Follow/Fav Her Deepest Pain and Greatest Joy
By:No Fate 1990 This story serves as a sequel to my story called "Avalon". Regina must choose between her past and future. Regina's journey helps Emma to embrace her own past.
Rated: Fiction K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Regina M./The Evil Queen, Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold, Belle/Lacey, Robin Hood - Chapters: 207 - Words: 23,655 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 7 - Updated: Aug 9 - Published: Jun 23, 2017 - Status: Complete - id: 12542245
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< Prev 1. Gone Girl 2. A Shocking Heartbreaking Truth 3. Say Something Please 4. OH, What A Sad Life & Tragic Love Story! 5. Last Chance To Do Anything With You 6. In The Arms of An Angel 7. Now We Can Be Together Forever 8. Exceptional Extraordinary LuLu 9. An Eternal Spirit of Love 10. Regina Dearie, Baby 11. Even now she will move on without you 12. Not About The Angels 13. I Have Seen That Girl Before 14. Ghosts of My Imagination and Creation 15. Half asleep, but barely breathing 16. Tales of An Unfinished Life 17. Oceans, Mountains, and Secret Open Doors 18. My Magical Enchanting World 19. Over The Rainbow Bridge 20. Daddy 21. Even in the hereafter 22. Feeling A Moment 23. I need my mum and Papa about now 24. Never Too Lost or Far Away 25. Espy 26. Everest Jones 27. Darling Baby of Mine 28. Yesterday's Ashes and Memories 29. Even now you don't ask me to stay 30. Spirit of An Unknown Origin 31. I'll Keep Breathing Til My Heart Stops 32. Navigating The Other Side 33. Keep A Candle Burning For Me 34. A Mysterious Cottage In The Woods 35. Roots In The Ground 36. May Angels Lead You In, Hear You Me 37. An Unchained Unchangeable Love 38. You were born early, but arrived on time 39. Of My Flesh,Time, and Space 40. Until I Wake Up 41. She Was Never Really Real 42. Underneath It All, I Am Human 43. An Unsung Tune In Your Heart 44. Lean on me 45. Lake By The Ocean 46. I Remember It As If It Was Yesterday 47. Falling In Love With Hope 48. Enchanting Rose 49. An Unplanned But Wanted Blessing 50. Raining Confetti 51. Overwhelming Light, Love, and Loss 52. Spinning Saturn 53. Even Now Promise Me This 54. Remember When I Almost Lost You 55. Infinite Pale Blue Skies 56. Open Your Eyes and Realize You Do Matter 57. Unconditionally Sincerely Yours 58. Staying Put Until The Wheels Fall Off 59. Unusually Quiet Distant Dim Light 60. A Dozen Teardrops on My Spinning Wheel 61. Life is A Roller Coaster 62. OH How Rare and Beautiful It Is To Exist 63. Visions of What Could've Been 64. Even Now She Flies With Her Own Wings 65. You Said It Was Time 66. Even If Nothing Lasts Forever 67. A Life Well Lived and Loved 68. Blossom 69. Levi 70. Ellie 71. Differences Doesn't Matter 72. A Beautiful Happy Ending & New Beginning 73. Roni and Me 74. Enchanting Gardenia 75. Mysterious Puzzle 76. I Know You Care, But Its Not Enough 77. She is not well at all 78. She Doesn't Deserve This Fate 79. You hold on for as long as you can 80. Only with the passing of time 81. Uncounted Many Rivers To Cross 82. These Soft Gentle Healing Hands 83. Enchanted Butterfly Kisses and Wings 84. Red Admiral Butterfly 85. Our Three Hours Without The Sun 86. A Time To Cry, Surrender, and Let Her Go 87. Damaging Shocking Loss 88. Remiss, Rewrite, Recover, and Restore 89. A little bit nostalgic and yet different 90. Maybe I Should Be Kind and Compassionate 91. A Mutual Understanding and Loss 92. Minor hole in the world and my heart 93. A Defining Come Clean Moment 94. Your Tombstone Shaped Heart 95. Even Now, There is still good in you 96. Tenderhearted Sensitivity 