Various Female Cheaters x Depressed Female Reader oneshots/mini stories
lamialover6
Summary:
I couldn't find many books with female cheaters x depressed reader stories so here we go, the stories may contain NTR, incest, some other fetishes/fantasies, and suicidal themes... so as they say ... viewer discretion is advised.
The reader is a girl or futa for all oneshots in my head but you can swap the pronouns while reading if you like also, the person with whom the females cheat will mostly be a male, and the reader will always be interested in females/futanaris only in this book I hope you enjoy this book and give me some suggestions
Edit - Idk why i have to say this but read all the tags before reading this book Edit 2 and slight spoilers i guess: if you don't like incest start reading from the 3rd story in this book/collection
Chapter 1: Tell me about your requests
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Tell me about your requests in this chapter
Comment about your requests here, or message me
I don't watch that much popular anime so I don't know about many popular characters
If u want me to make a continuation of an NTR manga/doujin, feel free to tell me (although be warned I'll change the MC to a girl or futa, you can request if u want the MC to be a futa though)
And just a reminder that this is my first book, and I haven't written any books before so the writing quality may be bad/not on par with many writers here. I'm all ears for any suggestions you may have
Chapter 2: Cheater Wife x Depressed Reader(1)
Notes:
This is reupload of an story that i posted no another website, this story also has some pseudo-incest
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Warning: Read all the tags carefully, most of them(especially incest) might apply to this book/story
I'm Y/n L/n, a shy lesbian nerd who just graduated from college and got a dead-end job at a tech firm which is stressful AF. I was never very good with people or making friends, in fact, I only had one person in my life who I could call my best friend(and girlfriend), she was this awesome, cute, muscular, and extremely sweet girl who also happened to be my neighbor and childhood friend.
It all started when I was like 6 or 7 years old, my mom told me to give the extra sweets that she had made to our neighbors (it's common in my country), the little me being shy tried to say no but my mom was very persuasive so I picked up the sweets and walked up to our neighbor's door, I was very nervous to say the least. After ringing the bell, a very pretty lady opened the door and said "oh you must be Y/n, Grace's kid right ?",(Grace was my mom's name) I just nodded and raised the bowl of sweets my mom made, she smiles and takes the bowl, and said "come in and make yourself comfortable, I'll return this bowl in 5 mins, till then why don't you talk to my daughter you guys are of the same age too so you might hit it off". Again I just nodded and went inside, there was a girl inside sitting on the couch watching TV, she noticed me standing and asked "who are you?", to this I replied "I'm y/n, I live opposite to your home", "I'm Clementine" she told me and after that, she asked me many questions and I answered all of them and 30 mins later I went home, being very happy that I made my first friend!
(i later found out that this interaction was masterminded by my mom and Clementine's mom so that we could become friends, well mostly so I could have a friend.)
After that day Clem (yes she is annoyed by this nickname but doesn't complain anymore) and I grew closer everyday. Every day she would drag me to the park to play with her or to her home to watch TV/movies together, I grew very attached to her when reached the age of 9, we were basically inseparable, I even made her promise, to marry me when we grew up. God, I love my bestie so much!
5 years later* (both y/n and Clementine are now 14 yo)
Me and my bestie Clem hangout every day, she's still my only friend but I don't mind it, she's all I need. That and it turns out everyone in my school hates me for some reason. I can't even figure out why, I never did anything bad to anyone, and there is this guy named Ronald that bullies me pretty often too but Clem tells him off whenever he tries to do/say something. I'm so lucky to have this girl.
Btw Clem's father isn't in the picture idk why, even clem doesn't know why, she hasn't even met him or ever seen his face. Probably for the best, it's better to have no father than an abusive one. So it's just her and her mom
Oh, and did I mention that Clem is intersex? Yup she has a vagina and a penis, I know this because I "accidentally" walked in on her while she was changing at the sleepover held at her home
that day*
I and Clem were having a sleepover today, I was laying on the sofa with my head on her lap while we were watching some ok-ish movie
Clem: I am gonna go change into some pajamas, these jeans are killing my legs
y/n: huh?...ok(still too engrossed in the movie)
Clem: what "ok"! get off me you clingy cuddle obsessed monster
y/n: (slaps her arm lightly and smiles) I am not that clingy and you like it when I cuddle
Clem: No its annoying and your head is heavy as fuck!
y/n: Fine I won't be clingy and cuddle-y
Clem: (chuckling) Oh really? let's see how long this annoyance-free period for me lasts
y/n: (throws a popcorn at her) You'll be the first to beg me to cuddle you
Clem: (sarcastically) Sure my cute cuddle monster.
y/n: don't talk to me like that I'm not a child anymore
Clem:(chuckles) whatever. I'll be back in a minute
I lay back down on the sofa but then I have this itch, you know, to go and take a peek(and since her mom is out, there's nobody here to catch me), I know its extremely wrong but I have been feeling more and more horny since last year when I saw my first porn movie, though unfortunately, it had a nude man in it (barf), but the girl was sexy as hell.
I decided...fuck it I'm taking a peak, I went to her room and opened the door just a little bit and what I saw shocked me
"is that a dick!!??" my dumb little ass said out loud, and the door opened fully. For about 2 mins both of us were just staring at each other, well more like I was just staring at her dick and she was staring at a horny/pervert me. When our staring contest got over she threw a pillow at me and yelled "GET OUT!!!!!" and I quickly ran to the living room. A while later she came with anger on her face that could even scare Zeus.
Clem: (turns off the TV) I'm going to sleep (turns around and walks back to her room)
y/n: I'm sorry Clem. I will go back to my home now. I really didn't mean to hurt you
I watched her stop and pause. While her back was still facing me
Clem: (softly) No stay.
y/n: are you sure?
Clem: yes!
y/n: should I sleep on the sofa?
Clem: why would I ask you to stay if I wanted you to sleep on the sofa dumbass
y/n: oh...ok
Both of us go to her room I get on her bed (it's a king-sized bed) and she turns off the light. She faced away from me and both of us stay silent for a while until...
Clem: Do you hate me now y/n ?
y/n: Absolutely not!!...what even prompted this question? (i ask like a dumbass)
Clem: Obviously because of what you saw today dumbo
y/n: Oh hell no Clem! and FYI I still find you very beautiful...and sexy (i whispered the last part)
Clem: I heard that (she chuckle)
Clem turns in her bed and is now facing me, she looks at me for a few seconds then smiles and wraps her arm around me
y/n: Now who is the cuddle monster, huh?
Clem: Shut up!
And we then drifted off to sleep...cuddling like couples
I had very good masturbation sessions after that day, what a lovely coincidence
Anyways her being a futanari doesn't change anything. In fact, I think I love her even more now... Yes I think its the right time to ask her for a date, hopefully she says yes
A few days later*
y/n: Will you go on a date with me Clem...PLEASE?????
Clem: Do you even have to ask...my dumbass
Omg, I think I saw her eyes tear up. She then wraps me in a tight hug. At the end of the date that we had this weekend, we shared our first kiss! AHHHHH!!! I'm so happy that we had our first kiss
3 years later*(both Clem and y/n now are 17yo)
God, I'm getting so horny these past few months and my horniness isn't getting any help by me and my GF (Clem) sharing nudes with each other, Fuck I think I need to go at it again! This will make it my 4th time today, I quickly remove my shorts (mom and dad were going out this week so I wasn't worried about anyone walking in on me)
A/n - y/n is the only child in the family
As I opened my phone and went to decrypt the nudes Clem sent me (yes I keep them encrypted, I don't want anyone else seeing my lovely GF naked), I heard a knock on my home's door, I groaned and opened it to see none other than the person I was about to cum to
Clem: Let's do THAT today (she says while grinning)
Chapter 3: Cheater Wife x Depressed Reader(2)
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Clem: Let's do THAT today (she says while grinning)
y/n: WHAT!? (my mouth went wide)
Clem: Lets lose our virginities today!
y/n: what brought this on!? and are you sure?
Clem: Do you not want to? (she says with a sad look on her face)
y/n: NO! ...Come inside (i grabbed her hand and dragged her inside)
By the time we reached my room, we were all over each other giving passionate kisses. She picks me up and puts me on the bed while she is on top of me and we start undressing each other between kisses. When I removed her T-shirt I saw her bra and big sexy cleavage. We were both in our undergarments now
y/n: I love your boobs (i say while groping her breasts)
Clem: (Chuckles and starts fondling my breasts) And I love yours
y/n: Mmmmmm...Ah that's it, you can be more rough if you want
Clem: (while pinching y/n's nipple with one hand) You like that? you horny cuddle monster (yup that name is stuck on y/n)
y/n: (i remove her bra and squeeze those beautiful boobs harder)
She starts to kiss my neck and sometimes she even bites at some spots (its painful but the good kind of pain), she continues downward to my breasts and starts sucking on my nipple and giving some light bites
Clem: Mmm ... now let's get you out of those panties
She removes my underwear and slips her finger inside without any problem since I was already so wet and hot ...THIS MUST BE HEAVEN!
She continued to finger me while I stroked her sexy as fuck dick, I could feel my mouth water at the thought of her shoving it inside my mouth. My pleasure soon reached its crescendo and I moaned so loud that she was surprised for a second but then she quickly continued and put on a condom and started rubbing her dick on my pussy
y/n: Stop teasing me like that...put it inside
Clem: Beg for it baby
y/n: P-please put your dick inside me m-mistress, I beg you please(i said while breathing heavily)
Clem: Nice...I think I'll make you keep calling me mistress every time I fuck you
She then gently starts to push her dick inside
Clem: Say "pineapple" if u need me to stop ok?
y/n: Yes mistress
I bleed for a few seconds but after a few gentle/light thrusts when I have adjusted to her size she starts pounding me harder, god it's been only like 1 minute since she put her dick in me and I'm gonna cum again...The orgasm that I had after that was the hardest I have ever cum. She cums soon after that. She then removes the cum filled condom and throws it in the trash can and we are lying in bed cuddling
Clem: Did you like it? (she asks softly)
y/n: I LOVED IT! Thank you for being my GF Clem(i gave her a peck on her lips)
Clem: I love you so much y/n (she says while hugging me tighter)
y/n: And I love you "my pumpkin"
She just smiles at the new nickname
That night at Clementine's home* Clementine's POV:
I was sitting in the bathroom crying and sobbing, why did even agree to meet him much less have sex with him. A few weeks ago Ronald (Y/n's childhood bully) messaged me, I, being a dumbass replied to him, and he said that he was very sorry about bullying y/n in the past, from then on we started flirting over texts, but I did not think of it much, I thought it was just harmless flirting but then he proposed for us to meet up
Flashback* Clementine's POV:
y/n was busy with her project work and assignments so we don't get to hang out very much nowadays, though we still do sexting, yup she is still a horndog lol
I then saw my phone light up, it was a text from Ronald it said "why don't we catch up today, let's meet at the cafe near our school", I smiled without realizing and replied, "Ok let's meet up there at 1".
We met at the cafe , caught up and talked about what we've been upto for the past few years, after we had our coffee he asked if I was up for a stroll in the park, I said yeas and we held each other's hands while we were walking and I was also in the moment so I didn't think about it twice
idk how but by the end of the walk we started kissing and I felt too turned on, I thought about y/n for a moment but then I thought 'what she doesn't know won't hurt her
We got to his apartment still kissing we started undressing each other
(continuing) 3rd person POV
Both Ronald and Clementine were now on the bed completely naked on the bed (Ronald knew about clementine being a futanari)
Clementine: Put on a condom and fuck me now
Ronald: Yes baby
Clementine felt some conflicting feelings when he called her "baby" but she shoved them to the back of her mind
Ronald puts her dick in her pussy but it was too tight
Ronald: it's too tight give me some lube its behind you...wait are you a virgin?
Clementine: Just shut up and put it in...here(she gives him the bottle of lube)
Ronald puts on the lube and pushes his dick harder inside, it goes in with less resistance now that lube was applied. Clementine moans loudly and her own member is now rock hard. As Ronald starts to pound her roughly she starts to stroke her own dick.
Ronald: y/n really got lucky with you as her gf, I still can't believe you are a virgin (he said while still thrusting inside her)
Clementine: Shut up...and ...keep...pounding me
Clementine: OH FUCK I'M CUMMING...DON'T STOP
As Clementine saw orgasmed her cock ejaculated and she covered her own stomach/breasts with her own sperm. After she was done cumming, Ronald pulled out and removed the condom
Clementine: What are you doing!?
Ronald: Open your mouth
Clementine: What? NO!
Ronald got off the bed and walked near her face while stroking his cock
Clementine: NO Ronald
Ronald: Come on Clem you just came, let me enjoy it too, otherwise it'll be unfair
Clementine didn't open her mouth but the thought of tasting and drinking his cum made her turn on again, as she was thinking this, Ronald ejaculated on her face covering her with his massive load. When all was done they were lying side by side in silence, with Clementine's face still covered in cum. Then after 20 mins, Ronald says "round 2?", Clementine just nodded
Now Clementine was on her keens sucking his cock, her tongue expertly swirled around his cock, while she was stroking her own again, after only 3 minutes of this blowjob Ronald cums into her mouth, tasting his cum in her mouth makes her too aroused and her own cock ejaculates on the floor
Both were now tired and after 15 mins of rest Clementine goes into the bathroom and cleans her face, stomach, and breasts of cum
The day after that they both start sexting and sending each other nudes this goes on for exactly 2 days until y/n asks for her phone for some work since her phone died, Clementine gives her the phone not wanting to act suspicious while y/n didn't see anything, the thought of losing her scares the living hell out of Clementine. And as days pass the guilt starts to eat her alive so she breaks it off over a text with Ronald and blocks him (they only had sex that day)
Flashback ends* Present night, Clementines POV:
Fuck should I admit it to her? No, she'll be heartbroken, and in so much pain I can't bear to see her cry. If I don't talk about it ever again with anyone she won't know right? Yes that's it, and it's not like I have put my cock inside anyone before her, so we technically we still lost our virginity to each other
3rd person POV:
(After that day Clementine got very clingy and affectionate with y/n and also started hitting the gym every day to be in fit shape so that she'll be more appealing to y/n...and it worked! And y/n couldn't be happier with her gf)
Chapter 4: Cheater Wife x Depressed Reader(3)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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I got into a decent-ish college after graduating from high school, Clem decided to work on her goal of becoming a gym trainer, you see after the week we had done THAT for the first time, she decided that she'll join a gym and get ripped. And HOLY SHIT does she look so sexy now, and those abs of hers are just ... Ahhhhhh!!!! Magnificent is the only word that comes to my mind!
Clementine Now
Clementine Now
(A/n - yes I like muscular girls. If you don't like them you can just imagine your dream girl)
Anyways she got a job in a famous gym in our city only 2 years after we graduated (she was 20yo at the time), and she makes a pretty decent amount of money. But since I was living in my college dorm most of the time we had to do a long-distance relationship, not gonna lie, the stress from college and the absence of my best friend and gf got to me. I got pretty depressed for while in college, but I didn't tell this to my lovely cuddle monster because she'll just worry needlessly and it might hinder her at the job. Anyways now that I graduated college and got a decent-paying job(even if it is a dead-end job) we can move in together!. My parents were overjoyed at the idea of Clem and I moving together but a little sad that they won't see their little daughter every day
For some reason, Clem was a little reluctant to move in together but she eventually agreed. I found a lovely apartment in our city which was close to her gym as well as my office though it was a bit far away from our family homes but it's ok, we'll make it work.
On the first day after we got settled down in our apartment, Clem was so horny she literally ripped my t-shirt and commanded me "on your knees y/n"
I quickly did as she ordered
Clem: suck my cock! (she said while pulling out her cock)
y/n: Mmm... aggressive I like it
I start to suck and slurp her dick but she then grabbed me by my hair push my head till my lips were touching her balls. I gagged caz who the fuck wouldn't? She just continued to use my mouth like her personal fleshlight, occasionally giving me room to breathe.
I didn't stop her caz she is probably sexually frustrated caz of the long-distance thing, even though we did some mutual masturbation sessions on video calls and had some sex when I visited home, our sexual activity was minimal compared to when we were in high school
I soon felt her cock throb, she pushed my head on her cock with full force and come in my throat, some of it got on my tongue. Oh, how I've missed the taste of her cum. I gulped down her massive load and got up to take a shower. Clem joined me in the shower and later we went to sleep cuddling/spooning with each other. I said to myself in my head 'This new life of ours is gonna be exciting, lovely, horny, and most importantly filled with cuddles and hugs'. I hugged her arm around me a little tighter and went to sleep
Same night* Clementine's POV:
"Should I end it with him?" Clementine thought to herself ... "Nah I will just lock my phone with a good password" she reasoned to herself.
"After all its not like it'll hurt anyone, not to mention I will get my needs satisfied from both 'sides' " She told herself in her own mind
Next morning* 3rd person POV:
Clementine was in a hurry as she packed her gym bag and clothes.
"Ok bye cuddle monster", Clementine said while at the door
"Wait you forgot something" y/n came running to her at the door
"I have my keys, wallet, phone...no I took everything..." Clementine said
y/n leaned forward and gave her a small but passionate kiss, anyone could see it was filled with love and affection for her gf
"Ohh...thank you for reminding me, I can't believe I forgot something so important", Clementine said while having one of the brightest smiles on her face
y/n: Ok now go go or you'll be late for work
Clementine: Yes my love (she gave her gf another peck on the lips while leaving )
2 hours later y/n also left to work at her grueling dead-end job
15 mins after Clementine left home*
Location: Gym (her workplace)
3rd person POV:
Clementine changed into her trainer's uniform/t-shirt in the locker room, it showed her sexy biceps as well so she liked to wear it. But instead of going to the workout area Clementine went to the equipment storage room where her gym stores old equipment. She unlocked her phone and started scrolling through Instagram while waiting for someone. The door opened and she saw a man who was now inside and locking the door
???: Ready for some protein shake baby?
Clementine: Get the 'shaker' out James so we start your workout afterward.
James: (pulling his track pants down) You are early today
Clementine: (while getting on her knees) Yes my gf and I moved in together, so I live near the gym now (she said while stroking his cock)
James: Oh, you still dating that ugly loser (he said while Clementine was sucking his cock)
Clementine: (Slaps his thigh with a medium amount of force)
James: Oww...what was that for?
Clementine: She is still MY gf, so don't talk shit about her!
James: yea she's a girl who can't satisfy her slutty cum loving gf
Clementine: (Slaps his thigh again but now with a bit more force, while still swirling her tongue around his cock)
James: Ow...sorry
Soon she felt he was closer to cumming, so he pulled his cock out of her mouth and sprayed her face with a massive load today, and as his dick was done ejaculating
James: Wait! Don't clean up, I wanna take a pic, to make today memorable
Clementine agreed without a second thought since he took her pics regularly in various states of undress and they have been sexting each other for like 1.5 years
After taking a few pics, James sent Clementine her own pics with her cum facial. Clementine chuckled at the texts, then cleaned up and started her day as a trainer
Flashback 2 years ago* 3rd POV: (Clementine is now 20yo and y/n is at her college)
As Clementine started her first month at the gym she felt bored and lonely with y/n away, but one day she met James a tall and muscular guy working out, he asked her to spot him while he was doing some squats, and later they got talking, he was pretty flirty with her. The next day she found out that he requested her as his personal trainer (that also meant a pay boost to her income). So they exchanged numbers, and for a few days, their conversation/texts were completely professional.
But then soon James started to send flirty texts and some "couple memes" soon they started meeting outside of gym at cafés and dinners. The loneliness that she felt because of the absence of y/n was started to get filled by James. So one day while she was at a dinner with James, she got a bit more drunk than usual and started kissing as they got in his car. The pair soon reached James's apartment, it was a bit luxurious. Clementine got out of her slightly revealing dress and started kissing him again.
James: Do you have a condom?
Clementine: No. maybe we should do this next time?
James: Wait! I have some birth control pills.
(A/n - idk exactly how pills(emergency birth control pill?) works, but I think this is correct)
Clementine thought about it for a little bit then decided "fuck it" and took the seal-packed strip of pills from him and took one
Both were now very horny and James was hard as fuck and both were now sober, he grabbed some lube from his bedside table and applied some on his cock, he was laying on the bed while Clementine was on top. She positioned his cock and inserted it inside her. Clementine started bouncing on his dick while he too started moving his hips. Her own member started flopping around up and down, this aroused her very much
After some 10 minutes of raw carnal desire and sex. And Clementine cumming/squirting 2 times from her pussy, James said "I'm cumming"
"OHHH...YES CUM INSIDE ME, FILL ME UP JAMES" replied Clementine.
And as he started ejaculating inside her. As this was happening James saw her dick throbbing too. He quickly grabbed a tissue box, pulled out several tissues, and covered the tip of her cock with them. Clementine shot her load in the tissues and after she was done James tosses them away
Both lay side by side on the bed for 10 mins then Clementine hugged him and they spooned and cuddled for 20 more mins then she left his apartment and called a uber home
Flashback ends*
This went on for 1.5 years, till Clementine moved in with y/n, they still sneak off sometimes though
2 years later* (both y/n and Clementine are now 24yo),
Y/n's POV:
A lot has happened in the last 2 years, me and Clem are now both married and I was over the moon with my wife and our cuddle, romantic and sex life. Both of us are an extremely horny couple, with many sex toys and fetishes that we both enjoyed. Clem was still muscular AF and still had her job as a trainer. My life couldn't be better and happier. We also bought the apartment that we were renting before, with a loan from our families
Location: The gym, 3rd person POV
James gave Clementine their regular 'protein' shake before they start his workout routine
After James's workout is done, they got talking about random things (the gym was mostly empty now since it was lunch time).
James: So have you ever done a threesome?
Clementine: What?...No obviously.
James: Really? A sexy girl like you should have her own harem, you know?
Clementine: yea...no. My wife won't ever like that (she showed her ring)
James: So are you saying she likes you being covered with my cum or likes to smell my cum inside your pussy?
Clementine: Well...no...Obviosly she doesn't know
James: Look I'm not gonna force you but you deserved to be treated like a queen, y/n is lucky to have a sexy and strong girl like you.
Clementine: Oh stop it James (she said while giggling)
James: No, it's true, she should be thankful that she even gets to touch a goddess like you. If she is trying to tie you down from just enjoying life, maybe you should have a second look at your relationship
Clementine just giggles but what he said was now stuck inside her mind and she'll keep recalling his words for a few weeks while she was with y/n or while she was with James
a few weeks later* 3rd person POV
Location: The gym
Clementine: u know James I thinking about what you said
James: What did I say?
Clementine: About the...threesome(she says softly, being flustered) and me deserving to be treated like a queen
James: Oh so you want me to arrange it?
Clementine: Ummmm...I guess I will give it a try (she was now blushing heavily)
James: This Friday at my place, I'll message you the time
(And then they had a threesome on Friday night with James's male friend. Though there was no Double penetration that night, just Clementine having a big cum facial and a photoshoot for her private album)
Notes:
Please like and comment! Tell me your thoghts
Chapter 5: Cheater Wife x Depressed Reader(4)
Notes:
I don't think I mentioned the name of Clementine's mother, its "Lauren",
Some backstory about Lauren - Lauren is an extremely smart person with an MBA, she has very good skills when it comes to finance
She is a CFO in a mid-size firm, so she makes good money
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That Friday night*
Location: y/n and Clementine's apartment,
Y/n's POV:
My cuddle monster was acting weird since a few weeks ago, she started acting like...like we were roommates and not a married couple. So I thought maybe she was just feeling lonely or something, so I started kissing her trying to get her to have sex with me to relieve some stress, but that didn't work. So I took on her workload of the home, throwing out the trash, and cooking dinner(well I tried my best at least).
But that didn't work, it felt like we were growing apart, like I was losing her. I saw her laughing at something while looking at her phone, I asked her and she just told me "it's my colleague, she is pretty funny", I had a bit of a suspicion with everything going on and her work hours suddenly increasing but I pushed it back in my mind, now was not the time to rock the boat. As weeks passed she started getting more annoyed at me for little things, I just brushed it off as work stress and mood swings, after all, I have personally experienced how shit work is. But I thought of the perfect plan to surprise her and lift her mood.
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Today was the 9th anniversary of my and Clem's first date together, so I decorated the living room as best as I could and also made up an album of our time together as kids and our first date, and our prom night. 'It is gonna be perfect' i thought to myself but as time passed on...she never came home
I was sitting on my sofa sobbing heavily, the tears just won't stop. What could've happened to make her forget? Why isn't she home? She should've been home hours ago? Did she get into an accident? I called all of her work colleagues and friends who I had the number of, she wasn't with any one of them so where is she? My mind just ran through any and all possibilities I could...as I was thinking the front door opened
I ran to her and hugged her as tight as I could...then I semi-yelled in anger "where were you!"
She replied calmly "What why? I was at Susan's place"
I then yelled even more frustrated "it's the 9th anniversary of our first date, how could you forget!? we do this every year!!, I also called Susan you weren't at her place!"
Clem: You what!? First of all, don't call my work colleagues without my explicit permission, second Susan was too drunk, she must've babbled something
y/n: Is that so? Ok then show me your phone! (I said while hoping my mind was wrong and needlessly paranoid)
Clem: NO! I deserve privacy!
I snatch her phone but saw it had a password
y/n: What's the password!? (i yelled in anger)
Clem: I'm saying this for the last time y/n. GIVE. ME. MY. PHONE. BACK.
I mustered up every ounce of strength and courage I could have and grabbed her right hand and pushed her thumb on the fingerprint reader and dashed to the bathroom door. She probably would've caught me if it were not for the heavy gym bad she had on her
I locked the door and the first thing I opened was the text messages, My whole world didn't just crash down, it burned with a fire hotter than hell. as I quickly glanced over the texts. Clem started banging at the door, I don't have time so I quickly exported all the chats and sent them to myself. But then the banging stopped, "I think she got tired" I thought. So I installed a spyware app that I once recommended to an online friend when he thought his gf was cheating.
After everything was ready I unlocked the door and went to the living room, there sat my wife and best friend just staring at the decoration that said "HAPPY 9TH ANNIVERSARY CUDDLE MONSTER!", She got up and turned to me. She grabbed her phone back and slapped me. What were only a few tears flowing, now turned into sobs again
Clem: (Still angry)YOU...just...
She then ran to our bedroom, I obviously followed her. She grabbed her luggage back and started to put her clothes inside
y/n: What are you doing? (i asked while trying to control my sobs)
Clem: Getting away from you...I won't let you tie me down and keep me from enjoying my life (Jame's words rang through clementine's mind)
y/n: B-but i-i never s-stopped you (I tried to say still trying to control my sobs)
Clem: Just...SHUT UP!
She yelled and dragged me out of the room and locked the door, I just walked to the sofa...and you guessed it right cried my eyes out, but by the time she was done packing, my eyes honestly dried up, I was just exhausted at this point. She looked at me again
y/n: (softly) Don't leave Clem
She looked like she was thinking about it for a minute but then she just opened the door and left, I would've run after her to stop her but who am I kidding she'll just swat me away like a fly
I just turn off the lights not wanting to remove the decorations, and go to my bedroom change into my pajamas (which had a cartoon design) and just go to sleep.
I woke up early the next morning with only a few hours of sleep. I contemplated skipping work today, I honestly felt sick, so called my boss, he refused at first but then when I told him what happened, the told me to take the week, I said thank you and went back to my bed, just staring into empty space for an hour I think.
I then decided to check the text messages I exported yesterday, I braced myself knowing it'll be bad but what I found was worse, I never thought one could be pushed into utter despair and hopelessness so easily not to mention by a loved one. I wanted to puke when I saw the pic of her posing with 2 guys I didn't know with cum on her face while she was on her knees. I saw more pics of what she has been doing during her "overtime" or "employee team building exercises". I felt like my whole life has been a lie, like I have wasted 19 years of my life.
I still messaged her to come home (yes call me a weak/loser/simp, idc I'm a simp for her honestly, you can't just erase 19 years with someone so easily). She never replied to my messages. I waited for 2 days expecting her to come through the door, apologize and hug me tightly like she always does...but that never came to fruition
When I was watching some TV show (more like just staring at the screen). I heard a 'bing' from my phone
I saw it, it was a message from an unknown number
???: is this y/n l/n
y/n: Yes
They then sent a video, I played it, it was her again bouncing on some man's cock
Clem: Oh yes... baby... are you gonna cum?
(??? male): Yes
Clem: Cum inside me baby...make me scream
The man then starts moving his hips faster and cums inside her while Clem's dick cums in some tissues
(??? male): Do you have any message for y/n
Clem: Are you gonna send this video to her (she seemed a bit surprised)
(??? male): Only if you want me to
Clem: I don't care honestly at this point (she shrugged)
(??? male): So what message do you have for her?
Clem: hey y/n(she waved). Now watch me as I enjoy my life being free from your chains, maybe your sad little life will change a little bit from watching me have fun
The video ends*
I just cry like a baby...again, but then I heard another bing from my phone, this time it was a link to an Onlyfans page. I instantly knew whose page it's gonna be. But I clicked anyways, it was 20 to subscribe. 19 years for 20, so almost 1 for 1 year that's what it was worth, I sadly chuckled.
I then searched for the number that messaged me, and found out it belonged to a guy named "James Owen", a porn director and porn star, "really? what a downgrade" I said out loud. I sighed, locked my phone, and spent half of the day cleaning the decorations I put up(for the anniversary) and the other half staring at my wedding ring.
5 days later* (7 days since D-Day) Y/n's POV
I started going back to work, it's honestly the only distraction I have right now caz every time I'm at home, I just miss her so bad. I work a bit of overtime today but when I reach home I saw my phone light up with another notification, this time it was another link...it linked to PornHub...fuck I think I already know where this is going. I click the video and it was more horrifying than what I thought.
Chapter 6: Cheater Wife x Depressed Reader(5)
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The video on PornHub* 3rd person POV
Clementine was sitting on a couch while looking at the camera
(??? male): So why are you here today
Clementine: I am here to get a good fucking and just...enjoy myself I guess
(??? male): How many people are you trying to fuck today?
Clementine: Hmmm...6 or 7 I guess
(??? male): Oh that the spirit baby girl! (the man said with excitement). So why do you get up and show us your tits?
Clementine gets up and removes her T-shirt and then bra. She then grabs her nipples between her fingers and shakes her tits at the camera
(??? male): Oh that's good baby! Now remove your shorts and panties
Clementine does as the man behind the camera asks, after removing her panties she gives her semi-erect cock a good shake, flopping it around
(??? male): Damn you're a futanari! nice cock!
Clementine smiles with a big grin
(??? male): But unfortunately, we won't be needing it for today...So why don't you tuck it away inside this
A masked man comes into the camera and hands her a tiny AF chastity cage. The look on Clementine's face drops a bit
Clementine: Is this necessary
(??? male): Yes, we don't want your dick getting in the way
Clementine reluctantly tries to wear the chastity belt, but it only gets on after 4-5 tries. Now her cock is caged inside a chastity cage much much smaller than even her flaccid cock
(??? male): Good no let's meet your new friends for today
6 men come into the view, all naked and semi-hard or fully hard
(??? male): Now then why don't we start by making these cocks wet with your saliva
Clementine just sits around the couch while the men gather around her. She starts sucking them one by one while stroking 2 other men with her free hands this goes on for 5 mins
(??? male): Now then show you holes to the camera baby girl
Clementine lifts her ass up and spreads her ass cheeks.
(??? male): Oh yes baby, those holes look tight as fuck. I have heard from a credible source that you have lost your anal virginity
Clementine: Yea it's true
(??? male): Ready to lose it today baby?
Clementine just smiles and nods with her ass still in the air, a guy stroking and lubing his dick comes behind her and starts rubbing his cock to her butthole. Clementine just releases soft moans as he does this
Then the man slowly inserts his dick inside her, and she loses her anal virginity. After a few slow thrusts, the man begins to pound her hard. The sound of clapping was louder than thunder
The man picks her up so that now her front and pussy are fully visible to the camera then another man comes and puts his cock in her pussy. Now Clementine was getting fucked in both holes, her moans started to get louder. The men kept exchanging positions and kept pounding both her holes.
Then they lay her down on a bed, and then again start to pound her only this time, they also start using her mouth, so she was getting fucked in all her holes.
Soon they all are close to cumming, so Clementine gets on her knees and opens her mouth while all the 6 men around her start jerking off and one by one they start cumming on her face or in her mouth. As the last guy cums her own cock leaks some cum through the chastity cage on the floor
As the bukkake ends the man behind the camera says
(??? male): Any special message you want to say to someone
Clementine:(while still covered in semen) Just one, I hope you had as many orgasms as I did, ~my dear wife
The video ends*
Same day* y/n's POV
I was shocked, horrified, sad, angry, and for some reason bit horny (but that was because I hadn't seen my wife naked in weeks). I broke down... again, she isn't just cheating on me now, she's trying to make it hurt as much as possible... I just stayed on the sofa for a while looking at the floor and occasionally tearing up..."I should probably start arranging for a divorce soon" I said out loud in my empty apartment. But I had no energy to go to a lawyer and go to court...I just want this to end...I need to stop feeling...I wanna sleep...I wanna...die. I went to the kitchen and grabbed the sharpest knife I could find and went to the bedroom. If I'm going to die I wanna die in the comfort of my bed, it's not like anyone will need the mattress after I pass anyway...Then I remembered to write a suicide note. I wrote 2 separate notes, one was for my parents and mother-in-law(but I just call her mom anyway, she always takes care of me like my real mom anyway).
And one for my wife, as cruel as she is being now, my heart just can't stop loving her. Maybe if I was someone else, maybe if I was somebody stronger, maybe then I could forget about her but I'm not. In the letter addressed to Clem, I just wrote about the hurt she caused, the love I have for her and that I'll love her till I die, my anger, sadness, and some of our old memories that I fondly remembered...I poured all my emotions into it.
After finishing the letters, put them in their respective envelopes, with names. "now I just need the courage to do it",
I touch the tip of my knife to my wrists but then I dropped it on the side of the bed, I can't do it...fuck
1 hour later*
I tear and throw away the envelopes in the trash and put the knife back, before calling Lauren (my other mom)
Lauren (Clem's mom)
Lauren: What's up honey, it's been a while since I've heard from you
y/n: Can you pick me up? I'm at my apartment
Lauren: Did something happen darling?
y/n: I...I'll tell you when you get here
Lauren: I'll be there as soon as possible? just wait ok?
y/n: Thank you...Mom
Lauren: It's not a problem darling...now I have to hang up to drive ok?
y/n: ok...
I just open the ice-cream box in my freezer while I wait for mom. After waiting for about half an hour she arrives at my apartment and unlocks the door (she has an extra key in case of emergency).
(A/n - y/n likes to call Lauren "mom", so you'll see that often)
Mom: Honey are you ok? (She ran up to me on the sofa and checked me for injuries)
y/n: I'm not a kid mom (i half chuckled)
Mom: What happened?
I then proceeded to tell her everything, leaving out the sexual details. She was furious, to say the least, and also very heartbroken
y/n: So...can I stay at your place for a few weeks
Mom: NO! You are moving in with me now, I'll help you pack some important stuff today and I'll call the movers tomorrow to get the rest
Y/n: Are you sure mom? I know you're busy...I don't wanna be a bother to you
Mom: No, darling! you could never be a bother to me? come on let's hurry and pack your stuff
She then helps me to pack some of my stuff. On the car ride to her house (i guess it's now my house too), I tell that there is no need to call the movers, I'll move all the stuff by myself tomorrow...she hesitated a bit but agreed
We get to our house and
Mom: Do you need anything, Coffee? Hot chocolate?
Y/n: No nothing. Where should I sleep
Mom guided me to the guest room, I changed into some pajamas, and...fuck everything is hitting me like a train again. Mom came into my room again, she saw me look depressed, She sat down on the bed beside me and hugged me... I cried...again(i think I'm turning into a baby). Anyway she picked me up, bridal style (which was hella surprising, HOLY SHIT, she is still strong at her age), and puts me down on her bed, I stopped crying with her arms around me, I felt...safe again and loved again. We cuddled and I drifted to sleep in mom's arms
Chapter 7: Cheater Wife x Depressed Reader(6)
Chapter Text
Warning: Well I hope you read the warnings/tags of this book properly, especially that "incest" tag...caz that will apply to this chapter...sort of
1 week after y/n moved in with Lauren*
Location: Laure's home
y/n's POV
It's been about a week since I moved in with Mom, and she's been such a sweetheart, she makes me dinner and takes me out for walks so that I'm not cooped up or depressed all day (seeing some grass really helps apparently) and also sometimes gives me a back massage. I wish I could do something for her too but, I'm not as competent as her, though I do clean the house every day
I've also been getting some weird thoughts about her when she cuddles with me (Yes we still sleep together). I also started seeing her, like really seeing her, God does she look hot in those business suits! Like she can barge in and buy your heart. You know what I'm a single girl now right? (technically still married but that doesn't matter) So I can desire anyone, well from today I will start flirting with...Mom? Lauren? Mother-in-Law? Ahhhh who cares, I will just call her Mom...Waittttt! I'm getting ahead of myself, I should first ask her if she is single? or even into girls!?
Today I will ask her to go out for a dinner with me! Ahhhh!! I'm so excited! That night when she came home
Mom: Hey darling! (She beamed at me) What's got you smiling like that today? (She smiled looking at me)
y/n: (I take a deep breath) I...I...Ummmm (fuck I think my brain just shut down)
Mom: You...?
y/n: AreYouSingle?AndIfYesWillYouGoOnADateWithMeThisSaturday?(I just babbled as fast as I could)
Mom: Yes I'm single and I didn't catch what you said after that.
y/n: (I smiled more brightly now) Will you go out on a date with me...Mom? Lauren?
Mom: (She smirked) Asking a girl out on a date while calling her mom? You've got some guts missy
y/n: ...Should I call you Lauren then?
Mom: Hmmm...No need, I prefer Mom. (She said with a smirk)
Mom: And about the date...I will need some time to think about it. But are sure you wanna do this...for real? (She said with a serious expression)
y/n: Yes of course! (I walk to her and hold her hands) I don't think I can find a more attractive girl for myself
Mom: Oh come on(She said with a blush creeping up her face), flattery will get you nowhere, especially with this old lady
y/n: But it's true! And I don't care about your age, caz you are kind and caring as hell, and not to mention still beautiful and catch (I think I'm getting red as a tomato, caz I can literally feel the blood flowing in my face and my hearting racing)
Mom: Come, I got us some Mexican dishes for dinner
She grabs my hand and tugs me to the dinner table, I love Mexican food. I say thank her before I start eating. After we finish dinner just watch some TV and then go to bed. We usually cuddle and drift off to sleep but today the atmosphere was awkward...So we just wish each other good night and go to sleep. Or atleast tried to, I couldn't catch much shut-eye that night, I was too nervous about what her answer will be. I felt like a kid again
The next morning I found myself being shaken awake
Mom: y/n get up
Y/n: ...5 mins (i groaned in my sleep)
Mom: No get up now or we both will be late for work
I opened my eyes and saw my arm around my mom's stomach, wrapping her in a hug, while my legs were tangled up with her...my brain didn't process this immediately but as soon as I realized I pulled my arms back and yelled "SORRY"
Mom just smirks "No need to yell about it. And it's ok, don't worry"
My heart which was beating so hard calms down a bit at her words
Mom: Come on let's brush our teeth, change, and then we'll have breakfast together
Y/n: (A yawn escapes from me) Yes...
We change (separately) into our work clothes and have a light breakfast together. I try not to stare at her sexy figure in a suit, God I want her to step on me...wait what am I thinking!? 'Not the time to be a horndog y/n' I say to myself in my mind.
With how she is smirking I think she knows that I've been staring. I should probably stop. Keyword "probably"
Soon days pass and Mom messages me saying 'yes' to our date on Saturday. I had a big smile on my face and hugged her tight that day when she came home, I think she was happy too, she had a soft smile on her face.
And soon Saturday rolls around
Saturday morning*
I was enjoying my peaceful sleep until a flying pillow hit me awake
"Ow Wtf?" I groaned still groggy
Mom: We have to go for our morning jog, brush your teeth and change quickly!
y/n: Yes mom...
I got ready and went for the jog...God, how does she not get tired? Or am I just out of shape...I gestured to her that I'll rest on a bench in the park, a few minutes later she joined me
Mom: So...you...nervous...for...today (She said huffing in between words)
y/n: Of course, who wouldn't be nervous about a date with a beautiful and strong woman like you? (I try my best to flirt, it's been a while since I had to flirt like this)
Mom: (Chuckling) Ohhh y/n...you are too sweet
y/n: (I blushed) And you are sweeter
"Fuck I think I've lost my game, is she even impressed? Does she think this is awkward now?" I thought to myself
Mom: (she holds my hand) Come we still have a few more laps to go
We continue our jog, I think I won't be able to walk tomorrow
After our jog is finished we have our breakfast together chatting about random topics the nervousness in the air is high I can feel it (or maybe it's just in my head), and I go on with the rest of the day cleaning the house, dishes and going grocery shopping.
Soon it's evening, and I get ready for our date, I wear the most beautiful dress I can find in my closet, I was saving this up for Clem's birthday but that's out of the window
I get ready and wait for Mom in the living room
She comes to the living room looking so so hot in a beige-tan suit! I think she really knows how much I stare at her in her office suits (I'm so embarrassed)
The beige-tan suit:
The suit
Mom: (she extends her hand to me) Shall we, dear?
"Ahh I love it when she calls me that," I think to myself. I hold the hand she extended and she guided me to the car waiting outside (Yes we decided to hire a car for tonight)
Our date was going a bit more awkwardly than I thought. "Ok time for some liquid courage," I think. I order a cocktail and Mom orders some whisky. (Dam she looks hot). Both of us now was a bit tipsy and much much more confident and flirty
The dinner went by with much more flirting and talking about our school and college days
At the end of dinner*
(We were more drunk now)
Mom: You know one time I came home early and I'm pretty sure you and Clem were having sex, I could hear your moans all the way to the living room (She says giggling like a little girl)
Time for some lewd handholding!! I hold her hand which was on the table and say
y/n: Maybe you should've interrupted and punished me in your bedroom (I wink in the end)
"Thank you for inventing alcohol, whoever you are I'm grateful," I say in my mind
She just smiles or maybe smirks (I'm too drunk to differentiate) and says
Mom: And what kind of punishment would've been appropriate for this heinous crime of having sex in my house?
y/n: Hmm...(i thought for a little while, she was about to change the topic, I think, when I interrupt her). A few hard spanks on my behind, and maybe making me your slave for the week. (I smile)
Mom: Be careful what you wish for darling, you might just regret it...(She says with a smirk)
We got home still a bit drunk, I was expecting us to be much more closer today, maybe a kiss, but as soon as we got in bed she fell asleep in no time, so I just wrapped arms around her and drifted off to sleep with her warmth comforting me
Next morning* (Sunday)
The next morning I wasn't awoken by a pillow to my face (she does only sometimes though), instead I was awoken by light shaking and a peck on my lips(DOES THAT COUNT AS A KISS!!!???)
We went for our usual weekend jog and today we were a bit more flirty as the days went on we got even more bold and flirty (I think this means we are dating right? I don't have any experience with women other than Clem)
The next week* (3 weeks since Clem and y/n separated)
Mom had to go to the office today because of an emergency. Work is so shit, you have to go to the office on weekends too. I was watching TV since I was done with cleaning and stuff
I had blocked James's number so that I could heal in peace this time. Though I received a message from an unknown number, again a video link, I couldn't control myself so I just clicked on the video. But this time I was ready, the video was a gangbang similar to the one I saw in my 1st week of separation, but at the end...
The end of the video*
Clementine was lying on a bed and used condoms were scattered on her body
(???): So baby, I heard you are still married, Is that true?
Clementine: Yes (she said breathing heavily)
(???): Show us your wedding ring
Clementine raised her hand and showed her wedding band to the camera
(???): I have an idea for a gift for your wife, put your wedding band in one of those condoms and we'll mail it to her for you
Clementine was shocked but after the man persuaded her she did what he told and they put it in a box and the video ended there
Video end* y/n's POV
All the feelings I had bottled up exploded again after seeing that video, but I was more angry than sad now, I got in my car and went to the store. I bought a box of reusable gloves, masks, eye protection, and some harsh cleaning chemicals that won't react with platinum
I got to our old apartment and sure enough, there was a box on the ground. I wore the protective equipment, brought the box in and opened it. I wanted to puke so bad. And I did, I went to my bathroom removed my mask gloves, and goggles, and emptied my stomach. After I rinsed my mouth with some water I got another pair of gloves and a mask.
I removed the ring from that condom and washed it as thoroughly as I could then put it in a jar filled with chemicals and brought it home. The next day(Sunday) I removed the ring from the jar(with gloves of course) and my own ring and told Mom I'll be running an errand.
I sold both of our wedding bands and the engagement ring, while the price I got for them was not that good, I didn't have the energy to go to another store. So I finally sold them...A beautiful set of diamond earrings caught my eye while I was waiting so I added some money and got them for Mom. I was feeling a bit more light now.
When I came home in the evening I saw a text from Mom saying she is going grocery shopping and will be back in an hour. Fuck...I need a drink, I thought and searched the kitchen for something. I found a bottle of whisky and just started drinking it (i hated the taste but beggars can't be choosers right?)
1 hour later* y/n's POV
I was drunk now, wallowing in my sadness when the front door opened and a loud voice came
Mom: Honey I'm Home!
She then came closer and saw the glass in my hand
y/n: I'm sorry I stole your bottle, I hope itz ok (i slurred my words a little bit)
Mom: What happened...did that guy send you those videos again?
I nodded my head not telling her about the rings part
y/n: I also sold my rings (I lifted my hands for her to see)
Mom: (She came and sat beside me, wrapping an arm around my shoulder) Oh honey... it's ok, it'll get better again, you are beautiful and kind, it's her loss
y/n: No I'm not, if I was she wouldn't have done this (I said tearing up)
She held my chin between her fingers and I turned to look into her eyes. They were filled with love and some sadness too. Then all of the sudden she brought her lips to mine and we kissed with a passion that would even impress Aphrodite
She picked me up and brought me to her(our?) bedroom, She started to feel my breasts from above my clothes I did the same to her. We started to undress each other while kissing.
y/n: Ummm...wait I'll unhook it
I unhooked my bra and her lips immediately went to my breast and nipples
y/n: Ahh...Just like that mommy
She paused sucking on my and looked up and smiled
y/n: (Blushing) What?
Mom: You just called me "mommy" (she smiled)
y/n: I don't like calling you "Lauren"! (i said flustered up)
Mom: No no, i prefer it too when you call me "mom" or "mommy"... dear daughter
y/n: Well...mom...why don't you continue what you were doing
She continued sucking on one of my nipples while pinching the other with her free hand
Soon her hand went down to my vagina and worked its magic, I was soon close to cumming with only one of her fingers but as I was about to cum she removed her hand.
y/n: Ummm...mom I need you! (i groaned)
Mom: Good things come to those who wait, honey (she said smiling)
She then started taking off her trousers and underwear. Dam those boobies look awesome...wait a minute
"wait you are a futanari too!!??" I said a bit loudly
Mom furrows her brow and says, "you didn't know? Did Clementine never tell you"
y/n: NO!
Mom: Do you wanna stop then? I completely understand if you don't want to
I come close to her, our boobs touch each other and I bring my hand to her hard cock.
y/n: Why would I want to stop mommy? I want you mommy, I want you to feel my insides and mark them with your hot cum!
Mom bit her lips, smiled, and then said
Mom: Are you trying to get pregnant?
y/n: If that's your wish mommy I'm more than happy to accept it (i said giggling)
Mom: But for real is that ok?
y/n: I have a IUD so no problemo mamacita
Mom: Oh...Now I wanna fill you to the brim
She was now on top of me and started teasing my pussy with her cock
y/n: Put it in mommy
She puts the whole thing inside in one go and after seeing me nod she starts to pound me. God her raw cock feels so good, it's so warm too. After 5 mins of raw hardcore pounding, I feel her getting close. So I pull her into a kiss she slows down and cums deep inside me
(A/n - weird fetish incoming)
Both of us are now collapsed on the bed side by side, then my eyes went to her boobs, there was some white liquid on them "is that milk!!?? Are you lactating!?" I ask surprised. She quickly grabs a towel and wipes it off, and replies "Y-yes, you see I have this condition where I have been lactating and it just never stopped you know...I hope it doesn't gross you out"
I stared at her boobs and then back into her eyes and said "Are you kidding!? I've been fantasizing about this, about sucking milk from titties while cumming"
"Oh..." Mom says and then adds "Do you wanna have some?"
I then connect my lips to her areolas and start to suck, the milk wasn't much in quantity but it was sweet, I also felt her cock stand up again. She then got on top of started fucking me again while I was drinking her milk. As she was close to an orgasm she pulled out of me and brought her cock close to my mouth
I start to suck her off and soon enough she ejaculates in my mouth... Her cum mixed with her milk tasted sweet AF, I gulp it all down and now she turns off the light and we drift off to sleep, naked and cuddling. I love her cuddles omg
(A/n - weird fetish finished)
Time skip* (1 month and 20 days since Y/n and Clem separated)
Y/n's POV:
I decided to put the apartment up for rent, the new tenant moves into the apartment in 1 week, this will help me pay off the loan to Mom and my parents. Mom and my parents told me not to worry about the money, but I couldn't take advantage of them like that. So followed the decision to rent the place
My office is closed today caz of maintenance work on the building. I was working from home today, in the morning as Mom left, I kissed her goodbye, We seem more and more like a couple now
I drank my coffee at a lazy pace since I don't have to commute to work today. I looked out the window and saw grey clouds forming..."winter is coming" I said out loud, then giggled at my own joke
Small timeskip* Y/n's POV:
In the evening I'm done working early and go to the living room to watch some Netflix...I stare out the window and see it's started snowing a bit. I message Mom to drive safe and she replies and assures me that she got the snow tires installed last week and then adds an "I love you!", I reply with the same. As I'm sitting on the sofa watching Netflix, I heard the doorbell ring. "Weird, did mom forget her house keys"
I open the door and saw my wife, Clementine shivering in the cold. She looked like a mess but was still beautiful. She was shocked to see me here and I was too. We both stared into each other's eyes. Every emotion ran through my heart, being amplified a 100x because of her presence
Chapter 8: Cheater Wife x Depressed Reader(7)
Chapter Text
Warning: Same warning as the last chapter.
(1 month and 20 days since Y/n and Clem separated)
Location: Lauren's house
Y/n's POV:
I stared at her, those eyes still looked as pretty as the day of our first kiss together...wait! what am I thinking...y/n you dumb simp...then she spoke
Clem: y/n, I didn't know you would be here...I-
I shut the door, I don't want to hear the words out of her mouth. I just sat on the floor with my back to the door and started crying again...I thought I was getting better, but seeing her, brought all the emotions I felt for the last month and a half, surfaced together all at once. As I was wallowing on the floor I heard an "Achoo" from the outside.
"This idiot is gonna freeze herself to death" I thought and got back up to open the door
y/n: (sternly) Get in
Clem: y/n...I'm so s-
I can't take this anymore, I just ran to my room and shut the door closed. I heard footsteps approaching my room, it was probably Clem. From the other side of the door, a voice came
Clem: Y/n I'm so so sorry, I made the biggest mistake of my life
We were just silent for a while after this and then I said softly "go away"
I heard soft footsteps walking away from my room
2 hours later* y/n's POV
I heard the door unlock and a voice say loudly but with love
Mom: Honey I brought us-
Then the yelling started. Mom probably saw Clementine in the living room. Mom was yelling for half an hour and clem sobbing. My mind couldn't process this. I finally had enough, I opened the door and stomped into the living room
y/n: Both of you just STOP! (I semi-yelled)
They both now looked at me, and there was an awkward silence. After a while of this silence and awkward staring, I grabbed mom's hand and tugged it, guiding her to our bedroom. I told her to change into something comfy. She did and I kissed her and we just hugged for a while, I was no longer crying and her anger calmed down too. I then decided to go out to the living room. I sat opposite to clementine
y/n: What happened I thought you were gone for good (I say coldly)
Clem: I-I really thought that all that sex will be fun, that you were holding me back. James manipulated me into believing that! But as days went by, I realized how empty everything felt and I started to miss you and us so much more. So ran away from him and blocked him
She says as quickly as she can, not wanting for me to interrupt her again while controlling her tears
y/n: James may or may not have manipulated you, but you made a choice for 5 years, you choose to cheat on me for 5 years, lie to me for 5 years not to mention the fling with Ronald (my tears became a waterfall again)
She burst into tears again. I'm not gonna lie it hurts to see her cry, after all, she is still my first love.
I had ordered some food for the 3 of us, it arrived and I give her some food, Mom and I ate together in our bedroom and I just went to sleep crying while she hugged me.
I was still working from home, when I was on a lunch break, I heard a knock. I opened the door and saw Clem with a sad smile holding a plate of food
Clem: I made you some lunch. Can we please talk? (She says softly)
I take the plate from her and tell her
Y/n: We can talk in the evening, but not now
I eat the lunch she made. It tasted pretty good and soon evening rolls around. When I go to the living room, I notice it had been recently cleaned, then I heard my wife's voice. My heart picked up its pace
Clem: Do you like it? I cleaned it today, I also did the dishes (she says with a soft smile)
y/n: What did you want to talk about (I ask trying to act as cold as possible)
Clem: Can we...please try to get back together? I miss us, I miss your laugh and smile, I'll do anything you want, marriage counseling, any sexual act you want me to perform, I will give you my phone and access to all the accounts. If you don't want me to work I'll just be a housewife. We can also be in one sided open relationship, you can sleep with whoever you want and I'll stay loyal...just...Don't leave me, you are my anchor
y/n: What's to say you won't cheat again?
Clem: Please believe me when I say I will kill myself first rather than cheat or lie to you...You were on my mind every single day, you are the only one I could ever love, I was stupid to believe otherwise. You are my soulmate!
Those last words did sound genuine but if I forgive her this easily, I will just be destroying my own heart and feelings. As tears roll down my eyes Clem gets up and sits beside me, and I rest my head on her shoulder and cry my heart out.
After I'm done I just go to my room without giving her any answer and see mom sitting cross-legged on the bed, I didn't even realize she came back home
Mom: What did she tell you? (She says softly)
I lay on the bed with my head in her lap and as she strokes my hair lightly, as I tell her about the talk between me and Clem
Mom: So what do you want to do then?
y/n: I don't know...I mean she is my wife but then again she did fuck up big time
Mom: Look whatever you choose just know that I'll support you. If you decide to get back together again don't worry about me
y/n: Won't you be jealous or something?
Mom: I mean I'll be a little sad but how can I be jealous of my own daughter, right?
y/n: And what if I take too much time to choose? will you leave me!? I don't wanna lose you!
Mom: I'm right here sweetheart, I'm never gonna leave unless you tell me to
God I love this woman, I get up give her a tight hug, and say
Y/n: I love you so much!
Mom: And I love you too!
That night we fell asleep hugging each other, though we didn't have sex that night(which is pretty rare for us since I behave like a horny teenager in bed)
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As a month passed by I noticed Clem cooking for all of us, cleaning the house, and dressing up in her sports bra, I think that's because I always told her how much sexy her abs were when were together. She has been also eyeing my fingers, probably thinking about where the engagement ring and the wedding bands are
1 month time skip* (2 months since Clem came back)
Y/n's POV:
One evening as I got home from work and I saw Clem on the sofa waiting
Clem: Can I ask you something? (she looked into my eyes)
I nodded
Clem: W-Where are your rings? (She had a sad look while staring into my eyes)
I have been ignoring her for 2 months, and let me tell you it's hard as fuck not wanting to hug your own wife or not consoling her when she's depressed or crying in her room. But I have a bad feeling about today
Y/n: I-I sold them (i try to sound as cold as possible)
Clem: (now in tears)...Why? (She says softly)
y/n: Remember the "gift" you mailed me
After remembering what she had done she just ran to her room and started sobbing loudly. Mom later came home and gestured to me and asked about what's going on, I told her "she asked where my rings were"
15 minutes later the sobbing stopped and I went to her room and invited her for dinner...She didn't come out so I asked her if she was ok, and she replied with a "yes". I informed her that I have kept her dinner on the kitchen countertop and went to sleep after having some naughty time with Mom.
In the middle of the night, me and mom were woken up by the sound of someone puking. I tell mom to go to sleep and that I'll handle it
So I went out of the bedroom quietly and checked. I found Clem emptying her stomach in the toilet. I quickly made my way inside and held her hair while rubbing her back. After she is done and cleaned up. I smelled alcohol in her breath. she stumbles a bit and goes to her room, I help her to walk to her bedroom
As I was leaving her in her bed, she says (still drunk) "Don't leave...please".
Those were the words I last told her before she left. Her hand was still holding mine with a very tight grip
I sighed and got in her bed, I was the little spoon and she wrapped her hand around my chest tightly, probably thinking that I will leave her while she is asleep. But I did no such thing and we drifted off to sleep. What a stressful day!
The next morning I felt a boner touching my ass, yup it was her cock leaking precum. I wonder what she is dreaming about.
The next day I also got very angry and scolded her for drinking alcohol (She never drinks because of her gym thing)
Chapter 9: Cheater Wife x Depressed Reader(8)
Chapter Text
Warning: Same warning as the last chapter.
Ok, I know what people will think if they heard of my situation, they'll probably say things like "stop being a doormat" or "Simp". But you know what it's extremely hard to let go of someone you've held dear for 19 years. And it's even harder for me
And after that day when I slept and cuddle with Clem she had a smile on her face that I haven't seen in months. Even mom recommended that I should do that more often. She is still passive-aggressive with Clem though, but let's be real which good parent would want to see their child depressed? Though my heart has made up its mind on who it wants...
I want both of them!!!! Sounds weird right? But I don't care if people think it's weird that I'm in love with 2 people at once and those 2 are mother-daughter. I know what I want in life and I'm gonna enjoy it to the fullest if my dream of becoming a throuple ever come to light. But I should probably hold off on telling them this. Clem has yet to prove herself to me, and Mom(and me) needs more time to get back on good terms with Clem.
1 month later* (3 months since Clem arrived)
I have decided to not give Clem the cold shoulder anymore, it seems to make her depressed, and then seeing her depressed makes me sad. I also have a sort of revenge idea in my head. I wanna do my first anal sex with Mom, record it and Show it to Clem (she knows about me and mom but doesn't say anything)...so here goes nothing
I tell my plan to mom, and she reluctantly agreed and so the day arrives
I have made all preparations for my first time and the recorder is on too
Mom: You ready?
Mom stands near the bed all naked with a semi-erect cock. And god those milky tits look delicious
y/n: Yes...I am very excited and nervous
Mom: it's ok, that's natural.
I think the camera is making her a bit nervous. So I tug her hand and now she is on top of me. I tug at her hips and now her semi-erect cock is in front of me
I start sucking on it and it quickly becomes fully hard. She grabs my hair and pushes my mouth to the base of her cock, I gag a little, now she frees my head and proceeds to guide her cock to my rectum. She grabs a bottle of lube and applies it liberally to her hand and cock. She looks into my eyes and inserts her middle finger inside.
Ohhhhh this feels weird but like good kind of weird. She starts to move her finger inside of me, god this is so hot. After a while of fingering she enter one more finger.
y/n: Damn you are...really stretching me out... today (I say between soft moans and gasps)
Mom: Just say "apple" if you want me to stop
y/n: (I nod) Don't stop mommy
She continues to move her 2 fingers inside me and stretches me out, and we kiss. And soon I come close to an orgasm. Her fingers too pick up the pace and soon my butthole is clenching around her fingers as I orgasm (damn her fingering game is good)
Mom: You are so tight darling (she says softly but with lust)
y/n: Why don't you use...this to stretch my hole further mommy (I say while stroking the tip of her cock)
She applies more lube to her cock and then slowly starts to push it inside me. It doesn't go in. So she applies more force and her cock finally goes fully inside. I close my eyes due to pain but after about 2 minutes the pain is mostly gone so I open my eyes and give her a nod. She starts to thrust in and out of me at a slow and gentle pace, but her horniness wins over her gentle mom nature and she starts pounding me HARD. Clapping sounds can probably be heard through the whole house. I cum once more, but as my butthole clenches her pounding got even harder and rougher. She grabs my tits and I can feel her nails making marks on my skin. Her kisses start to get rougher and more dominating. "this will probably leave some marks" I thought. And soon I can feel her cock throb and she comes inside me, deep inside, I can feel her warm fluid inside me.
She then removes her flaccid cock and makes her way to my mouth, when her cock is in front of me she says in a commanding tone
Mom: Clean it, my cumdump daughter
I was a bit shocked at this new side of her but I replied
Y/n: Yes mommy!
I then proceed to suck her cock and clean it with my tongue and mouth. I also taste a few remaining drops of cum oozing from her cock. And after I was done she just collapses beside me on the bed and asks
Mom: Did you like it?
Y/n: That was AMAZING. I absolutely loved it!
At hearing this she smiled and gave me a soft kiss again, she was back to her gentle motherly self
I got and turned off the recording and the camera and then got back in bed. Mom and I talked for a bit, she told me not to be too harsh on her, I agreed I just want her to feel what I felt
Over the next week, I started groping my wife's sexy as fuck ass, her boobs, and I started to roam my hands around her abs. She got pretty giddy over this. I like seeing her smile. As Saturday rolls around, mom goes on a company trip so that I can enact my revenge plan.
I go to Clem's room "Ahhh so nostalgic" I say out loud. I then sit on Clem's bed with my legs stretched. I message Clem to come to her room. She quickly turns off the TV and comes to her room.
Clem: What happened? (She says with a bit of fear in her voice)
y/n: You know how you sent me those videos?
Dread fills her eyes
Clem: I'm so sorry I don't know how to take make up for it (her voice starts to crack)
y/n: But I know how we can get even
Clem: How? (her voice is cracking)
I don't think she has realized yet
y/n: Come sit here? (i say while patting the space between my legs)
She sits between my legs and I wrap my arms around her with my phone in hand. I start playing me and mom's sex tape. At the moment it felt cruel but I went through with it anyway. I start the video
Clem: Is this your sextape? (she said sadly but calmly)
y/n: Yes, Its the night I lost my anal virginity
I saw a tear falling from her eye, I wiped it with my thumb. I was second-guessing my move now
Though as the scene of Mom inserting fingers in my butt came along, I saw her cock get hard
y/n: Do you need some help with that...?
I ask pointing to her boner
She thinks for a while then nods. Now I hand my phone to her and tell her "Keep watching". I then slip my hands into her pajamas and free her cock from all the clothes. As I gently and slowly rub the tip her eyes close and a moan escapes her sweet lips. I remove my hand and she squirms a bit. I tell her
Y/n: If your eyes close my hand stops, ok?
She nods and continues to watch the video
I smile and start stroking her cock again. As she sees her mom's cock enter my butt, her cock starts to throb. So I whisper in her ear
y/n: You can cum only when I tell you
She controls her orgasm and continues to watch the video again. As the video plays along o watch her cock. God, I wanna suck her off so bad. I'M TOO HORNY!!
But I control my horny ass and continue to stroke her. After a while of mom clapping my ass in the video, I realize we have almost reached the end of the video. I whisper in her ear, "you can cum now", and in only a few seconds she came like a volcano, my hand was covered with her sticky and warm semen. I can't control myself anymore, I bring my hand near my mouth and start licking my fingers. "This is so tasty! It tastes just like my first blowjob!" I lick my fingers clean while she is just staring at me being a horny animal. So sexy!
y/n: What? (i smile while looking into her eyes)
Clem: Nothing (she now has a small smile too)
Clem: So do you feel better now?
y/n: I don't know...I'm sorry if that was cruel of me (i say looking away)
She holds my chin and I turn to look into her eyes, those beautiful dark eyes that I fell in love with.
Clem: I...deserved it, so don't beat yourself about it...I just want us to get better...I want you to get better!
I can't hold myself back anymore. I grab the back of her head and pull her for a kiss. This is our first kiss in nearly 5 months, we both start crying, probably tears of happiness. As our kiss continues for 5 mins, my hands roam down to her rock-hard abs, still sexy as ever (Clem started working out at home). She is sweaty now, I love her smell. I start to feel her getting hard again.
y/n: You are so horny, just like when we were teens (I chuckle)
Her face falls a bit.
y/n: What's wrong?
Clem: I gave my virginity to Ronald when we were 17 so technically it wasn't my first time having sex. (She says sadly)
Oh yes, that. I started to remember that again. Tears started spilling and Clem hugged me seeing this
y/n: I know
Clem: How...That doesn't matter just know that I regret it so so much
y/n: And I regret giving mine to you (I say coldly)
My mood was killed, I just walked out of her room and Clem started sobbing in her bed. I just went to my room and found mom scrolling through Insta.
I go up to her and kiss her and soon we started having sex. It was rough and passionate, enough to make me forget about today. After that, we fell asleep in each other's arms
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next day* y/n's POV:
I saw Clem making breakfast for all of us in the, I come up behind her and hug her from behind, resting my head on her back
y/n: I'm...sorry about yesterday, my comments were unnecessarily cruel
Clem: No...it ok, I deserve those comments
y/n: No that was insensitive on my part...tell me what can I do for you? Do you wanna hit me? or spank me?
Clem: what!? Of course not!
y/n: I'm giving you a blowjob anyway when I come home from office
Clem: (smiling) Ok!
We then have breakfast and I go to the office
timeskip to evening* y/n's POV
I come home and blow clem in her room, she cums in my mouth and I savor it. After we are done she and I are laying on her bed cuddling talking about random topics
Clem: You have sex with mom right? Then why do you still call her "Mom"?
y/n: (i say while stroking stray locks of hair from her face) I have this incest fantasy to be honest, in it, I fall in love with a mother and her daughter and both of them pound me every day
Clem: (smiling), Is it really just a sexual fantasy?
y/n: No, it's a romantic one too
Clem: (staring into my eyes for a little while) If it becomes a reality would you be happy?
y/n: Yes, I think so. I also have this fantasy where I'm getting fucked by mom and you are watching us while stroking yourself
Clem: So in short you want me to be a cuck?
y/n: I mean when you put it that harshly, it sounds cruel. But I will never force you to do it.
Clem: Hmmm...if mom agrees I'm up for it
y/n: (i touch her cheeks) really? are you sure it's fine? I'm ok if you deny though
Clem: If it makes you happy, I'll do anything (she says while holding my hand)
we kiss and cuddle some more and then go to the dining table for dinner. The mood at the table today is very upbeat and all-around happy. Mom gives us both knowing looks while smiling
At night while cuddling with mom, I bring up the topic of having Clem over watching us have sex
Chapter 10: Cheater Wife x Depressed Reader(9)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Warning: This chapter contains incest and I hope you read all the tags
At night while cuddling with mom, I bring up the topic of having Clem over watching us have sex
y/n: So...Mom I...I have a request...I want Clem to...watch us while we are having sex
Mom: Hmmm...ok
y/n: (surprised) Just like that?... Aren't you repulsed or disgusted by the idea?
