I landed on the stone of my balcony the sun setting behind me, I almost tripped over my chair pulling it away when I walked into my room and flopped on my bed and stared at the ceiling with a smile that would not fade.
My nose felt only a little off as I thought on the best kiss of my life, light throughout my body.
I wiped a tiny bit of blood away more confused then ever.
I know I have been telling myself for my life I was not a casual hook up person but for him! He get's near me and I probably can not stop myself. I was afraid to date him and yet that is all I want to do because I need him in my life and ain't no way I am never kissing him again.
I sat up as his wide open chakra was headed my way. He landed on my balcony as I got on my feet. He was filled with nerves but so was I, I just walked serious while he pushed back my curtains.
I looked down stepping to him undoing his vest this time, as I unzipped him his lips landed on mine so fast with a loud flutter inside. I slid my hand inside the vest pressing my body finally to his and wrapping him up in my arm.
It was a kind of hungry kiss like we had not seen each other in years. I slid my arms over his shoulders and knocked the vest onto the floor. This time I pushed him into my wall as I pressed my chest into him and he pulled me to him from my waist tightly, his hands moved up around my back and pulled me to his heart.
This man was so fun to kiss all I could was focus on him I never wanted to stop.
My hands ran into his soft hair and then my right one over his ear lightly. He pulled me closer and gave a small moan lighting me up. His hands slid down to my waist and lightly pushed me away. I was worried but then I was thrown as he stared down not looking at me and I forgot to ask what was wrong.
His face.
Shock filled me as he still stared down worried.
He looked like him and yet so fucking strange. My hand slid from his ear onto his cheek and then my thumb ran across the tiny little mole under his mouth. I was staring in awe and I now understand my clone.
"Oh." He laughed and just stared at me with a piercing gaze as I touched him. "I forgot."
"Ya, me to." I ran my thumb over his perfect mouth that was lightly smiling at me. He had the cutest little smile I was mesmerized. "Your hot?" I spoke quietly.
"What thought I was not." I shrugged with a smile. I wanted to flirt and joke but I wanted to kiss him more. I kissed him quick and pulled back before he grabbed me back.
He flipped me so my back was on the wall, his whole body pressing into mine. I wanted him more and more and I kissed him in a way he knows and he kissed me back with the same energy.
"Wait." He stopped almost embarrassed. "I um." He looked up to my ceiling with that cute smile and again I was blown by his face. I looked up a little worried but he never backed up as his hard chest was still on mine. "Can I take you on a date?" He did not look at me and I was melting in how cute he looked right now but my heart exploded.
He wants to date me?
It was like the fears I held were gone, it all changed right then and I felt at peace knowing it was not some hook up. I love him and I got excited that he might care for me and not just for this.
"Yes."
"I don't know how to do this, date thing." He stepped back and waved me over and looked down serious but I nodded and smiled just staring at his mouth. I think he was trying to talk to me seriously. "I want to, with you, date." He looked away rubbing his hair.
My heart beat up and I kind of lost it.
This feels so strange to me.
"Same, I want to do you." I paused and looked up trying not to smile as he looked shocked at me. "Do that, with you." I tried to clear. I smiled and then smirked. 'Well." I looked away and laughed and he seemed to calm down.
He asked. "Really?" He looked me over but it was filled with heart as he looked at me.
I looked at that face, down to his cute lips and back up to his kind eye. I lightly shoved him before I jumped on him as he stepped back almost falling as he squeaked as we fell and he hit my mattress his hands holding me by my butt as I smiled at his red and shocked face inches from mine.
He seemed like he wanted to speak so I sat up straddling him and loving it, his face a little red and his hair a mess. I saw him look at my chest. He wiggled under me and blushed looking down before away but did not speak so I slid off a little.
"You ok?" I stared at the look in his eye filled with want and worry. "Do I scare you?"
"Ya." He rubbed his hair and looked away. "But not for the reason your asking. I am far from new to this."
"Same fear I have?" I asked.
"I don't know what fear you have."
I looked up not able to speak then looked at that face, he is so pretty. "Okay, can we talk about that later?" I leaned over him inches from his face as I moved my hair to one side of my face. "Unless it is serious, your just so much fun to kiss and it is all I want to do." I waited to see if in fact he would rather talk.
"Yes." His voice so deep and want in his eye, he grabbed me and rolled us over moving us more into the bed.
I walked to my coffee maker fully clothed. Kakashi had to run out for a minute, all we did was kiss and that made me so happy the smile was still on my face. I was lost in my mind when the water hit my hand at the full pot and I turned it off.
Checking the time it was around two in the morning and I was wide awake. I wonder what he needed to do, more wondering when he might be back. I know it was important in some way.
Watched it brew thinking about him. It was like all fear vanished, it felt right and normal like we always did this. Then feeling like why did we not do this before.
