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*POV BELLA*
I pull into the parking lot and notice a different car next to Rosalie's. Still shiny and expensive. I see the license plate MReader, ahh Eddie. A little inside joke of theirs. I wait a couple of minutes, wondering if Alice will make it on time. With less than 2 minutes left, she pulls into the lot. She quickly drives over and takes the spot next to mine.
Bella: hey pixie. How was your shower?
She blinks at me and its almost as if I see her blush. If she could blush.
Alice: it was quite lovely.
Bella: good. Walk you to class?
Alice: I would love that.
We make lite talk about the weather and how we'd rather not be at school. We talk about ditching, but she mentions not wanting to get on the sheriff's bad side already. When I get to class, I see Rosalie with the biggest smile on her face.
Rose: So, Adonis, how was your night with my sister?
Bella: it was lovely, I learned so much about your family.
Rose: is that all?
I wonder if Alice told them. No, she wouldn't do that to me. She gave me her word.
Bella: we're just friends Rosalie.
She rolls her eyes and turns back to her work. I see Alice in the hallway after class, even though she's with Jasper. I still wave to her. She sees it but turns her head back to Jasper. I see her again after 2nd period and it's still the same thing. When I get into 3rd period with Edward, it's about the same as talking to Rosalie. Sigh. If only they were right. When we get to lunch, it's about the same. I know she's being careful because of Jasper. I roll my eyes at the thought, and she gives me a raised eyebrow.
Bella: hey Rosalie, when can we start working on my baby. I would like to be zooming through Folks, like you guys tend to do.
Rosalie: just say the word and we can start Adonis. Bring her by so I can see what parts I need.
Bella: is that an invite to your house? Because we can do it at my house.
Rosalie: all my tools at my house. Best to have everything I need. So yes, it is an invite.
I see Alice tense in front of me. I wonder if it's the imprint that makes me more in tune with her. Or if it's just me constantly looking at her.
Bella: I'll be there. This Saturday after wolf duties?
Rosalie: as long as you shower before coming over. Your wolf scent is ok to us. But theirs is still stinky.
I wonder how different my scent is to my pack. But I don't care. It's an official invite.
Bella: I'll be over after I check on my pack… and go home to shower.
I wink at her and I notice Alice eyes turn a little black. I look at her and she closes her eyes tightly. When she looks up, her eyes are back to their regular golden honey color. I see her and Eddie have one of their silent conversations. Right before the bell rings for class, Jasper and Alice start to head out. I sigh and just get up with Eddie. When we get closer to the class, I notice Alice and Jasper standing by some lockers. They look to be deep in conversation, so I walk around. I spot Jessica as she heads over to me. Eddie starts laughing before he tells me good luck and walks away.
Jess: did you lose my number?
Bella: no sorry Jess, I've just been busy.
Jess: with other girls? Anyways, I was thinking, what if we go to the movies this weekend?
Bella: maybe to both? How about I text you tonight and we go from there?
Jess: sounds good to me. If you don't, you'll have to make it up to me tomorrow.
She gives me a huge smile and walks away to class. I notice how she has on a shorter dress than normal. Her scent isn't too bad either.
Alice: can I help you pick an outfit for your date?
I spin around to Alice and Jasper a few feet away.
Bella: I don't know if to trust your style ma'am. You got references?
Jasper: she has very good style and shopping taste. You should let her.
Bella: I'll think about it.
I narrow my eyes at him, how dare he speak for her. Before saying something, I shouldn't, I turn and walk into class. When Alice comes in, she skips over and sits down across from me. I can feel her eyes on me. Waiting for me to look up? I don't want to look at her right now. I'm trying to process my feelings and remind myself she just wants a friend. I know if I look up and see her face, everything will go away and I'll just feel my love for her. She stares at me for another minute or two before she slides a sheet of paper over.
Alice: are you mad at me? I'm sorry I didn't speak to you. I just didn't want Jasper to feel some type of way. I just want to play it safe till he gets more comfortable with us being friends.
Bella: I figured as much. And no, I could never be mad at you Alice. A little hurt but I get it.
Alice: would it make a difference if I said I really am sorry?
Bella: yeah, sure Alice.
Alice: but you're still mad? I was a horrible friend. I bet Leah wouldn't let a guy get in between you guys.
Bella: I'll be alright. And no Leah wouldn't. I have some homework to do.
I see her pout after reading my note. Again, her adorable pout. My wolf wanting to comfort her, so I reach out and pat her hand. She looks up and smiles at me and just like that, my heart melts again. Study hall goes by quickly. When the bell rings she says she'll text me later and is out the door. Edward gives me a sympathetic look and I wonder if he knows. I'm lucky he can't read my mind but I'm sure he's noticed somethings here and there. I just look away and walk to my car. I notice Alice and Jasper talking by her car which is unfortunately by my car. Jess walks by me and I call out her name to avoid going to my car. Last thing I want is to have to endure another conversation with him. She stops and waits for me to catch up. I ask her about her summer, and she lightly flirts with me. I look over and they're both still there. I meet eyes with Alice but quickly look away.
