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JUST TO CLEAR UP, THOUGH I'M SURE SOME OF YOU HAVE FIGURED... MY WOLVES PHASE WITH THEIR CLOTHES. I JUST THOUGHT THE WHOLE EXPLODING CLOTHES TOOK TO MUCH TIME. PLUS, WHO WANTS TO KEEP BUYING CLOTHES EVERY DAY?
*POV BELLA*
The next day is pretty much the same as yesterday. Ignored by Alice most of the day but Jess is making an effort to be around when she could. As me and Edward walk to lunch, Jess pulls me to the side and ask if I would sit with her during lunch. Edward excuses himself and gives me a wink. I look over to our table and see Alice joking with Jasper. She looks my way and I quickly turn back to Jess. I tell her I would love to. We walk over to the line while she tells me about the movies that are out right now. I sit with my back to the Cullens, doing my best to give Jess all my attention. We talk and joke around. Once again, a very pleasant time. When the bell rings, I grab Jess' books and walk her to class. I quickly head over to study hall but still am the last one to get there. I take my seat with Edward and Alice.
Edward: you and Jess look good together.
Bella: you think? She really is nice to hang with.
Alice: still going on that date tomorrow?
Bella: yeah, I am. We talked about what movie we're going to see.
Alice: that's nice. I can drop off your outfit tonight if you want.
Bella: uh, thought I was going to your house tomorrow.
Alice: yeah, I won't be there. Jasper and I are going out of town for the weekend.
Bella: oh. Oh ok. Have fun.
I put in my AirPods, "Despacito" by Fonsi comes on and I start my work. Out the corner of my eye, I see Edward shake his head at her. I push my feelings down and just think about running in the woods. How happy it makes me. Walking along the beach. And then Alice's scent hits me. No. I won't think about her. Maybe I should take Jess to the beach. I smile at the thought.
Edward: thinking about Jessica?
Bella: thought you couldn't read my mind lol. But yes, I was.
Edward: glad she makes you smile.
Bella: me too.
I notice Alice look down at the paper. As soon as the bell rings, she runs out. And I take my time to leave out. Last thing I want is to see her and Jasper. I see Jess at our lockers and ask her if she'll like ride home. She agrees and says she'll go tell Angela I'll be taking her home. I wait for her, and we walk to my car together. I notice Alice looking at us from the other side of the parking lot. I wave and open Jess' door. I get in and she ask if we can put the top down. I smile and comply. I take my time driving her home. And once again, we talk for a while when I drop her off. I tell Jake I have a lot of homework and I'll be over in the morning. Alice doesn't come over nor does she text. I debate if I should text her. But then Jess calls me. And we spend the rest of the night talking. Going over our movie and music taste. Before I realize it, it's almost 1. I tell Jess I have an early morning but that I'll see her tomorrow night. Sleep doesn't come as easy though. I decide to go for a quick run in the woods by my house. Hopefully it'll help me knock out. I phase and instantly am overwhelmed with Alice's scent. Had she been here? I decide to follow it and see if she's still around. After about 15 minutes of following her scent, I smell Jasper's. My wolf whines and I just decide to run back home.
I force myself to go to sleep but am woken up multiple times by my usual nightmares. My alarm goes off and I feel like I didn't sleep at all. I quickly get dressed and drive out to the Res. The council meeting zooms by quickly. Much to my surprise everyone is easy going and relaxed today. Sam states that everything seems to be ok with the Cullens. No issues of them crossing our land. He suggests on random patrols unless otherwise. I agree. When we leave out, I ask them to go for a run with me. Just to map out the woods and how we will split patrols. When we're done, I run over to Leah's just to say hey. I catch her up on the situation and she makes me promise her I'll call her with the deets later. I head home to shower before going over to the Cullens. I wonder if Alice will be there or if she's already left. As I drive over, I think about why she was at my house last night. Why was Jasper nearby? Did he come with her, or did he follow her?
I pull into their driveway and just take the house in. It's truly beautiful. Fully glass and huge. The garage is about half the size of the house. I wished one of them had come out. Instead, I have to knock on the door.
Esme: Bella!
Bella: hey! You must be Esme. Your house is amazing.
Esme: thank you, come in. Are you hungry? Alice told me the wolves eat a lot. I figured with you running around today, you'd work up an appetite.