And his face, fuck his face. I moaned looking up as I grabbed a cute mug from my mug hanger. If I got him naked I would die of blood loss. Oh to see him naked.
The fact that that had subsided and I don't understand the physics in this place somedays. Why?
I am nervous to go farther then kissing, been so long and the last guy was, well, not for me, quick. Been so long I feel embarrassed and can not seem to be able to tell a soul about that.
I kicked my chair over and sat on the balcony with a fresh coffee kicking my feet up on the bar, staring at the bright moon and stars that were in the slightly cloudy sky. So quiet and peaceful.
He was squatting over my feet so freaking fast I jumped up spilling my coffee all over me. My cup bounced in my hand as I tried to catch it before hitting the ground rolling over the edge of the balcony. "Why does this keep happening." I yelled bracing for heat shock before I looked at him. He was still squatting as I stood above him with apologies on his face.
"Trying to get me out of my clothes?" I laughed at him.
He landed next to me looking down on me with the most calming and piercing eye. "Always." He joked as he moved closer and leaned his masked face inches from mine. I stared up in excitement.
"Really, don't need to spill coffee for that" I pulled down his mask slowly excited to actually do this as I stared at his face. He looked like I was not moving fast enough and he kissed me. His lips are so warm, soft and inviting but he felt like he held something back. I stopped and looked at him. "What?"
Am I being an asshole? Is he trying to turn me down?
He looked at my mouth and at me with such free intensity. "I don't care anymore." He was on me again letting that fade. Not sure how we got to the bed but we did.
There was something freeing and safe at the fact he was not tearing off my clothes even if his vest laid flat on my floor. Because he was not, I wont.
Not sure how long we just kissed for on my bed before we finally stopped.
His head was on my chest as we laid there still clothed a light peace inside me.
"You do make a good pillow." He spoke.
"Ya I told you." I shifted a little and ran my hands up the back of his head messing with his soft hair and he seemed fine with it. I snuggled in and bent my right leg just loving cuddling with him.
His hand ran down my lower half and up the top of my leg as I watched it move. Then it slid up the inside of my thigh warming me. "Be careful with that." I mumbled as a joke but he stayed quiet and paused his hand but did not move it.
"I don't know why I was scared of this." He mumbled into my chest as it vibrated into me.
"You?" I spoke shocked and lightly pulled in his hair. "Maybe we are to much a like." I spoke back seriously but light. "Ya been talking myself out of it for so long, afraid. I figured for at least months now it was obvious and you just did not feel the same."
"Honestly I thought nothing of the flirting, you once told me it because there was no future that was why you flirt so hard with me."
"At first, I mean please you are to good for me." It was weird saying truth but not uncomfortable.
"The other way around." He spoke quietly making me warm inside.
"Really?" I asked quietly.
"I don't date, I am a wreck, no one deserves me, you are funny, hot and kind." My stomach flipped and I felt sad.
"You are an amazing man Kakashi in everyway." I spoke back as I lifted his chin and pulled his face to mine. "The coolest guy I ever met, calm and you make me laugh." I smiled as he looked at me a little nervous at the vulnerability we seem to both run from. "And have you seen the speed of your hand sign's." I flirted to lighten the mood and he kissed me. "Can't not want that." He shifted closer to me.
We kissed on our sides with our legs intertwined, the kiss was hungry but different in a way I could not place. He pulled me close, I shifted the leg under his closer to his body between his and I loved the reaction of it.
I ran my hand up his shirt along his chest when I felt that scar I forgot about. Loving the feel of his chest under the light touch of my fingers. I traced along it like I wanted to do back then. I was not thinking the more he touched me.
He rolled into me more when I rolled him onto his back shifting my position and my lips landed on his neck. I kissed his ear and he wiggled some more a small sexy noise came from him.
I could see the want inside his chakra that made me even more excited but deep in there was a small need to stop. He pulled me closer making me get back into it but I could not get my eye's off of it my lips back on his.
I was worried why.
Then I looked at the want and it was so strong like mine I forgot for a second, the air thick with yearning.
He was the one to get up and run, I guess it is my turn.
It was hard but bounced off him and off the bed and he sat up confused. His headband had fallen off as he held is red eye shut, his hair messy and sexy. His shirt was riding up and his pants were falling down. Fuck man.
"Your making this hard." I laughed as I looked him over not hiding it from my face that he was fucking fine.
"Not just me." He joked and I saw the small flirty smile I never knew he had making me melt.
I laughed and smiled. "You wanted to stop?" I spoke.
"Barely."
I stepped closer. "What is wrong?" I was so scared what he was going to say.
"You said a guy should take you on a date first." He smiled at me, a real smile. A perfect real smile filling me with love at his words and his face.
"What do you not remember?" I laughed thinking back to a few missions.
