Well, I worked for three days and I managed not to fuck up so much that I didn't get the job so that's a plus. I haven't written anything for this story but I have been working on my original story. Languages are fun to create :D. oooooo! And I hath a new car! (Well, it's not NEW, but :D ) I'm so excited! I've been without a car since November! *angry face*

And now we shall get into the po- I mean beautiful love making ;).

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or Naruto Shippuden. This is just for fun, no profit will be made from this (and I don't want to either). This is purely for my and the entertainment of Naruto fans.

Dedication: To my beautiful, amazing, intelligent, girlfriend Phillipa (Shadow Spirit Dragon-wolf) for being there for me through not only my writing (both fanfiction and my original story) but real life in general. You have been my inspiration and my support through everything.

Warnings: Violence, explicit sexual conduct (no rape!) homosexual relationship, relationship with a large age gap, struggles with belonging, self-hatred, obsession, self-harm, self-experimentation, human experimentation, mental disorders, a dark view of the "afterlife", (bonding of) pain and isolation, self-worthlessness, and male pregnancy.

Pairings: OroNaru, canon pairings (except, obviously, NaruHina).

Summary: Sometimes, the deepest scars are the ones no one can see, but in a world moving into the light even the oldest inner wounds can be seen

Enjoy! :)

Chapter Seventeen: Vibrations

Naruto

Oreo freezes as I press my lips against his harder and run my fingers through his hair. I close my eyes, letting myself go into the wonderful sensation filling me. My heart pounds and my soul soars.

I pull the older man closer, pressing our bodies together and running my hands completely out of his hair then down to the middle of his back then to his hair again. He responds at last. His lips mold against mine in perfection and he forces my mouth open with his tongue.

This kiss isn't anything like I'd expect. His scent lingers between lavender and the earth. And his taste is even more arousing. I moan as we deepen our kiss, and pull him flush against my body.

Oreo shivers and then jerks back, jumping back a few feet. His eyes wide with terror.

"Oreo?" I say, taking a few steps forward. Each step, Oreo backs up until he hits the wall behind him, just a small space between the desk and the left wall ledge. "What's wrong? Did I do something wrong?"

"We can't do this, Naruto," he replies, voice shaky with fear, yet, want.

I walk over to him and stare into his eyes for a bit then I cup his beautiful face in my hands. His eyes widen more. I can hear his heart thudding violently in his chest and almost see the wheels of his mind turning, trying to think of a way to escape this predicament he's now in.

"Let go, Orochimaru," I whisper, stroking his face gently as I keep eye contact with him. "It's okay. You don't have to be afraid. You don't have to be ashamed. Let go with me. Be you. Don't hold back."

Oreo swallows. "I… can't… not again…"

"He wants you to be happy. Let me make you happy."

Oreo stares at me, shaking under my touch even more than before. "But… you're… you could be my grandson…"

"I don't care."

"What about Hinata?" he whispers.

"I love Hinata-"

"I know," he barely manages above a whisper, heart breaking.

"But I'm in love with you."

Shock envelops him. "I-in love… with me?"

"At least, I think this is what this wonderful feeling is," I say, smiling and stroking his face until he reaches his hair.

A long moment of silence envelops us.

"Naruto," Oreo whispers.

"Orochimaru," I whisper.

Another moment of silence then we respond with a deep, passionate kiss. Our tongues caress and explore each other's mouths as teeth sink into lips and hands run up and down each other's bodies.

I break the kiss, both of us panting heavily. I trail kisses down his jaw to his neck and nip and lick the exposed flesh between his neck and shoulder. Oreo moans. I shiver, biting down. Those beautiful sounds increase.

I pull away only to have Oreo crush his lips against mine. I tangle my fingers within his hair, pressing our bodies close and pinning him against the wall further. It's Oreo's turn to break the kiss. He doesn't bother with gentle licks and sucks. He sinks his fangs into the same spot that seems so long ago.

I inhale a sharp hiss then let out a groan, my pants becoming tighter. Oreo smirks against the new wound and laps up the blood. He stretches his tongue out a bit more, tracing my whisker markings with the tip of it.

I remove one of my hands away from his hair and place it on his chest, slowly feeling the muscles through the kimono for a bit then slipping a hand inside. I close my eyes, moaning from the wonderful sensations exploding within me.

