My lonelyness is killing me
"Do you really think that this is legal..?"
"Dont be a pussy, its not that bad. `Causes nothing but Hallucinations."
"Yea but I thougt-"
"Shut. You really too scared to do this? Then why´d ya even came here?"
"...Okay. Just give it to me already."
"...You finally done?"
"Got it. Now lets just hurry, she might come soon."
"Huh, still a lil`scared? At least you could do one thing right. Now follow me, I wanna see it from above."
"Oh come on, stop fucking harrassing me! Anyways, lets go."
Ankha approaches the glass. She drinks from it. "This tastes a little... weird...", she says to herself. "Hey, Sasha, what`s this drink made out of? It feels a little.. Dizzy.. I dont know how to describe it." "This one? Oh I think that was... Lime and Vodka? Im not sure, `lemme just try a little- *gasp* ANKHA..?!" She fell on the floor. The glass bursted still inside her hand. Slowly fading away Ankha tried to open her eyes, just to see many faces and still the neon lights in the background. The music stopped, everyone was gasping and quietly asking each other what`s happening. "Ankha! Ankha wake up! Are.. Are you okay? ANKHA!" But she was already fallen deep asleep. It was the night Sasha would trow another party, the third day in a row. And now someone who was apparently being jealous of Ankha, maybe of her career, maybe of her body, maybe of her money (who actually cares anyway), mixed her very strong Ertapenem in her drink, doing it as quick and quiet so nobody would notice, causing her to faint and forget everything but anything what had happened till she approached at this party.
She wakes up in her bed but everything feels so... dizzy. Everywhere are clouds and stars, out of her windows is coming purple light, making everything so dreamy and beatiful .Her door opens and a shadow of a cat is coming in, behind it still this shiny purple light and some clouds. This feels quite similar to her, just as she knew this cat. Suddenly, out of the Shadow she starts to recognise Raymond, her early lover she would do anything for, who sadly left her for another cat. "-!" Ankha tries to scream his name, but sadly fails. "Dont worry Ankha, Im here, for you, for us, for our realationship. "R-... Raymond... Why did you..." "Ankha, Im here, just for you! Are you okay?" He chuckles lovely and sits down onto the side of the bed where Ankha`s resting, with her wide opened eyes slowly filling with tears. "Raymond! You know, I had this crazy dream that you... left... me..." She starts sobbing and wipes away her tears. "Darling, I could never..." "I love you so much, Im so so happy that it all was just a dream, I was so sad all the time, it almost felt like I couldnt live without you, but now youre here and everythings good again and-" She speaked really fast but Raymond cuts off her sentence: "I could never. Ever. Even in your dreams. Stay with you." Ankha`s energy dissappears in just a moment and she suddenly realises. "Raymond..-" "DONT YOU FUCKING DARE TO SAY MY NAME BITCH!" Raymond shouts angry at her, making her instantly shut and let her tears come out again. "You little Bitch", Raymond starts talking while coming near Ankha. "..Really fucking dare... to just believe that I could ever.. In ANY Universe... still love you? After all this shit you`ve done? Its all your fault! Ever got it? I guess not! So why wont you fucking understand it at least NOW!" He was now facing Ankha right in the eyes, not even blinking while watching Ankha shake and cry her soul out. "Raymond please! R-Raymond, I love you! RAYMOND, P-PLEASE!" She wrappes her armes around his neck and tries to press herself onto him but he takes her hands away and spits. "ANKHA! SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO BEHAVE! BUT THIS DOESNT EVEN SURPRISES ME THAT MUCH, FROM A WHORE LIKE YOU NOBODY WOULD EXPECT MORE THAN THIS!" Ankha doesnt even tries to still beg for him. Her wide, tears filled eyes, stare at the ground as she slowly stands up and grabs Raymonds neck with one of her hands holding his face so near to her own that she can feel his breathing, fast and cold. He tries to fight himself free but Ankha just thigtens her grip and stares right into his face while preparing her other hand to then punch him as hard as she could, making him even more surprised as Ankha lets go off and letting him fall to the ground. While he was checking his nose which began to bleed she drops onto his chest and in a second the other fist is in Raymonds face. "ANKHA WHAT DO YOU THINK YOURE DOING-" And another hit. "A-"
And another hit. Her crying and sobbing. And another hit. Her preparing her fist. And another hit. Her eyes tightly squeezed. And another hit. Her tears rolling down her red hot cheeks. And another hit. Her crying and sobbing even more. And another hit. Her not even looking anymore while hitting. And another hit. Her fists a little hurting. And another hit. Her ignoring the pain. And another hit. Her still crying. And another hit. Her face becoming warmer and warmer. And another hit. Her fist starting to get red from Raymonds blood. And another hit. Her fist becoming more and more covered in blood. And another hit. Her wrists starting to get covered in red. And another hit. The blood already covering a small part of her face. And another hit. The bed getting some of the blood on its white soft sheets. And another hit. The walls getting stains of blood. And another hit. The blood spreading on the floor. And another hit. Raymonds face being fully covered in red. And another hit. Ankha`s fists bleeding theirselves. And another hit. Ankha`s face getting bigger and bigger stains of blood. And another hit. Ankha not even feeling her fists anymore. And another hit. Ankha`s own nose starting to bleed. And another hit. Ankha`s tears washing away some of the blood. And another hit. Blood squirking further than before. And another hit. Ankha not feeling anything anymore. And another hit. Ankha forgetting everything. And another hit. Ankha not even knowing anymore why she was still hitting Raymonds face. And another hit. Raymond breathing harder and harder. And another hit. Ankha screaming in tears. And another hit. Raymonds heartbeating becoming more and more intense. And another hit. Ankha hitting while not thinking. And another hit. Raymonds skull cracking a little. And another hit. Ankha screaming and sobbing. And another hit. Nothing of the shiny light and clouds and stars is seen anymore. And another hit. Nothing seen but Ankha still hitting Raymonds face which doesnt even looks like one anymore. And another hit. The skull cracking being loudly heard. And another hit. Raymond being unable to breath. And another hit. More cracking. And another hit. Raymonds heartbeating giving up. And another hit. More cracking, but not of the skull but of Ankha`s fists. And another hit. The floor being almost fully covered in blood. And another hit. The walls getting more and more stains of red. And another hit. Tears washing away a little of Ankha`s blood. And another hit. Stains destroying the work of her tears. And another hit. And another hit. And another hit. And another hit. And another one. And another one. And another one.