Mom: You remember the first time you asked me out on a date? You called me "Mom" while doing it. I had a feeling since then that you are into incest.
y/n: How...?(i was too stunned)
Mom: (She raised her brow) Which girl calls the person they are having a sexual and romantic relationship with, "mom"?
y/n: fair enough...but I don't want you to feel pressured doing it.
Mom: No no, it's ok, I want to do it. I haven't seen my Clem naked in years...I wonder how big she has gotten
I just chuckled at her comment and kissed her.
Timeskip to Friday night* Y/n's POV:
Today is the day when Clem is going to join us...or more precisely watch us. Clem enters our room and we all start undressing
It is a bit awkward at first, but I take the first step and pull mom into bed. I am on top of her. I start to kiss her, soon the kisses become deeper. I now start sucking on mom's soft breast. While my hand plays with her other breast. I switch periodically so that both her breasts get my attention
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(A/n - Weird milk fetish ahead)
As I continue to suck, her breast start to lactate
y/n: I love your milk mommy
She pushes my head onto her chest, I start to suck hard and occasionally even bite her nipples lightly, the taste of her milk is as sweet as ever.
As my mouth is now filled with mom's breast milk I look over to Clem stroking her, with all the lust filled in her eyes. I gestured to Clem to come near us
She was now standing beside us still stroking her dick. I pull her in for a kiss, as Clem's tongue entered my mouth she could taste her mom's milk, we exchanged the sweet liquid as our kiss deepened some of it leaked out the side of our mouths though. When I pull away from the kiss, I gulped down all of the remaining liquid in my mouth and she did the same, both of us were painting hard
(A/n - Weird milk fetish ended)
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Mom: That was so fucking hot! But my dick needs your attention too
I guided her cock into my pussy, it went in without any lube since I was so wet. Mom didn't wait and started pounding me hard, her balls touching my entrance every time she thrusts her dick deep inside
Clem too started stroking faster. I saw this and said between thrusts "Don't cum...before mom".
Mom started getting close to an orgasm and I was too. And after a few hard thrusts, she came deep inside me and I had one of my best orgasm
Clem came instantly after mom and I orgasmed. She blew all her load on my face and some went inside my mouth. But as mom was about to pull her dick out of me I stopped her and smirked at Clem and said
Y/n: Do you want a taste of my used pussy?
I expected a "no", but it surprised me when she picked me up and threw me(lightly) on the bed beside mom. Mom just watched us with curiosity, surprise, and lust
She positioned her head between my legs and started licking my pussy and mom's cum that was leaking out of it. Good lord this is so hot.
Soon enough she is cleaned and gulped down every drop of her mom's cum. She starts to tease my clit with her tongue and inserts 2 fingers inside my hole. Her tongue and fingers work like magic and soon bring me to my second orgasm. She feels me getting close so her tongue and fingers pick up the pace and I soon squirt in her mouth. She gulps down as much of my squirt as she can.
She looks up and smiles at me from between my legs. She is so damn cute!! I put my hand on her face and pull her in for a kiss.
By the end of it, all three of us are exhausted. Clem gets up to go to her bedroom but I tug at her had
y/n: Stay...
She smiles and joins us in bed. We then drifted off to sleep and since I was in the middle of Clem and mom I got to enjoy the most cuddles
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Over the month our sexual sessions of clem watching are slowly turning into a threesome, first, it was only Clem watching us, then it became kissing me while I was getting pounded by mom, and after that, I started giving her handjobs while getting fucked, then blowjobs and that brings us to today
I have made all preparations for anal today. It'll be a good experience hopefully. It'll also be the first time in months that Clem will penetrate me
As I am now on top of mom, Clem comes up behind me, first mom penetrates my pussy with her dick, and then Clem does the same to my butthole (with lots of lube of course).
Both of them start to pound me, this feeling is awesome! As clem and mom stretch my holes with their cocks, I take turns to kiss them and they too start groping my boobs. Soon Clem blows her load in my ass and mom follows her too. Clem at the end does her routine of licking my pussy clean of her mom's semen
Mom: I have to say Clem. (She touches clem's flaccid cock)...You have gotten bigger since the last time I saw
Clem just blushes and slap's away her mom's hand. I and mom giggle at this
y/n: Mom...did you like the feeling of Clem's dick almostttt rubbing yours?
Mom: (She stares into clem's eyes) I have to say, her cock does make mine hard and more aroused when it's in close proximity to her cock
y/n: ...Maybe next time both of you can put your dicks in the same hole.
Mom just smirks and Clem's blush becomes even redder
Clem: Stop it y/n, or I'll get hard again
y/n: (I smirk)Maybe mom can give you a blowjob then
She slaps my shoulder lightly and then turns off the lights so we can go to sleep
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In our next threesome session, I see the hottest thing ever! Mom pulls Clem in for a kiss over my shoulder and that scene instantly gives me an orgasm, I cum so many times that night.
As time passes on I see Clem and mom giving each other blowjobs when I'm late from the office
y/n: No fair, you started without me!
Mom: You were taking too much time...Ahhh...that's it, honey, lick mommy's dick nice and good like a good girl
Clem is on her knees working her magical tongue on mom's cock and soon mom cums inside Clem's throat
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6 months time skip* (Clem and y/n's marriage anniversary)
All three of us now are very close to each other, and not just sexually, romantically too. Mom, I, and Clem have been going on a lot of dates as a THROUPLE and I couldn't be happier
Also, today is my and clem's 3rd marriage anniversary. We decided to buy new rings and exchange new vows today (in private). But mom wants to spice things up today. As I was getting into my wedding dress mom comes into my room and tells me
Mom: I want today to be spicy so here(she pulls out Bluetooth vibrators)...put one in your pussy and the other one in your ass
y/n: What!? Bu-
She cuts me off
Mom: No 'buts' , I will make today a day that both of you will remember for the rest of your life
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As we go to the now decorated living room there stands my beautiful wife i.e. the sexiest woman and my best friend
As I take my position, we are standing facing each other. "you look gorgeous in that tux" I say to her. The bright smile on her face becomes even brighter.
And as I start saying my vows, I felt the vibrators in my ass and vagina turn on. Mom just smirks and Clem giggles at my blushing face
Mom: Come on now, start saying your vows
I moan and try my best to say my vows with the vibrators being at their full powers
y/n: I, Y/n L/n, ...take you, Clementine,... for my lawful wife, to have and to hold from... this day forward, for better,... for worse, for richer, for poorer, ...in sickness and in health, until death does us part. I will love and honor you all the days of my life. (I say between moans)
I say the last part controlling my moans.
Then it's clementine's turn to do the same. Mom turns on the vibrators inside her and she too starts to moan, not to mention her rising dick trying to get out of those trousers
But this time as Clem was about to start her vows, mom comes up behind her and unbuttons her trousers
Clem: Mom!! what are you doing!?
Mom: Making this boring wedding spicier
She pulls Clem's trouser down and removes the vibrator in her ass and puts her dick inside Clem's ass
Clem: AHH...MOM...
Mom: Start your vows honey
She starts saying her vows, looking into my eyes and moaning, while mom pounds her butthole and she bounces on her dick while still standing
Clem: I, Clementine, ...take you, Y/n L/n,...ahhh... for my lawful wife, to have and to hold from...Mmmmm... this day forward, for better,...Ahh... for worse, for richer, for poorer, ...in sickness and in health, until death does us part. I will love and honor you all the days of my life. (She says moaning loudly)
After this, we exchange our wedding bands and I just couldn't control it anymore...we kiss and I directly go down to her dick and start slurping it and as I start sucking Clem's cock, I hear mom say from behind
Mom: I now pronounce you wife and wife...AH, I'm cumming!!!!
She cums inside Clem's and Clem shoots her semen down my throat
Damn this was the best wedding I will probably ever see
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Soon after that I/mom and mom/Clem get married too(not on paper obviously), in a similar horny style ofcourse
I'm ready for our awesome and love filled life together. I think my heart is going to explode with the amount of sweetness that these two show me!
--The end--
Notes:
(A/n - I know this Final chapter is very smutty, but I wanted Clem's and y/n renewal of vows to have some sort of smut involving Mom/Lauren
Tell me about your thoughts. Did you guys like it? I personally loved the happy end for these three
Any guesses on which story is about to come next?
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(Additional story lore - Clem and Mom/Lauren aren't actually biologically mother-daughter (they are biological relatives though), due to some situations, Lauren had to adopt Clem at the age of 18 and that's when they moved in opposite to y/n's home and met y/n for the first time)
(if you don't like the above lore just ignore it)
Chapter 11: Pornstar mother x depressed daughter(1)
Notes:
Warning: This story contains incestuous relationship between mother-daughter
Chapter Text
Y/n's POV
I am 18 yo high school senior, I was really excited for my senior year, i wanted to go to parties, drink booze, and hook up with beautiful girls(I am a lesbian). But all hell broke loose last month when my bully 'Leo Wilson' found out that my mom's a pornstar, and sent her "stage name" out to the whole school. And as if that wasn't worse enough, I discovered my mom's secret through my classmate. That's right my mom never told me about her "career" at all. I always used to think she was a model or something since she is pretty beautiful, her eyes sparkle like sapphires, and her body while still pretty mature, is still in good shape, especially her breasts. But the bullying at school now seems endless! The other day someone wrote "SLUT" and "Like mother like daughter" on my bench, these people are disgusting*sigh* I just wanna get out of this hell hole. I do have my best friend Andy Carter who makes my life easier, but he seems more and more nervous since the secret of my mom got out
I also have a secret that makes this situation much much more worse and depressing for me... I have been crushing on my mother since I turned 15, her often revealing clothing that she wears at home is not helping either. She usually goes braless when we are home together, which would have been fine but this makes me extremely horny and wet. AHHHHH... what a mess!!!!
I'm not gonna lie and say I haven't looked at her videos, I have but they instantly made me horny and a crying mess. She was getting fucked by other men. This is MY mom, she is MINE, and I very much don't intend to share her with other disgusting men. "ok fuck this I'm gonna confess my feelings for her"
Next evening* y/n's POV
Mom was relaxing in the living room so I got up and made my way to her. Mom looked gorgeous, she was wearing a white T-shirt, without a bra ofcourse and her shorts barely covered her sexy soft legs...I just kept staring at her. "Something on your mind sweetie?" my mom asked. "no nothing, I just..." fuck I'm so nervous! "you just...?" my mom said. " I just wanted to say I love you" I blurted out, but mom smiled calmly. "I love you too sweetie" she said with a cute voice. "no no you don't understan-" I was cutoff by her cell phone ringing.
"We'll continue this conversation later honey, why don't you go up to your room? I have some important matters to attend to". I tried to interrupt and argue with her but she just held up her hand to stop me. UGHHHHH...who is she talking to? This is so frustrating...and depressing.
But I couldn't get the picture of my braless mom in that t-shirt out of my head. Damn you horny teen brain. Since I couldn't calm down the heat between my legs just by distractions so I decided to open up my mom's pornhub page. I'm definitely going to regret this!
As I opened up my mom's profile I saw that she was live. I made my way to the living room downstairs, she wasn't there anymore. So I got back in bed and locked my door. I click on the live and then a message pops "YOU HAVE TO BE A MEMBER TO WATCH THIS STREAM" wtf do you mean!? I can't watch my own mother squirting and moaning without paying, fuck this shit. It said 10 to be a member. I use to quickly get this idiotic barrier out of the way.
Then I saw her bouncing those beautiful and soft globes, God I wanna suck those tittes. I quickly remove my panties and insert my finger into my slit. On the screen, mom starts to thrust the pink vibrator in and out of her pussy while her boobs start bouncing due to this. I too start moving my fingers in sync with her. But 'little me' being inexperienced and extremely aroused by the women who popped me out, orgasms and squirts too quickly. After about 10 mins mom squirted a lot, she squirted so much that it made her bed all wet, and she starts giggling. Oh her smile and eyes still make my heart pound. But to my surprise she doesn't stop, instead, she goes on for round 2. This woman is hornier than me! I was too tired to go on anymore so I just turned off my phone and went to sleep
next morning* y/n's POV:
The next day I woke up and downloaded the stream of last night. I preferred to watch her do this solo camgirl thing as opposed to fucking other men who don't care for her. Ofcourse I would prefer it if she didn't show her body to anyone else except me!
Anyways I go the kitchen again and saw mom cooking some breakfast. "mom i have something to tell".
"yup what is it dear?" My mom asked now facing me and smiling
"Mom I love you" I say gathering all the courage I had in my tiny body
"Do you want something? Do you need some money?" my mom replies
"no no mom...I-I a-am in...love with you...r-romantically" I stammer while saying
My mom just stared at me, I could see some sort of guilt? sadness? in her eyes
"Don't joke about stuff like this" My mom said, facing away from me and going back to cooking
"Mom I'm not joking...I'm serious!"
After hearing this mom wanted to say something but paused. There was a long silence between us
"...I would also like it if you stop doing porn" I added
"You know!?" my mom was shocked
"the whole school knows mom!" I said getting a bit teary-eyed
After hearing this, she shut off the stove and just went upstairs to her room and locked it. I was going to knock but decided against it
A month later* Y/n's POV
A month passes, the bullying at school seems to become worse and my best friend is avoiding me like the plague. I mean I understand, if he is seen near me then his reputation will probably take a dip but still shouldn't you be present for your friends in their time of need?
Not to mention my mom, we've barely spoken since the day I confessed. My mental health is taking a nose dive. I can't concentrate on my academics because of this shit show. I find it hard to breathe at times when I'm alone. Why do people have to be so horrible and why couldn't mom pick a normal profession? I can't take the pain, jealousy and loneliness anymore...I wish I could just sleep and disappear.
Timeskip to evening* y/n's POV,
Location: y/n's house
"y/n we need to talk" my mom barges into the living room
"ARE YOU QUITTING PORN!?" I say excited
"No, I was thinking about what you said...about your feelings I mean" mom says nervously
"Yes and...?" I was nervous and excited and scared, all at the same time
"I...want you to watch me...have intercourse...before you & I take any further steps" my mom says fidgeting with her hands
Ok, WHAT THE ACTUAL FLYING FUCK IN HELL!? Who asks something like this from their future lover!!??
"...What!!? Why!?" I was too stunned to speak
"I just want you to...know what you are getting into, so before I say yes to any dates...I wanna do this" she said staring into my eyes
Please let this be a joke, PLEASE TELL ME YOU ARE KIDDING MOM! But we just sat there awkwardly with my mom waiting for an answer. Any sane person would say no to this demand, isn't this like being cucked by your own mom? But I was too deep in love with this person, I thought that, if I do this once and get it over with, I will finally have a shot at making mom my gf too. Love truly makes you blind, doesn't it?
So I replied finally with "...yes..."
My mom's face instantly gleamed at my response, that made me a bit suspicious but i ignored that thought and it went away as quickly as it came.
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So finally the dreaded day arrives
Chapter 12: Pornstar mother x depressed daughter(2)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
So finally the dreaded day arrives
Y/n's POV:
I go to my mom's bedroom there is a chair directly facing the bed. My mom comes out of the bathroom in a bathrobe, looks into my eyes, and smiles, saying "why don't you sit in the chair while I get everything ready?" I just give her a slight nod and proceed to sit in the chair. I am getting a lot more anxious as the clock ticks by *tick tick tick*. 'Ughh why is that stupid clock so damn loud' I think to myself.
Then mom comes into the bedroom again but this time she is wearing a sexy black lingerie that accentuates all her beautiful curves. Oh mommy I wanna suck on those soft milkbags. I get up from my chair and start walking towards her, my eyes still focused on those soft globes, but just as I'm about to extend my hand to squeeze her bosom, mom presses her hand above my chest.
"ah no touching dear, you are only allowed to watch today" she says with a mischievous smirk on her face. I just pout going back to my seat, and just a few seconds after I'm seated the doorbell rings and my heart starts to beat faster but not from excitement but from fear and anger. "That's them, stay here honey" she says to me smiling and looking excited. "...and if you leave before they are finished then there won't be any 'further steps' ok?" she says looking back while standing at the bedroom door. "yes..." I manage to whisper with a defeated look
She smiles and walks downstairs and opens the front door. WAIT WAIT WAIT WTF DOES "THEM" MEAN!!?? I THOUGHT THERE WOULD ONLY BE ONE MAN. As I try to process this new information (more like trying to deny the possibility of there being multiple men), the answer soon becomes clear as the bedroom door opens and I hear many footsteps. My mom comes in with 2 guys who are wearing a ski masks.
(These types of ski maks)
"Who are they?" I ask being a bit hostile
"They are just my friends for today" mom replies smiling
One of the guys she brought is a bit shorter and skinner than the other. I also have a lingering feeling in the back of my head that he seems familiar
Then they start, the taller man starts fondling my mom's boobs from the back and kissing her neck while the skinner guy starts kissing her while his hands slip under her panties. Mom's face starts to get redder, a few quiet moans escape her lips and her eyes occasionally move from the men to where I'm sitting. While I'm just sitting there shocked at how fast things are moving. I wanna grab a baseball bat and smash both of their heads but I control my anger.
The taller guy frees are boobs from the bra and the skinner one removes her panties. Then both of the men start removing their own clothes and soon all three of them are completely naked. I see both of their erect dicks rubbing against her...God, I think I'm gonna puke...Once the nausea got over. I clench my fists in anger. I got up and was about to walk out of the door when...
Mom: nuh-uh, remember our deal honey? Are you sure you want to close all doors for our future?
I stop in my tracks, I stand there thinking for a bit, I can feel my mother's eyes on me, and then I reluctantly go back to the chair. My mother smiles looking into my eyes
Mom then gets on the bed on all fours but is facing me. The tall guy goes behind her and starts rubbing his cock between her ass while the skinny guy goes near her face, but still stands at the side giving me a clear view of moms face
She starts to suck the skinny guy's dick from the side and the guy behind her starts to fuck her RAW (seriously wtf is going on in her head?). She swirls her tongue around the dick while she moans, this feels more and more like an IRL hentai. When she finally released the dick from her mouth the guy from behind also gets up, I was hoping they were done but they just exchanged places. Now the skinny guy starts to pound her roughly and the tall guy grabs her hair and pushes her head on his cock. She gags a bit but doesn't resist
I can hear the clapping of their hips. Then she looks at me and says "Come on start fingering yourself, I know you want to"
I was mad at myself for being so horny, I wanted to masturbate but at the same time I wanted to cry and just run away
"I will not remove my clothes in front of these men" reply with great resolve, I am a lesbian and there is no way in hell I will ever do something so sexual with a man looking at me.
"Who says you have to remove your PJs, just put your hand under pants" She replies and looks at me expectantly
I do as she says and a smile appears on her face again as she moans. I start to rub my clit looking at her moaning face. I get even more aroused when I see her big bouncing tits. I just wanna squeeze them and motorboat her. I insert 2 fingers in my slit and start moving it.
I see them change positions again, now the tall guy is lying on the bed while mom sits on his cock and the skinny dude is behind her, she moans loudly as i assume she is getting double penetrated, hearing her loud moans causes my core to heat up more and become even more aroused. My pleasure soon his its peak while mom is getting pounded hard by those 2 strange men
After 5 mins of ass clapping both of them groan a little as I assume they just came in my mother. Fucking pieces of shits. Mom gestures to them and they quickly get dressed and out of the house. I take a last look at the skinny guy, I can't help but think that I've seen him somewhere, but my thoughts are interrupted as mom speaks
I look at her sitting on the bed with legs spread out and cum oozing out of her pussy and probably her butthole too
Mom: So...what did you think?
y/n: What did i think!? Ofcourse I hated it!
Mom: Oh...well...umm...Get ready for a date tomorrow. I'll take you someplace nice for your troubles
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Next day* Location: High-end restaurant
Y/n's POV:
I decided to wear my sexy shirt, it hugged my chest and body, I think I look sexy in it but lets see what mom thinks. I go down to the living room and take a good look at the woman who birthed me she was was wearing a beautiful dark blue dress today that complimented her beautiful eyes
Mom: You look...good honey!
She says as she checks me out. YES! SUCCESS!
Y/n: You look beautiful too mom!
Her cheeks turn red as she blushes
Mom: Oh you
The date with mom is going well till now, we talked about my future plans, some random youtube stuff, etc. Mom also flirted a lot with me so that was nice, i think the future is filled with roses and dandelions from now on.
Lemme also tell you a secret...*whispering* 'There was also some lewd handholding today'
But anyways mom went to the bathroom and hasn't returned since 15 mins, what is taking her so long...I'm blinded by love but I'm not stupid this has some alarm bells ringing in my brain. "Seems very sus" i say to myself
Mom: What does that mean
My mom suddenly appears behind me smiling
Y/n: Nothing...What took you so long anyways?
Mom: Oh my heel broke, sorry about that. I was trying to find if they had some super glue
I look down to her feet her heel is really broken
Y/n: Oh ok...Let's get some dessert
Mom: Sure! (She says excitedly)
3 day time skip*
Our date went on without a hitch but everything about that bathroom incident has been bothering me. Today mom went on grocery shopping but she forgot her phone at home. I've also been doing some research about spyware apps and got my hands on one.
I pick up her phone from the living room table and enter the passcode it's just '0000' (my mom isn't tech-savvy) as I finish installing spyware on her device, I see a message pop up from "L",...I expand the pop-up without opening the message, and the pop-up said "Her reaction was awesome, she looked like she would start crying at any time, why don't we do it again this weekend but with 5 people" another pop up appeared below it "You can even make her drink the cum coming out of your pussy lol"
Ofcourse this message could very well be "work-related" but why would someone be crying at a porn shoot, I instantly know what the message meant there was no doubt in my mind. As I was pondering about clicking the message I hear the hum of an engine, mom is back! I quickly put down the phone back where it was and go to my room.
That night*
I can see whatever mom is doing on her phone in real time, she opens the messaging app and opens her chats with "L"
(The chats between them as seen by Y/n)
Mom: Sry I was too busy today with housework
Mom: Sure I'll try to convince her this weekend, we still haven't kissed so I can tell her to come for another fun night if she wants a kiss and a date
L: Haha that's so hot, cucking your own daughter like that
Mom: The orgasm I had that night was the most intense ever. Even the thought of her licking some stranger's cum from my pussy is making me wet
L: But hey no licking or kissing! I told you, you can't have her touch you anywhere! Disobey me and I'll stop fucking your loose, used up pussy. Maybe you can let the cum drip from your holes to her mouth
Mom: How else am I supposed to entice her to another session master?
L: Hmmm...
L: Ok you can kiss her but only after sucking my cock and with my cum in your mouth, a mother and daughter sharing their first kiss with my cum in between, damn so fucking hot!
Mom: Ah master you think of the naughtiest stuff, btw you forgot to send me the pics you took on my date with y/n
L: Oh sorry wait a min
He sends a couple of pics and a video of mom sucking someone's dick. I look at the timestamps, they were taken today during our date.
L: How was the date with y/n? I hope she didn't smell your slutty cum dump mouth
Mom: Oh it went pretty good, y/n looked very pretty in her shirt and she is a pretty good flirt too!
L: But she'll never be as good as me right my cum dump?
Mom: Oh yes master!! Ok, I have to sleep now goodnight!
(back to y/n)
I was horrified to see this, wtf is wrong with mom...no this woman is not my mom she couldn't be. I just clutch my head in my hands crying silently for an hour or two. I then decide to download the whole chat log and what I discovered made me go from miserable to utter despair.
I saw that L was actually Leo Wilson, my fucking bully, the guy who broke my nose and got off scot-free, my mom was literally with me in the hospital, she knew he was a bully. FUCK FUCK FUCK, I wanna break something but that will alert mom.
The second thing that I discovered was they were fucking in this home at midnight when I was asleep and that's not all they were fucking right outside my bedroom when I was asleep, I saw a video of them doing that with my bedroom door in the background
The third thing that I found out is the other skinny guy that day was "Andy Carter" my so called "best friend". I wanna beat him up honestly
I couldn't sleep all night, my head felt like it would explode at any time, my soft pillow was soaked with my tears, and the dustbin was filled with tissues that I used to blow my nose.
I started browsing some internet forums about "infidelity", there I discovered a guy who posted his own story about his wife cheating and how he was going to end it all after posting his story. It was then something clicked in my tiny little brain. I can just escape from this hell, why should I suffer? It's not like anyone will care? Better to end my suffering now than to continue this mental torture all my life. I made up my mind. I then found out the easiest way to kill myself was through drugs/sleeping pills. Well, guess who has some? That's right my mom for some reason
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Next day*
I go to the medical cabinet in my mom's room and pick up the sleeping pill bottle and hide it in my room. That evening when mom comes home from "work" and asks me about the question I already knew she was gonna ask
Mom: So...y/n...come here sit with me
I go and sit with mom on the sofa
Mom: So...sweetie I was thinking that...I don't think that you actually know the full extent of my work. So this coming Saturday why don't you join me and watch me again, we can also go on as many dates as you want and I'll even kiss you if you want to share a kiss that is. (she says fumbling and blushing a bit)
I sit there contemplating about confronting her or just saying 'no' and walking away. But a plan hatched in my mind, it wasn't a genius plan or something, but...It'll at least ruin her evening right?
So I give her my answer almost whispering
Y/n: ...Yes...I'll do it
Her face instantly lights up like a Christmas tree. She holds both of my hands interlocking our fingers
Mom: You are the best daughter i could've ever asked for, trust me you won't regret this
She then gives me a peck on my cheeks and hurries to her room, probably to text Andy and Leo and other assholes about the plan
The rest of my week goes, as usual, getting shamed/bullied at school, getting treated like an untouchable by teachers and my classmates, you know the stuff...
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Time skip to Saturday evening*
I took printouts of the chats that I saw through the spyware app, I wrote a note on the first page of the printouts saying "I hope it was worth it" (ik ik its a cliche). I left the printouts near the front door.
I got my pill bottle and a water bottle and drove myself to a beautiful bridge.
(assume that the bridge is fairly empty)
I parked my car farther away from the bridge and walked to the middle of the bridge. I look to the horizon, the sun is almost set. Cold wind blows through my hair. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. After confirming the bridge is empty, I open the pill and my water bottle and swallow a bunch of pills, it takes about 10 mins before I feel myself getting a bit dizzy
I quickly climb the fence, not wanting to faint in the middle of the footpath. After reaching the other side I just stand on the ledge not wanting to dive before the pills have fully taken effect but as my unfortunate luck would have it, I hear a hum of a car then red and blue flashing lights accompanied by sirens
"Fuck" I mutter under my breath
I look behind and see a beautiful policewoman exit the car. But to my surprise, she looked more nervous and scared than I was (wtf?). She muttered something on her radio and then approaches me keeping a safe distance between us. She then speaks loud enough for me to hear
Policewoman: Hey there I'm Samantha, what is your name?
y/n: (through tears)..Y/n...Just leave me alone
Samantha: Hey no need to worry I won't get close if you don't want me to. Why don't you tell me what's bothering you
y/n: Just...go
Samantha: I'm sorry but I can't do that y/n, you know you remind me of my sister, many years ago she was in a similar position as you, she thought that her problems will never go away, that the pain will never stop, but it turns out whatever she was going through was only temporary. Y/n, whatever pain you are going through is also temporary, you can get through this period and come out the other side happier than ever, just like my sister.
I ponder about her words as the sleeping pill takes its effect more and more. I also see her eyes wander over to the pill bottle on the ground. I see face get even more worried
Samantha: Why don't I help you get off the ledge and we can talk some more?
As I genuinely consider her offer I see 3 police cars in the distance, I can still tell they are far away by the sound of their sirens. I get scared, this is my only chance to end it all. Looking at the horizon which is as dark as a moonless night I decide to let go
Samantha screams "NOO" and runs near the fence. But it was too late I'm already falling in the river. I can feel the cold night's air hitting my face and blowing away my tears. Soon i hit the water, its so cold and it starts to fill my mouth and nose, but the sleeping pills i took take its effect and I'm drifting off to a deep sleep in no time
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that same evening, 3rd person POV
Location: y/n's house
y/n's mom opens the door to her house with her 5 friends in tow which include Andy and Leo. As she opens her door and steps in she sees a few papers lying on the kitchen island, she picks them up and starts reading. Everything hits her like a truck, soon enough she starts sobbing loud enough to everyone to hear. The 3 strangers and Leo hearing her loud sobs quickly make their way out of her house but Andy stays. He puts his hand on her shoulder but she slaps his hand away and screams "GO AWAY"
Andy complies and goes back to his home. Y/n's mom cries on the ground for about 15-30 mins but soon enough she regains her sanity. She grabs her car keys and speeds to the police station to file a missing persons report. The police refuse to file a report as it has not been 24 hours since y/n went missing. She goes back to her house in defeat failing to convince the cops.
Y/n's mom wasn't able to sleep all night, she kept thinking about her daughter and her stupid actions, the fog that clouded her mind was fully gone but it was too late now, she could nothing but wait for her daughter to contact her.
As the sun rose in the moring she was still lying on the sofa waiting to hear her daughter's voice but all she got was a call from the local hospital. Dread instantly filled her heart as she hears the person on the other side say "Hello I'm Clarke calling from Antelope Valley Hospital"
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--The end?????????--
Notes:
This is a dark ending, comment here if you want to me to add a happy ending to this story. This was the ending i originally planned but i can add a happy ending(part 3) if you guys want.
Please vote and comment your thoughts about this story, I'm planning for the next few stories to be BDSM focused instead on incest, but lets see, I'll go with the flow. Any recommendations/ideas are welcomed.
Chapter 13: Pornstar mother x depressed daughter(3)
Notes:
Some requested a good ending so here it is
if you are satisfied with the dark ending in the last chapter you need not read this chapter
Chapter Text
2 months after the bridge incident, Y/n's POV
I open my eyes but everything is blurry, I can't see shit. I try to move my hand to rub my eyes but I can't! It feels like my hand weighs at least a ton. After a few minutes of rapid blinking and panicking I can finally see, my eyes can finally see clearly, I move my eyeballs around, I see that I'm in a clean white room, and I can hear the beeps of a machine which I assume to be a heartbeat monitor
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Hours pass and no one enters my room, I'm bored out of my fucking mind, well at least now I can move my hand and rub my eyes, I'm glad that I'm not paralyzed. A few more minutes pass and I hear a creaking sound, I see a nurse enter the room, at least I think she is a nurse. She comes near me and looks into my eyes, I stare back at her. Both of us just stare at each other awkwardly for a minute then she runs out of the room and a doctor comes in running. He is an old man, he smiles sweetly and does his check-up thing or whatever doctors do.
Doctor: Well hello there y/n, good to see you wake up, we thought you were not gonna make it a few weeks ago.
I try to say something but all that comes out of me was a whisper
Doc: Don't try to speak, your body will still need a few weeks to recover. The sleeping pills did a number on your nervous system
Nurse: Since you can move your hands, I'll keep a bell button in your palms, just press it and a nurse will be with you shortly
I gave a slight nod and they exit my room but not before turning on the TV in my room (with my permission ofcourse)
I watch the idiotic shows on the TV until someone barges into my room. That someone was my mom (should I call her ex-mom now?) Her face looked like she had been crying but she also looked happy. She was also more skinner than the last time I saw her.
Mom: Oh honey I'm so so happy to see that you are ok, I'm also so sorry that i hurt you. I was being too selfish, please can you forgive your mother
Tears start escaping my eyes and the memories flood back into my mind. I remember everything like it was yesterday
Mom: I will do anything you want y/n, I'll never even look at another person in my life if you want, I'll just be in a relationship with you just...find it in your heart to forgive me
I press the bell button in my palm several times. A nurse finally enters my room.
Nurse: What happened y/n? you ok?
I nod a 'no'. she looks at my crying eyes then the heartbeat monitor and says
Nurse: Do you want me to escort your mom out?
I nod a yes and she tells her "mam you need to leave now"
Mom: No I'm not leaving she is MY daughter!
The nurse calls 2 security guards, mom seeing this walks herself out not wanting to cause a scene
Nurse: Just call me again if you need anything ok?
I nod a 'yes' again and she leaves
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An hour passes and I'm still switching between crying and changing the TV channels aimlessly. Then a knock comes on the door and a girl pops her head in. Its Samantha, the policewoman I met on the bridge
Samantha
(You can imagine her as you want though)
'Why is she here?' is the first thought that comes to mind. Aren't emergency responders supposed to forget about people like me? I am- she interrupts the questions popping in my head
Samantha: (softly) Hi y/n, I heard that you woke up
She had a bouquet of wild flowers in her hand which she keeps on a table besides my bed.
A smile instantly appears on my face seeing the flowers, I love flowers, they are so pretty, it's like a part of heaven on earth
Samantha: (smiling) Your smile is beautiful
Is this woman really flirting with me? or is it all in my head?
Y/n: Why are you here?
After whispering these words I realize how rude that was, Samantha looks at me sadly and says
Samantha: I will leave if you want me to
Y/n: (whispering) No stay
I catch her fingers with my hand in a weak grip. She looks at me and then grabs a chair and sits beside my bed. Her hand now holds mine, it makes me feel good ngl
Samantha: So to answer your question...The day we met on the bridge was my first day on duty and I didn't want to lose a person on my first day of duty, so I jumped after you, which I know was stupidly dangerous but I couldn't help myself, you know. I guess you can say I got attached
Y/n: I am sorry, I didn't mean to put you in danger (i say guilt-ridden)
Samantha: Oh it's ok! It was my decision to jump in after you, it's not your fault. Just take care of yourself now
I smile at her sweetness and gentleness.
Y/n: Thank you for coming...I really didn't want to be alone today
Samantha: I know, that is why I'm staying with you today.
Damn is she trying to make me swoon over her? if so that's definitely working. She remove a laptop from her bag and looks at me and asks
Samantha: I know how boring those TV channels are so tell me what do you want to watch on Netflix, I only have Netflix btw
I give her a huge smile showing my teeth like a kid who just saw candy
Y/n: All I need is You and Netflix
Her cheeks turn a deep shade of red
Samantha: ...Oh...Thank you...That's very sweet
Y/n: I meant the Netflix show "You"
I say and giggle at my own joke. She pouts at me exaggeratedly
Y/n: I'm sorry (i say as my giggles die down)
She puts on the show and we binge a few episodes, I interlock our fingers in between the series she looks at me, smiles, squeezes my hand and we go back to watching the show in silence
After this, my dinner arrives and we close the laptop. She too buys her dinner and comes back to my room. We both eat our food while talking about random stuff. Samantha also makes flirty comments occasionally, this makes me blush a lot and most importantly it gives me more confidence. AHHH SHE IS TOO PERFECT!
Damn, I think my mind is moving too fast, I've only known her for a few hours I mean. We finish our dinner and Samantha starts removing a pillow from her bag
Samantha: I'm gonna sleep on the couch but before we go to sleep I have to ask you something...
I raise my eyebrows curiously
Samantha: I...heard that you had a falling out with your mom, I'm gonna assume you don't have a place to go after you get discharged, right?
I nod sadly looking away. She notices this and comes near me and holds my hand
Samantha: Well...you can come stay with me and my sister...if you want that is!
I smile and whisper a "yes" at her. I know I know I shouldn't trust a stranger so much but what other choice do I have? Besides who wouldn't want to live with a beautiful and gentle police officer? My mind is already wandering into a dirty place
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As weeks pass I slowly regain control of my whole body. The doctor starts me with physical therapy and when Sam first sees me walk on my own 2 feet(using a walker though) she gives me a huge grin with a few happy tears. I smile and show my crooked teeth to her (I never got braces). She helps with my PT whenever she comes to visit me.
And soon the day of my discharge arrives. She helps me get to her car (even though I can walk fine now) and soon we are at her home, I'm pretty nervous to meet her sister though
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She opens the door to her apartment, it's pretty cozy. As I get in I hear a shout and footsteps
???: Sam did you get my yogurt?
A girl which I assume is Samantha's sister comes into the living room. She was wearing a loose T-shirt and PJs. Her hair was a mess and she had this tired look. This girl needs some serious rest
Y/n: Hi...I'm y/n btw
???: So you are the girl my sis risked her life for!
Y/n: Yes...
???: I'm Jenny btw, nice to finally put a face to the name
We shake hands and I blush at her comment. Damn Sam (yes I asked her if I can call her Sam) is talking about me with her sister
Sam: Ok let's stop annoying y/n and let her rest. She just got discharged after all
Jenny pouts and looks at her sister
Jenny: What about my yogurt?
Sam: I forgot to buy it. I'll get it tomorrow
Jenny pouts and goes back to her room, I look at Sam
Sam: Don't worry about her she is like this sometimes, she'll open up to you more at dinner
Sam guides me to her room and I lay down on her bed, she starts going thorough the prescription and hands me the meds I have to take with a glass of water. After taking them, I see her walking to her door
Sam: Now why don't you rest till prepare dinner for us?
Y/n: Wait! Where will you be sleep?
Sam: Huh...I have an extra mattress so I'll sleep in the living room with it
Y/n: Oh hell no, you will kill your back that way...This is a queen-sized bed, you do realize that, right?
Sam: I know...I just don't want to make you feel uncomfortable
'This is your home! you dummy' i say in my mind
Y/n: I'm very much ok with you sleeping with me...um I mean like sleeping beside me in the same bed
Sam: (giggling) Sure, I'll sleep with you (wink)
She leaves closing the door behind her. AHHH THAT WAS TOO CUTE. I'm falling hard for her. I feel like a little girl again. I was too tired to think more about Sam as the meds were making me sleepy so I got a few hours of peaceful sleep.
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I was shaken awake by Sam with her lips too close to my ear
Sam: (whispering) Wake up y/n, dinner is ready
I got out of bed still groggy and rub the sleep away from my eyes and go to the dinner table where Jenny is already present. As all 3 of us have our dinner Jenny talks a lot and overall is a very pleasant person. I discovered that night, that Jenny is an aromantic/asexual person and Sam and Jenny aren't close to their relatives/family for some reason. I decide not to pry further
After dinner, sam and I retire to our bed. I close my eyes and try to sleep but i cant since i already slept in the evening before dinner. So do what any normal person would do, stare at the beautiful lady sleeping beside me.
Sam: (groggily) What happened y/n, go to sleep.
Her eyelids are still closed, how can she see me!?
Y/n: I just slept earlier so I can't seem to sleep now
Sam: Ummm...Then let me sleep at least... (she says in her sleep)
She groans and slides her body near me and wraps her arms around my small waist
Sam POV:
Holy shit, holy shit, holy shittttttt, I did it!!!. I was too nervous to cuddle but I couldn't control myself in the end. She seems to like it too. I finally have a warm and cute cuddle buddy!!!!!!
1 week later* Y/n's POV:
A week goes by since I moved in with Sam and her sister. Since I'm much better now and since i don't wanna be a burden on them I find a basic job in a local store and I also start helping around the house, cleaning, laundry, etc. I did try to help by making dinner one day but that went horribly and we all decided to never speak of that day again. Though Sam is still the one making dinner, she tries to teach me how to cook every day. We have started getting closer because of this. I love her flirty and caring nature so much. AHHH I wanna kiss her. Now that I think about it I still haven't had my first kiss. Hmmm...I'll have it soon enough but for now, I'll go with the flow...I think
2-week time skip*
Sam asked me where my official documents were since we need them to change the emergency medical contacts in the system and they are all with my mom at my old house. So Sam will go meet my mom tomorrow and get those documents let's see how it goes
The next day* Sam's POV
I go to y/n's mom's house in the evening at the end of my shift, still in uniform. I'm also being accompanied by 1 more police car just in case. I ring the bell and a woman opens the door
Sam: Are you Rachel L/n ?
Rachel: Yes what can I help you with officer?
Her breath reeked of alcohol
Sam: I'm here to get y/n's documents at her request
Her eyes started to water and her breathing became more panic-y
Rachel: Where is she!? Is she alright!? She is healing now right!? Can you please tell her to come home! I will do anything for her just-
She was having a panic attack I think, so I interrupted her
Sam: Mam calm down, deep breaths, look at me and follow my breathing...yes just like that
Sam: Now then, I'm just here to pick up her documents, will you please bring them to me.
Rachel: I...only on one condition...I wanna talk to my daughter, will you call her?
Sam: I will ask her if she wants to talk to you but if she says no then don't expect me to force her
Rachel: ...Ok...
I sigh and remove my phone from my pocket and call y/n and put the phone on speaker
Y/n: Heyyy! Aren't you on duty?
Sam: No that got over...So listen...your mom is here and she wants to talk to you, do you wanna talk to her?
Y/n: NO!
Rachel: (shouting) Y/n please-
She hangs up the phone. Rachel starts bawling her eyes out and just looks at me defeatedly
Rachel: ...I'll go get her documents...and her clothes too...why don't you come inside and sit till I'm done
Sam: No thanks, I'll stand here
I stand in the doorway and Rachel goes upstairs. I take a look inside and see many empty bottles of wine on the kitchen island. It takes about 15-20 mins for her to come down with a folder and a suitcase. She hands both of them to me and before I turn to leave she says
Rachel: Please take care of my little girl. I hurt her too much
I nod and leave, putting all the stuff in my squad car and thanking my colleague who accompanied me.
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Time skip of few months* Y/n's POV:
Today is Sam's birthday, so me and Jenny are planning a surprise party for her with some help from her friends. I saved up some money and bought her a lovely necklace, its not that expensive since I'm broke AF, I also bought her a very comfy hoodie. The door opens and we all yell a "SUPRISE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY". She gets startled but then becomes giddy like a child.
The party goes very well both of us get drunk and Sam introduces me to lot of her friends. I love the smile that she has on her face too. As the celebration ends its just me, Jenny and Sam again. I am sitting on the sofa while Sam is lying down with her head on my lap as i run my fingers through her scalp, Jenny sits on the other sofa watch the gory movie she put on
Jenny: (yawning) I'll go to sleep bye bye and once again happy birthday Sam
Sam: Goodnight Jen
Sam says without getting up from my lap. When Jenny is gone I look down at Sam in my lap. Today is the perfect moment to do this. I also have liquid courage to help me
Y/n: Sam...Did you like my gifts?
She looks up at me and holds my hand
Sam: I loved them, thankyou so much for everything
She kisses my hand. She isn't the one who should be saying thanks here
Y/n: ...Well i have one more for you (she smiles when she hears this)...but you have to get up for that
She gets up from my lap and looks at me expectedly. Ok y/n 3...2...1...I lean forward and catch her lips with mine...I hope all the videos i watched on youtube about kissing were worth it
She doesn't pull away! YES SUCCESS!!! She took me by surprise when she put her hands on the back of my head and slips her tongue in my mouth. After a few minutes of tangling her tongue with mine she picks me up and carries me to her room, where she left a lot hickeys on me and took my virginity. I never knew sex would be so awesome. But nothing could beat cuddling under a warm blanked
I am so excited for the future with her...I'm already thinking of marriage...Damn my mind moves too fast
Chapter 14: Not Mine (1)
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Y/n's POV,
Location: Pennbrook University
Hi there I'm Y/n L/n, a 19yo who started college a week ago. I also have a special 'thing' about me that is...I'm a futanari (everyone knows and are cool about this tho). Anyways back to the story, today our professor is already making us do a project...Ughh why is he in such a rush...I hope I get a decent partner at least
Professor: Nathan you are with Jamie...Y/n with Divya Reddy
I look around the class to see a girl smiling and looking at me
Divya Reddy
Divya Reddy
I think she is my project partner. She is very pretty! I hope she is a pleasant person too. As the class gets over I go over to her seat and greet her
Y/n: Hello (I extend my hand to shake hers) I'm Y/n, I think we are project partners.
She smiles and shakes my hand
Divya: I'm Divya and we ARE project partners. Gimme your number
Y/n: (surprised Pikachu face) Huh?
Gimme: (holding out her hand) Fine gimme your phone, I'll give you mine
I hand her my phone and she saves her number in it. Gives me a bright smile and says
Divya: I hope we get to talk more...(she comes close to my ear and whispers)and grow a lot closer
I gulp at her last sentence and a blush creeps up to my cheeks. She giggles seeing me flustered and just walks away. I continue the rest of my classes feeling a bit more nervous and giddy
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That same night*
I'm back in my dorm room with my fingers hovering above my phone. I'm pondering about messaging her. What should I message her? Should I start with a joke? A flirty text? Or maybe a simple "hello"?...Since I'm a very boring person I just message her "Hello I'm Y/n, we met today"
Texts*
Divya: Yes yes I know. Do you really think anyone could forget you?
Y/n: Maybe idk
Divya: That was a rhetorical question. I meant that you are unforgettable
Y/n: Oh
Y/n: Well, thank you. You are unforgettable too!
Divya: Aww thanks cutie pie
Y/n: When should we talk more about the project?
Divya: There is an awesome cafe near our college, lets meet up there after classes tomorrow
Y/n: That is too expensive, lets meet up in the Library or something
Divya: Oh honey, no need to worry about money. I'll pay
Y/n: If you are sure...
Divya: I'm very sure
Divya: Goodnight now cutiepie
Y/n: Goodnight
End texts*
DAMNNNN this girl is bold AF. And was she flirting with me!!?? I mean why would she flirt with me of all people? I'm pretty boring and average looking. All the girls I ever asked out turned me down or were straight :( I'm not hoping for much more tomorrow but I feel excited nonetheless...Have I finally found someone!?
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Next day*
Our discussion about the project went very well but we mostly discussed about each other and I even tried to flirt with her. I think I'm crushing on her, she is confident, assertive and beautiful, pretty much my type. After our meet-up in the cafe. Divya dragged me to a nearby park where we took a walk, we held each other's hands interlocking our fingers, talking about random stuff and complaining about our professors. Her boldness was a welcome surprise. After many years of looking at happy couples online, I was starting to feel lonely.
I love her skinship and her dominant and assertive nature. I always dreamed of a girl like her. I'm gonna ask her out after we finish our project, this is a once in a lifetime opportun-
Divya: Earth to Y/n(she snaps her fingers)...
Y/n: Oh...sorry
Divya: So what do you say to a 2nd date this weekend?
Y/n: Huh...2nd?
Divya: (pouting) Did you not like our date today?
Y/n: Today was a date!!??
Divya: Y/n, y/n, y/n...I've been flirting with you and calling you "cutie pie", we had a coffee where we got to know more about each other and now we are strolling through a park hand in hand like a couple, not to mention you were a blushing mess in the morning-
Y/n: Hey that was just me feeling a bit hot!
Divya: Don't interrupt me (she says with dominance)
I keep my mouth shut when she says this
Divya: So as I was saying. All of this means it was a date
She lets out a small laugh
Divya: Honestly I don't know how you can be so clueless when a girl is hitting on you
Y/n: Hey it's not my fault...
Y/n: (shyly) No girl has ever shown interest in being with me
Divya: Those girls were probably blind or straight or both(she says giving me a huge toothy smile)
Divya: So...did you not enjoy today? We can just work on the project professionally if that is the case
Y/n: NO! (i say a bit too loudly)
Y/n: I mean...I loved today, soooo... is the 2nd date offer still up?
She smiles and says "yes", we walk hand in hand to our dorms until we arrive at a place where we have to part ways (our dorm buildings are different)
Y/n: So... I guess we have to let go of each other's hand now
She awkwardly lets go of me. There is an awkward silence between us
Y/n: So- mmmm
She suddenly leaps forward and kisses my lips. Her lips are so sweet...like chocolate, I think. Her hand gets tangled in my hair as she pushes me toward her, our bodies are pressed against each other the heat and friction between us could probably keep us warm in this cold night. She deepens the kiss and pushes her tongue inside my mouth, our tongues continue to feel and taste each other with her being more dominant...until we both run out of breath, we kiss again after we caught our breath and then finally say our goodbyes
I reach my dorm room and flop onto my bed. HOLY MOLY THAT WAS HOTTTTT!!!!! I'm superrr wet and superrr hard (remember I'm a futanari)...looks like I need to jerk off...I open Instagram and click on her profile and jerk off looking at her pics and reels (I feel like a creep tho). I had the best sleep that night, I finally slept feeling hopeful for tomorrow.
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Time skip to weekend*
Our second(first for me?) date went fantastic, she is fun, clingy and pretty dominating, a pretty good combo that I've come to like. Our project is going pretty awesome too. Everything seems perfect
Y/n: Ah...We went past my dorm
Divya: I know
Y/n: ...Where are we going then?
Divya: To my dorm, duh
Y/n: Ummm...oh...Why tho?
Divya: (sarcastically)To play D
Y/n: You play D !?
Divya: (laughing)That was sarcasm Y/n (she says while looping her arm around my waist) You will see when we get there
I get flustered and stay quiet till we reach her room. As soon as the door closes behind me Divya pushes me to the wall and pins my hands above my head. She kisses me fiercely like there is no tomorrow. Her free hand starts roaming all over my body first my cheeks then my arms then finally they stop over my breasts. She starts fondling them over my clothes while giving me no time to catch my breath
I finally manage to free my hands from her grip and push her away
Divya: Do you not want to?
Y/n: I...just...let me...catch...my breath (I say in between breaths)
Divya: Looks like I am too rough for a delicate flower like you
Divya: Hey I was thinking...you said "no girl has ever shown interest in you" right?
Y/n: Mhm...
Divya: Does that mean you are a virgin?
Y/n: Yes...Actually the night you kissed me on our first date was my first kiss
Divya: Like with a girl?...or like you first ever kiss
Y/n: Like my first ever kiss (I say smiling at her)
Her expression instantly changed from horny to guilt struck
Divya: Y/n! Why didn't you stop me, I thought you had done these things before with a hooker or something
Y/n: That is disgusting! Why would I do these things with a hooker of all people
Divya: ...hmmm...So I guess we can just cuddle today, you can go back to your dorm tomorrow
Y/n: No, we are doing it today!
Maybe I am rushing things but who cares? I go up to her kiss her gently then grab her hand and place it on my boob
Divya: Oh I like this new Y/n (she smiles)
She kisses me fiercely and roughly like before while undressing me hurriedly. After all my clothes are on the floor she takes me in from head to toe, her eyes stopping at my breast and my fully erect cock a moment too long. She then whispers in my ears
Divya: perfect...
She starts kissing my neck slowly making her way down to my breasts. When she reaches my boobs she starts to suck on my nipples. That arouses me even more as precum leaks from my cock and pussy becomes wetter than before. My cock especially years her touch
Y/n: Ahhh...Divya, I need you
Hearing my words, she starts sucking on my nipple harder while pinching my other nipple with her free hand. The grip of her fingers grows stronger while she starts using her teeth on the nipple in her mouth. The mixture of pain and pleasure is too good, I might cum just from this alone, even though she hasn't even touched me down there at all.
The fire that burns in my core is too hot, so my hand goes to touch myself but she slaps it away as it gets close to my cock.
Divya: The only one allowed to touch down there today is me, so keep your hands to yourself
I have no choice but to obey her. As she is done marking my boobs with her teeth, she goes down to my cock and starts stroking with a very light touch while her left-hand goes near my pussy. Her fingers rub circles on my clit. Her right-hand starts to stroke me faster and I can feel myself get close to a orgasm already. Divya notices this and wraps her lips around my member and as it slips deeper into her mouth I can't control myself anymore so I ejaculate in her mouth.
After releasing my come into her mouth, i look down at her, her sexy dark lips are still wrapped around my cock. I was surprised to see that she doesn't have a disgusted expression on her face is she gulped the liquid
Divya: Ahhh...Looks like will need a lot more training and I'll make sure you get it (she says seductively)
Y/n: You aren't mad that I orgasmed so soon?
Divya: Quiet the opposite cutie-pie, when a person cums so quickly that means they are very very aroused, which in turn means you find me very sexy
Y/n: (shyly)That is true...I do find you very attractive
She lets out a small laugh and holds my hand leading me toward her bed
Divya: Come on let's sleep, you still have to go to your dorm tomorrow morning
She throws me some of her PJs
Divya: Wear these for tonight.
I do as she says and got dressed. Both of us get in her bed, since it's a bit small we have stick close to each other with her hand around me. Her chest is pressed up against my back and her warm breath tickles the side of my neck. When I try to shift, her hand around my waist tightens its grip. I love this cuddling its definitely nice. I drift off to a peaceful sleep with Divya spooning me
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Over the next month Divya "trains" me every weekend, I get a bit better at controlling myself, but her lips & tongue are definitely magical cause I don't have a chance against them. She is too good at blowjobs! We still haven't had sex tho...like vaginal sex. Divya is not a virgin she told me this after our first time together, but it's not like I expected her to be one.
Divya also told me that today will be a special training session. I see her walking hurriedly towards me
Y/n: Good evening Divya
Divya: So as I told you, today is a special day, that's because today you will be graduating from the 'virgin' status (she says being giddy as a child)
I smile seeing her excitement. Then I remember
Y/n: But I don't have any condoms
Divya: Oh don't worry about that! I bought some on the way here
Oh. Oh, fuck! I'm so nervous, hopefully, it goes well, should I do some preparation-
As I was thinking Divya drags me to her dorm. As soon as I enter, a sweet wave of aroma hits my nose, I look around her room to see several scented candles. Happiness takes over my heart when I look at all the effort she has put in for ME.
Chapter 15: Not Mine (2)
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Oh. Oh, fuck! I'm so nervous, hopefully, it goes well, should I do some preparation-
As I was thinking Divya dragged me to her dorm. As soon as I enter, a sweet wave of aroma hits my nose, I look around her room to see several scented candles. Happiness takes over my heart when I look at all the effort she has put in for ME.
time skip*
Ok even after all the training I did all those weeks I still wasn't able to last long, I was just too aroused by her body, she is like a goddess on earth. After my very quick first time, we were in bed cuddling again, I just love to feel her body and arms wrapped around me
Y/n: I'm sorry I wasn't able to last long
Divya: Hey...look at me, what did I say about that, do you remember?... I told you that when you cum so quickly it makes me feel good...feel more confident, it makes me feel attractive and happy that you love me so much, so stop worrying about it!
Y/n: If you say so...
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As time passed Divya and I got a lot closer. We are perfect for each other. We also moved in together in a studio near our college, it was cheaper than our dorms and I wanted to try living together since things were getting more serious. I honestly am loving our life together! I hope this never ends. Waking up every day besides my girlfriend is something my younger self could only dream of!
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2 years after y/n and Divya's graduation* Y/n's POV:
After our graduation, both of us moved in together AND got married. Some of my family members did say that I was rushing too fast into this decision but I felt like I am ready to spend my whole life together with Divya. She too was very happy about it, she was in fact crying tears of joy when I proposed. We have had our ups and downs/fights, who hasn't? But we actually don't fight often, and our fights usually only last 2 days.
Anyways after our last fight 4 months ago Divya has been acting a bit distant, by that I mean we aren't having much sex/physical intimacy, which is weird since both of us have been a pretty horny couple. Whenever I try to initiate intimacy she has an excuse like - how she is too tired or wants to just cuddle. I mean I kind of understand that since her boss is overworking her nowadays. Mine did too when we got a massive project. I guess I just need to give her some space.
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1 month later* Y/n's POV:
Something weird happened last week, Divya told me that she wants a baby. We had a fight about this caz when we decided to get married we agreed to not have kids ever, instead, we would focus on each other. Divya told me that she'd divorce me if I don't have an answer by the end of the week. What a fucking mess! We are not ready for kids, not financially at least. And I'm not sure I want such a huge responsibility. But I don't want to lose Divya, losing her would be like the end of my life as I know it. I don't know what to do with my life without her, so I reluctantly agreed to do it
So that weekend we had unprotected sex. It felt very good to do it raw ngl but at the same time, I felt very nervous. She was extremely passionate that night, unlike the last 5 months. Her kisses were hot and intense, it felt like my body was on fire. We had alotttt of sex even after that weekend
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Fast forward 6 weeks and we discover that she is pregnant with TWINS! It was a huge shock for both of us. Though she was pretty happy and seeing her happy made me happy too. After this news, I started working overtime to prepare us financially for the babies. And our sex life pretty much died with my overtime and her being tired of work and pregnancy.
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around 6 months ago (when Y/n and Divya had a fight)* Divya's POV:
UGHHHH! I can't believe Y/n! ... Y/n and I had a fight last night about whether or not to buy a new TV, Y/n wants to invest the money while I want to buy a new 4k TV, our old one is tiny and is slow as fuck when it comes to the smart TV features. As I enter my office building I see my colleagues in a group excited and discussing something. "I wonder whats up" I thought as I walked up to them
Divya: Good morning! (I give them my brightest smile). So what are you guys so excited about today? Are we getting a raise or something?
Colleague 1: You wish! We actually got a hot new manager, and by hot I mean he looks like one of those hot firefighters in TV shows
Colleague 2: Yea I wanna rip his shirt and suck face with him so bad!
Divya: Ugh you guys are acting like teen girls, come on let's go
Colleague 1: Trust me Divya, once you see him you will forget all about your wife
Divya: (i smirk) There is no one in the world that can do that, now lets go I wanna finish up early today
Colleague 1: Let's see if the great Divya Reddy is able to resist McDreamy's charms
As we entered our cubicle my colleagues called me for a meeting in the conference room. It was probably an introduction by our new manager. As I entered the room there I saw a man standing in the front...Ok, he is pretty hot but still my wife is cuter and hotter by all measures. The man then introduced himself as 'Thomas Wilson' our new manager, he looked pretty young to be in this position though. He gave a short and funny speech and then all of us got back to work
I finished work and got home a bit early, Y/n came home at her usual time and made dinner for us. God, I love her cooking! I don't even remember when her cooking got so good, the food she made in college tasted like poison but now it's some Gordon Ramsey stuff! We didn't talk while eating, I think she is still upset about yesterday, but hey I'm too...Ugh whatever...2 hours after our dinner we had an angry make-out session, both of us need stress relief even if we are upset with each other, we went to sleep right after
The next day I found out that our new manager organized a team bonding/'getting to know us' party at my favorite pub, I happily agreed, who says 'no' to free booze right? As we got into the pub I ordered my favorite cocktail. We drank, laughed and bitched about our company, all in all it was a fun night as my colleagues left one by one it was just me and Thomas. I was feeling tipsy, so I switched to water. Thomas was on his last drink.
Thomas: So did you enjoy today
Divya: Yup, today was very fun!
Thomas: I'm glad you liked it,... You know you are pretty fun and cute
Divya: (blushing) Haha thanks...You too
There was silence after that. He looked at me with so much want and lust, it reminded me of how Y/n looked at me the first time we did that. Both of us stared deep into each other eyes, I swear I could see my reflection in his hazel eyes. The distance between us started to close as I was mesmerized by his charm and handsome face
3rd person POV:
As the distance between the two grew smaller and smaller their lips touched each other and their tongue fought for dominance, no one wanted to give in or surrender control to the other, the smell of alcohol was apparent in their breath. Thomas could almost taste the cocktail Divya last drank. Thomas's hand made its way down to Divya's ass. He squeezed her ass as a moan escaped Divya's lips.
Divya: Ahhh...This is so wrong but so hot
Divya's body burned with desire and lust, the thrill of something new and 'forbidden' only added fuel to the fire. Her core heated up with an intense feeling of 'want'. Divya knew how wrong this was but the feeling/thrill of wanting to be chased and a bit of alcohol clouded all the rational thoughts in her mind.
As their lips parted for the last time
Thomas: My apartment is only 2 mins why don't we go there?
Divya: ...Sure why the hell not!
"This is just a one-night thing, what y/n doesn't know won't hurt her" As this thought occurred in Divya's head, Thomas grabbed her hand and lead her to his car. She texted y/n in his car that she'll be late and to not wait for her, she added a "goodnight babe " at the end, and with this, she turned her phone to silent mode as they reached an apartment complex soon
The started kissing again even before they were inside
Divya: Oh yes, remove that shirt
Divya fumbles with Thomas's shirt and he too removes her top.
Thomas picks her up and puts her on his bed while kissing her.
Divya: Damn you are strong
Her finger traces a path from his cheek to his well defined abs, her hand lingers there for a minute feeling them up completely
Thomas: You like it? I too wanna feel something...down here
Divya who was only in her bra and panties felt his hand slide under her panties massaging her pussy slowly
Divya: Faster...Ahh..
Thomas: I will definitely go faster but only if you suck my cock too
He removes his underwear and his erect cock springs up, pointing at the ceiling
Thomas: How about we both pleasure each other...ready for some 69
He winks at Divya while laying down. Divya smirks at his suggestion before sitting on top of his face and then bending down, she takes his cock in her hand and starts to stroke it gently before putting it in her mouth. On the other side, Thomas grabs her ass with his hands and starts using his tongue to pleasure
Divya: Ohhh...just like that...
Divya quickens her pace and sucks his cock with too much lust. Though she slows down when she feels the thing throb and about cum. She doesn't want this pleasure to end so soon. Thomas pushes his tongue inside her while rubbing her clit with the other hand. This sends wave of pleasures over Divya as she moans louder.
Divya: OHH. Dont stop! AHHH! Im gonna cum! FUCKKK!!
Divya releases all her juices over his face and mouth, he licks them up like a puppy. Divya starts to breath loudly. Thomas gets up on his keens still on the bed, while Divya is lying on her belly. Thomas looks at her ass from behind and his mind starts yearning for that 'tight little pussy'. He puts on a condom and positions his cock at her entrance. He shoves it in without giving it much thought
Divya: OHHHH...HOLY SHIT...Atleast let me catch my breath!!!
Thomas: Oh yes, fuck your pussy is so tight, it as good as new!
This comment hurt Divya a bit but she decided to ignore it
Divya: Shut up and just fuck me!
Thomas starts fucking her harder and and soon enough both start to reach an orgasm, he comes in the condom while Divya squirts hard
After the orgasm Thomas throws the used condom in the trash and both of them are now lying side by side, staring at the ceiling while catching their breaths
Thoms: (still breathing heavily) Damn..that was awesome...hey where are you going?
Divya: Home, this was fun and stuff, but I have a wife waiting for me
Thomas: Oooo cheating lesbian, that's sexy as fuck!
Divya: First of all this was just a one time thing, so it doesn't count as cheating, 2nd I'm bisexual
Thomas: Aww I was hoping to do this again (he says in a childish voice)
Divya: (giggling) In your dreams
Thomas just smirks and watches her leave, Divya calls a uber home. When she arrives she quietly opens the door, tiptoeing around the house, not wanting to wake up Y/n. She quietly gets on her bed and wraps an arm around her sleeping wife, Y/n shifts and hugs her back still asleep. Divya goes into a deep sleep in the warmth of her wife's arms.
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5 months later (around the time Divya asked Y/n for a baby)* 3rd person POV:
Well the thing that Divya said about Thomas being a 'one time thing' was definetly proved false at the pair fucked at every private place they could find in the office. Divya was charmed by Thomas's funny and young romantic nature, and even though things with Y/n had gone back to normal, Divya couldn't help but feel giddy at the thought of being chased again, this secretive affair made her feel young again.
As the affair continued Divya became distant with Y/n, she was too sore from her time with Thomas at the office so her sex life with Y/n took a big hit. Until one day when she missed her period.
As Divya waited for the results of the pregnancy test in Thomas's she was panicking. While Thomas was preparing her tea to calm down her nerves. The test came back positive and Divya started sobbing. Thomas came back in the room with the tea and he hugged her which seemed to calm her nerves.
Thomas: Now that you are calm, I wanna tell you something...I want you to keep the baby
Divya: WHAT!? WHY!?
Thomas held her hand before looking into Divya's eyes
Thomas: Look Divya this baby is a mark of our love...I wish that you would keep it...Please
After a bit of back and forth Divya eventually agreed to continue with the pregnancy, and that's when Thomas told her his plan of passing off the baby as Y/n's.
Chapter 16: Not Mine (3)
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Thomas: Look Divya this baby is a mark of our love...I wish that you would keep it...Please
After a bit of back and forth, Divya eventually agreed to continue with the pregnancy, and that's when Thomas told her his plan of passing off the baby as Y/n's.
Flashback ends*
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Back to the current day(After Y/n and Divya found that they were having twin girls)* Divya's POV:
It feels a bit wrong to do this to y/n, she is my wife, but at the same time, I couldn't be more excited about seeing my babies. "Mama can't wait to see you guys," I said while lightly rubbing my small baby bump. "I'm sure Mom will love you girls too...". Y/n and I already agreed that the kids would call me 'Mama' and her 'Mom'.
I feel guilty but at the same time I recall Thomas's words "What she doesn't know won't hurt her, infact these babies are a blessing, don't you think?"
"Where is y/n, why is she still not home?". Y/n is doing so much overtime nowadays and it's making me worried that she'll burn out. I call her to check up on her
Ring...Ring...
Y/n: Hey sweetheart, what's up?
'she sounds exhausted' I thought to myself
Divya: Hey when are you coming home? You sound exhausted. Don't overwork yourself ok?
Y/n: I was actually just wrapping things up here, I'll be home soon ok? I won't be able to make dinner today, so I'll buy some takeout for us on the way, what do you wanna eat?
Divya: Ahh don't worry about that, I'll make some dinner for us, does pasta sound good?
Y/n: Yes...I'll be home soon bye, love you!
Divya: Love you too!
She hangs up. Honestly, she sounds too exhausted, I feel so bad. I get to work and start making dinner.
30 mins later* Y/n's POV:
As I reach my house I'm greeted with a tight hug by my beautiful and slightly pregnant wife.
Y/n: Oh...Hello there
Divya: I missed you (she hugs me tighter)
I wrap my arms around her too, it's probably pregnancy hormones making her too emotional. After some time she grabs my hand and starts dragging me to the dinner table
Divya: Come, let's eat, I made it just how you used to like it in college
She is so freaking cute today, I feel like all the fatigue is leaving my body...We start eating
Divya: So how is it? (she looks at me with hopeful eyes)
Y/n: It's awesome! (she smiles at my comment )
It really is pretty awesome. We spend the rest of the dinner talking about random stuff. That night she came onto me while we were about to go to bed. The passionate love-making was a pleasant surprise for me. I had a pretty good sleep after that.
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Time skip (Divya is now 7 months pregnant)* Y/n's POV:
Divya's baby bump is now...huge, it's so fucking big! I mean I should've expected this if she is having twins. She is also having pain in her back and legs. I try to give her a massage whenever I get the time and even though she is having some pain, I love this period, she is more loving and clingy than ever. It makes me nostalgic about our college days. Well, I hope this romantic and clingy personality of hers lasts even after the girls are born.
More time skip (After Divya gave birth)* Y/n's POV:
So my wife gave birth this afternoon and it was an extremely scary experience atleast for me. Those screams of her when she was pushed were heartwrenching and I was so afraid of losing her due to some medical complication. But the birth of the twins went very smoothly, there were no complications and all three of them are very healthy. We have yet to decide the names for the girls (though we have picked quite a few names). Both of the girls are now calm and sleeping. They look exactly like each other but why am I surprised, they are identical afterall
It's getting a bit late I should sleep too. As I'm heading towards the extra bed in the hospital room, Divya calls me whispering
Divya: Hey Y/n come here
I walk towards her and bend down a little since she is lying on the hospital bed
Y/n: (whispering)Yes what? Do need something?