His skin, it's so soft and hairless. Just like a woman's, yet toned and sharp like a man's. I open the kimono and bend down just enough to kiss the exposed skin.

Oreo gasps, nails sinking deep into my shoulders. I smile and trail my tongue to one of his nipples that nearly contrasts his extremely pale skin. Oreo moans as I lick it before moving to the other.

I trail kisses down his chest and stomach, undoing the kimono more as I do. I make my way back up again. I stare at his beautiful flushed face then crush my lips to his. He responds with equal passion. We break the kiss after a bit, panting and flushed and aroused more than ever before.

"I think," I manage between pants, "we should take off our clothes."

Oreo nods.

We kiss again, this time slow and sensual, yet still full of desire and passion. With each break to breathe, we remove each other's clothing. I try to toss them on the floor as they're taken off, but Oreo refused to have any of that. So, they were placed in very neat, folded stacks on the desk once they were fully removed.

I take a step back to admire the gorgeous man before me. Gorgeous tone muscles etched like a living sculpture of marble. Silky black hair draping down his back and across his broad shoulders. Slightly curved hips giving off the impression he should be a woman, but his half aroused cock screaming he's not.

His eyes explore me, and when his tongue slips out more than needed and he licks his lips slowly and his cock becomes fully erect, I know he's more than just interested in my ninja skills and abilities.

I close the distance between us and kiss him. With no clothes to separate us, we're free to explore each other's bodies. Hands, lips, teeth, and tongues work to explore the feelings and desires deep within us.

"Gods, you're beautiful," I whisper, trailing kisses down Oreo's body slowly.

"You are," Oreo gasps.

I reach his cock. I've never done anything like this. I never thought I would ever be in this position. I've never thought another man was attractive, but Oreo… he's gorgeous.

I open my open and stick out my tongue, licking just the tip of it. Salty liquid hits my tongue. I stick my tongue out more, licking more of it. Oreo shivers above me. My eyes meet his.

"W-what are you…?"

"Shh, relax," I say softly. "I'm going to make you feel good."

"But…!"

Whatever he was going to say is replaced by uncontrolled moans and gasps as I take his cock in my mouth, sucking, and licking it.

"N-Naruto…!"

I shiver. The sound of him calling my name in such a way causing me to suck harder. I run my hands up and down his thighs, thighs that are tensed and trembling in pleasure.

I close my eyes, letting the taste and feel of him take me over. It's intoxicating. My own cock drips on the floor.

Each suck and lick has him in a complete mess. He grips my shoulders, digging his nails into them. He squeezes his eyes shut and slithers his tongue, saliva dripping down his body.

"Someone's having fun," I grin, stroking and licking him.

Oreo looks down at me and blushes.

"I like you like this. It's beautiful. I told you I wanted you to let go, didn't I?" I say.

I stand up and lift him up. His legs wrap around my waist as we kiss. I move to the ledge and sit down. Oreo straddling me as we continue our kiss for a few moments longer.

"Yes," Oreo pants as we part.

"Then that's what you should do. Never hold back. Let go. Be you."

Oreo stares into my eyes as he licks my face. "Naruto."

I stroke his face. "Orochimaru."

Oreo's tongue runs down my body slowly. He stops at my nipples, sucking, licking, and biting them just as I had his then the tongue slides down my body slowly, tracing muscles. I let out a groan as it wraps around my cock and strokes it.

I reach for his cock, but he slaps it away. "No touching, Naruto. Just relax and enjoy. That's what you told me, yes?" he purrs seductively, licking the underside of my cock.

"Damn, you…" I gasp, shaking.

Oreo smirks and moves back a few inches before leaning down and taking my cock in his mouth, his tongue still wrapped around it and stroking.

"Shit," I moan, intertwining my fingers within his hair. With each suck, I pull even harder.

It's beautiful. Watching him as he works that incredible tongue and he stares up at me with those exotic eyes. It's beyond arousing.

I hiss, bucking my hips. Oreo doesn't seem to mind though. I close my eyes, letting myself get lost in the pleasure.

I'm snapped back into reality when I feel myself on the brink of coming undone. Is he going to…? I shiver, bucking my hips excitedly.

I groan in frustration when his lips and tongue leave my cock.

"Now that's just mean, Oreo!" I pout.

"Don't spoil on appetizers, Kit," Oreo says, booping me.

