Best Day of My Life
Smut Alert on this one
The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in
Sam sat with his friends, Artie, Blaine and Kurt in the diner, they'd met there every Thursday since Mercy and then Brittany had joined them in New York just over eight months ago. He was still on his high about Mercy agreeing that whatever it was that was happening between them was worth exploring. She'd spent three months away in LA before running back to their pad in New York, just before the lease was due to run out, confessing she'd made a mistake in song, how could he resist. He'd long got over that no sex wobble he had when they first decided their fate and after her return, they'd quickly become a serious couple.
Artie had messed about for a while he hadn't learned his lesson on that front, but after Brittany came back on the scene, he couldn't resist how she reeled him in, after she proved to him that she had genuinely come to terms with the end of her relationship with Santana, they both confessed they were ready for a new beginning. He'd thought nothing of bragging at one of their Thursday meet up two weeks later, that the sex wasn't as he'd remembered it, but better. Britt had been staying with Mercy and Sam initially but after the announcement she moved into his place not far from where Mercy and Sam lived.
Blaine and Kurt were always working something out, amazingly they were still in jealous mode, and the professional competition thing they had going on didn't help. To add to that they were still on the back end of that garlic and hot sauce cocktail concoction, they were both on it now, jogging like it was going out of fashion, morning, noon, and night. They were doing shows with June Dolloway, a one season show was turning into a yearlong fest and yes, they were fighting for stage time on that one, but the love was real.
Rachel had fully engrossed herself in being the best Fanny Brice there ever was, a few months ago Jessie had turned up, out the blue, to see the show one night and swept her away. At first Blaine, Kurt, and Rachel were all pent up in that apartment, although Rachel had quickly become parttime in the place, then one day she announced she was moving across town to live with Jessie. It seemed like they became a thing overnight; nevertheless, they all thought it was good that she was getting over Finn, in one sense, but sad that their brother was drifting into the past, they'd had lots of Thursday conversations about that.
"Dude" Artie pointed at Blaine's concoction "I think I need two of those"
"What's up?" Blaine looked at him suspiciously
"I'm not complaining, and in no way do I need it to stop, but hell, Britt can go, I mean, I wake up drained every damn morning"
"That's not fair, we said we wouldn't talk about that kind of stuff while Sam was here, we know their situation" Kurt reminded him
"It's cool" Sam waved his hand in the air brushing the conversation off as he laughed, his mind was on the events of last night
Flashback
Our story was no secret, everyone knew we were together in every way except the way that mattered to a healthy nineteen-year-old boy back then, and yes, we were the butt of everyone's jokes for a while, but as our relationship grew into something they all quietened down and respected where we were. Mercy had long stopped looking at me like I was still a boy, I'd taken on so much responsibility in our home and with my career, I was a man in every sense of the word, everything seemed to fall into place once we decided who we were together.
It was Kurt's birthday yesterday, so we all went out for a meal, Rachel managed to turn up with a massive bee in her bonnet about her understudy, so we listened to that for the first half of the night, thankfully Kurt knew how to manage her, so he got the last part of the evening. There was nothing special about the night it was like any other, restaurant, mocktails, fruit cakes, laughs, but there was something in Mercy's eyes every time she looked at me, which was a lot, it felt like she was feeling insecure about something, but as far as I could make out there were no threats around us, so I was puzzled.
Home for us was our chill place, food, coffee, cuddles, light petting, conversation, anything she was comfortable with, I knew from our earlier conversations that Mercy was all hung up on me not being a virgin, scared she wasn't going to do it right, or I'd measure her against the ones that had gone before. So, no matter how many times I told her that being with her was going to be something new for me too, she wasn't having it. Her thoughts were a definite block in moving our relationship forward, it didn't make us bad, or wrong, just different, more intense in other ways to be honest.