Divya: Bend down a bit more
I bend down more, our faces are very close now. She lifts her head a bit and gives me a peck on my lips. I smile at this little gesture
Divya: I just wanted to thank you for all of this. (she says while holding my hand with her free one)
Y/n: Ah don't worry about it honey
I bend down and catch her lips in a deep passionate kiss. She giggles at this and tightens her grip around my hand. After a few minutes of this, she breaks the kiss
Divya: (softly) It's getting late, we should get some rest, meri jaan (A/n - it means "my life" in Hindi, equivalent to "my dear")
Y/n: (smiling) You are right, sleep well honey
I give her a last peck on the lips and turn off all the lights and go to sleep on the uncomfortable hospital pillow
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4 days later*
Divya finally got discharged and we are back home with Ava and Emma, yes that's what we named them and I honestly think they sound pretty good in my mind. Well anyway, I'm taking care of Ava while my wife takes care of Emma. I got to say Ava is much more of an attention-hungry kid than Emma, she cries whenever I put her down in her cradle, on the other hand, her sister has been sleeping peacefully for hours. I think I already know who is gonna be the troublemaker in between them.
I'm holding Ava while patting her back lightly, her head rests in between my should-chest area.
Y/n: Come on baby sleep, you must be tired.
Ava: Bahh ha ha (she giggles/smiles)
Y/n: (in a tired yet cute voice) Oh you like keeping mom awake, don't you?
Ava: Haa
Ava looks at me with a bright grin. This little girl was active the whole day and she still won't sleep. I wonder what she is thinking about so much.
After an hour of more patting her back and rocking her gently she goes to sleep. 'FINALLY' I think as I go to put her back in her cradle. After putting her down in our room I finally go to sleep at 1 A.M. 'Good thing I don't have to go to office for the next 2 months '. I lay down and cuddle up to my sleeping wife.
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17 years later* Y/n's POV:
Ava: Mommmm
Ava calls me from downstairs. We bought a 2-story house in a pretty nice suburb after my girls were born, I wanted them to grow up in a good area. We finished paying its mortgage this year actually. It took us a bit of time since we are also saving up for other stuff like the girls' college
(Your home)
Y/n: Honey I'm upstairs
Ava barged into my bedroom with great enthusiasm. Seeing her so excited is making me curious. Did she get a boyfriend or girlfriend? Or maybe she finally decided what she wants to do in life. Emma follows Ava into my room, she looks pretty excited too.
Y/n: So what are my babies excited about? (I say putting my laptop aside)
Emma: Mom don't call us that, we are all grown up, see (she says spinning around)
Y/n: I know I know...It just seems like yesterday I was giving you both a ride on my shoulder
Ava: Anyway we want you to spit in this tube?
Y/n: That's a bit weird... what are you guys planning to do?
Ava: It's an ancestry DNA test, we are doing it for our school project.
Y/n: Ohh(i spit in the tube thingy)...here you go and tell me the results too!
They get up and turn to leave my room
Y/n: By the way did Mama take the test too
Emma: We were actually gonna ask her to take the test but she was too busy with work and since we only go 2 test kits, we thought to do it with you
Y/n: Oh ok, well don't forget to give me the results, bye love you
They walk out and just when they are at the door
Y/n: Girls aren't you forgetting something...(I smirk at them)
Emma & Ava: Love you too Mommmm
I know they get very embarrassed to say "I love you" but I like to hear it from them. It's okay for me to be a bit selfish right?
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A month passes and things continue on as they usually do but I'm wondering what happened to those Ancestry tests.
I search around the house to find my babies, I find them in the kitchen munching on some snacks
Y/n: Girls, I was wondering what happened to those ancestry tests you had me take
They visibly get a bit nervous and then both speak at the same time
Ava: They- , Emma: Mom-
Emma: Ava go ahead
Ava: So...Mom...They actually got lost in the mail...
Y/n: Aw damn, I was looking forward to them...Did you try to contact them?... I mean the company
Ava: Yes, I-I will do that now mom.
Y/n: Also ask them for a refund if they can't find it, I've heard those tests are expensive
Emma: Yes mom we will take care of that don't worry. Also didn't you say you had to go grocery shopping?
Y/n: I didn't but now that I think about it, I need to buy some stuff...
I grab my car keys, wallet, phone, and jacket
Y/n: Do you guys wanna come with me? We can also buy the stuff you guys want too
Ava: Ahh we have some homework to do...
Y/n: Ahh ok, bye! Love you!
Ava & Emma: We love you too mom!
I smile at them before leaving. I wish they had come with me, it could've been a good mother-daughter bonding time, it's been years since we went together to the supermarket. I still remember whenever I took them to the store they'd both demand those big packets of chocolates. Kids grow up so fast...I smile at the memory and start my trip
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1.5 years later* Y/n's POV:
Both of my girls have graduated Highschool and now are starting college and moving out of our house...I'm gonna miss having them around so much but this is necessary for their growth and future. On the bright side, me and my wife will have the house all to ourselves *wink wink*. I'm planning on a whole lot of dates and alone time with her.
6 months time skip*
Ava and Emma are coming back tomorrow since their summer holidays have started and I completely forgot to clean their room. Their 19th birthdays are also coming up in this month, Divya and I have to start planning for that...AHH, so much work!!!
As I was cleaning the cupboards of my girls' room, a few papers caught my eye. 'I wonder what these are?' I said to myself. I picked them up and read them carefully, they were the result of a paternity test.
"Weird...I don't think I have ever taken a paternity test", the test showed a 99.99% match between the child and the alleged Father.
(The Document)
I have a bad feeling in my gut but I ignore it. I keep the document aside and continue cleaning. I find some more papers. The paper said "Ancestry test", there were 2 such sets of papers. I remember these!!! I was so excited to see them... at the time I couldn't believe you could find your origins/genetic makeup just by spitting in a tube. But I thought these were lost in the mail. I read the first document and the second document, they didn't match at all!... Like, shouldn't they be at least half similar to mine?
Gears started turning in my head, first that paternity test, and now this...It couldn't be right!!!??? That's just impossible... I...I...That is just ludicrous...My wife won't do that, she is the sweetest person ever and things have been going so well, sexually and romantically...this must be someone else's result...But I should look more into this.
2 hours of overthinking later*
Damn, I just remembered, and my wife bought new phones for the twins last year as a birthday gift (it was their 18th birthday, and they deserved some good presents), so they gave their old phones to me for safekeeping.
I quickly make my way to my room and open the drawers of old phones (I stash old phones just in case i need them in the future). I find Ava's and Emma's old phones... This feels wrong but, I don't want to invade my daughters' privacy but this is necessary, caz if I don't do this it'll be in the back of my mind for the rest of my life
I charge both of their phones and switch them on. I try to unlock Ava's phone but it's password protected, I try unlocking Emma's phone, and voila it doesn't have a password. I open the messaging app and see a few normal things like Emma's chat with Ava, a few of Emma's friends, and a few people I don't know. I also see our family group named "Family". Ava made it years ago, it's mostly filled with silly stuff tho.
I scroll down some more to see another group named "Family (B)" I click on it and see chats that date back to 2 years ago, I look at the date on the paternity test and gulp audibly, it too was dated 2 years back too. I read the chats, there are Ava, Emma, Divya(named "Mama" on phone), and a guy named "Dad" in the group chat. I think I know where this is going. I start sweating profusely, I don't want it to be what I think it is... but I have to be sure
I scroll down to see chats about planning get-togethers, sending silly family memes and pics, there are pics of all three of them and a man, ... I have seen him somewhere, isn't that Thomas, Divya's boss? I have met him many times at her office parties. I recheck the number using truecaller and make sure it's him
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!, I wanna smash this phone but it's the only piece of evidence I have. I quickly connect it to my PC and clone it, I also export all the chats and images in the gallery separately, just to be sure. WHY AM I SO FREAKING CALM!? MY LIFE IS LITERALLY GETTING DESTROYED! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? ARGHHHHH...Fuck I need to calm down, it's not like me to get angry.
It was getting late, almost time for my wife to get back from work...Is she even working or is she fucking her boss? UGHHH...I can't do this, I just go to sleep in our room after locking up the phone.
Next morning*
The next morning I'm woken up by the sound of loud giggling coming from downstairs. I'm still groggy so I go to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. I think the girls are here. I go downstairs to meet them and put on a fake smile caz I need more time before I confront them
Ava and Emma jump up when they see me
Ava & Emma: Mommmm! We missed you so much!!!!!!!!!
Both of them hug me tightly and I hug them back, I don't know how I feel about this, on one hand, they are my babies, my little girls, on the other hand, they called that man "Dad" and hid Divya's infidelity from me... But I think I know what to do. I just need a week to do it
Chapter 17: Not Mine (4)
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Ava & Emma: Mommmm! We missed you so much!!!!!!!!!
Both of them hug me tightly and I hug them back, I don't know how I feel about this, on one hand, they are my babies, my little girls, on the other hand, they called that man "Dad" and hid Divya's infidelity from me... But I think I know what to do. I just need a week to do it
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1 week later*
You might be wondering what I needed a week for. Well I needed to move money from our joint account to my personal account, I split the money in an 80:20 ratio, it felt a bit wrong initially since couples going through separation/divorce split stuff like this 50/50 but I deserve the extra 30% for all the troubles she put me through.
I also took 50% of the money from the girls' college fund, Diviya can take a loan for their college fees, she can afford it after all. Not to mention I'm leaving the house to her so she can sell it too if she wants to pay for the twins' college. I'm really gonna miss my girls though...but I guess they aren't "mine" anymore...
Now then all set! I had already packed up my stuff and moved some in advance to the new apartment. It's not mine, my company has some small apartments for employees to rent at a lower rate. I checked it out earlier this week, it's pretty...small and cozy, you could say, though there is one good thing about it. PETS ARE ALLOWED!! Yes, I always wanted a dog but I never even thought about getting one ever since Divya got pregnant.
Now all I need to do is confront them... Easier said than done. Holy shit! my heart is beating faster than an F1 car. I go downstairs and wait for them on the sofa while watching TV... Ah I'm gonna miss this house.
I sometimes wonder, why didn't she leave me instead of dragging all four of us through...this
1 hour later*
I ready myself internally when I heard the sound of the door unlocking and three of them entering, they told me they were going shopping but I have a feeling they were on a "family trip" with that man again. I still remember the pics of the 4 of them going together at various places. They act as if they are a family. Fucking disgusting!
Divya: What up darling? You look like you just killed a boar
Ava: Yes mom you look very sweaty and nervous, are you ok? Should we go to the hospital?
Ava said as she started coming near me. I just took a deep breath and picked up the folder on the sofa. I raised my hand forward showing her the folder
Y/n: What do you guys have to say about this?
Ava: What...
Ava took the folder out of my hand and opened it. She took out the first piece of paper (it was a pic/printout of the 4 of them together) and looked at it for a while, Divya & Emma came to her side and looked at it too. All of their faces went pale and Ava & Divya stammered while trying to explain
Ava: M-Mom t-that's just Mama's c-colleague
Divya: Yes, I-I mean we met him while...w-when we went to a restaurant
I just stood there waiting for them to finish with their excuses. Meanwhile, Emma just stood there on the side, dead silent, looking at me on the verge of tears. I think she already understands what I know.
Y/n: (I hiss at them) Look at every document inside before speaking.
They are shocked at the anger in my voice, especially Ava, I haven't scolded the twins since they were 15 or 16
They go silent and start flipping through the papers in the folder. The shock on their faces slowly morphs into guilt and sorrow. Meanwhile, Emma starts to sob silently
Divya: I-I can explain darling, this is definitely not what it looks like!
Ava: Mom just listen to Mama, don't let this misunderstanding destroy-
Y/n: So I'm in the wrong now? Are you both seriously still trying to gaslight me?
Divya & Ava: NO-
I interrupt them again
Y/n: Oh well if this is a "misunderstanding" like you say, I'm sure you are willing to do a paternity test, right?
The room goes extremely silent until Divya speaks again...well more like she is sobbing, speaking, and hyperventilating
Divya: Baby...I-I'm so sorry...I will NEVER t-talk to him again...can you please try to work on us... please do it for the girls if not for me
After hearing the last sentence, I think the reality finally dawns on Ava because she too starts crying like her sister. I really want to hug them(the twins) but I also wish I never meant them, ugh I will deal with my emotional baggage later.
Y/n: Here are the divorce papers (i give her the divorce papers)...you can keep the house, and I have already taken the money out from our joint accounts and 50% from the college fund account
Divya: We can work this out! W-We can get through this darling, don't give up on us, please!
Y/n: Oh you don't have a pen, here take mine. (i hand her a pen)
Divya: Huh...?
Ava: Mom, please don't leave, we love you so much. It was a big mistake! please don't leave!
She starts coming towards me. I become too angry hearing her words. Where was this love when she spent time with that man, where was this love when she called that man "dad" when I raised her for 19 fucking years.
Y/n: Don't! Just don't!
I yell at her and Ava stops in her tracks. I just want this to be over quickly.
Y/n: Just sign those fucking papers Divya! (i yell again)
Ava runs upstairs while sobbing and Emma follows her as well, good, this will be much easier now that Divya and I are alone.
She signs the papers and grabs my hand when handing them over to me
Divya: Please just sit down and listen, I promise I'll do anything you say if you agree, I'll even give you the house...just sit down, please...
I ignore her pleas and quickly make my way upstairs to our bedroom. On my way, I pass the twins' bedroom, I hear loud sobs coming from their room. I'll miss them but this is for the best. I grab my bags and car keys and head to the front door
Divya: Y/n wait at least tell me when you'll come back-
I open the door and slam it close as I get into my car. I quickly drive away from my now ex-wife and my- no her home...
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2 years later*
Life has been hard for the past year for me, mainly because I'm still grieving over the loss of my family, though things are getting better every day... every day it becomes a little bit easier to forget about them...while I'm working at least. I also got a promotion so things are looking bright for the near future at least.
I also adopted 2 lovely dogs for my new home, they honestly fill my heart with warmth and joy
Meet Riley and Lucy! They are the cutest and kindest living beings on the planet! I also started volunteering at a dog shelter in my city, it keeps me occupied on my days off and prevents me from missing my old life as much as possible. Not to mention there are all these cute puppies there who get very excited to see me (they get excited by seeing any human though)
Today is Saturday so I'm back at the animal shelter, as I get inside I see a 14-15 year old with poop scooper awkwardly cleaning the dogs' play area.
We have never gotten volunteers as young as her, I think I should introduce myself and maybe teach her how to clean properly
Y/n: Well hello there, I'm y/n are you new here?
She turns her head, looks at me with a disgusted look, sighs, and goes back to doing her awkward thing
WHAT A RUDE YOUNG LADY! Hmph!
Y/n: Well if you need anything I'll be in the nursing room
The nursing room is where we keep our sick dogs, it's my job to look after them but I'm no vet though, but I still do my best to ease their pain.
I enter the room and I see my colleague scrolling through Instagram probably waiting for me
Y/n: Good morning John
John: You are late, now quickly wash your hands, put on some gloves and a mask, and hold Cooper down, we need to change his bandages.
Cooper is a 2 year old pup the police rescued, he has an injured leg...I can't believe how someone can be so cruel to such a cute little creature. I hold Cooper down while John cleans his wound and rebandages it. Cooper didn't move much, he is the goodest boy. After his bandages were reapplied, I pet Cooper gently
Y/n: Who is a good boy?
Cooper: Woof!!
Y/n: yes that's right, you are!!
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After we are done checking up on all sick/injured dogs. John and i start talking about random things
John: Btw did you see the new girl in the play area?
Y/n: You mean that very rude teenager who thinks she is very cool for this shelter?
John: Looks like you already know her...
Y/n: Barely...But what about her?
John: Well I heard from someone that she isn't actually a volunteer, she's actually here to serve her sentence of mandatory community service.
Y/n: Wait what? Sentence? is she a criminal or something?
John: Well I heard that she killed someone, you should probably stay-
???: I didn't kill anyone so stop spreading rumors about me like a 12 yo highschool bully, you both are grown-ups for god sake
John: I-I-I have to check up on...bye
He runs out of the room
Y/n: I-I w-was just curious, I wasn't going to spread any fake rumours...and also sorry, it was pretty shit- I mean bad thing to do
???: I'm 15, you can say "shitty" in front of me
Y/n: Oh...so what did you need?
???: The manager asked me to help you with whatever you were doing
Y/n: Oh...well then, we need to go and pick up some supplies for the shelter, why don't you come with me
???: Let's go
I pick up the keys to the owner's truck and we are on the way to pick up the supplies
Y/n: So...what is your name?... I'm Y/n btw
???: Nicole
Y/n: Well nice to meet you Nicole
Nicole: Hmm...
Well, that went better than our first interaction...this is progress...I guess. We sit in silence for 15 more minutes while I drive until Nicole speaks up
Nicole: I didn't kill anyone you know...
Y/n: I'm so sorry if i offended yo-
Nicole: I got community service caz they caught me selling drugs
Y/n: ...And why were you selling drugs? (I say trying to be as careful and gentle as possible)
Nicole: ...I needed money...but it's none of your business
Y/n: Sorry...
The rest of our trip goes by in silence, damn she is rude but she is warming up to me I think. By the time we pick up the supplies and reach back to the shelter, it's time for the lunch break.
I was about to leave to grab a subway sandwich(i love them honestly), and I noticed Nicole sitting on a bench in the waiting area, passing time on her phone. Why isn't she having her lunch? I sit beside her, she glances at me, sighs, and goes back to doing...whatever teenagers do nowadays on their phones
Y/n: So...I see you don't have a lunch box
Nicole: And I see you like to annoy people
Y/n: Yes do I like to annoy people when I see they might go hungry
Nicole: Drop the nice girl act and just tell me, you wanna fuck me, right?
Y/n: Nicole!!!!! (i glare at her), you are 15, I'd never do that to you!!
Nicole: Then what do you want? caz I don't have anything else to offer
As she says this her stomach growls
Y/n: I just want to help you, I don't expect anything from you...and it looks like your stomach is begging for my help
She rolls her eyes. I get up and look at her and smile gently
Y/n: Come on, you like Subway right?
Nicole: It'll do... I guess...
She gets up and we walk side by side to my car. When we reached the store, she ordered the biggest sandwich they had. Damn, she must be very hungry...Though I have a bad feeling... if she doesn't have a lunchbox that probably means that her parents are neglecting her right? Maybe I'm just jumping to false conclusions here but this doesn't sit right with me.
I and Divya always used to make lunchboxes for the twins when they were teens since they hated the food served by the school.
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After having our lunch we get back to the shelter and play with the dogs. And let me tell you, the way she talks with the dog is absolutely the cutest, it's completely opposite to the way she talks normally
And when it's time to leave, we walk together to the exit. But before leaving I stop her
Y/n: Wait, here is my number (i give her a piece of paper with my numbers on it), please save it. And don't hesitate to call me if you need anything or are in any kind of trouble. Even if its the in the middle of the night, don't hesitate ok?
She takes the piece of paper and just says
Nicole: Hmpf... bye
Y/n: Wait! one more thing, I...Um...Do you get anything to eat during your school lunch breaks?
Nicole: I -... That's...None of your business! (She sounds a bit hostile)
I don't know why I'm getting so attached but I do genuinely care about her
Y/n: Well, you are right... And I know that... but I was just worried
Nicole: Well whatever, bye
She turns around and starts walking toward the exit
Y/n: Just text me your school's website and your ID number, and I'll buy one of those monthly lunch subscriptions for you
She stops and listens to me without facing me, and then continues on her way to the door.
She doesn't say anything and just gets on her bicycle. Damn, she cycles to the shelter!? That must be tiring... Maybe I should offer her a lift...I look around the parking lot for Nicole and...she is already gone!? That girl is fast as hell!
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That night when I got home I got a text from an unknown number with a website and a photo of an ID card. It was Nicole. I added her to my contacts and paid for her lunch for a month... I was feeling a bit giddy, I'm just glad I could help her.
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2 months pass and Nicole is warming up to me, even if it's a tiny bit. I still buy or cook lunches for her when we work at the shelter. Everything was going smoothly until one day I receive a call at 11 pm at night.
ring* *ring*
"ughh I hope it's not my boss" I groan
I look at the name and it's Nicole. Worry and anxiety instantly clutch my mind.
Y/n: Hey Nicole, is everything alright? (I say softly)
Nicole: Can you please pick me up?... And can I stay at your house tonight?
She sounds like she has been crying, and her voice cracks a bit too, this only exacerbates my worries
Y/n: Text me your location I'm coming now, and stay on the phone ok? Don't hang up
I drive to the location as fast as I could, I could hear her silent sobs while I was driving. I reach the location and it's a trailer park. It's pretty dark but I can make out a girl sitting on the ground while sobbing a bit, I go near her, and it's Nicole. There are 2 bags on the ground with her
Y/n: Nicole! Are you ok!? Are you injured!?
I help her up and hug her, surprisingly she hugs back.
Nicole: Can we just leave (she whispers softly)
Y/n: Yea sure
She picks up her bag, I help her with the other one. Soon enough we are on our way to my apartment. I ask her again about what happened and she says
Nicole: My piece of shit mom stole the money I saved up and we had a fight about this, she kicked me out when I demanded the money back
She said with teary eyes and anger in her tone
Y/n: Umm... is your mom always like this
Nicole: She was always been a shit mom but for the past few years she has gotten shittier and overall a more abusive person, she got addicted to alcohol... I had to start working part-time to pay the bills but even that wasn't enough, so I had to start selling drugs to get enough money to feed myself...That bitch has the gall to steal MY money to buy booze. I hope she gets a kidney failure or something
Nicole goes on and on about her horrible mother, I also learn from her rant, that, her bio father left her mother when he discovered she was pregnant. Still, that doesn't excuse how that woman treated Nicole.
When we reach my apartment, Nicole flops down on the couch. But Riley and Lucy don't let her rest, she is already getting overwhelmed by their demands for pats
I finally got them to leave her after a while
Nicole: So do you have an extra pillow and a blanket...I'll be out of your hair by tomorrow don't worry
Y/n: Don't you worry about finding a place missy! You can stay here as long as you want, and I really mean that!
I don't know why but my 'motherly feelings' are coming back. But that is appropriate, right? I'm not her mother after all. She smiles at me softly and mutters a "thanks" under her breath
Y/n: Btw, if you want you can sleep on my bed, its big enough to easily fit 2 people, not to mention this couch is really uncomfortable
Nicole gasps dramatically
Nicole: Do you want to take my innocence, alas I don't have a choice but to give up my body to my captor
I chuckle at her small act, she can still lighten up the mood after going through all that
Y/n: Don't be dramatic, we will just sleep in the same bed, nothing more
She smiles and gets up from the couch. "After you" she says and follows me to the small bedroom
And that's how we started living together. While she does act like she doesn't give a fuck about anyone, I know that she does care about me and other people. And I care about her too
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2 years later* Y/n's POV:
Nicole has been living with me for the last 2 years, I basically take care of her now, well as much as I can caz she is a pretty independent girl. But to be honest, I feel like I've got a daughter again, I'm so grateful that she came into my life. Today she just casually dropped a bombshell on me though, her birth mother(who she was living with before) died in a car crash while drunk driving
Y/n: Are you sad?
Nicole: Life is too short to mourn abusive assholes
Y/n: First of LANGUAGE missy, second, I think it's ok if you do want to mourn though
Nicole: Hell no! We are watching a movie instead of doing that
Nicole puts on an action movie, lays down, and puts her head on my lap. I love giving her a lap pillow. I also start lightly massaging her scalp, she likes that a lot, especially during stressful exam periods
Nicole: You know y/n...you can officially adopt me now
Y/n: Oh my goodness, I think you just melted my heart
Nicole: But this doesn't mean I'll start calling you "mom" though
Y/n: Whatever you are comfortable with "daughter"
I chuckle and she smiles at me and then suddenly jumps up and kisses my cheek and gets back down on my lap
Y/n: Aww what was that for?
Nicole: What? Nothing happened.
Y/n: Oh... Playing that game huh...
I smile at her, and she smiles back and looks softly into my eyes. You could tell her gaze was filled with love and affection . God, I love my daughter, I wish I could stay in this moment forever...but I'm sure there will be many more moments like these in our life and family...Nicole, Lucy, and Riley, I'm so grateful for all of them... And just as I think of my puppies, Lucy and Riley jump up on Nicole
Nicole: Oh hey babies...Did you guys just wake up?
She says in a cutesy voice while petting them
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--The end?--
Notes:
A/n - Did you guys like the ending? Looks like y/n has completely moved on from her old family, I'm happy for y/n and Nicole (Lucy and Riley too), But I sometimes wonder what happened to Divya and The twins and that man Thomas, Y/n never told Divya's company what they were doing(caz she wanted Divya to be able to pay for twins' college) so they are not fired from there. But hey if y/n doesn't give a fuck about them, why should I, right?
Sorry if this chapter was a bit long.
Edit - many of you requested an epilogue so here it is:
After y/n left Divya was left to pick up the pieces of her broken family, after mourning and trying to get in contact with y/n for a bit(for 6 months actually) she gave up and tried to get in a relationship with Thomas, but Thomas already had his own family so he refused to leave his own family/wife, so Divya started spiralling down into depression, though she started to get therapy her heartache never really went away, after all the person she loved for last 24 years was just gone in a single day, she started focusing all her time on work since she now also had to pay for 50% of the twins' college fees/loan
The twins on the other hand started resenting their Mama for breaking up their family and blamed her partially for the reason y/n left the twins, we all know that it was actually the twins' own actions that caused y/n to disown/leave them but from their perspective it was their Mama who cheated and it was Mama who "manipulated" them to have a relationship with their bio dad (they weren't actually manipulated, they made their own choices), though, on a happy/bittersweet note, the twins are still very close to each other and were a decent enough support system to each other when their Mom left
oh yeah Thomas Ghosted the twins and Divya to save/work on his own marriage after Divya told Thomas's wife everything
This epilogue isn't fleshed out but it's basically what happened to Divya and the twins, ik ik it doesn't have much drama but this is what happened, I hope you guys liked it, I didn't post the epilogue because y/n for this story had moved on and living happily with her family
OK Not Mine(5) is out, you can read that after this
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Chapter 18: Not Mine (5)
Notes:
Yes ik I ended the story but some of you requested I make one more part, and I did say I will be doing some requests (also no cheating/ntr in this)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Nicole L/n (now 22 yo)
Few years after the end of Not Mine(4)* Nicole's POV:
God just a few days ago I couldn't wait to get out of college but now I miss it so much!!! I went to a good college and got my MBA, honestly, I hated the college but the people there were awesome!
I started my current entry-level job at UTP Industries. It pays like shit and they work me to the bone but if I stay a few years in this field my career prospects look good.
Nicole: And Send.
Nicole: *sigh*
ring* *ring*
I look at the caller's name - Mom. I picked up the call... I told her not to wait up for me
Nicole: Hey Y/n
Y/n: Nicole! It's so late! You-
Nicole: Yes Yes Ik it's late but my manager gave me some extra reports to fill up... I told you not to wait up for me, this will be a normal occurrence now
Y/n: Your boss is a piece of... work. (I smile at her attempt to not curse)
Nicole: *chuckles* Yes I know that. I will be home soon don't worry and go to sleep
Y/n: If you say so... Drive safe!
Nicole: Yes, yes, I'm hanging up now
sigh* "God life is so boring. I wanna have some fun, go somewhere nature-y" I say to myself. I pack my stuff in a hurry and start walking towards the exit. I bump into someone on my way out and fall like a drunkard. GOD SO EMBARRASSING
???1: Hey watch it!
Nicole: Ouch!
???2: Ava don't be so rude
???1: Hmpf
???2: Hey are you alright? Lemme help you up.
Nicole: Thanks
???2: Sorry about my sister
As the nice girl helps me up, I take a good look at her... Damn, she is gorgeous! And in that suit, she looks so delicious Mmmmm I wanna taste her...
Emma (Ava looks just like Emma except she has a resting bitch face)
After standing up I take a look at the person who bumped into me... She looks identical to the person who helped me up, just dressed differently... Damn, these twins are stunning.
Ava: Come on Em it's already so late
Em: Yeah coming! (she looks at me) Sorry I have to go
Before I can utter a word they are already gone... Damn, I wanna ask her... them out... Hey! I'm gonna shoot my shot with both of them, caz then I'll have higher chances of getting laid lol. Though I already have a feeling that this "Ava" girl is gonna flat out reject me... But it still doesn't hurt to try, right?... Well, the next I see them I am gonna definitely gather up some courage.
I get in my car and start driving home. I think about the last time I had sex... It was with my ex-girlfriend, and that was a long time ago... 1.5... no it was 2 years ago. I really need to relieve some stress...
I get home and turn on the living room lights... I see no one on the couch today, so mom is probably in bed now. I change into a comfy set of PJs and head to bed... Yes, we are still in the same 1 BHK apartment.
But it's fine though... Mom already did so much for me - gave me a place to live, a safe home, food, parental love and even paid for my college. I couldn't have asked for a better mother. I just hope she doesn't regret taking me in
I quietly get in bed, trying my best not to wake Mom up (Yes we still sleep in the same bed) and pull up the blanket. Mom shifts and wraps an arm around me. Maybe I wasn't so quiet.
Mom loves to cuddle up while sleeping, but she doesn't do it consciously though, it's more of a subconscious habit I guess. I wonder who she used to cuddle with before I came along... A wife? A child? a close platonic friend? Brother? Sister maybe?... Oh I know she is a lesbian btw but that's all I know about her romantic/married life. I know she was married at one point but what happened to her wife and their married life... God, it must've been very traumatic since she never talks about it... AHHHHH! I have to sleep I totally forgot!
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Emma's POV:
Emma: OMG did you see that girl? She was so hot and her eyes were just-
Ava: I wanna fuck that bitch
Emma: AVA!! That's so mean! Don't objectify someone like that
She just shrugs and continues to scroll on her phone. I start my car and drive us home. Not our family home, we moved out of there years ago.
Our "new" house is a rather cozy, semi-luxurious three-bedroom apartment. As soon as we arrive and I unlock the door, Ava starts to head to my room.
Emma: Nuh-uh you are not sleeping in my room again
Ava: *long dramatic sigh* But your room is so clean and smells so nice
Emma: Start cleaning your own room, don't you know "sloth" is a deadly sin
Ava: Don't give me that mystical bullshit... Btw there is an office party next week, right?
Emma: Yes! Are you coming?
Ava: Will there be booze?
Emma: Yes...
Ava: *smirking* Then yes
Emma: God when will you grow up and be a bit more responsible
I smack her head with a pillow.
Ava: Hey wtf!
Emma: *smiling* That was for not cleaning your room!
Next week* Nicole's POV:
Ughhh this "party" is so boring but its also a great chance to network with higher-ups... But I feel like I've already met everyone important. I take a last look around the hall and see 2 sexy ladies I saw earlier
They must work here. There is no way this is a coincidence. "Here goes nothing" I say and chug my flute of champagne. In my drunken stupor, I walk towards the 2 hotties confidently
Nicole: Hey! Remember me? I'm Nicole
As I say this I realize I don't know which one is Ava and which one is "Em"
???: Ofcourse! I'm Emma btw
she shakes my hand and Ava rolls her eyes
Emma: So which department do you work in?
Nicole: Finance though I'm still relatively new here
Emma: Oh that's nice, my sister and I work as-
Ava: Ugh what do you want, just get straight to the point
Emma: Ava-
Nicole: I wanted to ask you guys out... on a date
Emma looks at me like she just saw a ghost. Fuck! I messed up, didn't I? I was supposed to ask them out separately... Not to mention I didn't even introduce myself properly!
Emma: You mean both of us?... together?
I nod... Why the fuck did I nod? Nicole you stupid dumbass, why am I panicking so much?
Ava: Ahahahahha... Holy shit! You have guts I'll give you that...
I notice that Emma had started to blush... Does she like fumbling idiots like me?
Ava: You are incredibly stupid... Hell, why not? It's a yes from me
Ava looks at her sister who is as surprised as me. I never expected Ava to say yes. Emma's face is very red, she looks at both of us before saying
Emma: ...Yes
WTF! This is not what I had planned! I had planned on getting rejected by one and dating or hooking up with the other
Ava: You look awfully nervous
She comes close to me and whispers near my ear
Ava: I do very well hope you are ready for a threesome... for some people the pressure could be...crushing
She smirks and backs away
Emma: Ava don't scare her! Here take my card and text me whenever you want-
Ava: I wanna take her for a test drive
Emma: AVA! Do not objectify her like that!
Ava ignores her sister's comments
Ava: What do you say, Nicole, do you think you can handle us?
I gulp and almost whisper
Nicole: Yes I definitely can
God, I'm scared! I haven't had a relationship in 2 years and now I'm suddenly dating 2 cute/hot girls, and sex, how will that even work? I have never been in a threesome ever before
Ava: Come on then shorty.
Emma: Seriously now!?
Ava: You can stay here if you want. I will give her to you once I'm done
Emma scrunches her nose and walks beside me as the 3 of us head towards the exit.
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(pretend this is a threesome smut)
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6 months later* Y/n's POV
Nicole: Y/n, turn off the TV I wanna tell you something important
Y/n: Just a minute, I love this freaking show
She turns off the TV and I face her.
Y/n: What-
Nicole: I want you to meet my girlfriends
Y/n: You mean those twins right? You guys are still dating? I am surprised that your girlfriends are not eaten away by jealousy
Nicole: Jeez Y/n... Have a lil faith in your daughter
Y/n: I have lots of faith in your dear, just not that much in your girlfriends
Nicole: Well I hope that changes this Saturday! They will be here by 6pm
Y/n: I can't wait to meet them!
I smile and give her a kiss on the cheek, she blushes a lot whenever I do that but never complains... so sweet
Y/n: Btw have your girlfriends met Lucy and Riley?
Nicole: Yes, sometimes we walk them together, the puppies have already taken a liking to them
Y/n: Good, if Lucy and Riley are ok with them then they probably are nice people
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Saturday* Y/n's POV:
I made a burrito bowl for dinner today. Nicole will arrive shortly with her girlfriends. I know it's strange, but I haven't actually gotten Nicole to tell me their names. She always referred to them as her "girlfriends," so I didn't want to pry.
I should go and change now, they will be here any moment. I go to the bedroom and lock the door and change. I hear the front door opening. It must be Nicole, she has an extra key to the apartment. I hear some more shuffling and giggling.
After putting on a nice casual dress I go to the living room
Y/n: Hi! I'm Y/n Nicole's mother
The girls look at me like they have seen a zombie. The expression is mirrored on my face
Emma: Mom!?
What the Fuck is going on in this world!
I turn around go the bedroom and lock the door behind me. Tears well up in my eyes. Shit! I am feeling anger and sadness at the same time. Its the same feelings like 7 years ago. I wipe my eyes with my hands and start taking in deep breaths
30 mins later*
I get out of the bedroom. Ava and Emma are still on sofa. The atmosphere in the room looks so depressing, I'm guessing the twins told Nicole about the past. Nicole is petting Lucy absentmindedly while Ava is doing the same to Riely. Aww my puppies are so good at comforting people
Y/n: *Ahem*
The 3 girls look up at me. The twins have a tiny glimmer of hope in their eyes while Nicole's has guilt
Nicole: Mom I swear if I would've known the history between you guys-
Y/n: It's okay Nicole, besides it's my fault for never telling you
Nicole gets up and wraps me in a big hug, and stress and other negative feelings started to gradually leave my mind.
God I love this kid
Y/n: Thanks...
Then Ava starts speaking. I could see dried tears on her face. I'm having mixed feelings about this to be honest, on one hand, I wanna comfort the twins but on the other, I wanna yell at them... I want them to feel my hurt and pain... I'm such a fucked up mother
Ava: Mom I--We just wanted you to know just how sorry we are. We were dumb, stupid, selfish, tactless teenagers... Please mom believe us when we say we felt horrible when you left, Mama just moped around-
Y/n: Please never speak of that woman in front of me, even if she dies I don't wanna hear it!
Ava: Sorry... In short, everything went to shit... We missed you so much. We prayed with all our hearts that you would be there by some miracle when we graduated, but that didn't happen... Emma cried the whole week during that time
Ava says taking Emma's hand in hers
Ava: Please mom will you forgive us?
I look at Emma she was teary-eyed and her cheeks were red
Y/n: ...I will think about it
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There is an uncomfortable silence now. I should say something
Y/n: Are you guys staying for dinner?
I mean all the food I made will go to waste otherwise
Emma: Only if you want us to
Y/n: Ofcourse I want you to stay
Emma gives me a tiny smile. This girl is still so adorable
Y/n: Come on
I smile back and this visibly relaxes her
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There is again a silence while having dinner until Nicole breaks it
Nicole: Sooooo... Do you want me to continue dating Ava and Emma
I think for a moment
Y/n: All three of you are adults and more than capable to decide who you want to date
Nicole: Mom don't give me that diplomatic answer, do you approve or not!?
I fold my arms and take a long look at the twins, who become very tense in my gaze.
Y/n: ...Idk you will have to give me time... This is too big of a mess for me and I need to sort out my emotions
Y/n: And you guys
I point to the twins
Y/n: you can take my number from Nicole and call me on weekends...I'm willing to mend our bridges if you want to...
A bright smile replaces their worried expressions
Emma: We won't ever disappoint you again
Y/n: And one more thing... I felt very guilty taking half of your college fund, it was honestly very wrong and petty... how did you guys manage to get money for fees?
Ava: Don't worry about it mom, we took out a loan and paid it off years ago
Y/n: Oh... I'll start slowly putting money in your account to pay the amount that I took
Ava: Mom don't worry about it... it wasn't us who paid it off
Y/n: Oh...
It was probably Divya who paid it off
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The dinner went as smoothly as it could go after that, there was still some awkwardness and tension in the air. Finally, it was time for them to leave
Ava: So... Um...
Ava opens her arms slightly as if asking if it was ok to hug.
And before I knew it I had already wrapped my arms around my... daughter
Ava: God I missed this so much
Y/n: Me too...
I went up to hug Emma next and she squeezed me so freaking tight, when did she get so strong?
Emma: I don't care what some piece of paper says, you will always be our mother
Y/n: Emma... you are squeezing me too hard
She lets go immediately
Emma: Fuck!... sorry
We said our goodbyes and parted ways... I was hoping the twins will call me every weekend
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2 years later* Y/n's POV:
All 3 of my daughters are sitting on the sofa, opposite to me. Around 6 months ago Nicole moved out to live with the twins.
The house is so quiet now that she isn't here, But Lucy and Riley are here to give this old woman some company, not to mention Ava and Emma call me at least once a week. I honestly like that, it feels good to have my daughters back in my life
Nicole: So...Mom...there is something we want to tell you
I smile
Y/n: Are you guys getting married?
Nicole: No No, not that
I pout
Y/n: Then what happened?
Then suddenly Ava blurts out
Ava: I'm pregnant!
Emma smiles as does Nicole
Y/n: Wait a min... how? I didn't know you guys were trying IVF.
Nicole: It's not IVF mom, I got her pregnant
Y/n: How...?
Nicole: What do you mean how?
Y/n: Arent you a girl? How can you get her pregnant?
Ava and Emma now started laughing loudly while Nicole turned red and annoyed
Nicole: Mom I'm a FUTANARI like you!!!!!!!!!!
Y/n: What!?
Nicole: How did you not know this!!??
Y/n: I mean I can't exactly pull your pants down and see you know...
Nicole: Still the bulge is obvious! That's how I knew you were a futa too!
Y/n: I mean looking at my daughter's crotch is veryyyy inappropriate
Nicole: You don't need to stare at it! I'm sure you must've mistakenly glanced down there once in a- Ahhh forget it
Ava & Emma: AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAA
They were still having a laughing fit. How did I not know she was a futa though... like me. I'm guessing they will never let me forget this embarrassing moment
I smile at Ava. I can't believe I'm gonna be a grandma... It makes me sound so old lol
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--The end(for real this time)--
Notes:
I was very tired while writing this so I apologize if this chapter came out boring/bland. My college is gonna start soon and with more intensity this time, so expect irregular updates till the end of December
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Chapter 19: Paint my walls red(1)
Notes:
Warning: This story might contain detailed descriptions of self-harm and gore (I will put a warning before the gore scene starts and after it ends, so you guys can skip it if you want)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Hi hi! I'm Y/n L/n, I'm your typical IT gal by day and sex demon by night...Ok just kidding about that demon part, though I'm a very sexually active person, just like my wife Catalina, who also happens to be a doctor
(Catalina Gutierrez)
Isn't she beautiful? That was a rhetorical question, ofcourse she is the most beautiful/sexiest/hottest/cutest person in the world! ... Well looks aside she has also a caring personality. She is sassy,kind,caring and speaks very quickly, which is soooo cute...Ok ok, I'll stop with all the praise...for now. Cat(that is the nickname I gave her) and I met in high school, we just clicked and became best friends so quickly, half of the school had a crush on her because of her charm, yet she hung out with me! I was so happy with my beautiful best friend
But I always wanted more, yet I was too afraid to confess, tbh I think I was too scared of the possibility of her rejecting me...And I wasted my chance to have a lovely gf, both of us got into different colleges and stopped hanging out together, I missed her so much. We still texted each other, but that is not the same.
I always wished I would get another opportunity to confess to her, I definitely would not let it go to waste! And after graduating from college 4 years later, it turned out both of us got jobs in the same city!! Looks like even mother nature wants me to confess to her! We started hanging out again and one fine weekend I confessed! And as you can guess SHE SAID YES! Her exact words were "I wish you would have done this sooner" and then she kissed me on my lips! What a time to be alive!
After 6 months of dating, we decided to move in together to save on rent, her lively nature always brings a smile to my face. Not to mention the sex, it was so fucking good, it was filled with passion and so so much love. It's not like I'm a virgin or anything, I've had a few flings in college but they weren't so passionate and love-filled. Sex is 10x better when it's with someone you love!
Well, anyways we decided to get married after only 1 year of dating (6 months after we started living together). I know I know that's too quick but I just can't wait and neither do I want to miss an opportunity again, and she said yes too when I proposed so it's all good in the end. We had a small wedding with our close friends and family. And on the night after we got tied the knot
Cat: So Y/n do you want me to be rough or gentle on this special occasion
Y/n: Be as rough as you want my kitten
I giggle at her nickname. She hates being called "kitten" in public but loves it when I call her that in private
Cat: Looks like you want some kitten bites!
After she says that in a cute voice, she starts sucking on my neck, leaving her mark on every spot her lips touch. I love getting hickeys, it's like I'm getting marked by her, it makes me feel like I belong to her
After leaving her marks all over my shoulder and neck she gets off the bed and strips down to her lingerie, it's black semi-transparent lingerie. She looks sexy as fuck in the dim lighting of the room
Cat: Now everyone will know who you belong to
Y/n: You look so sexy kitten
I'm mesmerized by her sexy body. My eyes wander all over her body and every curve until they stop at her breasts. They aren't big but they sure as hell are beautiful.
Cat: Do you like them?
Y/n: I love them
Cat: They will soon be yours (she gives me a sly smile)
She cups her breasts and gets on the bed again. I raise my head up and kiss her, her lips part, and allow my tongue to enter her mouth, I can taste her mouth using my tongue. Her tongue enters my mouth too, we start exchanging saliva. My hand gropes her breast while we kiss with intense passion, my whole body starts to heat up and I start yearning for her touch. After what feels like an eternity she finally lifts up my white wedding dress and looks at my white panties and smiles up at me.
Y/n: Wait lemme remove my dress-
(Your wedding dress)
Cat: Nuh uh, you look like an angel in this dress, and I very much intend to taint this angel's "purity"
I giggle at her remark, god she can make me smile whenever she wants. She pulls my panties to the side and starts to pleasure my clit with her tongue. The feeling of her warm, moist tongue brings me to orgasm very quickly
Cat: Ah! So quick! Looks like I need to punish you for cumming without my permission
Y/n: Punish me Cat (I say sounding desperate)
Cat: "Cat"? Call me 'mistress', and for today you are my slave, that ok?
I nod, she smiles and flips me around, now I'm on my fours.
Cat: Come on, raise your ass up my slave (she says in a commanding tone)
I do as she commands and raise my as in the air, giving her full access to do whatever she wants. She flips my skirt up and removes my white panties. After removing my panties, she takes in the sight of her now wife/slave's ass.
Cat: Beautiful my slave.
After saying this she raises her hand and...
Smack*
Y/n: Mmm!!!
Cat: Thank your mistress after each smack, slave
She slaps my ass again *smack*
Y/n: Ooo! Thank you, mistress!
After a bit more spanking she stopped and admired her handy-work
Cat: Beautiful and red
She gives one final smack before coming near my face. She holds my chin and looks deep into my eyes
Y/n: I hope you're satisfied mistress
Cat: Oh no, we were just getting started
She kissed me with passion again and flips me gently so that I'm lying on my back now, she puts her legs on both sides of my head and starts riding my face, I start to pleasure her clit using my mouth. Cat grabs my head using my hair and pushes my face onto her pussy, her aggressive and dominating nature is soooo hot!
I do my best to pleasure her and she too gets very aroused calling me her sex slave. She tells me how she owns me now and how she'll turn my mind to mush by fucking me day and night like in those hentai animes. I honestly enjoy being called "property/slave" by my girlfri- I mean wife, she definitely gets a 10/10 on dirty talking.
After she orgasms on my face, I lick her pussy juices clean, and she falls down to my side in bed. My wife looks into my eyes and says,
Cat: Good work slave (she gives me a peck on my lips), I'll be sure to reward you on our honeymoon.
Y/n: I love you mistress
Cat: I love you too!
Her gaze turns soft and her eyes fill with admiration and love. We are too tired after the wedding and our love-making session so we decide to turn in for the night. Ofcourse she has her arms AND legs wrapped around me, cuddling me when we go to sleep. I enjoy being the little spoon...but anyone would've probably guessed that. I'm so ready for our new life
One more thing that I forgot to tell about Cat is that she speaks very quickly... like if you aren't 100% attentive to what she is saying, you won't be able to understand her at all. I personally find this quirk very cute and she does try to slow down when speaking to strangers but when she is too excited or nervous she will forget to slow down and it starts sounding like she is rambling to people who aren't used to her speed
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4 years later* Y/n's POV:
Our lives are going pretty well for the past few years. We had very few fights, infact we were the couple everyone was jealous of in our friend circle. Yes we had that good of a relationship.
A few weeks ago Cat started to go to pubs with her colleagues after work, I didn't think of it much, after all we all need to relive some stress from time to time. But what has me feeling a bit worried is that she is coming home pretty late. I don't mean to sound insecure or anything, I want my wife to hangout with friends and have a healthy social life but this change recently has gotten me worried...
2 days later* Y/n's POV:
I am feeling very sick today so I had to leave work very very early. I think I caught a cold. As I enter my house I hear faint noises coming from our bedroom, I can't make out what they are caz of my fucking headache. I open my bedroom door and look at the scene in front of me, there's a woman in a doggy style position getting fucked by a black man who is also pulling her hair
Woman: AHH-
The woman stops her moaning suddenly as she looks at me. It took me a while to realize that the woman getting fucked was my wife. I froze up and was shocked at the scene before me. The black man started to get dressed quickly as my wife panicked
Cat: Baby this isn't what it looks like
Cat: I swear this was just a mistake
I was too shocked and frozen to reply to anything...my mind just couldn't form words. Catalina came to me finally fully dresses while the guy left the apartment
Cat: Y/n please say something...
My brain finally processed everything that happened and only one word
Y/n: Why...?
She didn't answer that and instead just sobbed and hugged me. I felt a repulsion brewing within me when she wrapped her arms. I pushed her away and yelled
Y/n: YOU FUC- *cough* *cough*
My sore throat definitely did not like me yelling. Catalina being a doc got concerned and checked my temperature, I slapped her hand away when she did that.
Cat: Y/n, please just let me check on you, I'm getting worried
I shook my head and just headed to the living room sofa. I laid down on it, I had no energy to argue or fight. Maybe it was the emotional trauma of my wife breaking my heart or maybe it was my cold but I quickly fell asleep on the uncomfortable sofa.
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I woke up a few hours later, I was covered by a blanket and there was a pillow under my head(which I don't think was there when I fell asleep). I saw a note on the center table, along with 2 pill strips and a bottle of cough syrup. The note was by my wife it said "Take one pill from each strip and 2 spoons of cough syrup". I did what it told, my wife might be a cheating slut but she is a good doctor. She took care of me when I had gotten sick and I always got better with her treatment/care
As I finished taking the cough syrup, I heard the bedroom door opening, Cat came out of the bedroom and walked near me when she saw I was awake.
Cat: Y/n! How are you feeling? ... you shouldn't get up, you have a fever...
I ignored her and walked to our bedroom, I started searching our bedroom and bathroom, who knows, she might've been fucking other men while I was asleep
Cat: Y/n... There is no one here... I-I'm so sorry for what I did, I hurt you so badly... We can talk about this all you want when you get better ok?... Come let's have dinner, I've made you your favourite dish.
We ate dinner in silence. One could probably see the tension in the air. Cat broke the silence
Cat: So, how is food?
I ignored her and continued to eat, she got sad and didn't try to make another attempt at small talk...After we finished dinner, I went to the sofa and lay down...Today has been a shitty day, I loved her so much why did she have to do that!? Tears streamed down my face as I started crying. What did I do wrong? Was it my fault? Did I not give her enough attention? 100s of questions started going through my mind until Cat crouched down in front of me, I stared into her eyes, they held pain but it wasn't enough I want her to feel my pain, my hurt!
Cat; You don't need-
Y/n: Go away (i hissed)
...I wish I could just disappear...
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I woke up the next day feeling pretty good, my headache and throat ache were gone. I got out of the sofa and smelled something being cooked
Cat: Good morning baby
I looked at my wife making some omelettes. She was wearing a very sexy dress, she looked as beautiful as the day I married her.
Cat: Breakfast will be ready shortly, please brush your teeth
She was acting like nothing was wrong. I brushed and ate breakfast in silence again. She checked my temperature and it came back normal.
Cat: I guess we should talk...I'm so sorry y/n, I swear what happened yesterday will never happen again! It was just a fling, I wasn't thinking, he just flirted with me at the bar, and I don't know how everything led to us in bed, It was just a single mistake. I will definitely make it up to you, I'll do whatever you want, whichever sexual act you want me to perform I'll do it. Just don't leave me y/n, I'll make up for today for the rest of our lives, please y/n
She started crying midway through her ramble. But Since I've been with her for a long I could understand her fast-paced panic talk/apology
Y/n: Give me your phone
Cat: Y/n- I
Y/n: YOUR. PHONE. NOW
She gave me her phone. I went through the chat logs most of them were normal except for one, I saw a chat with the pic of a black guy in it. I opened the chats and saw many nudes being exchanged as well as a lot of sexual texts and flirting, all of these dated back 2 months. I also checked if she was cheating on me with someone else too, but I couldn't find any more suspicious texts
Y/n: You said this was only a fling!
Cat: I- Y/n listen... I just didn't want to break your heart. I will do everything to earn your forgiveness. Baby, I swear all that was just about sex, absolutely nothing else happened. I still love you, baby, I will always only love you. Just give me a second chance and I'll remain loyal to you. Just don't make any hasty decisions and give up on all of this
Y/n: STOP! Just fucking stop you cheating whore
Cat: Y/n idk... how to make you believe me (she started sobbing loudly)
I just want to... die. But why should I alone suffer for her decisions
I grabbed her arm roughly and dragged her to our bedroom
Cat: Y/n...What are you doing?
Y/n: You said you'd do anything (i said as I took out ropes from the cupboard)
Y/n: So I'm gonna tie you up... and punish you
Her eyes started to shine like diamonds with hope in them. She thought that all that she had done would finally be forgiven. But I had some other plans, I was too heartbroken, I felt too betrayed, she was a cheater and had the gall to lie that it was a one-time fling. I'm gonna traumatize this bitch as she did to me
As I was finished tying her up she looked at me with curious eyes, I walked near our bed and pulled out a pump action shotgun from under it. I keep it for home defence. I checked to see if it had a round in the chamber, it didn't.
I walked near my wife with the shotgun. She went from hopeful to dread pretty quickly. Cat wasn't crying but she had the fear of god in her eyes
Cat: Babe, we can talk about this, just put the gun down, dear.
I smiled and came near her. Our foreheads touched. I could feel her shaky breath on my lips and face. Her eyes turned watery as she realized she was gonna die today. Her life as she knew it would end just because she wanted to have some big dick.
'was it all worth it?' Catalina thought
Y/n: Any last words kitten?
Cat: Baby don't! I love you and we can get through this. I know we can, please just put the gun down
I pressed the barrel against her toned stomach.
Y/n: Bye-bye kitten, I'll meet you in hell
A single tear made its way down her cheek and I pressed the trigger
click*
Cat opened her eyes after she heard the click and realized she wasn't dead.
Y/n: (I whispered) I could never kill you, I still love you so much kitten
I pointed the gun at the floor. Our foreheads were still touching
Cat: I love you so much y/n, now untie me and we'll talk about everything or we can make some love
Y/n: I could never kill you...But I never said I couldn't traumatize you
I loaded the shotgun and checked for the round in the chamber. It was there now. I grabbed another chair and sat down. I called 911 on my phone and put it on speaker
911 operator: 911 what's your emergency
Y/n: I'm gonna kill myself, can you come and pick up my body and my wife
Cat: Y/n! NO! Please you don't need to do that! Y/n please calm down I know you are hurt and-
911 operator: Mam Stay on the line, please
Y/n: I live in...
I gave her my address while Cat was pleading/yelling for me to calm down. I put the barrel of the gun in my mouth and looked into her eyes. She was afraid and shocked.
Cat: Y/n please NO NO, I promise things will get better y/n, please don't give up-
While looking into her beautiful eyes for the final time I pulled the trigger
Bang*
Notes:
Well that was a dark ending, but wait the story is not over yet, Catalina is still alive, what will she do? will she move on? Will she now marry the affair partner? Or will she have a complete mental breakdown in the aftermath
Chapter 20: Paint my walls red(2)
Chapter Text
While looking into her beautiful eyes for the final time I pulled the trigger
Bang*
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Warning: Gore ahead
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3rd person POV:
Catalina watched her wife look into her eyes one moment, they were filled with love, sadness, disappointment, anger and all the other negative emotions and the next moment her wife was dead. What's worse is that the shotgun didn't make a clean hole through her brain instead it blew everything above her upper lip and teeth.
Catalina: NO NO NO, Y/n please wake up, Y/n, baby, please!!
Catalina cried but she could do nothing except look at her wife's limp body which was now missing half her head. Blood spilled down from her wife's now exposed arteries and pooled around her chair and stained Y/n's clothes red. Catalina struggled against the restraints that Y/n tied around her. But her struggles would be futile. Catalina screamed once again
Catalina: PLEASE, I NEED A AMBULANCE NOW!!!
911 operator: Mam please calm down, help is on the way!
Catalina screamed at the phone while the 911 operator was still on the call. Being a doctor, she knew in the back of her mind that there was no miracle that could save her wife's life now. But Catalina was in denial, she couldn't yet believe that her lovely wife, who she had just kissed this morning was dead
Catalina: Y/n... please wake up... please Y/n, I'll never betray you again (she rambled while sobbing)
It broke the operator's heart hearing Catalina cry, she rambled and sobbed while pleading to her dead wife to wake up.
The police finally came 2 minutes later. It was an Old policeman with a younger policewoman who looked like she had just finished high school. The old guy broke down the door and entered the room. The first thing he saw when he entered the bedroom was the big red spot of blood on the wall, it looked like someone had tried to paint the wall red by throwing a bucket of paint at it. His eyes then immediately went to Y/n, he had seen many suicides during his time on duty, but something like this... he had never even heard of someone making their spouse watch them commit suicide.
His rookie partner instantly became sick after seeing a dead woman's body missing half her head. The old policeman untied Catalina, and she instantly leapt to Y/n's leg and begged for her wife to wake up while apologizing, it all sound like an incoherent ramble to the police officers since she was speaking so fast.
(Gore ended)
The old guy gestured to his younger colleague to take Catalina outside. The policewoman gently pulled Catalina away from her wife's body while trying not to look at the dead woman.
Catalina's POV:
Cat: Y/n... I want to hug her again... I just want to wake up from this nightmare, please I can't take this anymore.
Policewoman: Shhh it's okay... everything will be alright
The policewoman rubs my shoulder. I break down and start sobbing in her arms again. She hugs me... but I wish it was y/n who was hugging me right now. What will do now? My life is over... I noticed the neighbours watching from their windows...
I wish I never met that guy, I wish I could go back in time and refuse the temptation, my y/n, my wife would be alive right now if I just would've used my mind to think instead of my crotch. That dammed bar, that dammed night, fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!
I didn't notice the ambulance arrive while I was crying in the policewoman's arms. 2 paramedics appeared out of my house pushing a gurney with a black body bag on top. I started to go to them but was stopped by the policewoman holding me. She shook her head and just said "no". I just want to see my baby's smile one more time. I wished for a miracle or all of this to be a bad dream... but no miracle ever came nor did I wake up from this nightmare...
Moments after Y/n's death* Y/n's POV:
Huh????? ... I clearly heard a loud bang, how did I survive? I opened my eyes again, I didn't realize I was squeezing them shut. I saw Cat crying in front of me, still tied up. She was screaming for me to wake up. Hurt was pretty evident in her eyes
Y/n: Cat... I'm awake!
Cat didn't reply, instead, she continued calling my name and pleading for me to wake up. She cried hysterically while apologizing and promising never to betray me again. I tried to say I'm awake but she didn't respond to my words
I finally go up from my chair and moved my hands forward to hold her face to make her look at me... But I couldn't, my hand literally went through her face like it was a hologram or something... Ummm WTF!!! I looked back slowly and saw a woman's dead body, dread filled my eyes when I realized it was my body... Ok hellllll nooooo! I thought there would be a void or something when I die, wtf is this, I... I am a fucking ghost! Fuck my life!
My wife was restrained in front of me while I watched her cry, and when the police arrived two minutes later to release her, it confirmed my suspicions that I was a ghost. I was still furious at her infidelity... "Serves her right," I thought, but those words rang hollow. I don't want her to be so depressed; watching her suffer began to hurt me as well. Was my choice the correct choice? I started questioning myself
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I saw my wife mourn and sob over the next several days. Occasionally, her sobs were so loud that neighbours came to check on her. But my wife wasn't the only one grieving; I was also moved to tears by how broken and miserable she was. I wished I could comfort her and hug her, I want to stroke her hair and calm her down. I want to tell her that everything will be alright, but I am unable to touch her and neither can she see or hear me. ... This is just overall horrible
To make my misery worse, I discovered I can't get out of the house like there was this... invisible barrier around it which I couldn't cross. I couldn't even take a walk in the park to clear my mind... UGHHH whoever put that thing there is going to have their ears chewed up, no matter if they are a god or a supernatural being
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A few days later, the funeral came and my wife was dressed in a black formal dress, even though she was extra depressed today she looked pretty. I miss looking in those dark sexy and cute eyes, I miss seeing her laugh, I miss her silly jokes... Damn it! I wish I could go back in time
After she came home from the, she looked exhausted, her eyes were red, I could again do nothing but watch, I hate being like this, all of this is making me feel helpless. I watch as my wife starts tearing up again... I wanna take her pain away... I watch as she starts going to our bedroom upstairs, she hasn't been here since 'that' day, there are still red stains on the wall. Cat avoids looking at them and just proceeds to the cupboards, she starts looking for something... After 5 mins of searching she finally finds it... it's our photo album, it doesn't just have photos of our life as a married couple, it also contains our photos together in high school
Cat turns off the light in our bedroom and took the photo album to the living room. She lays down on the sofa and starts flipping through the album, she occasionally has a small smile... I too started smiling looking at the old pictures in the album, many were of our time in school, and one pic, in particular, caught her eye. She removed the pic from our album and started smiling while looking at it. It was a pic of our prom night, I obviously didn't have a date that night since I was crushing on Cat but to my surprise she too rejected all the people who asked her out to prom. Finally one day she asked me to go to prom with her, she had said "since we both don't have dates and since we are both bestfriends why don't we go together?" ...Idk if she meant it to sound platonic or romantic but I agreed. I remember being very giddy after one particular conversation that night
flashback*
Cat and I are exhausted from dancing and just sat down for a breather
Cat: You know, we are probably gonna move to different cities for college...
I grimaced at the thought. I don't want to think about the sad boring future... I wanna enjoy today with my best friend and just forget about being separated
Y/n: I know... I'm gonna miss you very much
Cat: Aww...Me to Y/n, me too
There was now a gloomy atmosphere lingering in the air between us, Cat sensed this and changed the topic
Cat: Did you know Sarah broke up with Thomas?
Y/n: What!? When? why? They looked so perfect together, I definitely thought they were gonna get married
Thomas was our school's star ice hockey player and Sarah was a super bubbly nerd that everyone loved, she also helped in maintaining our school's tiny greenhouse. Both of them were the dream couple everyone was envious of
Cat: Thomas was being too controlling and Sarah couldn't take it anymore
Y/n: Damn that's sad...
Cat: Hmm...You never know what may happen in life... You know this reminds me
Y/n: yes?
Cat: If 10 years from now we are both single and don't have any crushes how about we get married?
My eyes widen and I grin from ear to ear. Marrying Cat would be like a dream come true
Y/n: Yes!
Cat: You seem too excited by the prospect
Y/n: It would be like a-
As I was about to "dream come true", we were interrupted by a drunk friend
Drunk friend: Come don't just sit there, come dance with me y/n and Catalina
Flashback end*
Obviously, neither of us had the patience to wait 10 years, as is apparent... If you are wondering what happened to Sarah and Thomas, Thomas after being dumped by Sarah finally got his head straight, after a lot of pleading and begging he and Sarah got back together. I don't know if they are still together...
Catalina started sobbing silently and laid down on the floor next to the sofa, when is this going to end? It hurts so much, I can't even imagine what Cat must be going through
I think... No, I have realized what I did to Catalina, the person whom I swore to cherish and love was horrible, it was emotional abuse. How could I do something like that to someone I promised to love uncondinally and for eternity... I feel disgusted with myself... I was too emotional and angry at the time, I should've just calmed down and listened to her, fuck me! I deserve to be in hell! I started bawling... This is starting to become a routine... everyday i wake up, see Cat depressed and/or crying, and then I start crying and hurting too... I wonder if this will ever end
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22 days after Y/n's death* Y/n's POV:
I was lying on the sofa watching Netflix...Oh yeah did I forget to tell you? I actually discovered i can pick up light objects but only when there is no one at home, (yes I know it's weird as fuck being a ghost), today Cat suddenly went outside, this is unusual from her normal routine.
All of a sudden the front door opened and in came Cat...and a guy, they were giving each other heated kisses. This wasn't the same black guy I found that night, he was white and a bit shorter than Cat. They were still in a heated kiss. It broke my heart all over again, my anger started to reappear...
I stormed off to our bedroom, I sat on our bed, I stared blankly at the big red stain on the wall that I made, I wasn't thinking about anything, in particular, I was just trying to ready myself for the noises that they were about to make, I was also preparing my mind to tune them out as much as I can... But deep down I asked myself, did I even have a right to be angry anymore, I "left" Cat, she is lonely, her wife(me) hurt her in such a horrible way, and she doesn't owe me anything... But still, it hasn't even been one month since I died... I started to get angry again... Fuck!!!
Next, I heard "NO! GO AWAY!"... That was definitely Cat's voice!!! As I ran downstairs, my worry quickly replaced my anger. I saw Cat on the sofa and the guy backing away from her with his hands raised in the air, the guy was scared like a rabbit. When Cat motioned "no" with her head shake, the man fled the house in fear and panic.
Curling up in a foetal position, Catalina felt her wedding and engagement rings with her other hand while repeatedly whispering "sorry."... I am not gonna lie and say it didn't feel good when Cat kicked that man off but it seeing her in this state also made me gloomy... If there is a god then I pray that he helps both of us in this miserable situation
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I stayed with Cat, sitting against the sofa while she repeatedly apologized to the symbols of our marriage and love, I looked at my own wedding band, even though I'm a ghost it's still there... I guess it'll be there for eternity. I too whispered a "sorry" to my ring too
15 minutes later Cat suddenly got up and ran to our room again, I followed her, she went to our bedroom again, she removed a box from the top of our cupboards... She opened the box... My eyes went wide when I saw a handgun in it!!! When did she get a gun!? we only had one shotgun in our home. Cat started to put bullets in the gun, NO FUCK, I have to stop her! I know I'm a hypocrite but we can reflect on that later... I ran near her and went to grab the gun... My hand just went through it, Fuckkk!!! I tried to pick up a charger nearby and throw it at her but that too didn't work, she finished loading up the magazine, Cat loaded the gun and put it against her temple
I can't watch, yes I'm a horrible hypocrite who made her wife watch her die but can't see her wife doing the same...I turned my back to her and squeezed my eyes shut and covered my ears
bang*
I crouched down on the ground, holding my head... My wife just died...NOO!!! FUCK WHY! SHE DESERVES A HAPPY LIFE, She only committed one mistake, I can't take it! I...I...
I start to hyperventilate when I suddenly feel a hand on my shoulder
Cat: Y/n...Is that you?
Chapter 21: Paint my walls red(3)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
I crouched down on the ground, holding my head... My wife just died...NOO!!! FUCK WHY! SHE DESERVES A HAPPY LIFE, She only committed one mistake, I can't take it! I...I...
I start to hyperventilate when I suddenly feel a hand on my shoulder
Cat: Y/n...Is that you?
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Cat's POV:
Y/n jumps up and hugs me tightly. I wrap my arms around her too, I don't know what's happening but I've got my wife back! I can't believe this is real, Oh God thank you!
Y/n: I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry
She whispers again and again. Why is she sorry? It was all my fault!
Cat: Shhhh... Its ok darling
I gaze into her stunning eyes, which were red from crying. That loving look she gives was greatly missed by me. After I gently rub her back, she begins to relax.
Y/n: Can we move to the living room?
Cat: Huh? why?
Y/n was avoiding looking behind me. I look behind me and saw a body...more specifically my dead body! WTF! How-... Wait now is not the time, this must be hurting Y/n, both of us quickly move to the living room. When we reach there Y/n holds my hands in hers and interlocks our fingers.
Y/n: I am so so sorry Cat, will you forgive me?
Cat: You did nothing wrong, my love, there is nothing for me to forgive
Y/n: No No, What I did was emotional abuse! Killing myself like that... In front of you, It was so wrong! ... I caused you so much trauma and hurt!
