I walk toward the dark tunnel . I need a break from all of this . I ranked number one in my second stage so far but Sabrina told me that is all because I am divergent. What is divergent ? I don't understand but everyone are telling me that divergent are dangerous but how can that be true
I need to find an answer and I know who has them. I need to find Tori who ran my aptitude test before I chose . Suddenly a hand clamp on my mouth and drag me backward . I want to fight but my arms and legs are all grabbed by someone but I don't know who.
"Throw her over the chasm now . Before Sabrina brown can figure out that she is dead ." Someone is smirking."She loves her . What a tragedy."
Sabrina loves me ? She is my instructor and daughter for Alan who is the mafia boss of dauntless .
"Shut the fuck up， just throw her over the chasm now ." Someone lifts me up.
I want to scream but I can't. Then suddenly， someone releases me and I cry. I grab something firm and steady. Then I hear punching and crying.
"Sabrina!" I try to call her name
I am in love with her for so long. I transferred to dauntless from abnegation and I first time fall for someone . Then someone grab my arm and drag me up.
"Alina， are you okay?" Sabrina wraps me into her arms."Let's go."
I wrap my arms around her neck and bury myself into her neck as well. I am scared now . She carries me into her room. She puts me down on her bed.
"It is okay now Alina. No need to be scared . I am here ." Sabrina grabs my face into her hands"I am sorry that I came late ."
"Why did they do that? I didn't hurt anyone ." I shake my head
"You are better than any of them so they are jealous . Because of you， they will be cut from the faction and they will be Factionless ." Sabrina sighs .
I frown a little. If there are no competition， then no one will leave .
"Why there will be a rank thing?" I ask
"My father wants everyone to know that only the stronger ones will survive in a war." Sabrina grabs my hand ."Let's me show you something."
I follow her onto the balcony. She takes off her shirt but I find out that she doesn't has those big boobs .
"I had nodules a long time ago so I cut them." Sabrina shrugs ."That's not what I want to show you."
She turns around. There are five factions symbols tattoos on her back.
"I want to be brave ， kind ， selfless ， honest smart." She turns around ."I am still working on kind ."
She leans into me and kisses me . She wraps me into her arms . I wrap my arms around her neck . Her tongue comes into my mouth and she lifts me up.
"I love you ." She moans
"I love you too." I giggle ."Sabrina just slowly okay? Don't leave anything ."
"I will leave it after you finish training." Sabrina kisses my fingers."You know that it is not okay for me to fuck you before we marry right ? In abnegation."
Why she knows about abnegation? Is just because her father is the mafia boss of dauntless?
"Yes but now I am in dauntless."i shake my head .
"I know but I know that you still miss your old family right?" Sabrina kisses my forehead .
"Kind of but you know that I can't." I shake my head
She holds my hand and walks me into the room. She sits me down on the bed
"I can arrange a meeting. Virtual or in person so you guys can meet. After the ranking announced ， you can volunteer to run the test so you guys can gather ." Sabrina brushes my hair to the side ."The bruises are turning purple but not bad."
"Thanks Sabrina ." I rest on her shoulder .
"I want you to be happy and safe okay? It will be finished very soon just stay here okay?" Sabrina kisses my forehead .
I nod at her . She walks toward the living room. When she is back， she has flowers in her hand
"You can move in with me if you want to be my girlfriend or you can stay with your friends." Sabrina sits down beside me
"You want me to be your lover?" I ask
"Yes I love you Alina . For a long time already." Sabrina says
I can't believe that she loves me too. I hug her
"I will be your girlfriend but does your father knew about this?" I frown
"Yes he knew that I love you." Sabrina giggles ."So he wants me to confess."
"Really! He said yes?" I am surprised
Sabrina kisses me . She closes her eyes and I slowly close mine too . She pushes onto the mattress .
"You smell so good ." She bites my ear."I like it."
"Stop it， it is embarrassing." I am blushing
After a couple of minute ， she stops . I am lying on her chest. She kisses my forehead
"You need to rest." Sabrina says ."Tomorrow is the practice test."
"I know that." I nod at her ."I wish that I can do better."
"You will ." Sabrina nods at me ."Just relax."
I close my eyes and fall into sleep. When I am awake ， it is the second morning. Sabrina is already up
"My baby ， good morning." Sabrina sits down beside me
"I have to get up now . I can't be late ." I say .
"You will not. It is still early. You have 30 minutes to be ready." Sabrina helps me to sit up
I get down the bed . My head is still dizzy. I can't stand straight.
"You know that I can inform my dad ." Sabrina says
"I don't want anyone to think that I am scared . I am dauntless Sabrina ." I smile at her .
"I know that you will say that honey." Sabrina grabs my hand ."I will be with you forever ."
I change my clothes and walk out of her dorm. I walk toward cafeteria . When I open the door ， people are all looking at me
"Where have you been all night?" Kennedy asks me ."Are you okay?"
"I am fine" I sit down
"Who beat you? You are all purple ." Christine is shocked ."What happened Alina ?"
I don't know what to say. I lower my head . I know that I need their protection.
"Jack and his friends nearly threw me down the chasm." I sob."They wanted to kill me ."
"What hell?" Jason is shouting."They can't do that."
"They are jealous of her because she is ranked number 1." Christine shrugs .
Then Sabrina stops beside our table . I look at her
"We are going to practice one more time with your fear landscapes and tomorrow will be your final exam." Sabrina says coldly
"She is still a jerk." Maria says quietly.
We get up and follow her . We climb the path to the top. Jack and his friends walk behind . They are all swollen
"Did you do that?" Peter asks me
"No， someone did but I don't know who." I shake my head
"They deserved it." Sam says .
We walk toward the fear landscape room. Sabrina folds her arms in front of her chest.
"So jack， since you are so eager to get your rank. You go first." Sabrina grits her teeth
Jack looks at me for a minute and then walking into the room. I wait there for ten minutes and then it is my turn.
"Alina prior ." Sabrina calls my name
I walk into the room. Sabrina sits me down. She is fixing the syringe
"It is just a random pick. Tomorrow you will go last since you rank the first." Sabrina taps my neck with wipe .""Breath slowly okay?"
I nod at her . She slowly inserts the needle into my neck
When she presses the button， I am fully gone . I am awake again in the same room.
Jason coulter is still appearing in my fear landscape . He walks toward me and leans into me .
"I love you." Jason kisses my forehead .
Then he dead again on the ground . The same things happened that I killed the people who killed him .
I am awake again in the room . Sabrina opens the light.
"Two? That's good ." Sabrina coughs ."You can't get over with Jason still，"
"No， he is just my friend ." I shake my head ."I love you."
"I know but I am still a little jealous about that." Sabrina smiles ."You did cry for him when he dead in the simulation ."
I sigh a little . I don't know how can I change that.
"I don't want to see my friend to die but I don't know how can I change that." I shake my head
"You can't change that but you can feel less about it with time passed ." Sabrina brushes my hair to the side ."Go and wait for me okay?"
I leave the room and next one go in. I sit on the rock.
"Alina?" Someone is calling me
"Jason?" I lift my head
Jason coulter is with Lucas now . Lucas is our mafia boss .
"Hello therr ， long time no see . How is the training." Jason asks
"She is number one now ." Lucas smiles at me . "And also my daughter in law ."
Jason is shocked with what he was saying. He likes me but I don't.
"That's good to know . She definitely is a good girl." Jason smiles faintly.
"I will see you soon Alina . Take care." Lucas pats my shoulder .
After they leave , Sabrina comes toward me . She wraps me into her arms .
"He is handsome ." Sabrina sighs . "No wander why you guys were close."
"Don't be jealous ."