Jennie
"Are you sure she'll let us stay?" I ask, oddly nervous. Rosé puts on another coat of lipstick and drags my already far too revealing dress down a little more, showcasing even more of my boobs.
"Lisa is holding her graduation party at our house and begged Mom and Dad to go away for the weekend. Since Mom isn't here, she's stupid if she thinks she can keep us away," she says.
I shake my head as she sticks her hand into my bra to adjust my boobs for maximum cleavage. I look in the mirror and smile to myself. She's actually done a great job. We both look good. Rosé looks stunning with her long brown hair and miniskirt. She's managed to make me look so much hotter too, with the makeup and the push-up bra. I feel like a totally new person — I can't even remember the last time I felt this confident. I wonder what Lisa will think when she sees me. Things between us have been a little weird. She's been ignoring me, and I've been trying my best to pretend that my heart isn't breaking. There have been no pranks, no texts, no conversations, and definitely no kisses or longing looks. It's like she got over me the moment she realized I didn't want to be in a relationship with her. It hurts, but I can't even fault her for it.
The party is already in full swing by the time we walk down the stairs. Rosé's eyes light up when she sees Jaehyun, and he looks just as excited to see her. These two are going to get caught soon if they don't hide their obvious attraction better. I'm worried about them and at the same time I want what they have. Rosé told me about their first kiss a few weeks ago and how guilty she felt about it, but just like Lisa and I, she and Jaehyun can't seem to stay away from each other. She tells me it's just a fling and that they'll break things off as soon as Jaehyun leaves for college, but I know it's more than that for her. I'm worried Lisa will find out about them and kill them both. For a while I was sure she knew about them, but now I'm not so sure. Part of me also hates that Rosé is doing the one thing she said she'd never tolerate. Why is it okay for her to get with Jaehyun , even just for a few weeks, but I can't do the same with Lisa without risking my friendship with her and my relationship with Helen? It's unfair and I hate it.
Rosé looks up at me pleadingly and I sigh, trying my best to put my bitterness aside. Even if I can't have what I want, I shouldn't begrudge Rosé her happiness. I smile at her and nod, earning me a grateful grin in return. It only takes her a couple of minutes to disappear and she's being far from subtle. I'm worried she and Lisa will both get hurt over this. Mostly Lisa… I'm scared she'll feel betrayed when she finds out about Jaehyun . Part of me is also concerned that she'll blame me for knowing and not telling her.
I inhale deeply and walk into the kitchen to pour myself a vodka with cranberry juice. I've only taken three sips when Lisa comes storming into the kitchen. She looks hot as hell. She's wearing a shirt that's tight enough to showcase her muscles, and she's got the sleeves rolled up to show off her forearms. I want to unbutton her shirt and reveal what she's hiding underneath. Weeks have gone by since we slept together, and even though she's been acting like I don't exist, I still crave her with the same desperation.
Lisa looks at me, her eyes glued to my chest. I guess my cleavage at least got her to look twice. She blinks a few times and then drags her eyes back up to mine.
"Oh, no you don't," she says, grabbing the cup from me. I glare at her and she glares back at me just as fiercely. "What the hell are you doing here, Minx? And what the actual fuck are you wearing? A t-shirt? Where are the rest of your goddamn clothes?"
I look down at my dress and then back at her. "It's a dress, dad."
I grab my drink back and take another sip. Lisa looks at me through narrowed eyes and takes it from me.
"You'd better go now before I throw you out."
I grin and fish my phone out from between my breasts. Lisa looks at my chest with wide eyes, her cheeks suspiciously pink.
"Oh, hmm... it's quite noisy here. I think I could hear the music from my bedroom. I wonder what Officer Oliver will think if I call it in?"
She grabs my wrist and glares at me. "Don't you fucking dare, Minx," she snaps. I smile at her triumphantly and take another sip of my drink. "No more," she says. "This is the only drink you get. You can stay, but you'd better not cause any trouble."
I nod happily, and she sighs as she walks back out. My eyes linger on her disappearing form. Her ass looks great in those jeans. Ever since we slept together, Lisa and I have been further apart than ever when we should've gotten closer instead. She seems hurt, and she's been avoiding me more and more recently. It kills me, but I know I had it coming. I knew what would happen when I told her I didn't want to date her, so I need to suck it up and deal with the consequences.
