All or Nothing

By : rainy26541

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V1 SS

Chabashira Sae SS: The Price is Right?

I was sitting on the couch in my living room, silently reflecting over the events that had transpired today with a cup of coffee in hand.

The time was currently 7pm in the evening, a few hours after the unanimous vote special exam ended. It was a difficult day to get through, however, I managed to not feel too awful when the inevitable destruction question came into the exam.

...And in the end, I don't know if the end result was good or not.

It was at that point I heard a knock at my door and I remembered that I had invited someone over for the evening.

I sat up and made my way to the door.

Opening it revealed the student I've had my eyes on ever since I saw his profile from Chairman Sakayanagi. That student was Ayanokouji Kiyotaka.

"Sensei. Can we figure out a way to meet where this is a little less suspicious. I unfortunately had two teachers look at me weirdly as I entered the building."

Just as I stepped aside to let him in, Ayanokouji immediately complained about the meeting.

His monotone voice and almost apathetic expression contrasted a lot with the annoyance present in his eyes and words. I couldn't help but feel amused by this in my mind.

But that wasn't important.

"What? Would you like me to come to your room instead?"

"...On second thought, doing it this way is probably better."

I couldn't help but chuckle a little bit at his nature.

"Well I get your point. I could have set up a session for us to meet and talk on the school roof or somewhere around the campus. If I'm being honest, I didn't think about doing it that way. Since we last talked here, I thought it would just be easier to do it this way again."

"...Fair enough..."

I followed Ayanokouji to my living room and beckoned him to sit down on the couch, just like the previous time before the exam. And following that trend, I offered to make him a drink, to which he said a black coffee would be fine.

Typical.

"So, you wanted to talk about the results of the exam, Sensei?"

I stiffened immediately as I remembered the reason why I called him here.

Yes. The last time I talked with Ayanokouji about the special exam, I also mentioned to him that I wanted to meet up with him after the special exam.

At the time, I was desperate in searching for an answer. Was the decision I made back when I partook in this special exam the correct one? Or was it wrong?

I wanted to know, so I asked Ayanokouji to see if he could find that better answer, by strolling through the special exam and completing it without regrets like me.

"Yes... Well... What do you think of the results you managed to get?"

I could tell Ayanokouji didn't like the results that had come from this special exam. Sakura Airi, a very close friend of his, had just been expelled, and it had been at the hands of someone who he had "trusted" since the start of the year.

"...If you want my complete honesty, sensei, then I am in a bit of a predicament with how I feel about the result. I am unsure whether I feel more frustrated and sad or just unfeeling."

This surprised me a lot. I looked at him with eyes that were filled with curiosity and he continued speaking.

"The correct answer for this exam, the one that you were truly looking for and the one I was aiming for, was to expel Kushida Kikyou. She is a dangerous individual who does not intend on changing for the better. She is a stubborn and stupid girl who will do anything to get me and Horikita out, even if it means hurting everyone she is friends with. I would like to say I cannot understand why we should keep such a person. However..."

Ayanokouji paused for a moment, and I could see his eyes were distant, despite his never changing expression. This fully told me that he wasn't lying when he said he was unsure how he should feel about everything.

"'I want to keep Kushida-san.' This was the choice made by Horikita Suzune. Someone who I've been nurturing on behalf of her older brother. You've seen it for yourself, Sensei. Since the start of first year, Horikita has seen massive growth, to the point where I could leave everything to her. The small part of my mind that wants to see her growth wants me to see this as a good thing. So I'm conflicted."

This boy was very calculative. His mind would always analyse a situation and pick the best outcome for success. And that's all his mind was mostly full of. He was not a normal person and didn't know much about emotions. That is what the Chairman told me.

However, things were different now that he was a part of this school. Ayanokouji used to be a lonely boy in his life. But now, he had a group he was close to, which were apparently named after him, and his friend list kept growing.

He now had a girlfriend, which I could tell he loved her quite a lot. Even after the little situation he put Karuizawa through on the rooftop last year, the two of them still decided to date.

