(Violet's Pov)
As we sat down and ate breakfast, I was looking at the newspaper and reading up on current events. Clementine was getting her coffee and I look to her as I take a sip of mine. I then set the mug down and then decided to light a cigarette.
"Another business was robbed." I mutter as I set the paper down and look to Clementine.
"Black owned?" She asked and I nod.
"Sadly yes… I don't get it, why are people so mad at just the… I don't know." I mutter as I take a puff of my cigarette.
"Well, I'm going to be heading in." She tells me and I look to her a bit.
"I should come with you." I say to her.
"I'll be fine." She tells me.
"I know you will be, but I was told I could try some new recipes of yours." I lied a little at this. I know she could take care of herself it's just the stupid people. She looked to me and I smiled a bit as she comes up to me and takes my glasses off and takes a seat on my lap. I moved my hands to hold her and I smiled at her. Making sure not to accidently burn her with my cigarette.
"Well, hello there handsome." She says and I chuckled at this.
"Hello beautiful." I say and she kisses me and I kissed her back. When we pulled apart, she puts my glasses back on and then she gets off my lap as she goes and grabbed her coffee mug and I get up and follow her.
"Plus, it's close to my therapist and I have to meet her at twelve." I tell Clementine as we head to the car. I was able to get her a new one well used but new to us. We head on to her bakery and once inside she gets to work and I helped her out in the kitchen.
"Violet, can you get the chocolate?" She asked.
"On it." I say as I head to the freezer. She doesn't just bake here; she has milkshakes as well as ice cream cakes as well. I grabbed the chocolate and brought it to her as she shaved the chocolate for one of the cookies and I take one of the miniature sample versions and she smiles at me as I take a bite.
"Damn I'm going to get fat." I mutter and she laughed at this and I look to her as she cupped my face a bit.
"And I'll still love you." She says and I swallowed my food and laughed just a little.
"You know, I got offered a job to contract with the Army." I tell her and she looked to me and I raised my free hand.
"It's not like that but I may have to travel from time to time, turns out being great with other languages gives me a higher paying job." I tell her and she looked to me more.
"Alright, but the moment it gets to much you know you can come here." She tells me and I nod at this.
"They're going to pay for my schooling too, I could go in for languages or something, they do have military science." I explained to her.
"Maybe you could be a teacher there." She says to me and I look to her.
"You know… that wouldn't be a bad idea." I say and I look to her hands as they work on making some sweet treats.
"Well, if you do decide to become a teacher Lee can help you out with working at the high school." She tells me and I nod a little.
"Well, I'm happy with the job I have been offered." I tell her. To be honest I knew some kids can be cruel when they see the scars on my face. I know they sometimes don't do it intentionally but the older kids sometimes don't give a damn.
"So what time are you closing up shop?" I asked as I helped her move the chairs to the floor.
"I was thinking around seven." She tells me and I look to her a bit.
"Why so long?" I asked.
"If I want to pay off that loan, I need to be opened a little longer than planned." She says and I look to her.
"I can-."
"No, I already told you I will ask when I need help." She tells me and I sighed but smiled.
"Alright, I'm sorry for over stepping." I say and she comes up to me and gives me a kiss.
"You didn't overstep I just know how helpful you are." She tells me and I nod. When the shop opened up for the day, I helped Clementine around a bit. It was easier right now for us to work together since at the moment she couldn't afford to pay for workers. She did say once the business makes more, she will hire some help so I can do my job, and if I wanted, I could come here. When we finished getting everything set up, I hear the shop bell ring and Clementine was taking an order. I come out and see it was Lee, and AJ.
"Hey Violet." I hear AJ say as he comes up to me and I give him a hug as he hugged me.
"What are you up to today?" I asked as I patted his head and he went back over to Lee.
"Lee is taking me to the comic book shop." AJ says and I nod at this.
"He did so well on his math test." Lee tells us and I helped Clementine get the treats for them.
"So, are we your first customers for the day?" Lee asked as he paid.
"Yes, I think it might be a slow day today though, heard it was supposed to rain." Clementine says.
"I don't think so, most people would probably come in to get out of the rain." Lee says and I hand them their box.
"Well let's hope the rain starts after my session is over." I say and he nods.
"When do you have to go in?" He asked.
"It's at noon." I tell him and we talk a little longer before they had to leave. I helped clementine with a few other customers before I had to head out and she gives me a kiss before I leave. I go walk to the therapist's office and once in they get me to the room and I take a seat on the couch.
