Chapter 31
Serafina sat on a log, enjoying the gentle breeze on her face. The view of the lake was truly beautiful. Her guards had found a perfect place to stop for a moment of rest. Ylara and Kyra were walking along the water's edge, dipping their bare feet into the lake. They were both laughing and looked genuinely happy. Serafina smiled as she watched them; to them, this whole journey was an adventure, and they relished every new experience.
Neither of them had traveled much; they had both grown up in the same small village. According to Robb, Lady Stark had chosen them from a few candidates, and Serafina reminded herself to thank her good-mother for making such an excellent choice, if she had the chance to see Lady Stark before their arrival at Winterfell. They had been traveling for five days now, and the only Stark Serafina had seen had been Robb. Not that she was complaining; she had enjoyed spending time with him. He had checked on her whenever he could and made sure she was as comfortable as possible.
She glanced at one of her guards, a young soldier named Arron, who stood nearby, maintaining a respectful distance.
"It's a beautiful day," Serafina stated, keeping her tone light.
"It is, Your Grace," Arron replied.
"Do you enjoy the warmth?"
"Not really, Your Grace," the soldier admitted. "I prefer the fresh northern air."
"I see. Do you have a family waiting for you?"
"I have a grandmother, Your Grace. She raised me after my parents passed away."
"Oh, I am sorry to hear that."
Arron gave a small nod of appreciation for her sympathy but kept his expression steady. "Thank you, Your Grace. She's a strong woman, though, stronger than most. She's the one who taught me how to hold a sword and make myself useful."
Serafina's smile widened slightly at his words. "It sounds like she's someone to be proud of."
"She is. I hope to make her proud too," Arron responded, his tone tinged with quiet determination.
Serafina could see the hint of longing in his eyes as he spoke of his grandmother, and it made her heart ache a little. It reminded her that every soldier had their own story, their own loved ones waiting for them. She was grateful for their service and loyalty, but it also made her realize how much they sacrificed.
She shifted slightly on the log, letting the silence between them linger for a moment as she turned her gaze back toward the lake. The sun glinted off the water's surface, casting shimmering ripples that danced in the gentle breeze. The sight was calming, but her thoughts were anything but.
As much as she tried to enjoy these brief moments of peace, there was always a part of her that felt unsettled, out of place. She had been raised in the south, where the warmth and splendor were vastly different from the rugged beauty of the North. Though she was doing her best to adapt, there were times when the uncertainty gnawed at her, especially when she considered the uncertain reception she might receive from the Starks once they finally reached Winterfell.
"Your Grace?" Arron's voice broke through her thoughts.
Serafina turned back to him, blinking away her worries. "Yes?"
"I was just going to ask if you needed anything," he said, his brow furrowed slightly in concern. "You seemed… distant."
She took a deep breath and shook her head, offering him a reassuring smile. "I'm fine, Arron. Just thinking about home, I suppose."
His eyes softened with understanding. "It's natural to miss what you're used to, Your Grace. But you're in good hands here."
"Thank you," Serafina replied, genuinely touched by his words. "I know that."
At that moment, Ylara and Kyra returned from the water's edge, their laughter still bubbling in the air as they approached. Ylara held a small bunch of wildflowers she had gathered along the shoreline and handed them to Serafina with a bright smile.
"For you, Your Grace. We thought they might brighten up the carriage," Ylara said cheerfully.
Serafina took the flowers, her smile widening as she admired their delicate colors. "Thank you, Ylara. They're lovely."
Kyra gave her a conspiratorial grin. "We've been talking, Your Grace. Maybe we'll convince you to dip your toes in the lake next time. It's surprisingly refreshing."
Serafina chuckled softly at their enthusiasm. "Perhaps one day, when I'm feeling brave enough."
"Your Grace," Arron's tense voice suddenly called out as he drew his sword. "Get behind me."
Serafina stood up quickly, noticing the other guards running towards them. She relaxed when she saw the white direwolf approaching.
"No, no, it's alright," she assured. "That's Ghost, Lord Jon's direwolf."
Arron hesitated, his grip still tight on his sword, until he fully registered Serafina's words. The other guards also slowed, though they remained wary, their hands hovering near their weapons. Ghost padded closer, his large paws barely making a sound on the grass. The direwolf's red eyes locked onto Serafina, assessing her with a curious intensity before he huffed softly.
