Jere POV

"Me."

Her? Do her? She needs to be careful what she says to me right now, I am so tempted to push the serving plates off the kitchen counter and rip that purple summer dress off her. My mouth went dry hearing her offer herself up to me like she was the appetizer before dinner. No, sorry Belly it's not that simple. You can't make an amazing meal, look amazing with your hair in a half up do and not expect me to make you wait, make you enjoy every minute of it. I'm done with contemplating it, I'm going to take Belly upstairs and make her moan my name until she forgets everything except the taste of my lips.

I force a chuckle. "I meant with dinner."

She gave me a weak smile, "everything is ready. sit down in the dining room and I'll be there in a minute."

I listened to her, making my way to the grand brown table that was set for dinner for two. She used those blue dishes my mom favored, with the little butterflies on them. My finger traced the shapes on the plate, lots of happy memories with these plates. Belly served us, she even used the wine I brought. She looked so beautiful, like a princess but a really hot one. I couldn't stop looking at her shoulders, how my lips wanted to kiss them and my fingers caress them.

"We should talk, I guess." Belly said after she finished her first glass of wine.

"About?"

"Well, everything. The talk we had, the text message I sent." She swirled her fork in her pasta but never brought it up to her mouth.

"Did you mean it, do you love me?"

"Yes, I always have."

I took a deep breath, then I took a gulp of wine before asking my next question. "What do you want from me?"

She scratched her neck, confused. "I don't understand your question."

"Do you want to have sex with me?"

"Well... Yes."

"To get closure?"

"No, I don't want closure."

I felt a little frustrated. "Then you just want me to fu-" She put a hand up, stopping me mid sentence.

"I want you, all of you. In every way- but it's complicated right now. I don't know what tomorrow looks like, I just know I love you."

I stare down at my dish, i know it's complicated. It's my brother that is complicating it. If it was a stranger I'd already be on top of her, giving myself to her fully. Right? I said I'd stop putting myself second, I drove hours to get here and it wasn't for this mid-level alfredo.

"I'm full." I push my plate away from me, my fork clings against the dish.

"Okay, I have dessert," She said getting up and walking past me to the kitchen. I grab her by the wrist, tugging her back.

"The only thing I want to eat is between your legs, Bells."

I hear a gasp escape her lips. When she turns around to meet my eyes she looks shocked but in a good way, she's biting her lips to hold back a smile. I push my chair back and pull her on top of me. "Is that okay with you?"

She nods, pulling her dress up to straddle me on the wooden chair. "More than okay."

Even though I wanted this, I'm nervous as shit. I don't know how to touch her or where to touch her, I feel like I'm fourteen years old. I slide my thumb across her lips and they part, instinctively I lean forward to kiss her. Her mouth warm, it tastes like wine and I smile, I've always been drunk on Belly.
My hands hold onto her butt, pulling her onto me. My instincts kick in and I am kissing from her lips to her shoulder, licking and biting as I make my way to her neck.

"Jere," She moans as I nibble on her neck. "Oh, Jere."

"Just wait," I chuckle. I start unbuttoning her summer dress, damn all these buttons. "I want you on the bed," I groan with frustration. This chair is not comfortable and I don't have enough access to her. She nods again and pulls me upstairs to my old bedroom, I click on a lamp so the room is dim enough to see her beauty but not enough to ruin the mood. When I turn around she's already out of her dress, sitting on the bed in her lacy pink set. God I love this woman.

I walk to her, grabbing her neck gently and kissing her perfect pout. "You are so beautiful," I wish into her ear as she undoes my belt.

"I've dreamt about this," She says in a low voice. "A lot."

I slide my hand from her neck down to her stomach, feeling her skin on my finger tips. It's like an electric current is running from my body to hurts. I no longer want this; I need this. I need to feel every inch of her body, I want to know what she tastes like and what she smells like when she's had her fill of me. I can't imagine ever letting her go, I almost laugh at how naive I was. How could I say no, deny myself this pleasure. Let myself pass up the chance at having this moment of pure happiness for once.

Belly is beautiful, her brown locks falling in her eyes and she smiles at me wildly. "I want you," she whispers.

She hasn't even touched me and I already feel like I'm about to explode, just from how amazingly sexy she looks right now. Knowing how deeply she wants me is sending me over the edge. "You can have all of me," I whisper back. My hand makes it's way to her bra, I slip my hand behind her and unclasp it in record time. My fingers slide under, cupping her breast in my hand. "Fuck," I groan. This is everything, more than everything I have ever wanted. Belly's big brown eyes are bright, yearning and I want nothing more than to see her like this for ever. She's biting on her bottom lip and my mouth is watering from wanting to taste every inch of her.

As my hands work her breast, I lean forward and kiss her. She moans in my mouth, letting me know my hand work is going well. I bite her full bottom lip, nibbling it slowly and I almost loose it when she lets out the softest moan I've ever heard. This is true pleasure. This is everything I have ever wanted. How could I fool myself into thinking that I could want anything, or anyone else beside my Belly.

"Jere," She purrs my name. "I want it, please."

She does not need to say please, I should be on my knees begging her to open up for me. But, hearing her beg is life changing. I feel like every fiber of my being is about to combust. I can't even pretend like I have another minute of patience left in me. I push her down on to the bed slowly, my hand on her neck guiding her down. "Are you sure?" I ask her once more, even though if she says no I might have to jump into the pool.

She says nothing, instead she takes my hands from her neck and slides it down into her panties. I smirk, oh how I've thought about pulling theses off her. I shimmy them off of her and I'm excited to be greeted her clean shave. There it is, my whole world nestled between her legs. It's more perfect than my dreams and fantasies ever imagined. She's perfect.

"Is... Is it okay?" She asks timidly and I smile at her.

"If there was a word for more than perfect, I'd use that." I kiss her lips and slide my hand between her legs. I'm going to make this last all night if I can, I want to her my name escape those pretty lips for hours. I won't be satisfied until I've made her feel cosmic and earth shattering eruptions. I take my time with her core, watching her eyes closer, lips part and her bucking against my fingers. This is more than I could ever want or need in life and I am lucky to have this woman in front of me.

My lips come down onto her breasts and before I can do much more she's vibrating and moaning so loudly, I'm shocked.

"Jere... Oh... Jere..." She's finished.

"Did you..."

"Yes," She giggled. "Sorry."

"That was fast," I said kissing her stomach.

"It's been a while.."

I nod.

"And well, I've been anticipating your touch for so long now..."

I look at her shy smile, she's so amazing. She wants me just as much as I want her. "Thank you, for being her with me right now."

She giggles again. "No, Thank you."

I kiss her lips, then down her to belly button again, sticking my tongue in. "More?"

"Yes please," She moans.

OK! This got a little more... RAUNCHY i guess. let me know if you guys enjoyed it.