Chapter 7
"At least we have the weekend to try and rest," House said to Cuddy as they lay in bed that fateful Thursday night, after the scare of Hope's fall and finally getting their daughter to sleep in her room. They could at least attempt to relax.
"I think it would be best for her not going to school tomorrow. I want to monitor her," Cuddy said seriously as she settled next to House. Both of them stared at the ceiling, utterly exhausted.
"Hey Cuddy, Hope is just fine, it was just a big scary fall, but she is fine" House told her. "Are you staying home?"
"I can't," Cuddy replied firmly. "I have two meetings with potential donors, an emergency Board meeting, and the new election for the heads of departments that will integrate the new board."
"I have a complicated case. I can't resolve it over the phone... I should be there, even now," House murmured, concerned.
"She'll come with us to the hospital," Cuddy decided. "She'll stay with me or you, and when neither of us can't be with her, I'll ask one of the nurses to watch her."
House sighed, recognizing the need for a compromise. "Alright. If you think it's the best, I'm ok with it."
Cuddy nodded, relieved that he agreed with her solution. "Yes, it's the best we can do right now." She turned to him, the exhaustion evident in her eyes. "We should try to get some sleep."
House, sensing her vulnerability, moved closer and wrapped his arms around her waist from behind. "Hey," he whispered, feeling her body tense slightly. "Hope is okay. Everything's fine now."
Cuddy started to sob quietly, the tears she'd been holding back finally breaking through. House tightened his embrace, turning her so that she could rest her head on his chest. "It's okay," he repeated softly in the dark room, his voice soothing as he held her close.
Cuddy didn't know exactly why she was crying. It had been an emotionally draining day. One of her patients had died from thyroid cancer that morning, the Board meeting had not gone well, and at the end of the day, just when she wanted to go home, her daughter arrived at the hospital with a possible head trauma. Seeing Hope unconscious on the stretcher had been an immense shock. It felt like losing her daughter all over again, reliving those moments of fear and helplessness.
In House's arms, she realized how unresolved emotions had been building up inside her. In just over two years, her life had changed dramatically—from getting Hope back, the custody battle of Rachel, marrying House, House adopting Rachel, to her pregnancy with Paige, moving houses, and losing her mother. Everything she had ever dreamed of had happened so quickly that her mind was still reeling from it all.
She took a deep breath amid her tears, feeling his arms around her, her favorite place in the world. It was where she felt safe and loved, and no one else could make her feel that way. Despite the chaos in her mind, his love for her dispelled any doubts.
House continued to hold her, repeating, "It's okay," while gently stroking her back. Gradually, Cuddy's sobs lessened, and she felt herself calming down, lulled by his warmth and the steady beat of his heart. Finally, she drifted off to sleep, comforted by his embrace.
-/-
"But I'm okay, Mom," Hope said in the morning as her mother examined her in bed, shining a light into her eyes. "Follow my finger, Hope." Cuddy held her hand in front of her daughter, moving it in straight lines.
"Why can't I go to school?" Hope asked, her voice tinged with frustration.
"Tell me your full name," Cuddy ignored Hope's requests, but she continued.
"Mom, I'm fine. I can go to school."
"Your full name," Cuddy repeated.
"Hope Lisa House, born on October 10, 2002, in Princeton, New Jersey." Hope provided all the information. "Can I go to school, Mom? I have practice today."
"Hope, there won't be any practice this week, and I'm not sure about next week either," Cuddy said seriously.
"But why?!" Hope exclaimed. "I can't miss that much practice!"
"Hope, you are not in any condition to train," Cuddy said firmly.
"But why? I'm fine!"
"Because I said so!" Cuddy raised her voice at Hope's persistence. "You fell yesterday, you passed out, you have a deep cut on your forehead, and I need to monitor you to make sure you don't have any damage. So no! You are not going to school today, you are not going to gymnastics practice, you are not going to swimming, you are coming with your dad and me to the hospital, and we are going to make sure you are okay."
"But I am okay," Hope insisted, but Cuddy remained completely resolute.
"No buts, Hope," she said. "It's my decision."
"But it's my life!" Hope argued. "And I want to go to school and the gym!"
"No," Cuddy said again. "Hope, this discussion is pointless. You are coming with us, and there's no other alternative."
"I don't get it!," Hope grumbled, getting up quickly from the bed. "No one ever listens to me. I'm fine!"
"Hope, I am your mother, I know what's right for you! And what's right for you is to come with us," Cuddy reiterated.