Serafina let out a breath she hadn't realized she was holding and slowly stepped forward. "You startled us, Ghost," she said gently, her voice soothing as she offered a hand for the direwolf to sniff. Ghost's nose twitched, and after a moment, he leaned into her touch, his thick white fur surprisingly soft under her fingers.
The tension in the air eased as Ghost showed no signs of aggression. Ylara and Kyra, who had been clutching each other, let out nervous giggles. "He's magnificent," Kyra whispered, awe clear in her voice.
"Yes, he is," Serafina agreed, a smile tugging at her lips as Ghost nudged her hand, encouraging more pats.
Arron, still cautious, sheathed his sword but kept a watchful eye on the surroundings. "It's rare to see one of the direwolves away from their owners," he remarked. "Do you think Lord Jon is nearby?"
Serafina didn't have time to reply when she noticed Jon riding toward them.
"Ghost," he sighed as he dismounted. "I hope he didn't startle you."
"Not at all," Serafina replied, continuing to scratch behind Ghost's ear and earning a contented rumble from the massive creature.
"My lord," Arron greeted Jon with a bow.
Jon returned the bow with a nod. "Ghost can be a bit intimidating if you're not used to him," he said, walking over and placing a hand on the direwolf's back. "He has a mind of his own, likes to roam when he pleases."
Serafina smiled softly, still gently stroking Ghost's fur. "He has a noble spirit. I think he just wanted to say hello."
Jon gave a small, appreciative smile. "He seems to have taken a liking to you." His gaze flicked to the guards, who were still watching the exchange with a mix of caution and respect.
"May I have a word with you?" Jon asked.
"Yes, of course," Serafina replied.
Jon glanced at the maids, who discreetly indicated that they would wait for Serafina in the carriage. The guards gave them some space as well, though they remained nearby.
"Robb sent me," Jon began once they were alone. "He won't be able to see you today or tomorrow, and he wanted to make sure you're alright."
Serafina's expression softened as she listened to Jon's words, though a flicker of disappointment crossed her eyes. She had been looking forward to seeing Robb, even if only briefly. But she quickly masked her feelings, reminding herself that his responsibilities as a leader took precedence.
"I'm alright," she assured him, offering a gentle smile. "I understand he's busy. There's much on his shoulders."
Jon nodded, his expression empathetic. "There is, but he still worries. He wanted me to let you know that he's thinking of you, even if he can't be here."
The sincerity in Jon's voice struck a chord with Serafina. She appreciated that Robb had thought of her, even if he couldn't be there in person. "Thank you for telling me, Jon. That means a lot," she said, her voice warm.
Jon's gaze was steady, and there was a hint of something else, perhaps understanding, or shared empathy. "I know things haven't been easy for you, but if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here."
The offer surprised Serafina in a comforting way. Jon wasn't the type to speak much, but when he did, it was always with genuine intent. "That's very kind of you, Jon. I might take you up on that," she replied softly.
They stood in a comfortable silence for a moment, the quiet sounds of the forest and the distant chatter of the maids and guards filling the air. Ghost, sensing the tension had eased, lay down at Serafina's feet, resting his head on his paws.
Jon looked toward the horizon, where the road stretched toward Winterfell. "It won't be long now until we reach home," he said quietly, almost to himself.
Home. The word held weight for Serafina. She had left behind her own home and was heading toward what was supposed to be her new one. Yet, it was still unfamiliar, still distant.
"I hope I'll be able to make it feel like home too," she admitted, her voice tinged with uncertainty.
"You will," Jon replied without hesitation. "The North has a way of welcoming those who show it respect, and I can see you already understand that."
Serafina's smile grew a bit more genuine. "Thank you, Jon. I'll do my best."
"Serafina?" Robb's voice whispered, startling her from a light sleep. "It's alright, it's just me," he added soothingly. He was lying on the bed beside her, gently stroking her hair.
"Robb," she murmured sleepily.
"I'm sorry I woke you, but I had to see you," he said softly. "I really wanted to check on you yesterday, but…"
"I understand," she assured him. "You've been busy."
Robb had sent Jon to her again the previous day, to let her know he would visit as soon as possible. Serafina had been pleased that Jon joined her and her maids for dinner. It had made her feel like she had at least one friend in Winterfell.
"Three days is too long," Robb murmured, his thumb caressing her cheek.
