…
Daya already sensing that the latter was upset with him, didn't argue again about the medicines and obeyed him quietly though felt little disheartened seeing the latter didn't offer him to reheat the milk as he usually does…
Where Abhijeet could easily read his brother's thoughts and face but he couldn't offer him to reheat the milk as there were medicines mixed in it so reheating it wasn't possible and the sole reason of him mentioning about stirring the milk glass before drinking it was to make sure that medicines were mixed again with the milk and they weren't just sitting there in the bottom of the glass… Besides Abhijeet was feeling a strange kind of sooth and pleasure too seeing the latter was quick enough to pick his upset mood and he did care for it and owned the elder one's right that he could be upset with him and that's why deciding not to show the younger one any soft point for now, Abhijeet grabbing the tray with all the utensils in it, left the room the same minute without having any other word with the latter, leaving him with his thoughts alone…
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