The strangely dressed ninja ran at my female leaf partner, pulling out my whip it easily wrapped around his arm that held a small scythe, pulling it backwards so it flew from his hand making him glare back at me.

My team of four had split up we had been looking for a low level rogue ninja from the leaf, he was a chunin unsure of why he left but the others had an idea it was about power as he was escorted by a sound ninja. We were following his trail as we had only time until he passed the border and then it goes to the Anbu, we are his last chance before he turns into a rogue nin.

This was one of the sound ninjas as the other two from my team moved forward.

I felt a little scared at the fact you can't leave the leaf, let alone any village you are in without being tracked down and killed.

The opening gave my female teammate a chance as she attacked with a Kunai, that made him boost in speed to avoid it and wrapped me up in my whip making me drop it and he was behind me so I rolled on the ground avoiding a hit. She jumped over my body shooting a fireball at him.

Getting on my feet fast I watched as he kicked her making her fly away, he had speed.

Throwing down a smoke bomb I quickly made three clones to keep him inside and confused and I scattered my spikes. I felt as she was getting on her feet. He blocked decently in the smoke but I felt my water hit something, unsure of how bad it was.

When I was suddenly thrown backwards and my clones disappeared by a loud and high pitched noise, It made my ears ring and made me slightly dizzy, landing on my knees I looked over at my teammate who was also holding her ears.

He was right on me making me switch with a log behind him near a large tree.

I could not hear a thing as I peered around the tree, lucky my ears are not needed right now.

I moved toward him as he headed for her, she stood up a little shaky. Whipping the back of his ankle making him limp, he glared at me and headed my way while stepping on one of my spikes. He winced as she tossed a bunch of kunai at him, he tried to block them but they blew up around him, paper bombs.

He tried to run away.

I moved behind him as he ran and waved at her to follow as I could see his chakra, she got on my heals and we caught up to him with his limp. I slid in front of him blocking a few kunai and slashed out with my water, making him jump backwards and she shot out some wire, pinning him to a tree.

We worked well together, he was trapped and hurt as we stood in front of him watching his mouth move. I tired to read his lips but I suck at that, I pulled out the picture of the guy we were chasing, he nodded and started to speak again.

I rolled my eyes and said. "I can't hear you." How does he not know he makes people deaf.

Looking at my partner she was saying the same thing.

He glared at us and suddenly we were blown backwards again from the sound wave, my ears started to hurt and I was dizzy for a moment. I saw some confusing blue before my mind fixed it self and I could see. I was only black for a second when my eyes opened the two boys in our team were back and he was knocked out tied to the tree.

They tried to talk to us, I looked over at the girl who was also on her knees, she gave a smile and an eye roll to me, making me laugh.

Knowing they were here without the kid means we failed, they stayed on his trail as we fought the escort close to the border. Once we got on our feet we headed back to the village.

I was curious about Kakashi's team, I heard that kid ran off just like this and yet I also heard not a single Anbu went after him even if he was a bigger liability then this kid, this one was nothing, a kid of a civilian family unlike that Sasuke kid and there is something about that I just don't understand.

I sat far enough back on my hospital bed I could kick my feet, my ears were still ringing and I can't hear shit.

My female teammate Ayona was in the bed next to me reading. My first mission since the heist and I failed, my first failed mission, unsure how I felt about that. For the third time in the past hour a nurse came in to heal our ears. They are doing it in spurts, unsure why, but every time the buzzing gets a little less loud. I can't tell if something other then our ears are hurt because I can't hear them talk.

She wont be back for another twenty minutes and we needed to stay here for that so I got up to just wonder around, weirdly full of energy.

Ayona gave me a look as I left the room, I held up my finger in a I will be right back thing and she nodded. I liked her, the boys I was with not so much, none of us really grouped together before, it was a random pull as it was a instant mission and I was around.