"Nothing." He patted his head really sitting up. "Not the best to always remember."
"Ah, sucks as much to always forget. But." I pointed with a smile. "Let's have that date you need." His eye was scanning me and I looked down. I then pulled down my shirt that was not covering anything and my shorts that road up into underwear and he chuckled at me.
"Where does one date here?" I asked.
"I do not know." The way he was looking me over it made me nervous and excited.
I do know we eat so much together that it might not be a good date idea. "You got like, put put?" I asked trying to think.
"What?" He laughed. "What is put put?"
"Well that is a no." I smiled and pointed before pressing my hand on my lips and he stared at them. "You do have movie's."
"Ya, a movie." He spoke. He slid to the edge of the bed and I leaned on the wall ignoring the way I felt at the way he was looking at me, a look I craved for so long it was shocking to me.
"You don't have a drive in do you?" I smiled checking him over. "That is where you make out at the movies the best."
"We don't have cars Ava." I laughed shocked he understood what I said.
"Still."
"How about I figure it out, don't need to right now." He stood up making me frown as his shirt fell down covering the best part.
"To bad I was ready to leave right now." I said seriously then looked up at him as he look sheepish putting his hands in his pockets.
"You really are easy." I cocked my head with a smile slightly squinting at him. His eye grew in fear and shock as he waved his hands. "No not like that I mean, you make this easy." I laughed and he calmed down rubbing his hair.
He walked over and grabbed onto me with a different kind of need like he needed to hold me. He shoved his face in my neck as my hands ran into his hair and his around my waist.
I mumbled with no filter. "Man, been into you so long wish I spoke up, could of been doing this the whole time." He kissed me kindly at that.
I felt the world wake up and I was startled and it took a second to pull away before I looked out the balcony. "It is morning already?"
He moaned into my neck again. "I need to go do stuff today, can we pretend it is still night?" His chakra yelling at me not wanting to leave. He kissed me with a smile pulling back and then kissing me harder his chakra so light and pretty.
"It is so nice to see your chakra like this." I spoke pulling him close wanting to shove him back into my bed. "You always hide it."
"Confession." He spoke placing his head on my head awkwardly. "I shut my chakra off because I liked watching you in the hospital. There was something real, strange and funny the way you acted when no one was around. You wore your emotions and heart on your sleeve. It just felt like that again, really see you that way as in a crowd you hide."
That stunned me so much I did not know what to say. "Don't take that as me being into you." He pulled away. "That was a pile of things later on, I did not trust you at all, sometimes wondered if you knew I was there at the start and it was all a show."
"Nope just me, alone, wishing someone would talk to me and there you were, not talking to me." He laughed at my light tone but did not say anything else as he grabbed his leaf headband off the bed.
"I really did want to scare and help you, mostly see how you took them all in, you were funny reading the novel, I was more sure you were truthful by reading that book. Was oddly happy when you thanked me." I bit my lip and smirked feeling kind of flippy and happy.
He slid the black cover over his head and eye and started to try and fix his hair. I looked curious, so he makes it look like that and does not just let it fall?
"I did like that book you got me." He looked away again with a blush.
"What book?" I asked confused.
"The crappy icha version, I never told you because it smelled like you and it was hard not to think of you, I tried to thank you once and I could not get the words out."
"Right." I laughed nervous my gut flipping at him thinking of me in that sense and looked him over as he slid on his vest but did not do it up. I slid my hands behind my back and leaned on the wall not thinking. "I read it in the bath to see if it was worth giving to you, the smelly steam might have got in it." He froze seemingly shutting down his chakra again still looking away with a sigh and rubbed his head.
He kissed me goodbye like we were an old couple before he looked at me and kissed me again getting kind of heated and I was sad when he pulled away.
He was then gone into the dark morning sky. I leaned back staring at the floor with a smile. "Like that." He made me jump. He handed me a broken mug.
"Aw, I liked that one." I put it on the shelf next to me.
"Ya it fell on the road." He was about to leave when he looked back and blankly stared.
He moved so fast and kissed me after a second it got rough this time pressing into me and dropping the vest again. Then he picked me up and threw me on the bed hovering over me. I was shocked as he still is hard to read sometimes when he pressed into me like we could never be pulled apart.
I love this.
His hands slid up my shirt and started to explore my chest for once and it excited me, he is so fun and easy to kiss as we both wiggled around and I pulled on his shirt in my fist excited. A bird landed on the roof and started to chirp. He moaned sadly his head next to mine still not getting off me. "Not like this." He mumbled and took a second but got up. "Sorry, should not have done that."
Now I was disheveled on the bed, I sat up and looked at him as he looked me over. "Then like what?"
He started to pace and then pull up his mask and grabbed his vest before pacing more slightly turned from me. "I need to go." He chuckled but seemed happy not looking at me. "There is no time." I was shocked and in love with that, ya, I want time. I laid down on my back with a sigh.
