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Chapter 6: Lingering touch

-Izaya´s point of view-

God no-

Only softly a groan disrupted the peaceful silence in Izaya´s bedroom.

The raven had awoken, alone, the blanket pulled up to his hip as he sat in the bed, hands clutching his head in a frustrated manner.

It was a beautiful day actually, the sun sneaked into the room through a window located to his right. Izaya basically had the day free. Mostly because he thought he would be needing it for... well. Bed riddance to put it simply.

That was not needed-

And yet Izaya felt like he just awoke from a nightmare.

Shizu-chan.

And him.

Had sex.

Yesterday.

In this room-

He had to repeat it a couple times to himself to actually believe his own thoughts- but the very vivid memory of a certain blond kissing him, touching him and doing things to him he never thought he would do made him believe otherwise-

It was too vivid to even start and wonder whether it maybe could have been a dream.

The blond wasn´t there anymore.

The other side of his bed was empty just as any other day.

Izaya noticed so the moment he woke up- for a split second he expected Shizu-chan to sit on his bed, smoking without permission or something but he wasn´t.

He had probably fled fairly quickly, grabbed his things and left like that or at least Izaya thought something like that must have happened because...

Well- the raven himself had simply carelessly fallen asleep after their... Meeting.

Fallen Asleep.

Just like that.

Izaya wouldn´t mind if anyone slapped him for that. How could he be so stupid?

He could have at least thrown a knife after him before he left-

Or kicked him out! Spat some more insults or whatever- But no, he just fell asleep like a satisfied little whore god damnit-

… though he couldn´t exactly deny that he had indeed been satisfied-

A sigh left the raven´s lips as the thought struck his mind.

God damnit. He was not supposed to even think this way.

But there was no use denying it, not that he would ever tell anyone god no, but there wasn´t really any point in trying to deceive himself now was there?

He was good after all- nah scratch that, he was great. He had no idea why the heck Shizu-chan did that, nor where he had even learned how to have sex. He was a god damn monster. Izaya heavily doubted that Shizuo ever had a decent relationship with anyone not to mention sex.

So how the heck was he so good at it?!

Being the brutish monster he was it might as well be instinct that lead him on.

With a sigh Izaya let himself fall back into bed.

Seriously-

If it were just that.

Shizu-chan... was surprisingly gentle. It had really caught him completely off guard how docile the blond treated him- if anything he had expected hits, maybe even bites- he had expected the monster to be rough, just fuck him hard, maybe even tear him apart "accidentally"... and yet- none of that happened.

Somehow Izaya felt like re-deeming his impression of the brute.

It was only then that Izaya felt the soreness from his back.

Okay maybe Shizu-chan was still a monster- in aspects Izaya never had cared to consider though.

With a heavy sigh the raven dragged himself out of the bed. White sheets slithered off his skin down to the floor as his feet touched the ground. Groaning the raven noticed a sensation he very much hated-

That stupid idiot had actually come inside of him.

Annoying.

Grumbling and swearing the raven made his way over to his bathroom- the shower being his first destination. He shivered slightly as he let the ice cold water trickle down his body. It took a minute or two till the water started to warm up.

Stupid brute.

Almost violently he tossed the shampoo bottle to the ground before smearing himself up with the foam. Somehow he felt annoyed. Maybe even angry. He couldn´t really put a finger on the reason why though. He just did.

Letting his hand trail back to his ass he softly pushed a finger against his opening.

A soft tinge of soreness made itself noticeable as he slipped it inside. Well... no wonder with a rod as huge as that.

He was amazed he didn´t feel any pain during the actual thing to be honest. Quite the opposite...

Scolding himself for that sort of thought the raven let his forehead thud against the white tiled wall.

Seriously. He had to be in his stupid craving incubus mode still if he thought that way.

He was glad he didn´t suggest another round at least.

As much humiliation as he could take, there was a limit.

Trying to get everything out he curled his finger inside slightly-

That stupid idiot.

-and inserted it deeper.

A soft shudder ruptured through the raven.

Annoyed Izaya tried to ignore the stupid feeling and inserted another finger, wanting to get over with this quickly. He should just get cleaned and forget about this ridiculous thing.

And yet.

Moving his finger around inside him... he couldn´t help but feel some heat collect in his abdomen. Barely noticeable his finger tips curled into a loose fist as he leaned against the tiled wall, his other hand stilling inside of him.

A glare was sent to his lower regions that stirred without allowance.

Okay.

No.

He was not getting turned on by this.

No way in hell.

He was just cleaning alright, getting rid of that stupid brute´s cum in his ass. Turning the shower a tad cooler the raven ducked under, letting it splash down his black hair and back as he moved his hand again.