I could see people in both sense but not hear a thing as I strolled with my hands in my pockets surrounded by chakra unsure what to do when I felt a small tap on my shoulder making me jump and spin. Standing there was Ino looking looking shocked and slightly apologetic she handed me a small pink flower. I slowly took it as she tried to say something to me.

I pointed to my ears and said. "I can't hear anything." Suddenly everyone around me stopped moving and looked my way for a moment before going back to what they were doing.

I guess I said it too loud?

Her face lit up and she gave a small laugh as she looked around, walking a few feet away to a desk and wrote something down, she handed it to me and spun around, giving a small wave as she walked away.

Looking at the paper in sloppy writing was. 'Some cutie came in and had me deliver this' That was it, I wonder who?

I gave a small look around and no one was paying any attention to me, so I made my way back to the room.

Walking inside I saw Ayona's eyes land on my flower, making me shrug at her confused and I sat back down on my bed. She kicked her legs over the side and tried to talk to me with a strange game of charades. She kept moving back to a motion of putting something in her mouth. When it was not food, all I could think was dirty thoughts so I was completely lost, eventually she just gave up and went back to her book.

Sitting on my bed I just spun the flower in my hand curious as to who and why, it is so pretty, what does it mean?

I was walking home, my hearing now works even if slightly fuzzy, he had done more damage then just our ears but I was fine now and I never even noticed. I failed the mission but it was nice to leave the village again. Jumping in my home and moved to my coffee maker when I noticed a book on my table.

My heart fluttered unannounced.

Picking it up made me make a weird noise, unsure how loud I was.

It was a new Icha Icha, love.

I stared at the book as I made a pot of coffee and put my flower in a cup with water before flopping on my couch and opening it.

I got lost in the book that I looked up only when it got to dark to read, I got up to turn on my light and I noticed my coffee maker was still on, turning my pot into a gross overheated mess. I pored it out and made a new pot, yawning and stretching I was in such a good mood, I continued to read leaning on my counter as I waited for it to brew.

I stuck something to mark the page to take a break as I has to be reading for hours, sitting in my window with fresh coffee I watched the peace of the night needing to move I jumped down without shoes and just strolled for a small walk around my strangely shaped block. The dirt under my feet was wonderful, I felt a few ninja's pass over my head but other then that I was alone.

I fell backwards in the dirt and looked up at the stars again in the clear sky.

I heard a mumbled voice making me look around as Kakashi was walking towards my head before standing above me, chakra hidden.

I took me a second to understand what he said. "Looking for your home?"

"I am surprised the new book is not in your hands right now." He just looked down on me blankly, his hands in his pockets. "Thanks' for it by the way." I smiled at him, he looked up at the sky saying nothing.

"Why are you blocking your chakra?"

Suddenly it was dropped and I could see it easy with my eyes open, he has so much strength. "Habit, Where are your shoes?" He sounded genuinely concerned, I just smiled, we both looked at the stars for a minute.

"I know it's out there." I mumbled, he nodded in agreement.

"I wonder what one." This guy is really smart, he seems to understand everything, I don't know what that is like. He looked down on me catching me staring at him.

Easily jumping to my feet, I dusted my ass off. "Well I think I will get back to the book." I moved around him and started to walk home.

"324." He vanished again, now I was really curious as I looked in the direction I think he went, making me run home. I picked up the book, I was about to skip ahead to that page but I did not want to ruin the book so I will just read until I get there.

I read for a few more hours before I was about to drop, it was almost early morning as I shuffled to my bed. I had read so long I dreamed about the story with a weird cameo of the guy from magic mike as my love interest.

I was ready for the day, and I had a list of routine I needed to do before I got back to the book.

I was squatted in my window as I looked back at the book. I went back and stuffed it in my scroll before heading out but the book was in my head the whole time I trained.

I was practicing my Kunai, I could hit the part Kuro told me to but I don't have the next step that makes it switch direction completely, Kuro is still on a mission, he has been gone long but some missions can take a month or longer if you need to walk everywhere.