And most of all, Ayanokouji was changing every step of the way. He was becoming more of a person - a human.

Looking at this, instead of this being a discussion about whether Ayanokouji got the answer I wanted to know, it looked to be turning into a counselling session between a teacher and a student.

...Perhaps I should continue it.

"...Ayanokouji."

He looked up at me after the silence and I continued speaking.

"I don't think it is my place to say this, since I too feel that I'm not sure whether I regret the results my class got when we took the special exam 10 years ago. But... I think you should follow what your heart says. Whatever your heart says is the correct answer on how you should feel about this special exam."

This was the best answer I could give him, even if it was hypocritical from how I felt about my own decision 10 years ago.

Ayanokouji, whether he liked it or not, helped me alot over the past year and a half. And over that time, I haven't really returned the favour much to him.

In general, that felt unfair.

So I want to change that.

And the only way I can repay the favour is to fulfil my role as a teacher of this school.

"Follow my heart huh..."

Let me become a teacher who will nurture you into a human, just like Chairman Sakayanagi wanted me to.

"I can tell..." I stood up, put down my cup of coffee and walked towards him, sitting directly next to him. "I can tell you really don't like the result of this exam. Sakura Airi, a really close friend you cherished, has disappeared all because a traitor was protected. If your heart keeps projecting anger at that more than your logical mind, I think it's alright to listen to those emotions rather than logic."

"I see..."

It's funny. This was meant to be a conversation for me, and yet it ended up turning around and being a talk about my guest. I smiled in slight amusement.

My eyes looked up at the ceiling after taking another sip at my coffee.

"Ayanokouji. Have you ever heard of the game show The Price is Right?"

"No? What does that have to do with this?"

I smiled looking off into the distance.

"Like I said, it's a game show where contestants have to guess the price of a certain merchandise products shown off to them. They gain points for guessing correctly. It sounds simple, right? Well... This may not be a good analogy of our current situation, but sometimes items can become more costly, and so in order to guess them correctly you need to analyse everything to get the cash prizes. In this situation, the result of this special exam might have been overestimated by Horikita, so as the next contestant, you must do what you can to get the results you want. Some contestants may not be as good as others, so you must do what you can to win."

"...That really is a bad analogy, Sensei."

"Well you get my point, don't you?"

I was embarrassed, but as long as he got what I was trying to tell him, then all was well.

"You're saying that as someone who has the power to get the correct results, I should use it to ensure nothing this bad happens again and that we gain good results?"

"Yes. Essentially."

"I see... In that case, I want to conduct my plan for the next couple of months. Chabashira-sensei. Can I ask for a little bit of your help as a teacher?"

This question surprised me. He was never the person to come and ask me for help, especially after what I once did to him. And yet, even though he's helped me, whether intentionally or not, he was now asking for help from a teacher.

In a situation like this, me being a teacher and helping him with favours could harm my position as a teacher at this school.

But... I wanted to repay him for all that he's helped me with.

And so, I gave him my answer.

"If you want to make the Price Right, with my help, then I'll do whatever I can within my power and if I can do it or not. What do you need my help on?"

...Yeah. That analogy really does suck.

End of Chabashira Sae SS...

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Ichinose Honami SS: My Heart is Still Open

"And that concludes today's student council meeting. We shall be back here again next week, same day, same time, to finish discussing everything we just discussed today."

Kiriyama-senpai, who originally sat next to me on one of the side chairs but now stood up next to Nagumo-senpai, spoke with an authoritative tone to end the meeting.

Everyone, including myself, got up from their seats, intending to leave and finally head to meet with friends or relax in our dorm rooms for the rest of the afternoon and evening.

"Ah. Honami. Before you go, it's your turn today."

Nagumo-senpai called out to me just as I was about to start making my way towards the door. I turned around to face him and replied.

"My turn? You mean patrol?"