The girls from the cheering squad are all here, and they instantly surround Lisa. Thank God Jisoo isn't here, at least. Though I have no doubt she'll be showing up later. She's always kept an appropriate amount of distance from her, but will she still? If she throws herself at her tonight, will she just go for it the way she did with Jennifer?
If the mere thought of that makes me jealous, then how the hell would I be able to have a relationship with her when she's all the way at USC? I'd just be wondering where she is and if she's even thinking of me. I don't want to do that. The risk is too high. It's not just me that would get hurt if things didn't end up working out. It's Helen and Rosé too.
I finish my drink and join a couple of rounds of beer pong, which I'm surprisingly bad at. Jace, one of Lisa's teammates, laughs at me and wraps his arm around my shoulder.
"This game isn't for you, sweetheart. Looks like you're already well on your way to being drunk, and we're only a couple of hours into the party."
He leads me towards another group of people and sits me down.
"Spin the bottle?" I ask, feeling myself blush. Lisa is the only one I've ever kissed. My mind flashes back to Jennifer. Lisa might be my only kiss, but I'm certainly were not the same .
"Sort of. It's kind of a combination of spin the bottle and seven minutes in heaven. Whoever the bottle lands on is the person you get locked up with in the bathroom for a couple of minutes. You don't have to do anything and you can decline if you want to, but might be good fun."
I hesitate, but then I sit down. What the hell, it's just a game. Lisa seems quite happy to be chatting with the girls that keep surrounding her. Other than when I first walked in, she hasn't spoken a word to me. Why shouldn't I have some fun too?
As I sit down, my eyes meet Lisa's from across the room. Her eyes flash when she realizes what game we're playing, and she stalks towards me. She sits down right next to me and throws her arm around my neck. She pulls me closer until her lips brush over my ear and a delicious little shiver runs down my spine.
"What the fuck are you doing playing this game, Jennie? I thought I told you to stay out of trouble."
Someone spins the bottle and it points towards me. The guy looks at me excitedly, but Lisa shakes her head.
"You'd better fucking spin again, buddy," she says, a far too relaxed smile on her face. The guy nods, much to my annoyance. I don't even know him and would've just made small talk if I ended up in the bathroom with him, but that isn't the point.
I grab the bottle and spin it, my teeth clenched. My heart skips a beat when it points to Lisa. She chuckles and pulls me up by my wrist. I follow her into the bathroom nervously. She keeps the lights off and locks the door before turning towards me. Lisa cages me in with her arms, and even with my heels on I'm nowhere near as tall as her.
"So, what exactly did you think would happen if you played this game, Minx?"
She takes a step closer until her body is pushed against mine. I put my hands on her chest, unsure whether I want to push her away or pull her closer.
"Were you really going to kiss some other guy? Someone I know? At my own damn party?"
She leans in until her lips are hovering over mine. "Answer me, Minx."
I shake my head. I was being petty because Lisa has barely looked at me all night. Because she's been ignoring me for weeks. Because it seems like she's already over me when my heart is still filled with her.
I look into her eyes and her lips brush against mine.
"No. Just you, Lisa," I whisper.
Her lips come crashing down on mine roughly, and I rise onto my tiptoes in a silent bid for more. When her tongue presses against my lips, I open up for her eagerly. Lisa's hands find their way to my ass and she lifts me into her arms. she presses me against the wall and I wrap my legs around her hips.
"This dress is way too fucking short, Minx."
Her fingers slip into my underwear, and I moan against her lips.
I fumble with her jeans and sigh in delight when I finally have my hand wrapped around her. Lisa groans and kisses me harder.
"I want you, Jennie," she whispers. I'm panting and nod. She grins and rests her forehead against mine.
The sound of someone knocking on the door startles us both and we freeze.
"Time's up, guys," someone shouts. Lisa blinks and looks around, as though she's only now realizing that we're in the downstairs bathroom. she pulls away from me and lowers me to the floor carefully before fixing her own clothes.
"Sorry, baby. I got carried away," she says, panting. I shake my head and rise to my tiptoes to press a quick kiss to her lips.
"I wish it'd gone further," I whisper, right before I walk out.