Hey! So tomorrow marks the two year anniversary since I started writing this story! I can't thank you guys enough for sticking with me throughout these two years! I am home for the summer so I will be writing more this summer!

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Angela's POV

It has been three months since Alec and I returned home from our honeymoon. We moved into the New York Institute and we couldn't be happier. Izzy loves having me around, she said something about shopping trips and how we would be going shopping every day. I paled and Alec stepped in and told her to just wait until I got use to my new surroundings. Jace is mostly with Clary, which I don't mind. Simon hangs out with me when everyone else is busy, we mostly talk about random things. Jordan doesn't really talk to me much, but Maia likes having another girl to hang out with. Alec's mother welcomed me with open arms and his father is barely around but I'm ok with that.

The past month has been rough for me because I have had the flu. I have been throwing up every morning. Been getting nauseous and not hungry when Maryse makes certain foods. And on top of it all my period is late. I have no idea if I'm pregnant but I don't' want to get Alec's hopes up.

Right now I have my head in the toilet for the one hundredth time this month. I feel Alec's hands rubbing my back. Once I'm done, I flush the toilet. I sit up and lean back into Alec's chest.

"You are going to the doctor this afternoon. Magnus' friend Catarina is a nurse at the hospital. I want you to go there and see what is wrong. You should not have the flu for an entire month." Alec says.

"Ok. I'll go and take Izzy and Maia with me." I say.

We get off the bathroom floor and get ready for today. I leave the Institute with Izzy and Maia and go to the hospital for my appointment. We sit in the waiting room for Catarina. Catarina calls my name and we stand up.

"Alec's words did you no justice. You're prettier than he described." Catarina says.

I smile and follow her into an examination room. She takes a blood sample and a urine sample. Once she has both, she says "I'm going to run a few tests and I'll come back with the results."

She leaves the room and I start freaking out. If I'm pregnant then that's good but we are not prepared to have a kid. I take a few deep breaths to calm myself down. Izzy comes over to the examination table and takes my hands.

"We will be by your side with whatever happens." she says.

I nod. I'm absolutely terrified right now. I know that everything that has been going on with me points to pregnancy. I would have taken a test but I didn't want it to be a false positive.

Catarina comes back with a smile on her face and says "Congratulations Angela, you're pregnant."

I intake a breath and look at my hands. "Would you like me to do an ultrasound?"

"Yes please." I say.

I pull up my shirt and feel Catarina rub some sort of gel on my stomach and I feel a cold wand touch my skin. I turn towards the screen and see something that is the size of a peanut.

"Is that the baby?" I ask.

"Yes and it looks like you are three weeks pregnant. Would you like some pictures?" Catarina says with a smile.

"Yes, two please." I say.

I smile and wipe the silent tears that have been rolling down my face since she told me that I was pregnant. Catarina wipes the gel off my stomach and I pull my shirt down. I get off the examination table and walk over to Izzy. She gathers me in a hug and I start to cry happy tears.

"I'm having a baby Izzy. You're going to be an aunt." I say.

I let go of Izzy and turn to Catarina to get the pictures. I take the pictures and thank her. Maia, Izzy and I leave the hospital and drive back to the Institute. Once we get back to the Institute, I go straight to me and Alec's room. I have no idea how I'm going to tell Alec. I know he will be happy but we are not even ready to have kids. I sigh and lay down on top of the bed to take nap and calm down.

I wake up to the sound of something breaking. I sit up and see my husband picking up flowers off the floor. Around the flowers is broken glass and water. I stretch and sit on the edge of the bed.

"How was your day baby?" I ask.

"It was good. These are for you. I thought that you would want these since you've been sick all month." he says handing me a bouquet of roses.

I take the roses and smell them with a smile on my face. I sigh and I watch my husband clean up the water and the glass. I know that I should tell him but it doesn't seem like the right moment.

"So how was your doctor's appointment? What did the doctor say?" he asks while cleaning.

"The appointment was good." I say.

Once he's done cleaning, he kneels in front of me and asks "What's wrong?"

I take a deep breath and say "I'm pregnant."

He looks at me shocked and then picks me up and spins me around. He kisses me passionately and then kneels to the level of my stomach and kisses it. "Hi baby, this is your daddy. I'm so excited to meet you in a few months." he says.

He stands up and asks "Do you have any pictures?"

I go over to my purse and pull out the pictures. He looks at them and soon he has tears streaming down his face. He wipes them and says "We have to tell the family tonight. I'll go tell mom that we have news we need to tell the family and call everyone over for dinner."

He leaves the room and I sigh. I sit down on the bed and remember that Kyle is back in Los Angeles waiting for me. I know what I need to do but I'm not sure if I can do it. I walk over to the desk and pull out a pen and a sheet of paper. I sigh and write,

Dear Kyle,

I feel like a total coward for writing you this instead of telling you in person. I'm not going to tell you where I am because I know that you will come here and you will try and win me back. I writing to tell you to give up on the hopes of me ever coming back to you.

Alec and I are having a baby and I don't want you coming here and causing trouble. If you come here and cause trouble then you will be stressing me out and I know that stress isn't good for the baby. We have no idea if it is a boy or a girl but we are as happy as can be and we already love this child with our whole hearts.

I know that we talked about having kids as soon as we got married and I don't want you to think that I'm doing what we talked about with Alec. After my car accident, Alec told me that he didn't want to lose me and that life is short. He didn't want to wait a few years to have kids and neither did I.

I hope you find someone who is perfect for you.

Angela

I fold the letter in half and put it in an envelope. I write Kyles name on it and put the fire message rune on the envelope. Once the envelope is gone, I sit back and sigh. I smile and start to think about the baby. I can't wait to me him or her.

I stand up and walk over to the closet to get ready for dinner.

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