"Yes. Every one of us has patrolled already so far, so it's Honami's turn now. Just patrol the school and keep an eye out for anything suspicious or anything that looks like it should be sorted. If there are any, then report it in the clipboard and return it here before you go home. I'll still be here because I've got to talk with Suzune."

Horikita-san was told to come later and have a private student council meeting with Nagumo-senpai so she wasn't here for this meeting.

"Right. Ok."

Anyway, I nodded in understanding and took the clipboard, witnessing Nagumo-senpai smile at me one more time. Bowing, I left the student council room and began my patrol around the school.

As a committee, or a member, of the student council, there were a lot of things that we were tasked with. One of which was a quick review around the school to ensure it was up to standard and if any improvements needed to be made, as well as ensuring nothing bad was going on between the students.

As Nagumo-senpai had said, this task is usually given to one person at the end of the day and that changes every day. Today just happened to be my turn.

Whether or not it was a coincidence that it was my turn, I welcomed it. Because I actually wanted to be on my own for a little bit.

My original plan was to actually return to my dorm room and sulk.

But doing that would make me more likely to run into my friends and classmates. They had already seen the condition I had been in the last few weeks, so I didn't want them to see me like this again.

"Honami-chan? Are you okay?" "Ichinose-san. You don't look too good." "Is there something wrong, Ichinose?"

Everyday, I constantly got questions about my wellbeing, and I kept brushing them off, replying that I was fine when really I was barely fine.

In reality, the events that happened on the cruise ship were still fresh in my mind. The day I was rejected from my first love.

It shouldn't be too surprising, should it? It happens all the time.

But... I never thought it would happen to me...

Admittedly, I confessed to him on a whim, at a time when even I wasn't exactly ready to confess. It just came out unexpectedly because I was panicking over his possible expulsion at the hands of the Acting Director.

One thing led to another after that, and in the end...

My heart was still broken.

"Ah..."

It was to be expected that I would run into other students while I was on patrol. I had already run into quite a few who greeted me, prompting me to return it, while I was in my own world while working.

But...

"Ayanokouji-kun... Hi..."

No. Why did I have to bump into him now of all times!? My heart and mind aren't ready to see him!

"...Good afternoon Ichinose. What are you doing?"

Ahhh. I know even he seems awkward now, but why is he acting like nothing happened? Wahhhh... I need to respond to not make this anymore awkward.

"Ah... Well... I'm actually doing a round tour of the school on behalf of the student council, making sure there isn't any trouble from students or school equipment."

I ended up just telling him the truth. It didn't matter anyway. Ayanokouji-kun and the rest of the school knew about my position in the student council.

"...What about you, Ayanokouji-kun...?"

"I was talking with Horikita earlier over something that could only be mentioned while we were in here."

"I... See..."

This is so uncomfortable. I really didn't want to bump into him like this, but lady luck really didn't seem to be on my side today. Curse you!

Ah. Who am I kidding. This meeting in an enclosed school was inevitable whether I liked it or not.

"Are you okay, Ichinose?"

And just like this encounter, so would the inevitable question of my wellbeing.

"...Eh? I... I'm fine, Ayanokouji-kun..."

"You don't look fine."

"I-i... I'm fine. Really... I am Ayanokouji-kun..."

This was getting into dangerous talk. I couldn't keep my composure with him, unlike with my friends and classmates where it was easy to just lie and say I was fine. I needed to get out of here quickly before something bad happens.

"Ichinose..."

Uwah!

There was no way I could move after that authoritative tone of his. Even if it sounded as expressionless as ever, I knew it sounded forceful.

"Are you okay?"

Ayanokouji-kun asked me that question again. But, this time, it felt different. Whether it was the way he said it, or the concern that was definitely present in his eyes, it made me feel uncomfortable to the point where I thought I would break down again.

"I'm... I'm..."

I couldn't do anything but stutter. I was trying to compose myself while trying to consider how I should respond.

"Ichinose. If you hate me, you can say so and I won't have anything to do with you again. I will accept it if you don't want to talk to me again or even be around me. I played with your feelings after all, so I'll accept any punishment."