I stare at him. What is he…? Oh. Oh! Of course! "So um… what would be the easiest so it won't hurt so much?"

"Hmm?"

"You know. I mean… I'd rather it not hurt. I've never done this before, so…"

"It shouldn't hurt too much. Granted it's been years, but a bit of oil and stretching should loosen me up enough for you."

"For… wait. I'm….?"

"Yes. Did you have something different in mind?"

"Well, yeah. I mean I thought you'd be…"

"I told you before I don't do that."

I study him a moment. So this is what he was talking about.

"Why not?"

"I just don't want to. Is that a problem?"

"No! No, I just… well, I'm not sure what to do…"

"I'll guide you through it, but your instincts will take over."

"I'm sorry if I mess up."

"Stop worrying so much. You're going to be fine."

I smile, stroking his face, and brushing his hair away from his face. We stare into each other's eyes. I never thought I'd be in this situation with this beautiful man, but I am. I'm here with him. And I need so much more.

I press my lips to his lips gently at first then passion increases and Oreo's right on board. He wraps his arms around my neck, rubbing his cock against mine as we deepen the kiss. I pull at his hair, breaking the kiss, and biting down on his shoulder.

"I want you," I whisper breathlessly, trailing kisses down his neck and chest.

"I want you too," Oreo gasps, snaking his tongue between our bodies, and wrapping his tongue around our cocks, stroking them.

"Shit," I moan.

Oreo continues, hissing.

I tug at his hair, pulling his head back some and kissing his neck for a moment before sinking my teeth into the sensitive flesh, sucking at it. Oreo moans.

I pull away and lick the love bite, kissing it gently.

"Where is that oil?" I gasp.

"In the drawer across the room."

"I can-"

Oreo twists a bit, and without taking his tongue off of our cocks, stretches it out, and grabs a scroll. He unseals it and takes out a small bottle.

"Now?"

I nod. "I think so."

Oreo nods as well and gets off of me.

I reach to grab the bottle, opening it.

He grabs two pillows, setting one at the top of the bench, and the other in the middle. He lies on top of the pillow in the middle and folds his arms, resting his head on the other.

"Comfortable?"

Oreo nods, settling in a bit more.

My eyes roam his body as I squirt the oil on my fingers. I can see why Pervy Sage was into him. Those curves, this skin, those eyes…

I move over him, moving his hair to one side and kiss his neck. I bite and lick it for a bit then trail kisses and licks down his back. Oreo arches into my kisses and licks. I run my hands down his sides and down his hips. I squeeze his ass gently, massaging it. He moans, arching his back more.

I shiver, spreading him open, running my oiled cover finger over his entrance before slipping it inside gently. Heat and tightness encase my finger. I wiggle it a bit before slipping it in deeper.

Oreo tenses up and hisses.

I pause. "Are you alright? Do you want to stop?"

"I'm fine," he gasps.

"You sure?"

"Yes."

I work on loosening him up a bit more, then add another oiled finger, this one slightly easier to get in than the first one. He tightens around my fingers, and my cock twitches against the sheet, creating a small puddle.

I don't know what I do, but Oreo is sent into a moaning, gasping, begging frenzy when I do. But I end up doing it again. Those beautiful moans echo in my ears and arouse me even further.

It takes a little effort (if any at all) to slip the third finger inside of him. Oreo cries out when my fingers brush against that special spot, so I angle my fingers and put just enough pressure on the bundle of nerves that has the Snake Sannin completely undone.

I lean forward, fingers still deep within Oreo. I move his hair behind his ear and lick it gently.

"Does that feel good?" I whisper in his ear then kissing his temple gently.

"Y-yes," he moans, shivering, and pushing back against my fingers.

I smile, kissing his cheek then sit back up. A few moments later, I've had enough of waiting.

I pull my fingers out slowly, feeling him clench around them as I do. I shiver, imagining how wonderful that tightness is going to feel around my cock and how wonderful those screams are going to be when I find that spot inside of him.

I put the rest of the oil from my hand onto my cock, using the liquid leaking from it to lather it up even more. I reach out, running my fingers through his hair, down his shoulders and back, then his sides and cup his ass gently, massaging it. Oreo moves up on his knees.

I take my cock in one hand, gently guiding it then placing my hand where it was before.

My cock presses against him, slowly breaking past his guard. He hisses as I slowly push into him. I don't even get the tip of my cock in all the way before I'm forced to stop.