Cat: It was my fault, I pushed you to do that, and I will never ever do that to you again
Y/n: No you have to-
I put a finger on her lips to quiet her down and stop her from blaming herself more
Cat: Stop blaming yourself, I cheated, I broke our vows, It should be me begging for your forgiveness... So Y/n will you please forgive me? I swear I will do anything you want! I will never even look at another person... I-I... You can even sleep with other people if you want while I-
Y/n: I'm gonna stop you right there... We both did something wrong and I forgive you... and I don't wanna have anyone in my bed except you kitten... When I have a goddess standing right beside me, why would I want to have sex with some unimpressive stranger?
I smile at her flirting. She is still so cute... Still my Y/n. I'm also relieved that she won't be sleeping with anyone else because I don't think I could handle that.
I smooch her soft, plump lips... I've missed doing this so much. Her hand starts to go down from my back to my butt. She gives my smol ass a firm squeeze making me smile like a kid who just got candy
Cat: Mmmm (I moan)
Y/n: I've missed doing this so much kitten, I'm never leaving you again
Cat: Me too baby!
Y/n's hand moves from my ass to my stomach, it slowly creeps up until she can feel my breasts. her fingers start playing with my nipple, she pinches and plays with them using her fingers until they become hard. My whole body becomes hot, yearning for her touch
Cat: Yes baby don't stop
My hand slides under her pants and feeling her moist pussy only makes me more aroused and wet. I start rubbing her clit slowly. The friction between our bodies creates so much heat. Y/n starts squirming and pushing her body against my fingers, wanting more. Seeing the burning desire in her eyes makes me want to bring her to climax quickly. I increase my pace, as well as move from kissing her lips to her neck. I roughly sucked at her neck's tender areas. Her breathing becomes more rapid. I can feel that she is close, I increase my pace further and in seconds her body is quivering and her finger pinching my nipples very forcefully. God, it's painful but so hot.
My wife's legs become weak after the very intense orgasm, I can feel my hand covered in her pussy juices, I lick my fingers, taste her juices and then carry her to the bed in the guest bedroom. I put her down on the bed gently then I straddle her but suddenly she flipped me and now I'm lying on my back and she was on top of me
Y/n: I wanna pleasure you too
Despite the fact that I felt obligated to serve her and pleasure her, I didn't reject her efforts to make me cum. She started to kiss my neck sucking hard and occasionally using her teeth, I'm sure this is gonna leave many many marks but I don't give a fuck if people see them. She continued to kiss and suck until her mouth reached my boobs. She sucked on my right breast while pinching my left nipple. I swear if she continues this for a few more minutes I'll cum. I think she sensed my arousal too, so she starts to go down, placing gentle loving kisses on my stomach till she reaches my pussy.
Her tongue and mouth start to work their magic on my clit, making it hard, ready to be stimulated by her. While her middle and ring finger enter inside me without much resistance. I loved the feel of her fingers... my heart also exploded with love when i felt the coolness of her wedding ring. She is still wearing it!!! A smile made its way to my face
The sensation of her finger moving inside me is better than heaven. Her fingers curl up inside me, driving my nerves crazy and overstimulating them. Every part of me enjoys being stimulated by her, my clit, nipples, pussy and even my 'forbidden hole' just want her touch. My body is craving her mouth, tongue, fingers and her heat
My pleasure quickly hits a crescendo with her warm touch. Finally, she collapses on the bed next to me, both of us panting and coming down from our sex high. Y/n gazes into my eyes curiously, both of us are lost in each other eyes for a minute just enjoying this silent moment.
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After flirting and resting for about 30 mins, Y/n finally tells me what the hell is actually going on and how we've both become ghosts or something. Then something clicks in my mind
Cat: Fuck! You saw me kiss that guy earlier didn't you?
She nods with a sad look on her face
Cat: I'm so so sorry! If I had known-
She shuts me up with a kiss on my lips... This means she really forgives me right?
Y/n: You had no way of knowing, in your eyes, I was gone... And besides... I don't know if I should be happy while saying this but you stopped before it could go any further... Which sounds really bad, like I'm happy you couldn't move on...What I mean to say is I forgive you for everything
Cat: Y/n... I swear I will do absolutely anything you want for the rest of my...ghost life? eternity right?
She just giggles and cuddles with me, we again change the topic to talk about random stuff... We go to sleep while spooning, I am the big spoon like usual and I won't have it any other way!
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Next morning* Y/n's POV
Cat made pancakes for us today. Also, Both of us are acting like newlyweds today, all giddy and blushing. God, I love her smile. Also, she looks so cute in baggy clothes!!
After we are done having breakfast together (which is very weird, how can ghosts eat breakfast? and also how did I survive without eating food for 22 days? This ghost/soul thingy is very weird) An idea pops into my head, I couldn't open the door right but what if Cat could?
Y/n: Cat can you open the door?
Cat: What? Is something wrong?
Y/n: No time to explain just open it
My lovely wife gets up from her chair and towards the door, she unlocks the front door with no problem and looks at me like its nothing
Y/n: OMG OMG GOD I LOVE YOU!!!!!!
I run up to her and pepper her face with kisses while hugging her
Cat: Awww I love you too! ... But I'm still curious why are you so excited about a door?
I explain to her everything.
Cat: Well now we can go out together!
She takes my hand and leads me out onto our front lawn, surrounded by lush, green grass. When a gust of fresh air hits us, I inhale deeply and breathe in its sweet earthy smell. Cat pulls me in for a long, passionate kiss as my lips are suddenly caught in hers.
???: Ahem!
Both of us look to our side to see... A literal fucking angel with literal fucking wings, also she is very fucking pretty!
???: You shouldn't curse that much Y/n
Y/n: Huh?
She can read minds now, that's pretty overpowered
???: No no this is pretty normal, any angel or fallen angel can do this. Anyway, I'm Raphaela, and yes I'm an angel. I'm here to give you guys a tour of your afterlife!
I look at my wife and she looks at me, we grab each other's hand and interlock our fingers, ready to face our new world
Raphaela: Aww, you guys are so cute!
Raphaela giggles and starts walking, gesturing for us to follow her. I'm actually very excited about this fresh start!
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Chapter 22: Are my letters reaching you? (1)
Notes:
So I'm trying out something new. Part of this story(not this chapter) will be narrated through letters so, I hope you guys will like this new format
Chapter Text
Y/n's POV:
I was resting on the couch, watching some stupid news channel when I heard the door unlock. A beautiful and sexy redhead entered my home.
"You are one sexy burglar!" I say and smile at the redhead
"Yes I'm here to steal your heart and virginity" Her lips curl upwards and she makes a finger gun
" I'm sorry but a sexy fire goddess stole them from me years ago" I say as my smile gets bigger
" Well, I'll have to steal something else then..." She pauses and thinks
"I guess I can get by from stealing your attention" She smiles at me with a seductive grin that can light up any room in the world.
I finally can't hold it any longer and I burst out laughing. When the redhead notices me laughing, her seductive grin also turns into a toothy laugh.
The redheaded goddess drops her bag and sits beside me
"God that was so cringy yet so cute!" I tell her as the laughter dies down
"Hmm, just like you" she says and she kisses my cheek
" How was your day Rachel?" I ask as I rest my head on her shoulder
"The shoot went very smoothly, I was modelling for some videogame company today, wait! lemme show you my favourite pic from today's shoot" She removes her phone from her pocket and unlocks it.
"Here... I think I look good in this... right?" She says handing me her phone
Rachel Ashford (aka sexy fire goddess) (your wife)
I marvel at the fierce beauty in the pic. Damn, she looks so strong and rugged. I can't believe this girl is my wife, I want her to pick me up, throw me on the bed and tear my clothes... Ok Y/n save the horniness for later
Y/n: You look fantastic, sexy and hot
Rachel: Aw thank you my love!
She kisses me. Even after 6 years, I love her kisses, I feel like everything will be alright when she does that.
Rachel removes her bra and groans in relief
Rachel: Ahhhhh! That feels much better
Y/n: Want me to massage them? (I smirk)
Rachel: Maybe after dinner
Y/n: I should start making dinner
Rachel: What does her majesty want?
Y/n: (I blush at her question) Chicken and rice...
Rachel: Would her majesty like to help with that?
I gave her arm a light slap while blushing
Y/n: Ofcourse, now come on
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We made dinner, it turned out good as usual. I like this dish caz it's healthy and tasty. We started to talk about our work and some other random gossip we heard until she brought up something interesting
Rachel: By the way, our agency is organizing a party at Bottle House... Do you remember Bottle House?
Y/n: Ofcourse! How could I ever forget!? Its the bar where we first met, you were fairly drunk then and asked me out
Rachel: I still have no clue why you said yes though. (She giggles)
Y/n: Well... Even though you were very drunk, you had this vibe about you, like a "loving caring gf" kinda vibe... Also, no girl had ever asked me out before that day (I say the last part quickly and in a hushed tone)
Rachel: (she gives me a sly smirk) Ohh is that so? So if any random girl had asked you out that day, you'd have said yes and eventually married them?
Y/n: I... I... Idk... No use talking about useless hypotheticals, I chose you! And you are all I need!!! (My voice gets a bit louder unknowingly)
Rachel: Relax Mrs Ashford! (She keeps her hand on mine)... I was just pulling your leg
I smile at that, I love it when people called me Mrs Ashford, it gives me a sense of belonging. Ofcourse I don't hate my maiden name, I just like being Mrs Ashford more, not to mention it made her very happy too!
Rachel: What are you thinking?
Y/n: (I shook my head) Nothing... Anyway Mrs Ashford you can sit and relax I'll wash the dishes and join you soon
Rachel: I'll help you!
Y/n: No no, just relax darling! You had so much work today and I'm sure your feet are killing you
Rachel: But--
I put a finger on her lip to silence her
Y/n: No buts! Just sit your sexy ass down on the sofa and watch some TV! After I'm done with the dishes I'll join you and we can continue watching the Netflix series
Rachel: God I love you Y/n!
She kisses me passionately
Y/n: Hmpfff...
She releases me after 30 seconds
Y/n: I love you too! Now go, if you are here I won't be able to complete this quickly!
She goes and lays down on the sofa and turns on a news channel. I gather all the plates and clean them as quickly as possible
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"Finally" I sigh, after I'm done I go and sit on the couch snuggling with my darling, watching the new Netflix series. I don't even realize when I fell asleep in the middle of the show.
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2 weeks later*
We are at the Bottle house again for her agency's party... Ahhh I feel so nostalgic, nothing here really has changed in the last few years. And the lovely moment is ruined a few seconds later as Mr Snob comes to greet us
Jameson (aka Mr Snob): Oh hello Ashford ladies
He says in a thick British accent. He takes my hand and kisses the back of my palm...Ughhhh gross!!!!!! I think I need to puke
He then does the same to my wife's hand, NOOOO!!! Someone call the CDC and bring a bucket of hand sanitiser, my wife's hand needs a thorough cleansing. I'm gonna personally make sure she scrubs her hand thoroughly when we get home
Jameson: You are looking bloody marvellous today Rachel
He smiles and checks out my wife. This fucking sleazy snob! I never liked him from the moment I met him. He checks out every girl he encounters and doesn't even pretend to hide it!
Rachel: Thank you Jameson you-
I glare at him angrily, if people could read minds I'm sure they'd be seeing a lot of red around Jameson. Rachel notices my glare and quickly drags me away telling Jameson
Rachel: Sorry Jameson got to go, girl problems
Jameson: Oh-
She doesn't even give him a chance to reply. I whisper in her ear as we start to walk away
Y/n: That fucking snob, who does he think he is checking out MY wife like that! Remind me to take a shower when we get home, I'm gonna scrub his sleazy germs out of your hand.
Rachel: As much as I like seeing you possessive over me, now is not the time y/n, come on let me introduce you to some new models that joined the agency
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After meeting a lot of beautiful and surprisingly pleasant models me and my wife sit at the bar chair exhausted. Sure these models were beautiful but none could even begin to compare to my wife, her grey eyes can easily drown you.
???: Hello y/n, long time no see
I turn to see Jacob my best friend
Y/n: Omg! How have you been?
I give him a little side hug
Jacob: Good good, I've been a bit busy. Sorry never really go the time to get in touch again
Y/n: Hey I know I know, life happens
Rachel: Hello Jacob, I hope you remember me
My wife awkwardly says
Jacob: Ofcourse, I was there at the wedding Mrs Ashford
Rachel: Just Rachel is fine
Jacob: Oh, well I hope we get to meet again sometime Rachel and Y/n. I'm sorry I'm running a bit late
Y/n: Leaving already? I wish we could've talked more
Jacob: Sorry... Maybe next time
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As the agency's party comes close to an end, people start leaving. I'm very tired from all the socializing, that's more than enough socializing for a year. After seeing my big tired yawn Rachel says her goodbyes and tugs at my hand.
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Rachel's POV*
God y/n looks so tired like she could faint at any second! I grab my wife's hand and guide her to our car... Both of us put on seat belts (Safety first!), I start driving to our home, and when we are halfway there I noticed Y/n fell asleep... Her sleeping face is so cute!!!
We finally get home and a mischievous idea pops into my head, I get out of my car which is now our garage, and unlock the door connecting the garage and the home. Then I get Y/n out of the car and princess carry her to the living room
Y/n: (squealing) AHHHH! What The Fuck! Put me down Rachel!
She says this while her grip tightens around me
Rachel: Are you sure you want me to put you down?
She sees my smirk
Y/n: (still squealing)What!? No...I mean on the sofa, put me down on the sofa!
I decide to do as she says. Don't want the neighbours to wake up due to her high-pitched squeals. Not to mention carrying her upstairs could be dangerous, I'm strong but not that strong
Y/n: Oh god don't do that without telling me first!!!
Rachel: So I can do that by telling you first
I put my arms under her again
Y/n: Wait! No no, I meant without taking my permission first
I smirk again
Rachel: Come on let's go to sleep
We get to bed, I close the curtains and strip, I like to sleep topless, Y/n puts on her baggy T-shirt with no bra, normally she'd jump on me like a hungry vampire when I strip but today drained much of her energy I guess. She gets on the bed and we kiss each other goodnight before turning off the lights. We like spooning while sleeping, I'm usually the big spoon, I press my bare breasts right up against her back and entangle our legs. She doesn't complain since it's unusually cold today. God this is the best way to sleep! Both of us drift off to a peaceful night of sleep
Chapter 23: Are my letters reaching you? (2)
Chapter Text
1 month later* Y/n's POV
It's nine o'clock, and Rachel and I are cuddling on the couch while we watch Netflix. It's so warm and nice. Suddenly my phone rang
ring ring*
When I pick it up, I recognise Jacob's caller ID. I'm puzzled as to why he rang me at such a late hour.
Y/n: Hello Jacob
Jacob: Hey Y/n... Hey can I crash on your couch tonight
His defeated and exhausted tone alarmed me
Y/n: Sure but... what happened?
I heard him sniffle
Y/n: Hey it's Ok-
Jacob: She left me Y/n...*Sniffle* ... My wife left me for another man...
He paused before continuing
Jacob: God I'm sorry, I sound pathetic, don't I?
Y/n: Hey it's ok! you can stay at my place till everything blows over
Jacob: Thanks Y/n...
He hung up, I looked at my side, meeting Rachel's gaze. She looked at me with concern
Rachel: What happned?
I told her everything about my conversation with Jacob. She agreed that he can crash at our place for a few days
30 mins later*
Jacob arrives at our house, he looks like someone has sucked all the energy out of him.
Jacob: Hey Y/n...
I give him a hug
Y/n: Hey it's ok! everything will be ok! It's her loss you know
Jacob: I wish I could believe that Y/n... Anyway I'll be out of your hair within 2 days
Y/n: Don't worry about that now, have you talked to a divorce lawyer?
Jacob: Yeah... He said it'd take 6 months for divorce, I don't have to give up the house since it was with me before our marriage
Y/n: Oh...
There is an awkward silence, I really don't know what to say but Rachel saves my awkward ass
Rachel: Don't worry you will find someone who will treat you way better
Jacob: Yeah let's hope so...
Jacob: I'm sorry, I had a long day can I just wanna sleep now
Rachel: Yeah ofcourse... let me get some blankets and pillows for you
Rachel grabs my hand and pulls me to our bedroom, we both get some blankets and pillows for Jacob, and he settles on the couch and goes to sleep quickly. Rachel and I also decide to head to bed
Rachel: Poor guy...
Y/n: Yeah, I don't know how some people can be so horrible
Rachel: Same... Ok, enough negativity! Listening to all of this heartbreak stuff is making me yearn for you, I wanna hold you today and make love to you
Y/n: Rachel! (I give her a light slap on the arm)
Y/n: Jacob is downstairs! What if he hears us!?
Rachel: Well you just have to be quiet then (she smirks)
As she climbed on top of me, her hair fell over me. Her stunning grey irises glistened in the moonlight. She peppered my face with short but sweet kisses. Then started sucking on my neck making her way down to my breasts. I gasped as she started to suck and bite my nipple. Her hand made its way down to my pussy, her gentle motions bringing me closer and closer to orgasm. I covered my mouth with my hand as I felt my core pulsing with pleasure. After my orgasm, my hand made its way to her pussy as my other hand pinched her nipple, I wanted to return the favour but she just pushed me away
Rachel: Mmmm... sorry Y/n but I don't think I could keep quite like you... After Jacob is gone I will make you eat my pussy all night! (she whispered in my ear)
I just nodded, and Rachel kissed my forehead. She then got off me and we both fell asleep snuggling in each other's warmth.
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Next day in the evening* Y/n's POV
When I got home from work I heard two people laughing in the dining area
Jacob: AaHaha... I can't believe that happened
Rachel: It's true! Then--
Rachel: Oh hey Y/n, come sit. Also, how was your day?
Rachel gave me a peck on my cheek as I sat beside her
Y/n: It was the same as always, boring as fuck. What were you guys talking about anyway?
Rachel: Oh I was telling Jacob about the time when Jameson tried to hit on a pregnant woman at one of our office parties and got slapped by her and her husband!
Y/n: Oh I remember that night! It was 3 or 4 years ago right?
Rachel: Yeah, that snob got what he deserved
There was a comfortable silence after that, We talked some more about the past and our school days until I remembered
Y/n: Oh shit! It has gotten late, we should start preparing dinner... Would you like Chicken & Veggie Stir-fry Jacob?
Jacob: I'm fine with whatever you guys make
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We ate the stir-fry while gossiping about some random stuff, Rachel is doing her best to keep Jacob's mind off of the impending divorce. I'm glad both of them became friends, it really is nice to see Jacob laughing again. He was a quiet kid in school but would always smile if anyone approached to talk to him.
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Next day* Y/n's POV:
I gave Jacob a goodbye hug, and then Rachel gave him a small hug as we both said our goodbyes to him. He was gloomy again today as it was time for him to face reality again. After he went, my wife and I were in a depressing silence.
Rachel: He is such a sweet guy, I don't know why people are so horrible
Y/n: I know right! Life is so cruel sometimes... But he'll get better, I know it
Rachel: Hmmm... You seem so sure
Y/n: Well in school whenever one of our friends faced a problem he was always there to cheer them up, he has always been an optimist...
Rachel: Hmm...
Rachel: Btw now that he is gone, I hope you do remember what I told you the other night
Y/n: What...?
Rachel: I told you that I would make you eat my pussy all night once he left
Y/n: Oh...OHHHHHHH!! Come on!
I dragged her inside our home and did my best to pleasure her, she was cumming several times till she told me to stop. I hope our neighbours didn't hear her screams.
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1 month later* Y/n's POV:
Rachel has been talking with Jacob on the phone nowadays, I was fine initially, I thought it'd be good for Jacob to talk to someone in this difficult period. But then I started getting more and more uncomfortable as I saw her talking to him a bit too frequently. I think she noticed me being uncomfortable and stopped speaking to him so often.
Rachel's POV:
Jacob is a surprisingly charming guy, I knew he had silver tongue when he crashed at our place but dammmm, that guy could easily be a politician. He even convinced me to have dinner with him. I haven't told this to Y/n yet caz she will needlessly worry about me. Honestly, she has nothing to worry about, this is just a dinner between friends.
TBH I started talking to him initially because I pitied him. But now I enjoy chats with him, they are very fun. We talk about a lot of stuff and he has a great sense of humour.
5 months later* Y/n's POV:
I heard the front door open and saw my lovely wife entering our home... Although something was wrong... She looked a bit anxious as she came inside
Rachel: Y/n... we need to talk...
Oh, fuck... that doesn't sound good. Did I do something wrong? I got up and walked up to her, I held both her hands in mine and I looked into her beautiful grey eyes
Y/n: It's ok Rachel... Whatever it is we can deal with it
Rachel: I...I...
Rachel: Y/n I can't do this here, come with me
Y/n: What? Where--
Rachel grabbed my hand and dragged me to her car. She started driving while I sat in the passenger seat. A million thoughts ran through my head. 'Does she have cancer, OH GOD PLEASE NO, I can't lose her', 'maybe someone from her family has cancer?' or 'maybe she is finally ready to adopt a kid' were the thoughts running through my head. We finally slowed to a stop in a house's driveway. It was Jacob's childhood home, he inherited it after his parents died.
Rachel walked into the house and over to Jacob, who seemed to be waiting for us
Rachel sat beside him and gestured for me to sit in a chair opposite to them, I looked at them confused but sat down. She inhaled a deep breath and said
Rachel: Y/n I have fallen in love with Jacob and I will be moving out tomorrow and soon will be petitioning for divorce
WTF? This has to be a prank right? She has to joke or something. She--
I then saw them holding each other hands, fingers interlocked. It was then that I realized that this was not a joke!
Tears started to well up in my eyes as everything became a blur, I cried my heart out for a few minutes then wiped my eyes
Y/n: Rachel please come home, we can talk about this please, I promise I'll forgive you if you just come home
Rachel shook her head
Rachel: I'm sorry Y/n, but I truly am in love with Jacob. I wish I could have done this without hurting you Y/n... I hope you can find it in you to forgive me
She says she doesn't wanna hurt me yet here we
Y/n: Since when...?
Rachel: What?
Y/n: When did your affair start?
She gulped
Rachel: Umm...4 or 5 months
She traded 6 years for 5 months, FUCKING GREAT! She is either the stupidest person on earth or she never loved me in the first place, both look very likely. I looked her in the eye and asked another question
Y/n: Did you have sex in our bed
She looked at me like all horrified. Like she just saw a ghost or something
Rachel: Y/n I would never do that to you, not to mention things got sexual between us only 3 weeks ago
I don't know if she was trying to lower the impact of the blow or something, caz all she did was make everything hurt even more. I do remember around 4 weeks ago we stopped having sex
I still can't understand. How could she!? We were together for 6 years! I gave her my all dam it!
I tried my best to show her my love! I gave her little presents/trinkets from time to time to show her how much I appreciate her. I did my best to make our dates as fun as possible. But none of it was enough for her.
Flowers... I loved flowers and they are lovely and very romantic. She used to give me flowers on our dates. Hydrangea, Chrysanthemums and Dahlias were my favourites, however, I adored all flowers in general. She will never give me any flowers again, would she? It'll be for him...
Also, I trusted this fucker, I thought he was my best friend, this fucking snake. I wanna squash him under my boot
Rachel: Y/n...For what it's worth, I've honestly loved you for all these years and cherished our time together.
Y/n: Yeah I'm sure you "loved" me (I hissed)
Rachel: Y/n, you need to accept my decision... I wish for us to be friends after this, and if you wanna talk about anything I'm here for you
Y/n: I wish I never met you (I said venomously)
I can't take this anymore, I got up and started to walk out. I looked back one last time at both of them, they were still holding hands, Rachel gave me a sad smile and... the fucking snake smirked at me, GOD I WANNA KILL THIS LITERAL PIECE OF HUMAN GARBAGE!!!! Arghhhh! Fuck I need to get out
I got into the car and drove out to a quiet spot near a park. I bawled my eyes when I stopped. Why me? What did he give her that I couldn't? Money? That snake and I make nearly the same but he does have more property and doesn't have to worry about mortgage like me. Whatever the reason I wasn't enough for her I will never be enough for anyone.
I walked inside the park and sat on a bench alone. Tears were still streaming down my face. Most people just walked by and ignored me. Those that did not ignore me just gave me pitiful looks...
If this were a movie or a romance novel, right around this time some beautiful girl would come, sit beside me and ask me what happened, she'd then console me and we would both fall in love with each other, she would make me forget about my cheating wife and we would have a happy ever after ending
So I waited... and waited... and waited... Nobody came. Ofcourse nobody would come Y/n, this is real life, not some movie! I looked around me, the sun had set long ago, and the park was now almost deserted. The pathways were lit up by street lamps and moonlight, it was very cold and lonely... I believe that this evening essentially represents my future -- cold, dark and deserted by everyone
I was tired of sitting here, I think my supply of tears is also fully empty by now. I took a deep breath, readying myself to go home. I looked at my phone. There were quite a few messages, but they were all from one person. Rachel... I read them and they all essentially said "are you ok?", "If you want to talk I'm here" and "I never meant to hurt you" ... I'm exhausted from all the tears I've shed today... yet I start to sob again... It feels like my mind and soul are gonna shatter soon
???: Do it
I heard a voice say
Chapter 24: Are my letters reaching you? (3)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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???: Do it
I heard a voice say
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Y/n: Huh?
When I turned towards the voice, I noticed an older man watching me with concern.
Old man: I asked if you were ok?
Y/n: Y-Yes I'm fine... just had a tough day
He smiled at me
Old man: Well if you wanna talk about it we can take a walk
Y/n: No-No I'm fine and it's getting late anyway
Old man: Well then I hope things get better for you
He smiled again and walked away... I too got up and went home
"Fuck I forgot to get a take out" I thought to myself. Ah who cares, I can just sleep on an empty stomach. I walked upstairs to the bedroom, it was so quiet and lonely... I have to get used to this now... I sighed and flopped on the bed. I waited and waited for sleep to come... "Agrhhh I can't sleep", I looked at the phone... it was 4 am. I just started watching random videos on youtube, I didn't even realize when I fell asleep
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Next day (Saturday)*
buzz*
I turned off my alarm and tried to open my groggy eyes. It took around 10 mins for me to wake up. My body feels like shit, every bone and joint feels fatigued... I thought about Rachel again, she'd give me a nice back massage if she was here... I looked to my side while sitting on the bed, it was obviously empty, "What were you hoping for you idiot" I said to myself
I'm an atheist so I don't particularly believe in god and stuff, but I hoped that if God was real then he would take pity on me and bring my wife back
I was miserable all day, all I did was lie in bed and scroll through Instagram. 'maybe I should move after the divorce' I thought to myself
Ding dong*
When the doorbell rang I had a little ember of hope that it was Rachel. I ran as fast as I could to the door, almost tripping in the process
I opened the door and... It wasn't Rachel... It was our mutual friend Masie
Masie: Hey Y/n... I hope you are ok... Rachel told me to give you this...
She handed me a brown envelope, I already know what was inside
Masie: She also asked me to pick up her stuff
I just slowly nodded, I didn't wanna cry in front of her, I showed her to our bedroom and she started to pack Rachel's clothes, occasionally giving me a sad look... Just stop looking at me and do your work Masie!
After she was done I escorted her to the front door, she gave me one last small smile and said "If you need anything just call me"
Y/n: I need you to leave so I can mourn in peace
I just closed the door in her face before she could reply. An afternoon of pity party later I decided to read the contents of the envelope. It basically a normal divorce document, a 50/50 split on all our assets, she already took 50% from our joint account
I threw the papers on the bed... "Fuck I need a lawyer!"
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I got a decent lawyer, I wasn't in the mood to contest the divorce... well more like I didn't have the energy nor the money to do that. I just can't get over her, every time I'm free I think about her beautiful and fiery red hair or her cute freckles... fuck I should stop
My performance at work is really going to shit, my boss gave me a warning and basically said that if my performance isn't back to where it was soon then he'd have no choice but to fire me... Fuck! Why was I born into this shitty world? Aren't things supposed to get better for me, this is nothing like the movies or novels I read about.
I also have a divorce meeting with Rachel on Friday, we need to discuss the specifics with our lawyers present
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Time skip to Friday*
"Then I guess we are done for today" Her lawyer got up and ready to leave
"Wait Y/n... I have to tell you something" Rachel stopped me as I was leaving, our lawyers looked back at us, walking back to sit down
"...in private" She added, glaring at the pair of lawyers
My attorney gave me a puzzled look, I nodded at him, and then both of our attorneys walked away. When the door shut behind them, our eyes met for the first time since she left me. I think she felt too guilty to look me in the eye, but I can't look her in the eyes too caz of the pain it causes
"So Y/n... How have you been doing?" She asked awkwardly
Y/n: Is this really what you want to talk about?
Rachel: No... I was just...
Y/n: Just what? Wanting to laugh at the poor little Y/n's misery?
She gasps audibly
Rachel: Y/n I would never!
Y/n: Yeah sure...
Rachel: Y/n I-
Y/n: Just get to the point Rachel! Every second I sit here, looking at you...it just hurts too much (I said the last part softly)
Rachel nods and continues
Rachel: Y/n... Jacob and I have decided to start trying for the baby
Rachel's POV:
Ofcourse I knew what I said just now would hurt her but I just couldn't imagine her reaction... No, I didn't want to imagine her reaction. I can't bear to see her hurt but I have to do this, by the time divorce gets finalized she'd be able to see the baby bump if I get pregnant now, and that would just hurt her more... Better to notify her in advance so she can deal with her feelings about this now
Rachel: I just didn't want you to get surprised, my lawyer tells me this divorce takes at least 8 months.
The first reaction on her face is 'shock', which quickly turns into horror, and her eyes get teary... In my 6 years with Y/n I have seen her cry many times, mainly due to tragic movies, but there never was this much pain in her eyes... I should do something to help her
Rachel: Y/n-
Y/n: YOU FUCKING SLUT!
She screamed at me and ran out of the conference room
Why can't she understand I'm in love Jacob? Why can't she just be happy for me? Why does she have to be so difficult!? AHHH what a mess! I think I just need to give her some space for her to accept the fact that I have fallen for someone else...
I really want wanna be friends with her after this. She was my best friend for the last 6 years, I don't wanna lose that... but I probably will. But hey I wanna be optimistic here, if she does decide to stay friends with me I'll let her pick the name for the future baby... Ah who am I kidding, that's never gonna happen
I get up and see myself out of the conference room and building. I walk to the nearby coffee shop. I think back to her words "slut", she used that word very sparingly... at least when we were together... she hated that word, she said that it was an extremely hurtful word to just casually use on someone, even in bed, she never called me that...yet...
I get lost in my thoughts, thinking about my past and my future
Y/n's POV:
That fucking BITCH! I've wanted kids! We discussed so many times about adoption, and we both decided that we would adopt our first child soon when we were a bit more financially stable.
ring ring*
I look at my phone and see it's my boss calling, oh god I really don't wanna go to the office now
Y/n: Hello
Boss: Y/n GET TO THE OFFICE NOW!
Y/n: Is something wrong?
My boss hung up. ARGHHH this day just keeps getting better!
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I reach my office and my boss and as soon as I get inside his cabin he rips me to shreds
Boss: This circuit you designed is a complete shitshow! Even an intern won't make such a rookie mistake. The client is now doubting our competence, I barely convinced them to give our company another chance!... Y/n, I have no choice now but to let you go
Y/n: B-But I can fix it, I promise-
Boss: I'm sorry Y/n but we just can't let you continue.
A security guard shows up with all of my stuff boxed up. I sigh and take my stuff. The guard escorts me out of the building.
I go back to the park and sit on an empty bench.
???: Do it
I look at the source of the voice. I see a girl-like shape made out of blue lines and dots
???: You have to do it
I know I must be freaking out right now but the girl seems oddly familiar. And the "it" she keeps talking about, I already somehow know what she means
I start crying, I'm glad the park is empty today. She doesn't react at all, she just comes and sits near me
The girl: It's ok, you have nothing left anyway
I look at her emotionless face... if you can even call it a face
Y/n: You are right... I know you are right, but still... if there is a small chance...
The girl: Look at you, you are a sad, pathetic, ugly crybaby. Now unemployed too, nobody wants you... nobody is coming for you Y/n, let go of that false hope
I bawl my eyes out, as she slowly crushes all my hope little by little
Wait NO! I must not give up hope-
The girl: Stop it Y/n, it's over... everything is out of your control now...
She paused a bit then added
The girl: But you still have control over your life... you don't have to go through all this pain
I nod at her, having finally made up my mind. For the first time since I have seen her, she smiles a bit.
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1 week later*
Ok, I have finally gotten my hands on a gun, it's a 500 S Magnum, or at least that's what the people on the internet call it.
I know, it's fucking huge! It'll probably kill me in one shot. God Bless America, if he exists. You might ask what else I've been doing all week as an unemployed nerd... Well, I thought if Rachel is gonna hurt me so much so why don't I do the same...
So I decided to burn the home down, along with her wedding dress, and all our photo albums. I reasoned that she should suffer a little bit as well since I am suffering so much because of her. I mean, it's only fair, right?
As I finished dousing the last room in our(my?) home with petrol, I breathed a sigh of relief, its all gonna end soon-
Bzzt*
I checked my phone and saw a message from Rachel
Wifey: Hey Y/n, I saw you today, you looked pretty tired and thin, have you been eating well?
Wifey: Should I make some extra dinner for you today? I'll even drop it at the home
I ignored the text and walked to our old bedroom... Mmm, I've made so many good memories here...
The blue girl appeared again
The girl: How much longer are you gonna delay it? Do it quickly Y/n
Y/n: Why are you in such a hurry?
The girl: The smell of petrol is going to spread quickly, the neighbours are gonna call 911, and when the Fire trucks arrive they are gonna put you either in jail for attempted arson or in a mental hospital for being suicidal
Y/n: I hate that you are right...
The girl: No you don't
I didn't give her a reaction, TBH I don't feel the need to, I think she felt the same, I stared into her emotionless eyes(can you even call them eyes?) for half a second before removing my lighter from my pocket
Bzzt* *Bzzt* *Bzzt*
I sigh and remove my phone... idk why I am even checking it, everything has been done now, and no one can undo the mess in my life. I see the name of the caller... it's "Wifey" calling... I reject her call and throw the phone on the bed
I bring the lighter close to the ground, and within the blink of an eye I see flames quickly spread everywhere, I myself was safe as I didn't douse the bedroom with fuel. I sat on the bed watching the flames burn everything I worked so hard for
The girl: The fire goddess burns all
I chuckle at her comment... The heat from the flames makes me uncomfortable so I put the barrel in my mouth, and my finger goes to the trigger, the blue girl puts her hand on mine, her finger resting above my trigger finger...
The girl: It's okay (she nods softly)
I press the trigger
bang*
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3rd person POV:
The whole house is soon engulfed in flames
The couple's old wedding outfits and photo albums and other memorabilia are already destroyed
The same evening* Rachel's POV:
I made some extra chicken and rice for dinner today, I'm currently driving over to our old home to drop it off. Y/n really looked like she was in bad shape when I saw her today... well no worries she'll be pleased when she gets a warm home-cooked meal, I'm sure she's tired of ordering herself those disgusting, unhealthy takeouts every day.
As I get near our neighbourhood I start seeing smoke. Huh? What? I start driving a little faster.
NO, Y/n! I get out of my car and run towards a police officer near our now burnt-down house...
Rachel: My wife! Where is my wife!?
The policeman turns towards me
Policeman: Is this your house mam?
Rachel: Yes...Where is my wife!?
Tears started to well up in my eyes
Policeman: Mam calm down, please sit down in that ambulance, I'll send someone to check up on you-
Rachel: WHERE THE FUCK IS MY WIFE!!!
I screamed at the man, that seemed to have turned some heads. A paramedic came running near us
Paramedic: I'll take it from here (she said to the policeman, he nodded and left)
She turned towards me and put her hand on my arm
Paramedic: I'm Michelle, You must be Mrs Ashford
I nod slowly while wiping my eyes. She gently guides me towards the ambulance.
Michelle: Mrs Ashford... We have only found one body in the house till now, was there anyone else you and your wife were living with? Parents? kids?
Rachel: No it's just her in the house... I... We were separated
As I said this I realized, that my wife died alone, fuck why! She didn't deserve this
Michelle: Oh...
She paused and then asked
Michelle: Did your wife ever express any suicidal thoughts or behaviours?
I looked at her in shock and horror
Rachel: What do you mean!?
I then noticed a Policewoman beside her writing something down on her clipboard
Michelle: Please answer the question, Mrs Ashford
Rachel: No... Not that I know of... Please tell me, did she... did she take her own life
Michelle: I'll tell you what happened after a few more questions. Now tell me if there was any sudden change in your life that might have caused stress.
Tears started to flow from my eyes. Fuck I don't want to hear it if she really is dead
Rachel: W-We were g-getting a d-divorce
Michelle: Does Y/n have any living blood relatives? We need to do a DNA to confirm if it's her body.
Rachel: Yes she has her mom, dad and brother
Michelle: Can I have their number?
I nod and get my phone out and gave them the phone numbers of all 3 of Y/n's family. I don't even know what happen after that, everything was just a blur, I just felt like a robot doing chores and going to work every day
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1 week later*
Today is Y/n's funeral, I haven't told this to Jacob though. If I told him he'd insist to come and attend and that would just feel weird. I put on the plain black dress and grab my car keys and leave my new home
I get to the funeral service, and as soon as I reach I can immediately see Mr and Mrs L/n, her little brother 'Henry ' is also there weeping quietly. As I get near the service, heads turn to look in my direction. People started whispering, I expected this. But then Mrs L/n Stomped near me, her husband following her
Mrs L/n: YOU NEED TO LEAVE NOW! Maise told me everything!
Masie? She was my and Y/n's mutual friend, she was pretty neutral when I told her I was leaving and divorcing Y/n... Masie basically knew everything about both of us, but after the news of Y/n's suicide hit social media, she pretty much ghosted me
Rachel: No, I have as much right to be here as you! I'm still her wife! (I retorted)
Tears filled her eyes as she said
Mrs L/n: You killed my little girl, wasn't that enough? Now you come here to humiliate her more, you are not the kind & gentle person I remember my daughter marrying... You... You are a monster! (she said the last part with venom in her words)
Rachel: No I didn't-
Before I could finish, Henry (Y/n's younger brother) grabs my arm and starts to drag me away
Rachel: Hey stop! That hurts! Let go of my arm Henry!
He dragged me out till I was very far away from other guests and his parents. His face got close to mine, Rage filled his eyes, which were already red from crying.
Henry: Y/n was like a second mother to me and you took her away you fucking slut! Now trust me when I say this, if I ever see you again I'm gonna bash your head till I can see your brain falling out of your skull
Idk if he was serious or not, but he said it with so much anger that anyone won't like to take the risk.
Rachel: I'm sorry...(I said almost whispering)
I ran away as tears streamed down my face. Fuck, Y/n, why did you have to die? This wasn't worth dying over
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3 months later* 3rd person POV
"It should be Y/n Ashford on the gravestone, right? She was still my wife when she died, so why is it Y/n L/n?" Rachel cried, she was visiting the grave every week alone for the past 3 months
Y/n's mother appeared behind her and looked at her in disgust "She stopped being an Ashford since the day you stepped out on her... since the day you threw are away"
Rachel shook her head while breaking down "NO! I never threw her away, she was my best friend and always will be"
"Do us all a favour and let Y/n rest in peace, haven't you caused enough hurt already!" Y/n's mother spouted with hatred for her former daughter in law
Notes:
Ok I'm gonna put some extra bit of fact here, I'm sure some of you are wondering who "The blue girl/The girl" really is... Well, she is not a demon, and she is not an angel or ghost either... She is infact just a hallucination (induced by the huge amount of stress), so it was y/n herself that drove her to kill herself, and it was y/n's own mind breaking down her own self-esteem ... pretty sad ik ik
idk, is this anti-climatic or are you guys having the feeling of "mystery solved"?
Chapter 25: Are my letters reaching you? (4)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
1 month after Y/n's death*
My dearest Y/n,
So I started seeing a counsellor after your death, and she recommended that maybe writing letters to you might help me get over my grief, I know you can't read these now but, if there is even a little chance that spirits or souls exist I just want you to know how sorry I am. I never ever intended to hurt you, but I guess that doesn't mean much huh? Your loss was devastating Y/n. I can't apologize enough
I am also saddened and confused by the fact that you decided to burn our home down, why y/n? Did you just want to prevent me from getting my share of the house? If so you didn't need to burn it down! If I'd known you would do this I would have willingly given you the whole house and whatever was in my savings account. Our memories and you are worth much more to me than any house or money could buy.
I also tried to attend your funeral but your mom and brother kicked me out. Your brother even threatened to kill me if he ever saw me again. It was pretty scary and also wrong, right? I mean I was mourning your loss too!
Jacob has also being difficult, he pressures me to have a child at this stage! Even though I'm in so much grief he pressures me every day for sex, I just can't right now. I wanna be alone right now to be honest...
No that's not true I wanna be with you right now, fuck y/n did I make the wrong decision? I don't know. All of this is so scary y/n, but I don't have a choice now. I have to make this relationship with Jacob work, it has to work! You died caz of it after all! Fuck, this is too much pressure Y/n!
Whatever happens, I promise I'll write to you every week
With love,
Rachel
3 months after Y/n's death*
My dearest Y/n,
I visited your grave today to see the gravestone, I messaged your dad and offered to pay for it but he never replied. I found out last night that your resting place finally got a gravestone, so I bought your favourite flowers 'Dahlias' to pay respect. But when I got there I saw the name engraved on the gravestone, it said 'Y/n L/n', I was devasted
I know I'm very wrong, but it should be 'Y/n Ashford', right? You loved being called 'Mrs Ashford'.
I still remember the incident when we went on a cruise while we were still dating, I had my arm around you and when we were checking in, the receptionist mistakenly called you 'Mrs Ashford', you looked up to me with your bright eyes and I saw you smile so brightly that it would even put the Sun to shame, it was a smile I could never forget!
I have also started going to church, it helps me a bit. I know we were an atheist couple but faith in a higher being and some kind of afterlife/heaven gives me comfort. It makes me happy to know that this isn't the end for you, and that you'll finally have peace and happiness in your life
On another note, Jacob has been getting more and more annoyed that I won't be intimate with him, he says he wants a baby now. I can't let this relationship fail. It can't fail! Otherwise, it would all have been for nothing, and I don't think I can live if that happens.
Anyway, I'll keep you updated about all the events, I hope you are having fun in heaven
With love,
Rachel
4 months after Y/n's death*
My dearest Y/n,
So I have gotten pregnant, Jacob was so happy to hear that, I think this is great, right? I'm happy, he is also happy. Ofcourse I'd be much happier if you were here, but that won't happen. I told my friends or what remaining friends I have, and they all were pretty excited about the baby too.
I wonder what the future holds for me
With love,
Rachel
10 months after Y/n's death*
My dearest Y/n,
I hope you have been getting all my letters, I know I said I'd write every week but this pregnancy is tiring me out I just hope you understand, but I promise I'll never let it fall below at least one letter per month. Not to mention writing every week means I just have to repeat stuff, life is pretty boring you know.
Btw, I'm 6 months pregnant, and my belly is pretty big now, it gives me a lot of back pain but I'll get through it. Jacob has been growing distant and we have stopped being intimate ever since my baby bump started showing. I have mixed feelings about this, on one hand, I'm relieved that I no longer feel pressured to be intimate with him but on the other hand, this distance could tear us apart. I hope this is just a bump in the road.
With love,
Rachel
13 months after Y/n's death*
My dearest Y/n,
This morning I and Jacob welcomed our beautiful daughter Gemma into this world. I don't know why I chose that name but I remember hearing it when we were together. I wish you were here to hold my daughter.
I know you would have loved to have a daughter, you and I discussed it so many times, you wanted a girl and a boy while I just wanted 2 girls. I wish Gemma could meet you too, I bet she'd... love you like a mother or big sister... I don't know what I'm doing Y/n and that's so scary, I have a baby now, and motherhood is so fucking scary! I wish you were here to hold my hand and help me through it all. Nevertheless, I'll try my best!
Also, Jacob and I got married, it was just 15 days before Gemma's birth, we just signed the papers and went to a fancy restaurant that day, no use in spending a lot of money on a big wedding when we would have a baby to take care of soon. Anyway not much changed after we got married, he was still quite distant
There is one more thing that's bothering me, I understand that some spouses might not be sexually attracted to a pregnant woman so they might not be very intimate, but then at least you can offer your very pregnant wife/gf a foot rub or a massage. He never even once offered them, not even on weekends, he always had an excuse ready "Oh I'm so tired Rachel", "Sorry I need to sleep early today Rachel" and blah blah blah.
I know if it was you, you would jump at any opportunity to give me a massage or foot rub. Remember when were newlyweds and both of us would give each other massages? You would always start by massaging my feet, and even after 6 years of marriage you would still start with my feet, I always wondered if you had a 'feet fetish'. Not that I think it's wrong or anything. I was just curious, and if you did have that fetish I would have been more than happy to fulfil your needs.
I wish... I have been saying "I wish" a lot, haven't I?
Well, Gemma is crying so I have to go. Sorry!
Also, I'm attaching a picture of Gemma with this letter, I hope she charms you as much as she charmed me!
With love,
Rachel
Almost 1 year after Gemma's birth*
My dearest Y/n,
Today I caught Jacob cheating on me with another woman, I was already suspicious he was doing this while I was pregnant, but I didn't wanna find out, I thought he would stop after I gave birth but he obviously didn't. Fuck Y/n I messed up big time, didn't I?
We had a fight about this and he begged me to forgive him, I was so fucking heartbroken but I can't let this marriage fail because if it fails I will never be able to forgive myself for what I did to you.
This guy just gets on my nerves sometimes! FUCKING ASSHOLE! WHY DID HE WANT A KID IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!
I should calm down... I will probably forgive him though, caz if I don't and this marriage/relationship burns down then I'll for sure shatter my heart into pieces. Let's hope this is just a one-time mistake and he has gotten it out of his system
Gemma says hi btw. Also, my little princess will soon turn a year old! I hope what is happening between Jacob and me won't ruin her birthday
With love,
Rachel
2 years after Y/n's death*
To,
My treasure
I find myself in a hard place, you see I just had an epiphany today, Jacob and I aren't the happy couple I thought we would be. Don't get me wrong we don't fight, but we don't do any couple-y things that we used to do initially when we got together. We seem more like roommates now than a couple, I can't even remember the last time he and I made any passionate love, we just have sex once every one or two months and that too feels like a task/obligation rather than an enjoyable experience.
I think it's slowly dawning on me just how monumentally I fucked up. Fuck my life and my stupid little brain!!!!!!
Btw Gemma doing pretty good, she has learned how to run and now I get a pretty intense workout whenever I play with her
With love,
Rachel
2 years after Y/n's death*
To,
My treasure
I swear I'm gonna bite my husband's head off, THIS GUY IS SO FREAKING LAZY. He won't help around the house even a little bit. So yesterday I was too tired caz Gemma scrapped her knees and was crying a lot (Thankfully she is ok, it was just a small scrape), so I told Jacob to do the dishes and he just looked at me and said "Sorry I'm also very tired, had a lot of work in office today", then he went back to watching TV.
THIS GUY WORKS IN A AC OFFICE, AND THE MOST PHYSICALLY INTENSIVE THING HE DOES IS GET UP TO TAKE A PISS
I'm sorry if my letters are just me venting sometimes, I really can't write about much since ya know...you can't exactly reply
Gemma and I both send you our love. I hope you are having a blast with angels in heaven
With love,
Rachel
around 3 years after Y/n's death*
To,
My greatest treasure
Yesterday I caught Jacob cheating again, we had a huge fight and he left me and Gemma after throwing a fit. He went completely radio silent. But surprisingly I'm not heartbroken about his cheating, I don't feel jealous like the first time he cheated. I guess I've long fallen out of love with him. This brings me to my relationship. It failed, it was all for nothing. I can't believe you died caz of this and it was all for THIS LAZY MOTHERFUCKER
I wish I could turn back the clock and go back in time and hit my younger self with a bat. I ruined everything! Everything was so good, you loved me and I loved you, I just fell for a mythical fantasy. Fuck! You are really dead, there is no coming back. I can't believe I destroyed our amazing life and future for this parasitic worm. I really wanna kill this piece of shit!
I guess in the back of my mind I knew this relationship won't work out when I was 6 months pregnant with Gemma. I just had this very bad feeling in my gut when he started to ignore me.
Fuck, Y/n I really miss you. I wanna feel you wrap your arms around me again, I wanna cuddle up with your tiny frame. I wanna push you on the bed and make love to you. I also want Gemma to know how sweet and caring you were, I wish Gemma had you as a parent rather than that parasite
Atleast if he disappears completely from her life now, she won't miss him or have to remember the fact that her parent abandoned her for a mistress... I really wanna kill myself you know? Run away from everything. This is really breaking my heart, and I don't mean Jacob leaving, I mean you not being here, you dying because of me... I hurt you so-so much, I did the worst thing possible to someone I promised to cherish all my life
I hope you'll forgive me one day, even if it takes eons for that day to come. And I really -really hope that my past mistakes won't affect your feelings for Gemma
With lots and lots of love,
Rachel
around 3 years after Y/n's death*
To,
My true love and greatest treasure
Well, guess who called yesterday! Yup Jacob. Apparently, he was caught with drugs(only possession, he doesn't have the brains to sell drugs) and when the police tried to arrest him he stabbed one cop. He called yesterday caz he wants me to send him some money inside prison. Like hell, I'm doing that! I'm applying for a divorce and full custody. I make enough to support Gemma on my own, I don't need that violent loser playing "dad"
My lawyer says that I can probably get 70% of the value of the house or maybe even this whole if he gets convicted. I'll probably sell this house and move into a nice apartment or suburb if that happens. And I'll make sure to give a very bad character statement during his trial.
Btw, I put my wedding ring back on, the one you gave me. I know this is wrong but there are very few reminders left of our time together. I'll make sure to never remove this ring ever again
With lots and lots of love,
Rachel
around 4 years after Y/n's death*
To,
My true love and greatest treasure
So this will be a little update, Jacob got convicted and sentenced to 14 years in prison. I won't have to see that man for a very long time hopefully.
I can take care of Gemma by myself and with a lil bit of help from a nanny, I just have to change my budget a little bit and we are all set!
Also now that Gemma is 3 years old, I've been teaching her a lot of manners, she almost always says "please" and "thank you" It's so cute honestly! You would have loved it if you were here.
I have to go to work now sorry!
With lots and lots of love,
Rachel
4 years after Y/n's death*
To,
My true love and greatest treasure
Omg! OMG baby!!!!! I found a digital painting/art of us that we commissioned when we went on that cruise! Do you remember that my love? The artist painted us like we were a royal couple in the victorian era, it was so cool! By the end of our vacation, we totally forgot to print it out and frame it.
But no matter, I'll get it printed and framed and I'll display it proudly in my new apartment's living room.
Always yours,
Rachel
4 years after Y/n's death*
To,
My true love and greatest treasure
Y/n I took little Gemma with me for a shoot today, I wanted to get some nice pictures of her to frame and put up around the house, and also a special one for my bedside table. I will keep a picture of Gemma beside the picture of our wedding day, and yes I still have that photo. I want the 2 most important people in my life around when I sleep, it will also be nice to see you and Gemma side by side, even though it's only some pictures.
Btw here is my favourite pic of the beautiful princess
Super adorable isn't she? And dare I say cuter than even you... Just kidding lol, Both of you are equally cute and beautiful in your own unique way.
Now that I think about it it's been half a year since I attached a pic of Gemma to these letters. I'm SO SO SORRY! I'll be sure to send you more pics of her every month from now on!
Btw I wonder if Gemma has won your heart yet. And I also wonder if I have earned your forgiveness yet. I guess I won't know that yet
Always yours,
Rachel
22 years after Y/n's death*
To,
My loveliest Y/n
So Gemma got her bachelor's degree yesterday, and she has become an engineer just like you! Well not exactly like you since she is gonna work with software and you were an electrical engineer. But still, I'm so happy for my little girl.
I wish you were here to guide her through all this though, it has been so many years, yet, I still miss your touch and comfort all the same. I'm getting old now you know? Grey hair, wrinkles and back & leg pain, yet in spite of all this, looking at the picture of our wedding day makes me feel young and beautiful again. I sometimes wonder how you would look if you were here... Grey/white hair would probably make you look so sexy and cute
You know, now that Gemma is all grown up and independent I'm seriously considering suicide. It's ok, right? I really can't live with so much pain and guilt anymore. It's eating me up every day, I know some might say it's a coward's way out but still...
Anyway I hope one day I can someday enjoy the beautiful scenery of heaven with you
Always yours,
Rachel
22 years after Y/n's death*
To,
My loveliest Y/n
So my suicide attempt kinda failed, I'm too much of a coward not to mention I kept thinking of Gemma, about how heartbroken she'd be if I die so... I guess you have to wait a few more years if you wanna meet me... sorry!
Always yours,
Rachel
25 years after Y/n's death*
To,
The loveliest wife and bestfriend
Ok, so Gemma got married today!!!!! Her GF(now wife) is very lovely, they are together since Gemma was a Freshman in high school, I honestly thought they were gonna break up when they got different colleges but I guess they were good at doing the long-distance thing.
I'm also planning to tell Gemma about us and what really happened to you Y/n. She vaguely knows that you were a very important person to me and that you died and I blame myself for it, but I never told her the full story. I wanna tell her about us so she doesn't make the same mistake as me
I also have cancer Y/n... I have known this for 2 months now, but nobody knows this since I haven't told anyone, I didn't wanna ruin my little girl's big day! I'll tell her after she gets back from her honeymoon
I have also decided not to get treatment, the doc says I have around one year to live... So I'll hopefully see you soon and maybe I won't go to hell if you are able to find it in your heart to forgive me.
I love you, I always will, and I truly mean this Y/n
Yours and only yours,
Rachel
Notes:
Now to make this tragic story more tragic, heaven/hell/afterlife don't exist in the universe this story is set in, so when Y/n died her soul didn't "live on", she just stopped existing. So When Rachel here dies, she too will just stop existing. Basically, everyone who dies goes into a void/stops existing, also side note - these are just some of the letters Rachel sent monthly
Well, I hope you guys "like" the tragic end, I was trying to mix things up a bit.
Please like and comment!!!!
Chapter 26: Error 404: Love not found (1)
Chapter Text
Jonathan: Y/n will you go to the prom with me?
The guy says with a bright smile and a blush. So cute, but imma have to break his heart
Y/n: Sorry Jonathan but I'm a lesbian...
Jonathan: Huh? But Fara said that you were bi
That bitch! 'Fara Sardar' is my best friend. She and her parents are immigrants from Afghanistan, they are pretty sweet people, to be honest
Jonathan: ...Oh I get it now... She was pranking me
Y/n: I'm so sorry Jonathan. I will definitely have a talk with her later. Though I hear Cindy needs a date for prom too!
Fara took it too far this time... Oh, that rhymes nicely lol... Anyway, I'll scold her later.
Jonathan smiles and leaves
Her 'pranks' are really not funny sometimes
Fara
2 hour later* Y/n's POV
It's the last and the worst class of the day - PE. Fara and I are the last ones left in the locker room since both of us have a... um let's call it an extra "organ", due to our extra organ we usually change after everyone has left the locker room
Y/n: What you did today was a horrible and shitty prank!
Fara: Oh chill it was just an innocent joke. Besides I heard Jonathan already got a date for prom
Wow, that was fast.
Y/n: Still don't play with people's emotions like that
Fara: You need to eat some Snickers caz you sound like my angry grandma right now
Y/n: Ughh
Fara: Come on bitch, I don't wanna be late for Ms Alberto's class
I smirk knowingly
Y/n: Nahhhh, you just wanna ogle at her ass sooner
Fara: *gasp* What do you take me for? A pervert who enjoys mature ladies?
I know she likes her ass caz I've caught her staring at that big cake many times. And I too indulge myself sometimes... Ms Alberto is pretty hot
I chuckle and grab her hand, we walk out of the locker room and start doing the stretches while Ms Alberto was writing some reports or something... idk
I can also see Fara basically eye fucking her... That's definitely not the way to get laid nor is it sexy
Y/n: Hey stop being so obvious you will creep her out!
Fara: Hey not my fault that ass and body are so perfect
Y/n: If you get a boner now she will definitely never approach you or worse you will get shamed in front of everyone
Fara: Chill I have self-control of a saint, besides I don't want her to approach me, I just need something pleasant to look at after looking at old grumpy loudspeakers all-day
I sigh audibly... I give up, this girl is impossible. Fara continues her eye fucking of Ms Alberto.
I think Ms Alberto knows Fara is gawking at her, but she continues to ignore my idiotic best friend (Thank God).
Ms Alberto: Ok class you guys will run 5 laps around the gym and then we can have a volleyball match
The rest of the class: Woohoo!!!
Y/n: Nooooooo, I just wanna rest!
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After a whole lot of running around (falling multiple times) the school day was finally over. Fara and I were the last ones left in the locker room, both of us were sweating like pigs, especially me
As I removed my sweaty t-shirt, Fara was behind me changing as well. I looked at the wall of mirror in front of me and noticed Fara was staring at my... 'behind' and her eyes sometimes moved to my breasts too. She was so lost that she didn't notice me looking back at her through the mirror.
I know teenagers are supposed to be horny as hell but... Ahhh who cares
Y/n: Fara, you good?
She was startled and almost jumped like a scared cat
Fara: Huh?... OHH... Yea everything's good... perfect even
I could see her dick getting hard through the mirror. I chuckled. 'Self control of a saint' she says lol
Y/n: If you say so
Fara: Ummmm... Why don't you walk home without me I have to use the restroom
I have a feeling she just wants to jerk off... this horndog. I give her a smile and say
Y/n: No, I'll wait for you at the benches in the admin section, so be quick
Fara: No It's fine-
Y/n: I'll be waiting
And with that, I walk away after picking up my dirty gym clothes
I know if it was someone else they might think of her as disgusting or creepy. Especially after what happened in the locker room today. But for me it's no big deal, infact we became close after rating some hot girls together lol.
I was surprised by what happened in the locker room, but what was even more bizarre was that I did not find her stare repulsive. Even though I have never had any sexual thoughts toward her. Hmmm, I wonder if... NO NO NO, No need to rock the boat needlessly
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4 days later*
I was driving back from McDonald's caz mom was feeling too lazy to make dinner tonight. I got some takeout for all 3 of us (yes I'm an only child). As I approached my home I saw someone in the drivewayyyy-wait a min!
There she was, my horndog best friend holding a bouquet of white & red roses and on my driveway were many lit candles. I got out of the car and saw the candles
Holy shitttt! This is so romantic and cheesy... Just the way I like it.
Fara steps closer and asks
Fara: Y/n, if you go to the prom with me, you'll make me the happiest woman on the planet.
Y/n: What the-
Then I noticed that my mom was secretly recording us... Fara got my mom in on it too! And didn't we miss quite a few steps? We are supposed to date and do all that cute cringy Love-Dovey stuff before we go to prom as a couple
Fara: Sooo... will you?
Y/n: YES!
I blurt out since idk what to say. My mom's smile goes even bigger than it was before and Fara hands me the bouquet and hugs me veryyy tight. I hope she doesn't suffocate me to death before prom
Though credit where it's due, this promposal is pretty...romantic I guess. Also to be honest I don't mind having her as my date...She does understand me better than most girls and doesn't give me looks for having extra genitalia. Not a bad choice after all
Although now I have to give much thought to our new and developing relationship now... let's see where it goes
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Day of the prom* Y/n's POV:
For prom, I'm wearing my pantsuit dress. I'm really slaying it, tbh. I hope Fara will like it as well. Oh, we haven't told each other what we are wearing to prom, so it will be a surprise for both of us.
ding* *dong*
I take a deep breath and ready myself. That is probably my... new girlfriend now I guess
I walk down to the front door and dawn on my best smile before opening the door and welcoming Fara. As soon as I open the door my jaw hits the floor. Fara looks soooo fucking cute!!!!
Fara: Hii!... I take it you like the dress
I kept staring and taking the sight of her in... I couldn't believe this girl was my best friend for so many years and I never really looked at her
Fara: Earth to Y/n
Y/n: Yes! Sorry... You look gorgeous!
Fara: And you look... handsome and sexy
I blush and gestured to her to come in
Y/n: Please come in!
She steps in and sits on the sofa. My mom suddenly appears smiling like a little girl
Mom: Oh my god! You look amazing Fara!
Fara gets up and does a small curtsy.
Fara: Thankyou Mrs L/n and you look as beautiful as ever
My mom grins from ear to ear. She is definitely good at buttering my mom up.
Mom: Come on Y/n quickly bring the corsage, I'll get my phone and take some pics.
I hurry upstairs and get the wrist corsage I bought for her. After I get back to the Living room the first thing I notice is my mom ready with her Camera. I smiled like a lovestruck idiot. I stepped closer to Fara and she held her wrist out. I carefully put the corsage on her wrist. I was rewarded with a beautiful giggle for that.
Holy shit I'm so hyper-aware of her. Her smile, her fingers playing with her hair, those light green cute eyes... Ah wtf Y/n, stop thinking so much!
She puts on a corsage on my wrist too while mom records.
Mom: You guys are so cute.
Fara: Thank you for your kind words Mrs L/n
If only mom knew...
Fara: So... shall we?
She holds out her hand, gesturing me to take it. As I was about to mom interrupts
Mom: Fara dear, I want to have a private talk with my daughter, can you wait outside for a minute
Fara: Ofcourse Mrs L/n, I'll be on the poarch ok?
Mom: Thanks Dear
Fara leaves and closes the door behind her. I raised my brow at mom
Mom: She is such a gentlewoman
I blush for the 100th time today
Y/n: Mooooom... Just tell me what you wanted to say
Mom: Yes... Take these and don't forget to use them when the time comes
She hands me a packet of condoms. My face turns red with embarrassment and a bit of anger
Y/n: Mom!!!! Ewww, we are not gonna do that.
I hand her the pack of condoms back
Mom: Please take it dear. You never know what might lead to sex on such romantic occasions
Y/n: EWWWW! Please don't give me "The talk" again
She chuckles and puts the packet back in my hand
Mom: I think I have given you enough sex ed talk for a lifetime.
Mom: Now then as you young people like to say. Go get it girl!!!
She laughs while I turn around and put the pack in my purse. I strut outside and take Fara's hand as we walk towards her car.
My mom is very (safe) sex-positive, I do appreciate it but it's also very embarrassing
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Time skip*
We had an awesome time together at prom. I danced with all my friends and ofcourse with Fara. It was all pretty romantic and fun and exhausting tbh. Fara and I got into her car in the parking lot.
Fara: That was so fun
She says as her palm land above mine
Fara: Y/n... Can I kiss you?
As soon as the question leaves her mouth I get a lump in my throat. Her face & lips start to inch closer and closer
Fara: Please?
My lips part and I slowly lean my lips towards her's and only in a few seconds we are passionately making out. Her warm tongue tussles with mine, wanting and needing to explore more.
Fara: Let's go to the back seat
Y/n: Huh?
She gives me a gentle smile
Fara: We won't do anything you don't want to...
Y/n: Ummmm...Ok
Mom might have been right all along. I open my purse and remove the pack of condoms. Fara notices this and smiles mischievously
Fara: I see you naughty girl came prepared
Mom: No! It's just... my mom told me to keep them with me tonight just in case
Fara chuckles and I get redder than a tomato
Fara: Your mom is so nice!... Now come on
We move to the backseat and start to strip out of our clothes... Oh btw Fara moved us to a more secluded place and her windows are also tinted so we have some privacy
Once we are both naked
Fara: You look gorgeous sweetheart also are you... a Virgin?
Y/n: I-- ... Are you...?...sorry Yes I am!
Fara: Ohhhh... I don't think your first time should be in the backseat of a car
Y/n: Ohhh... (I say dejectedly)
Fara: But that doesn't mean we can't provide pleasure to each other (she says smirking)
Fara: Here I saw something on the internet about this position
She guides me into a scissoring position where both of our cocks are touching and pointing upwards. The feeling of her hard cock touching mine was making my coochie so fucking wet...
Fara: And now we put on some lube
A bottle of lube somehow magically appears in her hand and she pours it over our dicks
Fara: Btw did I mention that your cock is soooo beautiful, hot and sexy
I blush at her bold compliments. For some reason, I can't get many words out of my mouth tonight
Y/n: Thanks...Ahem... Yours is very sexy and erotic too!
She smiles at my sincere compliment. Slowly she wraps her fingers around our cocks which are pressed together and starts stroking gently. My dick starts to twitch at her soft touch
Fara: Nuh uh... Don't cum yet
She continues to stroke excruciating slowly for the next few minutes. When my cock starts to throb she stops and then continues after a pause. What a tease. My pleasure builds up quickly until she removes her hand
Fara: Come on now you do it
Y/n: huh? Ok I'll try
I wrap my hand around our dicks and start stroking
Fara: Slow down a bit, there is no rush
She lays her hand over mine and slowly and lazily moves it up and down. I gradually ramp up the pace, and I can feel her firm cock throbbing as we both get very close to an orgasm.
Fara: Oh God Y/n YESSS...Faster! Fuck I'm cummingggggg...
Y/n: Me toooo...Ahhh
Both of us cum simultaneously. Her and my white hot semen coating my fingers and mixing together.
Also, God, her moans are definitely hotter than any porn!!!
She holds my wrists and guides my cum coated fingers to her mouth. She sucks on my index finger and licks it clean
Y/n: You know there is your cum in there too, aren't you grossed out or something?
Fara: Nah, I honestly...mmmm... feel neutral about tasting my own cum, but now that its mixed with yours its 1000 times better...mmmm
She finishes sucking and guides my fingers near my lips
Fara: Care to have a taste (she said teasingly)
I part my lips about to lick my fingers but then a gross feeling comes over me. It's my own cum, ughhhh. I shake my head and she shrugs,
Fara: More for me I guess
After cleaning my fingers, she leans towards me and pulls me in for a kiss... As we intensify our kiss, I can taste both her and my own cum, but for some reason this time it doesn't disgust me. I guess the flavour of both of our cums is the same, but it's definitely not horrible.
Fara: (smiles) I hope we can do this again... and go a bit further even
I smile back at her but I can't help but ask a lingering question that's been nagging me
Y/n: Fara... Are you a virgin?
Her smile falls and she looks away... Did I ruin the moment? After a long pause, she speaks up
Fara: No... I mean Vaginally yes but I have had sex using my penis before...
Her face falls even further
Fara: It was with an old classmate, we were 15 and both very horny. Honestly, it was pretty horrible, which I expected by the way but she was just so... Obsessive... That "relationship"(she uses air quotes) left a bad taste in my mouth
Y/n: Oh... Fuck sorry!!! I didn't mean to bring up bad memories
Fara: It's okay, it'd have come up eventually
As we continued to grope, play, and cuddle with one other, we changed the subject and laughed a little more about both sexual and non-sexual topics.
It was truly a day well spent, but I guess mom would be disappointed that I didn't get any "real action" lol
Chapter 27: Error 404: Love not found (2)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Several years later, Y/n's POV:
???: MOOOOOMMMMMM
I hear a scream from upstairs. Every morning is this loud and chaotic nowadays
Y/n: WHAT HAPPEND HONEY?