However, Ayanokouji-kun said something so unexpected that it completely destroyed my terrible state.

"Huh...? Ayanokouji-kun... I- I don't hate you Ayanokouji-kun!"

"You don't?"

Ahh...! I ended up doing it anyway. I ended up following my heart again even when I tried to reject it for my own wellbeing...

Well... Since I've already come this far... I might as well go all the way...

"No! I couldn't hate Ayanokouji-kun ever! Even after what happened on the cruise ship... I was just too nervous to confess... and I was a little too late. I could never hate Ayanokouji-kun because Ayanokouji-kun helped me so many times. I... I still like you, Ayanokouji-kun. Even if you're dating Karuizawa-san, and even if it may hurt me a bit, I still want to be around Ayanokouji-kun because you've helped me so much."

"I see..."

I could see Ayanokouji-kun was relieved with my answer, which in turn made me a little bit relieved.

"That makes me happy. I'm sorry that I can't return your feelings, but know that just because I can't doesn't mean that I don't like you nor does it mean that I hate being around you. I enjoy our time together. So know that if you are still in need of help, if you can't rely on anyone else, I will still be there to help you."

I felt really happy that Ayanokouji-kun said that. But... I couldn't help but think about something. And unfortunately... I ended up speaking my mind.

"...Even if you have to pick between Karuizawa-san and me...?"

Ayanokouji-kun's silence gave me the answer to the question I knew I didn't even need to ask. I gave a sad smile

"No... Don't worry. You don't have to answer that. Because I know what the answer would be."

In all honesty, I should have resented him a bit after being rejected. Most romance stories go that way, so why didn't mine?

If I were to give an answer, it was that my heart was still open for possibilities. My heart was still open for a place at Ayanokouji-kun's side even if I couldn't be the closest girl.

If I could get that place, then I guess I would be really happy and my open heart would feel whole even if it was broken.

Love really is difficult, isn't it?

End of Ichinose Honami SS...

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[Mature 18+] Karuizawa Kei SS: Our Second Time

"Ahhhhh."

After taking off the underwear I had just temporarily put on earlier and cleansing my body with the shower, I stepped into the bath and sat down, relaxing my body in the warm water and letting my back rest against my dedicated backrest.

"You seem really relaxed."

Said dedicated backrest was not actually a backrest. It was the naked body of my boyfriend, Ayanokouji Kiyotaka.

"Of course I am. This bath is really nice and I'm in it together with you, Kiyotaka." I said while leaning closer on his chest.

I felt his arms wrap around my waist, bringing me closer to his body.

"I see. I'm glad."

I looked up at his face and brought it closer to his, closing the distance with a deep kiss. His hands, which were low down on my waist, moved up until they coupled my breasts.

Tauwa! We're gonna have our second time, aren't we? Eeeeeeee!

My moans, caused by Kiyotaka massaging my supple breasts, in the kiss were just a little audible at least in the bathroom. I hoped Kiyotaka's next door neighbours wouldn't be able to hear me as we become more intimate together.

We broke the kiss and my moans got a little louder as I felt one of his lands rub my opening at the same time as my breasts, of course his eyes asking if it was alright beforehand. Ahhhh. Kiyotaka, I'm feeling a lot of pleasure here but I can't be the only one.

While he was busy playing with my assets, with one of my hands I reached down to touch his erect rod and began playing with it.

I could hear the grunts coming from Kiyotaka as they mixed with my moans. We hadn't even gotten to the main event yet.

I moved in to kiss him again, which turned into a full battle of the tongues.

It was funny. This bath was just meant for us to freshen up and relax, and yet, here we were about to partake in something dirty.

"Kiyotaka. Put it in me again."

My aroused and horny body couldn't wait it out any longer. Our foreplay was over and I wanted to get to the main event.

"You really are such a needy girl, aren't you Kei?"

"Yes. For you, Kiyotaka."

My aroused state made me act a little different than before. I will admit that I can be quite needy when it comes to him, but this was beyond my needy self. I really just wanted him... and his dick inside me.

