Jennie

I'm late. I couldn't sleep last night and only ended up falling asleep three hours ago. I kept thinking about Lisa and the things we did at the cabin, the way the weekend ended and how I wish things were different. Just thinking about the way she kissed me turns me on, and thinking about the look on her face when I told her to forget what happened tears me apart. Then there's Rosé and the things she said to me. I can't even fault her for asking me what she did.

Lisa is standing in front of her car and looks up when I walk out. Her eyes roam over my hair and my outfit before she looks away. I wore an extra tight top and paired it with a tight skirt that makes my ass look amazing. I'm surprised when she doesn't check me out.

Instead, she gets into the car, ignoring me. I'm startled and suddenly feel unsettled. She's being weird. I open the passenger door and she shakes her head as I'm about to get in.

"Just sit in the back with Rosé."

She looks back at the steering wheel and starts the car.

"I thought you said you don't like feeling like you're our driver," I say.

Lisa huffs. "What's the point in pretending like I'm not? That's exactly what I am to you two, right? A driver. Would you be in my car every morning otherwise? Just get in the back, Jennie."

I tense and look at Rosé with wide eyes before getting in the back seat. She frowns and shakes her head — looks like she doesn't know what's up with her either. Lisa drives us to school in silence.

"What's going on?" Rosé asks, her brows scrunched up. Lisa tightens her grip on the steering wheel.

"This is what you wanted, isn't it, Rosé? You wanted Jennie and I to stop fighting. We have."

Rosé rolls her eyes. "Thank god, no more daily arguments about who gets to sit in the front. Can't believe it took you this long to give in," she mutters. Lisa looks at her in the rear-view mirror and nods.

"Yep. Let's just pretend it never happened," she says.

I bite down on my lip and look out the window. I don't like the way she's behaving, but I can't fault her for it either. She isn't doing anything I can actually complain about. She's just being... off.

She parks her car when we get to school and rushes off without us. Usually she'd walk us to class and ask about our plans for the day. Rosé looks as startled as I do.

I watch as Gemma intercepts her when she reaches the entrance. She's in her class and she clearly has a thing for Lisa . I hate that she smiles at her so brightly when she didn't so much as look at me today. She touches her arm as they talk and the way she pushes her breasts out for her annoys me. Lisa's eyes drop to her chest and jealousy twists my stomach. Her breasts are far bigger than mine and the low-cut top she's wearing showcases them perfectly. Even I can't deny that Gemma is beautiful. She flirts with Lisa endlessly, and Lisa lets her. I didn't realize until today that I've never actually seen her flirt with anyone. I've heard rumors, but I've never witnessed it myself. She's always kept a polite distance from the girls at school if Rosé and I were present.

Lisa moves closer to her and Gemma looks up at her seductively. I bite down on my lip hard and walk past them, trying my best to pretend like I don't care when my heart is shattering. Rosé glances at me but doesn't say a thing. I know I wasn't very subtle, but she seems to think my jealousy might just be a bad mood. She's right and I cannot go there with Lisa, but I didn't think it'd hurt so much to see her with someone else.

I'm pissed off during class. My mind keeps replaying the scene I witnessed this morning. The way she looked at her chest and the way she touched her arm. How close they stood to each other. If that's how she discusses school projects, then it's no wonder there are so many rumors about her. I somehow thought that what happened at the cabin was special to both of us, but now I'm wondering if I'm just another girl she's hooked up with.

"You've been quiet all morning. What's wrong?" Rosé asks. I follow her to the cafeteria and shake my head.

"It's nothing. I couldn't sleep last night, I'm so exhausted," I reply. It isn't a lie, but it isn't the whole truth either. I hate having to keep things from Rosé, but I can't tell her I hooked up with her sister . Not after what she said to me at the cabin.

Rosé freezes when we search for a table, our trays in hand. Her eyes zero in on Lisa and Jaehyun's table. They're notorious for always having lunch together and not wanting to socialize with anyone else, but today there are two girls sitting with them. I recognize Gemma, and I think the other girl is Chloe. Just like this morning, Lisa and Gemma are totally absorbed in each other. Much to my surprise, Jaehyun seems to be talking to Chloe. I rarely see him with girls. He's usually as unapproachable as Lisa.

Rosé walks towards their table with a grave expression on her face and slams her tray down with force, some of her food going flying. I look at her with wide eyes. She drags a chair over from another table and sits down. I stand there, completely thrown. Eventually I snap out of it and join Rosé at the table.

Lisa looks up at Rosé with raised brows and she freezes. Lisa frowns and looks at her through narrowed eyes, but then she ignores her behavior and turns back to Gemma. She doesn't even glance at me.

"What is this?" Rosé asks. "A double date?"

She sounds angry and her eyes are flashing dangerously. I stare at her and then at Jaehyun. Is she jealous? I've suspected that she's had a crush on Jaehyun for some time now, but this looks like it might be more than a crush. I can't quite figure out what's going on, but the way she glances at Chloe even makes me shrink away. Rosé is just like Helen. She doesn't get mad often, but when she does she's goes from 0 to 100 in ten seconds flat.

Jaehyun flinches when Chloe's eyes light up, and she leans into him. Her breasts brush against his arm and he looks away, embarrassed. Rosé's anger peaks and I shake my head. If she's trying to keep her crush a secret, then she isn't doing a very good job. At this rate, she definitely won't be able to keep it from Lisa, which I'm sure she's been trying to.

Or maybe she can. I glance at Lisa, but she hasn't taken her eyes off Gemma once. My heart aches when she smiles at her. Gemma leans into her and whispers into her ear, and she grins roguishly. I don't even want to imagine what she said to Lisa .

I take a bite of my food, but it tastes like cardboard. I sigh and push it away. I'm not hungry anyway. Gemma finally looks at me, as though she only just noticed I was there. She smiles at me sweetly.

"Ah, you're Jennie, right? The pranks you and Lisa pull on each other are hilarious. I'm always anxiously awaiting what you two will do next. You seem really close," she says. Her smile wavers at those last words, as though she's wondering just how close we are.

Lisa shrugs and answers the unspoken question. "We're not that close. She's just my little sister's nuisance of a best friend. Do you really think we'd be doing the shit we do if we even remotely liked each other?"

I stare at her with wide eyes. What? We're not close? I don't think we could've gotten any closer last weekend. And I'm a nuisance?

I bite down on my lip harshly to keep my emotions in check and look down at my tray. Even when our little war was at its height, I always considered us to be friends. Did she always see me as Rosé's friend instead of her own?

I try my best to smile at Gemma and nod. "Yeah, she's right. We're not that close. I'm just her sister's bestie. You two look cute together, by the way."

She looks relieved and smiles up at Lisa with glowing eyes, but Lisa's looking at me. She looks dismayed to hear me confirm her words.

I smile politely at them and rise. "Excuse me, I'm not really hungry and I have some homework to finish anyway," I say. I grab my bag and rush away, barely able to keep my tears at bay. Rosé is so wrapped up in Jaehyun that she doesn't even notice me leave.