I wouldn't have called myself jealous or possessive, she was a free spirit and I loved that about her, there was no need for those negative vibes in our relationship, we knew we were committed, but I fiercely defended her against anybody and she me, paper couldn't get between us. Prior to settling down with Mercy I'd had two so called serious relationships, both girls weren't virgins when we got together, maybe that was something else that made me cling to Mercy, the thought of having someone that knew no one else but me in that way. Whatever it was I knew for sure I was in love deeper, stronger, and surer than I'd ever been before, and somehow that had turned me into this guy that had to feel loved before anything else could happen between a girl and me, which made it so much easier to be faithful to Mercy.
I could go on forever about the many parts to our relationship and still I don't think anyone outside of it would understand the depths of our love, but I digress, back to last night.
End of Flashback
"Mercy looked hot last night" Blaine looked at Sam smiling
"Yeah" Sam smiled, shaking his head to get back in the room "She always looks hot" he shrugged his shoulder proudly
"Word" Artie nodded, knocking fists with Sam
"Is she alright?" Kurt asked concerned "I mean, she seemed a little distant last night"
"Work" Sam assured him "It was good seeing Rachel last night" he changed the subject fast
"Note Jessie St not, didn't show his face" Blaine snapped
"What is it between you and that guy?" Artie asked
"Nothing" Blaine's head popped up from his drink "It's just that, we came here to be together and well..."
"She left us" Kurt added "And I for one I'm cool with that, small bites of that one I can manage, but last night twenty-four sevens again, no thank you"
"I think we all hear that" Artie added "But we did have a dream when we came out here and we were all in it"
"You mean she defected?" Sam laughed "We always knew Rachel's dreams were bigger than us, bigger than Rachel"
"We did" Kurt agreed "Not that I want to get back on your bedroom romance or anything like that, but how are Britt and you doing?" he asked Artie
"Good, honestly dude, she's focused on her dance classes, loves New York, she's planning our future, which is what I've always wanted to hear from her so, yeah, we're good" he laughed "Finally a week without drama"
"And you two?" Sam looked at Blaine
"Good" Blaine nodded looking at Kurt "Would you agree?"
"We're good" Kurt smiled at him before going in for a kiss, watching that brought back memories of last night for Sam, a night he wasn't about to forget
Flashback
We dropped Artie and Britt home, and made our way up the front stairs as usual, but she turned to kiss me at the door, holding hands, smiling, hugging even she was alright with in public, but kissing, especially the way she had just then wasn't her thing, I checked her, but figured our make out session was on the cards big time, so I opened the door for us to get in.
"Coffee?" I asked walking towards the kitchen; aware she was watching me "You alright?" I turned to ask
"Yeah, fine" she flicked her hair off her shoulder and smiled again "Or we could just go upstairs
"We could" I diverted and went back to the couch, grabbed her hand and led her upstairs, our bed dominated the room, it was one of those king-sized, black stain wooden framed, beds with the TV raising at the foot of it, mattress the lap of luxury, and plush cushions all over it, our black and white heaven. The dresser was small but there was a full-sized dressing room next door, she hadn't used it for her wigs, as she'd originally suggested
"We're alright, aren't we?" she turned to look at me asking
"Yeah, why wouldn't we be?" I walked towards her concerned "Has something happened?"
"No" she smiled "Not yet anyway"
"I can make that happen" I pulled her chin up for her lips to meet mine, she smiled and kissed me back "I can so make that happen" I pulled her in and kissed her deeper.
No matter what we were doing she'd always felt more comfortable on our bed, so I wasted no time getting her there. She was kissing me differently; I didn't feel her lips tense when my tongue pushed past them to get into her mouth. She usually tensed because she knew at times, I had no control, I was so hard I'd practically beg for it, and be mad about not getting it for a few hours, but tonight wasn't one of those nights for me, but maybe it was for her, I pulled her close and kissed her deeper
Kissing for us was sex, our mouths would do what her body wouldn't allow, but tonight she was taking the lead, letting me know what she wanted, and for me that was sexy as hell, immediately I was so hard it hurt, but this was Mercy, and I knew her well, so I kept things under control. She could feel me against her stomach I know she could, I could feel her hard nipples pressing against my chest, I reach for one of them and played with it, as usual over her clothes which tonight happened to be a silk blouse.