97. Walking Blind and Backwards 98. Outermost Star 99. Never Be As It Was Before 100. Dwindling Passion and Compassion 101. Encircling Echoes 102. Rare Pure Light and Gold 103. A Matter of Spirit 104. Feeling A Moment and You Too 105. A Reborn Hope and Joy 106. Rosecolored Baby Love 107. One Big Surprising Miracle 108. Still I Want What I Can Not Have 109. Even Now Everything is Almost Perfect 110. A Quick Hello and Hug Will Do For Now 111. Little Boy Blue's Return 112. I Get to Love You, Always and Forever 113. A Sort of Goodbye and Hello 114. Momentary Pleasure 115. You're everywhere except within my grasp 116. She Does Not Remember Me 117. Trust and Believe Things Will Get Better 118. I Understand Now 119. Changing Direction of The Wind 120. An Imaginary Friend of A Friend 121. Love me today, but forget me tomorrow 122. Lingering Hope and Desire 123. A Blocked out Dim Light 124. Until I Wake Up and Feel Better Again 125. Getting Lost in The Clutter and Waves 126. Henceforth 127. Only Heaven Knows Why 128. Safe and Sound For Now 129. The Start of A Happier New Beginning 130. One Late Night Walk, Heart to Heart Talk 131. The Prodigal Princess Bride 132. His and Her Most Cherished Treasure 133. Even now I feel bad and sad for you 134. Rainy Zurich 135. One Unforgettable Concrete Angel 136. Walking and Carrying Her Home 137. Like A Bird Set Free 138. Everything He and She Does is Magic 139. From Papa To Pops 140. This is what I live for and will die for 141. You Belong To Me and The Sky 142. Aboard The Jolly Roger 143. Waking up on the other end of eternity 144. Nearly Getting By Without You 145. One Special Anniversary and Birthday 146. Walking on Sunshine 147. Elements of Surprise and Bewilderment 148. Newborn Shining Star 149. Dwindling Passion and Longevity 150. Yet Again Here We Are Once More 151. Even now you Shock, Surprise, & Amaze Me 152. The Dark One's Hope and Redemption 153. Infinite Bottomless Ocean 154. My First and Last Hello and Goodbye 155. Entangled In You 156. Still A Sweet Child of Mine 157. Still Knocking on heaven's door 158. Only You Know What is Right, True,& Real 159. Follow The Pretty White Dove 160. To Catch and Hold onto a shooting star 161. You Give Your Tears To The Tide 162. Lady in Green 163. Echoes of a life I knew and loved once 164. Ready to Start Over or To Just End This 165. Even Now There is More To The Story 166. A Head Full of Dreams 167. Don't Stop Dancing or Believing 168. Raven Jasper 169. I Bet My Life on You 170. From Avalon To Abigail 171. This Full-grown Baby of Mine 172. Oasis of the eternal mind 173. The Wishing Well 174. A Mother's Unheard Desperate Cry 175. Learning To Fall and Crawl Again 176. Love That We Created and Brought Forth 177. Your Yellow Bright Halo 178. A Woman After My Own Heart 179. Weaver and Me 180. Nightly Twilight 181. I feel her even as she is disappearing 182. Grace and Love So Soft 183. Halfway Open Hands 184. Two Thousand Year Mystery 185. From Avalon With Love To Simply Ava 186. A Lost Fragile Little Girl 187. Kind, Soft, and Gentle Like A Dove 188. Exhaling and Inhaling Freely 189. A Child of Great Promise, Hope, and Pain 190. She is Whatever and Whomsoever 191. You have taken the words out of my mouth 192. A Small Opening Hole and Wound 193. I Had A Family of My Own Once 194. Still Learning To Breathe 195. My Queen, Our Princess, and Me 196. Little Do You Know My Heart Hurts&Bleeds 197. Come in Like A Hurricane 198. Trying To Put All The Pieces Together 199. My Sweet Papa 200. His Deepest Pain and Greatest Joy 201. Someday She Will Understand and Believe 202. We Were One Long Before You Were Born 203. A Pirate's Most Valuable Sacred Treasure 204. The Most Bittersweet Irony and Gift 205. Evanescent Lifetime 206. Rolling on with the changes and waves 207. 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Rumple's p.o.v