Serafina leaned into Robb's touch, her eyes fluttering shut for a moment as she savored the warmth of his hand on her cheek. "It's alright," she whispered, her voice still heavy with sleep. "I know how much you're dealing with."
Robb sighed softly, his fingers threading through her hair. "I've missed you," he admitted, the weight of his words settling between them. "And I really needed a moment with you."
His sincerity tugged at her heart. Serafina reached out and placed her hand over his, giving it a gentle squeeze. "I'm glad you're here now."
Robb's gaze softened, his blue eyes reflecting the dim light of the room. "Has your journey gone well? Have the resting places been alright?"
"Yes," Serafina replied. "Everything is fine, and I am grateful for Ylara and Kyra's company."
Robb nodded, clearly relieved to hear that. "I'm glad they're taking care of you. Still, I should be with you more."
"You're doing what you have to," she said firmly, her voice tinged with determination. "I understand that, Robb. You don't have to apologize."
He moved closer, his forehead gently resting against hers. "You're too understanding, you know that?" he murmured, his breath warm against her lips.
Serafina smiled softly. "I want to be your strength, not your burden."
"You could never be a burden," Robb murmured.
For a moment, they stayed like that, their foreheads touching, their breaths mingling in the quiet intimacy of the room.
"I promise you, things will be different when we arrive at Winterfell," Robb continued. "I will have more time for you."
"It's alright, Robb, I understand," she assured. "How are your mother and sisters? Has their journey gone well?"
Robb's expression softened even more at Serafina's concern. "They're well," he replied. "My mother is strong as ever, making sure everything is in order, and my sisters are holding up. Arya's restless, as usual, and Sansa is… adjusting." His voice held a note of sadness when he mentioned Sansa, and Serafina could tell there were things weighing heavily on his mind.
She gently placed a hand on his chest, offering comfort. "I'm glad they're alright."
Robb leaned in and gently kissed her lips. "I know things have been… tense, but it will get better once they get to know you."
"I hope so," she murmured.
"I know so," Robb assured. "I can already tell that my brother has become fond of you."
"Jon is a good man," Serafina replied. "I would be honored to call him my brother and friend."
Robb smiled at her words, his eyes filled with warmth. "He already sees you as family, Serafina. Jon's a good judge of character, and he's protective of those he cares about. The fact that he's taken to you so quickly speaks volumes."
Serafina felt a wave of relief and gratitude wash over her. "That means a lot, especially coming from someone like him."
Robb nodded in agreement. "He's always been like that, steady, reliable. He doesn't say much, but when he does, it's worth listening to." He paused for a moment, then added, "It's important to me that you feel supported. You're not alone in this, Serafina. You have me, Jon, and soon, the rest of my family."
She smiled softly, hoping that he was right. "Thank you, Robb. I'm trying my best to fit in and be the wife you deserve. It's just… all so new, and I don't want to make any mistakes."
"You won't," Robb said firmly, his voice filled with conviction. "I know this hasn't been easy for you, stepping into a new life and trying to find your place in a family that can be… well, complicated. But you're doing wonderfully. You're more than I could've ever hoped for in a wife."
Serafina felt a blush rise to her cheeks at his words. "You're kind to say that."
"It's the truth," he replied, leaning in to brush a gentle kiss against her forehead. "And once we're settled in Winterfell, it will start to feel more like home. You'll see."
She leaned into his embrace, feeling the steady rhythm of his heartbeat against her cheek. "Will you stay for the night?"
"I really wish I could, but I'm afraid I can't."
"That's alright," she murmured, though she couldn't help but feel a tinge of disappointment. "Thank you for coming."
"Of course." He paused, looking at her hesitantly. "I… I still have a moment, and there's something I would really like to do for you."
She blinked, surprised by his words. "Do for me?"
He nodded. "Yes, I've wanted to do this for a while."
She looked at him cautiously. "Alright… What… What would you like to do?"
"May I brush your hair?" he asked quietly, a hint of nervousness in his voice.
Serafina blinked in surprise. That wasn't what she had expected him to say. "Brush my hair?" she repeated, unsure if she'd heard him correctly.
Robb nodded, his expression sincere. "I know it might sound strange, but I've noticed how you always take such care with it. You have the most beautiful hair, Serafina. I thought… maybe it would help you relax and… It's something I would really like to do."