He looked at me and then blushed and looked away still pacing. "One minute." He rubbed his head and turned his masked face away. It clicked as I sat up, my eye's went low trying to see something I so desperately want to see but he turned away.
Then he was just gone.
I sat on my bed a buzz and alone I flopped back down shocked, completely blown away.
Fucking Kakashi.
I agree I need hours with you I believe, like tonight. All we did was kiss but it was a full night of it. Don't want quick and then gone. Ah, excited for time that is for sure, any fears I had just disappeared.
I was still buzzing so I got up to do my morning stuff.
I quit after running for a whole ten minutes grabbed a coffee and sat down on the stone bench hidden in the morning shade from a great tree. I liked the view from here it was an open space looking towards the main gate.
The early morning buzz on my skin made me even more sleepy.
I am going home, I need sleep. I pulled a leg up and sipped my coffee thinking on Kakashi.
Best night of my life so far.
I saw Anko pass by a road or so away. I told her I would tell her but it felt like if I said something it might be over.
A dirty little secret I needed to keep right now.
I could still feel his hands on me, I shut my eye's and sighed with a tiny smile.
I spotted his chakra first. Kiyo was almost skipping down the road towards me with this strange smile.
"Kuro mentioned you might help me." He flopped next to me. I was curious at what when he pulled out picture's. "I found a cool new camera." He shifted almost leaning into me as he handed them to me. "I love taking picture's."
I smiled and took the small stack curious. "He said you know camera's and how to take picture's."
"Not professional just normal my world shit."
First was a decent shot of an empty isle at the grocery store. "Oh, you like these kinds." I turned it a little. "That is great actually."
Then there was a good picture of a tree, some red leaves almost like it was split down the middle from the green side.
"Damn my boy this is amazing." I held it up as he beamed. "Wow you got a skill here, I would buy this." In this world that is an amazing picture. I moved to the third and there was a picture of a beautiful waterfall but in the bottom corner was a small fuzzy person ruining the image.
"Pity the large guy didn't get out of shot."
"That is my mom." I froze staring at the picture as he glared at me. "Say it again." He slowly moved his head closer and closer to my frozen face with this blank cold stare before he was almost in my face.
"She is stunning." I finally moved with a smile and a loud peppy voice handing him the stack without looking at more. "Wish I looked like that."
"Ya." He nodded. "You would."
"Such a pretty black splotch you know." I rubbed the back of my head. We chuckled him back to himself. I saw his bright chakra surrounded by three more I recognized but my eye's landed on Kakashi's, he actually looked like he was laughing as he looked between us.
Not sure why I had a panic attack like I was doing wrong by sitting here with Kiyo but the humor in his eye slightly took that away.
The group ran by fast as Kiyo chatted about another picture my eye's not leaving his.
I looked at him sad, that means he is leaving? He never stopped the eye contact but his eye changed from humor to sadness then pain as he looked me over and he turned away.
I looked at the picture he was showing me that was alright. "So can I see this camera?" He jumped up for me to follow. I looked back once more sad to no one.
Kakashi has a point in dating a shinobi, not even dating yet and already I miss him.
Kind of mad at the mission now.
"We found two more foundation with the same plot but not just about you." Tsunade spoke behind the stacks of paper I could barely see her.
"I am warning you, they thought of you as weak and it failed them but the next might not, do not trust anyone you don't know." She sighed and pushed a stack of the desk and slid one over. "There we go."
I bit my lip and smiled.
"Anyway." She leaned forward and smiled a weird smile. "Kakashi said you amazed him in the mist." I started to choke on my spit and coughed getting it out. "You okay?"
"Ya." I tried not to laugh and cough. "Ya." She glinted at me. "I thought I did so bad, sorry." My smile would not fade.
"Said he was shocked at how good you were." I froze, stared and blanked my face and slid my hands in my pockets.
"Ya well, I was in mist." I sighed. "In sage." I smiled looking away. "I could see everything."
"I liked the fight after even if it felt a little mechanical." She sat back and grabbed her 'water'. "I updated your stats, in sage mode you could be a jonin but you just need a bit more training as yourself." She smiled at me grabbing a page from the desk and picking it up. "Keep training, what a few months for you."
She waved the paper and I stepped forward to grab it.
"Asked for thief, you up for it?" I smiled and nodded taking the mission note. "Looks like your alone unless you want a partner, sadly your normal one's are not in the village." She smiled at me like I got this. "Good luck, find one to take let me know."
It was about a day and a half run alone through the tree's but at my own pace. A part of me wanted to do this on my own now I had the chance again, prove something in a some way.
