i am goin g fucking crazy my brain is fast but hpapy but somehwat sad toooooooooooooooo (trail off into ether)

but can smell trees now can feel the air on skin can dance and have low level joy

but cannot focus for long here one minute there the next minute then blank blank blank what was i dOING
FUCK

and just

we'll see

on and on and on

reading about it on the itnernettt jjust makes me CRAZY like SHUT UP you have this and that and those and oh so much to doig thrugh nad unpacok like

arghhggghgg.

u feel?

k.