"Hello Violet, how are you today?" She asked as she walked in.
"Doing fine, and you?" I asked.
"Doing fine as well." She says as she takes a seat.
"So where did we leave off last time?" She asked and I think.
"Uh, I know I was bitching about my dad." I say and she laughed a bit at this and I look to her.
"Sorry, I never heard a client say it like that." She tells me and I couldn't help but chuckle at this as well.
"Well to be fair I hate the man with a passion." I tell her.
"Yes, from what you have told me." She says and I think.
"I mean I have no idea what his problem is, he acts like we get to choose to be born." I mutter.
"Did he have problems with his parents?" She asked.
"I mean my grandpa made a little joke about wanting a girl of his own but if I have to be honest, I still got dirty and roughhoused like any boy would." I tell her and she looked to me.
"Speaking of that, I've been wondering why you always wear male clothing? Did your father want a son?" She asked me and I shrugged.
"Probably, but I wear this cause it's comfortable, dresses just make me feel… weird, I mean according to my mom I asked for boys clothes sine I was little, but I think it's because I wasn't allowed to get dresses dirty." I tell her.
"But you told me before that you mostly think of yourself as a provider?... do you think you are a man?" She asked and I look to her.
"I don't think so… I mean… I like the clothes because they are comfortable, and yeah, I do think of myself as a provider but I think that's because I grew up with my mom being the provider in my own home." I tell her honestly.
"Tell me about your wife, when you two got married you said you would be Mr. Everette?" She asked and I nodded.
"I mean it seems fitting." I tell her.
"And if you have any kids in the future, will they call you Mom?" She asked.
"No, I like Papa better." I say and furrow my brows a bit.
"Is that wrong?" I asked her.
"No… tell me, if your wife called you pretty would you be happy?" She asked.
"No, being called pretty just doesn't feel right, but if she calls me handsome, I fell… I don't know it just makes me feel good." I tell her.
"So, you feel like you have to be the provider because that's what your mom did, you don't like being called pretty but if you are called Handsome you feel better about yourself, and you wear men's clothing because it's more comfortable for you… have you ever thought of yourself to be a mother? Like you carrying a child yourself?" She asked me and I turned a little green at that thought.
"No, god no, I will never do that, it…it's weird thinking that." I say as I lay back on the couch a bit.
"So, you would think of yourself as a father figure to your kids?" She asked.
"I don't see why not; I mean I'd be a better dad to them than my father was to me." I tell her and she nods as I look to her.
"So, you think you'd be a better father than him so you take that role to basically rub it in his face." She says and I look to the ceiling a bit.
"I mean don't get me wrong that does seem right but I'll never see him again to rub it in his face, even if I want to." I tell her.
"Now I know this sounds personal but when you have relations with your wife… where are you on that?" She asked and I turned red at this.
"Didn't think my sex life would be brought up." I say quietly.
"We don't have to talk about it but it can give us a better understanding." She says and I think and then sighed.
"I… do like being the one… on top." I mutter.
"Never in the position of being the wife role?" She asked and I turned even more red if that was possible.
"No, I like to make her feel good." I say and looked away.
"Do you not want to feel good?" She asked.
"That's the thing, I do feel good… I just… don't like being the one to uh… be serviced I guess is the right word." I say and I look back to the ceiling.
"You don't like being in the feminine position when it comes to that situation." She says and I nod.
"Yeah… but I know I'm a woman, I couldn't change that even if I wanted to, I know I like girls but that doesn't mean I want to be a guy." I tell her.
"Do you think if you told this to your wife, she would leave you for another woman?" She asked and I place my hand onto my stomach.
"She likes men too." I tell her.
"I have noticed that when you allowed her into one of your sessions your voice tends to go deeper as well." She tells me.
"I don't want people to be homophobic to us… granted they already start shit because she's black and I'm white, fucking racist pricks." I mutter the last part and take a breath.
"Why add to that?" I asked her.
"Well, I know you are a woman but you still deepened your voice during that time… I do have to ask, when that does happen do you feel good?" She asked and I think.
"I mean… it's hard to explain that, I guess I do want people to see me as a man, that I can do these things for her, and if we have kids, I want them to have a strong role model but women can be strong role models too, I've seen plenty of single mothers they still provide for their children, but they don't… do what I do… but that's because they had male partners." I ranted and take another breath as I put my hand to my face.
"I mean… yes, I do like being called handsome, I love it when my wife calls me handsome, it makes me feel good, I do like being on top, and I do like many things men do… I mean yeah, I did say at one point that I wanted to be a boy cause they got to do lots of things girls couldn't, why keep restrictions like that?" I asked.