Deciding to cut my routine short as I really wanted to read, feeling like I should not read a dirty book in public I grabbed myself some easy take out food and headed home.

I was still a few chapters away but Kakashi was in my head as I flipped ahead.. 32...4? I opened the page and scanned it, it was a dirty little scene making me smile as I stuffed food in my mouth. I read that the girl had purple eye's confusing me as she was not the any of the main characters I had yet to read of, confused I moved back to where I was, I need to know who she was.

I snacked and read, it is rare I get into a story this bad that I can't put the book down when she finally came to play. She was a purvy gray haired girl side character and only had a small moment but that moment was hot, a very sexy scene in a hot spring. I really liked it, it was not my favorite I read in this book but still amazingly written.

My favorite involved the main characters.

I made it to the end and there was an interesting twist, this man can write well. I Tossed it on my coffee table, stood up and stretched satisfied at how it ended I have been sitting here mostly all day. Standing there for a few minutes I had a need to get back to doing shit, so I headed back out to practice many things.

The sun set a few hours ago and I was covered in sweat.

I hopped in the shower, playing with my water on both arms trying to fix my problem, the book flashing in my head from time to time, I stood in front of my mirror rubbing my hair dry when I used my towel to remove the fog from it. I moved to brush my hair and I just stared at me, watching my eye's get large.

I stared at my purple tinted but gray hair, my large purple eye's.

"In the hot springs?" I mumbled remembering last time I saw him I was standing in the hot springs in a towel, I thought he did not see me.

I barely wrapped the towel around me and I ran to the coffee table, I moved back trying to find her full description, it was a very sexy description that just can't be me, so it was not the exact same.

Turning to page 324 and reread it as I sat on my coffee table. "What am I doing?" I slightly yelled, I was startled and lowered the book as I looked at my kitchen.

Looking down I started to to laugh, it hit a funny bone and I could not stop. Pulling the book back up with a startled look on my face.

He made me sound damn fine. There is a chance it is not me, I met him one and half times but fuck it is close.

I guess I did 'help him with his research'

I giggled as I got dressed, I stood up thinking. "I have not done anything close to that in so long." I mumbled to myself thinking about the well written scene.

Then I thought about all the men I know here and that was not many, they are not for me or someone I never would want to cross that line with so I don't think I will be able to do that any time soon, hmm who gave me the flower?

Relationships don't last and then its just...over, looking out the window and this is such a small town even if it is really big for this world. I was never the kind that needed a boyfriend I have only had two serious ones and they both ended badly, I have never seen a lasting relationship in person my whole life.

I was pulling up my shorts when a second thought hit me, Kakashi, he read it and he saw me in it.

I ducked behind a garbage can in an alleyway as I felt the familiar chakra passing by, peering out there was Guy and Lee running backwards. I do a lot of training with them and I love how they push me farther then I can but like the rest of their team sometimes I just, needed to not.

Right now I was hiding to not be pulled into this ridiculous thing they are doing this second.

Feeling Iruka above me I looked up making me sigh and smile at him. "Avoiding the green beasts?"

"When they see me, they make me join them and I give in, every time." I smiled up at him.

He looked in the direction they were going. "I feel you." I jumped up next to him. They were going pretty fast, they were almost out of sight.

"What are you up to?" I looked back at his face as it squished and he sighed.

"I need to participate in a school thing."

"Not interested?"

"Boring."

We walked through the town and just chatted as he gathered a few things, when they Beasts came back around he hid with me, we ducked behind a bush and he made me laugh so hard joking about the green jumpsuits I was almost spotted making me cover my mouth until they were passed not long after he had to go.

They were not the only ones I was avoiding, I was glad I have not seen Kakashi for a few day's now, I feel awkward and unsure how to face this turn of event's. The best I could probably do is pretend it was never written and never talk about it to him.