Adrift elsewhere
Many oceans, mountains, and secret open doors
Exhaling and inhaling oxygen like smoke
Names of the dead
Digging deeper into my skin
< Prev 1. Gone Girl 2. A Shocking Heartbreaking Truth 3. Say Something Please 4. OH, What A Sad Life & Tragic Love Story! 5. Last Chance To Do Anything With You 6. In The Arms of An Angel 7. Now We Can Be Together Forever 8. Exceptional Extraordinary LuLu 9. An Eternal Spirit of Love 10. Regina Dearie, Baby 11. Even now she will move on without you 12. Not About The Angels 13. I Have Seen That Girl Before 14. Ghosts of My Imagination and Creation 15. Half asleep, but barely breathing 16. Tales of An Unfinished Life 17. Oceans, Mountains, and Secret Open Doors 18. My Magical Enchanting World 19. Over The Rainbow Bridge 20. Daddy 21. Even in the hereafter 22. Feeling A Moment 23. I need my mum and Papa about now 24. Never Too Lost or Far Away 25. Espy 26. Everest Jones 27. Darling Baby of Mine 28. Yesterday's Ashes and Memories 29. Even now you don't ask me to stay 30. Spirit of An Unknown Origin 31. I'll Keep Breathing Til My Heart Stops 32. Navigating The Other Side 33. Keep A Candle Burning For Me 34. A Mysterious Cottage In The Woods 35. Roots In The Ground 36. May Angels Lead You In, Hear You Me 37. An Unchained Unchangeable Love 38. You were born early, but arrived on time 39. Of My Flesh,Time, and Space 40. Until I Wake Up 41. She Was Never Really Real 42. Underneath It All, I Am Human 43. An Unsung Tune In Your Heart 44. Lean on me 45. Lake By The Ocean 46. I Remember It As If It Was Yesterday 47. Falling In Love With Hope 48. Enchanting Rose 49. An Unplanned But Wanted Blessing 50. Raining Confetti 51. Overwhelming Light, Love, and Loss 52. Spinning Saturn 53. Even Now Promise Me This 54. Remember When I Almost Lost You 55. Infinite Pale Blue Skies 56. Open Your Eyes and Realize You Do Matter 57. Unconditionally Sincerely Yours 58. Staying Put Until The Wheels Fall Off 59. Unusually Quiet Distant Dim Light 60. A Dozen Teardrops on My Spinning Wheel 61. Life is A Roller Coaster 62. OH How Rare and Beautiful It Is To Exist 63. Visions of What Could've Been 64. Even Now She Flies With Her Own Wings 65. You Said It Was Time 66. Even If Nothing Lasts Forever 67. A Life Well Lived and Loved 68. Blossom 69. Levi 70. Ellie 71. Differences Doesn't Matter 72. A Beautiful Happy Ending & New Beginning 73. Roni and Me 74. Enchanting Gardenia 75. Mysterious Puzzle 76. I Know You Care, But Its Not Enough 77. She is not well at all 78. She Doesn't Deserve This Fate 79. You hold on for as long as you can 80. Only with the passing of time 81. Uncounted Many Rivers To Cross 82. These Soft Gentle Healing Hands 83. Enchanted Butterfly Kisses and Wings 84. Red Admiral Butterfly 85. Our Three Hours Without The Sun 86. A Time To Cry, Surrender, and Let Her Go 87. Damaging Shocking Loss 88. Remiss, Rewrite, Recover, and Restore 89. A little bit nostalgic and yet different 90. Maybe I Should Be Kind and Compassionate 91. A Mutual Understanding and Loss 92. Minor hole in the world and my heart 93. A Defining Come Clean Moment 94. Your Tombstone Shaped Heart 95. Even Now, There is still good in you 96. Tenderhearted Sensitivity 97. Walking Blind and Backwards 98. Outermost Star 99. Never Be As It Was Before 100. Dwindling Passion and Compassion 101. Encircling Echoes 102. Rare Pure Light and Gold 103. A Matter of Spirit 104. Feeling A Moment and You Too 105. A Reborn Hope and Joy 106. Rosecolored