This is some rich corrupt man and the mission statement only told me a few things. He seems to have so much power in the world. What I am after is a sword, a ring and some bracelet weapon, the man that brought us the mission wants it back as he made it. I guess he worked for him and then the ass took them and fired him, the man is a little butt hurt it seems.
A red bricked mansion of almost four floors stood on the top of the hill surrounded in forests. So large I wanted to make it in the sims. I easily passed many guards stationed around the area. I looked annoyed wondering how on earth am I to find what I need in such a place with ease.
I took a look around and found a small projecting area of two floors with an open large window. One guard walking back and forth along the wall looking lost in his head.
I waited until he was farthest away and mind fucked him, he looked up confused to the sky as I climbed the wall and landed inside the building. I walked a bit and I was in some very dusty large library.
I made my way through it and saw the large door on a floor below as I stood on a balcony when I saw a small chakra outside and slid to hide before he opened the door. I moved around as he did, some twelve year old boy.
Then he took to a small set of chairs near the door and sat down cutting off my way out.
I slid down on the second floor in a dark corner and waited. I watched the chakra's around and there was many. Some seemed like guards, others like workers and just like this kid a few normal people were just around.
I pulled out a book in front of me and read about how to make some strange sounding pies.
Switching it I saw what looked like a small series of books. I pulled out one and looked it over and started to read. Some pages were just words while others were pictures. The picture's were cute, more comic book style.
I placed a hand over my mouth at the shocking image I got to see.
There was two men, naked, together and I almost squeaked at who they looked like.
I know it looked nothing like Guy and nothing like Kakashi and yet I could see them in this picture. The hair was not the same, the bodies' might be. A gay porno.
I bit my lip trying not to laugh and I wrapped my arms around my legs and shoved my face in my knees. I then got a hold of myself and looked through it. Even if the kid moves I am not.
It was lightly dirty but not as detailed and good as jiraiya's, the pictures are what made them stand out. I am stealing this, it only had a little porn but it was a gay porno. I slid it into my scroll and then pulled out the other three next to it.
I could see Kakashi's shocked and fearful face as he looked at it.
Might never touch me again.
The other's were totally different story's, different people and two were straight couples. Again the comic's were well drawn and pretty hot, most were simple to the story and then once in a while Bam, dicks. Almost to much for me at the detail. I liked Icha, a dirty novel but this feels like porn you hide under your bed.
I stole them to.
I then stood up and searched at what was around me for another diamond when the kid stood up and I realized where I was and what I was doing. The heavy door creaked and slammed as he left. I snuck out trying to be quiet and got a look at a maid outfit, stole a bottle of cleaning solution and a cloth and just walked the halls avoiding people.
Hallway's long and confusing like a freaking large hotel.
This place is so big that if it was for one family it was just to much.
It was a long walk when I came to a fancy door. I peeked into a large room with gamer lights along the walls. Almost like the color changing LEDs on all the walls but drastically different.
On a display to the left was a ton of fancy looking guitars. To the right was a wall of swords and in front of me was about what looked like thirty stolen illegal weapons.
It had a small chair that was not but looked like a bean bag chair sitting right in the middle. This guy would have the sickest man cave and pc setup I just know it.
I pulled out my paper and looked for the sword I was here for.
I found it and made sure it was not bugged before I pulled it off.
I slid it in my scroll strangely easy.
I scanned the weapons and with the picture found the bracelet.
I sighed as I looked to a large group of chakra's that looked like assholes heading this way.
"Let me show you the best room in the house." I heard with my boosted hearing.
I placed the weapon and sword back looking around as he stood outside the room. I jumped up into the darkest corner and used that world changing genjutsu to cover me like I hopped worked how Kakashi hid from me.
The door opened and in walked a group of suited up men.
My heart beating out of my chest.
I was interested as he talked about what all the weapons do.
The bracelet shoots out a web and I rolled my eye's. Really? Freaking Spiderman, I guess that is genius in a way. Honestly the more I thought the cooler it was. I wanted to use it before I gave it back. Swing like Spiderman.
Kiss Kakashi like Spiderman, ah he might go for it but would never know what it means. In this world it is possible. Wait. My mind ran over things, making my nose almost bleed and I had to stop.
They talked for far to long, well more like listened to the boasting of a man and just agreeing with him.
How easy is it for me to take them all out?
I bet that would help someone but that is not my mission.
After a good twenty minutes they headed out. Talking about how he has the latest secure vault for his money and jewels and I learned where I needed to go next.
I took them on my way out wishing to grab more, sliding the sword in my scroll as I walked down the empty hallway. To the basement.
There was a bit of construction it seemed as I passed down a dark hallway. Looking around glad there was no camera's. I heard chatting as I headed to the two bright chakra's. These men seemed cool inside, filled with humor and joy.
I leaned on the wall next to the arch where the vault was.
I listened but all they did was talk about boobs for a while.