Bella: did she? You don't have to Esme but thank you. Is Rosalie home?
Esme: yes, she's in the living room with Emmett. And I won't take no for an answer. I've been waiting to use the kitchen.
The living room is even more beautiful. The tv takes up half of the wall. A huge couch goes around the whole living room.
Emmett: Bella bear!
Rosalie: hey Adonis, I like the look today.
Bella: hey princess, I like your look today. Jeans and a tee. Nice.
Rosalie: just for you Adonis.
She winks at me and goes to help Esme.
Edward: how were wolf duties today?
Bella: actually, really chill. We're cutting back on our patrols. You know since you guys are harmless.
Emmett: harmless? We scared you guys into wolves!
We laugh at him as Esme comes out with a tray of food.
Bella: wow Esme! Thank you. It looks delicious.
Esme: it's my pleasure. You can come over any day, I'll gladly use the kitchen more often.
Rosalie: keys Adonis?
I toss them to her, and she rushes out the door. Emmett puts on a movie while I eat. Whole time talking me through every scene. When I finish, I take the tray to the kitchen and get ready to wash the dishes. It's the least I can do but Esme cuts me off before I can even turn on the water.
Esme: go join Rose. You might want to monitor her before she gets too excited.
I go out to the garage and see her halfway sticking out from under the car.
Bella: you need any help there princess?
Rosalie: you can hand me the tools when I need them. How were the mutts today?
Bella: my PACK, were on their best behavior surprisingly.
Rosalie: that's good. Just so you know I updated your stereo, changed your brakes and tires. Right now, doing your oil change and I'll start on your engine in a bit.
Bella: wow! Did I take forever to eat?
Rosalie: Vampire speed.
Bella: oh yeah. Hey, so is Alice home?
Rosalie: I was wondering how long it would take you to ask.
Bella: I'm just asking because she was suppose to have my outfit for tonight. Otherwise, I would have to cut your play time short to go home and get ready.
Rosalie: sure Adonis. Her and Jasper left last night. But she left your outfit in her room.
Bella: oh ok. Anyways, what tools you need?
A ping of sadness creeps over me, but I push it back down. Today has been a good day and will end in a good night. Rosalie and I work on my car most of the afternoon. Edward joins us around 5. Letting me know I have to shower and get dressed soon if I want to pick up Jess on time. He leads me upstairs and points at a door telling me it's Alice's room. Where I can shower, and the clothes should be on the bed. I quickly shake my head and tell him I don't want to go into Jasper's space. He laughs and says they don't share rooms. This is just Alice's room. He walks away and leaves me standing at her door. What kind of couple doesn't share a room? It's weird to think I'll be in her room without her. I open the door and slowly walk in. The room is a lovely black and gold. She has a queen size bed in black satin with gold and black pillows. I wonder what's the point of the bed if they don't sleep. Sex… that's the point of it. My arms starts shaking and I have to take deep breaths to calm myself. Her scent calms me slowly. I realize I don't smell Jasper at all in here. Sigh. I see the outfit she laid out for me and yes, Alice does have taste. She has a wall full of books and vinyls. And there's a large desk in front of a huge glass window/door with a patio. I walk over to her desk and see a drawing of me. Asleep. She has talent. I have to tear myself away from the drawing. I walk over to her closet and it's almost the size of her room. There's so much clothes. I see a couple of outfits I would love to see her in. Guess she does like to shop. Her bathroom is in black and gold marble. A huge tub in the middle and a half wall length shower. I undress and get in the shower. She has a row of hair products and body washes. I spot 3 in the end that are labeled Bella. I open them and they all smell great. I open a couple of hers and I smell Alice… sigh. I shower quickly and dry off. I spot a blow dryer and start on my hair. I brush my hair out and put it in a ponytail. I notice a box on the counter with my name on it. I open it and there's a beautiful black Rolex and a Boss cologne with a note. "I thought this watch would look great on you and this cologne will smell lovely on you. Jessica will approve. I've seen it." Don't bet against Alice… I go to the room and put on the clothes she left me. A pair of nice fitting yet loose jeans. A tank top with a fitted light blue button down. And a pair of boots. I put on the clothes and head back to the bathroom to put on the watch and cologne. I check myself out in the mirror, she really did a good job. The blue shirt brings out my eyes. And the sleeves show off my arms. I write her a quick note and head downstairs.