"Okay, fine," Hope said, clearly upset. "We will do it your way!"
As Hope stormed out of the room towards the bathroom, Cuddy realized for the first time that Hope was becoming a teenager, and the coming years would be infinitely more challenging.
-/-
"Did everything go okay?" House asked, glancing up as Cuddy entered the room to finish getting ready.
Cuddy sighed, running a hand through her hair and shot him a sarcastic glare. "Of course it didn't. Our daughter magically turned into a miniature version of you," she retorted, her tone dripping with sarcasm and a hint of amusement. "But yes, she's fine. Just irritated that she can't go to school or to gymnastics."
House smirked. "You knew a kid with both of our genes would turn out exactly like this, stubborn, sarcastic and brilliant"
Cuddy shot him a look. "Oh, and who exactly taught her sarcasm and stubbornness?"
"Point taken about being brilliant, thanks Cuddles!" House conceded with a mock salute. "Ah, the struggles of being a teenage prodigy."
Cuddy rolled her eyes, but there was a smile tugging at the corner of her lips. "You're not helping," she chided, though her tone betrayed her amusement. "She's worried about missing gymnastics and school. She's so dedicated. It's hard to tell her no."
Cuddy rolled her eyes but leaned into him. "Anyway we should get ready. Today's going to be a marathon."
"Yeah, but marathons are for people who can't afford a car," House quipped, holding her a moment longer. "We'll handle it. One stubborn kid at a time."
Cuddy nodded, smiling up at him. "We should check on Hope one more time before we head out. Just to make sure she's not planning her great escape."
"Good idea," House agreed, stepping back. "And if she does try to escape, we'll just ground her for life. Easy."
Laughing, they walked out of the room together, ready to face whatever the day had in store, knowing they could count on each other to get through it.
-/-
While House was driving Rachel to school Cuddy decided that was best for her and Hope to drive directly to the hospital. The drive to the hospital was thick with silence. Hope sat in the passenger seat, her arms crossed and her gaze fixed firmly out the window. Her face was a storm of emotions—anger, frustration, and a hint of hurt. Cuddy, behind the wheel, glanced at her daughter from time to time, her heart heavy with concern.
"Hope," Cuddy began gently, her voice attempting to bridge the gap between them. "I know you're upset, but you need to understand why this is important."
Hope didn't turn her head. She kept her eyes on the passing scenery, her lips pressed into a thin line.
Cuddy sighed, her grip tightening slightly on the steering wheel. "You had a serious fall yesterday. You hit your head and you passed out. We have to be sure you're completely okay before you go back to your regular activities."
"I'm fine," Hope muttered, her tone laced with defiance and resignation. "I feel fine."
"I know you feel fine now, but head injuries can be tricky," Cuddy continued, keeping her voice calm and soothing. "Sometimes the effects don't show up right away. We just want to make sure you're really okay."
There was another stretch of silence, the only sound the hum of the engine and the soft whoosh of the air conditioning. Cuddy tried again, a different approach this time. "I promise you can go back to school and practice on Monday, as long as everything checks out."
Hope finally turned her head slightly, her eyes meeting her mother's. "But that's three whole days, Mom. I can't miss that much practice."
Cuddy nodded, understanding her daughter's dedication. "I know, sweetie. But your health is more important. Missing a few days of practice now is better than risking a more serious injury that could keep you out for longer."
Hope's expression softened just a bit, though the frustration was still evident. "It's just… I worked so hard. I don't want to fall behind."
"You won't," Cuddy assured her. "You're one of the best in your class. A few days off won't change that. And your coach will understand. He wants you to be healthy too."
Hope sighed deeply, uncrossing her arms but still looking out the window. "It's not fair," she mumbled, more to herself than to Cuddy.
"I know it feels that way," Cuddy agreed, her voice tender. "But we're doing this because we love you and want to keep you safe."
Another silence fell, but this time it was less heavy, less filled with anger. Hope didn't respond, but Cuddy sensed that her words were beginning to sink in. As they neared the hospital, Cuddy reached over and gently squeezed Hope's hand. "We'll get through this, okay? And you'll be back to your old self in no time."
Hope gave a reluctant nod, still not fully convinced but willing to trust her mother. "Okay," she said softly. "Can I at least read medical journal?
"I think I can arrange that" Cuddy smiled, a small victory won. "Thank you, Hope. We'll make sure everything's alright, and then we can get back to normal."
As they pulled into the hospital parking lot, the tension between them had eased, and Cuddy felt a flicker of hope that their bond was strong enough to weather this storm.