"Societal rules." She tells me and I nod.
"I just… I do wonder sometimes what would have happened if I was a boy… would my dad have actually cared about me?" I asked myself more than to her.
"Have you discussed this with your wife?" She asked. I hake my head a bit.
"Not a lot." I tell her honestly.
"Try this, the next time you two… have relations try asking her if you could be in the feminine roll, but if you feel uncomfortable then do stop don't force yourself to do something that makes you uncomfortable." She tells me and I nod at this.
"I can try that." I say and we talked some more.
"Have you ever wanted to be called by a male name?" She asked me.
"I once said to call me Vincent, my grandfather did call me that a few times." I tell her.
"Did it make you feel good at the time or was it only because it was a family members name?" She asked.
"I did… it did feel nice, but I think it was because I wanted my dad to see me as a son if it would make him happy." I say as I think a bit on this.
"Some daughters feel like if they were a son their dads would be around them more, it happens to many people." She tells me and I nod at this.
"Alright that's it for the day, we meet again next week same time." She tells me and I nod as I get up and leave the office. I head back to the bakery and just as I come in, I hear the thunder rolling a bit and I sighed.
"Violet how are you?" I hear and smile as I go up to Clementine.
"Feeling a little better." I tell her and kissed her cheek.
"That's good, some progress, right?" She asked and I nod.
"Yeah, we… I mean..." I stopped talking for a bit as I look to her a bit.
"We can talk about it when we get home." I tell her she nods and I help her in the shop more. When it was about six thirty, I was cleaning the table and looked to the rain as it came pouring down from the sky. A kid decided that it would be a good idea to throw one of their cookies at me and I look to see it was a tot and I laughed a bit.
"Oh, I am so sorry, they've been in the habit of throwing their food." The mother says and I wave it off.
"No, it's fine, I'll get them another one." I say as I picked up the cookie from the ground and went to throw it away. I then come back with another cookie and hand it to the tot and they laughed as they put the cookie in their mouth and I smile.
"How old are they?" I asked.
"They just hit the terrible twos. They wanted something sweet for their birthday and when I saw this place, I just had to bring them in." She tells me and I chuckled.
"Well happy birthday little one." I say and they giggle at this and I smile.
"So do you and your wife run this shop together?" She asked as she cleaned the child's face.
"Oh, this is hers, I just come and help her when she needs it." I tell them and I think as I go and get some milk for the tot and hand it to the mother.
"Oh, you're helping your wife with her dream job? Such a devoted husband you are." She says and it made me feel good. Why was being called Clem's husband make me feel so good?
"Well, she wanted to make good food for me and then… well she wanted to make others happy, how could I not support her?" I asked as the tot drank the milk.
"Do you two have children?" She asked.
"Oh no, not yet at least." I say.
"Oh, trouble in the bedroom?" She asked me. I feel my face heat up a bit and I rubbed my neck a bit.
"Well, no just… it's just an issue with me, I do want children but uh… well." I tried to say something.
"Oh, my husband had the same issues, doc told him to refrain from sex for a month and he did and now we have our little angel." She says as she picked up her child and I nod at this.
"I will have to try that, thanks." I tell her and she nods. I help her take her child to her car and they left. I go back inside and look to see Clementine as she was grabbing a small sandwich and I go up to her and she offered me a bite so I take one and she smiled at me.
"So, no sex for a month hu?" She asked and I turned red at this. I've been getting embarrassed a lot today.
"I mean… heh." I tried to say and rubbed the back of my neck and she kisses me.
"I'm going to lock the door; can you take the trash out in the back?" She asked and I nod as I go do just that. Once inside again I locked the back door and look around.
"Hey Clem." I asked as I go to the front of the store and she was setting the chairs up and I go help her.
"Yes?" She asked and I think.
"Um… well… I uh… want to try something new tonight… in bed." I say as I looked to her and she looked to me.
"Are you sure?" She asked.
"I mean… it's ok to try something new but uh… well…" I tried to say something and she comes up to me and I look to her.
"Hey are you feeling, ok?" She asked and I nod.
"Yeah, just uh… well… doc thinks I'm… well that I think I'm a man." I tell her.
"Oh?" She asked and I nod.
"And well… they told me to try being in the uh… feminine position." I say as I feel my face heating up.
"We could try that, but you do know if you don't want to, we don't have to." She tells me and I nod.