Rosalie: DAMN. Yeah no, you can't leave.
Edward: Alice did a good jon. The blue brings out the silver in your eyes.
Esme: your date is going to be very happy Bella.
Bella: thanks everyone. Rosalie, is my car safe to drive? I don't want to be late for Jess.
Rosalie: didn't you hear me; you're not allowed to leave.
Esme: Rosalie, give her the keys.
Rosalie tosses me the keys and I walk towards the door.
Rosalie: I did what I could for the time being. The interior and exterior should be here next week. I'll need to keep your car for a couple of days. But I'm sure you can borrow one of our cars. And by the way Bella, don't let her touch your abs again.
I shake my head and go to the car. I hear the roar my baby makes when it comes on. I send Rosalie a text, thanking her for my baby. And Jess one saying I'm on my way. I pull the top down and head out. Once I hit the road, I step on the gas and test how fast she is now. Before she would whine when I went pass 40. Today, there's no fight back. I hit 90 in no time. I have to quickly slow down before I pass Jess' house. I consider just sending her a text that I'm here. Instead, I get out and go to her door. She opens it before I even get a chance to knock. Man, she looks stunning! The dress she has on is simple yet hugs her hips just right.
Bella: wow Jess, you look beautiful!
Jess: I can say the same for you. The blue brings out your eyes. And you smell, really nice Bella.
Bella: thank you. Ready to go?
She smiles at me and heads for the car. I open her door and she gives me a beautiful smile. I consider turning this friendship date into a date date. But Alice enters my mind. Sigh. I start driving to Port Angeles. I tell Jess she can put on whatever music she likes. Surprisingly she grabs my phone and hits shuffle on my playlist. I just smile at her and keep driving. We decide to go to dinner first then the movie. She chooses a nice chill burger spot. I like this, nice and simple. We grew up together, so we know a lot about each other already. But surprisingly, I see a different side of her. I wonder if we could date. If my wolf would let me date considering my imprint just wants to be friends. Throughout dinner, she looks at me the way I wish Alice would. My thoughts wonder to where she is. If she's thinking about me. I shake my head clear and focus on Jess. We talk about books. And I realize we read a lot of the same books. I don't realize how much we have in common till now. I suggest we go for a walk at the nearby park instead of the movie. Telling her I was enjoying our conversation and would like for us to continue. We start walking over and she reaches for my hand. I see the surprise look in her eyes when she feels the heat. "I just run a little hotter than others. It's normal for me." "I don't mind, its actually kind of nice." I smile at how comfortable she is with me. Squeeze her hand and keep walking with her. There's a small band playing at the park, and we sit down to listen. The band starts playing "Unwritten" by Natasha Bedingfield. I grab her hand and pull her into a dance. We sway to the music, and it feels nice to have her in my arms. She looks up into my eyes. And I notice the nice chocolate brown color.
"Can speak the words on your lips. Drench yourself in words unspoken. Live your life with arms wide open. Today is where your book begins."
I lend down for a kiss and her lips are soft. She presses harder into my body and her lips part. Alice quickly jumps into my mind, and I pull back. I see the confusion in her eyes. I just say sorry, I feel like I just betrayed Alice. My heart breaks at the thought of her hurting for this. My wolf growls at me. I have to look away, but Jess pulls my face to meet hers.
Jess: hey, its ok. It's because of Alice, isn't it? *I look at her in surprise* Bella, we all see how you look at her. The way your eyes instantly go to her whenever you're in a room together. I'm sorry she doesn't see you. And I'm sorry she's with Jasper. *My voice cracks when I try to speak. She pays more attention than I thought* I do want to add, I see her get jealous whenever I speak to you.
Bella: no, she doesn't. She helped pick out my outfit for tonight.
Jess: Bella, she gets jealous. Her picking out your outfit is possibly just her wanting to show she's a supportive friend. And please, tell her thank you for doing that. You look good enough to eat.
Bella: you think so? Ha, I'm sure she'll be happy to hear she got taste.
Jess: I know so. I think about what I would do. How long has her and Jasper been together?
Bella: I honestly don't know.
