Tommy rested one of her legs on his shoulder and back while the other balanced on the floor, he held her thighs open for him and relished in what he had in front, never in his life had he wanted someone more, and just this time he would restrain as much as possible to make sure it remain a fond memory for Ela having somebody worship her as she deserved.
She trembled from the proximity and his warm breath anticipating what was to come, but against his promise, he was sweet, he kissed and nibbled from her knees up leaving a trace of his lips along her skin, and as he got closer and closer to her opening her breath caught in her throat, the torture he was putting her through was the ultimate pleasure, but she needed him, she needed more, her heel pushed his back lightly and Tommy smiled knowing from her smell she was agonizing to be touched.
Only when he was sure she could not take it any longer did he bury himself in her crevice taking all she had to offer, Ela whined and threw her head back holding the edge of the desk until her knuckles turned white and her nails were digging the wood, one hand let go and she grabbed Tommy's head begging him to stay put. He let his tongue dance between her folds finding her opening and relishing in her taste and the glorious sounds she was making, urging him to continue, her slick rolled exquisitely in his tongue; her sweet flavor making him hectic to have more.
He wet his thumb in her juices and started rubbing it on the bundle of nerves pulsating on her crux while he sucked and pushed his tongue past her tight slot.
-"Tommy... Please" She gasped not knowing exactly what she was begging for but anything he could give her now would surely not be enough if he indeed didn't plan to take her completely, she needed all of him, wanted him to break his promise and let his Alpha self finally take over to ravish her until they both leaped together into the abyss of want they so longed for.
-"Soon sweetheart" he managed to say trying to sound convinced but his voice had gotten so low and lost in his lust that not even he believed he'd be able to stop what he had started.
Looking up at her from between her legs he saw how restless and willing she was to surrender entirely, but it would be unwise to take her in the office, moving her afterward when the heat was about to start would prove to be too complicated as her nature would hiss to nest in the place she had been in.
She was so open to him, ready to please him, offering everything she had, everything she was to satisfy his demands, that he wanted to pleasure her until the end of the world. He wouldn't fuck her, but he would make sure she got a taste of utter ecstasy.
He licked his ring finger before going back to her opening, moving to her clit, pressing it between his lips, and sucking on it until she was screaming his name and tugging his hair, the response elicited him further and he traced her opening with his finger and even when by their mix of fluids she was soaking wet he noticed how tight her entrance was.
Ela's eyes closed from the sensation and she could not think any longer, she could only feel him.
Tommy carefully pushed the finger and started his motions of circling inside her, caressing instead of pushing in and out to not encounter the tight ring of flesh deep inside her signifying her maidenhead, he would save them both that pleasure for when her heat peaked, so he could fuck her completely, and judging by how tight she was even with a single finger having trouble through her passage, he would have to accommodate her slowly to him later.
Ela's moans got difficult and her muscles tensed, Tommy could feel she was close, his cock that was confided in his pants was impossibly hard, and drinking from her, having her submit to his wishes, hearing her beg for him to force her into whatever he wanted made his knot swell in his pants. His vision got clouded and his mind could only think of ways to break her to his will, he nibbled at her crux and her passage convulsed against his finger gifting him a last wave of slick he happily sucked from her. Ela cried out his name and her body went limp as her mind went dark with only tiny dotted stars flickering behind her eyes.
Never before had she felt so whole and euphoric in her life, she felt as if anything was possible and life was perfect, her body felt exhausted and relaxed at the same time, and now she was getting to understand why people looked for this feeling so often, she marveled in the sensation, and now she knew she couldn't live without it, she couldn't get enough of it, she could not live without Thomas Shelby between her legs.
As he rose to his feet, he noticed a million thoughts were going through Ela's head, but most importantly he saw how no embarrassment or shame was in any of them, it was as if she was liberated, he had unchained her from taboo, and her now dark eyes were only ready to explore more. He looked at her with hunger and grabbed her hard pulling her head in for a kiss.
