This fic is kind of a sequel to my other story Where Are You?, but only if you squint. You don't need to read that fic to understand this one, although there's a nice chronology I really enjoy. Kudos for that go to Tiana4Evahh on AO3, who suggested to follow up with a later story in the same storyline!

BIG SPOILER ALERT for Dragons Rising Season 2, Part 2. If you haven't seen it and you're NOT okay with a lot of details from the very climactic ending spoiled, go watch it and then come back. Otherwise, enjoy!


Vania wasn't there when Cole arrived, but she heard about it from her staff. It was the Master of Earth's first visit to Shintaro since the Merge. She hadn't heard from him, hadn't seen more than a few news clips… and he was there.

Underground.

He'd ignored her, not even bothering to say hello before descending into the mountain. It was his right to go down there, but being snubbed hurt. He did what he wanted, no matter how it impacted anyone else, because usually it only helped people!

Vania was the Queen of Shintaro. If there was anyone who could do as they liked, it was her.

Two can play at this game, Cole.

So Vania canceled every duty she had for the day. She dressed in her favorite adventuring outfit, freshly plaited her hair into a crown braid, and touched up her makeup. Then she followed him into the darkness and depths, bearing a lantern and striding with confidence.


She found him standing in the Heart of the Mountain.

He was staring up at the statue of Lily, everything illuminated in orange. It almost looked like a trance, the way he stood so still, the way the whole room was built to frame him.

For a moment, she didn't recognize him at all.

"...Cole?"

The ninja before her straightened up, then turned to look at her in surprise. His black hair was longer than she remembered, his eyes a little more tired. "Vania?"

Vania frowned, trying to understand what she saw. Cole was wearing something new: white, orange and steel gray. It was a complicated suit, not unlike a set of armor, and entirely different from a ninja gi.

She preferred his usual black, but it was still quite handsome on him. He was always handsome.

"You… didn't come say hello. I thought I would come down and find you."

In case you didn't come find me before you left.

Because I missed you.

Why didn't you bother to find me?

"Oh…" Cole looked away, having the decency to be ashamed. "I"m sorry, Vania. Hailmar said you were busy. I didn't want to interrupt anything."

"You know you're never an interruption." Vania approached him, but it felt like entering a home uninvited. "I just… haven't seen you in so long. I heard about your surviving the Merge, and you never responded to any of my letters, and… then you disappeared again. I thought you were avoiding me."

"Avoiding you? No!" Cole stammered, finally coming to her and grasping one of her hands. The contact was welcome, and she had to smile, looking up into his eyes as he seemed to come back to himself. "I'm sorry, Vania, really. I just have a lot on my mind."

She laughed softly. "When do you not? Every time I hear from you, you tell me about yet another catastrophe."

"Ha, well, you know how it is being a ninja. Never enough time or people to help with all the things going wrong in the world." Cole reached up and ruffled his hair, but he didn't let go of her hand. With ruffled hair, he looked a little bit more like she remembered– boyish, carefree, adventurous. "And this time is unfortunately no different."

"So I've heard." She mustered her best attitude for him, pushing away her frustrations. "Why are you down here? And… what's going on with the new outfit?"

"Oh, this?" Cole looked down, letting go of her hand so he could mess with it. He tugged at the material, as if to change the fit, but eventually gave up with a sigh. "It's a long story. Maybe this isn't the place for it… or maybe it is. I don't know."

"That… means nothing. You know that, right?"

"I know, I know." Cole laughed, then stomped his right foot. The earth rumbled in response, producing a bench made of rock that faced the statue of Lily. It was a detailed structure, with indentations that almost looked hand-carved, despite Vania seeing it grow before her very eyes.

Cole led her to sit on it next to her. It was wide enough for two with just a little space between them. Nothing more than a hand's width.

It was more distance from him than Vania wanted, even now, and she felt brave. She shifted to the side, so that they were touching at the hip. Cole looked surprised, but when she smiled, he rested his arm on the back of the bench behind her.

Why wait so long, Cole? Didn't you know I was waiting for you?

After a moment's pause, in which Cole did nothing, Vania knew she was being too hopeful. She looked down at her hands. "So. What's kept you away? I heard there was some conflict with Imperium."

"Yeah, although that's kind of old news now. Do you want me to start at the beginning?"

Vania inspected her hands. "...Why don't you summarize, and then tell me about what happened most recently?"

"I can do that."

Vania leaned back against Cole's arm, part of her attention fixated on just how strong she knew he was, and Cole didn't seem to mind. When she finally looked back at him, attentive to his story, she saw the glint in his eye.