I could mind fuck them, but I don't want to take them out I am sure they just work here. I should just knock them out, no fight should be happening or I will be caught. One talked how to big is to big but the other said he loved them large.
I looked down and adjusted my fake outfit to look more reveling and made slightly bigger jugs. I smiled and peeked in the room with a high pitched noise. "Hi." I smiled and walked into view as they looked me over. "I am new and seem to be lost."
They stood up to help getting awfully close, one was asking me personal questions while the other pointed me away. "Thank you." I jumped making my chest bounce as the looked down I sent a wave of lightning into there necks and heads as they crashed to the floor.
I tied them up and then worked on the vault.
I was expecting you know, unbreakable bank vault but I guess in this world a good vault is still crap. I had to spin a code into the large spinning thing like a school lock. What was easy was I slid a thin piece of water up the lock and made it large cracking the door open.
What I needed was a ring in a pile of rings. The money looked so inviting I could dive into it like a duck. I took out the picture and looked as I sorted. Was his wedding ring, who steals a workers wedding ring?
Man, pretty objects.
They were stirring when I still did not find it and I pulled them inside shutting the door. "Damn hunny." The dirtiest one spoke. "You got us babe. Hot ass got hotter."
The other was trying to get out. "We are doomed if she steals all this." He spoke. "Don't talk to her."
"How do you know I am a her?" I asked as deep as I could, still in maid form and they lost there shit making me smile. "Could be packing something bigger then you." For me it was an amazing blue and yellow sword but whatever.
"Really your dick is so far in your mind that you let a man mess with you?" He spoke to his friend.
They started to fight and blame each other still tied up.
"Don't worry." I spoke normally. "I am here for one thing, you don't tell, I don't tell." I found it as I looked at the engraving.
They got quiet and I saw his chakra slowly stand up. He moved to attack me as I spun low and kicked him into the wall. The other had gotten himself freed. I puppy loved them just to make them pause and then pressed my lightning into there necks again. I ran out jumping over a knocked over pile of crowns.
"Ava." He called barely awake making me pause and notice a mistake.
I looked back afraid.
A stupid mistake.
I walked over and picked him up letting puppy love drop as I stared at his sleepy face. "Do you know who I am?" I asked softly beating myself up in my head.
"Ava?" He spoke. "What a weird name." I looked at the other with sadness that was still passed out.
Ava, it is rare and he remembers. I am to be a ghost and I fucked up, part of the mission was to not let them know the leaf was here.
The man has contacts and his own army. It might start beef and even though we are a strong hidden village. Some drama is to much drama.
I bit my lip almost crying. "I am sorry." I whispered. I almost could not do it as I paced and he was looking at me almost sitting up still a little dizzy.
If they tell, maybe they wont tell.
He attacked me he might tell.
I heard noise, no more time.
I did what I needed to and headed out, I could not stop the tears on my face.
They can not know leaf and they really can not know me.
I was sad as the mission was over and the man got his stuff back. Tsunade put her hand on my shoulder like a loving mother as we talked. "Can I change my name?" I asked her.
"Some day's I felt that way, would make a difference but being known is good it is a badge of honor." She smiled. "If puppy love does that then it would not even matter."
"I guess."
"I am so known it is crazy and I have wanted to hide but being known is a good thing." She smiled.
"Why?"
"It just is." She let go saying this was over. "Go home, have a bath, drink and take a nap, you will feel better."
I nodded and headed out.
I did that, I made garlic bread and took the largest bottle of my favorite to the hot springs. I sat in the deep warm healing waters and sipped it all alone floating like a baby. I was glad the place was empty as I pictured Kakashi sitting on that wall.
My mind passed around about what does he feel for me, what bothered him in a good way to make him kiss me like that. Does he think of me when he reads that part in Icha Icha. I was over thinking trying to see in my memory's when he seemed off or interested and all I saw was my friend Kakashi. He was the same even when he started to flirt back.
I know it was him that told the world I was stupid as he was the one watching me but I do know he is into me now, I felt it. I really felt it. If it is love or lust however I am not sure. My mind started to piece all his body together from what I knew.
I almost fell over from a nose bleed and got annoyed standing up to go home but before I downed the whole bottle tossing it out in a garbage can on the way home.
I slid on my cleanest pjs and cuddled up to my blanket being a hot night with one foot covered. The world was spinning and I was mad at myself for drinking so much.
I sat up as a fuzzy and a doubled blurry Kakashi chakra was heading to me.
He is home? I got on my knees as he landed in my home.
He walked in, the wind blowing his hair like a cheesy love story as he held back my flowering curtains moon behind him in the dark night. "Damn boy, you got the dream book boyfriend look down." I slurred. "Come to ravish me?" I flirted.
He looked at me shocked and eyed me over as I fell onto my ass and back accidently. "Are you drunk?" He smiled at me walking in normal his hands in his pockets.