"Yeah, I uh… I'm just confusing myself at this point." I mutter and helped her finish up with cleaning.
"Is it bad that I like being called your husband?" I asked out of random.
"I don't think so, if it makes you feel good then why would it be bad?" She asked.
"I mean… you married a woman." I say to her.
"I married you for you, not what your gender is… Are you sure everything is ok?" She asked and I nod again.
"Yeah just… thinking out loud." I tell her and she nods and kisses my cheek.
"Well, would it make you feel better if I called you my handsome man?" She asked and honestly it did make me feel better.
"I… yes." I tell her honestly and she cupped my face gently with her right hand and I smile a little at her.
"Do you still want me to call you Violet?" She asked.
"Yeah, it's fine." I tell her and she nods and kisses me and I kissed her back.
"Do you still want to try that tonight?" She asked and I nod.
"Yeah, just to see." I tell her quietly and she nods. When we head on home the rain came down harder and we run into the house and I shake my head making Clementine laugh as she hands me a towel and I dry my hair off as best as I could. We make something easy for dinner which was some fried cabbage and some left over corned beef. We took a seat in the living room and ate our food in silence and I was finished with my plate.
"If the bakery does well, I was thinking I could start up a small restaurant." She tells me and I look to her as I grabbed my cup of water.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"That's just something to think on, but I think the bakery is fine." She says and I nod and kissed her cheek. As the night went on, we headed to bed, we did try something new but it did make me a little uncomfortable so we ended up stopping. I honestly felt a little ashamed but Clementine told me it was ok and that we won't do that again unless I really wanted to. We decided it would be best to just go to bed and I held her close to me and she held my hand gently.
"Sorry." I tell her quietly as my head was by her neck.
"Hey nothing to be sorry about, it's ok to try new things and if neither of us like it that's fine too." She tells me and I sighed a bit. She turned around to face me and I look to her as she placed her hand on my cheek and rubbed it gently. The rain kept coming down and I place my head by her neck. She gently rubbed the back of my head and I keep my head by her neck.
"Silly man." She says and I chuckled at this.
"Silly woman." I tell her and she giggles.
"So I was thinking that on Sunday we should do something." She says as she keeps rubbing the back of my head.
"Hmm, like what?" I asked with a yawn.
"Maybe we could go to the park, they're holding another market, maybe we could find some stuff there for the house." She says and I nod.
"Sunday is tomorrow?" I asked her as I held her waist.
"No, in two days." She tells me and I nod.
"Hmmm, have to pick up the television." I mutter quietly.
"Oh you're actually getting it?" She asked and I nod a bit.
"Heard that they turned one of your stories into… a show on that box." I yawned again and I hear her laugh a little.
"Get some sleep." She tells me and I nod as I did fall asleep. When Saturday came around Lee was helping me with the television and we set it on the ground.
"Blasted thing weighs a ton." I mutter and AJ came running in.
"Woah cool." He says and I nod as I pat the television.
"You think Clem is going to like it?" I asked him.
"Yeah… so what plays on it?" He asked as he looked to it more.
"Well, they usually air a show or two every few hours, I know they have the news and now weather reports are a thing, don't have to look at the papers." I laughed as I plugged it up and nothing was on but at least I saw that it would turn on.
"It's like going to the movies at home." AJ says and I nod.
"Yeah… though nothing is wrong with the good ol' radio." I say as I looked to the radio a bit then to AJ.
"I heard this man was making cartoon strips but they move." Lee says.
"Interesting… might be good for the kids than if they decide to put them on this thing." I say as I head to the kitchen and get them something to eat and drink.
"Clementine at the shop today?" Lee asked and I nod.
"Yes, but she's closing it at five today instead of seven, I'm actually about to head there." I say as I hand them their food and drinks.
"Can I come? Clementine said I could help here there." AJ asked and I look to Lee.
"I don't see why not, if Clem said you could." I say and rubbed the boy's head.
"Oh, I have some clothes that won't fit me anymore, was wondering if you want some of them before we take them to the donation center." Lee asked and I nod.
"Sure, that would be great, thanks Lee." I say and he nods. When they were done AJ hurried to the car and I get in and take him to the bakery. I opened the door for him as he runs inside the shop and I roll my eyes a bit.
"And where is your husband?" I hear a lady ask and I look up to Clem just as she looked to me and smiles.
"He's right there, how are you dear?" She asked and I smile as I go up to her.
"Just fine, how are things here?" I asked her and she kissed my cheek.
"Great actually, especially with you here." She says and I chuckled.