He gave me the page number, so he sees the resemblance. I felt both flattered and embarrassed at the book but I have it on me at all times, if I run into the author I am making him sign it also then I can see if it was based on me or not by as he would recognize me or not.

I was walking home when I paused and looked up with a smile, Kuro and his team went flying over my head looking dirty and tired. I don't think they were watching the roads and none looked my way but they are back and don't seem hurt.

I was looking in the direction they ran off to with a small smile, when something rubbed my ankle. I was startled as a cute cat with a bow was looking up at me. "Kitty!" I bent over to pet it, rubbing on my leg so sweetly. "Who are you?" I flopped onto my ass, it rolled onto its back but I did not fall for the cat trap no matter how fluffy it looks, I just pet it's head.

Suddenly I felt a group of three weak ninja's head my way down the street.

They paused and looked at me startled as it crawled into my lap, Looking at them as one looked scratched all over. "How are you doing that?" A girl spoke.

I just looked at them confused as I pet the cat. "We need that." The scratched up boy spoke a little nervous.

"Oh?" I stood up with it in my arms. "Okay." I walked closer to them.

The cat flipped out and ran off. "Sorry." I said as they all chased it.

Turning to head home I started to miss my old dog, then I started to think of others and miss them, I started to dwell again and miss home.

My dad killed himself when I was eight and I lived with my mom and the dog. She tried her hardest but we moved a lot, due to money issues or crazy landlords and so many of her ex's that made us move again, she always needed a boyfriend and they never lasted, but she gave her all and that always broke my heart.

I love her deeply and I miss her, I do think about her a lot, before I landed here I was almost estranged with everyone, we were close once but that last asshole, she tried to get me to see how bad he was for me but I just got mad that she hated him, like a dumbass.

He cut me off from not just my friends. I had my dog with me when I mostly lived with him but he was gone before the relationship was over. He had been old around age eight, we found him on the road in a box so we never knew his birthday, he was the best and smart dog, he was almost perfect.

A tear fell down my face as I jumped into my window, I have a bad habit of moving on, I try not to think of the things I can't change all it does is ruin your mood and nothing else changes.

I worried about her, wondering how she is, does she know I'm missing or does she think I hate her, either way I feel heartbroken for her. My tears fell down my face as I sat in my chair, putting my head on my kitchen table.

In honor of her I decided to make her famous soup, she made the best soup but she had so many ingredients, the water was so low there was never really any in it. I joked about that so much that it was not really soup.

I got supplies and started to cook, letting myself dwell and feel sad as I tried to make it the way she did. I never got to make up with her, I know I like being here because it was a completely new start, not one person knew me here and I could be a different version of me.

No one knows my shame for who I was. The weak girl, the power I have now gives a weird confidence even if everyone is stronger then me, I feel like I have some control again in my life.

Sitting down I wrote her a note in English about all of this, how much I miss her how sorry I was and how much of a bad daughter I am. I shoved it in a box, maybe start writing her notes, so when I go home I can give them to her, if I go home.

Will I ever go home?

I put the lid on and put the small box on one of my kitchen drawers.

I sat down and ate the soup, a small smile on my face. I had a small want for a new dog, I wonder what these nin dogs are like, a talking dog, how cool right?

Looking at my tattoo as happy tears were in my eyes, I could be from here.

Would she have chakra like me?

I put the half filled 'soup' in a pot in the fridge and headed back out to push my feelings into my feet and arms and anything else I need to practice shit with.

Walking out of the coffee shop enjoying the early morning mist when I felt Kakashi, looking down the road his back was to me. "Be cool don't bring it up." I said to myself and continued to walk. He started to turn around making me panic and dive into a small ally between stores, pressing my back to the wall.

I felt his chakra vanish, wondering if he left I was about to turn and look when his face popped from around the corner.

"Hi there." A big eye smile on his face.

Startled I spun around and moved my hands over the wall. "Ah there is some cracks." I shuffled passed him a little weirdly. "Should deal with that." I said to no one.