I shout back at my little goblin
???: I can't find my shirt!!
Y/n: COMING!
I quickly finish making her lunch box and hurry upstairs. I see my little goblin in her frock(part of her uniform) but topless
Y/n: God Millie cover-up, how many times must I repeat myself? You are a growing girl now!
Millie: I would have, but there is no shirt in my closet
I open her closet looking through the piles of neatly folded clothes
Y/n: Where did it go I ironed it yesterday and put it in your-
I looked around her room and saw the neatly folded shirt in the chair. I point it out to her
Y/n: And what's that?
Millie looks at it then smiles sheepishly looking back at me
Millie: Sorry mom I must have forgotten it there
I sigh and shake my head. This girl is as clumsy and forgetful as her mom... her other mom I mean
Y/n: Now quickly put on your clothes and come down for breakfast, or else you will be late again!
She hurries and starts to put on her shirt, I run downstairs and put the plates on the table, Mille runs down with her bag and starts munching as soon as she gets seated, Fara comes down too in a business suit. She comes near me and pulls me in for a morning kiss.
Millie: EWWWWWWW!
Both of us giggle
Fara: We are your Moms, there is nothing "Ew" about your moms expressing their love for each other
Millie: Still its very EWWWW and embarrassing
I smile at my little goblin. I used to be the same when my mom and dad kissed in front of me.
Fara and I get seated and eat our breakfast at a leisurely pace while Mille finishes up in 5 mins
Come on mom hurry and finish up I don't want to be late AGAIN!
Y/n: Sit down missy, there are still 20 mins remaining till your bus arrives
She pouts and sits down.
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Since Millie is still 9 years old I wait with her for the bus. Maybe I'm being a little overprotective but it's better to be safe than sorry.
I walk back to the house and start doing the dishes when all of a sudden I felt a slap on my ass. Fara then hugged me from behind, her hands going under my Tshirt and squeezing my breasts
Y/n: Fara! Not now, you have to go to the office and I have to do these dishes and some more house chores and then also go to my part-time job-AHHHHHH!!
She pulls my PJs and her trousers down, I can feel her rubbing her cock between my legs
Y/n: FARA!!!!
Fara: Sorry but I'm too turned on today!
She pushes inside me and I stop doing the dishes. The feeling of her hard cock thrusting in and out of me makes me lean forward a bit and start pushing back against her, both of us are moving in sync now.
Fara: FUCKKKK!!
It's only been like 90 seconds since she started and she cumming already!? She must've been too aroused
She quickly zips up her pants after cleaning up
Fara: I'm sorry I know you didn't cum, I promise I'll make it up to you tonight!
She leans in and kisses me deeply. I pull my PJs up and she grabs her office bag. I give her a final kiss before she leaves.
I sigh and get in the shower before going back to the chores gain. I'm not too worried about getting pregnant since I had my tubes tied
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6 months later, Y/n's POV:
Fara is working too many overtime hours these days, and she also doesn't seem to be interested in joining us on our weekend outings/dates anymore. I suspect she may be having a midlife crisis or depression.
Over the next few weeks, I try my very best to cheer her up,
Her favourite dinners - check
Flowers - check
Some sexy lingerie - check
Picnic with Millie - check
I tried every trick in the book, but alas my dear spouse was still too depressed. I'm running out of ideas now, maybe I should start finding a therapist.
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Fara arrived late as always, she went to sleep as soon as she changed. But tonight something was off she was too giddy and when I asked her what happened she just said nothing. In the middle of the night, I get up as quietly as I could and sneak her phone away... This feels wrong but, something must've happened today.
I open her phone and a message pops up
"Today was hot AF! I wanna do it again and try some new things"
I gulp, and my hands start to shake, while my body starts to sweat. I click on the message
I just wanted to die right then, fuck, it was as bad as I thought, if not worse! I just wanna cry so badly. I go to the bathroom and splash my face with water.
What the fuck do I do now? Divorce? How do you even confront your spouse about something like this? 'Oh honey I found your lover's messages and would request you to stop fucking him'
I look back down at the messages. The first text was 4 months old, right around the time Fara started acting "depressed". Well, at least this solves one mystery.
GOD! I feel like a fucking fool, here I was trying to cheer her up while she was whoring behind my back.
I send the screenshots of those messages to myself. I keep her phone where it was and go back to sleep.
I ofcourse couldn't sleep the whole night. My heart kept switching between feeling sad and angry at her. I wanted to yell at her, and divorce her cheating ass but at the same time I wanted her to be mine, I wanted her to beg me to forgive her and I wanted to forgive her. This is such a mess, all caz of this bitch
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I take a deep breath. Millie has left for school, it's just Fara and me now.
Y/n: Fara sit down
She looks at me and my serious face. Maybe she knows that I know
Fara: ...
She sits down at the dining table opposite to mine
Y/n: Fara can you explain this to me this
I slide the printed screenshots towards her. Her breathing became a bit fast and then she looked calmly at me
Fara: *Sigh* ...
Fara: Ok! This will be easier now that you know... Y/n... I have fallen for someone else. Now that you know, I will be staying at a motel today and I'll come to pick up the rest of my stuff tomorrow
I just sat there with my mouth agape, I expected(and hoped) for her to apologize and beg me to forgive her but this... I was not prepared for this. How could she just shrug 12 years of marriage aside like it meant nothing to her... Was it all a lie? Was our whole relationship a lie? Just why? It couldn't be! Even if she was a good actor nobody could lie about that for more than a decade.
I resolved myself to be strong and calm before confronting her but all of the gone now. How can she be so cold TO ME? HER WIFE, MOTHER OF HER CHILD! I started to cry but I was also angry. I screamed at the top of my lungs
Y/n: YOU LYING SLUT! HOW CAN--
She ran out the door before I could say anything else. I was just left standing there broken by my "soulmate"
I closed the door and just sat on the floor bawling my eyes out. What do I do now?
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True to her word she came the next day and picked up her stuff, I gave her the silent treatment when she tried talking to me. I'm not having any of her bullshit. Finally, when she is done packing I break down, I scream and yell till my throat goes sore
Y/n: YOU FUCKING BITCH! HOW COULD YOU BETRAY ME LIKE THAT? 12 YEARS! 12 FUCKING YEARS FARA! AND YOU ARE LEAVING JUST LIKE THAT! WELL FUCK YOU I HOPE YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND CHEATS ON YOU TOO! AND WHAT ABOUT MILLIE? DID YOUR SLUTTY ASS EVER THINK ABOUT HER?-
Fara: I still love Millie very much and I hope we can figure out a fair custody
With that, she walks out probably forever. My pity party starts soon after she leaves. I order a tub of ice cream and a pizza. I put on some boring action movie and just spread out on the couch. Later I wait outside for Millie's bus to arrive. She instantly knows something is wrong
Millie: Mom why are you so sad?
Y/n: It's nothing baby, I'm just not feeling well...
After we get inside I sit her down and tell her
Y/n: Millie I wanna talk to you about something...Mom isn't going to live with us anymore
Millie: What why? Is she going somewhere? when will mom be back?
Y/n: You will see her again soon but your mom and I won't be living together anymore
I try my best to not break down in front of Millie
Millie: Does she not love me anymore...*sniff* *sniff*...Did I do something to make her angry
Y/n: Oh noooo baby!
I pick her up and hug her
Y/n: None of this is your fault...your mom just...I mean your mom and I aren't like... together anymore
Y/n: Both of us love you very much baby! Trust me, after all, you are our cute little goblin
I gently pat and rub her back as she calms down from her crying in my arms
Y/n: Would like to have pizza for dinner?
She looks into my eyes and nods violently while smiling. Good at least I've got her distracted for today
I order 1 large pizza with her favourite toppings, we gobble the whole pizza up between ourselves. My daughter may be physically tiny but she's a glutton when it comes to junk food.
After tucking her in bed, I prepare a warm bath for myself, I relax and sob a bit. The warm water eventually calms me down. I start thinking about my future (a bit more realistically now).
I should maybe download Tinder but... dating is so scary, maybe... maybe I can find someone good in that lesbian/gay bar that opened recently
Y/n: *sigh*...
30 mins later I get out of the bath and go to sleep.
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3 months later:
The divorce is going smoothly, I get alimony and child support from Fara monthly since I used to work part-time only. What was surprising was that she offered that herself, her only condition was that I don't fight the divorce, does she really think that I'm gonna fight FOR her after all that?... I wanna go on a vacation, probably somewhere with a beach...*yawn*
I've also started looking for a full-time job but it's very hard, no one wants to hire a part-time stay-at-home mom with no college degree. Fuck my life, I can't keep depending on her for money.
We have been sharing custody of Millie through all of this. Fara has her over at her new apartment every weekend. I might hate Fara but I don't want Millie to feel lonely caz of all this. Besides, it gives me the weekend to look for jobs other that are not minimum wage
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Next weekend, Y/n's POV:
Y/n: Bye bye baby! Call me if you need anything or if your mom forgets something ok? And be a good girl
I hug my daughter tightly and kiss her cheeks. She groans and probably hates me babying her but I can't help it, this little goblin is my whole life, I love her so much
Y/n: I love you baby
Millie: Love you too mom
She kisses me on my cheek and opens the car door and runs towards my soon-to-be-ex-wife. I look at them as they walk into her apartment, reminiscing about what could have been. Well, I'm still too young to give up, I'll find someone better definitely!
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3rd person POV:
Fara kisses Millie on her cheek as she colours her colouring book. The TV was still on, Millie was watching cartoons earlier. Fara turned it off.
Y/n: I'll be back in an hour ok honey? Be a good girl and don't trouble Jake too much. If you need anything ask Jake or call me ok?
Jake was the name of Fara's boyfriend, the one that she left Y/n for.
Millie: Yes mom...
Millie went back to her colouring book. Fara wears her shoes and closes the door behind her at she leaves.
15 mins later, 3rd person's POV
Location: Fara's new apartment
TW: The following scene contains Sexual assault and violence against children
Jake went to the living room and checked on his "girlfriend". He looked over at Millie and smirked. He turns on the TV and sets the volume too high.
Jake: Hey Millie why don't you come here a sec
Millie looks confused at Jake
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(I'm too weak to write this scene so let's skip)
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Y/n's POV:
I rush to Fara's apartment as soon as I get the call. My baby, god please let her be ok...
I get out of the car and rush to the nearest police officer
Y/n: Where is my daughter!!!???
Officer: Mam please calm down
Y/n: Just tell me where my Millie is!
Officer: Mam may I know your name
Y/n: Y/n L/n! Now tell me where she is!!
Officer: Mam can you come with me, please
He takes me to an ambulance and the paramedic tells me to sit there
Another (female) officer comes and takes over
Female officer: Mam I wanna inform you that your daughter has unfortunately passed away
This can't be real right? This has to be a dream, I kissed her goodbye this morning. No, it's just...*sob*
I start crying no more like wailing. It hurts! It physically hurts. My baby My little girl! I clench my fist so tight! My breathing starts to become fast, the officer starts to rub my arm/shoulder. Everything becomes blurry. The officer says something but my brain can't understand her, her words seem like nonsensical noises. The paramedic hands me a brown paper. I just know to start breathing into it. After a while, my breathing and heart rate calms down, and I can understand their words again.
Female officer: *Ahem*... Millie was...
She looks down and continues
Female officer: Millie was... Sexually assaulted. Currently, our prime suspect is Jake Anderson
NOOOOO! I just wanna die! I wish I could've helped her somehow, my little girl must've been terrified and so much hurt coz of that fucking monster! I swear I will feed that man his own eyes and dick once I see him. I will... I...
I start to sob again, realising just how helpless, alone and hurt my baby must have been. I just wanna turn back time. I wish I never brought her here. I wish I had done more to protect her
As I was crying I saw someone behind the officer, my ex-wife
Y/n: YOU!
I get up and walk/jog towards her
Y/n: YOU FUCKING BITCH! She'd have been alive if it wasn't for you!
My ex starts to shed her crocodile tears
Y/n: I WISH IT WAS YOU WHO WAS DEAD! YOU GOOD FOR NOTHING ASSHOLE
I start to strangle her. Both of us fall to the ground, she doesn't resist or push my hand away. The other police officers quickly get me off of her.
Officer: Mam please calm down otherwise you will be arrested
Y/n: Oh so you will arrest me but this killer will walk free?
Officer: She was grocery shopping when... the incident happened, we confirmed it
That was quick I thought
Y/n: Still she left my daughter alone with her predator boyfriend
She starts bawling in the background
Officer: Enough mam come with me now!
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2 days later
My ex was present at the funeral. I wanted to kick her butt out but I don't want to make a scene. I just want my darling to have some peace and quiet. Everyone consoled me. Some people knew what had actually happened before Millie's death, they avoided Fara like the plague. I wish I had a shoulder to cry on, this is so hard. I wish my mom and dad were here! They passed away years ago. But I'm sure they're taking care of their granddaughter in heaven
I stay for a few more after everyone has left. This whole thing still feels like a bad dream! Like I'll wake any second now; My baby will shake me awake and I'll give her a kiss on her soft cheeks; She'll then pout at me for treating her like a baby, I'll make her some pancakes as she gets ready for school... I just want to wake up
I start to sob again
2 hours of crying later
I get up to go home but as I turn around, I see my ex, still sitting there on the last row of chairs. She looks like an empty husk, I might've had sympathy for her if I didn't know it was her fault.
As soon as I get up her eyes wander over to me, she stood up too, looking like she wanted to say something. When I got near her
Fara: Y/n...I wanted to apologise, I know it doesn't mean much but-
She saw the disgusted look on my face, I continued walking. I don't give a fuck about her apology.
And if you are wondering what happened to Jake, he got shot by the police when he tried to run after they found him at some gas station. I can't even get revenge now that he is dead, but at least he won't ever hurt anyone else's daughter again
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2 months later, Y/n's POV:
I was going crazy, I'm just so sad and angry I don't know what to honestly. I-I- AH fuck it.
I book an Airbnb in the middle of nowhere and then I message someone who would've least expected it - Fara
"I booked an Airbnb for 7 days, pack up your shit and come to my house at 9 am this Saturday"
My finger hovered above the send button... And then I just pressed it without much further thought
Fara's POV:
I was on my coffee break when my phone buzzed. It was a text from Y/n. My heart leapt a little. The last message between us was a big apology sent by me 2 months ago, I didn't text her again since I wanted to give her some space. There was no way we were getting back together I thought. But the text today made my stupid brain hope a little.
"Nah she probably wants some closure before ghosting me completely or maybe she wants to beat the shit out of me" I thought to myself. If hitting me gives her peace of mind I won't stop her
I thought about killing myself after our baby got killed. After all, it was my fault, if I didn't cheat, if I had just been a good wife our daughter would be alive and we would still have a happy home together. But I just had to be an entitled bitchy asshole!
While I thought about killing myself I also thought about Y/n, she only had a part-time job, and she won't be able to earn enough on her own (at least not right now when she was mourning). So I decided to scrap those plans. I send as much money as I can to her so that she would have one less thing to worry about
I pack my bags anyways, seeing her again would be nice but also awkward maybe. Its been so lonely ever since...
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Saturday* Fara's POV:
The drive to the Airbnb was very quiet and awkward, I tried to make small talk but Y/n didn't respond. I wonder how the rest of the week will go. As we reached the Airbnb, I took a look around, it was a pretty nature-y place, I'm sure I saw some rare birds flying around. This was at least a nice time to relax away from everything
We got inside, it was a pretty cozy place. The house had big windows, I toured the place and saw the best bathroom ever, it had huge windows from floor to ceiling, and you could take a nice hot bath while looking at nature and huge trees. It would've been romantic if the situation was better. I wish Millie could've been here, she'd love looking at the birds (she'd also probably get bored pretty soon tho)
There were 3 bedrooms in this house, 1 master bedroom and 2 small ones
Fara: Ummm... I'll take this room...if that's ok
Y/n: No.
she said calmly
Fara: Which room do you want me to take?
She takes my hand and guides me to the master bedroom
Fara: Oh...
"Either we are sleeping together or she's gonna take one of the smaller rooms", I thought, and the latter option was unlikely
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that night*
The whole day was just like the car ride - awkward and silent. Y/n never spoke more than the bare minimum. I thought she'd want to find out why, how, when etc or maybe she'd like to beat me to death or scream till my ears were bleeding, but none of that happened. She just cooked some food and we ate in silence, not any small talk even. This silent treatment is worse than I thought it could be! Just say something Y/n, ANYTHING!
When it was finally time for bed, we both fell asleep in the same bed. I was ready if she needed a sexual release just in case, but I wasn't wearing any sexy lingerie, I didn't think that would've been appropriate
She turned off the lights and said
Y/n: 'Night
Fara: Good night...
My breathing slows down as I finally feel like I can relax
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Some time later* Y/n's POV:
It was the middle of the night I got up which woke Fara up
Fara: Y/n, what happened
Y/n: Nothing I just need to pee, go back to sleep
She looks at me for a second then goes to sleep. I get out of the room and use the restroom.
TW: Violence ahead
I pick up the sledgehammer and a gun from where I had hidden them, I put the gun and its holster around my PJs. I open the door to our room and raise the hammer up from behind her. It was probably a gut feeling that woke her
She raises her up defensively around her face. With all the force in my body, I swing it down onto her chest.
Fara: AH-- *cough* *cough* *cough* *cough* Please Y/n wait-
Her voice cracked, she couldn't speak only whisper.
I swung the hammer down again this time on her kneecap... I missed... I swung again and end up hitting her femur. She lets out an ear-piercing scream and starts coughing violently. I'm pretty sure I broke some bones
Fara: Y/n please wait-
She looks at me with tears in her eyes, those tears might've made me melt or emotional once upon a time but not today
I swung again as she crawls on the floor, this time I hit the kneecap on her other leg. I was again rewarded by this bitch's screams of pain.
Y/n: YOU FUCKING BITCH YOU TOOK MY DAUGHTER FROM ME
Fara: Y/n I'm s-so sorry for t-that
Y/n: Fuck you killer whore!
I swung again and again till she stopped moving. After my rage subsided I realized the carpet on the floor was covered with blood. I dropped the sledgehammer and sat down on the bed thinking/zoning out
My life was for sure over now, I now had 2 choices - I removed my revolver and spun its loaded cylinder then I looked outside towards the forest.
I could take a risk and run away, living my whole life on the run or in some forest... or I can end everything now and be with Millie again (also my parents too ofcourse)
What should I choose?
--The end--
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Chapter 28: Roses and Scars(1)
Chapter Text
Y/n's POV:
Y/n: *sigh*
I'm too late today, I hate my company, my boss, my colleagues and the management, all of them are a piece of shit. I should probably start to look for another job soon.
I unlock my apartment's door and as soon as I step inside I can hear some loud music.
https/youtu.be/UAFdJaxTt_k
I leave my bag on the couch and enter the kitchen. I see my Girlfriend of 3 years dancing and while cooking. The sweet aroma of chicken and spices instantly hits me. God, I'm so hungry! My eyes wander to her hips, swaying.
Margaret(Rita): The way you move is a mystery
She spins around singing into the spatula all excited. She starts blushing when she notices me
Rita: Oh welcome... I didn't hear you come in...Alexa stop the music.
Y/n: You were sooo cuteeee!!!
Her face becomes redder than a tomato
Rita: Oh come on now... Why don't you take a shower while I get the dinner ready, you are too sweaty today.
Y/n: Yea my company has decided to take some idiotic clients. I'll have to do overtime for the next month or two
Rita: Oh... That's bad... I'll miss our evenings together. But hopefully, everything will be back to normal soon!
Y/n: Yea... Hopefully...
Rita: Don't make a pouty face. I'm making one of your favourite dishes
She turns around and goes back to cooking dinner. AHHH I wanna hold this cute human. I come up behind her and wrap my arms around her waist. I kiss her neck from behind
Rita: Y/n! I'm cooking its dangerous besides you are all sweaty and smelly, go take a shower
I groan
Y/n: Mmmmm but hugging you makes my day less miserable, also I'm just marking my territory with my smell
Rita: *giggles* Go take a shower then I'll let you hug me all night long
I kiss her cheek one final time before going into the shower.
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After dinner*
Y/n: Ahhh! That feels so good darling!
Rita makes me orgasm in no time at all. I can feel all of the day's stress leaving my body, Rita lays beside me breathing heavily.
Rita: Was it good?
Y/n: *smiling* It was awesome. No, it was better than awesome, it was definitely heavenly!
She grins in satisfaction after hearing my compliment
Y/n: Why don't you lay back and let me return the favour?
Rita: Oh no, it's ok! You must be exhausted after work and the "Heavenly" orgasm I gave you
Y/n: No I--
She puts her finger on my lips
Rita: Shush! You should go to sleep, you can go down on me when your workload lessens and you are not so tired
Y/n: No--
Rita: Didn't you hear what I said? Shush!
Y/n: Ok ok! Goodnight darling
I kiss her lips and spoon her. She likes to be the little spoon, which was a bit uncomfortable at first since I like being the little spoon too but as time went on I got used to being the big spoon. Her platinum hair is also so soft and smells so nice, I love cuddling with this girl
I think back to how we met. We totally met each other by chance like in those romantic movies.
So I went to this Fresher's party when we had just started college, there were drinks and ... well that was the only special thing about the party. As more and more people start to get tipsy(except me since I don't like alcohol), my roommate has a brilliant of playing truth or dare with everyone left.
I obviously participated too... there were a lot of standard questions like "when did you lose your virginity" or "who do you have a crush on" and blah blah blah... there were also a lot of weird dares by the guys there, I remember one guy daring another to go skinny dipping in the fountain by the entrance of our college... It was definitely... an experience.
Then after a while, there were only a few people left. The bottle spun again and the stars seem to align right at the perfect moment, the bottle pointed to a girl everyone referred to as 'Rita'.
Rita was the typical goth girl you would meet in your high school or in my case college, except her hair were marvellous, the platinum blonde hair perfectly complimented her black outfit and her black lipstick.
My roommate: Ok Rita truth...or DARE?
She definitely wants her to pick the latter option. Rita smirks a bit and replies
Rita: Dare!
My Roommate: I dare you to kiss someone now
Rita looks around and scans each person, she then gets up and pulls me in for a deep hot kiss, I could've pushed her away but she was too hot so I just went along with it. We kissed for 2-3 mins which seemed like so short at that time
My Roommate: Woooohooo that was a nice show
Rita bows to her and sits down again, She and my roommate definitely noticed my blush but chose not to comment on it. At the time Rita might've not known but that was like my 2nd kiss ever, my first one was with my ex, my ex and I barely lasted 2 months lol.
I later got to know Rita and my roommate were friends from high school. By the end of the night, Rita got too drunk to drive and spent the night in our dorm room. The next day I saw the real Rita, the real Rita was completely opposite of the person I saw yesterday, she was shy, blushing and apologetic when she remembered what she had done the night before.
Rita: I shouldn't have done that at all... or I should have at least taken your consent before coming onto you like that!
I keep my hand on her shoulders gently and calm her guilty/panic-ky ass down
Y/n: Its ok Rita, I... I liked it and you are pretty cute so it's all fine
Her blush deepens and the rest is history. To think I was thinking of skipping that party!
Yawn* I should probably go to sleep now
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1 month later*
As the month passes my workload only seems to go up without any end. But Rita is always there to make it better since she gets off from work much earlier than me she cooks and does the dishes without my help(not that I can cook). She's been extra clingy ever since my overtime started, and to be honest, I do enjoy the extra attention very much. Also, the sex is awesome! It feels like we are in college again, making love at every chance we get!
Few days later*
We (my company I mean) are finally done with that micromanager idiotic client! I'm going home a bit early to surprise Rita and give her the good news! I open the front door and hear some sounds...
???: Ahhhhh! Harder baby
"I wonder what's that", I put my bag on the couch and proceed towards our bedroom, I find it empty, I listen to the sounds carefully and suddenly remember, it's our loud neighbour, they always go at it in the evenings.
I search the house for Rita but find it empty, Awwww I was planning to spend today with Rita cuddled up on the couch with some hot chocolate, watching some cheesy romcom... I can still surprise her, maybe I can cook dinner...Nah that's unrealistic, I'll just order something, don't wanna burn the house down
I go to the kitchen and grab some water. I see Rita's phone on the countertop.
"She forgot her phone here...It won't hurt to take a peek" I grab her phone and unlock it (we can unlock our phones with each other's fingerprints).
I haven't gone down on Rita for a month I guess. I wonder what type of porn she's watching, maybe it'll spice up our bedroom if she's watching some kinky stuff
I open up her browser and it starts loading up an online forum...about adultery...WTF?
The whole thing is about people encouraging each other to cheat on their partners...fucking disgusting. I see that Rita is already logged in. I gulp and click on her(the logged-in user's) profile. I see only one post in the post history
The post:
God my wife is super sweet and the most gentle person I know but AP is just so rough and toxic I just can't seem to let him go!
Comments:
1st commenter: We all need someone rough and a bit toxic in our life! I am with my AP for the same reason
2nd commenter: People have needs I wish--
Back to Y/n*
I couldn't read any further but I just... I... I need to check what "AP" means, maybe it means something else. I google the term -- "AP is affair partner." the first result says.
My knees instantly go weak and my hand starts to shake. Its like my whole life was falling apart before me. The person I loved the most, the person who was always supposed to be by my side was... fuck, I start to sob uncontrollably. My breathing starts to get faster and so does my heart rate. I can feel my heart beat so fast like there is no tomorrow. I try to get up and grab some water but I fall down again.
"Ok Y/n you need to control yourself, breath in...1...2...3...4...5...breath out" I calm my panicky ass down slowly and manage to get on the sofa
Y/n: What now...
I start sobbing again, I can't think straight, everything just hurts so much! I gave her my all! Wasn't all that enough? Maybe I'm too boring for anyone to like me. I really tried my best, I wish... I could've done more maybe then... I... Maybe I took her for granted... what's the point of working my ass off if I'll never be enough... I wish I could be enough, I wish someone would tell me I make them happy, that my efforts are more than enough... I wish...
I fall asleep after 30 more mins of crying and rambling in my mind
Chapter 29: Roses and Scars(2)
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Same day, Rita's POV:
"Ah today was so good, I love how he just manhandles me, I wish Y/n would do that too... or maybe not on a second thought... or maybe just for one day...AHHH! no need to think about useless hypotheticals!"
I unlock the front door and find my dear GF spread out on the couch sleeping like a puppy... an exhausted puppy it seems. I quietly make my way towards our bedroom and grab a blanket and a pillow. I put a pillow under her head and put a blanket over her. I make my way over to the kitchen and see my phone on the countertop, I stare at it for a while and start to feel the guilt set in.
This happens every time after I meet him, I feel guilty for... keeping this thing secret from Y/n and then I pamper her all week to make up for it. I could confess to her but that will bring nothing but pain, I know I know I should stop but he is just so addicting... I wish I could just erase all my memory of him, ughh that motherfuc-
I look at the time again, and dam it's getting late, I should stop my inner monologue and get to work. I wear my cute apron with a cartoon bear on it and start making dinner as quietly as I can
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I hear Y/n wake up when I'm almost done. I put on my bright smile and greet her
Rita: Good morning puppy!
Y/n doesn't reply instead she just looks at me with a sad look, I think I see her eyes almost tear up!
Rita: Y/n are you alright? Did something happen at work?
Y/n: No nothing...
She quickly gets up and makes her way towards the washroom
"something must've happened at work right?... I mean what else can be there, it must be her boss or the difficult client she was telling me about" I think and reassure myself. I didn't even want to consider the possibility that she knew about my affairs.
I gulp and turn off the gas stove. "maybe I should check up on her...No no that would only make me more suspicious, not to mention she needs some space" I thought but it still irks me the wrong way.
I... I should plan a date soon, all this overtime must be driving her crazy and depressed.
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15 mins later
Y/n comes back and sits at the dining table, she starts to eat without saying.
Rita: Soooooo... Did something happen at work?
silence*
Ok maybe she doesn't wanna talk about it ... let's talk about something that makes her happy
Rita: Ummm...Uh...Ah, Have you seen the new Rick and Morty episode? We can watch it together if you want to...
She looks up, glances into my eyes for a moment and then continues eating
Fuck Fuck FUCK! Whatever she's angry about is definitely related to me! Did she find out about my secret? No way I have never gone out with him when she was home or on the weekends.
I spend all the time she's free together with her. I only go out when she's at work or something...Wait she got home early today, does she suspect something? Maybe that's why she got home early...she wanted to catch me in the act maybe?
AHHH all of this is so frustrating, I wish she'd just talk to me or yell at me, being in limbo like this is killing me! Fuck Y/n just say something or be angry or hell even hit me I don't care, I don't even know if she's angry at me for the affair or something else...
After we are done with dinner, I try to start a conversation again
Rita: Would you like some ice cream? You love the strawberry flavour, I can quickly get it for you... if you want that is...
silence*
She walks away to the bedroom without even acknowledging me... I might've fucked up big time
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That same night*
I go to bed after applying my moisturizer. I wear my sexiest nightgown which is also semi-transparent with sexy black panty.
Y/n glances at me for the briefest moment, everything seems to have stopped when her eyes were on my breasts. I would have agreed to anything she wanted at that moment, but much to my dismay, she turned back to her phone.
I have never felt more humiliated in my life. I feel... I feel like a cheap toy my girlfriend got bored of.
We have obviously had fights before but we have never ever said "no" to the other person for sex. I just wanna roll up into a ball and cry
Rita: Excuse me...*sniff*
I go to the bathroom without looking back at her and let my tears flow. After changing into my PJs and washing my face I go back to our bedroom and find Y/n already asleep.
I get in bed and put my arm around Y/n's stomach. That's when she spoke, my breath hitched
Y/n: I know that you are cheating on me
Rita: Y/n--
Y/n: I want you to move by tomorrow and grab all your important stuff, I'll box up the rest till next week
My face started to get hot, I thought I might be getting a heart attack. Tears started to roll down my face.
Rita: Y/n *sniff* please I'll never do that again please, just hear me--
Y/n: It's over Rita so just shut up
Rita: But I don't have a place to go--
Y/n: You can move in with your "oh-so-toxic boyfriend"
Rita: Y/n, please! He is not my boyfriend! *sniff*
Y/n: I said we are not talking about this anymore!
Rita: Just let me--
Y/n: I'll kick you out right now if you don't shut up!
I sensed a different type of anger in her voice. It was different from our usual fights, it sounded more serious, more certain and also very sad like she was disappointed.
While my actions didn't show it, I really didn't want to hurt my Y/n. She makes every day so much more meaningful to me, but my fucking addiction! I should've gone to a therapist instead of going to that toxic fucker, UGHH I wanna kill myself...
Where will I go now, I... I can crash at my co-worker's place for a few days I guess but then what...I start to cry more as I realized I would have to live with that toxic fucker, I have no one else to turn to... My parents live in another country and I definitely dont wanna ask them for help
I wish I could just undo everything. Ughhh I wish Y/n would just talk to me once. I wanna... I will do anything she asks. I just want her back
I start to cry again. Y/n shifted when she heard me sniffling, but she didn't say anything. God I hate this, I hate that I made her like this, also who will take care of her now, she can't cook... maybe if I... No that would only make her hate me more
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Next Day* Y/n's POV:
I woke up early next day, I look to my side and that Rita was gone already. I go in the kitchen to find a note
Dear Y/n,
I know you dont want to hear a long apology letter right now, so I'll save that for a text message. I have prepared some breakfast and kept it on the counter top. I hope with my whole being that it won't be the last breakfast I prepare for you
Please call me, I want to apologize face to face rather than thru text, you deserve at least that much.
With all my love,
Rita
I eat my breakfast and dont bother reading her texts. But I after a while I cant help myself so I read the. I dont have a switch that i can flick to just stop loving her. Most of her texts are apologies and other pleading me to call her and see her just once
On one hand I want her to beg and show me she wants me back but on the other hand I just want to forget about her and move on maybe.
sigh*
I get ready for work, the apartment seems so quiet now... maybe I'll move soon instead of staying in this sad looking apartment...
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In the following week I boxed up all of her stuff and moved to to the living room. I texted her that I was done boxing up all the things. She told me when she was coming to pick the boxes up (well she also apologised and pleaded for us to meet up, and ngl I enjoyed her begging a bit).
I might seem calm about all of this but tbh I just wanna punch her and scream at that bitch and hug her. I wanna humiliate her for cheating on me I wanna do a lot of things but from what I read online its best to just split up without any drama.
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few days later* Y/n's POV:
ding dong*
I open the door and see my ex-girlfired wearing a casual but cute sweater. The wine red colour of the sweater perfectly compliments her platinum blonde hair. I used to love her hair when we were together.
She smiles ever so slightly. She looks at me gently and says
Rita: Hey Y/n--
I put a finger on her lips and say in the most emotionless expression i can manage
Y/n: All your stuff is in the living room, just take them quietly
She tiltls her head slightly and tears up again
Rita: Y/n please just--
I walk to the bedroom and lock the door. I know very mature
I can hear some knocking
Rita: Y/n I know you are very angry but please listen to me. I fucked up ok! I won't make any excuses for my behaviour. This is all on me and my dumb cunt. I'll tell you whatever you want to know I will be 100% honest! ... And ... And if you want get back together I'll do any and everything to earn you forgiveness... I'm so so sorry Y/n... I can't even begin to imagine what you must be going through... I'll wont annoy you more but just know that you can call me any time for anything!
Her little speech left me in tears, I dont know what to do! I was so used to having around a girlfriend I can depend on. Why must I suffer caz of her selfishness!
I stormed out of my room in anger just as Rita was leaving with the last box
Y/n: You fucking whore how could you!
I had angry tears in my eyes. God I must've looked pathetic but I couldn't control my emotions and anger anymore
Y/n: How could you just shit all over our relationship like that. 3 years! 3 FUCKING YEARS! YOU SUNK IT DOWN THE DRAIN!
She was crying like a baby now. If someone from the outside had looked at us I might've looked like a shitty patner but I know better
Rita: Y/n I'm sorry I--
Y/n: Fuck you! You think your "SoRrY" fixes everything--
She hugs me very tightly, her arms holding me and refusing to let go. I push her initially but then for some reason I just stopped. I actually found myself hugging her back. I just didn't have a shoulder to cry on I guess
Both of us are crying and hugging like in a sappy romance movie, though unlike movie, after the hugging and crying is over its very awkward. I shut myself in my room again to save whatever dignity I have left but my idiotic ex cant seem to leave me alone
Rita: Hey...Ummm...If you ever need some company again or hell if you just need someone to cook just give me a call ok?
Y/n: Fuck you! Go away I never wanna see you again
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Months go by and my week consists of going to my shitty workplace and eating takeout... Maybe I should learn cooking soon... But I'm too depressed and lazy to do anything nowadays. I just watch Netflix the whole weekend and repeat the weekly cycle of misery. Every week without fail I get atleast one message from my ex asking me how I'm doing or if I need her to cook. Although I considered blocking her, I just couldn't, additionally her texts aren't too frequent so its not that annoying
I know I know to move on from an ex one must block them first but I just couldn't do it. Atleast I didn't reply to her texts
But one Friday when I was working late, my phone chimed
Ring*
I look at my phone and it was message from Rita, she never texted this late at night
Chapter 30: Roses and Scars(3)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
But one Friday when I was working late, my phone chimed
Ring*
I look at my phone and it was a message from Rita, she never texted this late at night
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I read her texts... or more accurately series of texts.
Her texts*
"Y/n can I please move back in, he is horrible! I can't deal with him--"
"I promise I won't do anything like this--"
"Y/n are you there? Please reply--"
Y/n's POV:
I was getting annoyed by her rapid-fire of texts. I was already having a bad day and the constant buzzing of the phone made me even more angry, so I decided to block her in frustration. Some of my friends know about the break up the keep advising me to block her and go no contact with her, they'll probably be satisfied when I tell them that I finally did it. Besides, I need to move on someday, right?
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A few days later*
My friends encouraged me to go to a lesbian bar in our city. I'll be honest I didn't even know such a place existed, I haven't been to a bar in years. Ok, I can do this, no need to be nervous right? It's just a bar with girls... lots of girls
I still missed Rita too much, whenever I look at any girl I can't but compare her to Rita. It'll probably take a year or more for me to trust someone again completely...or almost completely.
I get out of my friend's car. She is my "wing woman" and also the only other lesbian in my office. Her name is Marie. She says she comes here often for hookups, I don't particularly like the idea of sleeping with someone just for sex and not trying to form a meaningful relationship, but to each their own I guess.
Marie: I'm telling you, you just haven't found a good lay yet. Casual hookups are THE BEST, no feelings no drama, just mutual satisfaction!
Y/n: I mean I get where you're coming from but it just feels so wrong to me, it's like... umm like why would I buy car tyres if I don't have a car? Makes sense right?
Marie: Like hell it does! That analogy is horrible. And you won't know the pleasures of casual sex unless you've experienced it yourself
Y/n: But--
Marie: Come on, no more 'Buts'
The Stonewall Inn
The bar looked beautiful from the outside but let's see how this goes...
We got in and the bar smelled... pretty gay. There were girls dancing at the far end and people mingling around. The pretty hot bartender was showing her (bartending?) tricks.
After we get seated on the bar stool Marie hollers to the bartender, and she comes to us, I get a good look at her, pretty hot but her hair is not as beautiful as Rita's. Though her eyes definitely outshine Rita's.
Ok, those tiddies are definitely bigger too!
Bartender: What can I get you girls
Marie: I would like a Pina Colada and my friend seems like she'd like your number
I was so lost in her big boobs that I failed to hear what Marie said. "come on y/n don't act like a horny teenager" I think to myself
Y/n: Um Sorry! I zoned out
The bartender blushes while Marie grins like an idiot
Bartender: So um while I can't give you that since I'm (she shows me the ring on her finger)... But what drink would you like?
"Give me what?" I think
Y/n: I would like a... Margarita.
She smiles and gets to work, while I was mesmerised by her boobs shaking while she does her bartending tricks, Marie nudges me
Marie: On your 2 o clock, See that hot girl?
Marie: She is like a devil in bed, can make you do anything she wants. Why don't you try and approach her?
Y/n: Hey I told you I don't like the id--
Marie: "--idea of casual hookups" I know that! But even with that ideology in mind, you have to agree that we never know what will lead to us finding love! Imagine this, you and her, her name is Chrysalis btw, or just Chrys for short--
Y/n: Do you guys know each other
Marie: Well we hooked up ofcourse, but don't worry if you guys get into something serious I will never mention it again
I roll my eyes but think about her words too, she is technically right, I will miss every shot I don't take so might as well
I chug my Margarita and Marie encourages me
Marie: Woohoo! Now go out there and make me proud, also just a piece of advice don't be too sad if she rejects you, she is notorious for that
Y/n: Hopefully not...
I get to the dance floor, more nervous than on my exam day(though the drink made me a bit bolder I guess). I get near the hot girl and introduce myself
Y/n: Hey you look pretty cute I was thinking--
Chrys: Not interested!
She looks away from me and continues dancing with her friends (i think they are her friends)
Dejected I start to walk back to Marie who gives me a soft smile
I sit back on the stool and Marie speaks to me sympathetically
Marie: It's okay, there are many more and way hotter girls, and the night is still young, why don't we drink some shots and then dance a little
Marie and I have some shots and go to the dance floor, my confidence was back up again. Alcohol does weird things to my mind
While we were dancing Chrys saw Marie and came towards us
Chrys: Oh hey Marie, long time no see
Marie: Chrys! It's good to see you again, this is my friend Y/n btw--
Chrys: Oh you're Marie's friend why didn't you say this before--
The song changes to energetic jazz and Chrys suddenly takes my hands in hers
Chrys: How about this, dance with me and if I like how you move I might consider giving you a chance. Sound good?
I just nod my head stunned by her action, for the next 2 mins I dance... Well more like I just follow her lead. By the end, our bodies are pressed against each other, My breathing is heavy and so is hers. After looking into my eyes for a moment she just pulls my head close for a deep kiss. Things only get hotter from there
After 5 mins of smooching, I look around the bar to find Marie, I check my phone and see her text.
Marie's text: I caught an uber while you guys were sucking face, enjoy your night Y/n looks like Chrys likes you
I reply to her
Y/n's text: Sorry and thanks for helping me out
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Chrys invites me to spend the night at her apartment. And let me tell you her skills were on another level! I didn't know you could have such a... how should I put it... skilled tongue?
Y/n: Oh Chrys!! MMMM
I keep my hand over my mouth so as to not be loud. Chrys continues to lick me with the ferocity of a beast.
Y/n: MMM--(she yanks my hand from my mouth) AHHHHHH... Fuck Chrys that was so good
Chrys: Do try to stop your moans, I love hearing your cute voice!
I enjoyed it thoroughly (and hopefully she did too!). After we were done, we lay beside each other, I looked at her, her beautiful freckles and her pixie hair. I guess it actually suits her pretty well, goes perfectly with her eyes actually! Her small breasts fit perfectly on her body type, while still being soft, warm and squishy!
The intense sexual experience tires me out pretty quickly. In no time I went from being hypnotised by her eyes to falling asleep. Maybe she is a real-life pixie with magical powers to make people sleepy
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Next morning*
I woke up to an empty bed the next morning, disappointed I go looking for Chrys, I find her in the living room reading something on her laptop while drinking a cup of coffee. She looked pretty cute working with a serious expression while still in her lingerie.
Y/n: Good morning (I just had my T-shirt on)
She looked up and smile. It looked like a genuine smile
Chrys: Good morning! So are you a coffee or a tea person?
Y/n: Coffee is fine, thank you!
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We talk about random things while she makes coffee and omelettes for us(the only thing she can cook apparently). I find out she is a choreographer/dancer. She showed me some of her dances and they were pretty awesome, no wonder she wanted to see my dance skills. But I'm still surprised she was impressed by my "dance" skills (I was mostly fumbling I think)
Y/n: Wait does that mean I impressed a choreographer by dance moves
She giggles at that
Chrys: Hell no! You danced like you just learned to walk yesterday. Your voice...
Y/n: What?
Chrys: It was your voice that made you sooo cute, I just had to hear you moan! No offence but your moans are more cute than sexy
Y/n: I... I...
Chrys: Relax, there is plenty about you that makes you sexy and hot just not your voice, that only makes you seem cute
I blush not being able to think of a witty reply to that. Maybe I should use my sexy voice on her sometime
After breakfast
I was dressed and ready to leave her apartment.
Y/n: So... Ummm... I still don't have your number
Chrys: Ohhh shit here
She writes her number on a piece of paper and hands it to me.
Y/n: So, can we have a proper date next time?
I blush furiously, my heart beating 1000 times a second. I held my breath waiting for her answer but... but she had a confused look on her face
Chrys: Y/n... I'm sorry I thought you knew this was just something casual and for fun... since you were with Marie I thought you already knew... I should've said something before, sorry to get your hope up
Disappointed I turn as I am about to walk, she says something
Chrys: While I am not ready for any relationships if you want some no-strings-attached sex just call me ok?
I smile and nod at her, and walk down the apartment complex. I don't know why I'm crying again, ofcourse she doesn't want any relationship, I knew that last night, Marie told me so too! Maybe I'm just feeling emotionally lonely... I wish I could have someone to rely on... emotionally and in general, I mean
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2 weeks later
One day while near the end of my shift, my phone ringed
ring ring*
Y/n: Hello
???: Hello, is this Y/n L/n?
Y/n: Yes, who is this
???: I'm calling from Englewood Health Center, we had a patient come in named Margaret Blaine, and you were listed as her emergency contact
I instantly get worried, even though we have a not-so-good past she's still someone I care about
Y/n: What happened is she ok? Is--
???: She's stable but still unconscious. We need to ask you a couple of questions is that alright?
Y/n: Yes! Ofcourse. I'm coming there now--
???: It's better if you answer the question before coming. Firstly what's your relation to Miss Blaine
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After answering all her questions I go to the hospital in a rush, while all I can worry about is that freaking girl!
After getting to the hospital the receptionist tells me Rita's room number, getting into her room the first thing I see is her badly bruised face. God that must've been horrible. There is only one person in my mind who would do such a thing. That toxic guy she had moved in with.
Fuck! I shouldn't have kicked her out like that. I should've given her time to find a new place or some other arrangement. Fuck my stupid angry little brain! My anger over her actions took a backseat, in front of me was not my cheating ex, in front of me was the person I had loved for the past 3 years. We had so many memories together. So many dreams...
AHHH that motherfucking guy I wish I could kill him.
30 mins later the doctor comes into the room to check up on her.
Doctor: You must be Miss L/n
Y/n: Yes! Is she going to be ok doc? Will she have any permanent damage?
Doctor: If everything goes right she'll be alright and we expect her to wake up tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. She has 2 broken ribs and her ankle has a hairline fracture, but her face has suffered 1st and 2nd degree burns, that'll leave some permanent scars although she can probably get some plastic to reduce the scarring. Her eyes seem fine btw, but we won't know more until she wakes up
Y/n: Thanks
I sat back down and let the doctor do his thing.
I waited in worry for her to wake up, somehow I held myself together.
I held her hand for a while thinking about some good memories we had together, sometimes I just talked with her, I told her about what was happening after she left (except for the night with Chrys ofcourse). I also reminisce about the trips we took together.
She loved forests so we trekked through many over the course of our relationship, while I loved adventure sports, but she hated them so we didn't do them very frequently... actually we only did them once I think
I start to get sleepy, so I get up kiss her forehead and make myself comfortable on the hospital sofa (I'm surprised this hospital has a sofa in the first place)
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The next day I get awoken by my alarm... Shit I should call my boss and tell him I'll not be coming today
The room is well-lit by the morning sun's rays and I was greeted by a smiling Rita looking softly at my sleeping form
She whispers something but couldn't make out what, I got up, and seeing my smile probably made her happier, when I lowered my ear near her lips, she whispered
Rita: I'm glad you came Y/n
Y/n: Ofcourse I came, wait just lemme get the doctor ok?
I kiss her forehead again, which makes her smile like a child. God, she still looks so cute. She looks like the same adorable idiot I dated in college
I called the doc and he was in the room to check up on her. All the while he was doing his check-up, she was grinning like a kid who got a PS5. I just wanna hug her so bad
Doctor: You seem in a great mood, that's good. Everything seems fine. We will keep you under observation for the next week till the burns on your face heal and your ribs get a bit better
Her face fell on hearing that
After the doctor left she, looked and me and whispered something while crying. I couldn't hear her so I lowered myself to her lips again
Rita: Do look ugly now Y/n?
I smiled softly looking at her bandaged face and replied in a low voice
Y/n: No you look just as beautiful as the day I met you
Rita: I'm sorry Y/n, I fucked everything up so bad
She looks at me crying
I grab some tissues and wipe her tears.
Y/n: I should also apologize, I shouldn't have kicked you out like that. But let's not worry about that now. Let's just focus on you getting better ok?
She nods, and I kiss her forehead again to reassure her, she seems to smile every time I do that.
Y/n: I need to grab some breakfast, I'll be back ok
I release her hand but I didn't want to, I wanted to stay there with her, but I didn't eat dinner yesterday and it would be bad if I got admitted to the hospital as well
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After breakfast, I get back to Rita's room, and we start to talk since she can't seem to fall asleep. She tells me about her toxic "boyfriend" (she refused to call him that actually, she refers to him as a drug or a mistake). Later that evening when we were watching TV, 2 police officers came to get a statement from her. She held my hand while telling them about the abuse. I feel so bad, I feel like I could've stopped it if I just didn't block her or kicked her out like that in the first place
The officers informed her that he was arrested and charged with not just domestic abuse but also trying to run over a cop, I'm just glad he can't harm Rita anymore
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I visited Rita every day (and stayed in the hospital during the weekend also she could speak normally now) but a day before she was about to get discharged, I noticed she looked stressed and worried
Y/n: What are you thinking about?
Rita: I was... thinking... I don't have a place to stay... I don't know what to do... (she starts to cry) Can I...stay with you until I get better, I promise I'll do all the housework, please?
Y/n: Yes and no! I mean yes you can stay for as long as you want and NO you are not allowed to do any work until the doc says so!
Rita smiled but was still crying.
Rita: I can't thank you enough--
Y/n: It's the least I could do after failing you and leaving you to that monster
Rita: I promise I'll make it up to you! You won't regret this I swear
Y/n: Take it easy and don't worry about anything hm?
I kiss her forehead again and as I pull away she says
Rita: Can I... may I kiss you on the lips...?
Y/n: I-I don't know... I'm sorry
I rush out of the bedroom but not before hearing her sniffling. I mean I want to kiss her but I'm still not over what she did, I'm so confused... Maybe I should ask Marie
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I tell Marie everything that's happened and she says
Marie: Look I'm not saying you shouldn't help her but don't fall for her tricks again. She's your past let her stay there permanently!
Y/n: You are... right, I'll help her look for an apartment when she gets back on her feet
Marie: How are things going with Chrys btw
she asked me with her eyebrow raised
Y/n: She told me she wasn't interested in relationships, but she gave me her number and told me to call anytime I wanted to hookup
Marie: Holy shit, Chrys never gives her number to any of her one-night stands! You know what this means, right? She's interested in you, you just need to push a bit, maybe she wants you to push a bit
Y/n: Nah she was very clear on what she wanted
Marie: Have it your way then
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Rita's recovery was going pretty well, she started insisting on doing house chores but I explicitly banned her from doing so. Although she did teach me how to cook simple dishes. Living with her again started to make me fall for her again (against Marie's advice). We both slept in the same room since it was a one-bedroom apartment.
We both were happy I guess with... our current arrangement. Even after she was fully healed I never asked her to go apartment hunting and she never asked me to help her look. Although we were a bit close, we weren't intimate... there was still this tension and awkwardness in the air between us.
1 month later
I came home from work one day and saw Rita sitting on the couch just waiting for me
Rita: Y/n I wanna talk
"She wants to move out" my mind said. I gulped and waited for her to speak
Rita: I wanna talk about us and... whatever we are now
Ok she's not moving out yet it seems
Y/n: What about it
Rita: I... I want... No, I request for us to be a couple again... Look I know I'm a big fuck up but please... is there a chance for us again? I'll do whatever you want to earn your trust and forgiveness!
Y/n: Ok let's start by discussing your affair then
She got nervous and said
Rita: I'll be 100% honest, ask whatever you want
Y/n: When did the affair start?
Rita: *gulps* 2 and a half months before you found out... But it was physical for only 1 and a half
Y/n: Is that supposed to make me feel better or something
She shakes her head while looking down
Y/n: How many times did you guys have sex... when we were together
Rita: Y/n... 6 ... 6 times
Y/n: Did you wear a condom atleast
Rita: Yes! Yes! while we were together at least... after I had to move in with him... he... he... refused to
Y/n: Ahem! You need to take an STD test and also you can be pregnant too
Rita: Yes ofcourse... wait pregnant? I... I took contraceptive pills every time... I think
Y/n: Just do it, Rita!
Rita: Yes sorry! I'll do everything you ask me too
Y/n: Did you guys ever do in this house
Rita: No never!
Y/n: Ok... I see...
Rita: I will let you check my phone if you don't believe me!
All her answers did seem real... I'll check her phone nonetheless. But there is one more question that I want the answer to
Y/n: Let's say we restart our relationship and I decided to tell you one day I was gonna sleep with someone else then what would be your reaction?
Rita: I would probably cry and beg you not to do it. But ultimately I can't stop you... I will probably be very sad, depressed and jealous. But I can only do so much... I wish you wouldn't do that tho, as selfish as it sounds I want you all to myself
silence*
there was 5-10 mins of silence before I spoke again
Y/n: Let me think about it
She'd be jealous, I like that. For me it means she still cares about me and doesn't just want a comfortable place to live
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The next evening when I came back from work again I found her on the couch waiting for me again. She looked up in hope but more in nervousness
I kept my bag on the sofa
Y/n: I have made my decision...
The silence was unlike any other in my life. You could hear the ticking of the clock and the sounds of engines from far away. Rita gulps, holding her breath, she was beet red caz of nervousness by this point.
Y/n: ...
Rita: ...
Rita: Oh come on Y/n say it already, I know you want me to leave, I'll--
Y/n: I hope I won't regret this but... let's be girlfriends again
Her smile at that moment would've put a Goddess to shame, It was so cute. I just wanted to kiss her... but not before the STD report came. Also, her smile wouldn't have been as big if she knew what terms and conditions I was going to say next.
Y/n: But! But, I get 6 hall passes, the exact number of times you slept with him.
Her face fell. Her eyes got watery. I'm actually glad she's crying, that means she cares about me at least and is still possessive
Rita: Is there no other way? I, I can do whatever you want in bed. Anything really!
She wipes her eyes with her sleeve
Y/n: Nope! It's non-negotiable, along with these terms and conditions
I hand her a list of conditions with terms like "I can check your phone" etc etc
Rita: Seems fair... But the hall pass thing is
Y/n: Ok how about this, if you agree to a threesome, I'll take out 2 hall passes from the 6
Rita: I... I...
Y/n: Look it's your choice totally so don't worry, I can just use 6, but since I respect you I'll tell you when I use 1 of them
Rita: Is this really necessary Y/n?
Y/n: YES! Absolutely!
Rita: Alright then I'll agree to the threesome thing, maybe it'll make me less jealous...
Damn, I should ask Chrys, if she says no then I'll just ask Marie to get me a hooker or something. But this is just a one-time thing, I don't feel comfortable breaking her heart like this, I just wanna see if she really cares or not.
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The threesome with Chrys was weird at first but Chrys with her experience made everything pleasurable after a while. While Chrys might be some sex master or something, Rita is just... I can't describe it, my feelings attached to her just make everything from sex to cuddles 10000x better than anything Chrys can do. Oooo and the 'Rita' I saw after the threesome was something else, it felt like she was trying extra hard to reclaim me
The rest of my 4 hall passes (which I don't plan to use btw) hang over her for the rest of our relationship like a sword, I think this is ok punishment right? I'll ghost her if she ever even thinks about cheating again tho
Oh btw Rita started to get into floriculture (growing flowers) They look so cute, just like her perfect platinum hair.
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10 months after Rita got released from the hospital*
I get back home from a busy day of (shitty)work. My beautiful girlfriend greets me with a kiss like always. She's been trying extra hard ever since she healed
Rita: I have a little gift for you
She goes into the room and gets out with my gift in her hand
Rita and her gift
Rita: This is the first Rose that blossomed, I was growing it for 4 months... I hope you like it
Y/n: OMG!!! You look beautiful, come here you cutie!
I pull her in for a deep passionate kiss, she wraps her gloved hand around my waist.
Y/n: I think I might have a fetish for you in gloves
She grins with a mischievous look in her eyes
Rita: Oh yea, I'll have to buy more then
I take a moment to breathe and say
Y/n: Do you think the rose would look good in my hair?
Rita: It would look amazing!
She puts the rose in my hair and starts to put her hand inside my shirt afterwards. God, I love this woman.
I should also probably apologize to Marie for doing the complete opposite of what she said.
Also while Rita and I are still a couple my trust in her isn't 100% like it used to be before. I still check her location sometimes, or just video call her at random hours, which she always picks up! Rita switched to a part-time job since I earn enough to support both of us.
Life is good until now...
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5 years later*
Ughhhh this girl. We've been together for like 8 years now, I want her to propose but this girl is just too dense. I've been dropping the most obvious hits and she still doesn't get it. Even tho I'm the primary earner I really really want her to get on one knee and ask me the question. Maybe I should just propose to her myself
Y/n: Hey Rita... (I nudge her while she's cooking)
Y/n: Did you watch the video I sent you
I hug her from behind
Rita: Y/n that's dangerous
Y/n: But did you watch it?
Rita: Which one? You've been sending me many videos
Y/n: The one where a girl proposes
Rita: Oh yeah that was so cute!!! Especially when they kissed but their dog asked for kisses too!
Y/n: And...
Rita: And...?
Y/n: Oh for god's sake Rita when are you going to propose!?
I yell in anger, she turns off the stove in surprise
Rita: You want ME to propose!!??
Rita: Wait just a min here
She goes into our room and comes out with a red jewellery box
Rita: I'm not that dense Y/n (she says with a smirk)
Rita: I just couldn't think of a good place to ask you this
She gets on one knee making me squeal in excitement
Y/n: YESSSSSSSSS!!!!
Rita: Let me pop the question first (she chuckles)
Rita: Ahem!...
Rita: Y/n...
Y/n: Oh god don't tease me like that.
She chuckles again, her grey eyes looking directly into mine
Rita: Y/n L/n Marrying you will make me the happiest woman on earth so... Will you marry me, my love?
Y/n: YES!!!
She gives me the most loving smile and puts the ring on my finger!
I almost jump on her while pulling her in for a kiss, but her (surprisingly) strong arms pick me up and put me on the kitchen countertop. After 15 mins of kissing we pull apart.
Rita: I still have a meal to cook!
Y/n: Awww but--
Rita: Why don't you sit there, I'll be done in 10 mins
I feel like a kid whose mother just put her on the countertop... but I guess I'm a very happy kid today!
I admire the ring
It's definitely a unique choice! It looks lovely it also kinda reminds me of Rita, The black band reminds me of the dress she wore when she gave me the first Rose she grew herself (that day stuck with me since we took a lot of pics that day!) and the white diamond reminds me of her platinum hair, so pretty just like her!
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--The end--
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Chapter 31: Three times love (1)
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Y/n's POV:
It's a usual cold winter morning at Simsbury high. Fuck why don't they start the winter break already?
???: Don't walk so fast bitch!
I hear my best friend Eden shout behind me
Eden Gibbs (your BFF)
Y/n: How about "Good morning y/n" or "Its pretty cold out here y/n lets get inside quickly"
Eden: Eh, that sounds weird and fake
Y/n: True! Coming from you it'd definitely sound fake
She smirks
Y/n: Also it's like minus 100 degrees out here how are you wearing THAT!!!??
Eden: *shrugs* I don't know maybe I'm so hot that the winter doesn't affect me
I blush slightly, she is pretty hot. Especially with those abs all on display.
"Not the time to get flustered Y/n," I say to myself as I shiver in the cold
Y/n: Come on, it's -brrr- too cold out here
I take my hand out of my pockets and grab hers firmly. Her hand is actually pretty warm, I guess I don't regret not wearing gloves anymore. I run to the entrance dragging her behind me.
Eden: Hey--
I keep dragging her along despite her protests. I don't understand why she must walk like a tank all the time.
Inside a familiar voice calls us out
Candice Ward
It's our other best friend Candice or as I like to call her Candy!
Y/n: Good morning Candy!
Candy: Hey Y/n, good morning Eden! Also nice outfit
Eden smirks, and I can feel the smugness coming off of her
Y/n: Not you too! She's gonna get sick if she wears this skimpy ol' outfit any longer
Eden: I'm not as fragile as you kid
Y/n: Hey I'm only like 4 months younger than you
Candy and Eden laugh and we start walking to our class together. As we were walking by the lockers, Eden sees the new (ex)cheerleader, her expression instantly turns into a frown. The cheerleader looks at Eden in fear.
You see a few months ago This new cheerleader (I like to call her bitch tho) join the cheer squad thinking that it made her the queen of high school. One day she decided to pick on Eden after her workout for the upcoming race. She threw some kind of skin irritant at Eden and Eden blew up in anger breaking her nose and giving her a black eye.
Subsequently, Eden was barred from participating in this year's tournament while the "bitch" was kicked out of the cheer squad. From that day on, Eden has been very grumpy whenever someone mentions sports or cheerleading
I know it's not the end of the world since she can still take part next year, but it just sucks I guess. Not to mention I would've loved to see her smile when she won and come running towards me to show her medal (I have a lot of faith in her).
Also seeing her all sweaty would be very sexy
She doesn't work out in front of anyone anymore :( Idk why she lost her confidence after that incident but it's sad. I know she still works out caz of how toned her muscles still are
I still remember she used to show off her abs and biceps to me and Candy after her workout. We used to be enchanted by her sweaty abs and arms (ok maybe it was just me with a sweat fetish lol)
Anyways, it's best not to dwell in the past. We get to our class and Eden sits between candy and me. Eden is like a walking body warmer this winter. We both squeeze close to her, making Eden groan in annoyance
Eden: Can you both stop latching on to me like baby monkeys!?
Y/n: ~No (I grin at her)
Candy: But you are so warm like a fluffy teddy
Eden: *sigh*
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Random Flashback* (11yo Y/n's POV)
Eden and I have been friends for a loooooong time. I can't remember a day when I wasn't her friend, our parents are friends too maybe that's why.
Recently there are these new people who moved in close to my home, I often see a girl about my height looking out of the window.
One hot summer day while Eden and I were having a water gunfight. When suddenly a shy cute girl called out to us
???: Hey can I play with you guys too
Both of us were weirded out by the strange girl's question. She was obviously very nervous, she couldn't hold eye contact for more than 2 seconds
???: My mom said it's ok to *sob* ask *sob*
Eden & I panicked when the girl started to cry. I hurriedly came up with something
Y/n: Um why don't you take my gun and I'll fill the balloons, you'll be joining my team
Her expression changed instantly from almost crying to one of excitement.
Y/n: Ummm... what's your name? I'm Y/n and that's Eden by the way
???: Candice, I'm Candice, I live next to you Y/n!
Y/n: Yup I know that, I see you looking through your windows many times.
Candice and I absolutely obliterated Eden with our combined firepower. Candice was dancing with joy when we won.
Candice came the next day to play together too, and the day after that and we pretty much became a trio from then on.
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back to present* Y/n's POV:
After school ended, we were walking toward's our cars. Since Candy and I are neighbours, we carpool often.
Eden: Ok later
Y/n: Ok...
Everyone probably knows this already but I have had a hugeeee crush on Eden since like we were 14. I never got to confess to her, I was too scared but it can't go on like this, I don't wanna have any regrets when I get old!
Candy and I enter her car and she turns it on as we start to drive, she's a very careful driver, unlike my other BFF.
Y/n: Hey Candy...
Candy: Hmmm?
Y/n: I was thinking...
Candy: ...
Candy: You were thinking?
Y/n: I-that... want to
She starts laughing
Y/n: Hey!
Candy: Sorry sorry Ahem, Please continue
Y/n: I was thinking about asking out Eden... on a date
Her expression changed to a serious one
Candy: ...Are you sure?
Y/n: 100 percent!
Candy: Well... If you're sure who am I to stop you
She gives me a smile and continues driving. Hopefully, this won't blow back in my face!
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Next week*
I called Eden to an empty classroom after our school was over, I could see she was a bit nervous... probably caz I look like a nervous wreck
Eden: So... Are you planning to assassinate me or something?
She gives me a nervous laugh
Y/n: Umm... Eden
Eden: Holy shit! Are you pregnant or something
I get flustered by her teasing
Y/n: Eden! Not the time for jokes!!!
Eden: Jeez sorry, just spit it out already or I'll make more distasteful jokes
I take a deep breath and spit out all my suppressed feeling
Y/n: Ihavehadacrushonyousincelikeforeverwillyougooutwithmelikeromanticallyimean
Eden: Slow down! I didn't catch a word except "romantically"
I take a deep breath again
Y/n: My dear Eden
She gives me a weird look
Y/n: Would you... like to go on a date with me?
I can feel my cheeks heat up. I want her to say 'yes' so badly, it'd be like a dream come true. I can already hear the wedding bells in my mind
Eden: Um... Whatever
My excitement morphs into tears, and Eden's expression changed to one of surprise and worry as she noticed my teary eyes.
Eden: W-Wait! I was just kidding, ofcourse YES!
OMG, I wipe my eyes and I start to laugh
Y/n: Never joke like that again
Eden: Ofcourse! It took you long enough by the way.
Eden: Did you never notice that I had a crush on you?
Y/n: Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?
Eden: ...
Y/n: NO FUCKING WAY!
Y/n: How is that possible!? How did I not notice
Eden: Caz you a dum dum
Eden: How about this, whenever we had or have a sleepover, I always allowed you to cuddle me while we sleep.
I mean that's true, she is so warm and soft like a... like a panda! It's also true I started to cuddle with her... to sorta... convey my feeling I guess? I was so happy when she didn't object, the little me really thought that I won her heart but then a few weeks later when Candy, I and Eden had a sleepover she allowed her(Candy) to snuggle with her too!
Y/n: But you allow Candy to do that too!!!
Eden: She only started doing that caz she saw you cuddling me you birdbrain
Y/n: B-But--
She steps towards me and wraps me up in the warmest hug I've ever gotten
Eden: Shut it. We are finally dating, no need to argue about the past.
I really love hugging her like this. It's so warm and nice, unlike outside. AHHHH I wish I could take her home and keep her as my private body warmer.
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The day we were supposed to go on our first date a snowstorm hit our area :(
Mother nature really is so mischievous. *sigh* I wish this winter would end soon
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We had to postpone our date due to extreme cold for the next 2 weeks (fuck climate change). But we eventually had our first date and our first kiss. The latter being a pleasant and welcome surprise
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Candice's POV:
sob* God I hate it! I wanted to go out with Eden, why couldn't it be me!!! I wish Eden and I had met earlier maybe then... *sob*
I know it's so wrong to be falling for Eden since Y/n and her have been friends before they met me, technically Y/n has the right to date her right? But I can't help but think 'if only I had confessed to her earlier'... That's so wrong tho, that's like stealing from Y/n, right?
Candice: Fuck this shit
I say with tears in my eyes. I punch my pillow once, then again the again, and I keep punching it till I'm exhausted. Fuck I'm pathetic...
1 year later* Y/n's POV:
Today is our Prom!!!!!!!!! Eden and I have been together for almost a year now so it's no surprise I'm going with her, but I can't just leave dear Candy all alone just caz I got a GIRLFRIEND now!!
I still can't believe Eden chose to go out with a dum-dum like me, that's my nickname now by the way, but only in private! It's too embarrassing to be called that in public
I walk to Candy's home all dressed up, Eden will be picking us up in about half an hour.
ding dong*
A minute after ringing the bell Candy opens the door looking frazzled, her hair resembling a bird's nest.
Y/n: HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!! WHY ARENT YOU READY YET!!??
Candy: God don't scream like that
Y/n: WHAT DO--
Candy: Also, I'm pretty sick *sniff* I've *Achoo* got a fever and a cold, my head *achoo* is killing me, sorry but I can't make it
Y/n: Ok that won't do! If you're not going then I'm not going!
Y/n: I'll call Eden and tell her about the change of plans, also would you like anything, I'll tell her to get some chicken soup and--
She grabs my phone
Candy: Stop it! Go and enjoy yourself, I'll be fine here don't worry
Y/n: NO!
Candy: You *achoo* *sniff* will! Or I'll never talk to you again
Y/n: *dramatic gasp* You will never
Candy: I should get you a prize for being such a drama queen, (she hands me back my phone). Now go out there and show people you and Eden are the cutest couple in the world
I look at her with a gentle smile
Y/n: Call me or Eden anytime you feel even a lil lonely tonight, ok?