Jess: you want to test her possible jealousy?
Bella: sure, I would love to prove you wrong.
She laughs and I smile at her. It's not Alice's magical laugh but it's still nice to hear.
Jess: We can pretend to date. Start with telling her about our kiss. But without the whole you pulling back thing.
Bella: I've seen this in a lot of movies. I don't want to lead you on.
Jess: you won't. I know your feelings and I'll respect them. Consider this a friend helping a friend.
I grab her hand and walk us back to the car. We get in and I ask her if we can cut the night short. She smiles at me and says of course. I do a lot of thinking on the drive. I'm sure she knows I'm deep in thought. She doesn't say much. And I'm grateful for that. I hop out to walk her to the door.
Bella: ok let's do this.
Jess: starting Monday morning, we're dating. I've always wanted to do something like this! Pick me up?
She smiles at me with excitement.
Bella: I'll be here.
Jess: oh, and Bella, you forgot… in the movies, the star-crossed lovers always ends up together.
She gives me a quick peck on the lips and goes inside. I stand outside staring at the moon and hoping Alice didn't see anything.
*POV ALICE*
I watch Bella and Jess drive off. I think about telling her not to go on the date, but I know it'll be best for her. I turn around and see Jasper starting at me. I smile at him and send him some love. He sends me back waves of love. I drive us home and quickly change to go to mall in Port Angeles. It doesn't take me long to pick out an outfit for her. Some nice jeans and a nice fitting blue button down that I know will bring out the grey in her eyes more. I run over to look at some colognes and try them out. Settling on a Boss one that I like. Something that will mix well with her scent. As I'm walking out, I spot a watch. Simple yet elegant. I stop by to get her some shampoos and body washes for her to shower after working with Rose. I see her return home and decide to head over and see her before Jasper and I leave for the weekend. He suggested a visit to his friend Peter, and I agreed wanting to make him happy for this past week. I speed back to Folks and show Edward and Rose the outfit I picked. They both agreed it would look nice on her. I wrap up the watch and cologne leaving it on my bathroom counter for her. Nicely set out her clothes and quickly pack my clothes for the weekend. I decide to run over to Bella's house instead of driving. Planning to surprise her like I did the other night. But as I get closer, I hear her on the phone. I wait awhile to see if she hangs up. She doesn't. I get closer and I hear her say Jess. Feeling like I'm intruding, I turn and start walking home. It makes me sad I won't be able to say bye or mess with her about her date. It's probably for the best. Giving me a clear mind before leaving with Jasper and her a clear mind for her date. When I get closer to the house, I bump into Jasper. I wonder if he was trying to follow me but he quickly explains he was going to look for me so we could get on the road. Though he could've just text me, I nod, and we walk back to the house. He tells me how excited Peter is that we're coming. He found his mate and can't wait for us to meet her. Great, now this will be a double dating weekend. We decide to take Jasper's truck and he puts our stuff in the back. Peter lives in Whitefish, Montana. About a 12-hour drive. If Jasper speeds, we can make it in about 7-hours maybe less. I debate about texting Bella, but I don't want to bother her if she's still on the phone with Jess. Further deciding I won't look for her this weekend. We get to Peter's before morning and I suggest we should go hunting before going in. Jasper sends Peter a text letting him know.
One thing I hate about visiting Peter, is the fact he still feeds off humans. I hate looking at his red eyes. But he's Jasper's oldest friend. The only friend that walked away with him when Jasper decided to leave Maria. The woman he thought loved him yet made him kill to build her vampire army. That's another reason, I don't want to hurt him. He's already been hurt by a woman he's been loyal to. We hunt down a few deer and head back to Peter's. He introduces us to his new wife. A beautiful woman named Maggie. She shares Peter's diet. I can't say I blame her. Jasper converted over to ours when he joined us. I'm sure if he wasn't with us, he would still feed on humans too. We spend most of the day catching up. Hearing about how they met. How Peter changed Maggie to be with him. She states how she wishes they could have kids but is still happy with just them being together. Jasper, suggest they adopt a kid and turn them with they get old enough. I look at him like he's crazy and suggest they adopt vampires like Carlisle and Esme have. Maggie says that sounds like a better idea and Jasper just shrugs. Around 6 I tell Jasper I'm going into town to go shopping. He states he'll go with me, but I remind him, how he gets bored and rushes me to leave. He smiles and kisses my forehead telling me to have fun. Honestly, I just want to get away to check on Bella. The whole deciding not to check on her only lasted the drive. I drive quickly into town and sit in the parking lot. When I look for Bella, she's in the shower. I quickly look out. Not wanting to invade her privacy. I hit up a couple of stores. Getting some items here and there. Not wanting to go back empty handed. When I'm done, I decide to go for a walk. Give Bella some time on her date. When I get back to the truck, I look for her again. I jump into a vision of her and Jessica dancing in the park. Her holding Jessica tight. They both go in for a kiss and I jump out of my vision. I feel a ping of hurt. I didn't think they would kiss. Of course they would kiss. They're on a date.
