Its been a long time(do even the concept of time exist here?) since I wake up as consciousness of the CounterForce. To be precise, the consciousness of Alaya.

At the start I was freaking out.

Who doesn't?

If you just sleep on your bed at night with particular happy note only to wake up in unknown dark space(do even the concept of space exist here?)… at that time because I can't feel my body and my limbs(a really traumatizing experience mind you), I scream as hard as I can, hoping for a help come

In hindsight it was a stupid move because if I am really kidnapped my kidnapper will be annoyed at my sudden scream and maybe will 'teach' me a few lesson at why I shouldn't scream calling for a help

Keep in mind. I am an ordinary person, a freaking 'real' ordinary person, not like those fanfic protagonist that claim they are ordinary person but have a tragic past, massive fortune, brooding personality, eidetic memory, master in martial art and general knowledge, possess hidden circumstances, talent or secret in their body.

So yeah…

Working from day to night, keeping the exact same motion everyday, and enjoying my hobby, Anime and Manga on Weekend as relaxation. So its normal for my first response when waking up and can't move or feeling my body senses is to scream loudly for a help like a bitch.

I didn't have convenient knowledge to escape my binding even after following Detective Conan for almost all my life. For me screaming to call for a help is the logical thing to do, after all, while they are kidnapping me, somehow I am freaking unharmed because I didn't feel any pain or anything similar, that means my kidnapper didn't want to hurt me for whatever reason

After a while I noticed the reason that I can't move my body is because I didn't possess a body in the first place! I am freaking a floating ball of light!

At that moment I finally feel a surge of information in my mind. It was a memory…no calling it a memory is incorrect, lets call it activity logs.

With that after scanning information from the log, I realized.

I am Alaya

Living as Alaya is drifting in awesome and suck. In fact I almost going insane once but that was a story for another time

The awesome part is come from the part that I am freaking Alaya one of the 2 will of the CounterForce. If you familiar with Nasuverse you will know that CounterForce have a lot of power, to the point from human point of view it was practically infinite

In which I agree. My stream of infinite power come from two major sources, one part from Gaia, the other will of the CounterForce, because Alaya once is a part of Gaia that gained will on their own and separated itself.

Due to that reason Alaya can leech some energy from Gaia, the only way for Gaia to stop me is by eliminating all human on earth, something that Gaia will never do at least until humanity start ravaging the core of planet.

The good thing is as long I am just leeching reasonable amount(enough to practically power the entire human countries for years and no sign of stopping) for certain period of time Gaia won't do much or even in some cases just turn blind eyes at my behavior but if I cross the line Gaia will retaliate

I learned it the hard way…

The second part of my infinite power come from human. Alaya is the embodiment humanity will to survive. The will to survive is the basic need of all living being included humanity, no matter how small they are.

So yeah, theoretically as long human exist my power will never be exhausted

Here comes the suck part. I am reside in a place outside space and time within Imaginary Number(in my understanding it was how Nasuverse Magus call the void) to enforce the rules to make sure humanity survive in this forsaken universe.

That mean I am simultaneously present in all time and space of my worldline where humanity exist. From there I am realized that this worldline is gonna be pruned soon because I can't feel my existence after year 2X00

It was unpleasant feeling. I feel like in the jaw of crocodile but the crocodile can't bite nor do I can't move to escape or it was like being glued using Gorilla Glue to a ticking time bomb.

Pick whichever you can imagine…the point is you know that you will die and there is nothing you can do to stop it. This unpleasant feeling almost drive me insane

In state of panic I try to go into parallel universe or to be precisely another worldline…only to be hunted by local Alaya and Gaia counterpart.

It create a really big fiasco that even still effecting me even now

So yeah with that I create an automatic system to do my job while I searching a way to survive. Cause I know this worldline will be pruned I set it to 'inflict violence' to anything that threaten humanity, if it was not enough? That means it was not enough violence. Basically it was the same as canonAlaya response.

What? Human do some stupid thing to survive! And I admit that is the only common thing that I share with canonAlaya. Both of us is stupid, here the formula [Alaya=Embody of Humanity Will to Survive; Humanity Will to Survive=Do stupid things; Alaya= Humanity Stupidity]. How that? My logic is flawless right?

Anyway with that I keep searching for a way to survive.

And finally…I found it

I gather all Heroic Spirit that contracted personally by me and my automatic response system in my personal domain. Usually before I take over, canonAlaya will just send them to Throne of Heroes to save some resources but I digress connecting to that place that was on another level of 'outside of time and space' will let other Alaya or Gaia know what did I do. In which after being hunted once I didn't want to share my work to them.

I see the various Heroic Spirit face. All of them is tense, most of them that have naive ideal in life already become jaded after each job in this millenia.

Well being summoned to kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, what you supposed to protect will do that for you, as for the more cynical one they become former of their living self basically they started to shut down if there is no any job, and all of this still happening even after all my countermeasure to prevent it…

I feel sorry of them, some of them even can't remember their name if each their copy summoned self in the material world didn't have their memory of this place erased

Because this is not the Throne, they didn't got their summoned self memory like reading book. I didn't have the resource to do that, because of that they experienced their memory first hand like a full dive technology or is some case can just control their summoned self from my domain

If heroic spirit on the Throne is using this method they sure will go insane because the amount of worldline can only be described as 'infinite', the massive free for all without amount of rest.

It was a good thing they are just from my domain, so its limited to the worldline that I govern

Anyway enough about them lets start my plan