I walked away and the owner overheard me making her drop her broom and look at the wall.

He followed me for a second.

"I see you read it." I looked back and gave a sheepish smile and nodded, he actually looked amused at my actions. "You must had left him with an impression."

Weirdly, he made me calm down at his down to earth energy. "It was probably not me." I mumbled, I was feeling awkward again. "Because we only met once." I looked to the left. "And a half." I said quieter, he just nodded and looked at the sky.

"So many gray haired purple eyed girls." He said amused.

"Ah my hair is not truly gray." I pulled on it. I sighed, getting over my embarrassment. "It was well written huh?" A small smile on my face. He looked at me and my change of mood. "That never happened by the way." I laughed out.

He just nodded and eye smiled at me ."The book is good." He spoke this time I nodded.

"It's awesome." I gave him a friendly smile.

The air got awkward again when none of us said anything ."Well, to training." I quickly ran off to the training grounds so it was not a lie, spilling a bit of my coffee.

I spent most of the day, practicing all I needed to and mostly with my whip.

I was trying the Kunai thing when Kuro showed up, I held back an urge to hug him and just yelled his name, I was so excited to see him. He saw me hit the kunai correctly and showed me the next step, It was a fail again but I will get it.

His team was doing some sparing not far so we walked over, we chatted lightly about his mission. We walked over to the girl who was sitting on the ground as the other two fought.

I was nervous and did not want to fight them and embarrass Kuro as well as me but she looked up at me with her creepy smile. "I knew our souls would meet again soon."

I smiled down on her strangeness. "We both knew we would." I sat down next to her and watched the guys. Kuro stood behind us they were pretty good it was nice to watch fights, gives me ideas.

I was unsure who won when they stopped, it looked even in my eyes, next was Kuro and Maiko.

Kiyo sat next to me and offered me some chips, I smiled at him and accepted as we watched, we did not say anything but it was like nothing happened and it made me smile and calm down.

Kuro is faster then most of them but they were almost even in skill, they all seem to have the same amount of strength, knowing I would fail so bad.

After about ten minutes of a non stop fight and it was interesting, Kiyo called out he wanted to see me fight, making me hide in myself.

"No that is okay." I waved as they looked over at me, he pushed my shoulder.

"I wanna see that." He jumped up. "Who is fighting her?"

We all just looked around. I think they could all tell I was uncomfortable but he did not care. "All right I will." He walked over to the area they fought as we switched places. I stood a few feet away from him, a strong need to try my hardest. We stood there both standing up and looked at each other. "Let's go girly." He made a relaxed stance with a smile, I see it now, he is an ass.

I don't think he knows anything about me, In a split second I threw down a smoke bomb and charged in making three clones and throwing down my spikes in random places hidden in the smoke. Unsure how he fights, they could not see in here and I was glad to see he can't either.

He had speed and it took a lot to keep him inside, water on my arm I was able to block a lot of his stuff but he was just shy good enough to avoid my slashes with water, I could not tell if he stepped on any of my spikes. He took out my clones and moved to leave so I ran in front of him and kicked him square in the chest but it only made him slide backwards and boosted his speed running out of the smoke.

I made a genjutsu clone in the middle and used the smoke to hit the forest on the opposite side of him.

I think I startled him as he waited for the smoke to disperse not seeing me.

I watched high in a tree, just enough to see with my eyes as my smoke faded and he moved back and forth, he saw my genjutsu and went straight for it.

A part of me was extremely excited I confused him, that girly comment made me kind of mad.

When he stepped on my spikes I saw Kuro smirk, they all sat and enjoyed Kiyo's chips.

Now that that happened I shoved chakra into my feet and flew right at him, I seemed to have more speed now as he dodged my water just in time, he was so shocked. We got into a taijutsu fight and I could feel how much stronger Guy has made me. He did not get cut once from my water as he seemed to understand it will hurt, so he dodged or blocked it but I was also blocking mostly all his hits.