"My, my he is a handsome fellow." The woman says and I look to her.
"Oh, Dear this is one of my class mates back at the college, Julie, Julie this is my husband Vinny." She says and I nod to her. When introducing me by my first name we decided to call me Vin or Vinny, it was a nickname my grandfather came up with when I was younger so it was fitting, plus people wouldn't ask why I had a girl's name, but when in private Clementine would call me Violet.
"Well nice to meet you Vinny, I must say I thought Clementine here was just making you up when she never brought you to our little bunches." Julie says.
"Oh, that would be my fault, I've been busy lately." I tell the woman who nods.
"So heard you were in the Army." She says and I nod.
"Yes, I was, Clem was with me too." I tell her.
"Yes, she did say that." We all chatted for a bit and AJ was going around to the empty tables saying how he wanted to help and I watched him.
"Is that your boy?" She asked.
"Oh no that's Clem's little brother." I tell her.
"Oh, are you two planning on having children?" She asked and I nod.
"Yes, we have a doctors visit next week right dear?" I asked Clementine as she came back from the kitchen and she handed Julie a box.
"Yes, next week." She says.
"Having some fertility issues?" She asked.
"On my part yes, nothing wrong with Clem." I state and she nods.
"You know they say peaches help sometimes, and instead of wearing pants shorts works too." She tells me and I nod. I know they were trying to help and I'm glad they didn't know the real reason as to why we were having a child through a doctor's help.
"I hear no sex for a month too." I laughed as do the others.
"Dear me, my husband wouldn't last a month, a week maybe but a whole month? I don't even think I could last." She says and I chuckled.
"I mean to be fair I can't keep my hands off of Clementine." I laughed and looked to Clem as she held my hand gently.
"Well, we hope this helps, this man wants a whole army of kids." She says and I laughed at this.
"I say it as a joke but come on, who wouldn't want lot of kids?" I asked.
"Oh, my husband is the same way, we have five children and a sixth one on the way." Julie says.
"Well congratulations to you both." Clementine says and Julie nods.
"Thank you, well I best be off, I wish you two the best." She says as she leaves the shop and I look to Clementine a bit and kissed her on the cheek. AJ asked if he could make some drawings for the shop to be put on the walls and Clementine said that it would be a good idea. When the shop was closing, I helped Clementine with the cleaning and she grabbed some treats for AJ as he helped me take the trash out.
"Oh, and Tenn said he got this comic book about a superhero but it's a dog and it has science in it." He says and I nod at this.
"Interesting, oh Clementine, Lee and I got the television set up at the house, the papers said one of your shows would be playing tonight." I say as I grabbed a bunch of the baking treys to run through the wash.
"Oh, thank you, also don't forget we still have to go to the market on Sunday, I heard they have this fruit there that's called a dragon fruit, I want to see if I can make something with it." She says and I nod.
"I heard they don't usually have a flavor though." I say as I run the trays through the wash and come out to look at Clem.
"I was hoping to get the red ones, I heard people make them as smoothies but I was hoping I could try and make miniature cakes as a limited item." She says and I nod at this as I helped her take the other stuff to the back.
"Oh, that sounds good." I say as my stomach growls a bit.
"Did you not eat anything for lunch?" She asked.
"I was hoping to take you out for dinner, pizza sounds good." I say and she nods.
"Pizza sounds great actually." She says and I nod as we finished cleaning up the shop.
"I have a shipment coming in on Monday, do you think you can come in to help me?" Clementine asked as I opened the door for her and AJ got in the back seat.
"Of course, you don't need to ask." I say as I get to my side and drive to the pizza shop.
"Can I get a pizza too?" AJ asked.
"A whole pizza for yourself?" I asked.
"I'm a growing boy." He says and we laughed.
"Sure, we can pick one up for Lee and Carley too, heard she's going to be working with televised news now." I say.
"Oh yes, I'm glad they gave her the position." Clem says and I nod. We go into the shop and order two peperoni pizzas and a cheese one and then I see the anchovy option.
"Don't you dare." Clem jokes.
"Come on, fish breath ain't that bad." I joked and she kissed my cheek as I held her hand.
"Would you like a crêpe with this order?" The owner asked.
"Sure, that sounds good, you want to get some for Lee and the others?" I asked Clementine.
"Oh yes, I heard these were really good." She tells me and we order everyone a crêpe. When we got our order, we went back to the house and had dinner with Lee, AJ and Carley. It was a nice night and Lee showed me the clothes and I took a few shirts and pants to take with me. when we were all done Clementine and I went to the house and I turned the television on and her show came on. We sat on the couch and I had my arm over her shoulder and she leaned her head on my shoulder as we watched the show.