"Ya, don't listen to Tsuande saying what helps heartbreak." I pulled my knees up and stared sadly at the blankets near my feet. "I did something bad and it hurts."
He stood at the edge of the bed looking at me kindly. I looked at him and flashes of him touching me came back. I sat up. "I will get some food and coffee and sober up and then see why your here." I almost stood up.
He moved over quick placed his hand on my shoulder pushing me lightly into my bed and crawled over me, I watched his face as he passed over me as we locked eye's feeling nervous. In the same second he landed beside me and pulled my head to rest on his chest.
"Just sleep." His soft voice spoke.
"How was your mission?" I asked cuddling into him.
"Ah I missed you." I fluttered at that and wanted to move but the way he held me the room stopped spinning and man it was comfortable. "I take you had a bad one?" I moaned a yes out. "Kind of miss doing missions with you."
"Really, You liked chasing around the alien?" I laughed. 'Ya I miss it to."
"Ah the alien in question has such a nice ass that following her around was great." I chuckled and ran my hand along the side of him mindlessly. The air was a little off, a little different but I was so drunk I did not care.
I wanted to kiss him and it felt like he did to but I was half asleep and for some reason felt so much better. He pulled me closer and ran his hand through my hair making me feel loved. "How drunk are you, you gonna remember this tomorrow?"
"I drank the biggest bottle, real drunk." He slid down pulling my head still on his chest but cuddling into me more. "Was not expecting you for a while." My hand slid over his shirt sliding off him.
"I was to distracted to draw it out." I laughed and squished him we laid there and it was so quiet before he spoke even softer then that. "I." He did not speak for another minute I was wrapped in his arm, my head pressed on his shoulder. "I have something to say to you."
"Tell me it is not that you saw me again."
"I never thanked you for almost dieing for me way back in the day, even after what I did to you." He sounded so sad. "I am sorry for what I did to you."
"I understand, you did not trust me." I smiled but I was falling asleep my hand started to rub along his lower half as I lightly ran my fingers over him mindlessly loving the skin under my hand. "It also gave the best secret line in my life." I smiled into him.
"Ya? Maybe you will meet my dog one day." He seemed nervous almost.
"You need to court me like a bird first." My hand ran along the skin at the top of his pants without me knowing. He picked up my hand and moved it.
"What does that mean?" He asked carefully.
"Dance for me boy." He froze and his hand stopped moving. "Shake it around in a bright colored outfit." I rolled over looking up at him from his chest. "I am kidding, I will walk your dog one day, it is a girls best friend after all." I smirked at him rolling off him but he pulled me back his face inches from mine.
"I would dance for you if I had to." He spoke seriously and I don't think he ever dances so I think that was a real line.
"Oh." I rolled on my back and looked up at him as my legs hung off the bed. "Don't tease me."
"However I don't own any clothing that is not black, blue or green." He laughed.
"You need new clothes." I smiled. "Ah show off that chest like Anko."
"The world is not ready, why do you think I cover up so much." He smiled at me.
"True, had I seen it before this this could have been going on for much longer." I joked wanting to take off his mask, he might let me now but it still feels wrong.
"I was dealing with it until you kissed me." He looked away annoyed.
"Why the test fight went to crap, you got so much hotter." I smiled at him.
"Not that kiss." He spoke quietly and looked up.
"Ya but that one made me know I can't live without it." I smiled at him feeling dizzy.
"Fuck me." He sighed bringing me closer. "If you weren't drunk."
"Man, get me coffee." I popped up and he laughed pulling me back.
"Sleep." He spoke kindly, I curled back up to him with my head on his chest and he pulled me closer.
"I like how your talking to me." I said again. "I like it." My hand started to run along the side of his body. He sighed and his chakra shifted but it was a blurry ball to me wrapped around my head like a pillow and I loved it.
"Could you stop that please." I apologized to him and stopped, did not even notice I started again.
"Sorry, it is just mindlessly natural, I have even done it to a table when I was happy and sleepy." I chuckled. "What turn you on?" I joked not serious.
"Yes." He spoke blankly making me curl into him almost blushing wanting to touch him more as I stared at the sexy part I could see, run my hands up his leg that was bent in my eyeline like he did.
"So what happened to make you drink?" He asked and we got quiet.
"Puppy love is dangerous." I spoke. "I wish I never used it."
"I don't understand." He ran his hand over my ear like the way I was touching him.
"They knew my name and that was not good, such nice boy's."
"Oh." He sighed.
I wanted to rub him again but I just did not move.
"I have done worse, best you can do is forget." He spoke.
'I think we both know that does not work." I mumbled back.
I woke up alone and looked to the door as the cool wind blew the curtains around. I hopped up and made coffee and sat on the toilet a while feeling way to sluggish. Why did I drink that much.