He jumped backwards and did some handsigns, unsure what was coming I braced myself as he brought his hand to his mouth and shot small balls of fire at me, I ran around sporadic as I tried to dodge them.

Making two clones we started to parkour the trees and run randomly around him and tossed Kunai, He dodged most and used his own to block them, when I could not hit him I ran back into the forest and let my clones attack him and distract him.

I felt him head my way after he destroyed one and knocked a second away, I stopped moving as he came towards me ignoring the other clone that was still there.

A smirk crossed my face and I as my clone ran at him I traded with it, he did not notice I was now behind him water on my hand.

I heard a small female gasp as I ran at him, he turned to kill my clone in annoyance as he was about to get into the tree line, when he saw the water his eyes got big as I closed in on him. He ducked as I swiped my water, he kicked out my legs but I jumped over him and threw down a second smoke bomb, he made a annoyed noise and I focused as much a could.

Watching the small chakra lines as he stood mid smoke ready to defend himself, I moved around him slowly feeling like I was stalking him. It was silent and he did not move. I think he just under estimated me and he seems like he is trying harder now. I ran in and slid on the ground, he felt my water hit his foot and was able to move away before it hurt him, I flipped over and got space again, he waited for me to hit him again.

We did this dance for a while, I would move around silently but when I was about to hit him his defense was amazing.

I blew up a third ball and I guess he was just waiting for it to disperse, so it made him mad when he heard that sound. Suddenly he moved fast and tossed four paper bombs around him, making me jump out of the smoke before he blew them up.

He was suddenly deep in the trees and coming at me was a flame covered shuriken, like Kuro's swords.

I watched as it came at me and pulled out my whip, I used it to wrap around the shuriken in a space that no fire sat and I whipped it back at him before I ran into a different part of the forest.

Thanks Hayashi!

He did not know where I went and I felt him land in the open part where the others were. I jumped to a side tree so that this would not hit them and I let a wave scroll out, it pored from the trees he almost jumped over it but it grabbed his ankle and pulled him down.

I ran in and as he was getting on his feet I wrapped him in my whip, his arms flat to his side and hardened it.

Pulling he fell face first in the dirt, unable to make hand signs.

He looked up at me and glared, then fire came out of his finger tips without a hand sign, the kind that Hayashi used to light my smoke and he cut through it and got ready to fight me again, I shouldn't have waited for him to break out.

He looked at me serious, I could feel all eyes on me without looking.

I fixed my whip and whipped into the ground as the satisfying noise dug up the grass, the only noise in the silence. He gave a quick glance to it with a weird look.

He stood in a stance as his fists started to go black and slightly up his arms, two black lines showed up next to his eyes, I was unsure what was happening when Kuro was suddenly in between us, glaring at his teammate as I peered around him.

Kiyo stood up and the black faded. "What was that?" I quietly asked Kuro and he turned to look at me without saying a word.

Kiyo walked back to the others and gave me a wink, this time it was not flirty.

Kuro just saved me from whatever rage I just caused, I could feel it.

To distract from whatever was going on, the girl and her boy decided to spar. We all watched in silence as they fought like kids, did nothing but a weak flirty fight.

Kuro sat between me and Kiyo in a uncomfortable silence, eventually we started to joke about the lame fight they were having, how they were just wrestling.

The dark air cleared and we started to have fun again, Kiyo was back to being charming and funny and Kuro was back to his calm exterior.

I had fun with them after that, we hung out for a while and went to eat once the sun set, the whole group walked towards a restaurant when the giggle twins excused them selves and it was just Kuro, Kiyo and me.

Passing that bar that gives me bad vibes, the one those three that circled me came out of.

A group of drunks came poring out making Kuro stiffen and pause. I looked at him and he then made up a lame excuse and ran off, so it was just me and Kiyo.

We stood there awkward for a moment, wondering if I should bail now, when he made a noise I followed his eye line and I saw a man falling forward collect himself on the wall, an older version of Kuro, this time I made the noise.