It was a little strange for Ela to savor herself in Tommy's tongue at first, but it was exhilarating to feel their flavors on his lips, he was relentless in their kiss, almost wanting to eat her up with his movements, and while her hands traced along his neck and shoulders, she heard him unbutton his pants and shift his trousers.
She moved her hands to his arms and pulled back from the kiss to watch him.
Tommy pulled her forward on the desk making her legs entrap his waist and although she was ready to feel the pain she had heard so much from other women about the first time a man entered them, she noticed he had other plans.
Still faithful to his words of waiting for her heat, but painfully needing release of his own, Tommy freed his length from his pants, traced his hand along Ela's folds to wet it, and grabbed himself close to her core to feel the warmth radiating from it while he stroked his cock.
He tried to keep Ela's eyes locked on his so she would not to scandalize by his size, since he was in all honesty, larger than most. Even if she had not seen a naked man before it wasn't as if it was difficult to imagine he would be hard to fit inside her in a few hours.
But the hungry look on her face gazing down at his erection and how she was moving to get closer to his body, told him she just wanted more of him, she didn't seem scared; excitement described her better, and to test her appraisal he let go of it for a second before catching her hand in his directing it to wrap around his base with his on top to guide her movements.
Ela felt hesitant at first, having no experience she wouldn't know how to please a man, much less a man like Thomas, but having his hand conducting her own gave her an idea of what he liked, after a few strokes he let her do it on her own, and relished on the feeling of her fingers on his shaft using just the right speed and putting pressure on the tip with her thumb a few times; he felt the slick from her run from her bottom to his leg making it evident how much she was enjoying pleasing him. He let her hear his satisfying noises to encourage her to continue and when she got confident and squeezed a bit more while stroking he saw the lights dance before his eyes and came in her hand.
He looked her in the eye and saw how happy she was from having pleased him as he had pleased her. Her eyes were still dark and her cheeks flushed but she looked more satisfied and content than he had ever seen her.
Her nature was still eager for more, as was his, but their minds were clearer from the actions.
He took her lips in his and bit her lower one hard in appreciation.
He unhooked her trembling legs from his waist and searched in his jacket for a handkerchief to help clean themselves up knowing it was the last time, for the moment would come for another lesson when he would teach her to lick him clean.
-"I thought you said you wouldn't be sweet," Ela said, initially to tease him and start a new kind of conversation with him, one where she felt they could be more open with one another. After the days they had had, there was hardly anything she was not ready to convey or try with him.
-"There's a first time for everything sweetheart, a first and an only," he said smiling while collecting her clothes from the floor and handing them over holding her chin with his fingers for her to look up at him and see how serious he was.
Seeing the feral look in his eyes, which had transformed from one of wolf to one of a shark she suddenly feared his appetite was still so lit because she had not quite handled herself properly in any way, or she had not managed to satisfy him as he had expected.
All she had wanted was for him to feel as good as she had while he was having his way with her, and a sudden nervousness of not having been good enough, maybe because of her lack of experience, maybe because he was accustomed to something different, something better, with other women he had been with filled her mind.
And so, pushing her mental boundaries once again she asked.
-"Did I... that is... was I able to please you?"
He looked at her lovingly but a smirk of disbelief crossed his lips, how could she not see he could not wait to have more of her? treasure her body forever? teach her every way into sex? she had just given him something he would have never thought possible of feeling, of having, and she still had doubts.
He stroked her cheek lightly not letting her gaze falter while he spoke from the heart, and even when his eyes remained black with want, his scent distilled a stronger version of what Ela had felt only tiny traces of in the past; affection, attachment, devotion, all for her.
-"More than you can imagine"
She blushed and he let go of her carefully giving her room to change.
The exchange had gotten to lower her temperature a bit, and although it would only last a little while until her Omega piked completely, he knew there were still some preparations to be made, and it worked in their favor to be rational for the time being. But a chance to taunt her was something he simply couldn't resist and so while fixing his attire he began.