-/-
Hope looked up from her book as Cuddy gathered her things. "What are you going to do now, Mom?"
"I have to make my rounds and check on my patients in the endocrinology wing," Cuddy replied, slipping a few files into her bag.
Hope's eyes lit up with a mix of curiosity and hope. "Can I come with you?"
Cuddy paused, considering the request. She knew how much Hope loved learning about medicine and being in the hospital environment. After a moment, she smiled. "Alright, you can come with me. But you have to promise to be quiet and listen carefully, okay?"
Hope's face broke into a wide grin. "I promise! I'll be so quiet you won't even know I'm there."
Cuddy chuckled and nodded. "Alright then, let's go."
As they walked together toward the endocrinology wing, Cuddy could see the excitement in Hope's step. Despite the worries of the past day, moments like this made her feel proud and reassured about Hope's growing interest in medicine.
"Just remember, you're my assistant today," Cuddy said with a wink. "So you have to be on your best behavior."
Hope nodded eagerly. "I will be, Mom. I can't wait to see real patients!"
Cuddy introduced Hope to the nursing staff and a few of her patients, explaining that her daughter would be accompanying her today. The patients, most of whom were elderly, welcomed Hope with warm smiles and gentle greetings.
When Cuddy began her rounds, explaining some of the cases to Hope in simple terms as they went from patient to patient. Hope listened intently, absorbing every word, her earlier boredom forgotten in the excitement of learning and being close to her mom.
It wasn't long before Hope was asking thoughtful questions, clearly eager to learn more about the medical world.
Cuddy felt a swell of pride as she watched her daughter engage so thoughtfully with the patients and the medical staff. Despite the rocky start to the day, it seemed like everything was turning out alright. As they continued their rounds, she couldn't help but think that maybe this experience would spark a deeper interest in medicine for Hope.
By the end of the rounds, Hope was practically glowing with excitement, her earlier frustration completely forgotten. Cuddy felt a sense of relief and satisfaction. Not only was Hope physically okay, but she was also more engaged and enthusiastic than ever.
As they headed back to Cuddy's office, Hope looked up at her mother with a big smile. "That was so cool, Mom. This was way better than school!"
Cuddy smiled back, feeling the warmth of the moment. "You're welcome, Hope. I'm glad you enjoyed it. Maybe someday, you'll be the one doing the rounds with your own patients."
Hope's eyes sparkled with the possibility. "I can't wait for it mom!"
-/-
After lunch at the cafeteria, Hope excitedly recounted every detail of the rounds she had done with her mom to House. He listened attentively, asking questions that stimulated her curiosity and encouraged her to think critically. Cuddy knew he was doing for Hope what had never been done for him—fostering her passion and feeding her thirst for knowledge.
"Hope honey" Cuddy said, "why don't you go buy yourself an ice cream at the counter?"
She handed Hope some money, and the girl eagerly went to get her treat.
As Hope stood in line, Cuddy turned to House. "I've been thinking," she began.
"About letting her go to school today?" he asked, puzzled.
"No, about her love for medicine. She's genuinely passionate about it," Cuddy said. "Get her the silicone model. She deserves it."
"Cuddy…" House started, but she smiled, looking at their daughter.
"She's never going to love anything as much as she loves this. I want her to be happy," Cuddy said softly.
House glanced over at Hope, who was waiting in line for her ice cream. "But she can only suture under our supervision. No running around with suture needles unsupervised," Cuddy added firmly.
"Couldn't agree more," House replied. "You know, Cuddy, I was right."
She looked at him, seeing his characteristic smug grin, the one that said he knew he was right and often was. "You're a great mother."
Cuddy smiled, feeling a warmth spread through her. Despite the challenges and the occasional disagreements, moments like this reminded her of the deep bond they shared as a family.
When Hope returned with her ice cream, her face beaming with joy, she took a seat beside them, savoring each bite.
"Thank you, Mommy! This is the best day ever!" Hope exclaimed between licks of her ice cream.
House smirked and looked at Cuddy. "See? All it took was a little head trauma and a ton of medical exams to make her day."
Cuddy rolled her eyes but couldn't help laughing. "You're incorrigible," she said, shaking her head.
"Hey, it's all part of my charm," House replied, winking at Hope, who giggled.
Supporting their daughter's dreams and watching her happiness was all the reassurance they needed
Cuddy and House exchanged a knowing look. Supporting their daughter's dreams and watching her happiness was all the reassurance they needed.