Her hands didn't cover mine like they usually did in fact they relaxed at her sides, giving me permission to do what I wanted, I didn't ask, I remembered her saying, if I gave her time to think about it, she's say no, my fingers magically worked the few buttons open and I was rubbing against her bra, still no resistance, her mouth was still leading me. I reached under her bra and eased her breast out, pushing my tongue deeper into her mouth forcing her tongue to play with mine, surprised again when she let me
Suddenly she grabbed my hand and moved it down her body "Are you sure?" I asked praying for a yes
"Babe" she rolled her eyes at me and smiled
I attacked her lips knowing the answer, I lifted her skirt and moved my hand slowly up her thigh until it was firmly between her legs, she was wet, hot, and moaning, I remember gasping at the shiver that ran through my body when she spread her legs at my touch, I couldn't believe this was it, it was going to happen for us. I remember stopping for a second wondering what did I do to deserve this, what did I do different, what was the key, but she moaned again, and I lost that thread.
I dared to travel further than we ever had when I pushed her panties aside and slipped my fingers inside her she moaned and push hard against my hand wanting more, I was conscious that the slightest wrong move could change the wind of this, we'd never got this far before, but I also knew it didn't take much for her wind to change. I worked my girl's body like I'd never worked a body before, my mouth and fingers went everywhere she'd let them, just as she was about to explode, I stopped, I'd already busted loose in my pants with the excitement I needed to slow things down, give myself time.
End of Flashback
"Dude" Artie clicked his fingers in Sam's face "Where are you today?"
"Thinking about this new job offer"
"What; can you choose jobs now?" Blaine asked surprised
"No" he moaned "It's a job with Charlie"
"The Charlie Darling?" Kurt asked shocked "You're not considering it?"
"It's a job, I have commitments"
"So, you haven't told Mercy?" Artie asked
"No" he sighed "And this is not the right time"
"We're talking Charlie Darling here, when do you think the right time is going to be?" Blaine asked
"It's not, I'm not taking the job" Sam announced, "But I'm going to tell her I was offered, when I find something else" he looked around the table "Which is where you guys come in"
"I'm not lying to diva" Kurt warned him
"I'm not asking anybody to lie, I don't lie to her either" Sam tod him
"Except when you don't tell her about secret meetings with Ms Darling?" Artie asked
"There were no secret meetings" Sam assured him "It was an email, which I haven't answered yet"
"So, where do we come in?" Blaine asked
"I thought you could hand copies of my portfolio to your contacts, see if anything comes back, I've still got about a month with this contract I'm doing now, but I always like something in the bag"
"Sure" Blaine smiled
"But you do know Ms Darling will come knocking again?" Artie asked
"One thing I do know is that Mercy's looking for any excuse to knock her out" Sam laughed "And I'm not interested"
"You guys' barely survived Ms Darling the last time" Kurt reminded him
"I know" Sam frowned "But we're in a better place believe it or not" he was bursting to tell them what that better place was, but the thought of Mercy never forgiving him stopped him "Thank you" he smiled at the person handing him his coffee, before smiling to himself at those words being said in a completely different context this morning.
Flashback
"Why have you stopped?" she looked at me shocked, and embarrassed
"I need you to know I love you"
"I love you" she smiled grabbing my hair to pull me back in
I was hard again; our tongues spoke their language as she allowed my fingers to do what they wanted to her body, her moans still telling me she was agreeing with everything. Our mouths stopped but my hands were still touching her body, I pushed myself up and onto my knees, so I was looking down at her, her skirt at her waist, her blouse wide open, her legs apart, she was ready
"Just let me take this off" she pulled herself up and started taking her blouse and bra off, I watched for a while, my fingers doing their work, still waiting for the tease to end, but if didn't she unzipped her skirt, and I knew she wasn't joking. I started to strip, as slowly as I could, which wasn't slow enough. Our eyes didn't leave each other for a second as we took in every second of our first time together.