Softly, shifting, twisting those two fingers inside of him.

"I want to see your face when I put my dick inside of you-" A dark flush decorated the raven´s features as he recalled the statement Shizu-chan had made- the way Izaya had clutched the brute´s shirt, and held onto him when that huge thing slipped inside of him.

But also the way Shizu-chan had stopped and waited- even though it had been obvious as fuck that he just wanted to fuck him hard already. The slowness had only heightened Izaya´s senses.

Feeling a rather present errection call his attention the raven groaned in frustration.

Fuck this- now he was horny.

He might as well just get off and get this over with.

Maybe then he would be able to clear his head from this stupid occurrence.

Slowly he moved his two fingers, as his other hand curled around his errection. He pumped it up and down softly, easing the length into full hardness.

His eyes slipped shut and he pushed those fingers a bit deeper, nudging the inside of his walls. His hips pushed against the intruders, forcing them in deeper as the raven added a third- a soft moan escaping his lips.

Fuck-

The raven panted softly, letting his head rest against the cool tiles as he kept stroking the hot flesh thrusting against his own hand. If just he could hit that spot-

If he could reach far enough.

Shizu-chan did. Hell after he was done with the gentleness Shizu-chan had slammed into him, driving him to ecstasy. If he were here now he would slam him against the tiles and ravish him-

Softly the raven retracted the fingers almost slipping them outside completely. He would... tease him he bet. Letting the fingers circle, twist and shift he stimulated himself, feeling his member get harder.

He would... probably press him up against the wall. Hard.

With a soft thud the raven let his back lean against the cool tiles, slipping his eyes shut as he imagined the brute pressing him against the wall. Just like he did when he got him off in the alley- He would slip a leg between his thighs, press against him, and just kiss him while his hands played with his errection-

Thinking about the blond Izaya let his hand stroke his length faster-

And then he would shove the fingers in again-

He shifted, his hips bucking up as his fingers eagerly fucked him, shoving in to the second of knuckle before pulling back out. His knees shook softly as he moaned out loud finally striking something inside him that set his whole body on fire.

"Fuck-!" harder-

His hips bucked, pants becoming ragged as his fingers ravished his insides, slamming the digits inside of him repeatedly- Jabbing his fingers deeper once more the raven cried out in pleasure- his hand tightening around the shaft of his member as he came into the stream of water.

Jerking shivers travelled down his skin as the raven came down from his height.

Exhausted he let his legs buckle, softly sliding down the wall as he tried to catch his breath. Cold water fell down onto his heated skin, dripping from his hair into his face.

That was when it doomed on him.

Opening his eyes again he groaned in disbelieve-

He just-

Okay this was not true.

He did not just masturbate to Shizu-chan-

No.

God damnit-

He has had sex with that protozoan only one single time for fucks sake!

He was dreaming alright. Too much stress from work yeah.

That had to be it.

Getting up the raven resumed his shower.

It was just some sort of stupid aftereffect because of his stupid genes.

End of the story.

Stepping out of the shower he quickly grabbed a towel throwing it over his head as he ruffled through his raven strains.

It was only then that his vibrating phone caught his attention.

He didn´t check on his humans today yet, did he?

Relieved that he could distract himself from this current messed up situation he fetched the all too familiar device. Almost instantly he was flooded with the news.

They were talking about it everywhere.

Shizu-chan almost having killed some guy at a bar.

Almost flying Izaya´s eyes trailed over the screen taking in the information. It was only when he read a very familiar name that Izaya´s blinked in surprise as well as a hint of disbelieve.

Shizu-chan- had beat Hachiro up?

That Hachiro?

The Hachiro that he always met up with?

...

Why?

Confusion took over the raven´s mind as he read on.

Apparently Shizu-chan had smashed a glass into his face as well as thrown him through the bar- the shards were stuck in his skin and he was hospitalized. There was a risk of the guy not being able to see again since a shard got into his eye-

What the-

...

What the hell happened there?

From what Shizu-chan had said yesterday he had already figured that they somehow talked to each other- but he even beat him up?

...

Why?

It didn´t make any sense.

"You won´t see that guy again."

"I will take his place."

A droplet fell from his hair tips, running down his phone´s screen as he remembered Shizu-chan saying that the day before.

No way-

...

Shizu-chan had said he would take his place, he said he would do this now- Izaya thought he was just drunk and maybe plain horny but now, seeing what he did before that...

He thought it was just an opportunity to escape that guy for one week only.

After all there was no way Shizu-chan would continue this sort of thing in a sober state.