Bella: you want a ride home? Let me make up for not texting you.
Jess: hmmm. I was going to ride with Angela, but I'll tell her I'm riding with you.
I shift my book bag from one side to the other while I wait on her. When she comes back, I grab her books and start asking about her day as we walk. When I walk Jess to the passenger side, I brush against Alice, and she tenses. I open the door for Jess and hand her, her books once she's buckled in.
Alice: always being a gentleman huh Bella?
Bella: always. I hear that's what the ladies like ma'am.
I give her a wink and jump into my car. I ask Jess if she's ok with me putting the top down. It's a nice sunny day. To my surprise, she said yes and turns on the radio. I hear Emmett from the other side of the lot yelling out that I'm the man, I just shake my head at him. I look over and see Alice leaning on her car looking at me and Jess. Jess puts her hand over mine on the gear and I see Alice's eyes zero in on it. I give her hand a little squeeze before pulling my hand away and putting it on the steering wheel. As I pull out, I feel Alice staring at me. She quickly gets in her car when she sees me notice.
Alice: don't go letting her feel you up again. At least make her take you out for dinner first.
I wonder if she's saying it out of jealousy or as a joking friend. Either way, I just reply with a "yes ma'am" and put my focus on Jess. We talk about our current classes and the Res. When I pull into her driveway, she turns to face me but doesn't say anything. I notice how pretty she is. And she's smart too. She's always been top of our class. Always been funny. She and Angela would come down to the Res a lot and hang out with me and the guys. In fact, she's one of the few people that Leah is nice to. WHY DID I HAVE TO IMPRINT ON ALICE?
Bella: cat got your tongue, Jess?
Jess: ha, no. It's just, you've changed over the summer. All in a good way! You just seem more mature. More confident. It really suits you. Your eyes are something special too. And of course, you look like you worked out all summer. Maybe you can help me work out from time to time.
She looks down as if her confession embarrassed her. I smile at her straightforward boldness.
Bella: if you're serious about it, yes, I can help you work out. Also, thank you. I actually learned a lot about myself this summer.
Jess: I'm happy for you… So, about this weekend?
Bella: I have to be honest Jess, if I say yes, it would have to be just as friends. I have a lot of things on my plate right now. Like I said, I learned a lot about myself this summer and I'm still processing somethings. I'm kind of into somebody else. They don't seem to be into me though, but I have to disconnect those feelings before focusing on someone else. It wouldn't be right to the other person.
Jess: Wow… not a bad wow, it's just… that's understandable. And thank you for being honest. I don't know not one guy at our school that would be that honest. Well, I would still like us to go out. Just a movie. And maybe dinner, if we get hungry. Just as friends of course. Maybe it'll help you relax so you can process.
Bella: you know what Jess; you might be right. Saturday night? Pick you up at 7? You can pick where we go.
She gives me the biggest smile and starts getting out the car. She leans into the car and pauses in thought for a second.
Jess: hey Bella, whoever she is, she's lucky. Hopefully she comes to her senses.
I wait for her to go inside before driving off. I think it was a good idea to bring her home. Being able to have a normal conversation without mentioning of vampires or wolves or stupid imprinting. I actually get excited thinking about our friend date. I drive down to the Res and phase to meet up with the guys. We spend an hour, running around and patrolling the woods. I honestly don't see a point, the Cullens know not to come on our land. When we're done, Jake and I phase and head to Leah's. I tell them about school and how Alice showed up at my house the night before. I consider holding back about this morning but go on and tell them.
Leah: can I see it?
Bella: what? No!
Leah: Alice got to see it.
Bella: she didn't see it see it. She just saw the imprint of it. Jeez, this is so embarrassing.
Jake: I wish I could've been there! Ha only you Bella.
Leah: so, can I spend the night again?
I punch her in the arm and start walking for my car.
Bella: I think I need a night to myself.
I call Charlie and let him know I'm bringing food home. He says he's working late and to eat without him. I pick up some Chinese and head home. I decide to shower before eating but I set up the table before going up. The shower relaxes my body, and it clears the smell of the woods from me. I wash out my hair and quickly dry it before walking down. I'm hit with Alice's scent before I even take one step on the stairs.
Bella: you know my dad is a cop, he can arrest you for breaking and entering.
Alice: he's actually fine with it. Trust, we talked, and I told him I would be doing it again. He offered me a key so I wouldn't have to climb the tree by your window.
Bella: I need to talk to him about that, can't be handing out keys to really old vampires.
She laughs and I go to get a soda from the fridge.
Alice: you want me to leave?
Bella: it would be ungentleman of me to kick you out ma'am.
Alice: yes, it would. So, how was your evening? Did you let Jessica rub on you again?
Bella: actually no, I told her she had to take me to dinner first. Which will be Saturday.
She looks down but quickly smiles back at me.
Alice: So, I do get to dress you?
Bella: I didn't say that. I just said we're going out Saturday.
Alice: too late, I already seen it. You're going to let me dress you and I know the perfect outfit!
I deep sigh and start eating my food.
Bella: how was your evening?