I helped her with her panties., rolled them down her thighs, kissing them all the way back up, her body trembled, I'd like to think it was with anticipation, we'd talked about this before, she knew what I liked, she moaned when I hit the spot. I was like a hungry hound, wanting her to feel the depth of my love, receive the pleasure I love to give, and she was howling with extasy as my tongue and fingers brought her to new heights.
As she came down from her second shudder, she grabbed hold of me, it was my turn to moan, touching me like that wasn't something that had ever happened before, she'd felt me against her skin, over our clothes, and seen me in the bathroom, but touching, never, I jumped so hard I was wondering if I'd finished before she'd started. Before I could finish that thought I was in her mouth, shocked, horny, loved, I felt them all at the same time, it was better than I'd ever imagined it would be. I looked down at her sucking on me, I couldn't even smile at her eyes piercing into me, I was in a moment.
I remember feeling almost embarrassed at one point, when she stopped sucking on me, and looked at me properly for the first time, she was flushed and breathing hard, like she was scared for what was coming "Is that...?" she asked
"We'll take it as slow as you need to" I assured her
"I'm ready" she whispered that, but her words filled the room
I knelt watching as her head hit the pillows again, her legs flopped either side of me, her core exposed in a way it had never been before, I grabbed a condom from the bedside table, smiling as she watched me put it on, I leaned in and looked into her eyes, this was definitely the very last point at which no was an option. She wiggled under me as if settling in to take me on, and smiled, making me feel we were both ready, I rubbed myself up and down her wet hot core a few times until I found where I needed to be, and then without hesitation I was in.
End of Flashback
"Dude, I swear you're someplace else today, what's up?" Blaine sat across the dining table from Sam asking
"Nothing, I'm good, just got a lot on"
"Charlie Darling is a lot, granted" Kurt added
"Not that, Mercy's away for four days next week, I'm due to be in LA for the week after that, it's going to be a rough couple of weeks"
"I know how you feel, Britt's got that dance fest in three weeks, two whole weeks she'll be away" Artie shrugged his shoulder "But I've got enough to fill my days, it's my nights I worry about"
"You scared you're going to be unfaithful?" Kurt asked
"No, nothing like that" Artie laughed "It's getting Sam to get me up his stairs every night, to keep me company" he laughed harder
"I'll come to yours" Sam laughed his mind slipping back to the kiss Mercy and he had shared on those steps this morning, anyone watching would have guessed what their night was about last night
Flashback
Her gasp opened my eyes I looked down at her, eyes closed, half smile on her face, coupled with a wince of pain, I leaned in and kissed her, her eyes sprung open, and her arms wrapped around my neck "Hurt?" I asked
"No" she looked into my eyes again, as I watched a tear well up and roll down the side of her face to her ear "I'm not a virgin anymore" she bit her top lip as if she was pleased with herself
She was much tighter than I'd imagined, it felt like she was pulling me in and pushing me out allowing me to feel every part of her inside, hot, wet, tight, new, first, everything flashed through my mind sending adrenalin straight to where I needed it right then. I let her feel my full weight as I grabbed the bed and forced myself deeper, pushing past her resisting walls, she made a noise, I don't recall what it was I was making my own "Fuck Mercy" I gasped for the lack of anything else to describe the feeling.
I think she thought I meant for her to fuck, because she started moving underneath me, thrusting her hips against me, panting, breathing heavy, moaning, "Yes" we both yelled at the same time
"Sam" she grabbed my head and pulled it off her chest to look at me "I love you" she held my head between her hands telling me
"Fuck" I slammed the pillow behind her, I'd done it often enough to know I was near my end, she was swelling around me the ridges inside her becoming more prominent, it was too much "I'm cum.." I closed my eyes disappointed with myself
"Babe" she shook my head, my eyes opened, and I looked into her eyes as I emptied into the condom "I love you"
"I love you" I smiled, she wasn't disappointment in me, she loved me, flaws and all "Sorry" I collapsed on her totally sprung.
"Why, didn't you want that to happen?"