I grabbed come coffee and sat in my window one leg over enjoying the early morning dew. When I remembered Kakashi was here last night. Thing's came back to me and I smiled.
He did not take advantage at all, that felt weird to me.
But it made me feel safe and warm.
Some of his words repeating in my head over and over again, I love how fun he is how much I want to touch him and have him touch me, I hope I don't screw it up.
A chakra I never thought of was walking up my steps. I stepped and glided towards the door placing my cup down. I stared worried and confused when he knocked on my door. I opened it to the pretty white haired man I thought would never speak to me again.
He looked away ashamed but seemed to not be able to speak. "Hayashi." I spoke softly.
"You do know I never use this door." I moved it around as it squeaked. "So annoying, next time use the window." I smiled and moved to let him in.
He seemed shocked at my mood, walking in and still not able to speak shutting my door and looking at the floor not saying a word. I decided to speak. "I get it okay." He stared at me sadly. "I don't hold anything on you."
"Why do you do that, I have been such an asshole, why forgive me."
"Forgiveness is not for you, it is for me. Why hold onto grudges it just harms you." I smiled. "But, speak if you want, I would like it."
"I am glad you talked to her so she finally talked to me but you should know, she talks shit about you, always has and I see it now. She turned me against you and then I blamed you for my problems."
"Really?" I asked sadly. "Damn I thought we had something, a little tiny something." My heart dropped at that. We were not friends but I figured it was all behind us, maybe she really did want to hurt me that night. I sat down at my table sadly staring at my coffee cup.
"Why are girls such bitches?" He looked at me with a small smile but serious eye's as he took the seat across from me.
"Ah everyone has issues." I paused, last time I gave advice he hated me so I just smiled and let it go. "There is so many great girls."
"Kuro was right." He said like he hated saying that. "I need to shift my thoughts on romance."
"Ah you suck at it, do you remember that first mission, she was all up in you and never noticed." He looked shocked at that then smiled at me kindly.
"I came with a peace offering." He pulled out a large pack of what I assume was seals. "I remade the smell one to a less scary smell, it was a great idea I use it all the time."
"How is Ten Ten doing?" I asked as I opened the package and peeked inside, there was about five different kinds of scrolls as I looked through them all.
"She is great at sealing, she already was great at the storage scrolls and is learning well, she has the shadow down and that helped her so much with her weapons, I am on the shield one I used on you before, she is having issues with it right now but I know she will get it." He seemed happy to teach and bubbled on proud.
"Thanks' for being a good person and not taking me out on her." I sighed. "I am sorry as well."
He looked at me kindly. "I see her, she needs a teacher and I am the best in the village now." He smiled cocky on me. "Because of you." I looked at him shocked and flattered. He stood up walked off before he paused. "So, girls hit on me?" He looked at me interested.
"Dude I say this a friend." I stood up and patted his chest, the lower half still bare as the top of the sexy V was seeable, his pants low on his waist. "You are fine as shit." He blushed. "I am sure you have more then you think and not all of them are bitches."
"I just want love." He looked at my window sadly. "I want a never ending love."
"I know you will find it." I was gonna again give advice but I stopped myself. He smiled at me seemingly happy to clear the air and he left, this time through my window.
I held up my panties, just some basic with a panda on its ass. Some day's I don't wear anything others it is this. Basic, comfortable. I picked up my bra's, not sexy at all but best to hold them right, they are made so I can jump through the tree's unannoyed.
Way better then a sport's bra at home. If I ever go back I got to wear a couple.
I looked to my bed seeing a memory of a disheveled Kakashi and a sudden need for the first time in years to get something hot.
Where do you find something hot?
I was looking around the village but they only have one clothing store and any delicates are made more for comfort.
I spotted Kiyo staring at cakes and I looked around before wondering over. "Kiyo." I got close and he smiled at me with that flirty smile. I leaned on the wall beside the order window as the worker inside was making something for him in the back.
"Where does one get." I felt weird asking him but if anyone knows it would be him. "Cute." I paused. "Underwear?" I leaned in.
"Oh." He was shocked and this creepy smile crossed his face. "Who is it?" He leaned in. "What is his name?" I shook my head no and rubbed my hair already hating asking him. "Oh a girl?" He leaned in. "Tell me it is a girl."
I laughed awkwardly ready to walk away.
"Fine." He leaned over and pushed me farther. "The best place I have seen is in candor village. It is north east from here about an hour at a decent running pace." He leaned in close and I backed up worried he was going to try and kiss me again at the closeness. "I can show you, help pick something out." He looked down checking me out. "Black, oh no, pink." He nodded staring at my breasts.
"Alright thanks." I then ran off quick.
"Man, go yellow!" I heard him. "Who is it?" He yelled.
"Here is your cake." A women's voice spoke.
"Awesome." He was distracted now.