'If I didn't love you, it would be fine.'

After surviving her final showdown with William Lewis, Olivia Benson needs time to heal. Her former Captain gives her the chance to do just that. Far from the city, she is now searching for any port in the storm - a lighthouse to guide her. Little does she know, one will soon find her. (Story Rated M for dark themes, TW added for discussion of post trauma events)

Detective Montserrat Novak originally planned to transfer to SVU but mysteriously withdrew her papers. Nine months later, Olivia pulls her profile when Montserrat becomes a material witness to a case. From there, Montserrat can't really get away from SVU. Now she finds herself dealing with a Detectives & an ADA whom she seems to have a talent at pulling all his right strings.

Let's go back to Season 12 through 16 and mix up a few fan favorite scenes. Kathy is an ex. Lewis meets Elliot. Organized Crime finds Noah. Olivia visits Italy. Will our heroes find and keep love? Warning: I've been watching a lot of Bridgeton, and it has inspired some of this writing.

Olivia takes notice of how much Amanda is struggling in the aftermath of her encounters with Dr. Julius Adler and Detective Frank Bucci, and is determined to figure out what is going on. Takes place a few months after "We Dream of Machine Elves" (season 21, episode 8) and "Can't Be Held Accountable/Must Be Held Accountable" (season 21, episodes 9 & 10).

set around s16-17. When Olivia is forced into Witness Protection for her own safety she's shocked to discover that the US Marshal tasked with protecting her is the one man she thought she'd never see again.

Detective Klass reaches out to Manhattan SVU once again. Things have taken a turn and she needs their help. Can Captain Benson and the Squad stop what could be coming next? EO, Fin/Phoebe, Amanda/Carisi. 4th in 5th series.

This is an SVU story with all the characters (created by Dick Wolf) that takes place in between Season 14 and 15. The SVU squad experiences a zombie apocalypse and has to figure out how to survive in this new world. They will encounter several characters from the show including villains. Will Olivia ever see her old partner again?

Olivia Benson's fight to be a present parent seems to be all but a giant failure and Noah at 14 is sure to not let her forget it. Against all of her best efforts, Olivia cannot figure out where she went wrong or why her son seems to resent her so much. She learns he is failing at school, falling in to the wrong crowd and she would do anything for her little boy to come back to her.

After the events of Fault, one night together changes the course of Elliot and Olivia's lives forever. When she leaves him twice - first for computer crimes, and then for Oregon, what is he supposed to think, especially when she leaves him with surprising news that rocks his world? When an unexpected injury threatens to take her away from him for good – how will Elliot cope?

A collection of short, random chapters of varying genres and ratings that center on the friendship and/or romance between Olivia Benson and Amanda Rollins. Takes place anywhere from season 13 to the present.

A late night intruder learns the consequences of such a crime from New York's finest

Elizabeth Suarez joins the Manhattan Special Victims Unit with a lot to prove. She meets Rafael Barba in a bar the night before she starts her new job with Manhattan SVU. What's in store for them? And who is she? A rewrite of a story I wrote a long time ago that was entitled "New Girl".

In the Law & Order universe, just spit balling an idea I’ve had for a while. Hope you enjoy the read :) Reader Warning: does contain topics of SA, gore, trauma and explicit scenarios. I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS NOR ANY EVENTS THAT MAY TAKE PLACE IN THE SHOW.

This is a story about a woman named Mariska Hargitay-Maxwell who is a pediatrician from LA. One day she gets a call to go to Kenya, Africa to help with their sheltered kids. There she came across a doctor named Christopher Meloni who owned the clinic. She spends a year there learning and falling in love with a guy she had to leave behind.

Olivia becomes the Mama that you’ve always needed when your abusive Mom makes a scene.

Rollins comes to New york to escape her past in Atlanta; there she meets a fiery brunette who's work she has admired from afar. The problem is she doesn't seem to like Amanda very much but the truth is Olivia is battling her own demons . Can they get past them together and become stronger? Or will they let the past tear them apart forever? Rolivia romance. F/F.

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What if…Rollins and Carisi HADN'T lost the nerve that November night in West Virginia? This is inspired by "Just a Kiss" by Lady A. Song Writers: Charles Kelley / Dallas Davidson / Dave Haywood / Hillary Scott

The story starts immediately after The Five Hundredth Episode, a series of firsts for Trevor and Olivia. X-Posted on AO3

He pulled her properly on top of him and wrapped his arms tight around her, the ghost of William Lewis still lingering in their lives, the curse of not knowing everything that happened still present between them even 10 years after. Yet, William Lewis didn't have a space in their everyday lives anymore. Belongs to Another Reason universe, but stands alone. Established EO.

Olivia sat at her desk in the 16 Precinct working on a story that she had written when she was little, but what where to happen if someone on the squad where to read it and found something out that she never wanted for people or her co-workers to find out.

When Calvin is removed from Olivia's care, Elliot is left feeling helpless as he watches his partner grow ever more despondent. Desperate to help her, he learns that there are more ways than one for a heart to be broken. In the aftermath of her health crisis, Olivia will need Elliot more than she ever has before. Will she let him in? Just what will it take to heal a broken heart?

SUMMERY: "Olivia sat in her room reading a book that her best friend Alex had bought her for her birthday last month she took the book everywhere with her she even took it to work on day and this is where our story begins, but when she left work the next night as the got a case involving a six year old girl who watch her mom and sister be killed in front of her, and when the SVU te

Olivia comes to your aid when you get hurt by your own Detectives.