***Practice***

Dear Diary

I am getting quite good at cooking now. Nobody thought I would after I burnt the cakes and got called Daisy Daydream again. They were only very little cakes for the other servants as a surprise, though. Mrs Patmore still won't let me cook for upstairs yet. She said I need more practice and I could poison them..

Thomas said it was certainly a surprise that they were burnt when he ate one even though we hid the burnt bits with icing Mrs Patmore made because I can't do egg whites properly yet. Mrs Patmore said she will have to show me all the ways to hide cooking mistakes, which is very kind of her. I have noticed she rolls her eyes and sighs a lot. I think it is because she has lots of superstitions to think about, but she is very nice when she's not in a panic over soufflés or throwing salt over her left shoulder or worrying about it being Friday 13th.

Can you believe she told me on only my THIRD DAY here that I was a bright girl and might be a cook too one day? I was so happy when she said that I couldn't keep my mind on anything afterwards. Of course it was before she saw the mess I made of the eggs I cooked for the servants' breakfast.

I tried to explain that I never got on with eggs and she said that was the daftest excuse she'd ever heard and I was a stupid girl after all. I was so upset after being told I was bright. But eggs ARE a nuisance with their yolks breaking all over the place soon as you put them in the pan so it's not my fault. I never could get them right when I helped Mam, but it didn't matter because the kids and me ate anything - we all did, we were so bloody hungry all the time - so we didn't care about messy yolks or if the shell was accidentally left in.

I started to cry when she shouted, but Mrs Patmore patted my hand and said not to be so silly because everyone was looking at me. Then she showed me how I should break them and put them in the pan. I get along with eggs much better now.

I was so proud when I baked some more biscuits and they turned out all right again so I wrote a funny little poem about it as I read in a book they call biscuits cookies in America. Do you like it?

I am a rookie

learning to cookie

and if you lookie

you'll see I baked a cookie!