I looked at him with a question. "That is his dad." I nodded interested until. "He is a drunk, always has been, was once a respected ninja, now all he does is spend his time in the bar." I learned something about him now. "Before we were friends, in the academy, there was rumors he would beat him." My face dropped to one of anger as I looked at him, "As far as I can remember, kuro has been on his own."

I watched this man stumble away, bottle in his hand. "Fucking bastard." I spoke, he saw me and looked my way, he swayed there for a moment looking at my angry face.

He looked me over. "Hey baby wanna come home tonight?"

"Fuck you, you creepy useless fucker."

"Whoa honey you are not hot enough to turn ME away." He spoke as he pointed at himself. "Bitch." He started to waddle away.

Making me start to yell at him in English as I moved towards him with intimidation, His eyes got big as he could not understand me and at one point he stepped backwards a bit, I got up in his face as the words pored from my mouth, the second I stopped talking as he stared at me a little scared I kneed him in the balls and walked off in the direction Kuro went.

Kiyo followed in silence, his eyes were as big as saucers and filled with confusion. I just moved toward the direction Kuro ran, as the pretty lights covered the streets, I could not see him.

Kiyo pulled me over to that food place that was built like a fry stand and got me one of the tiny awesome cakes, I held it in my hand and looked at him as he gave his adorable smile, suddenly it felt like a date.

No thanks.

I gave it back. "Im not hungry and I have to go." I gave a friendly smile and a peace sign running off, leaving him there.

A peace sign?

I went to find Kuro, he was not at home, I needed to find him. I did what I could to find him running all over looking for his chakra. I found him near where we used to meet for missions where he was throwing one kunai perfect, pulling it out and doing it again on one of the dumb targets we put up a while ago.

I walked up, I was about to pause behind him but I remembered how much he hates that so I moved up next to him, pulling out a kunai I threw mine, we started the quiet Kunai game we did back on our first mission.

We spent so long in silence, I cant ask, I cant speak, and I don't know how to help him, so I just played with kunai.

I decided to find a subject. "So he was about to hurt me wasn't he?" I gave a look at him with a smile.

He looked down at me saw my smile. "I don't know how you could forgive that." I just looked at him curious. "You know it and yet you smile." I picked up my kunai and threw it again, shrugging my shoulders.

"Thanks to you I'm fine." He turned and stared down at me with intensity, I was curious what was going on in his head.

He looked like he needed to say something before his face went blank and he was about to walk away, so I grabbed him in a tight hug, hoping that my care for him was known without saying something that would just make him uncomfortable.

It took a second before he sunk into me and hugged me back just as tight.

He told me to go fuck myself in English, making me smile. "You're so dumb, please don't breed." We stood like that for about a minute before he let me go.

He walked away, unsure if I should follow he looked back and waited for me so I followed him and we went to eat, this time it did not feel like a date, just a friendly outing.

"So when did you learn that whip?" We sat down and ate. "Watching you do that to Kiyo made me almost laugh."

I gave him a smirk. "I must have pissed him off." He just nodded while putting food in his mouth with a very small almost not there smirk.

Sitting there in a comfortable silence we both seemed to be in thought.

"I don't forgive everyone." I quietly said playing with my food as I moved it around the plate. "There is at least four men I would destroy if I ran into them now."

Unless I turn back into my old self the second I saw them like I was before and be quiet and easy to walk over.

We both just looked at our food, I gave a glance up at him before looking back down.

"I would like to see that." He mumbled back making me smile.

I was happy that this guy has my back, he protected me from his closer friend I just looked at him with friendly love, he noticed and I just smiled and said. "Thanks."

I fucked up guys! the page I read when I started this was not true or correct, that the second icha icha was to be released soon, but I already said there was two, so I am just gonna release the third as it follows my story, and have a fourth one be given in two years. forgive me please :)