Excitement, adventure, and danger. All the things she loved in his stories! She couldn't keep back a smile. "Come on, tell me!"

"I was just trying to figure out where to start!" Cole laughed, and with it, Vania's spirits lifted. "Okay. It all began at the Merge."


Vania accepted Cole's cell phone, considering the photo it showed her. "So this one is where I start?"

"Yeah, exactly. That's the Land of Lost Things." She swiped through it, seeing the mountains of trash and miscellaneous objects, until pausing at a statue. "That's… one of Geo's statues?"

"Yeah! The guy's a whiz at them." Cole swiped through a few for her, past other statues, until he stopped. "That's him, and Bonzle too."

Vania peered at the screen. He looked just as Cole had described him: a purple Munce who was almost obsessed with color and found object art, grinning and showing off his sharp teeth. Bonzle, the spell-turned-skeleton, was looking at the camera with a slightly bored smile. "They look nice! You should bring them to Shintaro sometime."

"I dunno… Geo's been burned before. He got stuck there because nobody missed him, since he was off-color."

"No, you should bring him." Vania gave Cole a smile, searching his orange-flecked eyes. "We've been making real progress since you left! There are some Geckles and Munce who are practically family now. Geo deserves to be around that, to have a part in it."

Cole laughed, and she suppressed a happy shiver as he toyed with one of her loose strands of hair. "Sure, Vania. I'll tell him next time we run into each other."

"Good. I'd love to meet any of your friends."

"And I'd love for them all to meet you."

The way he said it made her feel like there were butterflies in her stomach.

You talk to me like that, but you don't make a move. Stop playing with my heart like this!

Vania felt her cheeks heating up, so she looked back down at the phone. She swiped through a few pictures of two little boys playing– they had to be Fritz and Spitz. "You said you also had some pictures of the City of Temples, right?"

"Oh, yeah! Sorry, I got distracted." Cole took the phone back and swiped through it, past pictures of the Ninja and their students, past sweeping landscapes and blue pies. He stopped at a cityscape, clad in gold and ringed by mountains. "It really reminded me of Shintaro."

"Oh, wow! It's so similar!" Vania looked with delight as he moved through them. "The stonework is just incredible."

"I know! I wish I'd gotten the chance to explore more." Cole stopped at a picture of the arena. "Here's where we fought. I wish I could say I did well, but… hey. Sora won, and we're all really proud of her!"

"Of course." Vania rested her head against his shoulder. "Did you get very far?"

"Uh… no, actually. I kind of got curb stomped."

She laughed. "You? Curb stomped? It must have been a mighty opponent."

"Would you believe me if I said it was a Serpentine kid?"

"Maybe." She giggled. "At least you got to watch the rest of those fights. They must have been really impressive."

"Oh yeah! Especially Lloyd's fights. He did a great job!" Cole laughed. "And then… well, I missed a few. And that's actually why I'm here."

She looked up at him, curious by how his voice had shifted from lighthearted reminiscence into something somber. His expression was as serious as she'd ever seen him. He was looking at the statue again… studying it.

She prompted, "Cole?"

He frowned. "I don't know, Vania. It was just… weird."

"What was weird? I don't understand."

Cole sighed, and she watched as he seemed to almost physically shrink. She'd long outgrown her childish fantasies about him and his mountainous strength, but moments like these are even more of a reminder that Cole wasn't just some incredible, legendary figure.

He was just a man.

I like him better this way.

"When I was in the City of Temples, I found a mech. It was attuned to my element. After I'd lost my element to the tournament, I needed a vehicle, and I went back to it." He drew away, hugging himself with both arms. "It was my mother's, and there was a mech suit in it that fit me. This suit."

Vania blinked in surprise. "Is that why you're wearing this?"

"Ha, yeah. I know, it's not my usual style."

"It's not bad," she assured, inspecting it more closely. The similarities to armor made sense now, the steel and segmentation. The color scheme also made sense, considering what records of Lily they still had in Shintaro. She'd always loved the color white. "How come there was a suit that fit you?"

"I don't know." Cole sighed, his vice-like grip on himself loosening. "It was the perfect size. Maybe it wasn't my mom's, maybe it was my grandfather's. Or maybe my great-grandparent's? Or even older? I have no idea, and there wasn't anything inside it to say whose it was originally." He shook his head. "That's the thing. It was charged with Earth energy, and I was able to harness it even though my element had been taken by the dragon ivory. I don't know why!"

Vania's heart softened. She reached out and laid her hands on Cole's, watching as he looked over. His eyes expressed pain.