It's funny because when we had our first time yesterday evening, I was more nervous and shy about going all the way. But I still had a really good night with Kiyotaka.

Love and sex can change a girl, huh?

"Ahhh!"

After a bit of messing around, I finally felt the tip of his penis enter my vagina. I instantly felt whole. Our bodies were connected again.

"I know we were both expecting this, but I forgot to bring a condom here. So we're gonna have to do this without it."

When we had our first time yesterday evening, Kiyotaka grabbed one of the condoms given to him by the red-haired devil Amasawa Ichika. I hate to admit it, but I actually thanked her for giving us such a gift.

But today, we were not going to use one. Protection? I won't need it today since I have a better idea.

"I'd rather we didn't use one anyway. I want to feel you completely."

Damn, I really am too horny. I'm saying things I wouldn't normally say.

Anyway, the time was now. I began moving my body up and down on his length, the bath water splashing about as I did so.

This felt so good! This was only the second time I've done this, but it is so good.

It was no wonder that people always talk about sex so often. Because when you actually have it with someone you love, then it really is better than anything in the world.

"Ah! Hah! Ah! Hah! Hah!"

The enjoyment and pleasure I was having from having our nether regions connected was evident in the loud moans I released. I hoped the walls were soundproof.

Kiyotaka knew he couldn't let me do all the work, so he added some thrusting motions in line with my bouncing and played with my breasts again.

"Hah! Mhm! Mmm! Ah!"

Kiyotaka brought me in closer and we shared a deep passionate kiss, our tongues battling it out against each other again.

Every inch of my body was hit from pleasure. Whether it was Kiyotaka's dick hitting all the right areas inside. Whether it was his left hand playing around with my breasts and erect nipples. Whether it was his right hand massaging my clit. Or whether it was his deep passionate kisses. I felt at home here.

Our love making couldn't get any better.

Soon, after about 10 minutes, I was reaching my third orgasm.

And...

"Kei. I'm about to burst."

Ahh! Here it is. I'm about to burst too so this will be great.

"Do it inside, Kiyotaka! It's fine to do it!"

I could tell from his expression that he was not in his logical mode, otherwise he would have questioned whether he should have listened to me saying he should cum inside me.

After a bit more thrusting and bouncing, my inside walls contracted on Kiyotaka's dick. And in turn, I felt him release his seed, coating the inside of my womb with white. It felt so nice.

Both of us panted from the intense love making we conducted. The good thing was since we were in the bath, we didn't exactly need to do any cleanup.

Sex in the bath is so good. I think I should do this with Kiyotaka more often.

"Hah... Kei. Are you sure it was a good idea for me to release my semen inside of you? Aren't you going to get pregnant from this?"

Heh heh. His worried eyes and tone were cute. I'm glad he worried about that... though who wouldn't?

"Ah. Well it should be a safe day today so I'll be fine. But... If I did happen to get pregnant from this, I... I wouldn't mind it... because I'd be bearing your child and I wouldn't bear anyone else's."

The afterglow I felt from our session allowed me to say that with a smile that barely contained any embarrassment. However, I really felt like that.

Our relationship was blooming more and more, so I felt more confident that we would stay together as time went on.

But Kiyotaka's current situation is a difficult one.

He said he wants to do everything in his power to ensure he stays together with me and everyone else, so I want to support him in that journey.

So it's not just my abilities that I'll make available to him whenever he needs. My love for him, my body, I'll offer everything I can to ensure we stay together and so that Kiyotaka can be the happy boy he once was before everything that had happened to him.

That is my wish.

"But if it makes you feel better, after school I'll drop by the pharmacy and pick up some after morning pills if I can get any."

"...That will be helpful..."

Heh heh. I really love Kiyotaka alot and I hope we continue to stay together.

After that, we got out of the bath, dried our wet bodies and got ourselves ready for school.

I really hope no one heard our second sexy time.

End of Karuizawa Kei SS...