Candy: *nods* only if you take a lot of pics for me ok?
I chuckle and give her another sad smile, I wish she'd have come with us too
I call Eden and inform her of the situation, she wanted to talk to Candy first then gave up after I explained how adamant and stubborn Candy was being. 20 mins later Eden arrived to pick me up.
And HOLY SHIT! Ever seen a muscular handsome/beautiful tomboy in a dress? Me neither, until TODAY!!! I'm more impressed at how she has managed to hide her "different genitalia" in the dress.
Oh did I forget to mention that Eden is intersex? She is the only person with a cock who I can call my BFF! Candy and I are just girls with boring ol' pussies, I wonder what it's like to have a cock? Can you move it at will like a sword? Haha that would be pretty hilarious, I should see if that's possible
I kept staring at Eden until she said in a playful voice
Eden: Cat got your tongue dum-dum?
Y/n: Y-you just look absolutely gorgeous!
Eden: Aww thank you, my lady
She does a little curtsy which makes me giggle
Eden: You look absolutely breath-taking too my cute dum-dum
Y/n: Awwwww
I walk towards her and kiss her with fervent passion. I'm too excited to show her off!
Eden: So shall we?
She extends her hand as if asking for mine, I gladly indulge her and put my palm on top of her.
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At the prom, we dance with each other and some of our friends but there is someone that is missing too. Candy. I sit back at my table exhausted from all the dancing(even tho many were with Eden). It feels too... weird not having her around, Eden notices my blank expression
Eden: Hey you ok?
She says with her hand on my shoulder
I just nod
Eden: Thinking about Candy?
I nod again
Eden: Should we ditch this and pay her a visit?
Y/n: Will that be really ok? I mean this is our last prom...
Eden: Ofcourse! Prom is temporary, but Candy is permanent!
I send a message to Candy to see if she's still awake, she replies and I turn to Eden
Y/n: Lets go
I smile and she whisks me away to her car. Soon we are on our way to Candy's home with some chicken soup
30 mins later* Y/n's POV:
ding dong*
Candy opens the door, her eyes going wide.
Candy: WTF?
Eden & Y/n: Suprise!
Candy: What happened to prom? Also WOW Eden you look good!
Eden: Y/n and I missed you too much, so we ditched that boring thing, also thank you
She does the little curtsy again. I wonder how many manners she has learned for today
Candy: Wait... WAIT! I told you Y/n I won't talk to you again if you--
Y/n: Nah, I'm not hearing a word of it!
Candy: I'm serious! You guys should've enjoyed prom, after all, it's our last one
Y/n: Without you... Hell naw!
Eden smiles as she comes with some soup spoons and 3 containers of soup
Eden: So what were you doing before we came
Candy: Watching some stupid movie *sob* *sob*
Y/n: Are--
Candy: I love you guys so much *sob* *sob*
She walks towards us and wraps one arm around me and one around Eden
Y/n: Awwwwww, love you too Candy
When she pulls back I check on her temperature with my palm
Y/n: I think your fever is better, though it's still a bit warm
Candy: Yea the paracetamol is working pretty well, though I can't sleep since I slept too much in the day
Y/n: Hmm... let's continue to watch the movie you were watching before
I sit on one side of Candy and Eden sits on her other side. She slowly slurps the soups while being wrapped up in a soft blanket, the movie we were watching was some kind of space adventure shit
Soon though I can feel Candy get tired, she rests her head on Eden's shoulder and 30 mins later her eyes get heavy and she starts to sleep like a cute baby
I shut off the TV and Eden gently lifts her up and carries her to her bedroom. I pull a blanket over her (even though she already was wearing one). I kiss her forehead for some reason (actually I was feeling too sappy tonight) before making my way to the door. Eden sees this and says
Eden: (whispering) I wanna do that too!
She sneaks towards her and kisses her forehead too, I can't help but chuckle quietly
Eden: (whispering) Now we can go
Eden turns off the lights and grabs my hand and we see ourselves out and wait till Mrs Ward (Candy's mom) gets home, Mrs Ward comes back with an envelope from a pharmacy. We tell her what happened and she thanks us
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Eden and I walk back to my home to "chill" some more. You wouldn't believe how happy I was when I saw nobody was home (my mom and dad said that they may be taking a trip tonight, though I think that's just their way of giving me a chance to get laid)
Eden: Should we... Uhhh... go to your room?
Y/n: Yea sure!
I take the lead initially and start making out with her, but she quickly takes over. She likes to be in control and I like to be 'controlled', we fit perfectly like legos lol
As she was kissing/biting my ear I saw the most erotic thing in my whole life. Eden getting a boner in a dress. NOTHING can be hotter than a girl getting a hardon in a freaking dress
Our passion only intensifies, and soon she is striping me, but when she is about to remove her dress I stop her
Y/n: No wait! Do remove that
Eden: Huh?
Y/n: You look too hot with that beautiful cock of yours poking through the dress
She blushes deeply, her mind was already unable to form words
Eden: Ohh...
She just sits there flustered while I get on my knees...
Ok, some history, Eden and I have never had sex, like with anyone ever before! I've seen her penis though, we exchange nudes often and I've given her a handjob... twice, that's it...
Hey I know people have needs and shit but we just never got the opportunity and I (and hopefully her too) wanted to lose my virginity on some special occasion
Anyway, after getting on my knees I start to rub her cock over her dress, God this is so sexy! I like my lips and slowly pull her dress to the side. I was hoping to find some girly panties but much to my disappointment I find her in boxers. Maybe I'll make her wear mine someday
I tease cock over the boxers for a little while until she gets frustrated
Eden: Ahhh... Please I need you Y/n!
I smile and continue to tease Eden Jr.
Eden: Please Y/n... I ...Nnnngh... Please
I think let the girl out of her misery. I pull down her boxers and her perfect dick springs up. I wrap my fingers around her hot cock (literally) and gently stroke her. Wait! Lube! I forgot that completely, I grab some lube and put it on her cock. This'll make her feel much better
After stroking her gently and building up some pleasure I take her in my mouth. First just the tip, I lick the tip as best as I could and she too seemed to enjoy it, then slowly I take her full length.
She puts a hand on my head as I bob my head, but never forces me or puts any kind of pressure. I scrape her cock a few times with my teeth... after all it's my first time too, she winces & groans in pain which makes me feel guilty.
After 5 mins of doing my bestest best, I start to feel she is close so I stop my blowjob (still need her hard to pop my cherry *wink* *wink*)
I grab a condom from the drawer and put it on her perfect little(metaphorically) cock
We get in missionary position and she slowly rubs her cock over my pussy while putting on lube. With the gentleness of a mother (bad analogy in this case), she pushes her perfect-sized dick slowly inside me. My hymen breaks covering the condom with some blood, though she remains calm, nervous but calm.
Slowly her whole length is inside me, keeping the pain aside, the feeling is just too awesome to describe, I felt fulfilled.
She stays inside me like that for like a minute then starts thrusting. We both cum only after a few strokes (we both were too excited I guess). I read about it online, rarely does anyone have a mindblowing first time so this is fine with me
Though Eden looks disappointed (performance pressure I presume). I should reassure her
Y/n: Hey don't look so sad that was awesome! I would do that again anytime
Eden: (giving me a sad smile) But I did last even for 2 minutes...
Y/n: Neither did I, dear Eden! you were just too good and hot!
Y/n: Look I don't regret doing this with you at all! I'd do this again in a heartbeat! I hope you do not have any regrets either
She reaches out and holds my hand
Eden: Never ever dum-dum
I chuckle and cuddle with her... 'This is the first time we are cuddling naked' I smile at the thought, I'm loving the skin-to-skin contact!!!
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Chapter 32: Three times love (2)
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Next morning* Y/n's POV:
We fell asleep in each other's arms, which was cute until I woke up the next day and remembered I still lived with my parents!
Y/n: Holy shit! I totally forgot that you have to go home! You fell asleep as well!
Eden: (still asleep)5 more mins
Y/n: (shaking her violently) Wake up before my parents wake up!!!
'Why am I panicking? My mom is usually chill about this stuff, but my dad! I don't even know how he will react, God, please make him sleep longer today!' I said to myself
Eden finally wakes up and quickly gets dressed after realizing she fell asleep in my bed! It wouldn't be a big deal if we were still kids, but... Hey wait a minute, I can totally just pretend we only fell asleep last night and only cuddled or something like that, they don't know we had sex
Eden: (whispering) Ok, I'm ready!
Y/n: (also whispering) Ok (kisses her cheek) lets go
Eden blushes but gets up, and we tiptoe downstairs, trying to make as little noise as possible. God, were the stairs always so squeaky?
As soon as we get down, we see my mom smiling like I've just won an award, my dad, on the other hand, looks awkwardly away, not meeting my eyes.
My mom: Oh you guys finally woke up! How delightful! Why don't you take a seat and have breakfast with us Eden?
Eden: No, it's fine Mrs. L/n! I should be leaving now. My mom must be worried
Mom: Oh don't worry I called her yesterday and told her you would be staying over
Eden: Oh... Is that so?
Mom: Come, please sit! We haven't had you over for breakfast in years!
My mom gently but firmly persuades Eden to join us. Eden could never say "no" to any of our parents, so she agreed. I facepalm internally, this will be the most awkward breakfast of my life!
Eden and I take a seat while dad continues to avoid our gaze. Mom comes from the kitchen with two plates of pancakes, and we start eating quietly.
Mom: So Eden, tell me, (smirks) did you have fun yesterday?
Dad: *cough* *cough, I should go
"They definitely know," I think.
My mom just nods towards my dad and then turns her gaze back to us; she honestly looks like a teenager eager to hear some juicy gossip.
Y/n: Yes, prom was... delightful
Mom: Oh, come on now, you know what I'm talking about!
Eden: Yes... it was good
Eden sips some juice
Mom: I hope you didn't forget to use protection–
Y/n: Mom!!! (I glare at her with a furious expression)
Mom: What? I just concerned about my daughter's health and well-being
Y/n: Well, your face doesn't look like your primary concern is that!
Mom: What?! ME? No way!
Y/n: Hmpff! How did you know anyway?
Mom: Well I sorta wanted to check on you and found you guys sleeping naked
Y/n: MOM!
Mom: What? Don't "mom" me
Mom: Also, I'll be keeping some after-morning pills and a box of condoms in the medical box... In fact, you should take one of the pills now.
I blush furiously.
Mom: Look, condoms can sometimes fail, and while I'd be happy to be a grandma, I prefer you finish college before becoming pregnant.
Y/n: OK! NO NO NO! We are not having this conversation!
Mom: (smirking) Why not? I wanted to hear all the details
I look over to Eden, she's redder than a tomato, and her mind has probably stopped working. I don't reply to my mom's cheeky question. We spend the rest of the time eating in silence. Eden doesn't say much before leaving.
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Y/n: MOM!! Why did you have to embarrass me like that!?
Mom: All of this is natural baby! We were just having a conversion about a natural part of our lives.
She is impossible. I strom to my room too embarrassed to have this 'talk' with her
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few months later*
All three of us (Eden, Candy, and I) applied to the same colleges. And today we were gonna see if we got in or not... I really want all of us to be together; college life will be so much more fun that way, not to mention Eden and I won't have to do the long distance shit. (Also, both of us love sex too much... probably cuz we are new to all of this, I love exploring this with her)
Candy: Ok Eden you go first!
Eden takes a deep breath and opens the email on her laptop. There was silence all around us. She opens the email from the University of California, Berkeley. and !!!
Eden: YESSSSSS!!!!!!!
She fist pumps, jumps up, and hugs me while picking me up.
Y/n: AHHH!
Eden: I got in Y/n!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!
Candy: Awww so cute!... But no hugs for me?
Eden: Come here you little brat
Eden pulls Candy in for a hug too. I love seeing her so happy; it makes my day. After a while the hug ends (unfortunately) and we pull back.
Y/n: Ok, now it's your turn, Candy!
Candy: What? No! It's your turn now!
Y/n: Let's do rock-paper-scissors then
Eden: (smirking) What are you guys, 9?
I ignore my girlfriend's cheeky comment
Y/n: Ok ready? Rock paper scissors
I pull out a rock and she pulls a scissor. Ha! I win! Candy grumbles as she takes Eden's laptop and logs into her account to check her email.
The same thing happens. All were quiet in anticipation. While she may not be my girlfriend, she is my best friend. I care for dearly and I don't want any of us to be separated
Candy: I got in... I GOT FUCKING ACCEPTED!! HELL YEAH BABY!
She hugs both of us very tightly
Y/n: I'm soooo happy for you
Candy: Come on now you're the only one left! Quickly log in
Y/n: Yes yes, just chill for a minute
I login to my email and open the very first one from the University of California, Berkeley. Candy and Eden hover over my shoulders and... and...
Y/n: Fuck
I mutter under my breath, disappointed. I cover my eyes with my hand. My eyes were getting a bit watery.
Eden: Hey it's ok, it's gonna be fine
My girlfriend says while squeezing my shoulder, Candy hugs me from behind. I check the other colleges email and find that I got into University of Maryland
Candy: Hey, that's a pretty good medical college too! It's a bit far away tho
Y/n: *sniff* A BIT!?
Y/n: They are on the opposite sides of the country!
Eden: That's ok, we can video call every day! Besides, don't think of this as a negative thing, this is an opportunity for you to meet new people and explore a new aspect life
I nod sadly and wipe my eyes with my sleeves, Eden straddles me and hugs me from the front, while Candy still has her arms around me, comforting me from behind. After I calm down a bit I start to think of this more optimistically
Y/n: We'll still be in a relationship, right? We can do this long distance thing, right? I hope you will try...
Eden: Of course we will still be together! It's just a couple of years, nothing but a little bump in the road! (she smiles brightly)
Eden: Comeon, let's go out to celebrate!
All three of us go to a popular cafe. I love their snacks, but their cold coffee is *chefs kiss*.
As we are having fun, I realize this is not that big of a deal. I and Eden will just have to make some little adjustments... Ok maybe not that little but it'll all be ok (I reassure myself)
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1 month later* Y/n's POV:
The time has finally come... I leave today, while Eden and Candy will leave next week, Both of them are here to bid me farewell... God, this goodbye has such a "finality" feeling to it.
I know we'll visit each other regularly, but still we won't be able to be like THIS anymore! But you just have to play with the cards you're dealt, I guess.
Eden: I'll miss you so much dum-dum
She says it with tears in her eyes. It's a pretty rare sight to see Eden cry, she was... is always the "tough one" in our group.
Y/n: I'll miss you more *sniff* *sniff*
Y/n: Take care of yourself, ok? And don't go on drinking too much or picking up smoking *sniff* I swear if you pick up smoking there I'll kick your ass out of your own dorm
We chuckle, and she kisses me again. I then turn to Candy, she a sad smile we hug and she says
Candy: I'll miss you soooooooo much
Y/n: *chuckles*
Y/n: I'll still miss you more
Her smile is still as cute as when she was a kid
Y/n: Take care of Eden for me, ok?
She nods and her eyes get a bit teary
Candy: If you stay any longer not only will you miss your flight but also make me cry you idiot *sniff*
I hug her tightly one last time and get in my parents' car and leave for the airport
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1 week later*
Eden: Ready dum-dum?
Y/n: Just show me already!
Eden opens the door and pans the camera so that I can see her and Candy's whole dorm room
Eden: Ta-Da!
Y/n: Ahhhhhhhh! It's so cute and pink!
Eden turns on the front camera
Eden: Ughh, that's the only gross thing about the dorms, THEY ARE ALL PINK!!
Eden: I mean even the guys have a pink dorm!
Y/n: But that color goes amazingly well with your cute personality
Eden: I'm gonna breakup with you for that insulting comment!
Y/n: *dramatic gasp* You will never Miss Gibbs
Eden: *smirks* Insult me again, and I'll make you beg for forgiveness.
She switches to rear camera again
Eden: Also, just in case there was a misunderstanding, these pink pillows and lights were Candy's idea. Doesn't this room seem like a cam girl's room?
Y/n: Hahahahaha, it actually does! Now, Eden strip and put on a show for your favorite viewer!
She swivels the camera to a sleeping Candy
Eden: Maybe when this lazy creature is out of the room.
She pulls Candy's blanket away
Eden: Hey wake up and say hi to Y/n
Candy: Anghh lemme sleep! Goodnight y/n *yawn*
Y/n: Let the princess sleep, Eden
Eden: Very well (she switches to the front camera again and sits down on her bed). What are you up to?
Y/n: Just bought some anatomy textbooks, just look at how fucking thick they are
I show her my First-year medicine textbooks
Y/n: They are thicker than your bum hehe
Eden: It still baffles me that you are brave enough to pursue medicine! Our high school bio was hard as fuck! I barely passed that nightmare
Y/n: You should thank me for helping you with that "nightmare"... not that I think it made much difference *chuckles* Haaa, God I miss those days
Eden: Me too...But there will be many more days like that!
Y/n: Hmmm...
Eden: Also it'll be good to have a doctor in the family. The children will be treated the moment they get I'll
Her words took me by surprise.
Y/n: Children!!??
A slight frown forms on her face, accompanied by confusion.
Eden: You don't want children?
Y/n: I do! Ofcourse, eventually... I was just a little surprised
Eden: I'm not telling you to pop out babies as soon as you graduate dum-dum, it'll ofcourse be after a long-loooooong time
Eden: I was also joking don't take my words that seriously
Y/n: I'll keep that in mind from now on...
Eden: ...
There was a minute of silence between us until I broke it
Y/n: Do you think our future children will be tomboys like you?
Eden: Hmm... Interesting question... But I bet if it's an intersex girl she'll definitely have a tomboy or goth phase sometime in her teens
Y/n: What if it's a boy?
Eden: *chuckling* Then maybe he'll be a tomgirl, who knows?
Candy: *groaning* Can you guys talk about your future children a bit less loudly, I'm really tired from all the decorating and unpacking boxes
Eden: Sorry! I'll talk to you later, dum-dum. Muahh! Love you!
She kisses her screen
Candy: Love you too *yawn* Y/n...
Y/n: *grinning* Bye-bye Eden, bye-bye Candy, I love you guys so much, also Muahh!
I kiss my screen, and we hang up. This is somewhat of a routine we do, I personally love it, and hopefully, they don't find it annoying
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6 months later* Eden's POV:
There is an unofficial party happening at a sorority house tonight, and Candy is invited, which means I'm invited too fufu.
Eden: Hey, what's taking so long?
I shout at Candy through the door. This girl has been getting ready for the past 40 minutes!
Candy: Yes, yes! Almost done I promise
Eden: ughh...
I wish Y/n was here to hug and cuddle me, it's been so... lonely, even though I have Candy to keep me company. There are many people to hangout and have fun with, but it'd have been much better if she were here too!
Candy: Let's go!
Candy pulls me out of my thoughts, and we start walking toward the sorority house. We enter the house, and our conversation is immediately drowned out by noise. People are talking, dancing, and drinking, and... apparently some guy is puking already
Candy: Hey I'll introduce you to my new friends
She drags me towards a group of people playing beer pong. I talk to her new group of friends (who also are as cheery as Candy)
Candy: Come on let's play beer pong. The loser cleans the winner's laundry for a week
Eden: *being overconfident and cocky* Enjoy cleaning my underwear
Candy's friend: Before starting just know that 4 cups on each side contain vodka
Candy: I'm ok with that, alright with you, Eden?
I nod, radiating confidence (overconfidence, probably). I go first, and...
I fucking miss! How is that even possible? Hmpfff!
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Eden: NOOOOOOOOO!!!!
Candy: Yessss!!! Eat my ass!
Eden: You definitely cheated!
Candy: You are just angry caz you lost after talking big.
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few more drinks later*
Eden: (drunkenly)You know you are pwetty sweet haha
Candy: (also drunkenly)And you are sho hot
Eden: rea.. really?
Candy: yeshhh real..ly
Eden: Do you ha..have a crushhh or sh-shomething
Candy: Hahahaha
Eden: S-Shtop laughing!
Candy: Hahahahahahahaha
Eden: I wishsh Y/n w-was here too
Candy: I'm here you know
Candy looks at me and pulls me in for a kiss. My drunken brain couldn't think of anything except the physical contact that had been missing for 6 months. Maybe it was a way for my drunk idiotic self to feel less lonely
Candy and I were already removing our clothes and furiously kissing each other as if the world was ending and this would be our last physical contact... the kissing eventually slowed down when we got in because we were drunk, and I think nothing mattered to our lust-driven brains that had been numbed by a night of vodka and some beer at that point.
Candy's palm went to my large breasts, which were still covered by a bra. I loved whenever Y/n groped my breasts. I wanted her to squeeze them hard but also kiss them with gentleness. Both of us were too drunk to say much and too high on... whatever this was to communicate about what we wanted... maybe we were scared too.
She just massaged and sucked on my breasts with gentleness. I moaned nonetheless. Her hand slipped towards my back as she tried to remove my bra, and after a minute of fiddling around, she was successful.
While sucking on my nipples, her fingers traveled down to my boxers, she gently started massaging my cock, her touch was light as a feather which did nothing but made my cock yearn for her touch more
After what felt like an eternity, she finally slipped her hand inside my boxers, massaging me in excruciatingly slow strokes. I can't take this anymore!
I grabbed her hand and pressed it firmly against my cock, guiding it to stroke me faster. After a minute, she suddenly let go and started stripping. When she was completely naked, I saw her fully nude form.
It's been years since I've seen her naked. Her boobs, while not as big as mine, were firm and beautiful. I fondled her boobs as she straddled me, I started getting rougher and used my teeth at one point in the heat of the moment. She moaned but never expressed any displeasure at my actions.
She then started to guide my hard-as-hell cock inside her warm, tight pussy. When she completely "sat" down on my cock, I felt like I was gonna cum just from putting my dick inside her, but somehow my drunk self didn't cum. She started to move, the walls of her pussy putting just the right amount of pressure around my cock.
My pleasure started to reach a peak as I felt her warmth on me and the wetness of her pussy. She felt my throbbing cock and pulled my cock just seconds before I erupted.
She slumped and laid down beside me, out of breath, she finally fell asleep after a few minutes while using my boobs as her pillow. The white cum still covering her and my own belly
I was too tired to clean up, so I fell asleep just like that.
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Next morning* Eden's POV:
I woke up the next morning with the worst headache of my life.
Eden: Ughhh
I groaned, covering my eyes from the sharp sunlight. "Why did the sun rise today?" I said in my mind, cursing the sun and myself.
As my eyes adjusted to the light, I felt something or someone move beside me. My head turned, and I looked at Candy... I looked again to be sure of what I was seeing. It was a fully naked Candy trying to pull me closer for snuggles. The only thought that come to my mind was
"FUCK!!!!"
Chapter 33: Three times love (3)
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Eden: Holy shit holy-
Candy: (groaning) Don't be so loud, my head is already killing me!
Eden: Candy!
She rolls a bit but since it's a single bed she falls on the ground
Candy: AHHH- owwww
Candy: What are you doing on my-...
Candy: Did we…?
I nod, she looks utterly shocked like a cartoon, eyes wide open, her mind not being able to form words.
Candy: I… I…
Eden: Y/n can never ever know about this! This was a mistake, a stupid thing we did when we were too drunk. *deep breath* Ok, Eden, nothing to worry about, I don't even remember much of it anyways, and looking at you, you don't either. We'll just forget it ever happened
Candy: Oh… Yes absolutely!
For a moment I thought she looked a bit sad but then I realized we were still naked, I quickly got up and put on my T-shirt
Eden: Here (I throw her clothes on her) Quickly put them on
Candy: …
She silently gets dressed, and I quickly get out of the room to get some fresh air and clear my head.
"Fuck me! Fuck FUCK!" I curse myself. 'I'm never touching alcohol again' I think to myself. I can't help but think about what will happen if Y/n finds out.
I've grown too attached to her. To be honest, maybe I'm a bit obsessed, but I can't imagine a future without her in it. Maybe my mindset is a bit toxic or unhealthy, but I don't care... Let's just hope she never finds out.
1 month later* Eden's POV:
Things have been… tense? weird? between me and Candy, ever since 'that day'. Thankfully, she's never mentioned that again.
Y/n is coming to visit this week, so I'm very nervous about that. All the bed sheets and clothes have been washed. There's no way for her to know, right? It's not like anyone saw us… right? RIGHT?! ARGHHH! I wish this stressful period would just get over!
Candy's POV:
GOD! I feel so guilty. I don't really remember what happened that night, but just thinking about it gives me butterflies, which are immediately followed by guilt. How can I do this to my own fucking best friend!? I just wanna erase all my feelings for Eden and have a normal friendship with both of them. Also, I just hate Eden and me being so awkward with each other, we have like 3 more years of college together, and I hope it won't be like this forever!!!
Should I approach her? Maybe we should talk and put this behind us. *sigh* I can't think of a solution to make this right, this might be my biggest fuckup!
Also, Y/n is coming here to live with us for 4 days. How the hell am I gonna face her without… without feeling so guilty that I wanna cry
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Few days later* Y/n's POV
Y/n: Edeennnnnnn!
I squeal while running up to her. She picks me up as I hug her tightly. Eden came to pick me up from the train station. The journey from my college to hers was tedious and frustrating, but it was worth it caz of how badly I missed her.
Y/n: Where is Candy?
Eden: Uh-Um she was sort of… not feeling well… don't worry you'll meet her at the dorm
Y/n: …Sure…
She sounds pretty sus. Hmm… maybe they got into a fight?... No, I'd have known if that were the case. The 3 of us always knew when one of us was angry with another (caz we complained like hell before making up). It probably sounds pretty childish, but that's just how we are.
I get in her car (she brought her car allllll the way from home even though she lives just a couple of meters away from the college campus). The ride to her dorm is smooth, but there is just this little thing that I can't put my finger on. It feels like Eden is a bit too overly-loving and clingy today. It just feels… not very her I guess
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We reached the dorms and I saw Candy lying on the bed scrolling something on her phone.
Y/n: Hey Candy!!!
She looks up and I jump on top of her on the bed, hugging her
Candy: AHHH! You are heavy, I can't breathe, get off
Y/n: That acting won't win you any awards! Also maybe I SHOULD squeeze you to death for not coming to pick me up!
Candy: Ahh… Um… I had to help a friend… with–
I look back at Eden, she looks away as her lie is caught.
Y/n: Both of you, Stop lying! What's it this time? Why are you guys fighting?
Eden: Nothing! You're just reading too much into thing
Candy: Yeah we are fine–
Y/n: Really? Caz it doesn't look like it
Candy: Yes really–
Y/n: Then why did Eden lie?
She thinks for a moment and says
Candy: Caz… Ok look we are… upset with each other… I did some bad and embarrassing things when I was drunk a-and now Eden is upset with me
Y/n: I swear you guys are still kids in an adult body!
Y/n: Anyways now quickly makeup caz I wanna enjoy my short vacation
Eden: As the queen wishes
She bows before me, then walks over to Candy and hugs her who giggles and hugs her back
Y/n: Good girls (I pat their heads)
Y/n: Now Candy grab the keys and Eden grab my hand!
Eden holds my hand as we stroll through the expansive campus' lush greenery and blossoming trees with snow-white flowers.
Y/n: God I wish my college had so much greenery
Candy: Oh yeah your campus is quite small, right?
I nod my head with a sad expression
Eden: Yeah all the greenery sounds good and all but it also attracts a lot of bugs
Y/n: Awwwww! Don't tell me my cute lil Eden is afraid of some tiny critters
Eden: Hmpf! I never said that
Candy: She totally is! The other day–
Eden karate chops Candy's head gently
Y/n: Hahahahahaha
Eden blushes and looks away. We sit on a nearby bench and I silently enjoy the pretty trees. After a while, I suddenly remembered
Y/n: AH! I brought us a little trinket by the way
I open a small jewelry box
Y/n: Aren't they cute?
Y/n: Also the pink one goes with Candy's whole "pink" vibe. Also, they are magnetic!! They'll stick together like us! Pretty cheesy feature but still cute–
Eden suddenly leaps and hugs me tightly
Eden: *sniff* *sniff*
Y/n: Ouch
Eden: *sniff* Sorry…
Y/n: Huh?
Eden: … I'm sorry for not bringing you anything
I rub her back and try to calm her down
Y/n: Aw! Baby you're so sweet — oof!
Candy joins the hug too
Candy: I-... I'm sorry too Y/n
Y/n: Not you tooooo!!!
We stay like this for a while and after a few minutes and a few people staring at us I say
Y/n: OK! As much as I love you both I'm craving some junk food
I kiss both of their cheeks and pull back
Y/n: You guys don't need to apologize. Now onwards to the cafe!
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4 days later* Eden's POV:
I hug Y/n tightly not letting her go.
Y/n: I love you too! Now let me go or I'll be late–
Candy joins in too, and despite of what happened that day I know Candy too cares about her deeply. While we were hugging the pendant Y/n's, Candy's, and my pedant suddenly clattered and joined together. This makes Y/n giggle. Seeing her happy makes me happy beyond what I can describe
Candy: I'll miss you more than this stoic tomboy
Eden: Hell no! No one can miss her more than me
Y/n: God you guys are childish!
Candy: You have that effect on us
She smiles warmly and pulls my cheek gently
Candy: Take care ok? And Don't just call Eden every day
Y/n: Yes I promise to call you more. Take care of my hardhearted girlfriend for me
She has a wistful look only for a second but then it vanishes. She nods and Y/n turns to me giving me a sweet kiss on my lips.
Eden: Take care and make me proud dum-dum
I ruffle her hair
Y/n: Yes mommy
For some reason, I found that hot but now is not the time for that. Maybe next time we video call in private
Y/n finally leaves but not before blowing me(or maybe us?) a kiss
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1 week later* Eden's POV:
I am superrrr lonely. God I miss my dum-dum! I mean I knew long distance would be hard but not THIS hard!
Eden: *groans*
Candy: Ok what's up with you? You've been grumpy since yesterday! And your negative vibes are really impacting my studies
Yes Candy and I have actually gone back to normal ever since Y/n forced us to "make up"
Eden: I miss my dum-dum
Candy: Goddd! Firstly stop with those cringy nicknames and second
She throws a pillow at my face
Eden: Ow–
Candy: Start studying we have exams in 2 months!
Eden: But–
Candy: No "buts"! If you fail all of this long-distance torture you are enduring would all be for nothing!
Candy had a point and I couldn't disagree. I groaned while getting up from my bed and grabbed my notes. Candy went back to studying. I looked at the text in front of me, it was some otherworldly shit. ARGH Why is this so hard…… or maybe I'm the real dum-dum
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1 month later* Eden's POV:
Arghhhhh God this is so frustrating! All these weird symbols and numbers! I wish I was more attentive in classes… When did I get s dumb? I just feel like… like… *sniff*sniff* *sniff* like crying…
Not even 5 mins after I started crying Candy barges into my room… well our room.
Candy: I swear I'm… hey why are you crying
She rushes towards me, dropping her bag on the bed
Candy: Hey… what happened?
Eden: I think I'm gonna fail *sniff* *sniff*
Candy: Hey Eden Eden Eden… Don't worry we still have 3 more weeks to study! I'll make sure you pass with flying colors….. and maybe also make you dum-dum proud
She hugs me gently… her hug has the same warmth as my mother's. Its so nice, and warm and… I feel my eyes get heavy. Wait why am I getting sleepy now? Oh… right I was awake last…
Eden: *snores*
Candy's POV:
Holy shit I have only seen someone falling asleep like this in cartoons! SO CUTE!!!!!!! I pick up her books from her bed and gently put her down on the bed. I wrap her super cute form in a blanket and go to sleep myself
Candy: God I wish……… 'night Eden
I watch her cute sleeping face for the last time before turning off the lights
Next day* Candy's POV:
Eden: Holy shit! HOLY SHIT! WHY DID YOU LET ME SLEEP YESTERDAY
I was already awake long before she started screaming
Candy: Ok chill out. Today's a weekend we can study all day with a fresh mind
Eden: What–
Candy: If you were to study yesterday which would be impossible then you would probably forget 90 percent of the stuff
Seeing the logic in my argument Eden calm her panicky ass down
Candy: Besides I'll help you study from now on!
She gives me a confused look
Eden: Huh?
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1 week later* Eden's POV:
Candy: And you just have to substitute this term with this and Viola!
Eden: Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh… dam that was a neat trick
Candy: See now we are just left with 2 more chapter then you can relax
Eden:
Candy:
We sit in silence for a while before I ask her another question
Eden: Aren't you majoring in Business stuff? Why do you have math?
Candy: Maybe I should start to call you dum-dum *giggles*
Candy: You still need math to in the particular field I'm hoping to land a job in
Eden: Ohhhhhhhh… makes sense
Candy: Hmm.
But still, I can't help but be stressed. I'm so afraid for some reason… This is so unlike me
Eden: God Candy I'm still so scared. I've never been scared of exams but Idk why–
Candy suddenly leans towards me and captures my lips in hers… I… I want to pull away I want to push her… but i can't, it's like my body doesn't have any power. My arms feel to weak to do anything.
That's right it's not just stress that I'm experiencing, it's also loneliness… I was so used to having Y/n around every day but now I can't even call her caz of these stupid exams
"Just for today" I say to myself. I kiss Candy back her soft cherry lips part for me to explore her mouth with my tongue. Her hands instantly go to my… sizeable breasts. She handles them a bit roughly, as our kiss gets sloppier
Candy: May I?
Her hand roams around my cock which now is already hard as steel. I look in her eyes for a moment and nod. I was sure I was gonna regret this later but at that moment I needed a stress reliever
Wasting no time, she pulls my jeans and boxers down, and instantly starts stroking… gently but hungrily
Candy: Just relax ok?
She leans towards my cock taking it in her mouth. Bit by bit she starts to increase her pace. Her tongue doing wonders on my cock and god I like how she teases the tip of my penis
Soon enough her great blowjob and handjob skills bring me to close to an orgasm
Eden: I'm gonna cum!
She doesn't pull back infact my words prompt her to redouble her efforts. Just a few seconds after my warning I cum inside her mouth. My cock slowly goes soft and I look down to see her mouth open, showing me my white cum filling her mouth. I swear that was the hottest thing/act I've ever seen. I probably would've gotten another boner if she had continued showing me that but thankfully she swallowed after making sure I saw her naughty act
Eden: uh… Umm…. Do you want me to go down on you?
Candy: No no it's fine, I was happy to have relived you a bit
There was a long silence, probably both of us feeling guilty… fuck why did I have to feel so lonely!
I dress up and go to the bathroom to wash my face. When I come back I see the lights are already turned off and Candy peacefully sleeping on her bed
Eden: *sigh*
I plop down on my bed and the guilt starts to set in even more. I feel shitty as fuck… but less stressed atleast… God, I wish Y/n was here! I promised myself to never do the horrible act I did today ever again…
Tried from the studies and from Candy's… frankly awesome blowjob I quickly fall asleep
Chapter 34: Three times love (4)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
2 years later* Y/n's POV:
Eden: So… you'll not be coming this time…?
Y/n: I'm soooo sorry but please understand! I've to spend this whole vacation with my parents and it'll be impossible to make time to
Eden: Hmm…
Y/n: Oh don't you pout! I'll talk to you whenever you like also… Um… I can send you more 'naughty' videos if you like
Eden: …
Y/n: ……..Eden?
Eden: No videos, I want some sexy video calls from you!
She gives me a warm smile
Y/n: Yes I'm fine with that!
Eden: So how did the finals go?
Y/n: They went ok, I think I'll probably pass
We talked for around 20 mins. As soon as I end the video call I start to pack my bags. I'm gonna surprise my cute, sexy, big-breasted GF!
4 hours later*
Y/n: Keys - check, perfume - check, my new lingerie - check, girly panties for Eden - check! Let's go!
My friend drops me off at the train station and I ready myself for the frustratingly long journey. I am so excited to surprise her (and also see her in cute girly panties)
I wish I could visit her more but unfortunately, I can only see her and Candy only after my semester ends i.e. only once every 6 months :(
My parents have occasionally questioned why only I visit her and not the other way around. Well, that's caz my shitty dorm doesn't allow guests to stay for more than 1 day!
I eat my dinner on the train and sleep on the uncomfortable berth well atleast the pillows were soft
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Y/n: Hey are you done?
Eden: God this is so embarrassing!
Y/n: Nooooo! It will be hot as the Sahara desert when you wear that lingerie
Eden: Well… I'm done, you can turn around now…
She gives me a small smile and a flustered look. Her cheeks were a cute shade of pink. My eyes start to wander down toward the big soft melons of hers covered by a black lacy bra. I wanna fondle them so much! I can control myself. I take my time and admire her sexy dark skin. I wanna do so many things to her right now but I should savor this moment
My gaze travel downs to her perfect abs. And they looked like someone sculpted them. They were just *chefs kiss* perfect! I wanna caress them after her brain turns into mush from the orgasms I'm giving her (yes multiple)
And now for the fun part. I see her cute erect cock poking its head out of the matching pair of black lacy panties. God, it's sooooo fucking cute and hot! I love seeing her in panties instead of those dumb ugly boxers!
I walk up to her and get down on my keens. She doesn't say anything as she knows what's to come. I start to tease her beautiful cock with my index finger and thumb. She squirms and groans in annoyance
Eden: Come on…Nnh… Y/n why are you teasing me so much today?
Y/n: I just love seeing you like this! The lingerie… you just look too hot in it! I don't wanna remove it!
Eden: Nnn… if you don't give me what I need… I'll take it from you
Y/n: Oooooo… someone is feeling feisty today! Why don't you take it then?
She grabs my hair and pushes my head on her cock. Her dick twitches when my warm breath hits it. I give the tip of her cock (which is still in the panties) some small lick.
This seems to arouse her too much and she fumbles with the panty while removing it but when she finally removes it she throws it away and forces her cock into my mouth. I love it when she takes charge like this. She thrusts her cock in and out of my mouth and I do my best to pleasure/worship her with my tongue.
Soon I can feel she is getting close. Her grip on my hair tightens and she forces her whole dick into my mouth and then moans
Eden: Oh god I'm cumming! Ahhhh Fuck! Come Y/n swallow it
She explodes in my mouth putting her hot cum in it. I swallow dutifully like a 1950s housewife
And lemme just rant that unlike what porn showed me sperm doesn't actually taste nice!! Infact it tastes pretty gross sometimes when Eden is dehydrated. I thought it was only Eden whose sperm doesn't taste nice, but after some online research and questions to my friends, I found out that sperm universally tastes bad(or "edible" at best).
Whatever, if seeing me swallow makes her happy then why not. I stand up and kiss her, she resists a bit but eventually parts her lips giving my tongue entry to her mouth, we exchange saliva and I love to give her a taste of her own cock and sperm. She doesn't like but I get off on it. I already feel myself getting wet and ready for her, but unfortunately, I have to wait for a bit before her soft cute lil cock can get hard again
beep* *beep* *beep*
I (unfortunately) get pulled out of my wet dream. I look around and see that I'm on the train. Fortunately, everyone in the compartment seems to still be asleep. I turn off my alarm and get up and brush my teeth, before getting back on my berth and scrolling thru insta waiting for breakfast.
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2 tiring days of train journey later* Y/n's POV:
I swear I would've jumped off the train if I had to stay one more day in that box of boredom. But atleast I'm here. Eden's gonna be so happy with my surprise gift (spoilers: I'm the gift this time since I was too broke to buy anything)
I got onto the subway and to her college. I hurry towards her dorm, I also made some friends the last time I was here, and they helped me to keep this all a secret.
I stealthily make my way toward her room and found her door slightly ajar.
"So irresponsible" I think to myself making a mental note to scold her later. Anyways I decided to scare her since the opportunity presented itself.
I open the door
Y/n: Sup–
I froze at the sight before me, the only thing my brain could register was my best friend lying on top of my fucking girlfriend COMPLETELY NAKED! So many emotions gripped my heart as Eden groaned and rubbed her eyes slowly gaining consciousness.
Should I yell at them? Should I hit them? Or should I just walk away? So many questions ran through my mind, but in the end, I just said
Y/n: (semi-yelling) I hate you! Both of you!
As I turned to walk away everything was blurry, I didn't realize that I was crying. I wiped the tears with the sleeve of my t-shirt. Maybe it was then that Eden realized whose voice she had just heard
Eden: Y/N!!
I quickly walk away before Eden or Candy can get dressed.
Eden: Shit shit–
I slam the door shut and hurry out of the building. So many thoughts ran through my head. Did she do this on purpose? Could I forgive her? Fuck did she even like me or was it all a facade? Did… Did they get off on it? Do they get all excited treating me like a clueless fool?
The thought only makes me cry more, stoking the flames of anger within me… I thought of confronting them or getting revenge but what's the point \
ping*
My phone's notification chimes and then I get one more notification and a call from Eden…
What should I do? Should I pick up…..?
I finally decide to pick up, hoping that what I saw was maybe some misunderstanding and there was a reasonable explanation to all of this (yes call me dumb IDC I wanted to believe that so badly)
Eden: Hello…? Y/n are you there
I breathe audibly
Eden: Y/n please don't hang up! Listen I- I c-can explain… Um… You see I was feeling very lonely and–
I hang up, I don't need to hear anymore. The moment she said those words I knew what actually had happened (I'm not so naive). Still, there were so many questions… When did this start? Why? Why would Candy go along with it? Did she–
I realize it's of no use doing pain shopping now, after all, what's done is done, it's in the past. I take some deep breaths and try to calm my nerves. I needed some comfort but I basically knew no one in this city other than my girlfrie– no ex-girlfriend and ex-bestfriend
I then realize something, I didn't have a fucking place to live… FUCKKKK!
I called my dad since I didn't have much money with me
ring* *ring*
Y/n: Um… Dad?
Dad: Hello dear! Your mom was just talking about you, you should call her more often you know
Y/n: Yes dad I-I will… Listen dad I… I need some money
Dad: Did something happen? Should I book a flight to Cali?
Y/n: NO! No- I mean it's just that Eden and I have sort of– uh broken up
Dad: What? Why?
Y/n: Look I can't tell you anything now… Will you please send me some money? Please? I promise I'll pay you back, I'll get a job–
Dad: Hush now dear. No need to pay me back just focus on your studies and this whole medical thing, I'll send you some money in 5 mins
Y/n: …Thanks dad… Thanks a lot!
Dad: Don't worry princess I'll always be here to support you… Your mother and I both
I smile fondly remembering that I still have a support system. It's not over, just caz Eden is a cheating skank….. But fuckkk I just wanna… scream at her, I want her to realize how much she hurt me but, it'll probably be a useless endeavor.
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I spend the rest of my 3 days in a motel room eating ice cream and some unhealthy junk food, I deserve something good after all that happened right? Eden and Candy seem to not stop blowing up my phone, so I obviously blocked them. I wasn't in the mood to hear more of their lies or half-truths or whatever they wanted to say
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I went back to my college, I still had 4 more days of break before our next semester starts.
My friends noticed I was feeling pretty down, I told them what had happened when one of them asked. One of them took me to a bar the same day
Haley: Come on you can do it! You'll forget all about that dumb bitch after some shots
Haley my friend said as the bartender put 3 shots of some drink in front of us
Haley: To new beginnings!
Haley and I clink our glasses before downing the liquid. The bitter liquid burned my throat as it went down
Y/n: God I hated that
Haley: Just 2 more to go
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The next morning I had a splitting headache also the sun burning my eyes when I tried to pull my blanket up I felt some resistance
Y/n: huh
I looked to my side and there was someone beside me. It was none other than a naked Haley sleeping like a baby; so cute!
Wait why was she naked? Also, why am I naked?
Y/n: Oh fuc–
(A/n - I'm having some deja vu)
She pulled me towards her. Our bodies share warmth with each other; which only made me sweat since it was summer. I tried to get away but not even satan could escape that death grip she had around me (How the fuck is she so strong?)
Haley: 5 more mins please *Yawn*
I somehow manage to slip out of her hold. No longer groggy I took a good look at Haley
(Haley Presley, your friend in Med school)
OMG!!!!!! So fucking cute! Haley's cat was sleeping on her, which increased the cuteness in the room like 100x. I clicked a pic and then realized I was at her apartment. Haley didn't live in dorms instead her parents rented an apartment for her (rich people smh)
I got dressed and was about to leave when
Haley: Where do you think you are going?
I looked back toward her, she had a murderous look in her eyes, and her cat now sitting on top of her head has the same look
My yandere detector is going crazy right now!
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Eden's POV:
I come back to my room as late as possible, Candy and I have been avoiding each other ever since that day. I don't like to stay in the room the atmosphere there is just depressing. I can't forget Y/n's crying look. When she saw Candy and me… like that. God that must've been horrible.
Candy and I barely talk anymore, we have gone from bestfriends to "something" to just roommates. I hate this! But I have no one but myself to blame. Sometimes I try to shift the blame onto Candy but I'm the one who fucked up here.
Idk what to do anymore, Y/n seems to have blocked me and candy. I thought of buying a new sim but that would only make her more angry and hurt and annoyed. So I somehow stopped myself from contacting her through other means.
When I get into the room I see that it's messy and empty… It's been like this since last week. Go to the bathroom and look in the mirror, all I see is a tired, sad girl who hasn't slept properly in days. God, when was the last time I had laughed, like a real genuine laugh… everything seems so bland nowadays.
Eden: *Sigh*
creak*
I see the door opening, it's Candy, our eyes meet just for a second before both of us look away… yea ist been this awkward…
ring* *ring*
I see my mom calling, I pick up her phone
Eden: Hey mom
Mom: Hey sweetie how are you?
Eden: Fine mom–
Mom: Then what's going on between you and Y/n? Y/n's mom and I were talking and she told me that you guys were now broken up
"Fuck" I think to myself
Eden: I–Um… Listen, mom, it's true, I'll not say much more, and also PLEASE DON'T call Y/n about this!
Mom: Don't worry, I just called cause I was only concerned about my daughter's life.
Eden: Mom?
Mom: Yes baby?
Eden: Mom… Have you and dad ever had a big fight?
Mom: Yes… and I think I know why you're asking
Eden: Then how did you guys make up
Mom: Hmm… Your dad actually decided to take me on a spontaneous trip, we toured almost every tourist hotspot in our state, and he also got a camper from his friend it was tiny but cozy I loved his thoughtfulness….. But in your case taking Y/n on a trip won't be possible… So, Um… I guess your best bet is honest calm communication and maybe some thoughtful present
Eden: Thanks mom I'll do my best
Mom: I wish you luck sweetheart, but just remember some things in life just don't work out no matter how much you want them to…
Eden: I don't want to think about that right now, goodnight mom.
Mom: Also, there's one more saying; everything happens for a reason
Eden: Ok ok ok hold your horses mommy dearest, tell me all your wise words next time I come home
Mom: *chuckles* Absolutely, goodnight my sweet girl!
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The next day I went shopping (alone) looking for a gift for Y/n… After spending hours and hours I finally picked something (2 things actually) that I thought she'd like, along with an apology letter, I wrapped it and shipped it to Y/n's dorm in Maryland, then all I could do was pray and pray more…
Notes:
OK, Haley is not a futa or intersex, she's a girl with only a vagina, I couldn't mention this since I didn't wanna bore you guys with more smut
Also what do you think? Will Y/n forgive her? Or will she teach her a lesson and then forgive her or maybe the gifts will get lost in the mail, or maybe Haley will somehow intervene or maybe y/n will just move on to somebody else
Chapter 35: Three times love (5)
Chapter Text
Y/n's POV:
AHHHHHHHHH! Fuck me, why did I sleep with Haley? That yandere has been stalking me ever since that day! Hopefully, I don't get kidnapped. Yanderes seem cute and all in mangas but in real life, they are definitely creepy! With all the shit that happened with my ex-GF and ex-bestfriend, I just need a break. Not to mention A CREEPY MURDEROUS YANDERE ISN'T MY TYPE!!! What a mess my life has become *sigh*
1 week later*
I get a message informing me that a package for me was delivered… weird… did mom or dad send me something? I pick it up from the mailroom and go up to my room. When I was about to open it I noticed there was a note on the back.
"I miss you so much
–Eden"
Ughhh what changed, she left me alone for so long, why suddenly do this?
I won't lie, I miss her too but what did she expect when she cheated? Would I just forgive her and take her back? Not. Happening.
I almost threw the package out… but I… just couldn't. My feelings were still all jumbled up, I was hurt but I wanted to move on quickly… too bad that isn't happening.
I kept the package in my cupboard and stopped myself from opening it, I knew that if I opened it and it turned out to be something sweet my heart might thaw, so I left that box alone.
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3.5 years later*
Ah, I'm gonna miss this room… not really but still I'm gonna miss the memories I have in this place. Today is my final day in my med school, caz y'know I sort of graduated; That's right I'm a doctor now bitches!
These 5 years were fucking exhausting. I had GF, who then cheated on me with my best friend, then she became my ex-GF, then I had a crazy yandere stalking me, the crazy yandere (thankfully) moved on and found herself with a yandere BF (made for each other)... I also started having casual hookups in between;
I never viewed sex as something casual, but I guess Eden changed that too.
….hmmm… Now that I think back to it, didn't Eden send some sort of box after the breakup? I never opened it… Now I'm definitely curious!
I find that box along with all my other packed stuff, I get a knife and open it. Even though it seems like a lifetime has passed since then, I can still clearly recall the day she cheated. I wonder what she's doing in her life now.
The box had a gorgeous red dress, I wonder if it'll fit. I've gained a bit of weight so hopefully it still fits. There was also a necklace, which was freaking cuteeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
AHHH! I love it. I don't like wearing jewelry but this is the perfect size, not too big and showy but still pretty and cute.
I put on the necklace and dress and admire myself in the mirror, Eden might be a cheating skank but at least her taste in fashion is good… I admired her fashion sense even in high school; it was sexy but not over the top.
I change and get out of the dress keeping it with my other clothes, I keep the necklace on its cute so why not… Oh I threw away my old necklace btw, the one that formed a heart
(Y/n is referring to a piece of this one)
ring* *ring*
I notice that my roommate is calling,I pick up
Y/n: Hello
Roomate: Get your ass here ASAP, you can pack later! This is the last time we'll be partying together for a long time
Y/n: Yes Yes coming
Roomate: That's what she said *giggles*
Y/n: Even 5 years later your jokes are as bad as they were on day one
Roomate: Get here quick!
beep*
She hangs up and I lock up my room feeling nostalgic and a bit wistful
I reach a bar near our college, it's filled with students from our college, well I should say doctors now lol
Roommate: Well well well, Dr. Y/n L/n are you ready to party hard and spend 5 more years of your life grueling resident?
I smile and nod. She passes me a glass of shot
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4 years later*
I plop down on my bed. After the day I had the only thing I wanna do is sleep for atleast 2 days. I was up for 18 fucking hours *sigh*
Sleep grips me as soon as I close my eyes. I hope I don't have to do a shift like this again
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3 days later* Candy's POV:
I get all the groceries in my car and start driving home.
Some big things have happened since Y/n discovered Eden and me. Eden was a mess and I was filled with guilt, after all, I broke everything, I destroyed their relationship, I killed our friendship, all caz I was thinking with my cunt.
Eden and I were sort of in a weird place for a year after the incident, we barely talked or hell even saw each other. But as time went on it became clear that Y/n was not coming back. It was all over. Eden became more depressed, it started affecting her grades and I just couldn't take it anymore, her being so depressed was killing me, so I reached out to her, persuaded her to go out, kept her company, and we even had a little heart to heart.
Anyway long story short we got back on normal terms (except for the whole sleeping with each other part). In our last semester of college, Eden finally realized Y/n wasn't interested in coming back, it was then It notice subtle flirty comments she started to make.
What happened then? Well I asked her out, she said yes, and now we are one and a half years into our marriage. One may think that our marriage is boring or Eden is just settling for me. Well let me assure you our marriage so far has been wonderful, I cherish her every day on the second question of 'Eden just settling for me'... well I don't honestly know… I hope that's not the case but… ughh it's useless to think about these–
honk*
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beep* *beep* *beep*
I open my eyes, slowly. It feels like I've been hit by a truck.
"AHHH SO BRIGHT!" I think when I open my eyes. Also, everything is so blurry
Eden: I… I… *sob*... thankyou
As things slowly start to become clear I see myself in a white room, my wife sits on a chair sobbing, clearly stressed
I try to speak but only a quiet weird sound comes out of my throat, but it's enough to grab my wife's attention. She comes near me, my eyes take her in fully. She looks very tired, her eyes red from crying… infact her eyes are still teary. Her hair is a mess, though she still looks cute
My wife: Oh god! Thank god you're awake! I'll call the doctor
She leaves my side… which is a bit disappointing, I just wanted her to hold my hand
The doctor is some old guy and definitely not some kind of hottie like in Grey's Anatomy. While he checks up on me my memory starts to come back, I got into an accident with a pick-up truck
After he leaves, Eden pulls a chair closer to my bed and holds my hand. She starts by scolding me for driving recklessly, then tells me how worried she was, while I didn't wanna ignore her but I was feeling too tired so dozed off when she telling me about her day
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Next day*
I was feeling muchhh more energetic now, I could speak and sit upright and I could also eat (well more like drink, since I wasn't allowed to eat solid food)
I was watching TV alone since Eden went to the cafeteria to grab some food, I'm sure she is hungry after not eating since yesterday.
Candy: So booorring *sigh*
As soon as a say that a hot doctor with a bright smile walks in
Hottie: Hello Candy
"HOLY FUCKING SHIT" I think to myself as I realize who this hottie is
Candy: Y/N!!??
Chapter 36: Three times love (6)
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"HOLY FUCKING SHIT" I think to myself as I realize who this hottie is
Candy: Y/N!!??
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Y/n's POV:
I check Candy's vitals while she stares at me with her mouth agape.
Candy: Y/n………
I glanced towards her and then back to her foot wrapped in bandages. I remove some bandages and checked for any infection. I wrapped her leg in new bandages again, normally a nurse would do this but I wanted to do it for some reason… ok ok I was curious so I did it
I straighten up and give her my best smile
Y/n: Hello Candy, the doctor who performed surgery on your leg had to take an emergency leave, which is why I've been assigned your case.
Candy: …
Y/n: If you don't want me on your case just say tell me, I'll speak to–
Candy: No it's fine!
She had the look of a child who just got asked if she didn't want her chocolate.
I smile, glad that she didn't say yes.
I write everything down in the report. Now that I was done with my last patient of the day, I thought of leaving for the break room, taking on extra patients was exhausting.
Candy: Wait…Uh..um
Did she hit her head in the accident too? Oh well
While I waited for her to form words, my gaze traveled down her body, the medical gown didn't show her curves but I still noticed her boobs. "Holy fuck did they grow bigger, they were so tiny and cute the last time I saw them?" I thought to myself… wait that's so inappropriate Y/n!!! Fuck me
Candy: Uh… how much time would it take for me to heal?
Really? It took her that long to ask that!? Maybe I should request a neuro checkup on her
Y/n: I can't say anything for sure but for a fracture of this condition it usually takes around 3 months. Plus, you also may need some physical therapy
Candy: Ohh…
Y/n: Well if that's all I will take my leave
She nods and gulps without saying anything. I turn and as I was about to leave, there she was… my ex… Eden walking in with a tray of food. I was so fucking surprised.
I scrunched my nose
Y/n: Ughhh… what are you doing here?
Eden: I… am her wife
She says pointing toward Candy
Y/n: Umm… oh well nice to meet you
I turn and almost run away before anyone can say anything more. It's not like I'm jealous or hold any hate towards them, it has been like 10 years since that day, I've moved on long ago… it's just a bit weird you know, to see them… or more specifically, see Eden again
Y/n: God I'm exhausted
I walk towards the breakroom mumbling to myself
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Candy's POV:
Eden: W-was that Y/n?
I nod
Eden: Holy shit
She stares at the door where she was moments ago. My thumb goes to feel my wedding ring. Once upon a time, I would've been very jealous and maybe angry… but weirdly all that jealousy is gone now, I just want to see my wife happy. I've imagined something like this happening ever since we got together 8 years ago
I put on a mischievous smile
Candy: Did that bring back memories?
She looks at me and doesn't respond. Eden just puts her tray down and starts eating
Well, that was awkward. I don't press the issue further so I just go back to sipping juice and watching TV
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Later that evening*
Candy: Eden…
She looks towards me
Eden: Hmm?
Candy: I was thinking…
Eden: …
Candy: If… IF… Y/n ever decides to flirt with you or you with her or I dont know if one thing leads to another, dont worry about me… if you know what I mean
Eden: What the fuck? Where did that come from!?
Candy: Well you know you have a history with her
Eden: So!? I won't cheat on you!
Candy: But it won't be cheating! You see I'm giving you my blessing
Eden: But–
I put a finger on her lips
Candy: Shush now! I made up my mind, so as long as it's consensual I have no problem… also just so you know this "offer" is only with Y/n… so don't you dare put that dick of yours anywhere else– unless you want me to kick and crush your balls
Her hand goes over to her crotch instinctively
Eden: I won't–
Candy: Didn't I say hush!
She shuts up and turns back to the TV.
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5 days later*
Y/n leaves after checking up on me. Apparently I'm the last patient she has every day
Just as she leaves I turn towards Eden and wink
Eden: (smiling) What?
Candy: …Nothing
Eden: God just tell me
Candy: I saw you ogling her, she looked sexy in that lab coat
Eden: Wait "sexy"? Also, you shouldn't be so happy about the idea of your wife being with someone else
Candy: Oh come on! She was not just "someone else" she was our best friend!
Eden: Still…
Candy: Don't tell me you forgot how to flirt
Eden: Also wasn't she all 'enraptured' by you? I think she wants you more
Candy: I'm her patient ofcourse she's gonna look at me! Duh!
Eden: Hah! She definitely has hots for you, you know what, I'll give you the same offer you gave me. You can sleep with her if the opportunity ever comes… but only her!
Candy: …Are you sure…?
Eden: Oh don't get all mushy, what was it you said… yes Hush!
We giggle and flirt, this is usually how our evening goes, flirting and talking about random things
Though recently we have been playing with the idea of a 3rd person (whose name is obvious)... I… I think the idea of watching me with Y/n is arousing to her, she's been talking about it ever since the day I had the talk with her… I mean I can sort of understand where she comes from… I used to watch a lot of futa on futa porn in high school….. Hmm… human psychology is so weird
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That night* Y/n's POV:
I get my vibrator ready to erase today's stress from my mind. I put on some porn but my mind isn't focused on that… Infact it's only focused on one person… Candy. I would've puked if the thought of having sex with her ever crossed my mind. But things have changed, I really really wanna fuck her
She is still so cute too! Like an adorable baby with soft cheeks. I wish I could have her face between my legs.
Pretty inappropriate to think of my patient but I've accepted that I'm not perfect so I'll indulge in my fantasy just for a few nights
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Next day*
Y/n: Good evening Candy! How are you doing?
Candy: Pretty good doctor
Y/n: Just Y/n is fine
I give her a smile. I check up on her as usual.
Y/n: Your leg is looking pretty good. I think we can discharge you the day after tomorrow if everything goes well. You will still have to rest at home till the cast comes off and maybe come back for some physical therapy afterward
She gets a wistful look on her face.
Y/n: Why are you sad? Missing your wife?
Candy: No…I-I mean ofcourse I miss her but I was sad caz… I was hoping to mend fences at the very least before I got discharged
Y/n: Oh? Go on?
Candy: Look Eden and I are both extremely sad about everything that happened. We regret it
She stares into my eyes deeply
Candy: I had a crush on her since when we were kids, but then you said you wanted to ask her out so I kept my mouth shut caz you were her friend before me so you had more right to–
Y/n: Doesn't work like that but go on
Candy: So I didn't say anything thinking you'd be in the same college as Eden and I, but when our colleges changed Eden was so lonely and… and I thought I could just temporarily…
Y/n: I think that's more than enough
Y/n: Tell me, are you sorry just because you got caught or because you truly regret your action
Candy: To be honest it's both, I never had any intentions of stealing Eden away from you but I would've continued sleeping with Eden caz of my selfish desire
Y/n: Well you got your wish atleast
Candy started crying
Candy: No, No I didn't. You were Eden's first choice, I… I think she only married me caz you never reconciled with her
Y/n: Oh……
I wiped her tears away
Y/n: Well no need to cry. While I won't forgive your actions I'm ready and already have moved on with my life. Sooooo, here is my number. Text me if you wanna hang out sometime
I give her a smile and start to walk away. Eden walks in and smiles. Eden and I have also been talking, she apologized once but hasn't brought up the past after I told her I didn't wanna talk about it
Eden: Hey Y/n! Is everything good with my wife?
Y/n: She is healing pretty well! I expect her to get discharged the day after tomorrow if everything goes well, she'll need crutches for a while tho
Eden: Oh that's good
Y/n: Ah something smells nice
Eden: Ah I got some noodles… do you want some?
Y/n: Don't worry, I don't want to make you go hungry. You have a tiring day after all, traveling to work from the hospital, then going home for a shower then spending the night on this uncomfortable sofa
Eden: No No it's ok! The quantity they give is huge anyways
Y/n: How about tomorrow? You'll be bringing takeout tomorrow too right?
She nods with a soft smile. Hah, you won't melt me that easily Eden!
Y/n: Alright then, I'll make some food for the 3 of us tomorrow, don't be late!
I boop her nose then leave
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Next day*
The 3 of us had a nice dinner, we talked about what we did for the last decade, I being me, also brazenly flirted with Candy in front of her dear wife
Y/n: Oh I have one *ahem* Are you my appendix? Because I feel like I should take you out?
Candy giggles at my pick line while Eden just watches with curiosity and a glimmer in her eye. Is she really not jealous?
Candy: Now listen to mine. You don't look so good. You need a lot of Vitamin 'ME'
Y/n: Hahahaha, even though I've heard it a 100 times that line is still cute
I look towards Eden and say
Y/n: Come on you say some too!
Eden: I-I don't know any good pickup lines
Y/n: Then tell us the bad one! I'm sure you flirt with your wife
Eden: Ummm… then…Do you have a name, or can I just call you 'mine'?
I smile
Y/n: That's a good one
Eden: And one more! I seem to have lost my phone number. Can I have yours?
Y/n: That one is ooooold
I take a sip from my glass of water.
Y/n: Well, I enjoyed tonight! But it's getting late unfortunately
They nod and Eden helps me clean up. I walk near Candy and kiss her on the cheek. She looks at me a bit surprised.
Y/n: As much as I loved tonight's dinner, I would prefer to catch up outside of a hospital next time
I turn back and see that Eden is smiling like a kid that just got a bag of candy (pun intended). But weirdly not jealous… I should really recommend a good neuro specialist to both of them
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I completely forgot to mention, I've also been helping candy practice to walk with crutches during the day (with a nurse), she's doing great, and her smile is sooo cute, she's like a small puppy
Today's her last day in the hospital, and also the last time I'll be helping her walk with crutches
Candy: Hey Y/n *giggle* race me?
Y/n: Don't you dare! Your wife will strangle me if you fall and break another bone
Candy: Awww you're no fun. Did medical school suck all the fun out of you?
Y/n: Honestly, I think it did
Candy: Don't worry hang out with us and I'll make sure to pass some of my cheerfulness to you
Y/n: Sure why not, it'll also help me keep an eye on your leg
Candy: *gasp* *whispers* don't tell me you have a leg fetish
Y/n: Very funny
Candy: hehehe
Y/n: …
We walk in silence until
Y/n: Tell me what fetishes does Eden have
Candy: How ~bold! Well… she likes to be the bottom, sub or whatever… and … Um actually that's about it, ofcourse there are the usual, blowjobs, anal, etc
Y/n: Hmmm…
Candy: Why? Did my wife ~catch your eye?
I raise my eyebrow
Y/n: You know what! I really don't understand how you guys are so comfortable letting each other flirt with me or say stuff like… like you just did
Candy's face turns a bit serious
Candy: It's not like that… Um, I am just comfortable with the idea of… uh sharing… just with you tho!
Y/n: WTF?
Candy: Hey look I just don't feel jealous if it's you ok? I don't know why? I used to feel so jealous of you before you left but after, I just… don't know why but something in me changed I guess
Y/n: You guys are fucking weird! Are you sure it's not an open relationship?
Candy: NO! HELL NO!
Holy shit, she suddenly turned into a yandere, so scary! … reminds me of Haley… please don't be a Yandere Candy
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Y/n: Take care now Candy, don't put much pressure on your legs ok
Candy: *salutes* Yes doc
Eden: Thank you so much Y/n… really
Eden hugs me which was a bit surprising
Candy puffs her cheeks and says
Candy: What about your poor patient? Doesn't she get a hug?
Y/n: Ofcourse she does!
I hug her with a smile and after some more sappy talk, she leaves… God this week has been weird, amazing and also a bit terrifying
Chapter 37: Three times love (7)
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Y/n: *sigh*
I plop down on my bed after a long day of work. Sometimes I really wanna change my career, this job is exhausting! But then I look at my paycheck every month and change my mind
chime*
I pick up my phone and see Candy's text
Candy: I'm starting physical therapy from tomorrow! Thanks for calling in your favor
Y/n: Nice, maybe we can catch up tomorrow if I'm free
Candy: I look forward to it, Good night doc!
What favor is she is talking about you wonder? Well, it turns out Eden and Candy's shitty health insurance is refusing to cover the physical therapy costs… soooo I called in a favor with the physical therapist of our hospital.
I might've hated her once upon a time but not anymore, or atleast not as much as to wish bankruptcy on her, tho I've still been dealing with some mixed feelings lately…
Y/n: *yawn* Ah who cares
I turn off the light and go to sleep
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2 days later*
I make my way to the physical therapy room, today my workload has been light so I thought I'd drop by and check up on Candy
Her face lit up when she saw me
Candy: Oh Hi Y/n!!!
Y/n: How is my favorite patient doing?
Her grin becomes even bigger
Candy: Am I really your favorite patient?
Y/n: Well not really, I say that to all my patients
She pouts
Y/n: Did the first session not go well?
Candy: It was ok…
she looks down at her leg
Candy: I just thought I'd walk be walking again by now… the progress is really slow
Y/n: Yeah… sometimes healing takes a long time
Candy: Hmmm…..
Y/n: Sooooo….
Y/n: Ummm… When is Eden coming to pick you up?
Candy: When she gets off work, unfortunately. She used up all her vacation days when I was in the hospital
Y/n: Ohhh… Soooo you're gonna sit here for like 4 more hours?
She nods
Y/n: Ohh…
Candy: … Um how is your day going?
Y/n: Um… ok-ish I guess. Hey listen I've got an idea, you still work from home right?
She nods again
Y/n: If you want, I you can use my office space… well its more of a shared office space for orthopedic surgeons, but you get the idea
Candy: Oh no it's fine, I don't wanna be a bother
Y/n: It's ok tho! And if you're on medical leave you can spend your time there, it has a decent wifi too
Candy: Umm… If the other doctors are–
Y/n: Great! I'll tell the others not to bother you! Come I'll show you the way!