"Yeah, I mean it being so quick"
"Was it?" she asked
"I could say something really wrong to make myself look good here" I laughed "But yeah that was quick" I rolled off her and took the condom off, checked to see it wasn't broken and threw it in the bin by the bed. I wasn't happy with my performance, I'd left my girl high and dry, so I turned, grabbed hold of her nipple with my mouth and let my hands do some work.
I smiled at seeing and feeling her like no other person on earth had, this was different, intense, pure unadulterated love, and I was sure I'd never feel like this with anyone else ever. Someone giving me something so precious made me feel special, privileged, honoured even, that she waited for a dork like me to share it with. I paid attention as her face went through her emotions from feels nice, to more, and finally her mouth opened, her eyes squeezed closed and there it was, there I was, there we were Mr and Mrs Sam Evans. I'd dreamt about it since high school, mentioned it when she'd visited New York earlier this year, but now I knew it was inevitable.
"You said it wasn't better than horseback riding?" she opened her eyes smiling at me "You have got to be kidding me"
"At the time I was a virgin to love making" I laughed at my shameful honesty
"So" she looked at me teasingly "Now we're not virgins anymore, you think we could try some of those positions I've heard about?"
"Now I'm really a virgin, because I've never experimented like that before" I admitted
"We can learn together" she lifted my chin and kissed my lips
"Insatiable Mercy" I laughed attempting to roll on top of her
"No" she pushed me off "Anything but missionary"
"Okay" I got ready to get my freak on
End of flashback
"Let's not waste our brunch talking about everyday things" Kurt suggested
"Let me guess" Sam laughed
"So did you?" Blaine asked looking at Kurt rolling his eyes
"Yes, I did, I just didn't say yesterday because it was Kurt's day" Sam told him "But yeah, tickets are brought, we're going to the game"
"Great" Blaine rubbed his hands together
Excluding Kurt, they all loved football, but after last night Sam knew, he was going to find it hard spending his spare time anywhere else but in bed with his girl, dilemma was, he didn't know how he was going to explain that to the guys, especially as the whole thing was his idea.
"Talking about game, is anyone coming to the show tonight?" Kurt asked
"That's not a game" Blaine frowned
"As usual, you guys aren't interested in my game, but you expect me to sit and listen to you go on about your game"
"No" Blaine grabbed his hand
"Come on guys" Artie laughed "We're all coming Kurt, it's Thursday"
"Reminds me of our performances at school" Sam laughed "Only more professional of course" he got in before Kurt could snap his head off
"Favourite performance and why?" Blaine asked
"Light it up tonight of course" Sam smiled
"That one was good for me too" Artie agreed
"That mashup fly, I believe I can fly, that was a mashup above all mashups" Kurt "Diva kicked that off"
"She sure did" Sam laughed "Each and every time, that's my girl" his mind went back again
Flashback
So, we were getting our freak on, legs up in the air, legs resting on my shoulders, on her knees, me on my back, standing up, sitting down, she sucked on me, I licked on her, we were on a marathon. There were things my girl was going to forget about our relationship, but our first time wasn't going to be one of them, I made it my mission to see to it that, that didn't happen.
I'd made up my mind before I even ventured into this, she wasn't going to be with anyone other than me, if we should ever get this far in our relationship and I was sticking to that. We'd used all the condoms two hours later we were at the last session, I made her look into my eyes, she'd relaxed enough for me to understand what was happening for her, when her insides tensed around me, and she squealed out for the pleasure before her body clamped me, I was watching her, she was mine totally mine
"What did you think?" I lay with her head resting on my arm
"I enjoyed you, you?"
"I loved you" I laughed punching the air with my free arm
End of Flashback
"Dude" Artie nudged Sam "Somethings up, what's happened?"
"Nothing" Sam laughed
"You and Diva did it didn't you?" Kurt laughed bouncing on his chair
"I'm not at liberty to say," Sam laughed "But what I will say it that last night I can conclude was the best day of my life"
"You did" Kurt clapped his hand