No wonder why he didn't come find me. He needed answers.

She reached up and touched his face, brushing aside a strand of hair, and said, "I can only imagine how confusing that is."

Cole smiled, so she continued. "Who knows why it was there? Maybe they somehow knew you would need it."

"Even if it was generations ago? I find that hard to believe," he confessed with a laugh. "The element of Earth has never come with visions of the future, just… back aches and dirt under our fingernails."

"Do you need knowledge of the future to know your heirs might need something?" Vania posed her challenge as more of a question, but they both knew she was pushing him. "Cole, I know my heirs will need things. Laws, instructions, records of what I did and why. Your ancestors probably did similar things. You will probably do similar things. The mech was obviously left for you."

He glanced away. "Maybe…"

"No, there's no 'maybe' about it. I know it's true."

Another laugh burst from him, unbidden. "Okay. Sure. You're right. But that's not the only thing bothering me."

Before she could ask, Cole got up from the bench and began to pace. "Here's what I don't get. I found a mech that's just right for the job. Then I had a dream that showed exactly where I would need to go, and the mech got me there. Then, once I actually arrived, the ghost of Master Wu showed up and spoke to me!"

He was all but tearing his hair out when he looked at her again. "Vania, I don't understand! He said he caused the Merge. Wu would never do that intentionally. I know he would never want that! I practically raised him– I know it's backwards, but it's true, and I know that's not like him!"

He stood still, breathing heavily from his rant.

Vania watched him. Pacing and barely rational. This was the man she had missed for so long, the one she'd longed for all these long months they'd been apart.

She felt the impulse to get up and go to him, so she followed it. She hugged him, burying herself in his arms and his armor. Cole held her, tense yet relaxing slowly at her touch.

Vania took a deep breath, smelling earth and tea and machine oil. "I don't know either, but we can find out together. You don't have to figure it out alone, Cole."

He wilted. "I know. I've got my team. But–"

"No. Not just them." Vania looked up at him, holding his gaze, daring him to look away from her. "You have me."

"But you're all the way in Shintaro," he protested.

"So send me a letter! Call me! We have phones, you know." She pulled him down to rest his head against hers, daring him to pull away. "Cole Brookstone, if you ask me to come to you, I will come. It doesn't matter when or where or how. You are not alone."

He held still, and for a moment, she felt like she'd pushed too far. Had she done something she couldn't undo? Had she thrown herself at him, more than she had the day they'd met, and he'd disliked it? Had time dampened their connection, their friendship, until every spark of more had been stamped out?

Cole sighed, closing his eyes. "Okay. I'll… I'll stay in touch better, Vania. I'll tell you when I figure out any more of this, or find any more clues."

Vania closed her eyes to match him. She could feel her fears slowly washing away and being replaced by peace.

"Don't leave for so long next time, please?"

"Okay. I won't."

"That includes if you get… stuck somewhere, or are about to have a big battle, or whatever else is waiting for you. I worry about you when you're gone."

"I'm sorry." She opened her eyes to see him pulling back, and for the first time in their conversation, he looked truly apologetic. "Really, I am."

"I know." She smiled again, reaching up to caress his face. Even now, delight coursed through her when he leaned into her touch. "I'm not holding anything against you, Cole. You should know that… I never will."

"Even if I disappear again?"

Vania laughed.

This man. This sweet, stupid man.

"I will search all the Merged Realms if I have to, but you are not disappearing on me again. Ever."

Finally, the smile on Cole's face seemed to last. He reached up and toyed with her hair, his hands exceedingly gentle. "As you wish, your Highness."

His shoulders were not so tense now, his voice softened by affection, and Vania knew that he had gotten what he came for.

The Heart of the Mountain slowly dimmed, coming back to its dormant state, until the darkness was close at hand and broken only by her lantern's weak glow. The lantern light played across the walls, across Cole's face, across both of their hearts.

Please… stay with me this time.

She knew he wouldn't, and yet prayed for it anyway.


As usual, I am disappointed by the lack of Vania content in Dragons Rising, but I'm not surprised. Showrunners, drop even a Vania cameo, and MY LIFE IS YOURS! It doesn't need to be huge, just something!

(One last thing. As one of the earlier Cole/Vania shippers, it feels like my responsibility to say that we should NOT harass the Cole/Geo shippers. I have many objections to that ship (one of which is moral), but that doesn't mean the real people in our fandom should be bashed. Let's all treat each other with respect and kindness, and we'll all have a great day.)

Thanks for reading, and leave me a review if you'd like!