Candy grabs her crutches and I walk slowly keeping pace with her. I should pat myself on the back for acting so maturely
When we reach the office space it's empty as usual, most doctors prefer to chill in the break room or sleep in the on-call room
Candy: I still can't believe you guys have such a nice office, I love the colors and the whole aesthetic
Y/n: Oh you do? Thanks, I sort of helped with all that.
Candy: Doing a bit of interior designing on the side?
She wiggles her eyebrows
Y/n: No I just wanted this to be a nice place where I could study
I smile and then my pager beeps
Y/n: Sorry gotta go, the wifi password is on that notice board, make yourself comfortable
I walk briskly toward the trauma center
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3 days later*
Candy and I have been hanging out in the office space whenever I get some time, I think we may be reconnecting
Today tho I'm a bit distracted, she's wearing this cute low-cut top and my eyes sometimes wander to her cleavage… I really sound like a creepy 40yo man sometimes, don't I?
She's definitely bigger since the last time I saw her tho.
She smiles cockily when she notices me
Candy: Do you like them?
She squeezes her boobs
Y/n: What? I don't know what you mean
Candy: Oh don't lie, you are a woman too! You know women know when someone's staring or glancing at their boobs
Y/n: I– Sorry…
I look away, and she grabs my hand and puts it on one of her breasts.
Candy: Don't worry, you can feel them… I'm sure you've felt better… bosoms but I still like mine
My hand just squeezes her on its own, I swear it was not me!
Candy: Ohhhhhh~ does that mean you like it
Her face inches closer and closer, and she grabs my free hand and puts it on her other breast. Fuck this is turning me on. It becomes hard to control myself, I feel like an animal in heat.
But wait there's something other than her body that's turning me on too… its the thought of cucking my ex – Eden…
I really don't want any revenge but the thought of doing something intimate with her super cute and sexy wife is… too tempting to be honest
I lean in and meet her lips with an animalistic vigor. It feels like I've never been so turned on. We kiss, our tongues tangling with each other, as the temperature seems to grow hotter and hotter. My hands touch all over her body and she too feels mine with hunger
creak*
Eden: Ready to–
I pull away from Candy when I hear Eden's voice.
Eden: Oh…
I don't fucking know what to say, I mean I could say something snarky or apologize but I don't know, I just wait for her to get angry or cry (like the old me) or something
Eden: Uhhh…
She looks between both of us - her wife and her ex. The look on her face told me she was feeling truly conflicted
Eden: Ummm….. I–
She was taking so much time to say something, so I interrupt her
Y/n: Eden–
Eden: I-I'll wait outside!!
She blushes furiously clearly flustered. She turns around quickly and walks (more like run) outside, closing the door behind her.
Wait "wait outside"?
I-is she a cuck? Wait holy shit! I never thought about that, what if Eden's into the whole cuckold play/thing, maybe that's why she doesn't mind me flirting with her wife.
I know Candy told me she's comfortable sharing Eden with me, but the way she said it gave me a more "open" relationship kinda vibe
Ughh whatever, no need to think hard about this
I turn back to Candy who is still frozen, I kiss her again, this time my hand going inside her pants, I can already feel her moist pussy. My fingers start to gently rub her clit, her breathing becomes faster and she lets out these cute quiet moans
The fact that her wife/my ex is right outside makes this so exciting, I increase my pace, trying to make her moan loud enough for her dear wife to hear.
She starts to grind against my hand as her pleasure slowly builds up, I increase my pace even further, and then suddenly
Candy: Aaaaahh!
Jackpot! Her moan was definitely loud enough for Eden, I wonder, is she getting hard?
Candy: (whispers) Aaah I'm cumming!
Her face was a bright shade of pink. She cums on my fingers, I remove my hand from her leggings and lick my fingers.
I smirk as she looks toward me trying to catch her breath
Y/n: That was awesome! I wanna do this again sometime
She has a small smile
Both of us clean up and as we walk outside Candy says
Candy: Thanks Y/n!
Y/n: Any time
I say with a smile
As I walk to the washroom I pass by Eden
Y/n: Hello cuck
I say with a smile
Eden: Huh?
I walk away without saying anything more
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Over the next few days Candy and I get to know each other intimately , but unfortunately Eden started to come late to pick her up.
One day tho as I was getting dressed after one of our sessions
Candy: Hey Y/n…
Y/n: Hmm?
Candy: I was wondering…
Y/n: Say it, its not like my reaction will change if you say things more slowly
Candy: I was wondering if you'd go to a dinner–
Y/n: Sure why not
Candy: … with me and Eden
I smirk, she notices
Y/n: If the cuck is coming, then hell yes
She furrows her brows
Candy: She is not a cuck so don't call her that, I don't like it!
Y/n: Whatever, send me the time and location
She holds my hand
Candy: She still likes you, you know, that's why she allows us to be together
Y/n: Nah, it's just some twisted fantasy of hers
Candy: No! You'll see how much she has changed at the dinner
She stomps out of the room
Y/n: *sigh*
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Next Saturday*
some light jazz music*
Candy's leg is all healed up, and although she can't lift heavy stuff anymore she can still walk and jog and stuff. I'm glad she is alright
I walk into a cozy restaurant/bar, today's the dinner that Candy arranged
I find the two of them and join them at the table
Eden: You look amazing Y/n
I smile
Y/n: And you are still rocking that goth outfit
Eden: Thanks…
Candy: Shall we order some drinks first?
Y/n: Sure–
???: OH HEY! Long time no see
I feel a hand on my shoulder, I turn to see my old friend from med school
Y/n: Hey Haley! How have you been
Haley: Mehh, work is too boring, I'm thinking of changing career
Haley: Hey listen I need a favor…
She moves her hand forward
Haley: Will you dance with me?
I look toward Eden and Candy, Candy is looking at Haley with fire in her eyes while Eden looks a bit nervous
Y/n: Sure why not
I say caz the amount of drama in my life currently is not enough lol… just kidding I actually wanna see Eden's and Candy's reaction
Haley guides me to the dance floor with her hand around my waist
Y/n: I should tell you I don't know how to dance
Haley: Don't worry I'll guide you
She puts one hand on my waist and the other is interlocked with mine. A fast-paced song hits my ears as we start to dance
Haley: Just follow my lead
Haley dances like she has done this a 1000 times before, I follow her lead as best as I can
Out of the corner of my eye, I see a girl staring at us in rage and nervousness
Y/n: So… why suddenly ask me–
Haley: My fiance has been ignoring me so. She's behind me in a blue dress
Y/n: Oohhhhh…
Haley: This will teach her a lesson
She dips me
Y/n: Ahhh
And then twirls me
I see Candy and Eden are both glaring at us, Hah! I smirk a bit when they look at me
Haley: Tell me about those 2… they look familiar
Y/n: Thats Candy and Eden
She raises her brow
Haley: I didn't know you guys made up
Y/n: Eh… Its more complicated
Haley: I see…
Y/n: What about your boyfriend… or should I call him ex-boyfriend now
Haley: Definitely EX, he was too clingy, my Jayden is much better than him in any and all ways
I wanna laugh at the irony. A yandere complaining about her ex being clingy. Yes, my "Yandere detector" is still going off right now, though she(Haley) seems a bit of a safe yandere now.
Before the song comes to an end, her fiance stomps to the dance floor
Jayden(Haley's fiance): Ahem! I think that's enough, I'll be taking over now thankyou
Haley kisses my cheek and goes in her arms. Jayden glares as I walk away. Phew, atleast Haley's fiance is not a Yandere too.
I go back to my table, Eden looks a bit gloomy while Candy has a mixed expression, she looks angry, nervous, and a bit jealous
Candy: Who was that?
I smirk and rest my chin on my hand
Y/n: My ex-girlfriend
Eden looks away, embarrassed
Eden: L-lets order
They both definitely noticed the conceited look on my face; maybe that's why they didn't push me to tell further
The dinner was pretty good, Eden has changed a lot in the last 10 years, well the most obvious change is that she's no longer in her goth phase (which is a bit sad, goth Eden was pretty hot). Also, she has gotten very polite, she doesn't curse as much now. Getting to know more about both of them is kinda exciting
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Later that night*
After dinner we decided to take a walk through a botanical garden
Y/n: It's so beautiful I wish I had known about this earlier
Eden smiles
Eden: I'm happy you liked it
The three of us walk side by side in silence with me in the middle
Candy: *cough, I think Eden wants to say something
I look towards a flustered Eden, her face is pink-ish and her eyes aren't able to look into mine
Y/n: Aw you look cute when you blush
Eden: I– Y/n– I wanted to apologize for what happened in college
Y/n: It's nice to finally hear your apology, but I hope this doesn't mean you're leaving Candy to pursue me again
Eden: No, just lemme finish…*deep breath* Y/n, this may seem like a weird prank but I promise what I'm about to say is true
I notice Candy moved to my side, her hand now holding mine
Eden: I have been… I mean both of us, me and Candy, um… sort of uh–
Candy: What she means to say is, we both like you… no, more like we are falling for you; Yes both of us! Soooo do you wanna like date us?
Y/n: …..
Candy and Eden look at me expectantly
Eden: Y/n?
Y/n: Oh come on!!!!
Y/n: You can't just throw that on me and expect an answer right away, especially with the history we have
Eden looks away and mutters
Eden: Sorry…
I wanted to storm off but Eden looked so much like a sad puppy sooooo I offered her my hand she held it with a melancholic smile(I know I'm weak ok), we explored the rest of the garden with minimal talking
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2 months later*
I've been thinking about their proposal… Idk why is so confusing, I shouldn't be getting involved with my ex, that's like the 101 in dating. But there is this magnetic pull I feel whenever I'm with them. Life has been less stressful ever since the day Candy arrived as my patient…
Hmmm… should I take someone's advice?…. But who's advice all my friends are doctors who are too old or single themselves…
I realize I was just making excuses, I really wanna try out dating them but I'm afraid to get hurt again…
I ponder upon this for a couple more days and in the end, I come to a conclusion: what's the worst that could happen - we break up… I'm mature enough to handle a breakup
I get my phone out and message Candy
"Dinner at 8 this Saturday, my place"
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Saturday*
ding dong*
I open the door to see Candy and Eden all dressed up, a small bouquet of flowers in their hand
I smile at the sweet gesture
Y/n: Come in, the food is all ready to
They come in, Eden removes her shoes, and Candy her sandals
Candy: Holy shit your apartment is amazing
Y/n: Thanks, I did most of the interior myself. Also, the money doesn't hurt
Eden: It certainly roomy
I just smile at Eden's compliment
???: Meow
Candy drops her bag
Candy: OMG! So cute! Can I pet her please please, please???
Y/n: She loves the attention so yes
Candy almost runs towards the cat
The cat: Purrrrr
Candy: What's his name
Y/n: I don't know, my friend found him outside of her apartment a week ago and forced me to adopt him since her building doesn't allow pets
Candy: Awwww big boy, don't worry since I'm here now I'll give you a name
Candy sits on the sofa and the cat gets on her lap
Candy: Such a cute baby
She says in a high pitched cute voice while scratching his ear lovingly
Eden joins Candy on the sofa and puts an arm around her wife, but the cat slaps her away when she does that
Eden: Fuck
Candy: (cute voice) You are a possessive one ain't ya?
Eden slides away from the cat to the opposite side of the sofa
Candy: Name… hmmm… how about Sir Xavier?
Y/n: Really? Isn't that a saint? No way that cat is a saint
Candy: *gasps* How rude! Apologise to Sir Xavier
Y/n: Hahaha
Then the cat looks at me with a death glare. I gulp, I really don't wanna get murdered by a fucking cat in my sleep
Y/n: Pardon me Sir Xavier
Candy smiles and goes to pet the cat again. When Eden tries to pet Sir Xavier he slaps her arm away again
Y/n: Looks like Sir Xavier wants to steal your wife Eden
Eden: In his dreams!
Eden and Sir Xavier get into a staring contest, I'm done putting the dinner on the table, and I also put Xavier's dinner on the floor
Y/n: Dinner's ready, wash your hands and let Xavier eat his food too
Candy: SIR Xavier
Y/n: Yes yes Sir Xavier
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Y/n: So I've thought a lot about your proposal… the one from 2 months ago
Both of them tense up a bit but their faces still have a calm expression. They listen to all my words eagerly
Y/n: I think… I'll give this dating thing a try
Eden: Hell yes, you–
Y/n: But!!! But I have a few conditions
Candy: I hope they are reasonable
I smirk and look at Eden
Y/n: Thats subjective but they are definitely NOT impossible
She gulps and I tell them the conditions
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After the dinner*
Y/n: Also one more thing if you guys cheat on me again–
Eden: I wear that will never ever happen–
Candy: Yup we learned our lesson–
I golf up my hand telling them to stop
Y/n: As I was saying if you guys so cheat I'll… well idk what I'll do, I'll just breakup and block you guys, besides I'm a grown-up it's not like I need to scream and do something dramatic during a breakup… yes I'll be calm and collected–
Eden: *giggles* Preparing for a breakup already? Have some faith in your girlfriends Y/n
Girlfriends with a "s", this was probably my wet dream in my teens. Eden leans forward and pecks my lips, it's our first kiss in 10 or so years… can I even call that a kiss?
Candy pecks me too, which is not surprising by now since we already have done much more
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1 month later*
I switch between kissing Candy, and Eden and fumbling with my keys. When I enter my apartment, Eden moves behind me and starts to unzip my dress. Her cock rubs against me as she does that, while Candy doesn't give me a second to breathe.
I pull away from her heated kisses as she groans in disappointment. I start to strip her and say
Y/n: Eden, you have to strip too you know
Eden like a good girl, strips at my command.
Y/n: Now guess what I bought for this special occasion
I open my drawer and show her the chastity cage (cock cage).
Eden: B-but
Y/n: We had a deal remember?
She reluctantly nods and I put the cage on her semi-erect cock. I lock the cage with a padlock.
Y/n: Now grab that chair and sit and watch me fuck your wife cuck.
I say with a smirk. She does what I ask.
Y/n: I completely forgot
I put her underwear in her mouth
Eden: MMmmmmfff
Y/n: Perfect!
I peck her cheek and go to my bed where Candy and I get into the 69 position, I can already see this "cuckold" play has gotten her wet. I lick the insides of her folds while rubbing her clit, she grinds against my face while pleasuring me
Candy: Aaaa faster Y/n~
Y/n: I hope you are watching Eden
I go faster and Candy cums in no time
Candy: *huff* *huff* *huff*
She slips to the side and I look towards a squirming Eden
Y/n: Aww your tiny cock looks so cute~ want me to make you cum
She nods, I walk over to my drawer and take out my tiny but mighty pink vibrator. I remove her underwear from her mouth. When I gently press the vibrator on her caged cock she shivers. I rub the vibrator all over her cock before pressing it to the base. Doing this causes another wave of orgasm to run through her spine and body
I hope her brain doesn't turn to mush. I start to play and massage her balls ever so gently
Eden: Oh God please dont stop Y/n
I massage her balls a bit more roughly but not rough enough to hurt
Eden: OH YESS GOD I LOVE YOU!
I felt her cock throbbing so I pull away the vibrator and my hand, she cums through the cage, her semen covering my hand and some of my vibrator.
Candy: Annghhhh!!!
I look back and see Candy orgasm as she fingered herself, damn hot.
As Eden catches her breath I say
Y/n: So you love me huh?
Eden gulps and asks
Eden: Too soon?
Y/n: Prove
Eden: How?
Y/n: you can start by cleaning up my fingers
I move my fingers towards her, and she opens her mouth and eagerly starts licking. Her tongue cleaned every nook and cranny. I pull away when I felt my hand was clean
Idk why but just the idea of her tasting her own semen makes me so wet. Its probably just another weird fetish I've subconsciously acquired.
Y/n: Good girl… So how do you like the taste of your own semen?
Eden: Frankly, it was disgusting
I chuckle and then kiss her passionately. I could still taste some of her cum but there was this mysterious pull stopping me from breaking the kiss.
I broke the kiss only when I felt the need for air.
I look back at Candy and she was already asleep.
Y/n: (whispering) I'll go clean up also you guys can spend the night on here so don't wake her up
Eden: (whispering) Where will you sleep
Y/n: (whispering) In the guest bedroom
Eden nods with a gloomy smile, I unlock her chastity cage and leave
I clean up and go the guest bedroom… maybe I should get a bigger bed, I have more than enough room for it, and it seems like they may spend more nights like this here.
I smile internally. The sex was 10/10 and not to mention having 2 girlfriends means double the attention. This whole thing honestly feels like a dream! I hope it lasts forever
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10 months later*
I was just about to leave work when my phone rang. Its Candy
Candy: Hey Y/n got a minute?
Y/n: Of course, I always have a minute for someone as charming as you!
Candy: God I love the cheesy lines you say
Y/n: So what's up
Candy: So next week is Eden's birthday–
Y/n: Shit I forgot AH–
Candy: Chill it's not like you had any way to find out
Y/n: Still…
Candy: Don't worry I've bought a gift on your behalf too
Y/n: You're a lifesaver Candy!
Candy: Hehe thanks, now listen I had something in mind for her birthday
She tells me her plan.
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Next week*
Candy ties me up to my (our?) new bed.
Candy: It doesn't hurt right
I shake my head since, I was blindfolded so I couldn't see anything. This is sort of scary
ding dong*
Thats probably Eden, I hear footsteps come near
Candy: Do you like the surprise?
Eden: huh?
Candy: She put you in a chastity cage and called you a cuck for 10 month its time to get revenge
Eden: Are you sure…?
Candy: Ofcourse
Eden: Y/n, are you ok with that?
I nod again. I have a feeling she has an evil smirk right now.
Oh, and that's right, Eden hasn't been allowed to have sex, blowjobs, or even handjobs for ten months! The only time she orgasms is in a chastity cage. It was so hot denying her orgasms sometimes, but I could feel her getting frustrated recently.
I hear the sound of fabric dropping on the floor.
Candy: It's not only her. Tonight both of us are here to serve you. So do anything you want to us.
Eden: Ahaha Tonight's gonna be amazing!!!
She jumps on the bed, I feel Candy lay beside me. Candy's hand strokes her cock slowly. In no time Eden is hard like a rock. She pushes inside me roughly
1…2…3…4… I feel her cock throb and pump my pussy fully of cum
I somehow control my laughter. I knew she wasn't going to last long after going celibate for 10 months but dam
Eden: Who gave you the permission to laugh? She slaps me lightly.
Ok, this is hot!!!
Y/n: Sorry Eden
Eden moves, I can smell her cock near my face.
Eden: Come on, use your mouth to make me hard again, I'm gonna punish both of you for the last 10 months. Candy, dear, go and lick her pussy, I want her squirming below me
She pushes her flaccid penis in my mouth and I follow her commands to the best of my abilities… Afterall don't wanna disappoint the birthday girl
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4 years later*
Sir Xavier: *Hiss*
Eden: They are my wives, don't you hiss at me! They belong to me first!!!
Y/n: Sorry Eden but I'm Sir Xavier's girl first
Candy: Me too! Sorry but Sir Xavier is just much more charming, cute, and fluffier than you
Eden: Huhhhhh?
I and Candy chuckle while Sir Xavier seems much more interested in the new shiny object on my finger.
--The end--
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Chapter 38: Beyond 2560 Light-Years (1)
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Year: 2338
whoosh*
I drive towards my apartment, with some lofi music. You might wonder why even after some 400 years we are still DRIVING! I wonder the same. My trusty little shuttle (flying car) is very much capable of flying yet I can't… why? CAZ THE GOVERNMENT IS FUCKING GREEDY! You need a permit if you want to fly in public airspace, and this permit needs to be renewed yearly! Bunch of fucking thieves I tell ya
Well, atleast I can take in the beautiful cherry blossom trees while driving. They are so fucking beautiful!
sigh* I wish my girlfri– *ahem* sorry I mean wife was here. It's been a year since we got married and still I make the same mistake.
It'd have been very romantic if she was here though
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sizzle*
As soon as I enter our apartment a majestic aroma hits my nose. Something smells delicious, I walk toward the kitchen and see my cute wife in an apron
(Y/n's wife: Nyx Garcia)
Nyx: You came back early
I go over to hug her. Hugging her soft body is guaranteed to relieve some fatigue!
Nyx: Awww, are you stressed again? Did your Commander call you? He really–
Y/n: Nah, it's not that. I just wanted to hug you
Nyx: Aw baby.
She hugs me back. She then whispers in my ear
Nyx: I love you
Y/n: I love you too
We are like that for 5 mins before she pulls apart
Nyx: I still need to cook so why don't you relax for a bit
I nod and go and sit on the couch. My body was no longer tensed and my mood was no longer gloomy. I don't know why but I was feeling a bit depressed for some reason, these bouts of sadness are common for me I have no clue why they happen but these seem to last for much shorter periods ever since I started living with Nyx. Maybe I'm just very susceptible to loneliness.
I turn on the TV, it was some news channel
News Anchor: In other news, the diplomatic relations between Asaris and humans are at a turning point, the leaders of both species are rumored to be in the talk of signing a Free Trade Agreement which also includes access to key technologies, free movement of people, and military cooperation.
Asaris are the most human-looking alien species humanity has encountered yet(aside from their complexion). But that isn't why humanity wants to woo them, they are the most technologically advanced species, their economy is the richest, and their democracy the strongest, and hence why they are the most powerful species in the universe. Think of them like some kind of noble race
I change the channel to the galactic news channel whose name I can't pronounce
Turian News Anchor: Primarch Conseretia Bolanus will be meeting with the Geth and Quarian representatives to further expand the military partnership between the 3 species
The Turians are known for their militaristic and disciplined culture. They are also the 2nd most powerful militarily, I think.
The Geth are an AI race that were created by the Quarians. These 2 were at war for many years but now they are at peace and even share the same planet!
I switched the channel again and now it was a Salarian CEO presenting his company's newest spaceship
Salarians… said to be the most intelligent species but unfortunately, their life spans aren't that long; they are however very advanced and rich (not as much as the Asaris ofcourse)
Basically, there are 3 major species that rule almost all the galaxy - Asaris, Turians, and Salarians
Good thing humanity is friends will all 3 of them. There are ofcourse species hostile towards humans but they are relatively weak and not worth mentioning
Nyx: Baby can you please set the table, I'm almost done with the dinner
Y/n: Yes darling~
I smile. I imagine her blushing, she always blushes when I call her by sweet nicknames. Yes we are still in the honeymoon phase of our marriage, I wanna enjoy this phase while it's still there
I go to the kitchen and grab the plates and cutlery. While grabbing the last item I spank her bum on my way out
Nyx: Hey! Come here you lil brat
Y/n: *giggles*
I run back to the dining table and put the plates down. A few minutes later Nyx joins me with a casserole of hot food.
Y/n: AH this smells amazing
Nyx: Thank you~
Both of us start to eat talking about random things
Nyx: So when did you say the shuttle permit will renew?
Y/n: The day after tomorrow
Nyx: *sigh*
Nyx: Well atleast it's before the dinner next week
Y/n: What dinner?
Nyx: Y/n!! Did you forget about the dinner at your mom's place next week!?
Oh… I completely forgot… *sigh* I really just wanna rest at homeeee
Nyx: From your expression, I can guess you did! Well to remind you Dinner at your mom's place at 7 sharp! You know what, I'll set a reminder for you.
Y/n: Oh come on I'll remember–
Nyx: No no no, I do not want your mom to think that I'm a bad wife!
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After we are done eating, gather the plates and start putting them in the dishwasher.
smack*
Y/n: Ouch!
Nyx: *chuckles* That was for spanking me before
Y/n: I didn't spank you this hard!
smack*
I felt another hard smack on my butt
Y/n: What was that for!?
Nyx: For talking back and not taking your punishment gracefully~
She says with a smile
I turn back and start putting the rest of the dishes in the dishwasher.
smack*
Y/n: Now what!
I say getting a bit irritated
Nyx: Nothing, your ass just looked pretty spank-able~
She smiles and backs off
Nyx: I will let you do your chores now don't worry~
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That night I received too many spankings. My poor butt endures so much for my wife's pleasure
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Next week*
Nyx: Y/n, lets goo!!!
Y/n: God finally! I thought you'd be done by tomorrow
She slaps my butt again (she's been doing that a lot recently).
Nyx: I think we're running low on our taunt quota for the day, so let's switch to compliments dear
Y/n: Oh…well
I take her in from head to toe, her outfit was adorable and a bit sexy too
Y/n: You look very cute… and hot and sexy, can we-
Nyx: No no! No time for a quickie…
I give her my best sad puppy dog eyes
Nyx: Don't give me that look, I've developed an immunity since the last time you did this
Y/n: *sigh*
Nyx grabs my hand and drags me out to our shuttle and we head toward my mom's house
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thump*
The shuttle lands with a jerk. Nyx is a very bad pilot.
Y/n: I hate when you fly so roughly. Maybe I should start teaching you how to fly on weekends
Nyx: Oh please, my piloting skills are more than adequate. It's not like I've ever crashed.
Y/n: Just because you didn't crash doesn't mean you are a good pilot. Not crashing your shuttle is the bare minimum bar y'know!
Nyx: You can lecture me all you want once we get inside!
She loops her arm through mine and we march onto mom's house
buzz*
The door opens and my mom's face lights up the instant she sees us
Mom: Oh hie! It's been so long since I've seen you baby
She hugs me while Nyx just smiles looking at us… Nyx's parents arent around anymore so she loves spending time with my mom
Y/n: Mooomm!
Mom: Oh come on let me dote on you a lil bit
Nyx: Don't worry Mrs. L/n I'm more than happy to take Y/n's place if she doesn't like you doting on her
Mom: Aw! You were always the sweetest! Thank the lord Y/n decided to make you my daughter-in-law instead of that shabby ex of hers
Y/n: Let's not discuss my past right now, especially when we are on the porch
Mom: Haha, come on in, dinner will be served in half an hour so make yourself comfortable
I take off my shoes and Nyx takes off her slippers. We go and sit on the couch
buzz*
The doorbell rang and Mom opened the door. I leaned over the couch to see the visitor.
It was my twin brother. Yes I have a twin brother, we were close when we were young but we drifted a bit apart after middle school, but that doesn't mean I don't care about him
Finn: Hey Y/n, I've brought the stuff you asked mom
Y/n: Hello Finn
He handed the bag of juices and groceries to Mom
Mom: Thank you, dear. Go and sit with your sister while I get things ready
He walks and sits across from us.
Finn: Hey Nyx, how are you?
Nyx: I'm doing well, your sister takes care of me pretty well
I blush at her sweet words
Finn: Good to hear that. How have you been Y/n? Is life in the military going as you imagined? What were you again, a mechanic-
Y/n: Engineer! I fix and maintain the Alliance's broken (space)ships, more specifically their life support system
Finn: Oh yea, I remember now
Y/n: And life with the Alliance is pretty well, I get to live close to my wife while drawing a generous salary
Finn: Nice nice…
Y/n, Nyx, Finn: …
There was an uncomfortable silence until Nyx said
Nyx: So Finn what do you exactly do?
Finn: Oh I deliver stuff within the star system currently… It's just a temporary gig
That's what he always says… You see he is a drug addict, not the hard stuff, he just smokes something… a lot. I forgot the name of the drug but I do remember it being very hard to overdose on… Actually, now that I think about it he got addicted around high school, maybe that's why we drifted apart… who knows.
Oh yeah well since he is an addict he can't really hold a job or focus on things for long. No, maybe that's not right, maybe he just doesn't wanna get a permanent job… who knows
Nyx: Ooo nice. So I'm guessing you've been to Mars
Finn: Many times
Nyx: God I always hated that place, it's all dusty and dark and people are always so… entitled
Finn: *chuckles* Yeah they definitely need some classes in manners
Nyx and Finn continue to talk about random stuff, the toping eventually switching to novels. My brother(and my wife) love novels! When we were in middle school he was always reading one book or another, I always thought it was weird, why would you read something willingly after being forced to study/read books all day!!! That was always weird to me until I got in college, where there were many nerds who like reading.
Hmm… if I remember correctly Finn always wanted to be a famous novelist, I don't know if that's still his dream… he was talking about writing some novel in high school… he probably abandoned that dream as I did of becoming a rich businesswoman
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Mom: Nyx dear can you help me for a bit here
Nyx: Yes Mrs. L/n
Nyx goes to the kitchen and comes back with Mom carrying a variety of dishes in both her hands. There was Lasagna, salads, and even some fried chicken, all were my and Finn's favorite
Y/n: God Mom you didn't have to make so much! I think we would require 10 people to finish all of this
Mom: Oh don't worry! Eat as much as you like, you can take the leftovers home for tomorrow
Nyx: But really Mrs. L/n you should've called! I would have helped you in all the preparation
Mom: I enjoy spoiling my children, including you, so I wouldn't want to cause any inconvenience or difficulty for you.
Nyx: AW Mrs. L/n! I love you
She hugs my mom and I smile looking at them. Mom really thinks of her as her daughter. I remember my mom being a little sad when she heard that Nyx's parents weren't alive. She slowly started treating her like her own child, I guess Nyx liked the pampering and attention too
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We finish dinner without a hitch, Mom dominated the conversation; She asked all of us about our life, love life, work, basically everything… Soon we say our goodbyes, Mom tells us to come over more often. I would've if had more time, I guess I should call her more
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Nyx and I return to our usual routine, I am more exhausted nowadays due to the increased workload; The new model of Alliance ships just keeps breaking, and I have to stay late to fix them on schedule. God these fuckers have an enormous budget even compared to other species yet they can't make good ships *sigh*
There is something else too that's making me exhausted: Nyx… or more accurately the lack of attention from her. She is my stress reliever remember? Even though we sleep/live together it feels like she has replaced me with that phone of hers… I feel so… lonely… even though I am not alone, even though everything would appear perfect for someone on the surface. Yet I feel myself getting more stressed, exhausted, hell frustrated even.
What should I do? I knew that the honeymoon wouldn't last forever, I just thought things would be different
"Maybe I should talk to her?" I said as I looked to my wife's sleeping form
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Chapter 39: Beyond 2560 Light-Years (2)
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Nyx's POV:
I've been chatting with Finn since that dinner at Mom's home, and God is he funny! Not only that we also have been recommending to each other some good books we've read. Y/n always prefers to watch movies or shows, which don't get me wrong is fun but sometimes you just need a good book to keep you occupied for days on end.
I usually read on my datapad while Finn prefers physical books. I've actually never finished a physical copy of a novel. He invited me to our local (but huge) library next week to lend me some of his physical copies!
Next week*
When I get to the library I see a notice on the on door
"We apologize for any inconvenience caused, but we will be closed this month for renovations. Thank you for your understanding."
I came all the way here though! Now what
ting*
I check the notification, its from Finn
Finn: Look across the street
I turn my head look around me, I couldn't find anything
Finn: The French cafe across the street!
I look again and see Finn waving at me, I wave back and get to the cafe in a hurry.
Finn: Sorry, I didn't know they were doing renovations
Nyx: No worries
I take a seat while a robotic waiter comes to take my order
Finn: I'd like a latte
Robot: And you mam?
Nyx: Ummm… I want a croissant and a cold coffee
Robot: Will that be all mam?
Nyx: Yup
Robot: Your order will be served in 10 minutes
The robot leaves to take orders from the other customers. Finn takes out 2 books from his bag
Finn: Behold, my magnificent collection of novels, ready to whisk you away to an adventurous romantic life of a seamstress in medieval Japan
Nyx: Thank you, my lord! I'll treasure these scriptures
Finn: Haha, btw have you suggested to Y/n to try reading as well?
Nyx: I did *sigh* but she got bored after only reading 2-3 pages
Finn: She never liked reading
Our order arrives
Finn: Aside from novels what else do you like?
I stir my coffee while thinking about the question
Nyx: hmm… I do like some shows Y/n's watching and… I like some vloggers
Finn: Not really the answer I was expecting
I get flustered and try to steer the conversation away from me
Nyx: Seems like I only like novels, what about you?
Finn: I love learning about history and all those medieval love stories. I like traveling too so there's that
Nyx: Oh? Tell me more about those medieval romance stories
We talked for around 2 hours before I headed home. Finn is so interesting, not only do we share our love of books he also likes medieval romances… I wish Y/n and I could experience that, oh how would the orthodox society react about 2 girls deeply in love? I giggle in my mind. Today was a good day!
1 month later* Nyx's POV:
Y/n and I had a fight, it was about her needing to work on Saturdays caz of the Alliance's new fleet. Weekends is OUR time. I am so frustrated, why can't she just say no that that fucking boss or CO or whatever!
I message Finn to vent my frustrations.
Nyx: Ugh! I'm so angry at your sister
Finn: XD, What did she do now?
Nyx: She has to now start working on saturdays
Finn: Isn't that illegal or something?
Nyx: They pay her overtime so its alright
Finn: So are you free this Saturday?
Nyx: Yup
Finn: Then will you honor me with your company my Lady? It seems that the holy library has finished undergoing renovations
Nyx: That sounds absolutely delightful Sir Finn.
Finn: Then I shall pick you up at 6 pm, and we shall embark on a journey to the halls of the holy library.
Nyx: Ok stop! I'll be ready by 6
Finn: Farewell Lady Nyx, may the gods forever protect your ladyship
Ahh, he is so fun! Well atleast I won't be so bored this Saturday
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Saturday night* Y/n's POV:
I come home late and see that the living room lights have already been switched off. "She is probably already asleep" I think to myself.
I take a warm shower, the warm water trickling down my body relaxes me so much, all the stress washes away with the dirt. I put my clothes in the laundry basket and get into the bedroom. I put on some pajamas and join my wife in bed WHO IS STILL UP AND READING!
Y/n: Why are you still up?
I say putting my arm around her
Nyx: Hmm…Oh I was just planning to sleep after finishing this chapter
Y/n: Uhh, come on turn off that lamp I wanna cuddle and sleep
Nyx: Just give me 5 mins
She says while being immersed in the book
Y/n: Hmm… how was your day? I know we had planned a date today
Nyx: Don't worry I visited the library today. It was pretty fun
Y/n: Oh you did? Tell me more about it
Nyx: hm?
She's completely immersed in the book
I decide to leave it as I was too sleepy. My arm pulls her a bit closer as I get into a comfortable position and fall asleep. She makes for the perfect body pillow hehe
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6 months later, late at night* Y/n's POV:
Y/n: Hey will you put down that phone for once
Nyx: What got you so worked up?
Y/n: Seriously!? You've been using that phone for weeks now, this is our time to relax and talk to each other, so talk to me Nyx what's going on with you
Nyx: I was just talking to a friend
She turns off her phone and puts it on the nightstand. She puts an arm around me and looks into my eyes
Nyx: So tell me what's up?
Y/n: I come tired as hell expecting my wife to maybe talk to me or pamper me a little but all you do look at the phone… should I be worried?
Nyx: No ofcourse not! I apologize that I made you feel that way. I'll try and use my phone less
Y/n: Thankyou
I caress her
Nyx: But I too have a problem. You come home so late that by the time we are together, I'm too exhausted from all the housework. I'll definitely spend some quality time with you if you were home early
Y/n: You know why–
Nyx: I understand you have too much on your plate Y/n but you have to understand my perspective too
Y/n: Nghh…
Nyx: Now come here let's cuddle and sleep
We fall asleep soon
After that day Nyx kept her screen time minimal while we were together, I too made an effort to get home a bit early
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2 months later* Nyx's POV:
Something happened today, Finn and I decided to go to a bar after our book club meeting (yes we joined a local book club) When we were drunk he pulled me in for a kiss and I went along with it. It has been hours since that and I'm back home, but my heart is still racing.
I feel so guilty though… But still, I can't control my heart
5 months later* Y/n's POV
I come home early. Why? Caz the Alliance has finally realized the issue with the maintenance for their new fleet of ships and recalled them to be refitted with more reliable life support systems. This means less headache(and overtime) for me
I get home in a giddy mood.
Nyx: Hey Y/n can I…
Y/n: Yes dear?
Nyx: …
Y/n: Is something wrong? Did something happen?
Nyx: No, nothing
Y/n: You know you can talk to me about anything right?
Nyx: Yes yes I know.
She kisses my cheek and goes to the washroom
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15 days later* Y/n's POV:
I come home to find the house empty. I called out to Nyx but it seems like she isn't home
Y/n: Maybe she is out shopping
I say to know one and get in the shower after sending her a text. Ahh showers after work are so nice
After I get into some comfy shorts I go to the living room only to find a note on the fridge
"Call me - Nyx"
Y/n: Hmm
"I wonder what happened"
I call Nyx, she picks up almost instantly
Y/n: You are being very mysterious today. Did you plan something? Ohhhh there something special today? But my calendar-
Nyx: Y/n, calm down!... Are you calm now? Ok, I need you sit
Y/n: Nyx is something wrong? Are you ok?
Nyx: I'm fine Y/n….. Are you seated?
Y/n: Umhm… Tell me now
Nyx: Y/n, you've treated me perfectly for all the time we've been together. Infact that one of the reason why I feel so bad about this
Y/n: About–
Nyx: Y/n, I've fallen in love with someone else
I was too stunned to speak. It's like when you are walking and suddenly a shuttle comes crashing down at you out of nowhere
Nyx: I'm sorry Y/n, really-
Y/n: Who?
Nyx: *gulp* Finn…
I remained silent as I processed all the information
Nyx: It's not your fault Y/n. Really, I just don't think we are compatible.
Y/n: How long?
Nyx: …
I say holding back my tears. I don't wanna appear weak in front of her
Y/n: I asked HOW FUCKING LONG!
Nyx: It's pointless to ask about it Y/n, you will only hurt yourself more
Y/n: YOU FUCKING BITCH, YOU WHORE HOW COULD YOU
Nyx: Y/n Please calm.
Y/n: Fuck you don't tell me what I should do you cheating lying shithead
Nyx: Y/n calling me names isn't doing anything. Y/n I just have one request, if you ever loved me please let me go… and don't worsen your relationship with your brother over this
Y/n: I hope you and that good-for-nothing disappointment have a miserable life-
Nyx: Y/n please settle down, he's your only sibling
Y/n: My brother died the moment he pursued you. You know what? A junkie and slut like you seem like the most perfect match in this universe
Nyx: Y/n I know you are angry but stop that-
Y/n: Or what!? Will you leave me?
Nyx: This seems pointless. While I do apologize for all of this, I won't just sit and take the insults you hurl at me. Just know that, we are still going to be family, when your anger calms down we will have a talk and I'll answer any reasonable questions you might have
Y/n: Please I've gotten all the answers I need. Just send the divorce papers so I can be done with you once and for all
Nyx: Now Y/n I told you we will always be related. I really do understand your anger but I hope you can be cordial
I hang up the phone. Fuck
I start crying like a little kid. Idk when was the last time I cried so much?
ding dong*
I get up and wipe my eyes a bit before opening the door.
Y/n: Mom?
She comes and hugs me, I hug her back tightly
Y/n: Mom *sob* mom s-she left me *sob*
Mom: Don't worry honey I know.
Did she tell my mom? Well atleast that slut still has some heart left
Mom guides me to the couch as soon as I sit she pushes my head down on her lap and starts to stroke my hair.
I start to cry again, my tears making her dress wet.
Mom: Cry your heart out. Don't worry I'm here for you ok!
Y/n: That fucking whore Mom! I h-hope that junkie cheats on her and l- leaves her too so she knows-
Mom: Sushhh now.
She continues stroking my hair.
Next morning* Y/n's POV:
Sunlight hits my face. I look around and find myself on the couch.
"I think I fell asleep here… where is mom"
WAIT! SUNLIGHT? FUCK FUCK FUCKKKK. I'M LATE FOR WORK!!!!!!
I get up with a jerk and start to hurry towards my bedroom. Where I find my Mom Cleaning it.
Y/n: MOM! Why didn't you wake me up I'll be late for work now
Mom: Don't worry dear I've already spoken to your boss and informed him you won't be coming today
Y/n: How did you get his number
Mom: I asked your friends ofcourse!
Y/n: Mom! You should've just woken me up, I have to-
Mom: You have to take some time off. Mental health is as important as physical
Y/n: I'm fine Mom.
Mom: No you are not! I'm your mother I know your all moods. That's why let's go out shopping today. It's been so long since we've gone together!
Mom: I remember the last time we went together was when you were 14 or 15 i think
She smiles feeling nostalgic. I remember being a bit embarrassed since she treated me (a teenager at that time) like a little kid.
Y/n: I… Sure let's go shopping
And so we went shopping… it was certainly a distraction I needed, not to mention all the oily food at the food court was pretty comforting.
After 2 days of pampering from my mom I unfortunately (or maybe fortunately) had to go back to work. It'll probably help me to stop thinking about Nyx. Ever since she left I have been continuously thinking about scenarios that'll probably never happen like her suddenly calling me telling me she can't live without me or she discovering just what a piece of shit Finn is and she begs me to get back together….. This is just wishful thinking I know but I can't help what my heart wants.
I also keep checking my phone, looking for any new messages from her. I should've blocked her is what any sane person, hell even I would recommend the same thing to anyone else, but I can't just cut all contact with her. It's one of those things that is easier said than done
sigh* fuck me. I'm such a desperate loser. I know the right thing to do yet I can't do it! Why am so… ugh…
I check my phone again, looking at any new texts. This is becoming an addiction
Y/n: *sigh*
I flip on my bed and start to scroll through social media. I suddenly see a ad that grabs my interest - it was a pretty advanced gaming headset on sale, people say it is capable of making you feel like you've been teleported inside the game you're playing. I had heard many people being excited about it.
Y/n: Ha! Why not
I click buy and make the payment. I start to feel giddy, the excitement from my erratic shopping making me feel optimistic. I continue scrolling and see a post where an Alliance Admiral shakes hands with an Asari Admiral, both smiling and looking at the cameras.
"Hmm"
I liked it but it didn't interest me much. I like the fact that humanity is trying to be friendly with as many species/organizations as possible but politics doesn't interest me that much. It's not like it affects me that much in my life anyway
2 months later*
It was a Sunday, I was up early cooking breakfast since there was no one to do it for me. According to Nyx, my cooking is pretty bad but imo my cooking is ok-ish, I don't hate the food I cooked but I don't love it either, its the epitome of mediocre lol
ring ring*
I see my mom calling and picking it up.
Y/n: Hey Mom what's up
Mom: Hey Y/n how are you doing honey
Y/n: Fine Mom, so what did you want to talk about?
Mom: Hey Y/n… Finn and Nyx announced… or rather told me that they were gonna get married soon
I scowl, did mom have to ruin my weekend with this
Y/n: Well good news - I don't give a fuck! Did you really call just to ruin my weekend by reminding me of that cheating whore
Mom: Y/n! Watch your tongue! Y/n, being so angry at your own brother will only hurt you in the long term. Look I acknowledge he made a mistake, a very bad mistake! But you have to forgive him someday after all–
Y/n: No I don't! I'll be spiteful till my very last breath!
Mom: Y/n, he is your BROTHER, YOUR BLOOD. You can't just cut off family like that. What if tomorrow god forbid something happens to you like an accident and I'm not around to take care of you, who do you think will care for you?--
Y/n: A nurse?
Mom: And what if the nurse is carefree or amateur, you'd need a family, like your brother. You know the old saying "Blood is thicker than water" your family will always care for you more than anyone else. Forget about Nyx, its in the past now
Y/n: I can't believe that Mom! Seriously!!! You are siding with that junkie and that whore
Mom: Y/n I know you're angry but there is no need for that language especially when you refer to your brother!
Mom: …..Look, my baby, you can't be angry forever, eventually, you have to let go of that anger and move forward in life otherwise–
Y/n: Watch me! Even if I'm dying I'll never ever ever ask that disappointment of a former brother for her
Mom: Y/n please don't say that… you have no idea how much it hurts to see you talk like that
Y/n: Ughhh whatever. I have the stuff to do so bye–
Mom: Wait! Just wait a minute more.
Y/n: If you try to convince me to "let go of my anger" or some shit I'll hang up
Mom: I want you to come home next weekend
Y/n: Why? So you can shove Finn and Nyx's relationship in my face?
Mom: No I swear I won't do that, do you think so low of me?
Y/n: Hmpf
Mom: We'll just talk over dinner.
Y/n: …
Mom: Please? Pretty please?
Mom: I'll make anything you want so just agree to this old lady's wish
Y/n: …
Mom: Y/n? Sweetie you there?
Y/n: Fine! BUT No Finn! No Nyx! Nobody aside from you and me
Mom: Fine see you on Saturday at 7
Mom: Goodbye sweetie, have a great weekend
I hang up in anger. UGHHHHH WHY IS SHE BEING SO- SO… tactless. It's SOOO INFURIATING!!!
Notes:
Ah a fresh chapter. Finally something that isnt a re-upload. Please like and comment your thoughts. I'd love to hear what you think about the book and chapter
Chapter 40: Beyond 2560 Light-Years (3)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
A lot of things happened this week. The first and most important is my mother being friendly with the enemy i.e. my brother– former brother Finn. She even started hinting about going shopping for their wedding when we last talked - ikr unbelievable.
Well, the second less important thing is the new competition at work, there is a new opportunity at work to get transferred to Thessia (Asari homeworld/capital). Everyone who doesn't have family tying them here is in a race to get the hell out of here. Why you ask? Well leaving the crazy cost of living on earth, the standard of living & public services on Thessia is much higher, not to mention the beautiful Asaris. Most of the people looking to move are very young, I too am thinking of applying but the competition is too high, there are like 5-6 other engineers that have already applied
Well, whatever, I more important stuff to worry about - like the meeting with Mom tomorrow… Also, my shuttle needs some maintenance.
Next day* Y/n's POV:
I tie my hair up and get out of the shuttle. I rang the bell at Mom's house.
She opens the door, smiling. She hugs me, but I reluctantly return the gesture, not wanting to argue over it.
Mom: Hey Y/n! I hope you are doing well
Y/n: Ugh… just tell me what you wanted to say
Mom: You agreed to dinner remember?
Y/n: *sigh*
Mom: Don't be like that, I put my whole heart into making those burritos
I start walking towards the dining table when I see my aunt
Auntie Emma: Hey Y/n, it's been a while since we've met, you've certainly still maintained your beauty
I smile awkwardly
Y/n: Didn't I say nobody except you and me
I whisper near her ear
Mom: *whispering* Oh come on that's just you aunt–
I walk away fuming, to the bathroom.
After calming down I back to the dining table. I see both my mom and my aunt already seated, my aunt was pouring some wine
Auntie Emma: So how is work?
Ugh, I love my aunt but right now I'm starting to get irritated
Y/n: It's good
Auntie Emma: Oh that's nice
Y/n: ……..
Auntie Emma & Mom: ……..
Nice I like this, let's just eat in silence
I started drinking the red wine after Auntie finished pouring
After drinking 2 glasses of wine (which was fairly nice tbh) my mom broke the comfortable silence
Mom: So Y/n, did you think about it?
Y/n: You have to be more specific mom
Mom: About ending this silly dispute between you and your brother
Y/n: Yes infact I've given it a lot of thought
Mom: …And?
Y/n: And I've decided to cut off that backstabbing piece of shit
Mom: *sight* …Y/n
Y/n: It's done, you cant-
Auntie Emma: Y/n you arent a kid anymore, think about this in the long term. Don't break the family over this
Y/n: You know what? I really don't understand why the hell I even need to make up with him. Why? Just why? I pay my own rent and buy my own food, I think I'm pretty much independent. I don't need that disappointment of a man in my life.
Finn: Oof that hurt Y/n
I turn around to see Finn and Nyx entering the house, I didn't think my day could get even worse
Finn: Hey Y/n…
I just looked at him, then Mom, then back at him. I see Nyx sort of hiding behind him
Finn: Y/n… there is no easy way to say this but I'm so so sorry Y/n, you see…
He takes Nyx's hand, interlocking his fingers with her
Finn: Sometimes people just fall in love, it's nobody's fault… sometimes bad thing happens to good people for no reason… you wouldn't want someone you hold dear trapped– stuck in a marriage with a person they don't love, hell you wouldn't want that right?
My expression goes from disgusted to hateful
Y/n: Oh does the oh-so-wise-man have any more advice? Don't worry lecture me for 2 more hours it's not like I have important things to do.
Auntie Emma: Y/n–
I stand up getting frustrated
Y/n: ARGHH! SHUT UP! ALL OF YOU, ALL YOU GUYS DO IS PRATONIZE ME YOU NARCISSTIC FUCKING ASSHOLES! YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT? I THINK EVER SINCE THAT SLUT CHEATED YOU ALL WERE HOPING THAT I WOULD JUST BOW MY HEAD DOWN AND BE HAPPY FOR THE "NEWLYWEDS"--
Mom: Watch your tongue young girl, also it's nothing like you say
Y/n: OH ITS NOT? FINE THEN PROVE IT, TELL HIM YOU'LL DISOWN HIM IF HE DOESN'T BREAK UP WITH THAT SLUT.
Mom: Ohh y/n come on don't be childish. Even if he does that Nyx won't come back–
Y/n: It's not about that slut!
Mom: Y/n! Don't use those words, I've taught you better than that
Y/n: Oh? And what've you thought of this disappointment of a son
Mom: Y/n for god's sake, he is your brother!
Y/n: He is nothing more than a narcissistic junkie who happens to have similar DNA to mine
Finn: *ahem* May I interject?
Y/n: YOU MAY NOT
I glare at him. He shuts up and I turn back to Mom and Auntie Emma
Y/n: If you guys wanna take his side, I'm done, I don't wanna be a part of this toxic manipulative backtabbing family.
I get up, chug the wine down and start walking out
Mom: Y/n come back we can talk about this
Nyx: Yes this is not worth breaking your ties with your family
Y/n: You don't get to talk about that you cheating whore
She looks like she could cry any moment. Everyone stays silent after this and I walk away
I get in my shuttle and activate the autopilot. I don't like using it since it drives very slowly but it's not like I have a choice now that I'm a bit tipsy
Y/n's Mom's Home* 3rd person POV:
Finn: *sigh* Atleast we tried
Nyx: Don't worry give her time to cool off, she'll come around
Mom smiles
Mom: I've never seen her hold a grudge so intensely before…
She sees some worry on Nyx's face
Mom: Ah but you are right, she'll come around eventually, after all, she only has 1 mom, and lemme tell you while she did love her father- god bless his soul, I was her favorite parent. Although my late husband was Finn's favorite so it balanced out
Nyx: *smiles*
Mom: Time heals all wounds, by the time she gets a new girlfriend or wife she'll probably forget about all of this
Auntie Emma: I have a feeling this may drag on for a long time but she'll come around. When I was a bit younger than her I too got in many fights and hated many people, some of them my cousins
Finn: So what for dinner
Finn says steering away from the topic yet some uneasiness still hung in the air throughout the supper.
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Y/n's POV:
ARGHHH! I wanna punch someone. I get home and start playing a game on my omni-tool, it's a game where you have a huge PvP battle with late-20th-century tanks. It's pretty hard for me usually but since I'm angry I score 3 kills
After the match I got pretty tired, so I lay in bed. I stare at the ceiling thinking
"I need something new"
I say out loud. I need a change of scenery or some change atleast….. I can move to another city or maybe a colony
Hmmmm but Earth's got the best pay and city life, I love the hustle and bustle of this planet. Its population density makes houses very expensive but I like all these tall buildings
stomach growling*
Ah yes, I still have to make dinner… But I'm too tired to cook, I order some food and the delivery drone delivers it to my balcony.
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Next day* Y/n's POV
I was surprised as soon as I step into my workplace (which is messy as usual) Apart from the usual broken ships and spare parts covering the area there were many posters titled "Forging a New Era: The Alliance Navy and Asari Republics Navy Uniting for Galactic Peace" I smile at the bit cringy tagline and continue to my work station
(Y/n's workplace)
That Afternoon* Y/n's POV:
I've been thinking about it - The transfer thing maybe I should give it a shot, I don't expect to get it since I'm pretty late to the race but it's not like I have anything to lose if I don't get it.
Y/n: Hey Carlie
Carlie is my work friend. He likes sweets a lot
Carlie: What's up?
Y/n: You applied for that transfer thing that's going on right?
Carlie: Yea why?
Y/n: Can you help me apply, please?
He looks at me
Carlie: You probably not gonna win you know?
Y/n: Still I wanna try, who knows I might win
Carlie: Ha! *chuckles* The application process is pretty big I aint helping you for nothing
I anticipated this. I get a package from my bag. It's Churros with some chocolate dip I bought during lunch. His mouth starts watering
He snatches it from my hand
Carlie: Hahaha! You manipulative a-hole, I'll help you after I finish this.
I let him munch on the snacks while I browse through some vlogs in Thessia (the planet I'll be transferring to if I win), it seems like a utopia now. I'm sure these vlogs leave out the bad stuff
While I daydream about living there Carlie comes behind me
Carlie: Already daydreaming about the Asari planet? Don't get your hopes up though, you might be disappointed when you lose
Y/n: I can deal with that now, let's do this
He spent all his breaks helping me fill out the forms, he even waited after work. All in all, it took 2 hours… which is very fucking long, it's the 24th century why is this thing still so bureaucratic?
Whatever it's done. I feel like I'm finally moving on and doing something with my life. I also have a plan B, if I fail to win then I'll quit and move to….. I haven't decided where yet. Besides one step at a time Y/n!
Notes:
Sorry for the late update I was busy with some family stuff. Also I should clarify, while getting a trasfer isn't a official competion in Y/n's office its a lucrative opportunity with many people (in y/n's case engineers) appying for it, so its an unoffical competion to see who will get the commander's recommdation for transfer
Chapter 41: Beyond 2560 Light-Years (4)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Author's note -
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Here is a link explaining the Asari species, please watch this for more context in case you havent played mass effect trilogy
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Every day that I wake up and find my apartment empty, it chips away at my heart little by little. I still don't understand how can you wake up one day and stop loving your spouse… In my book, only a monster can do that, and by that logic, I'm better off without her, the rational part of my brain knows that yet the emotional one can't seem to let her go
I should get out more, maybe to the pub where my colleagues hang out after work on Fridays.
chime*
I check my phone and it's a notification from Mom, she's been sending more and more notifications as time goes on, I leave her on read, the constant ringing is starting to annoy me - especially on a weekend.
"Maybe it's time" I say out loud
I block her, Nyx & Finn. Time to start a new chapter in my life
Next day*
Y/n: Hey Carlie
Carlie: …
Y/n: …Carlie?
I look back to see him sleeping
Y/n: CARLIE THE COMMANDER IS HERE!
I scream into his ear. He wakes up with a jerk and salutes.
Y/n: Hahahahahahaha, god you look so haahahaha
Carlie: You are the worst
Y/n: Sorry *chuckles* why are you sleepy anyway?
Carlie: My mom got a promotion so we went out to celebrate
Carlie's mom is a lawyer at a famous law firm whose name I don't know.
Y/n: Congrats, that's amazing
Carlie: Yea it is…
He gets up and gets back to work
Y/n: Hey Carlie you guys hanging out this Friday
Carlie: Yea, why?
Y/n: Can I join you guys?
He looks at me with a surprised face
Carlie: You drink alcohol? Like actual hard drinks?
Y/n: Yea why?
Carlie: Well every time I invited you to hang out with us you turned us down so I thought you didn't drink or something
Y/n: No, I just had some reasons before
Carlie: Oooohhhh is the reason related to Nyx?
Y/n: Well maybe
Carlie: Dont worry I won't pry into that
Y/n: Hm.
I used to think that friends weren't important, or atleast not more important than spouses. So I pretty much spent all my free time with Nyx. We were also newlyweds I'm sure people are this clingy when they are newlyweds, it's the reason why I spent my time with Nyx instead of my work friends/colleagues. Well atleast I learned my lesson at the end of all that
Friday* Y/n's POV:
Everyone: Here's to the new addition to our group. Cheers!
Michelle: I hope you'll join us every Friday now
Y/n: I will definitely
Michelle is also an Engineer but she works in a different department (more specifically on maintaining FTL(Faster than light) drives)
Idk most of the people from the group. Carlie introduces me to all the people, most are engineers (as expected) from various departments although some were auditors, testers, and one is even a ship designer for some reason.
Soon tho we were dispersed into small groups mingling with each other. On my 3rd drink, I felt the need to pee, I quickly finish my drink and ask Carlie where the washroom is.
I go where he pointed and bump into a pretty girl as soon as I open the door
Holy hell she is beautiful, like an angel or a sexy demon, try not to stare Y/n..…Oh, right washroom!
Y/n: Sorry I thought this was the washroom
Pretty stranger: *chuckles* You're spot on, mate! This pub's loo happens to have a bit of a unique touch with its balcony access.
Ok, that pure British accent made her even more sexy.
Its rare to see a pure accent these days since every place (in the human system) is so interconnected with no visa requirements
I quickly go off in the direction she pointed me in. While returning I see her again leaning on the balcony railing, smoking something.
Ok that's a bit of a turn-off, I don't like people who smoke
She glances towards me as I walk back to my friends. I think I stared a bit too much caz
Pretty stranger: What? Are you simply dazzled by my presence, or do you perhaps fancy a good smoke together, judging by that gaze of yours
Y/n: Huh?... Oh no I don't smoke…
Either my vocab is horrible or hers is too good, also paired with how fast she speaks it's almost impossible to understand. Or maybe alcohol is messing with my brain
I feel dumb and insecure now, best to get out of here before I embarrass myself more
Y/n: Oh well thanks for the help
Maybe she picked up on my bad communication & language skills since she now spoke a bit slower
Pretty stranger: Ah, you see, it's a smart cig with THC, far less harmful than nicotine ones, I must say. Why not give it one try?
Y/n: I-I don't know…
Pretty stranger: O-OHhhh! I do apologize if I appeared pushy in any way, luv. No intention to pressurize you, I swear! How about I buy you a drink as a proper apology? What say you?
Ok, now I'm scared is she gonna kidnap me or something?
Y/n: …Ok I guess
Pretty stranger: Oh splendid! You instantly made my day better
That brought a smile to my face. Let's hope she really is so sweet on the inside too
We get to the bar, I wave to Carlie he gives me a thumbs up when he sees the pretty stranger on my side, I'm sure he'll look out for me
Pretty stranger: I should have introduced myself earlier. I am Olivia Clark, pleased to make your acquaintance.
I shake her hand
Y/n: Y/n L/n, nice to meet you
Olivia: That's a beautiful name, suits a lovely lady like you perfectly
I blush
Y/n: Thanks. You're very beautiful too
Her beautiful smile instantly lights my world which was covered with darkness. The experience, that moment was indescribable for me
She orders a Mai Tai and I order a Mojito. We talk about our work and life.
She was born and brought up in London, in a pretty rich neighborhood, she wanted to live a carefree life so she moved here and teaches literature (specifically English) at a university here, with her English it's not a surprise
As to why she was being so pushy, her date stood her up. She was genuinely starting to like this girl, they had a date planned today and her date never showed up, when Olivia called her she made some excuse and then blocked her with no explanation.
Olivia: Well, that's why my day has been quite dreadful and exasperating. But then, lo and behold, a rather lovely lady happened to lose her way while in search of the restroom.
Y/n: To be honest with you it's me who feels more lucky. You are like- like
She raises her brow while I try to find the words to describe her
Y/n: Like the goddess Aphrodite, truly the most beautiful
Olivia: It's awfully sweet of you to say that, thank you so much love. I must admit, your unique and delightful way of complimenting me does bring a smile to my face.
Y/n: I'm glad you like it caz I've been fumbling almost the whole time we've been conversing
Olivia: You see that's one of the things that makes you so enchanting. Your little imperfections make you seem…
She traces my arm with her finger before her hand holds mine. The distance between us closes until I can feel our bodies touch, our lips merely inches apart.
Olivia: …Seem so so perfect…
Her voice is almost a whisper
I can't take this, I put a hand on her back and pull her in for a kiss. Her hand tugs at me gently pulling me towards her, our bodies heating up from the close contact, after a minute her lips release mine, I can feel her heavy breathing on my skin
Olivia: Um, can we continue this at my apartment?
I nod
Y/n: Give me one moment
I go and tell Carlie about going to her place
Carlie: Ditching us already?
Y/n: I-I … I'm sorry I'll decline her offer
Carlie: Chill I'm just pulling your leg, just keep your phone switched on at all time also call me if you need a ride BUT only if there is a emergency
Y/n: Don't worry my shuttle can fly itself to her place
Carlie: Well enjoy!
With that, he goes back to flirting with the guy he was talking to before. I go back to Olivia
Olivia: Shall we make use of my shuttle or yours?
Y/n: Either is fine with me
Olivia: Mine it is then!
She says with a smile while her hand tugs me. I follow her to her skycar and we were off to her place. Ofcourse we started making out in the shuttle but apart from groping each other she didn't so much, infact she was very reluctant to strip or do anything more inside the skycar. I believe her exact words were:
Olivia: Why don't we carry on at my place? The bed is super comfy and spacious, perfect for more… pounding endeavors
For the rest of the trip, her hands kept teasing me over my clothes and kissing & biting my neck and shoulders. Also my covered breasts, she seems amazed by them even though they are pretty much average in my opinion
As soon as we reach her apartment she starts stipping me
Y/n: Why am I the only one naked?
Olivia: Do you want to change that?
She smirks and I start to strip her while her hand starts to explore between my legs. I squirm under her touch wanting more, after more teasing her fingers finally enter inside me and I start to move against her fingers while gripping her arm firmly. My hand moves to her breasts feeling their softness, she grips my hair roughly with her other free hand and pulls me for a kiss
Y/n: Ahhh! More, I want more of you
My pleasure finally reaches its crescendo, it's my most intense orgasm in recent memory. Also looking into her beautiful eyes while cumming is just a cherry on top.
It was my turn now to return the pleasure. She lay down on the bed and gently pulled me between her legs. I push her dark lips apart and start licking and circling her clit passionately. As her pleasure builds up I increase my pace and insert my tongue inside her. Her grip on my hair tightens as she pushes me between her legs more, and her back arches suddenly
Olivia: Yes love just like that! I'm gonna cummm!
Olivia: Ahhhhh!
I do my best to give her all the pleasure, she soon cums i.e. squirts. I love squirters so I lap up all the juice like its elixir
Olivia: Bloody hell *huff* that was such an intense sensation.*huff* Your tongue is simply out of this world! It was an absolute delight!
She says between breaths.
Y/n: Thanks! I'm glad you liked my expert tongue dance
Olivia: *chuckles* I think I owe you another orgasm for us to even the score.
Y/n: No no it's alright the first one was amazing enough. I'm also too tired to go again
Olivia: Oh well I can't force you, but how about staying the night? I must confess, having a cuddle buddy would make this night even better.
Y/n: I was hoping you would say that. I'm in no mood to leave this soft bed and a sexy body warmer
Well also caz her apartment has A AMAZING VIEW! I'd love to have coffee with her enjoying this amazing view tomorrow morning.
2 months later*
Olivia and I tried dating but we just didn't click that way. We are still friends (with benefits) and we still cuddle sometimes, if someone were to see us then I'm sure we would look like a couple, and I'm sure that's what my mom thought too (idk how she knows), caz I received an invitation to Finn and Nyx's wedding. Even if I was dating Olivia that doesn't mean all that shit the 3 of them did would be behind us and I would just forgive them and go on like nothing happened.
Today's the day of their wedding and I keep seeing posts of them from our mutual friends and my cousins.
Y/n: *sigh*
Olivia: Oh, for heaven's sake! Could you please stop scrolling through that utterly imbecilic app? It's getting on my last nerve and I can't help but be a tad concerned about your well-being.
I was spending the night at Olivia's place. She knew what was gonna happen today so she insisted, not that I mind honestly.
Y/n: Well I can't help it!
She hands me a cup of tea
I say whining like a kid.
Y/n: She's there having the best time of her life while making mine miserable.
Olivia: Oh dear…
She stanches my omni-tool
Y/n: Hey!
Olivia: You shall not lay hands on this again until I'm absolutely certain you won't begin indulging in that dreadful pain shopping once more. I must insist on it, my dear.
Y/n: Ughh… you are right but…
I sip my tea
Olivia: Ofcourse I am and no excuses.
I continue sipping tea and enjoying the view. Her apartment is really nice too
Olivia: Now, here's a thought: would Her Highness fancy treating herself to a well-deserved visit to a delightful spa or even a soothing massage? It could prove to be a splendid distraction from those less-than-ideal matters, don't you agree?
I smile at her teasing, also it's a nice idea
Y/n: Why not both?
Olivia: Brilliant! I'll book an appointment.
She instructs the VI to book an appointment for both. I'm definitely very lucky to have found her as my friend… or I dare say best friend
(Author's note - in the mass effect universe VIs are just like AIs but with more restrictions and very less chance of becoming sentient)
After our spa and massage Olivia takes me shopping, she wanted some gym clothes I picked out a nice lingerie set too! All in all, it was a great day.
Ofcourse I also showed her my new lingerie that night, even tho it was cold and raining that night the friction between our bodies kept us comfortably warm.
2.5 months later*
Thanks to Olivia's efforts and her encouragement to get me out of the house more my mental health is in a much better place
I get to work in a merry mood, I see everyone gathered around my colleague's desk
I ask Carlie
Y/n: What's up with them?
Carlie: She won the competition.
I'm a bit disappointed, oh well I expected this. I go on to congratulate her and get back to my work. On my break, I start browsing through jobs on the extranet
Carlie: Thinking of leaving?
I turn around
Y/n: *sigh* I need a change of environment, while this job does pay nice, I'm getting bored of the monotonus work
Carlie: I understand. I was thinking of leaving and furthering my education, I wanna go into research and do some real work that matters
Y/n: Never took you for the research type.
Carlie: Hah! Everyone says that and maybe I'm not fit for that but I wanna try, I don't wanna have any regrets
Carlie: What kind of job are you hoping for?
Y/n: Hmmm… Not much I just want a job that gets me off of Earth.
Carlie: Hoping to land on an Asari World or maybe a Turian?
I blush
Y/n: Maybe…
Carlie: Well I'll let you continue your job search
I search for jobs but none were good enough.
sigh* I'll find a better job one day
15 days later*
The Asari ship landed 2 weeks ago and now is the time for departure. We were all invited for the send-off but everyone knows all they need is good pics for the news channels & press
The buffet and drinks are pretty good so that helps tolerate these stuck up people
I lean on the railing while admiring the Asari ships, they have such a unique design and architecture. They don't look like warships at all, they look like a luxury cruise ship to be honest
For this Human-Asari partnership/alliance 5 Asari cruisers came to Earth, and only 3 of them will be leaving accompanied by 3 Alliance navy cruisers the 6 ships will eventually arrive in Thessia - the capital of the Asari system, while the Asari ships remaining behind on Earth will carry out anti-piracy missions jointly with Alliance navy
While munching on fish fingers I take in the nice view of nature and sexy Asaris and their ships
Carlie: Try not to make our dear guests uncomfortable
Y/n: But they all look so good, especially the ones in uniforms
Carlie: The ones in uniform are security, they'll kick your butt as hard as their commitment to discipline
I chuckle and continue eating the fish fingers
Suddenly out of the corner of my eye, I see my commander walking briskly toward me with worry on his face. I instantly stand at attention and salute
Commander: No time for that! Come with me quick
He turns and walks as briskly as before
Y/n: We walk towards an Alliance navy cruiser docked at the spaceport
Commander: Here's the situation, do you remember the last version of these cruisers?