Baby Love 107. One Big Surprising Miracle 108. Still I Want What I Can Not Have 109. Even Now Everything is Almost Perfect 110. A Quick Hello and Hug Will Do For Now 111. Little Boy Blue's Return 112. I Get to Love You, Always and Forever 113. A Sort of Goodbye and Hello 114. Momentary Pleasure 115. You're everywhere except within my grasp 116. She Does Not Remember Me 117. Trust and Believe Things Will Get Better 118. I Understand Now 119. Changing Direction of The Wind 120. An Imaginary Friend of A Friend 121. Love me today, but forget me tomorrow 122. Lingering Hope and Desire 123. A Blocked out Dim Light 124. Until I Wake Up and Feel Better Again 125. Getting Lost in The Clutter and Waves 126. Henceforth 127. Only Heaven Knows Why 128. Safe and Sound For Now 129. The Start of A Happier New Beginning 130. One Late Night Walk, Heart to Heart Talk 131. The Prodigal Princess Bride 132. His and Her Most Cherished Treasure 133. Even now I feel bad and sad for you 134. Rainy Zurich 135. One Unforgettable Concrete Angel 136. Walking and Carrying Her Home 137. Like A Bird Set Free 138. Everything He and She Does is Magic 139. From Papa To Pops 140. This is what I live for and will die for 141. You Belong To Me and The Sky 142. Aboard The Jolly Roger 143. Waking up on the other end of eternity 144. Nearly Getting By Without You 145. One Special Anniversary and Birthday 146. Walking on Sunshine 147. Elements of Surprise and Bewilderment 148. Newborn Shining Star 149. Dwindling Passion and Longevity 150. Yet Again Here We Are Once More 151. Even now you Shock, Surprise, & Amaze Me 152. The Dark One's Hope and Redemption 153. Infinite Bottomless Ocean 154. My First and Last Hello and Goodbye 155. Entangled In You 156. Still A Sweet Child of Mine 157. Still Knocking on heaven's door 158. Only You Know What is Right, True,& Real 159. Follow The Pretty White Dove 160. To Catch and Hold onto a shooting star 161. You Give Your Tears To The Tide 162. Lady in Green 163. Echoes of a life I knew and loved once 164. Ready to Start Over or To Just End This 165. Even Now There is More To The Story 166. A Head Full of Dreams 167. Don't Stop Dancing or Believing 168. Raven Jasper 169. I Bet My Life on You 170. From Avalon To Abigail 171. This Full-grown Baby of Mine 172. Oasis of the eternal mind 173. The Wishing Well 174. A Mother's Unheard Desperate Cry 175. Learning To Fall and Crawl Again 176. Love That We Created and Brought Forth 177. Your Yellow Bright Halo 178. A Woman After My Own Heart 179. Weaver and Me 180. Nightly Twilight 181. I feel her even as she is disappearing 182. Grace and Love So Soft 183. Halfway Open Hands 184. Two Thousand Year Mystery 185. From Avalon With Love To Simply Ava 186. A Lost Fragile Little Girl 187. Kind, Soft, and Gentle Like A Dove 188. Exhaling and Inhaling Freely 189. A Child of Great Promise, Hope, and Pain 190. She is Whatever and Whomsoever 191. You have taken the words out of my mouth 192. A Small Opening Hole and Wound 193. I Had A Family of My Own Once 194. Still Learning To Breathe 195. My Queen, Our Princess, and Me 196. Little Do You Know My Heart Hurts&Bleeds 197. Come in Like A Hurricane 198. Trying To Put All The Pieces Together 199. My Sweet Papa 200. His Deepest Pain and Greatest Joy 201. Someday She Will Understand and Believe 202. We Were One Long Before You Were Born 203. A Pirate's Most Valuable Sacred Treasure 204. The Most Bittersweet Irony and Gift 205. Evanescent Lifetime 206. Rolling on with the changes and waves 207. Longing For A Life That I Had Erased Next >
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Her Deepest Pain and Greatest Joy
By: No Fate 1990