Serafina's heart warmed at the thoughtfulness behind his words. It was such a simple gesture, but the intimacy of it touched her deeply. She could tell that Robb wanted to connect with her in a way that was comforting, without any expectations or pressure.
A gentle smile curved her lips as she nodded. "I'd like that."
Robb's face lit up with a smile, clearly pleased with her response. He got up and walked over to where her hairbrush lay on the small table by the bed. When he returned, Serafina shifted to sit in front of him on the bed, her back to him. She felt a flutter of nervousness, but it was quickly overshadowed by a sense of calm as she trusted him to take care of her.
Robb sat behind her and carefully gathered her hair, running his fingers through it first before beginning to brush. His movements were gentle and unhurried, as if he wanted to savor the moment just as much as she did. The rhythmic strokes of the brush against her scalp were soothing, and Serafina found herself closing her eyes, letting out a soft sigh as tension melted away.
Neither of them spoke for a while, the silence filled only with the sound of the brush gliding through her hair. It was a quiet moment, one that felt very intimate. Robb's presence behind her was comforting, and she could feel the care he put into every stroke of the brush.
"I never thought I'd be doing this," Robb said softly after a while. "But I'm glad you let me."
Serafina smiled, her eyes still closed. "I'm glad you asked," she whispered back.
When he finished, Robb carefully set the brush aside and gently gathered her hair in his hands, smoothing it down. Serafina turned to look at him over her shoulder, her heart swelling with gratitude and affection.
"Thank you, Robb," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
He leaned forward and pressed a tender kiss to her temple. "You mean more to me than you know, Serafina."
In that quiet, unassuming moment, Serafina felt closer to Robb than ever before. It wasn't a grand gesture or a passionate declaration; it was simply an act of care. She had never imagined she could experience such closeness with anyone.
"I think that I could love you," she blurted out without thinking. "No, no, I'm sorry, I meant that…I… Of course I…"
Robb's eyes widened slightly at her words, and for a moment, Serafina felt panic rising in her chest. Her mind raced as she stumbled over her words, trying to take them back, to clarify what she meant without sounding foolish. But before she could say anything else, Robb's hand gently cupped her cheek, grounding her in that moment.
"Serafina," he murmured, his voice low and filled with emotion. "You don't have to apologize."
Her breath caught as she saw the warmth in his eyes, a tenderness that reassured her more than any words could. He wasn't laughing at her or brushing her feelings aside. Instead, there was a sincerity in his gaze that told her he understood.
"I didn't mean to sound rude," she whispered, her cheeks flushing with both embarrassment and vulnerability. "I just… I wasn't thinking."
Robb's thumb stroked her cheek softly. "I know what you meant," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "And I'm glad you said it. I never imagined I'd find myself here with you after everything. Thank you for trusting me, Serafina. And… I think you already know how I feel about you."
They stayed like that for a few moments, the air between them charged with a newfound connection that felt deeper than anything they had shared before. Slowly, Robb leaned in, capturing her lips in a tender kiss. It wasn't rushed or filled with urgency; it was a gentle, loving kiss that conveyed everything words couldn't.
When they pulled back, Serafina's heart was racing, but in a good way. She met Robb's gaze, seeing the same mixture of hope and affection mirrored in his eyes.
"I really hate that I have to go," he murmured. "I'll see you tomorrow, I promise."
Serafina nodded, her smile soft but tinged with a hint of sadness. "I'll hold you to that," she replied, her voice gentle.
Robb's hand lingered on her cheek for a moment longer, his thumb brushing lightly over her skin as if he was committing the feel of her to memory. "Rest well, Serafina," he whispered, before reluctantly pulling away and standing up.
She watched as he gathered himself, straightening his cloak and giving her one last, lingering look. The way he looked at her, like she was someone important, someone cherished, made her heart swell with emotions she hadn't expected to feel.
Robb paused at the door, turning back to her. "If you need anything, anything at all, just send word. I'll come running."
"Thank you," she said, her voice sincere. "I'll be alright, but… it means a lot to hear that."
He gave her a final smile, one that reached his eyes and softened the usual tension in his expression. With a small nod, he left the room, closing the door quietly behind him.
Serafina let out a breath she didn't realize she'd been holding. The room felt a little emptier now, but it was a comforting emptiness, one filled with hope rather than loneliness.
