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Angela's POV
I cannot believe that just happened. I was just trying to enjoy my honeymoon when my own husband accused me of getting pregnant on purpose. Yes I want kids but I get the feeling that Alec does not want kids right away. I was just following what I had planned before Kyle got killed. I wanted kids right away and so did Kyle, we were planning on having a big family but that all changed the moment that we went on that hunt.
I walk away from the bottom of the stairs and go into the bathroom. I grab the sides of the sink and start crying. I ugly cry for a few minutes and look up at the mirror. I look in the mirror and see a girl who is not over her ex. I guess that I have been trying to do what Kyle and I had planned. Alec is not Kyle and I know that but I thought that I could do what Kyle and I planned with Alec. I know it was wrong but I just wanted to keep Kyle alive somehow. I shake my head and sigh. I know I should have asked Alec what he wanted when he got married. I never should have tried to have a life that I had planned with another man with my husband. I splash some water on my face and wipe my face with a towel.
I exit the bathroom and go into the kitchen. I see Alec cooking the eggs that I had whisked. I walk over to the cabinet and get a plate for him. I hand him the plate and walk out onto the balcony. I can't deal with him or what we were arguing about earlier right now. I look out at the ocean and think about my life now. Kyle and I would probably be planning our wedding but that's not happening. I just got into a huge fight with my husband and I'm thinking about another man. I shouldn't even be thinking about Kyle because I'm happy with Alec. I stand there for I don't know how long and then I hear a voice behind me ask "You want anything for breakfast?"
"No, I'm good." I say not turning around.
"Look, I'm sorry I yelled at you but we need to talk about our future right now." Alec says walking towards me.
"There's nothing to talk about. I want kids as soon as possible and you want to wait to have kids sometime in the future." I say pissed.
Alec walks in front of me blocking my view of the ocean and says "I do want kids but I think we should wait."
"How long should we wait? Five months? Two years? Ten years?" I ask getting pissed beyond belief.
"I don't know how long we should wait but all I know is that I'm not ready to have kids right know." Alec says trying to not lose his cool.
I walk back into the house go through the kitchen and start walking upstairs. "Angela!" I hear Alec yell. I ignore him and keep walking upstairs to our room. I hear footsteps behind me so I know he's following me and he's not going to stop our conversation on having kids. I start striping my pants and underwear when he comes into our room.
"You are exasperating me beyond belief right now do you know that?" he yells once he's in our bedroom.
"Well you're pissing me off to the point of where I can't concentrate man!" I yell at him.
I can't be around him right now. I go into the bathroom and jump into the shower. Once I'm done I pee and notice that I started that time of the month. I shake my head and put a tampon in. I sigh and realize that the way I have been acting lately is because I was PMSing. I sit on the toilet for a minute to collect my thoughts. I realize now that the constant craving of sex and bitchy attitude was because my period was about to kick in.
Once I've calmed myself down, I get up and flush the toilet. I walk out of the bathroom and see Alec sitting on the bed with his head in his hands. I put some clothes on and walk over to him. I sit down next to him and wait for him to say something.
"So do you want to tell me why you have been acting so angry lately?" he asks carefully.
"Yep. I was going through PMS." I say.
He nods and stays quiet. When I can't take the silence anymore I say "I'm sorry for the way I've been acting lately. I should have seen the signs that my period was starting soon."
"I'm sorry for the way I reacted when I heard you say your old boyfriend's name. I just don't like the fact that you were going to do a future with me that you had planned with another guy." he says.
"I never should have done that. I should have pictured a future that we both could picture having." I say.
He leans forward and kisses me. We kiss for a few minutes until the need for air becomes too much. I put my head on his shoulder and sigh. We sit like that for a few minutes enjoying the silence.
"I guess we have to take a break from trying to have kids for a little bit." he says.
"We have to wait a week. Once I'm pregnant I won't have to worry about my period for eight to nine months." I say jokingly.
He chuckles and kisses the top of my head. He tells me about what he found in the other house. I'm shocked and scared that the person who murdered that innocent woman. We decide to be more aware of what's going on around us while we are here.
"So this is where you two have been hiding out?" asks a voice from behind us.
Who do you think the voice belongs to? Do you think I made Angela too bitchy? What do you think should happen in the next chapters?
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