"Shh, relax," I whisper, rubbing circles with my thumbs on his hips.

Oreo sighs and I take the opportunity to slide in more. His body clenches around me, and I feel him shake underneath me.

I continue to rub circles on his hips and whisper encouraging words. He relaxes and I slide more. Oreo continues to hiss and shake against me. I don't want to hurt him, but…

Again, just once more, and I'm fully sheathed within his body. I let out a choked gasp. My heart hammers in my chest. It feels as if it's going to explode. Every nerve within my body tingles with an electrifying current of intense heat. My cock twitches deep within him and I shudder as I feel Oreo's soft, velvety insides pulse around my cock.
"Holy shit," I moan. "This is so…"

Oreo chuckles breathlessly, panting, and trembling.

"Are you alright?" I ask, my body screaming desperately to fuck him.

"Yes."

I pull out slightly then push in again slowly. Both of us hiss. I do this again, each time slipping out of him just a bit more. A few more times of this, and I can't take it anymore.

I grip his hips harder, pull out nearly all the way then pull Oreo against my cock hard.

"Fuck," I moan.

Oreo hisses, shifting slightly.

The new position lets me get in even deeper. He clenches around my cock.

"Damn, you're really tight," I gasp, continuing to thrust in and out of him.

Oreo responds with soft hisses and moans.

I'm not having any of that. I want to make this beautiful man scream and moan for me. I want to hear him call out my name and wither in ecstasy. I want to see that gorgeous face and stare into those exotic eyes as he becomes undone.

I pull back and ram into those wonderful bundle of nerves that makes the Snake Sannin cry out and push back against me, hard.

"Like that?" I gasp. I slow down, teasing him.

He hisses, pushing back against me.

"What? You want it harder?" I grin wickedly.

"Stop playing around," Oreo hisses.

"Aww, but playing around with you is so much fun!" I grin.

"I'm going to kill you if you don't-"

I cut him off when the tip of my cock hits that wonderful spot within him so hard it knocks him down. I grin, and thrust in and out of him.

Oreo moans, clenching around my cock, massaging it.

I pull out of him. Oreo flips over. I waste no time sliding into him again. I wrap an arm around his slim waist and pull him close. My other hand wraps around his cock, stroking it.

Oreo moans, tensing and trembling against me.

I lean down, kissing him passionately.

His arms wrap around my neck, keeping me locked in place. Our tongues explore each other's mouths. Moans and hisses are muffled by the kiss. We break the kiss. I move to his neck, sucking on the flesh. Oreo moans, clawing my back.

I sit up and stare down at him as I continue to thrust in and out of him. I feel my powers whipping around me without my consent as I lose myself to the pleasure. Sage Mode intensifies my pleasure tenfold. I pull him closer, moving harder, faster, and deeper. This is just…

I run my fingers through his hair and stare into those exotic eyes. His tongue slithers against his body. It coils and uncoils around his leaking cock. He shudders, bucking his hips hard against me.

He lets out a beautiful pleasure filled moan as I ram into those bundle of nerves that send him over the edge. He clenches around me, shaking, hissing, moaning, and gasping as he spills all over his tongue and the pillow. "Naruto," he moans, clenching around me tightly, and clinging to me

Beautiful!

"Orochimaru," I moan, spilling deeply within him.

I fall on top of him, panting heavily. Our hearts hammer against each other. Our bodies unstick and stick together with each other with each laboured breath we take.

I slowly pull out of him and sit up. Oreo lies there for a moment before sitting up as well. I pull him into my lap, and stroke his face and stare into his eyes. He stares into mine.

"I love you," I whisper, kissing him as tears of joy fall.

I can't tell y'all how many times I rewrote this chapter. And I still feel like something is off with it. It's not that I"m nervous about writing lemons. I've been doing it for years. Guess it's just... different? I don't know. I tried to capture passion but also the anxiety and uncertainty they both had. I just hope I did that. Either way, I hope this was worth the wait. :)

Preview

Sakura

I frown then reach for her bag. "Toys?" I ask.

She stops wailing. I let her reach in the bag. She grabs the snake and the plush of Kurama. She presses their snouts together.

I laugh. "What are you doing, silly girl? Don't you know foxes don't love snakes?"

Next update date: September 9th

I hope y'all enjoyed! Until next time :).