"Have to say this is a little better than just listening to the show, but." I say and stopped talking as the people on the screen showed a woman with little clothing.
"Dear lord." We both say and then look to each other and laughed.
"They allowed this on television?" I asked out loud and Clementine laughed.
"Guess they really want the men to watch these things." She says and I kissed her neck.
"Hmmm, an interesting way to get the audiences attention." I say and she giggled as I kissed her neck more.
"Oh, does it have your interest?" She says and I moved my arm a bit so I could pull her to me.
"Oh, I know something has caught my interest." I say and she giggles.
"Really now? And what has your interest?" She asked and I kissed her.
"A lovely woman right next to me for one thing." I say and she moved so she was sitting on my lap. I look to her a bit and she takes my glasses off and I kissed her as she kissed me. I had my hands on her waist and I moved from her neck and kissed her jaw a bit. As I slowly moved my hand up her shirt the phone went off and we both look to it. I could see Clementine glaring a bit but she sighs as she gets up and answers the phone. I look back to the television to see that the man was getting undressed and I hurry up off the couch and go to the kitchen and grabbed us some sweet tea. When she was done with the call I go and hand her a drink and she takes it.
"I think we should head to bed." She says and I nod.
"Who was on the phone?" I asked as we finished our drinks and I went to wash the cups.
"Just that my shipment will be in at ten instead of nine, seems like they mixed up the orders." She says and I nod at this. When done Clementine and I went to bed and went to sleep. A few months would pass us by and Clementine and I had decided to go to the market again. We had just gone through the appointments with the doctor When we woke up, I got up early and took a shower, I was thinking about getting my hair cut and I run my hand through my hair a bit.
The door opens and I look to see Clementine as she came in and I kissed her cheek as I went to get some fresh clothes on. When we finished up and had our breakfast, we went to the market that was being held at the park and looked around at anything people were selling. They didn't just have food here to sell there were a few people getting rid of home items as well.
"Hey I saw some baby stuff over there." Clem says and I look to where she was pointing and I nod.
"Would be great to have a few things ready." I say.
"Well, we don't know if it worked yet but yes." She says and I look to her a bit and I kissed her hand gently.
"I think it has; we just have a few days till we know." I tell her and she nods as we head over to the stall and looked at some baby clothes.
"Do you know what you are having?" A woman asked.
"Oh, um no we don't, not yet." I say to her.
"Well, these are just unisex clothing over here just in case, are you in need of a crib?" She asked and we both nodded as we looked around. I was glad that Lee let us borrow the trailer today, we had heard that there might be a stall here selling baby stuff.
"For all that, twenty-five dollars." The woman says and I nod as I pay the woman and Clementine grabbed the bags of clothing and I went and grabbed the crib. We said we would be back to grab the dresser as well; it was pink but if we were going to have a boy, I could just paint it over. We had everything in the trailer and then headed on home. Clementine took the clothes in and I grabbed the dresser first so she could place the clothes in it while I got the crib. It wasn't a big crib so it was easy to bring in.
"Glad I had this spare room." Clem says and I chuckled.
"Yeah… could have been a little awkward if I slept in your bed the first night here." I joked and Clem laughed.
"So, what are you hoping we have?" She asked and I think.
"I wouldn't mind a daughter but if we have a boy that would be great too… oh shit what if we have twins?" I asked.
"Don't go jinxing me." She says and I laughed.
"Hey it wouldn't be all bad." I say and she comes up and kisses my cheek.
"We do need to get a bassinet for our room, some of the girls that come in the shop say it would be good to have the baby in our room for a bit." She tells me and I nod at this.
"Easier to get to them, do we need to put a changing table in the room too?" I asked.
"In here is fine." She tells me and I nod as I kissed her cheek.
"I got to get some paint for the room, any colors you can think of?" I asked.
"Purple would be fine, but so would green." She says and I nod at this.
"But we can wait on that once we know." She tells me and I nod and kissed her neck a little.
"Well, we can deal with the rest of this later, thanksgiving is coming up, are we hosting?" I asked her.
"Hmm, yes we are, the bakery will be closed that day too." She tells me and I nod as we looked at the room a bit. we have gotten many stuff for the potential baby and I was happy with the little set up we had for them. I had gotten a few stuffed toys mostly stuffed bears at the moment, and Clementine had found some curtains for the window. It was coming along great if I do say so myself.