...

Had he... actually been serious?

-Shizuo´s point of view. In Ikebukuro.-

"... you are so calm today, did something happen?"

Oh yes.

"... not really."

Something did happen alright.

He was walking down the streets with Tom. It was early morning and they were on their way to collect some more depts. Or rather, to remind those people to pay off finally-

Calm, huh? Odd that Tom saw it that way because actually Shizuo was anything but calm at the moment.

He had sex with Izaya.

And he got a fucking hangover.

As if it hadn´t been odd enough that he actually got him off to keep him from disappearing- he has had real sex with him.

While he was drunk-

When he woke up in his own bed at home he seriously had to think really hard about whether that was a dream or if he really just went over to the flea´s place to-...

Oh god.

One might think he forgot everything he did since he was drunk off his ass, but no. It was almost the opposite, every detail of that night seemed to have burned itself into his mind-

He had no idea what the hell he had been thinking.

Fuck.

The things he said- the things he did-

"You want to tell me that´s what you want?"

"I'm not going to do this your damn way Izaya,"

"You really want me to leave? Want to search for the hospital that asshole got sent to? Really?"

"I want to hear a yes or no."

... fuck.

... he sort of promised Izaya. What the hell did he think?

Just because of that guy?

He still despised the asshole that hurt Izaya.

The guy still made his blood boil, nothing changed about that.

Just remembering how he said he made him cry made his blood boil for some reason.

He couldn´t imagine what it had to take to make Izaya actually cry-

To beg... to stop.

An image popped up in his mind.

An image of Izaya on a bed. Forced on all fours.

That asshole holding him down.

And Izaya glancing back. His head forced into the mattress, hair covering his face partly and tears filling his eyes-

Startled Tom jumped when a loud sound erupted next to him- Only upon turning towards the source he recognized it as the noise of a tree that was breaking in half from one of Shizuo´s punches.

The blond was obviously fuming.

"... Shizuo?" Tugging a cigarette out of his pocket the blond turned towards him, continuing to walk besides the man.

"That tree annoyed me." It was the only sort of explanation Shizuo gave as he just continued walking quietly.

Seriously.

Sometimes Tom felt as if he were walking next to a ticking time bomb.

Jut with the difference that someone could actually defuse a time bomb while Shizuo would simply explode when triggered-

Shizuo really was behaving weird today he was so quiet- well more quiet that usual. Yet it seemed like he was in a pissed mood, he didn´t beat up anyone yet though. and before when a couple guys passed him, calling and challenging him, he didn´t even seem to notice.

Intimidating as he was the guys scrammed, taking the silence as a silent death threat.

It was really odd.

Just what happened?

"Hey, Shizu-chan~" Almost horrified upon hearing the all too familiar nickname being called he looked ahead, facing no one other but Orihara Izaya.

Well shit-

He didn´t even have to face Shizuo to know what would happen now.

"Izayaaa-" taking a step away the man distanced himself from the fighting scene. He could pass on getting dragged into the fight accidentally thank you very much.

Izaya, however, didn´t throw any knifes at the blond.

No, instead he just stood there, seemingly waiting as Shizuo approached him. It was only when he was just a few steps away anymore that the raven spoke up once more.

"I´m not here to fight, can we talk for a second?"

Gaping Tom took the scene in.

... talk?

That obviously had to be some sort of new trick right? But no.

Noticeably calming down the blond stopped in front of the raven. He took a deep breath from his cigarette- was he trying to calm down?

"Sure."

... sure?

What-

"Tom-san, I will be right back."

- and with that the two... just walked away?!

Okay now it was sure.

The world was ending.

-Shizuo´s point of view. In an alley not far away.-

Suspicious the blond followed the flea. He had honestly no idea what he was plotting now or what he even wanted- well he did have one idea though what it might be.

"If you want to complain about yesterday-" he started, already getting a bit angry, since that was probably what this was about- but the raven interrupted him.

"No, I have a question." Blinking the blond tilted his head slightly.

A question?

"... shoot it." A short span of silence followed.

"When you said you would take his place," he started, not once breaking eye contact, "what exactly did you mean?"

Shizu-chan had obviously been drunk and Izaya heavily doubted he would still offer the same thing at this point in time. He wanted to know what in the world the brute had been thinking-

"You kind of busted that guy up from what heard and he is in hospital now," he continued narrating what he read online, "so meeting up with him anytime soon won´t be easy to-"

"I thought I told you won´t meet that guy again," the blond interrupted with a growl so low Izaya almost thought he was mad.