Alice: uneventful. Just hung out with the gang at home. Rose already started ordering parts for your car. I still haven't decided on the paint job but I'm sure it'll come to me.
Bella: I'm sure it will. Are you and Jasper, ok?
She looked uncomfortable but as a best friend I should want her to be happy in her relationship. I should show concern and if there's anything I can do, I should offer.
Alice: we will be. He knows I was here last night. And he knows I'm here right now. I'm sure he doesn't like it, but he doesn't have a say in my decisions. I told him maybe he should try being friends with you. Maybe it'll make things easier. By the way, Esme will be glad to know you'll be over this weekend. She's been waiting to meet you.
Bella: wow, we're already meeting the parents. Jeez, at least Jess is taking me to dinner first. *She throws a napkin at me and we share a laugh* No seriously, I don't care to be friends with him. And I'm glad Esme is welcoming.
Alice: you should give him a chance. I wish you two would get along. It would make my life easier.
Bella: he started it. I won't befriend him, but I'll be polite IF he is… for you.
Alice: thank you.
We hang out and talk at the table before going upstairs.
Bella: are you staying?
Alice: just till you fall sleep.
I just nod and get in bed. She sits on top of the covers, and we talk about life a little. She asks about my friendship with Jess. Once again, I wonder if it's from a friend stance or if she's jealous. I don't ask though. Before I know it, she's telling me to go to sleep and running her hand through my hair till I do. I hear her humming the tune of the song from last night. I wake up from a nightmare about my mom. Drenched in sweat I get up and change shirts. I look around and she's gone. I'm just glad I didn't have one with Alice here. I send her a text, telling her I wish she had stayed and lay back down.
*POV ALICE*
I watch Bella and Jess pull off. A part of me wanted to tell her not to go. But I know I couldn't do that with Jasper here. I jump in the car and he joins me shortly. I start shuffling through my music to find something to drive to. He reaches over to my hand and softly ask me if I'm ok. I stare into his eyes and just see his undying love. I'm drowning in his love. And I feel my love for him surface to the top. I send him my love back and reassure him I'm good. He reaches over and puts on "aint no sunshine". I smile and start driving home while he sings out the words. I drive at a slower pace to let the music play out. When we get home, I let him know I'm going for a ride and will be back. He offers to join me, and I just tell him, I need some time alone. I can't lie to myself; I did get jealous at the way Bella treated Jess. It's completely different from her flirting with Rose. With Rose it will never be anything because of Emmett. With Jess, there can be something. But I can't be that way. She deserves someone who can love her and treat her right. Someone who can make her smile and be completely hers. I debate riding by Jess' house to see if Bella's car is still there. But I just drive to the state park and do some hunting. When I'm done hunting, I look for Bella. She on her way home. I decided to go over and see if she wants company. I won't spend the night though. It'll be hard to leave her, but I shouldn't be spending the night every night.
I actual use the key Charlie gave me and come in through the front door. I hear her upstairs showering and the thought alone, sends a shiver down my spine. I sit down at the table and just wait for her. She finally comes down and my mind goes fuzzy. She smells so good. She agreed to Jess' date. A ping of something tugs at my heart. I ignore it and inform her about my outfit for her. She suggests going upstairs and I know she's tired. She ask if I'm staying and I wonder if it's because she wants me to or just curious if I was. I tell her just till she falls asleep. I could go now but I want to see if she says my name again. She knocks out in less than 2 minutes. I play on my phone and within an hour, she says my name. It sounds so simple, yet it makes my cold, dead heart warm. I want to move her hair out of her face but don't want to wake her. I settle on just putting the cover over her, making sure she's warm. I place a kiss on her head and silently jump out the window. Taking a second look at her house before rushing off to the woods. When I get home, no one is downstairs. I'm thankful for it. I climb the stairs and am met with Jasper at the top, his eyes filled with anger and hurt. But I know he won't say anything. I tell him good night and head into my room to draw.
Edward: you should've stayed with her the whole night. I'm sure she would've been happy to have you there in the morning.
Alice: I can't. Jasper would be upset if I stayed 2 nights in a row.
Edward: but would it have made YOU happy?
Alice: please don't start.
Edward: as you wish sis. Just know you deserve happiness too. Not obligation.
I sigh and start my drawing. One of Bella sleeping.
Edward: she looks beautiful. You should give it to her but she'll for sure think you're a stalker.
Bella: wish you had stayed.
Edward: see.
I fight the urge to text her back. The urge to go back to her house. After 2 minutes, I finally cave.
Alice: I'll see you tomorrow wolfie.
Bella: wolfie?
Alice: yup. You're my wolfie.
Bella: you do know I'm an alpha. Big top wolf.
Alice: yeah yeah, go to sleep wolfie.
Bella: good night Alice.
Edward: you should've stayed.
I turn on my music and toss myself onto the bed. I hit shuffle and Taylor Swift's Enchanted starts playing.
Edward: perfect song.
I must admit he's right. Sigh. I let my mind wonder to Bella. Just replay her saying my name. I count the minutes till morning. Till I see her again. She's your friend. Stop thinking about her like that.