Re: Darkness

Prologue: The Start of a Pretender

Dark, darker, yet darker, that's what I see right now, that's how I feel right now, the darkness consumes everything, it's consuming myself, but… ¿How did I end here?... ¿Who am I? I try to remember, it's difficult, like if I'm searching for a tiny glass ball in a great pool, it's bleeding with the nothingness, but slowly, very slowly, it's coming back:

Mi nada is Adrián, my last name is still missing but I don't care right now, I was born in United States, my family and I live in the city, I don't remember which, I remember my mom, she was a nice woman and the best mother I could have asked for, however, I think that's how the majority of people sees their mother like, I also remember my dad, he was funny, when I was a kid I always wanted to be like him, nowadays I want to be a father like how he was with me, I had a girlfriend, we were together for five years, I can't remember my age but I do remember thinking that I was too young for this when she told me that she was pregnant, she must have thought the same since she was angry at me, we fought, she scream, I scream… we separated, at the moment I thought she aborted and for a year I believe that, at least until I found her again… with the child, I didn't know, I wasn't there at the birth, I felt horrible, I wanted to be with them then but she found someone else, someone to replace me, I was hurt, I was angry, but most of all I was sad… One day I found the three of them walking the street, I tried to follow but that guy noticed and pushed me back, while I was talking to him a truck approached the road, she and my child were in the way, I pushed him to a side and I run at them, I got them out of the way, I was hit, then I was here.

¿Is this dead?, ¿Is it hell? It's definitely not heaven that for sure, I look around but I see nothing, I might as well have my eyes closed, I can feel my body, it hurts, it's like I'm breaking apart, the darkness is eating me. I have to do something, anything, the darkness consumes everything that's not itself, don't ask me how I know this, I just know, if I want to survive I need to become the darkness… ¿But how? I can't be the darkness, not like this, I'm not the darkness, I'm a human, but the darkness has given me back part of my memories when I asked for it, maybe it can change me if I ask as well, but ¿change me how? I don't know, I need more information to choose, it hurts, but I need more memories, I remember my childhood, I remember good times, I remember bad times… wait… "bad times" that sounds familiar, I concentrate on that, when I was young, there was a game I liked, Undertale, sans, determination, monsters, reset, time lines, EU's… void, I remember the void and the only inhabitant of it, the theories about him, his representations in the fandom, this darkness is nothing like that, but if it listen to what I want, maybe I can make it like that, and maybe… Just maybe.

The darkness twists and morf, it contracts, it shifts, it changes, ¿is it darkness any more? When it's done, then it comes for me, it twists me as well, It hurts, it changes me as well, ¿am I me anymore? I feel like me… Sort of… The darkness has penetrarte me, but it doesn't hurt any more, it feels natural, I don't know why but that's how it feels. Now I can see again, it's still darkness, but now I can perceive it, I can see how it moves, how it changes, I can see things floating around, lights, inside of them I see many things, to many to explain, whole world's all around me, maybe my world is one of those, ¿but how did I got outside, I continue to look around and there I see it, a hand, it looks similar to the darkness but it's also different, it's searching for something, it looks like it's desperate, it lost something… ¿Me? ¿Is it searching for me? ¿Was this how I got out?

I got closer, I'm not sure how I can move but I do, I extend my arm to grab it but I stop at the appearance of my hand, ¡this is straight up bone! Part of the darkness has attached to me like clothes, I need to see myself in a mirror… No That wouldn't work, light doesn't work right here… ItIt's funny, it's like if I'm an expert of this place, the knowledge is just there, I would need to study this later but first I need to see this, with the darkness I create something similar to a mirror, but in a way that it can work here, it's a lot more complicated but I'm not explaining the details, I look at myself in it and my assumption proves right, I'm him, well, more likely I look like him, "the man who speaks in hands'', so basically a skeleton… I don't like that, I prefer skin, with that the darkness returns what it took from me, in its own way because I'm pretty sure that my skin wasn't this white, I also change my clothes, before they were just a bunch of straps, now I wear something similar to what the original doctor W.D is supposed to wear following the fandom, I will let that for your imagination, my eyes are still black with white dots but I don't feel like changing that I have also added a hood to the robe… it doesn't feels right yet… Ah! I got it, I created a mask with the face of Gaster printed, I put it on and now it looks better.

I continue to admire myself until I feel something grabbing my arm, it's the hand, it's trying to pull me somewhere, I could resist but then I would never know why it was searching for me, I prepared to let it do it's thing when another thought occurs: ¿what about my family? Well I would really like to go back to them, but in reality I don't think that's the right thing to do, she looked fine without me and she has that guy to help her with my child, back then I wanted to be with them so much, I didn't care for what they wanted and now I see it, I don't longer feel sad about it, maybe the darkness has really changed me more than I thought… I suppose there's no turning back now.

I gently free that weird hand from my arm, and then I hold it with mine, this thing is made partially from the darkness, but there's also this strange energy in it, this thing is going to take me somewhere, I don't know where or why, but I do know that, whatever the result is, it would definitely be interesting…

- note -

Hello everyone!

I'm kinda new with writing fanfic so I would really appreciate if you could give me any advice and/or ideas.

I did start with another fanfic in the past but I never published anything before now.

This history in particular is something that just came out of nowhere but the more I thought of it the more I wanted to do it, so here you go.

I do have a few plans for the future but I'll be looking forward for any suggestions.

I hope that this is the beginning of something great and I see you all in the next time.