"Indeed, you did," he mumbled, fairly surprised that the blond didn´t seem to deny what happened at all. To be completely honest he would have thought Shizu-chan would deny remembering what happened no matter whether he did or not.

"I hate that asshole." A low growl was to be heard as the blond muttered that, more to himself than to the flea. Thinking about the guy just made his blood boil for no reason.

"I wonder why," the raven murmured in return, "and about what you said-"

"I´m still going to replace him if that´s what you are going on about." Izaya blinked, fairly surprised by Shizu-chan´s words.

"... you don´t actually mean that right?" There was no way Shizu-chan would actually do this sort of thing, no way- even if he was a half as well and knew more about this issue than Izaya thought, there was just no way he would agree to this sort of agreement.

"I actually do."

"You do know that this is kind of a frequent thing right?" the raven questioned, arms crossed, coat wrapping around his hips a bit more.

Sex, huh?

With Shizu-chan. Repeatedly. Voluntarily.

"Yeah, I´m not stupid. Just tell me when," the blond groaned, already getting fed up with this conversation obviously.

"You ask me when-" Shizu-chan was going to touch him again, see him naked- even though that already happened yesterday it was still rather hard to imagine that sort of thing, not even speaking about how they would actually start-

"Don´t care, just come if you need anything." The raven snorted at that kind of half assed response.

"Any time? Wouldn't that be inconvenient?"

"I bet you already have some sort of schedule in mind, don´t you?"

Indeed.

Incubus needed sex at least once a week.

...

As far as it only concerned not disappearing.

That was the minimum.

He would be full with energy on Monday. Tuesday would be awesome too- Wednesday he would start feeling tired.

Thursday a feeling of physical exhaustion made itself noticeable.

Friday he was getting headaches. And on Saturdays he would feel like he was about to die- and that till Sunday the "appointment."

And now there was Shizu-chan...

...

...

So-

Shoving everything aside- solely hypothetically speaking- it would make most sense to avoid all of these... deprived side effects and just have sex every second day-

Hypothetically.

This was Shizu-chan.

And seeing how he might get mad he could stop keeping his promise out of nowhere.

So hypothetically-

That option would be wise-

Right. It was the most logical thing.

"So, when do we meet up and stuff?" the blond repeated, taking another drag of his cancer stick.

"Every second day." Only to almost choke on it at the answer he received.

Every-

"Seriously?" he questioned for a second, thinking the flea was just teasing him, but no, his expression was too serious for it to have been a joke.

"... actually yes. If you are still up for it that is. Hachiro is still in hospital so-" Shizuo felt a vein pop on his forehead as the raven mentioned that name.

"Don´t talk about that shithead. I will do it."

Why did Shizuo seem so angry? It´s like he hated this as much as Izaya did and yet he kept insisting. Why did he even hate that guy? Did he know him from somewhere or something?

Beat him up before?

Honestly Izaya had no idea.

But either way- they had a deal now.

... they were going to fuck.

Every second day.

"This is seriously awkward," the raven mumbled aloud only to have the blond nod in agreement.

"You don´t say." Way too awkward for Izaya´s taste.

Skipping away the raven pulled a couple knives out of his coats pocket, pointing the blades at Shizu-chan.

"Come on throw something at me so I can run away," he stated, waiting for the brute to do something, but instead of grabbing the nearest sign he just shrugged.

"Not in the mood. I will kill you next time."

And with that he simply turned around- "See ya."

And went away.

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End of chapter 6 C:

so this week I got sick as fuck x'D I rushed this chapter sort of x'D I do hope it doesn´t show in my writing tho ;A;

Unknown: Aww thank you x'D

Guest 2: of course it is haha xD of course Shizuo waited C: he is a gentle-monster after all xD hehe that bastard deserves losing his eye sight in one eye hehe Actually I was thinking of making Izaya become afraid but then I thought I would save that up for some special occasion later on xD awwww thank you ;/; -blushes- it´s been a while since I wrote real smut- I´m rusty x'DD I also hope this lil smut in here wasn´t awkward or weird or gah I don't know ;-; It kinda didn´t turn out like I expected it too now I´m an anxious cookie about it- x'D

About the other updates, "Survival of the doomed" and "The wish to disappear." Those will be coming tomorrow! C: For sure xD Sorry I just lost so much time being sick I just didn´t get them done in time -sobs-

But tomorrow you will get them! C: 3

See you on Sunday the 30th C:~!

BTW PEOPLE

Do request some smutty shit~! xDD If you want some sort of special kink or scene to appear- well then you can feel free to request it x'D they are going to have sex quite a lot in here so- x'DDD everyone will get what he wants x'DD