I start driving back. I hit shuffle on my playlist and oddly enough, "Teardrops on My Guitar" starts playing. A rush of emotions hit me, and I feel like if I could cry I would. I take my time heading back to Peter's. Jasper rushes out to help me with the bags but I let him know I'll just leave them. They're clothes for us and the others. He smiles knowing how I can get when shopping. Any excuse to keep shopping. He tells me that Peter and Maggie need some time alone. I nod for us to go walking. He smiles and grabs my hand. I let him though it doesn't feel right, now. It's something we use to easily do. Just talking and laughing. I push him into a tree and start running. We race through the woods. I go to jump over a river and right before I land, he grabs me. We fall into the grass laughing. Me under him. He looks at me with loving eyes. And I see it. He's going to kiss me. I decide to let him. All my insides scream at me not to do this. Yet there's a ping of want. He deepens our kiss. Pressing into me and next thing I know he's hands are under my shirt. I fight everything that's telling me to stop. But I can't. I don't want it. I push him back lightly and tell him I can't. He jumps off of me looking annoyed and I apologize. I know he needs something, a sign from me. I've told him many times he can date, and I know he's tried over the years. He's never gotten serious with anyone. I know he hopes I'll change my mind and be with him. And he's a great guy. And I'm sure he'll make anyone happy but deep down, I doubt I'll ever be ready for him.
I apologize again for leading him on. Hoping he can feel my apology. His eyes soften and he holds out a hand to help me up. He holds me in his arms for a while and tells me its ok, he can wait. I tell him he shouldn't. That he deserves more but he just squeezes me and tells me he will. I nuzzle my head into him. Taking in his scent. A scent I've loved for years. A scent that would always make me smile. Now it's nothing compared to Bella's. I want nothing more than to be covered in her scent. I feel a wave of love and I can't help but feel love for him too. He lets me go and grabs my hand walking back to Peter's. As we get closer, I ask him how he would feel about us going home already. He sighs but says we can head back when the sun comes up if that's ok. I tell him yes and just smile. He goes inside and I sit on the bed of the truck, hitting play on my music. I lay back and stare at the moon and the stars. Thankful for my vampire vision, I can see every little crust of the moon. I look down at my phone and no call or text. It saddens me but then I remember, she's probably still out late with Jess. I think about Bella. Seeing her again. I give in and look for her. She's at Jess'. On her porch when Jess goes in to kiss her again. I come out of my vision and just listen to my music. Shutting my mind to everything. I don't realize the time till I start seeing the sun come up. I walk inside and see Peter and Jasper in deep conversation. They stop when they see me. I know instantly they were talking about me. But I don't care. I go to shower, change and start packing my bags. Jasper joins me after a while but doesn't say anything.
We say our goodbyes and head back to Folks. I take a deep breath, knowing Jasper's upset. This will be a long drive home. I decide to ask him if I can drive. Needing something that will take her off my mind. He pulls over and lets me. When we get home, I rush up to my room. Telling Jasper I want to shower. I open my door and Bella's scent hits me. It's lite but still there. Her scent mixed with the cologne. I rush to the bathroom, and the scent is a little stronger. With a hint of the body wash I picked out for her. I see the note I left her and her handwriting, "Thank you Alice. I hope she does like it. Wish you were here so I could say thank you. Hope you had fun. See you when you get back." I close my eyes and instantly regret leaving without saying goodbye. Or better, telling her not to go on the date. I sigh and start to undress. A hot shower should relax me.