Y/n: Yes I remember. They were having a lot of issues with their life support systems
Commander: Well they are having the same issue again
Y/n: What? I thought these ships went through an intense over-haul and refitting process
Commander: Well I thought the same!
Commander: Ugh My apologies for lashing out, look you and Carlie are the only ones with the most experience on this specific issue, I asked Carlie too but he said he was gonna quit soon, so I'm counting on you, I want it fixed by midnight
Y/n: How do you expect me to fix it by midnight
Commander: Look there is already a maintenance engineer on the ship, she'll help you out. The higher-ups don't want this launch delayed it'll be embarrassing
Y/n: Why not take another ship
Commander: I have already thought of that OBVIOUSLY! First - we don't have any spare cruisers the only thing available is a Carrier and that would be a bit too showy not to mention Carrier needs 10 days to be ready to fly
He rubs his temple
Commander: Look just do it quick, don't worry about the paperwork
Y/n: Paperwork?
Commander: Yes you'll be going with the ship, if it breaks down again you'll fix it at stops
Y/n: Does that mean I'll be transferring to Thessia
Commander: If that's what it takes then yes!
I feel like I'm on cloud nine after hearing that, but also very nervous
Y/n: What about my stuff? I haven't pack–
Commander: I'll send someone to pack up your entire home and have it shipped! NOW GO!
I salute and get to work, the human engineer that helped me was helpful but she was still a bit of a newbie from my point of view
Both of us worked for 8 hours straight with only two 15 min breaks in between
We were done by midnight but we still needed 2 hours to run checks and verify everything was working. Commander wanted to go on without the check but I'm not gonna have blood on my hands if this thing fails.
After a lot of arguing and back and forth he realizes I won't change my stance so he goes and makes some excuse for the delay while I perform the last checks
After 2 hours we finally lift off leaving the atmosphere. I look through the window and see Earth for the last time, I also see the Asari cruisers following us
Finally! Hopefully this new beginning will be better than my time on earth
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Chapter 42: Beyond 2560 Light-Years (5)
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Chapter Text
Y/n: *sigh*
Elise: Did something happen mam
Y/n: Nothing, I'm just a bit tired
The ship has stopped at a human colony, The Asari are on a diplomatic mission so they stop at every major human colony, which is good since I need to fix this piece of crap, ARGHHH Who designed this life support system!
Oh yea, Elise is the junior engineer that helped me first fix the ship on Earth. She is pretty helpful
Few hours later*
I plop down on my bed after an exhausting day, this is definitely not how I imagined my transfer going.
I wanna go out and visit the colonies too! Everyone except me and Elise gets to enjoy their time
beep*
I look towards the door to see it open, a Asari comes in and freezes when she sees me
Asari: Oh I'm sorry I think I'm in the wrong room
She turns around and leaves before I can say anything,
Y/n: Ah- It's okay…..
And she gone! Well, not like I can do anything. Also, it's weird, the door shouldn't unlock just for anyone, it needs a key card to unlock
beep*
The door opens again, it's the same Asari.
Asari: I apologize for the intrusion but I think we are going to be roommates from now
Y/n: What…?
I look around, there is only one single bed, not to mention the room is already quite small for 2 people to be living here
Y/n: I don't think both of us can fit in here
Asari: Ofcourse we can, I've slept in much less space than this! Not to mention I have…
She goes out again and drags in a foldable cot
Asari: …this!
Asari: I'll put it beside your bed
She puts it down beside my bed
Y/n: I mean not like you can put it anywhere else
Asari: Great!
She presses a button and the thing unfolds, its mattress starts to fill up with air slowly. After it's finished she jumps on the bed, landing softly on her back
Asari: Dear Goddess that feels nice!
She tilts her head and looks toward me
Asari: I'm Tesakiha T'eaos, your new roommate for awhile
Y/n: I'm Y/n L/n… Um if you don't mind me asking where were you sleeping before?
Asari: On the Asari ship, the higher-ups decided to do an exchange so we adapt & learn from each other's tactics and way of working
Y/n: Ohhhh… ok
Tesakiha: If that's all I'm gonna go to sleep
She switches off the lights and covers herself in a blanket. She didn't even ask! Hopefully, not all Asaris are this rude
I turn on my omni-tool's flashlight
Tesakiha: Will you turn that off I've had a long day
I sigh and get off the bed and out of the room.
Why is she so angry? I don't think I'm the cause of it, maybe she'll chill out by tomorrow
I walk towards the common area where soldiers were hanging out
"Why do I feel like I'm forgetting something" I murmur
OH SHIT! I forgot to tell Olivia I transferred, its been 4 days of constant work for me so I completely forgot. She must be worried sick by now.
I go to a secluded area and call her
Olivia: Thank god, I thought my dear best friend had ghosted me
Y/n: I'm soooooo sorry so much happened at that farewell party. Long story short I got a last-minute transfer to Thessia
Olivia: Calm down, I know already
Y/n: You do? How!?
Olivia: Let's just say my detective skills are bloody brilliant!
Y/n: Oh are they? Planning to join the police soon?
Olivia: Well, if I ever got fed up with teaching, maybe I'd give this detective business a go.
I smile, she definitely has a calming effect even a few lightyears away
Y/n: Tell me what's been going on since I was gone.
Olivia: Oh, not much, really. It's been a tad too quiet without you...
Y/n: Missing my charming personality already?
Olivia: Oh, come on, I know I'm not the only one. Also arent you the one on an adventure, share some stories of your travels so far. I've heard the fleet is visiting many planets on the way.
Y/n: Actually I've just been working at the stops, making sure this ship doesn't break down and embarrass humanity by calling for a rescue ship
Olivia: *chuckles* It appears that the Alliance's R arm has put our tax credits to good use.
Olivia: Seriously though you and that ship will be alright right?
Y/n: Oh don't worry. I've fixed this thing hundreds of times by now
Olivia: If you say so. *rrring*
Olivia: I have a class to attend. Farewell, my lovely best friend. Take care!
Y/n: Goodbye Professor!
Olivia: *chuckles* *hangs up*
sigh* I'm glad she is doing well. Now what to do… I look around and see soldiers I don't know talking and having a good time. The only person I know around here is Elise and she's catching up on her sleep.
Since the showers were pretty much empty by now I decided to take a bath and go back to my room. I quietly get in bed hoping it'll not squeak. Tesakiha…god her name is hard for me to pronounce. I'll just call her Tess
I look at her, her bed is almost touching mine. As I continue to observe her my mind starts to wander…
"NO! No brain what are you thinking? We'll find someone better for you to think these dirty thoughts about, but not her!" I say to myself
I cover myself in a blanket and fall asleep facing away from her.
Next morning *
Shuffle* *cling*
Y/n: Who is it *groan*
As my eyes slowly adjust to the blindingly bright lights I see a blue figure shuffling, trying to find something in a bag
I rub my eyes and when I see more clearly I was speechless, Tess was topless turning the bag upside down
Y/n: Shit! Put on some clothes, will you?
Tess glances at me and goes back to shuffling her clothes. I put my hand over my eyes
Tess: What are you a child, human? Never seen a naked Asari before?
Y/n: Well I have but only in videos
Tess: Well then feast your eyes and just stop talking! It's annoying this early in the morning.
I look at the time on my omni-tool, it's 5:00 in the morning. Why is she awake so early?
I slowly look up, she was bent over another bag on the floor, her breasts hanging freely. It's embarrassing but also a very beautiful sight. Her other features too catch my attention her sexy lean muscles and that blue skin glistening in sweat
Y/n: Um… Tess what are you looking for?
She stops in her tracks. Her head turns around while standing upright
Tesakiha Image
(Tesakiha but with a formal dress)
Tess: What did you just call me?
Her piercing glare is sharp enough to kill me
Y/n: Tess… like short for your name
She walks towards me, and her form towers over me. She bends down not breaking eye contact with me. I really think I'll be murdered today
Our faces inches apart she warns me in a low yet authoritative voice
Tesakiha: DO NOT CALL ME THAT, Understood?
I just swallow and nod, I could only utter a single word "Yes" but my voice was so low that she probably didn't even hear it
She goes back to searching for whatever she was searching for before, while I just sit and watch her topless body, she's hot and scary, which is only attractive in movies not in real life
Tesakiha: Ah finally
She picks up a sports bra and puts it on, she also puts on an Asari Navy hoodie
Y/n: I could've given you mine
She glances toward me, no longer in a bad mood
Tesakiha: No offence but the bras you humans make are the most uncomfortable pieces of fabric one could manufacture
Well, offense taken! I've spent a very good amount of money on my bras
Y/n: If that's what you think–
Tesakiha: I don't think that! I know that!
Tesakiha: Here try this on, its one of my cheaper ones but it's still 1000 times more comfortable than yours
She hands me her bra and looks at me expectantly
Y/n: I don't that'll fit me–
Tesakiha: Just give it a try
Tesakiha: ….
Y/n: Umm, can you please turn around for a moment
Tesakiha: chuckles Oh yes, I completely forgot, you're more reserved than an Asari experiencing her maiden phase.
I think she just made fun of me… ugh whatever. She turns around and I strip. The bra is a bit bigger than my cup size but as soon as I put it on it auto-adjusts to my size and….OHHHHH GOD THAT IS AMAZING!!! The support is incredible yet it's not too tight!
Y/n: This is amazing!!!! Where can I buy this
Tesakiha: *chuckles* Glad you liked it but just to inform you that thing costs 6000 credits
My eyes widen
Y/n: I can buy 10 of my bras with that much, and mine are like the best of the best
Tesakiha: And that's one of my cheaper ones *smirks* I'll give you that one as a gift. Call it Asari hospitality
She turns around and starts to leave. She Stops at the door and looks back at me
Tesakiha: Also you smell nice today human, keep it up
I look away, she is really weird, one moment she is agitated and the next she is complimenting me. Also, why am I think about her so much? We'll only be roommates for a short time
I plop down on the bed tired as hell
3 hours later*
Knock knock knock*
I wake up feeling much more refreshed. Opening the door I see a panicking Elise
Y/n: Whats up
Elise: I tried my best to fix it I swear but I only made it worst! I'm sooo sorry I–
I grab my jacket and Elise and start walking towards the Life support system's bay.
Y/n: Now breathe and tell me what happened from the beginning
I smelled smoke coming from one of the microchips, so I…
…
Me and Elise fixed the problem in 3 hours. Elise is still comparatively new so she's bound to make some mistakes.
While I was walking to the mess I heard a scream
???: Holy shit! AHHHHHH!
A blue blur then tackled me to the ground. The chains lifting some metal beams snap and the heavy beams fall upon us but they were pushed away in mid-air like magic. (Well in reality it was biotic ability of someone) (A/n- Biotic ability is basically telekinesis)
Tesakiha: You ok Y/n?
My heartbeat races up,
Y/n: *breathing heavily* Y-yes
She gets off of me and walks with a slight limp
I quickly get up to support her but she gestures me to stop
Tesakiha: It's fine, I think I've just sprained my ankle
I ignore her and put an arm around her to support her, another human soldier comes to help too, and we help her walk to the med bay.
I thank the human soldier and she leaves. While the doctor was checking up Tess- I mean Teshiaka wait I mean Tesakiha's… Urgh so hard.
I waited while the doc checked up on her leg. A nurse then wrapped her leg in a bandage.
15 minutes later*
She gets up and starts to walk toward the exit,
Y/n: Hey wait
Tesakiha: …
Y/n: Oh will you stop
I get close and put an arm around her to support her
Tesakiha: Will you stop, I don't need any help
I remove my arm
Y/n: You are literally limping. You can lean on me for support instead of being grumpy
Tesakiha: …
She keeps walking so I accompany her
Tesakiha: *grunts*
Y/n: Look you saved me from death or worse being paralyzed. So let me return the favor yeah?
Tesakiha: Ugh just keep your mouth shut
She slowly puts an arm around my shoulder and we walk towards our quarters. She goes and lays down on her bed and I sit up on mine
30 mins later*
Tesakiha: ARGH I'm bored!
I look towards her and smile
Y/n: Wanna play a game? It requires 2 players anyway
Tesakiha: Hmm…
Y/n: …
Tesakiha: Sure why not. When I was a child I used to play a lot of human-made games
Y/n: You'll probably love this then
…
Tesakiha: Ok you grab the plug thingy and I'll
…
Y/n: YAYYYY! We did it. High five!
She left me hanging
…
Y/n: Come on Tess shoot!
Tesakiha (now Tess again apparently): I'm trying!! Goddess this rubber-monster-thingy is tough.
…
Tess: That was so fun
Y/n: *laughing* I still can't- *laughing* believe how you- *laughing* died
She slaps my arm lightly
Tess: That was fun Y/n, thanks…
Y/n: Oh, I guess I'm not "human" anymore.
Tess: *smirks* You should be grateful for my gifts human
Y/n: *smiles* When did the doc say you can walk again?
Tess: The day after tomorrow maybe.
Y/n: Oh so we can spend tomorrow hanging out as well
Tess: *chuckles* You sound like a quintessential teenage girl
Tess: Well we better go to sleep
I turn off the lights and lay down on my bed, facing her I say
Y/n: Goodnight Tess
Tess: I'm only allowing you to call me that in private!
I smile and go to sleep
Notes:
I know this chapter is very focused on Tesakiha and Y/n, I wanted it that way. Tess may appear tough but is still very much an immature young adult
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Chapter 43: Beyond 2560 Light-Years (6)
Notes:
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Chapter Text
5 days later, Y/n's POV:
We have finally landed in Thessia. The skyscrapers were so tall that they were visible during re-entry
Tess: Do you have any plans once we land?
It will be a month-long shore leave once we land
Y/n: No, I'm planning to find a reasonably priced, nice apartment or coliving space and maybe visit some tourist spots
She chuckles
Tess: Well good luck with that
I frown
Y/n: Why?
Tess: Rent in Thessia is astronomically high, and I'm afraid a financially constrained human soldier like you might find it difficult to cope.
Y/n: Well I guess I will have to use those accommodations the Alliance is giving
Tess: Orrrr….
I look towards her.
Y/n: Or?
Tess: Or you come to stay with me
Y/n: You just said I won't be able to afford rent
Tess: Rent-free obviously
Y/n: Aw thank you bestie–
Tess: Ewww nope no! Don't call me that
Y/n: Aw well, but are you sure it's alright?
She waves
Tess: I think you'd make a good roommate, although since you aren't paying rent you have to do some chores around the house
Tess: These responsibilities primarily involve light cleaning and laundry, as I typically dine out, cooking isn't a concern, though you're welcome to prepare your own meals.
Y/n: Fine that's reasonable
Tess: Now that you've acquired a place to reside, would you care to engage in some bar hopping tonight? I shall serve as your guide
Y/n: That sounds amazing! I've never had Asari cocktails
Tess: Well let's hope you don't empty your stomach after a few drinks, our cocktails are considered strong among humans
Y/n: Well good thing you'll be there to stop me
She smirks and sighs
We landed at the Asari Navy's spaceport, I helped carry Tess's bags since my own stuff was to be delivered a few days later
Y/n: I also need to go shopping for some clothes
Tess: Let's save that for tomorrow. Today, let's just relax and enjoy.
We started to walk from the spaceport
Y/n: Hey maybe we should take a taxi
Tess: My apartment is just there, can't you see it?
She pointed to a building just outside the military base
Y/n: Holy shit you live so close to the base? Isn't it noisy?
Tess: The walls are made of sound-absorbing composites and not to mention all senior officers have to live close to the base
Y/n: Sweet, so its provided by the Asari Navy for free?
Tess: I thought that was implied
Y/n: …Wait senior officer? Are you like the Captain of a ship or something
Her lips curl into a smile
Tess: Do you really think a Captain would live in that cramped hell we just got out of and much less share it with a lower-ranking engineer
Y/n: Umm… Maybe
Tess: Also if I were a captain I would have ejected you out of the ship the first time you called me "Tess"
She says exaggeratedly
Y/n: Oh don't lie you love it
Tess: I really don't, it's infact much more embarrassing than you think. Neither my mother nor father ever called me by a nickname
Y/n: Ooof sounds like a tough family
Tess: Well I prefer them over excessively sentimental families.
Tess: Anyways to answer your question I guess I would be considered a "Lt Commander" if I were in the Alliance Navy
(Lt Commander is the first of the senior officers)
Y/n: Damn should I salute?
I say jokingly
Tess: You should've done that the first time you met me. When we get home you have to give me 50 pushups as a punishment
Y/n: I hope you are joking!
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We started our bar hopping night in a rustic bar, slow music plays in the background as most people just converse with their friends or partners
Y/n & Tess: Cheers!
We click our glasses and I take a big sip from the drink.
Y/n: This hits hard! What is this?
Tess: It is a drink local to Thessia. The special ingredient is an herb that is only found on this planet
Y/n: It smells minty but is bitter AF
She just smirks and sips her drink leisurely
Y/n: Are all the drinks here gonna be this bitter
She just shrugs and finishes her drink, I take a deep breath and chug the drink
Tess: Take it easy, there is still much time for us to explore
Y/n: Come on let's get out of here and somewhere more lively
We take a cab to another bar just a few kilometers away, even before opening the door I could feel the bass of the music thumping, people… or more accurately, Asaris in sexy dresses. It's a bit dark with many Asaris on the dance floor I was already liking this palace.
We get in and the cute bartender comes up to us
Bartender: And what might two enchanting ladies like yourselves be indulging in this evening?
I smile at her flirty nature
Tess: Just two galaxy shooter
The bartender goes on to make some
Y/n: I hope it tastes better than its name
Tess: It's actually pretty sweet, it is the go-to drink to introduce young Asaris to alcohol
Y/n: Yeesh, am I gonna be treated like a kid now
Tess: You'll like it, and just so you know most Asari alcoholic drinks are bitter, it's a cultural thing I guess
Tess: Although you won't find much of them here, this bar is mostly frequented by …young Asari Maidens
Y/n: You sound a bit condescending
Tess: Ofcourse I do, most of the Asaris here are probably below 100, or maybe 80, they are just a bunch of horny maidens who haven't seen life
Y/n: You know I'm 29 right?
She chuckles
Tess: It's different with you human. Firstly your species has an average life span of around 150 years if I remember correctly, so you being 29 is reasonable
I nod. Even with advances in technology humans could only extend their lifespan so much. Even though 150 sounds good enough its a blink of an eye compared to Asari who usually live for 1200 years or more
Tess: And Secondly and most importantly, you humans mature much faster than an average Asari
I was about to object but she interjected
Tess: I mean emotional maturity not physical
The bartender was done making our drinks, she slid them toward us
Bartender: Enjoy
I pick up my drink
Y/n: Wait, then, how old are you?
Tess: 214
She says nonchalantly
I smile
Y/n: Doesn't that mean you are in your maiden phase too? *chuckles*
Tess: How dare you compare me A SENIOR OFFICER to these horny drunk maidens
I laugh and clink our glasses
Tess: I'm much more mature than these confused reckless maidens
I laugh and take a sip, the sweetness of this drink hits my tastebuds transporting me to heaven! It has just the right amount of sweetness, perfect!
Just then another Asari came and sat next to me, unlike Tess, her skin was dark purple in color and she wore a mini dress white in color, complementing her complexion beautifully
Young Asari: Excuse me
I turn my head toward her
Young Asari: Are you a constellation? Because every time I look at you, I get lost in the stars.
Since all Asari are naturally beautiful, I obviously blushed, even though the pickup line was kind of cringy. Though, I don't mind the good effort.
Y/n: Maybe I am–
Tess interrupts my flirting attempt
Tess: I apologise but she is already with someone
She says while holding my hand. SO FREAKING CUTE! I think my heart will explode. Though, that might be the alcohol
The young Asari looks embarrassed and leaves without a second look
Tess: This is why I dislike this bar
Y/n: Aw, you shouldn't be so harsh, she was trying her best
She looks at me while contemplating something
Tess: You are enjoying this aren't you? You know what I take back what I previously said, you humans are as immature and horny as these young maidens
I link my arm with hers,
Y/n: I was just teasing you. You looked pretty cute back there
She doesnt look at me and continues to sip her drink. I notice her cheeks getting a darker shade of blue, maybe that's caz of alcohol, or maybe… hopefully something else?
After finishing our drinks Tess says
Tess: Let's go someplace which is quieter
Not wanting to face her anger on my first day in Thessia I agree without much resistance,
As we walk back outside I can feel myself getting tipsy. These Thessian cocktails are definitely strong. Tess suddenly but gently holds my hand, It could be that she noticed my tipsy-ness or maybe it was some protective feeling caused by some Asaris staring at us, whatever the cause may be, I liked it & fuzzy feeling in my heart
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We arrived at our next bar, it was definitely a classy place
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That same night at Tesakiha's apartment *3rd person POV*
Y/n: You guys are all, like, sooo blue... and, like, purple... and stuff.
Tess: Oh dear goddess I should've cut you off earlier!
Tess taps her omni tool on the door's scanner and it beeps open
Tess: The guest room's bed doesn't have a blanket or pillows so you'll be sleeping on my bed. We'll buy all the other essentials tomorrow, OK?
Y/n just smiles & nods
Tess: Are you sure you don't feel nauseous? I don't want you to empty your stomach on our only bed
Y/n: Don't worry don't worry, it'll be fine
Y/n says while walking towards the sofa and sitting down.
Tess: Come on–
Y/n suddenly jumps and rushes to the bathroom. Tess rushes after the human. While emptying her stomach in the toilet, Tess holds her hair back, the only thing that comes to her mind from watching some human movies.
After Y/n was done, she slowly started to come to sober up now that most of the alcohol was out of her system. She started to feel embarrassed, and sensing this, Tess started to feel a need to ease Y/n's worries. After all, even she had done many embarrassing and sometimes downright reckless things when she was young.
Tess: Well you atleast my bed is safe.
Tess jokes, wanting to ease her mind, but this only makes Y/n more embarrassed. She stops, sensing the human's emotions.
Tess: I'll prepare the bed, come when you're ready.
Tess leaves the bathroom to prepare their bed. After 5 mins Y/n comes out avoiding Tess's gaze.
Tess: Will you sleep in that?
Y/n: Oh…
Y/n gets her PJs from her suitcase and starts to head toward the bathroom
Tess: *sigh* You can change here I won't look
Tess says as she lays down on the bed facing away from Y/n. Y/n changes into her PJs and lays down beside her new roommate. She lets out a light sigh recollecting her first day in Thessia, hoping that the coming days won't be so embarrassing. She looks at Tess's back, who fell asleep facing away from her.
Next morning *Y/n's POV*
I wake up when I feel shuffling very early in the morning.
Tess: Oh sorry. Go back to sleep
I open my eyes to see the blue blur
Y/n: Oh don't worry about it…
Tess: Oh, wanna join me for an early morning jog?
Y/n: No, it's just my head, I think I have a hangov—
Since my head was killing me & my eyes took longer to focus I completely failed to notice her boobs were on full display
Y/n Holy shit, you are naked… again!?
Tess: You should get used to it since I like to sleep topless.
Y/n: I mean…umm… It's not like I don't like it
I spoke without thinking about my words
Tess: *smirks* Well thank you, sweet human, Also I don't mind if you look
I feel deja vu. I think she said the same thing on the ship. I slowly turn my head and look as she does some stretches. Dear lord, if I didn't have a hangover right now, I would've definitely wanted to touch her breasts. They look so firm yet soft. Just perfect
Tess: I have some ORS in the fridge, it should help with the hangover. Give me a minute I'll prepare some for you.
This Asari is godsent!!!
2 minutes later she comes back with a glass of ORS
Tess: Now, the Thessian ORS may smell a bit… unpleasant to humans but trust me it'll do wonders for your hangover
As my lips touched the glass I could already smell the ORS, it smelled like rotten fish, thankfully it tasted much better than it smelled. I chugged it down as soon as I could
Tess: Good. I'll be back in an hour, if you feel hungry grab anything but the yogurt in the fridge. It won't sit well with your human digestive system.
Y/n: You are the best roommate I could've hoped for!
I try to say in the friendliest tone possible without groaning caz of my hangover.
She puts on a sports bra and leaves. As soon as she leaves I could feel the healing effect of her & her beautiful boobs disappear
I lay down again, but in spite of my best efforts couldn't go back to sleep. Ah, I also have to go shopping today. I sigh thinking of all the stuff I need to get done. But it's all good! Things are getting better, my time with Nyx & all that horrible stuff are well behind me… they almost seem like a bad dream.
Notes:
Fun Asari fact: Asari can reproduce with any gender of any species the parent who gives birth is always of the Asari species & is referred as "Mother" while the other parent is referred as "Father" regardless of their gender
Message from the author - Sorry for the late update! I've too busy caz of college. I wrote this chapter in small chuncks throughout the whole month so there might've been some errors, sorry for that. Tell me what you think?
Chapter 44: Beyond 2560 Light-Years (7)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Y/n: This is cute don't you think?
I say feeling the fabric of a cute top
Tess: Oh my goddess, stop! I can't carry any more of your bags
Y/n: It's fine I can probably carry 2 more
Tess: Please, no more shopping. We've amassed enough garments to last you over for 10 cycles. I'm famished, and we still need to seek out a suitable mattress for your room.
Y/n: Fine fine. Where is the mattress store
Tess: Thank the goddess
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Y/n: The view is marvelous!
Tess: I am Glad you like it.
I say looking to the sunset. Tess took me to a rooftop restaurant for dinner after shopping.
Y/n: If this was a date I'd be swooning over you
Tess: *chuckles* You sure are forward aren't you?
Y/n: Only with you
Tess smiles gently
Tess: Lets order, I'm starving
I scroll through the menu
Y/n: I'll have a…
Y/n: God I dont know any of these dishes, can you recommend some?
Tess: How about Thessian Wild Mushroom Risotto ? I think it'll fit you tastes
I look it up in the menu.
Y/n: Looks tasty, I'll have this then
Tess gives the waitress our order 15 mins later the food is served. I take the first bite
Y/n: Ahhh This Risotto is so good!
Tess: I'm always right aren't I?
Tess: Anyway, you have the next two months off, correct? I was--
Y/n: Only a month, the alliance also has to set things up here so I'll probably have less time off than you
Tess: Well do you have any plans for the month then?
Y/n: Well I was thinking of hitting some of the tourist spots
Tess: Then how about I be your personal tour guide, I grew up on this planet I know all the best spots
Having a beautiful guide like her will definitely distract me from the all the scenery we will see on the tour of Thessia… *blushes internally*
Y/n: Sounds lovely!
Tess: Hey wanna try this? Its a moonfish
Y/n: Sure.
I use my fork to pick a piece, it honestly doesnt look much different than the fish I ate on earth
Tess: Open your mouth
She says with her arm outstretched, ready to feed me. It seems like we are growing so close so quickly yet not fast enough. I could feel my cheeks get red as I leaned forward to take the bite
As I savoured the fish I couldn't help but avoid looking into her eyes. I am afraid I might say something stupid.
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1 week later
Tess has been showing me some interesting spots around Thessia, Most of them are beaches and spots with the best local cuisine. On one of these trips, I lost my Omni-tool, it was pretty old so I don't worry about it too much. My new omni-tool just got delivered and I'm already loving all the new features.
Y/n: Hey Tess look–
I go into her room excited to show off my new Omni-tool, only to find her completely naked on the bed pleasuring herself with a vibrating dildo, one of her hands was fondling her breast while the other thrusting the dildo. I looked at what felt like the hottest porno of my life, yet she managed to look so elegant, like a blue goddess. I stared at the sight in shock (and a bit of excitement to be honest) for a whole damn minute before she noticed me and our eyes met
Y/n: AHH! Sorry! I didn't mean to–
As much as my dirty mind wanted to look more, I couldn't behave like some desperate teenager, I'm gonna turn 30 soon!
Tess: Y/n! Wait
I continued hurrying to my room despite her call
Tess: Y/n stop NOW!
Her tone was much more commanding, somewhat like my Commanding Officer. It scared me; Was I gonna be kicked out of the apartment even before the month was over?
Tess: Get in here!
I slowly walked into the room while avoiding her gaze, I felt like a kid who was about to be scolded. She was now sitting on the edge of the bed probably fuming at me
Tess: Come sit
I sat on the bed without making a sound, my eyes squarely focused ahead at the wall. I was doing my best not to look at her body, I didn't want to draw any more of her ire
Tess: Look at me Y/n!
I gulped and turned my head, my eyes briefly glancing down toward her breasts before meeting beautiful green eyes, so close up, her eyes reminded me of the green nebula we saw on our way here
Y/n: I-I am truly sorry I was just confused and you know the door wasn't locked—
She put a finger on my lips
Tess: I'm not angry
She said softly while shaking her head
Y/n: Then?
Both her hands grabbed mine gently guiding them toward her breast
Tess: Tell me are you… attracted to me?
I gulp again, my hand cupping her breast and I briefly lose control of myself and squeeze her breasts.
Tess: * chuckles* I'll take that as a yes... You know, I've noticed your gaze lingering on my breasts more times than I can tally.
The distance between us slowly closing as I felt a magnetic pull toward her. Letting go of my worries I started fondling her breasts freely, I squeezed the soft natural flesh occasionally playing with her nipples
Tess: I concur you are a "boobs girl" as some humans call it *Slight chuckle*
Y/n: I think I'm more into "Sexy Asaris" in general
Tess: *Pulling my t-shirt off* You really of me as sexy?
She says before locking her lips with mine
I kiss her. Gently at first but she responds with rough & passionate kisses, dominating my whole body and mind
Y/n: My goodness you are so intense, in a good way
She smiles before peppering me with kisses from my neck to my breasts. We she reached my breasts she squeezed them both roughly, I could feel her teeth biting my nipples gently. Hard enough to just barely cause pain… I loved it, I love how rough she is, I love how she takes control yet made me feel so… loved.
God I hope this night doesnt end.
After working on my breasts she goes down even further, sliping my underwear off.
Tess: You ok?
I nod, I just want her, all of her. It was like someone lit a fire in me
Tess: Give me your omni-tool. I'll show you some of its… new features
I give my omni-tool and type something on it and it modifies into a dildo-like shape… it looks funny
Y/n: *laughs*
Tess: You won't be laughing when I'm done with you.
She licks the spot between my thighs for a minute, as I was halfway to an orgasm she stops
Y/n: Please don't stop Tess! I'm so–
She puts a hand on my mouth
Tess: Shut up, this is my room & I'm in charge here. You got it?
Y/n: *Nods*
Tess: Good human. Now the only thing that I want to hear from you are your moans ok? So don't speak another word until I say so
Y/n: *Nods*
It feels so good not being in control. Is this really what being a "bottom" feels like?
Tess takes my omni-tool and I finally get a clear look at it, it has changed into a double-ended dildo. She inserts one end inside herself, and once done she looks into my eyes while guiding the other end into my vagina.
I could feel her hot breath on my face
Tess: You alright?
I nod,
Tess: Good.
She starts to move. The thrusts inside me deeper than before, as if it was a part of her body.
Y/n: Ohhhh yessss~ Deeper!
Tess: Didn't I warn you, that you aren't allowed to speak without my permission? It seems you are turning into a bad pet
Hearing her words only made me wetter. She grabbed her panties that were on the bed and gagged my mouth with them.
Y/n: Mmmmm
Tess: That's better don't you think?
She says while thrusting back down. I could feel the warm dildo making its way deeper. Its smooth texture rubbed against the walls of my vagina. More than the dildo what brought me more pleasure was the the person on the other end. The super hot Asari holding me down. I could feel her body getting warmer as well, her cheeks getting flushed.
I could feel the pleasure building up. My body started to move matching the Asari's rhythm who was on top of me.
Tess: *whispering* Oh dear goddess! Y/n, I'm so close! Harder! Move your hips harder Y/n!
Y/n: Mmmmmm!!!!!
She was just so hot that I couldn't control myself and ended up orgasming before her. Thankfully a few seconds later her pleasure reached a peak too. I could feel her juices flowing and covering my stomach, legs and vagina.
The plopped out of her beautiful pussy, and she gently removed it from mine too. She lay down beside me the dildo was still in her hand.
Tess: Aw. Look you got our toy dirty. Why don't you clean it like a good pet?
She removed the panties from my mouth bringing the dildo closer to my face.
Tess: Which would you like to taste first? My juices or your own
Y/n: Yours I guess…
She brought it close to my mouth, her end pointing towards me.
Tess: Tell me how I taste
I gave it a small lick, she pushed the tip into my mouth. The more I licked it the more I liked it. I could feel myself getting aroused again. She pushed it further and started fucking my throat with that huge thing, occasionally making me gag. I could see from the corner of my eye her fingers pleasuring her blue pussy.
Suddenly she removed it from my mouth giving me some respite
Tess: Now the other side
She flipped it. Pointing the tip that was just inside me toward my face
Tess: Come on now, I want to see you taste yourself
She was not very gentle this time. She shoved it down my throat as soon as I parted my lips.
Tess: Oh yes Y/n! That's its taste vaginal juices.
Y/n: *glck* *glck*
Tess: You have no idea how hot you look now!
I could feel her pace increasing. She was gonna cum again.
She pushed it further when she reached her orgasm
Tess: Ohhhhh Yesssss!
Y/n: *gag* *cough* *cough* *cough*
I grabbed the dildo and pushed it out
Tess: Oh dear. I'm so sorry Y/n! I got too worked up
She said while rubbing my back.
Y/n: *cough*
Tess: Here drink some water.
I drank some and finally caught my breath
Tess: Again I'm really really sorry!!! I can't stress it enough! I just- I don't know how I–
Y/n: *huffing* shutup!
Tess: Y/n…
I plopped down again and cuddled next to her. Both of were silent for a few minutes until…
Y/n: Did you you enjoy that… Both the sex and deepthroating me I mean
Tess: Both were exquisitely pleasant and pleasurable… Especially the latter one.
I smirk and look into her eyes. My hand gently caressed her smooth back
Y/n: You have a deepthroating fetish or something?
Even in the dark, I could see her cheeks getting flushed
Tess: I- Maybe… I mean yes I do! And I'm sorry again for being so inconsiderate before
Y/n: Stop apologising! It was very hot for me too
I give her a gentle kiss
Y/n: In fact, I hope this wasn't the last time. I'm looking forward to many more of your… passionate techniques
She smiles
Tess: If you are ok with it who am I to say no
We share another deep long kiss. This was definitely the best night of my life by far!!!! Also, I would've never guessed Tess would be that bold.
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Next morning*
I decided to make breakfast today. I wanted… no felt the need to do something for her after the amazing orgasms and cuddles she gave me yesterday, Also, I need to talk to her about us… ask her to out officially. I can already imagine our future together. Though maybe I shouldn't get ahead of myself
After I served the breakfast Tess and I both speak at the same time
Tess: Y/n–
Y/n: Tess–
Both of us chuckle
Y/n: You go first
Tess: Thanks… So Y/n I was thinking… Maybe we should try out dating, Nothing serious or anything! Just a casual relationship
Y/n: Oh…
She looked at me with anticipation
Y/n: I was thinking the same
No, I was not! I wanted to be in a serious relationship… but maybe I shouldn't push her though. Afterall I still barely know her.
Tess: We are so alike. *light chuckle*
Tess: Also, it seems your cooking skills have improved so much since the first time you came here
Y/n: Thanks, I'm glad you like the breakfast
No matter what Tess calls this thing between us I still can't help but imagine a future together with her, here on Thessia.
Notes:
Sorry for the delay, my exams got over yesterday. Also, I know I said there'd be consequences for Nyx in this chapter, but I just turned it into smut since I realized there should be some intimate moments between y/n and Tess. I'll put the consequences in the final chapter after y/n and Tess's relationship is fully developed
Chapter 45: Beyond 2560 Light-Years (8)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
2 years later* Y/n's POV:
The more time I spend with Tess the more I get to see her softer side. The Tess I know right now is so different than the cranky and rude Asari that waltzed into my quarters.
I… For the first time, I feel a bit glad that Nyx left me. I would've never been able to explore so much if I was still tied down there on earth.
Tess: Hey Y/n
I turned to look at my GIRLFRIEND! Yes, that's right we have been officially in a serious exclusive relationship for a year and a half.
Tess: Should I wear this tux or this red dress
Y/n: Hmm…….
I ponder for a while. The sultry dress kisses the perfect curves of her chest, while also complementing her blue skin. But the tux makes her look so dashing! I just can't pick!
Tess: Come on pick one or I might have to go in my lingerie
Y/n: *smiles* I definitely wouldn't want that.
She smiles and puts clothes on our bed. She slowly closes the distance between us. I could see her cute black lingerie. I just want to take her here and now and show her my love but unfortunately, today's event was too important to miss
She straddled my lap. And kissed my cheek before whispering in my ear in a low seductive voice.
Tess: And why not?
Y/n: I don't want anyone to look at your naked body. Your curves, your cute and sexy lingerie… I want it to be for my eyes only
I say in a low but firm voice
Tess: I love it when you talk like this
Y/n: *smiles* Like what?
Tess: …like a possessive little kitten
She gives me a short gentle kiss
Tess: It makes me feel so warm and cherished
Y/n: *chuckles* I can be more possessive if you want
She gives me another kiss
Tess: I prefer your current amount of "possessive-ness" It's perfectly balanced
She gets up
Tess: So what will it be, the dress or the tux?
Y/n: Umm… You look lovely in both honestly so it's a very hard choice you know
Tess: Fine I'll-
Y/n: Tux! I think I want my Girl to be dashing tonight
Tess: *smiles* Very well
She kisses me again and starts dressing up.
Few hours later* Y/n's POV:
Muscular Asari: Tesakiha! How have you been?
Tess lights up seeing the burly Asari. She shakes her hand clearly delighted to see her
Tess: You finally came back! Are you gonna be my Commander again?
Muscular Asari: Unfortunately no. I only came back temporarily, had some family stuff to take care of, and thought I'd crash the party and maybe meet some familiar faces
Tess: That's disappointing. How are things going on earth?
Muscular Asari: It's just fine. I love the food but that place is too cramped.
Muscular Asari: More importantly who is the lovely human by your side?
I feel her arm grab my waist and pull me closer gently
Tess: Sorry I forgot to introduce you. This is my partner Y/n. We've been together for around 2 years
Tess: And Y/n this is my former boss Commander Selyne Edori
We shake hands
Y/n: Nice to meet you Commander Edori.
Selyne: Nice to meet you too. Also, I'm glad to see Tesakiha finally getting serious about relationships. You know she seems much happier since I last saw her 3 years ago, you probably are a big cause of that.
Tess: Oh stop, don't embarrass me commander.
Selyne: But it's true
She turns to me and smiles
Selyne: She's much more delicate than she seems.
She puts a hand on my shoulder*
Selyne: Take good care of her.
I nod in agreement. I look towards my girlfriend she's blushing like crazy. Her face was now a deep shade of blue.
After Selyne was interrupted by some other Asari military officials we took our leave. Tess seemed tired of all the mingling so we took a break and sat at a nearby table
Y/n: So…
Tess: My former boss is a bit too frank sometimes
Y/n: *chuckles* I can tell
I put my hand on her's
Y/n: She said that you had become happier since we become a couple-
Tess: Yes I have. I don't want to talk about my past but just know that it is really true
I gave her hand a light squeeze and rubbed my thumb on her palm
Y/n: I'm glad. I… You've made me much happier as well you know. Every day I wake up next to you I feel much lighter and my heart more warm
She raised my hand and gave me a light kiss on my hand
Tess: I'm glad as well. Thank you for sharing that… I feel much more energetic let's socialize some more
I beamed and we linked our arms while walking towards the bar where most guests and our colleagues socialized.
I suddenly see my (new) boss walking towards me excitedly with a flute of champagne in hand. My old boss retired 2 weeks ago. This new guy is too enthusiastic about his job for some reason.
Boss: Y/n Good evening
Y/n: Good evening sir
Boss: I hope you are enjoying the party.
Y/n: It's delightful sir
Boss: Ok, look there is an exciting opportunity in Narivo System, we need skilled engineers there, you'll be heading a whole team of engineers with almost triple your pay! I already gave your name for it
Y/n: I… Wait what!? Why didn't you ask me first?
His expression became soured
Boss: I… You are the best performer this quarter I just found it fit that you'll spearhead the engineering team there
Y/n: How much time? I mean how much time do I have to be there
Boss: Atleast 2 years but it'll probably be longer.
Y/n: I can't leave for that long!
Boss: Let's talk about this in the office tomorrow
With that he left. Ugh, this fucking idiot!
Tess looked even more worried about the news than me
Y/n: Don't worry I'll talk to him tomorrow and resolve this mess.
Her expression changes almost instantly, the worry now replaced by a gentle smile
Tess: Who is worried?
Tess: I'm hungry lets go get something to eat
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Few hours later* Y/n's POV:
Y/n: Ahhhhhh Tess
Tess was on top while laid on my back, our bodies moved together in sync while I watched the different expressions of pleasure on her beautiful face. She took both of my hands and interlocked her fingers through mine. I tightened my grip as we approached our climax.
Tess: Y/n, Embrace eternity
I relaxed myself, then, in a few moments her eyes turned black pulling me into a meld
As both of our nervous systems synchronized (literally), the world around us vanished as we shared our memories, emotions, love, and euphoria with each other. I could feel her overflowing love for me and so could she feel mine. Melding was one of the best things about having an Asari partner. The feeling of experiencing your partner's best memories of your time together was just indescribable. Feeling their excitement about you, the warmth you give them, sharing your worries and desires was something so intimate yet so comforting. It makes me feel so special like we are the only ones in the whole universe
These were not just empty words people say, these were her feelings, her ACTUAL feelings toward me. After my last relationship, knowing her real feelings made me feel safe and relaxed. I'm sure she knows about my past maybe that's why she made the extra effort to subtly reassure me and make me feel safe since our first meld together
During our melding there were no fights, no anger, no dispute, we both just understood each other as if we were one entity. If heaven is real, melding is definitely the top thing it's competing with
But alas good things don't last forever. The meld finally ended pulling me back to reality
Y/n: Wow that was the longest time we ever melded
She leaned down and kissed me deeply, then laid down on my side spooning me. Her arm wrapped around my chest tightly, her body pressed against my back. I loved her cuddles as much as the sex
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Next day, Y/n's POV
New Boss: It's just 2 years, not to mention a significant pay bump–
Y/n: Again I won't just upend my life here for some money
New Boss: Nobody is telling you to move there permanently, it's just 2 years
Y/n: No its not! You said yourself yesterday that it's ATLEAST 2 years
He rubbed his forehead, probably stressed by his own stupidity
New Boss: …Ok look I'll talk to some other senior engineers and see if anyone else is willing to take up the position. But if no one steps up you are going and that's final
Y/n: But–
He raised his voice
New boss: It's final!
Both of us know nobody will take up the position, all the planets in Narivo System are shit holes, all of them are desert planets, too hot for most species. They are barely populated so even if my pay is tripled it's useless since I wouldn't be able to spend it on anything
Ugh this fucking idiot! Who even promoted him?
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Tess: Sooo… are you still transferring to Narivo?
Y/n: Idk… probably
Tess: If you don't want to can't you just say no?
Y/n: He already signed me up for it. That idiot will probably fire me to save his own face if I say no and I'll also lose my work permit if that happens
Tess: Right you don't want to go back to earth
I look at her, worry and sadness visible on her face. I put a hand on her shoulder, caressing her
Y/n: Don't worry I'll figure something out
I switch to gently massaging her scalp. She stayed silent after that. From our melding sessions, I know a few things she's scared of the most, and one of them is being lonely (aren't we all?). If I get transferred one of her biggest fears will come true. So I comforted her until we fell asleep.
I have to figure something out soon. I really-really want to stay here with her. I, like her, fear being alone as well.
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2 days later*
Tess has been very nervous lately, I could feel it in her actions as well as the frantic lovemaking.
I already know what to do, all that's left is to discuss it with her
Y/n: Tess… come, I need to… we need to discuss something
I rubbed her shoulder, reassuring her. She followed me and we sat across from each other
Y/n: I was thinking… of quitting my job
She watched me pensively
Tess: But then you might lose your work permit
Y/n: Yes about that, I spoke to an immigration agency. They said I wouldn't need one if I marry a citizen of the Asari Republic
It took a moment for her to process but as soon as she realized what it implied a big grin replaced the tension on her face. Her eyes turned glassy though she was still smiling. She hugged me for a long while before I pulled away
As is human tradition I got down on my knee and took out a shiny ring,
Tess: Yes ofcourse!
Tess said in a loud whisper before I could even ask the question
Y/n: Let me ask the question first
Tess: Oh shut up
Her strong arms picked me up and kissed me with a passion I had never seen before,
Y/n: Mmmmmm!
She released my lips from the dominating kiss
Y/n: The ring I still need to put on you
She put me down and showed me her hand, and I carefully slid the ring into her ring finger. This time I was the one to pull her into a kiss, my fingers stroking her head tendrils. This kiss this time much more gentle than the passionate and hungry one before
I suddenly felt her moisture on my lips, I looked at her, her eyes glassy, tears forming at the corner of her eyes. My heart skipped a beat, why was she crying? What could be so worrying? Or maybe I was just overthinking and those were tears of joy
Tess: Y/n… I need to tell you something
Tess: …I… I am pregnant
She sobbed again
Tess: I'm sorry!
She whispered while sobbing, her hands covering her eyes, she avoided looking at me. I froze in shock at the revelation
Notes:
I know I'm taking my sweet time to finish this. Sorry about that. I was doing some project work for my college. Also holy shit, this story is getting too long, I want to finish it soon (without rushing it), then maybe I'll go on a break or work on some other stories idk lets see what the future holds
Chapter 46: Beyond 2560 Light-Years (9)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Y/n: I… What?... How?
Tess: You remember our melding 3 days ago?
I nod, remembering that passionate night, though right now it was still a bit of a blur to me
Tess: Did you notice that it lasted much longer than our… usual melds?
It then clicked in my mind that it must be when she got pregnant. Her emerald eyes met mine for just a moment before dropping to the ground again.
Tess: I panicked and….may have "scanned" your genes
Y/n: Ahh….
This was just so unexpected that I froze. I never thought about being a parent seriously before. We did discuss it at the start of our relationship but it was just about some far-off future possibility.
We aren't even stable yet. I'm just about to quit my job and…
Tess: Please can we….
She held out her hands for me to take it. She wanted to meld
Tess: I think it would be better if you felt what I was feeling that day
I took her hands in mine, her eyes turned black and I felt my nervous system synchronize with her
She shared her feelings with me, the panic and fear she felt that day… The day my idiot boss told me I had to transfer… Fear overtook her heart, fear of me leaving and us breaking up.
She also shared with me the cause of this fear - all of her long-distance relationships ended up badly and she fell hard for me, much harder than her exes hence the intense fear. While it may be insensitive of me, it made me happy, this meant I'm much more important and special to her than her exes ever were
I understood her fear, not just cause I was literally feeling it through the meld but also since she too was the most important person to me, losing her would absolutely destroy me
We ended our meld when she was done sharing everything
Tess: So…. Are still you angry with me?
I gave her a gentle smile
Y/n: I was never angry with you silly…And I'm glad you shared what you were feeling
I hugged her, and she hugged me back tightly, too tightly to be honest. I cupped her face, wiping away the tears.
Y/n: Dont cry I'll be here with you always
Tess: *whispering* Thank you…
After we held each other and she calmed down
Y/n: Tess… I'm a bit upset though
She looked at me worried again. I took her hand and kissed the back of it to comfort her
Y/n: Not angry just upset that you didn't share your worries and feelings with me… Please promise me you won't bottle up your feelings again, I promise to do the same as well
Tess: I do, I promise to share everything with you
She said with a smile. I didn't need to meld with her to know she was already feeling much lighter.
Tess: There is one more thing
She gulped
Tess: Should I… I…….
I didn't interrupt her and after a long silence, she continued her question
Tess: Should I abort?
Her words hung heavy in the air. She looked at me with a serious gaze.
Y/n: I- Ok look ultimately it's your decision but if you want my… thoughts on this, I want you to keep… continue the….. Ugh, this is so hard, we may not have talked about kids for a long time but I do want kids… BUT it should be your decision. I won't force you one way or the other.
Tess: I–
Y/n: Whatever your decision I will support you 100% support you!
She gave me a brief smile
Tess: Y/n my soon-to-be wife. This is OUR decision not just mine alone. And… thank you, I was hoping you'd say that. So just to be clear you want me to continue with the pregnancy right
I nod, she smiles and takes my hand, and puts it on her belly
Tess: Good cause I wanted that too…
She kisses me roughly and passionately. I caress her belly.
I started giggling like a little girl
Y/n: We are going to have a baby! I can't believe it
She gave me a wide smile
Tess: I'm sure you'll believe it when my belly becomes big and I start having mood swings
Y/n: Don't worry I'll take care of all your mood swings and cravings
Tess: *giggles* Goddess you are so sweet! Well now I'm cravings for some sex with my beautiful lovely fiance
Tess: Come on
She spanked my ass and pulled me towards our bedroom. She loved dominating me, and I loved how roughly she handled me
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Y/n: Mmmm… I liked how you were tonight
Tess: I apologize if I was too rough
Y/n: No, please, Do it again sometime. I loved it
Tess: *smiles* I feel a bit cold… can you hold me?
Y/n: Ofcourse
I became the big spoon, and she quickly fell asleep in my arms. However, I couldn't stop thinking the baby and planning about our future together
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1 year later* Y/n's POV:
Compared to humans Asari pregnancy lasts so much longer. It's been nearly a year since I found out about the pregnancy. Tess's baby bump is now clearly visible, I just can't keep my hands off it, I love caressing her bump, and judging by her reactions she loves my caress as well.
Y/n: How's my little blueberry doing
I say while caressing her belly, Tess turns to me and pouts
Tess: She is been kicking me all day since you didn't bring me icecream yesterday
I give her a peck on the lips as an apology
Y/n: I'm so sorry. The new job has just stressed me a bit
She puts her hand on mine which had been caressing her belly
Tess: Don't push yourself too much ok?
I nod
I joined a company around 3 months ago, and this time I repair cargo and other utility ships, It is as boring as it sounds though the pay and the working hours are much better than what Alliance offered, I just wish I had switched sooner.
Legally Tess and I are already married but we haven't had an official ceremony yet. We thought it'd be best to postpone it until after the baby arrives.
Tess: My mother called today…
Y/n: Oh?
Tess: She is very excited for the baby
Y/n: I expected nothing less. I still remember the glimmer in her eyes when you announced your pregnancy. She messaged me so much after that, telling me how to take care of you
Tess: *chuckles* She really has been amazing. She told me about all kinds of pills to take for pregnancy as well.
Tess: She was also asking about you…
I look at her in surprise, her parents aren't… big fans of me. They think she is too young to be having a baby. And ofcourse they blame me for it
Tess: I don't know about my father but my mother is certainly taking a liking to you
Y/n: Well I certainly hope so, after the official wedding she'll be my family as well
Tess: Don't worry dad will come around soon enough after the baby is born.
She gives me a deep kiss but short kiss and goes back to reading her book
Tess: Don't forget the ice cream or else I won't let you touch me for a month
Y/n: Yes my goddess!
I give a mock salute and leave for my new job
I met Tess's parents soon after she told me she was pregnant, and holy hell the meeting was stressful, both of them were Asari veterans, who served in the Republic Navy almost all their lives. I could feel the scrutinizing glare the the dinner. I don't know why but I didn't make a first good impression, but one of the reasons could be cause I was unemployed at the time. I just didn't have much energy to meet them after that with all the job hunting going on
That aside… I'M GONNA BE A MOM! AHHHH! I'M SO EXCITED FOR MY LITTLE BLUEBERRY TO ARRIVE… Just a year more…I'm sure I'll be more nervous than excited when the due date gets near
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1 more year later*
Today Thalia was born. She came a bit early, the docs planned the birth for tomorrow evening but my little blueberry was too eager to meet us.
The hospital room was quiet, my little girl was eagerly drinking her mommy's milk
Tess: *chuckles* I think she's gonna empty my boobs tonight
Y/n: *smiles* 2 years worth of hunger is nothing to laugh at
15 minutes later it seemed like Thalia was finally done
Thalia: *burp*
I could see Tess eyes getting heavy.
Tess: *In a low voice* Hey Y/n can you hold her, I'm very tired
Y/n: Yes ofcourse. Get some rest, I'll make her sleepy in no time
I was eager to hold her, she'd be latched to her mom the whole time. I only got to hold her for a few minutes
Tess pushed the button on the hospital bed and it slowly flattened. She looked at me in the dim light as I rocked our baby
Tess: Not so hard Y/n or she'll not fall asleep, rock her more gently
Y/n: Oh… sorry
Tess: Y/n…
Y/n: Hmmm?
I answered, my eyes still fixed on Thalia
Tess: My mom told me it's good for fathers to have skin-to-skin contact with their babies
Y/n: Oh?
Tess: So get off those clothes
I chuckle and place Thalia in the crib only for a moment to undress but she started crying as soon as I placed her down. I quickly removed my bra and picked her back. She stopped crying as soon as I picked her up. My wife chuckled again
Tess: You guys are so so cute! Let me take a pic
She opened her omnitool and took more than a few pics
Tess: Goddess, I'll take a few videos tomorrow
Tess: …I love you both
Y/n: We love you too! *I look at Thalia * Isn't that right baby?
Talia just looks at me curiously
Y/n: Say Goodnight to mommy
Tess: *giggles* Good night
Tess falls asleep in no time, I keep gently rocking Thalia, she falls asleep an hour later giving me some time to rest as well
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Next day*
I'm again rocking Thalia after she was done feeding, but this time she starts sucking on my breast
Y/n: No Thalia, they do not have any milk! Are you hungry?… Tess I think she's hungry again
Tess: *giggles*
Tess was on a holo call with her mom
Tess's Mom: What happened?
Tess: *still giggling* Thalia started sucking on Y/n's breast
Y/n: I think she is hungry again
Tess's Mom: Oh that's quite normal, Tesakiha did it too when her father held her.
(In Asari culture the "father" is the parent who did not give birth, regardless of their gender this parent is roughly translated to "father")
Tess blushed, a light shade of purple coloring her cheeks.
Tess: Please can we not talk about me
Tess's Mom: You were a baby once too, a very cute and good one at that. You slept and ate in sync with my sleeping schedule
Y/n: I'd love to see some of her baby holos or pics
I sad beside my wife and said to her mom
Tess's mom: Oh I'll send them for sure
Tess: *blushing* Oh by the way when will you be arriving? I and Y/n would love some help with Thalia
Tess's Mom: I don't know, they are trying to repair the ship but I think they will probably move us to another on. Probably 2-3 days till we arrive
Tess's Mom: I'm so sorry about this. I wish I was there when you were giving birth
Tess: Don't worry about it Mom, it's not like it's your fault.
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8 months later*
Today I'll be marrying the love of my life, the mother of my child, and my bondmate as she says!
A well-dressed older Asari is our officiant, I have never met her but apparently, she has been an officiant for Tess's parents and her extended family as well
Asari Matriarch: Our Beloved Goddess please guide these souls as join their hearts, souls, and minds in an eternal journey of love and devotion to each other. Treat each other with kindness and gentleness and Embrace Eternity
I looked into Tess's bright green eyes, and she gave me a sweet and soft smile. We held each other's hands and interlocked our fingers, she gave me a little squeeze before we melded.
I felt her emotions running through my mind as if they were my own, I felt her excitement and visions for the future. Her vision contained us and Thalia obviously, Thalia looked older, she was playing with a younger Asari, and I was feeding another baby in my arms… my baby. My girls created a ruckus while my bondmate made some tea for us
The vision was so peaceful, I just wanted to live in it forever. While I was living through her dreams I could feel her reading my emotions, all of my emotions, the excitement, the desire to hug and kiss her, the desire to hug our baby, and my gratitude for her for all she had done. She is my savior and I hope she knows it. After we ended our meld she looked at me with a soft smile while mouthing
Asari Matriarch: Well if there are no disagreements I as an extension of our goddess officially declare you as bondmates . May the goddess bless and guide this couple for eternity
Asari Matriarch: Oh and also you may kiss
This was a little element from human weddings I wanted in our ceremony. We met each other's lips in a passionate yet short kiss. I wanted to hug and kiss her more but that could wait
Asari Matriarch: Dear guests please give your blessings to the couples and proceed to the bonfire
One by one all of the guests came and congratulated us, they gave us a yellow or red flower before leaving. Tess said that the flowers were for good luck and health. There were about 15 guests, and only 2 were from my side
Near the end Olivia came carrying Thalia in her arms who was sucking on her pacifier. Olivia had 2 yellow flowers in her hand
Olivia: I never imagined my best friend marrying such a beautiful Asari
Y/n: Well your best friend is just so charming, Tess just couldn't help but fall in love with me
Tess: *chuckles* Is that so dear bondmate?
Y/n: Ofcourse! If I remember correctly you were so charmed that you wouldn't leave my quarters in the ship
Tess just chuckles and shakes her head
Tess: I'm pretty sure it was you who fell for me after I saved you from that iron beam
Olivia: You guys can argue about that later, here's my blessing
She hands one yellow flower to tess
Tess: Thank you so much Olivia
Olivia: And here's one from this little cutie
Olivia puts the other flower in Thalia's little palm and holds her towards us
Tess: *in cute voice* Oh thank you baby!
Tess takes the flower from Thalia and I take her in my arms
Y/n: *in cute voice* You are the best-est and sweetest girl you know that
I pepper her face with pecks and kisses. She always giggles when I peck her fore head and head tendrils
Y/n: I love you so much
Tess kisses her forehead as well
Tess: Mommy will give you all the attention and food once this ceremony is over!
Patience is probably not Thalia's virtue cause as soon as Tess says this, she tries to pull down her dress to feed
Tess: Just a few more hours baby! Hey Olivia you do have the bottles with you, right?
Olivia: Yup, I'll start feeding her
Tess: Thank you so much for taking care of her today
Olivia: Oh don't worry about it. This sweet little cutie has already had me under her spell
It seems Olivia already bonded with our little blueberry. And Thalia loves playing with Olivia as well, or more accurately her human hair.
Carlie: Congratulations Y/n! He gives me a red flower
Y/n: Thank you! I'm glad you could make it
Carlie: I had some vacation days piled up, your wedding also gives me the excuse to expand my palette on Thessia
Y/n: You will love the fusion dishes then
Carlie: I'll be sure to try them then, also best of luck to both of you
Tess: Thanks again
With that we wound up and went to the bonfire room, soft music was thrumming in the background. Tess told me that in traditional Asari weddings, everyone dances around a bonfire. Ofcourse they don't light up a real fire anymore they just have a very high-resolution holo-projector in the middle of the room, the bonfire looked extremely realistic. As soon as we arrived we saw Tess's family laughing and dancing, Thalia was absolutely delighted to be "dancing" with everyone. Olivia and Carlie were already dancing with the other Asaris.
Now that I think about it I seem to be the first Non-Asari in Tess's close family circle
Tess's Mom grabbed me to dance with her while Tess started dancing with her cousins. We changed partners every 2-3 minutes, I even danced with Tess's father who was as happy as Tess (and a bit tipsy). After 30-45 minutes when we had finally danced with everyone (including our little girl) the celebrations would finally end when we danced with each other, it was a slow romantic dance. Her arms wrapped around my waist and held me close to her, I rested my head on her shoulder, holding her hand firmly. At this moment I couldn't ask for anything more.
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That night*
Y/n: I love your dress
Tess: No you love how much cleavage it shows
Y/n: Well that too but you look very cute in it as well
Tess: *smirks* Is that so?
Tess picks me up with her sexy muscular arms and puts me on the bed. It was pretty dark, the only thing lighting up the place was the moonlight coming through the window
She opened the bottom drawer of the nightstand. It contained many… Adult toys. She picked the flogger… It seems I'm getting punished today
Tess: Come on, position!
I quickly obeyed and got on my hand and knees, raising my butt up for her
Y/n: What did I do though
Tess: When we were dancing you kept looking down at my cleavage, stealing quick glances thinking nobody would notice
Swish Thud. I felt the flogger make contact with my butt. I felt it sting but not really hurt if that makes sense
Tess: Which would have been fine if I was the only one who noticed, BUT!
Swish Thud
Tess: Others people noticed too! Especially my cousins. I felt so embarrassed
Swish Thud
Y/n: I'm sorry master.
Swish Thud. I felt another sting. It was starting to be a little painful
Tess: Do you think that will be enough for me? Can a simple apology wash away your mistakes dear slave wife of mine
That's new! She used to just call me her "slave" in our sessions. But now its "slave wife", I like it, makes me feel tingly inside
Y/n: No master, punish me more
She leans down and gets close to my ear. I can hear her breathing.
Tess: I would prefer it if you called me "wife" today… After all, we just got married
She kisses my ear and the side of my neck sweetly before straightening up again
Y/n: Puinsh me more my dear wife
Tess: Good girl… or should I say good wife
I got 5 more floggings, it was really starting to sting now. Tess probably sensed it too and put the flogger aside
Tess: I don't think you'll repeat your mistakes again
I lied down on my stomach exhausted.
Y/n: Only if you don't wear such a sexy dress again
I felt Tess giggle and spank me with her hand lightly
Tess: You'll be begging me to wear them in no time.
She laid down beside me and kissed my lips. I love being here with her. I love her comforting arms when I had a bad day at work. I love massaging her when she comes home tired from work or taking care of our little girl. I love her for giving me such a beautiful cute baby
Tess: Hey everything ok? Goddess you are crying!
Tess wiped my tears
Y/n: Tears of joy. I'm just happy and grateful for you
She wraps her arm around my waist and pulls me close to her and kisses the top of my head
Tess: Had me scared for a second
She kisses me again now on my lips
Tess: Do you want to rest or should we continue what we started
Y/n: Definitely continue
Tess: I have just the thing for you then
She opened the drawer again and showed me a metallic buttplug
Tess: What do you think
She said with such a cute smirk that I couldn't help but laugh
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Around 20 years later
I hit 52 a few months ago. Thalia is now 20 years old (equivalent to a 8 year old human child), it's a bit weird to watch kids grow up so slowly (compared to a human ofcourse) but its also good I guess, I can spend more time with my kids. YES KIDS. Multiple!
First, there is Thalia, our eldest daughter. Then there is Illira who is 5 and currently out with her mom shopping. And then our youngest Elaraia who is almost 2 years old and currently sitting in my lap watching me and Thalia play a racing game
Thalia: Noooooo! You cheated and drifted into my car
Y/n: Excuses. I'm just better than you admit it
Thalia: I'll win in the next match
The door opens and my wife comes in with a few bags of groceries in one hand while holding Illira's hand with the other
Y/n: Need help with that honey?
Tess: No I got it
Illira lets go of Tess's and runs and climbs on the sofa beside me. She points to the TV,
Illira: Catoons!
Y/n: Alright Alright. Thalia, we'll have our showdown some other time
Thalia: Noooo! Just one more game pleaseeee!
She pouts cutely and looks directly into my eye. Her eyes are a beautiful shade of green just like her mother's.
Tess: *sighs* Thalia. Let your sister watch some TV.
Thalia puffs her cheeks and looks away from me angrily.
Tess: Thalia comes here
Thalia looks away from her mom
Tess: *now in cute voice* ~Thalia… Come here or I'll eat your ice cream
Thalia's mood changes instantly and she runs towards her mother
Tess: Tell me which flavor do you want.
Thalia: That one
Thalia points to the one in the back.
Tess: No that one is daddy's, you'll get a tummy ache if you eat the human ice cream
Thalia: Ok then this one
Tess: *smiles* Ok after dinner we will have an ice cream party. Now go and wash your hands. I'll serve the dinner in 5 minutes
Tess kisses Thalia on the top of her head before she starts heating up the dinner
Tess: Hey y/n is Elaraia hungry?
Y/n: Doesn't seem to be, I fed her an hour ago
Tess: Hey Y/n can you help me
Few moments later
Tess: Good night my babies
Thalia: Mom I'm not a baby anymore!
Tess: *chuckles* Sure honey
Tess and I tuck in Thalia and Illira (Elaraia sleeps in our room)
Thalia: Mom?
Tess: Yes baby?
Thalia: Mom can you and dad "embrace eternity" less loudly, I can't sleep sometimes
Even though the room was dark I can probably guess that Tess was blushing as furiously as me. This was probably the most embarrassed I've felt in decades
Tess: Sorry baby. Good dreams
We went in our room where Elaraia was already asleep in her crib. We looked and each other let out a silent laugh. Tess chuckles after seeing me as well. We never thought we were loud since Elaraia never woke up. I guess she's just a very deep sleeper
Tess: *whispering and still smiling* Don't you laugh. This is your fault…
Y/n: Embrace Eternity *laughs*
Tess pulls me close and kisses me, we break our kiss to laugh at the situation occasionally
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Few days later
I suddenly got a call when I was chilling at home alone. Tess and the kids were at their grandparents' giving me some R . Raising 3 kids is not as easy as past Y/n naively imagined. But I wouldn't change a thing, it's perfect - my current life
Ring ring*
I answer the call from an unknown caller.
Y/n: Hello?
???: Y/n?
Y/n: Yes this is Y/n. Who am I speaking to?
???: Y/n its Finn - Finn L/n
I froze up hearing that name again
???: Y/n, its mom, she has… she's asking for you. She's also very sick
The information overloaded me, and my brain froze. It's been so many years and now all of a sudden he decides to contact me?
??? Hey, are you there? Please say something. She doesn't have much long–
I hung up on him. I couldn't talk to him without thinking about it…about all of this. I don't want to go back. Everything here is so good… Yes, my family, it's all here, right? My children, my wife, and my sanity are all that matter
I don't want to go back. Relive the past. I don't trust them, I don't want or need them. I think it's better to keep my distance figuratively and literally. But I'll consult with Tess as well.
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Tess: …
Y/n: …
Tess: What does your mother have again?
Y/n: I don't know I never asked
Tess: Hmmm……
Tess looks at the ground pondering. She knows about my past from Nyx to Finn to my mother to Olivia. It's not like I could've lied to her even if wanted to since she can just read (more like experience) my memories when we meld just like I can read hers
Tess: Ok it's very complicated and let me just say this it's 100 percent your decision. I don't want to meddle in… this. Whatever "this" is
Y/n: Yes I know but give me some advice or your perspective
Tess: My perspective….. Huh
Tess: Well if I were you I would be very very angry so if you don't forgive your mother I won't blame you
I nod
Tess: But like… She is your mother and she is dying… Who knows maybe she regrets her actions and wants to apologize or something…
Y/n: So I should meet her?
She puts her arms on my shoulders
Tess: Only if you want to!