"something in particular continues to give me pleasure" Ela's head rose while buttoning her dress, her interest had been picked by his words.
Tommy's devilish face came on while he talked "Those honest words of yours; saying you have always wanted me".
She had spoken too soon.
She was not ready to disclose everything to him. Not that. Not her heart.
She thought of what to say and only a stutter came out.
-"I... I..."
He saw her fidget with her fingers and he relished in her shyness knowing he had caught her off guard.
He got close to her now standing near the wall.
-"I would love to hear you elaborate on that".
She opened and closed her mouth a couple of times, but not a single sentence was able to make its way out, she could tell him that just like him, she had suffered to have his body, praise his pheromones even, and explain that's what she had meant.
It wouldn't be a surprise, and it was not completely untrue, but telling him something that she had hated to constantly hear about herself her whole life was not a thing she could do, and although the truth about her feelings for him would not pass her lips, she would not lie either.
So silence was the only path for her, she lowered her eyes and got back to being the shy governess Tommy had always seen, losing her confidence around him again.
He saw her change entirely from the tremendous progress they had made in the last hour, not to mention in the last day.
He noticed there still seemed to be a long way to go for her to trust his deep feelings for her, but he would keep trying, and in the meantime, he would keep teasing her.
He reached her position and extended his arms to entrap her between himself and the wall, she shivered expectant having him so close to her again, waiting for him to act, to demand something, anything from her.
But he didn't. He stayed silent for a minute until she raised her eyes to meet his, and then he spoke.
"Isn't it funny Ela? how you have a harder time confessing how you feel than to beg me to fuck you"
She wanted to look somewhere else, anywhere else, but his existence wouldn't let her, the room had disappeared and he was the only remaining presence left in the universe around her, she could feel her blush from the tip of her toes to the roots of her hair, and in that state she was even less able to speak.
He moved while still caging her so he could whisper close to her ear with a voice so full of dominance it kindled the most sinful desires of her body.
"Don't you worry sweetheart, now I know how to get you to confess without commanding you to" he closed the space between them rubbing himself on her, earning him a quivering moan from her lips to show how much she wanted him to continue.
He grabbed her roughly by the waist using his other hand to yank her hair back making her whine in want and look him straight in the eye, "All I have to do is get close to that pretty little cunt of yours" he moved his leg to balance her in place and pressed completely to her body to make her feel how hard he was again.
-"Tommy..." her voice was a begging whisper and her eyes squinted from the pleasure she was feeling, already getting her panties wet again, she pushed her body closer to his desperate to feel all of him against her.
He started rubbing against her fiercely enjoying more than words could say how she was getting lost in the sensation he was causing, but he would not let the matter go, he would nudge her further affirming his dominance between them.
-"Aye, you see, you're ready to tell me all your secrets"
Ela's hands reached for his arms and she dug her fingers desperately into his flesh showing her need for more, but also her anguish at his relentlessness on the subject. Even with her mind turned to mush she was able to share her sentiments
-"It's not fair"
-"Hmmm and why is that, eh?"
He asked before taking her earlobe in his lips and sucking on it gently releasing the hand on her hair to reach for the hem of her skirt. His initial assessment to not entice her body further has been overridden by his need to have her close.
-"You don't tell me the truth either".
She felt him raise her dress and before she lost her reason altogether she spoke her mind one last time.
-"Just you ask sweetheart, whether you believe me or not is a different matter"
He smiled against her neck making his way down to lick the glands by her clavicle making her logical thinking disappear completely. And although it would be hard to tell if she could comprehend what he would say, he still did.
The hand on her hip squeezed her so tightly it would leave bruises all over, but it was time she got a bit more of an idea of his likes surrounding sex and now he had made her burn with so much want she needed his help to calm the fire in her core.
"To tell you a truth I won't even have you put me dick in your mouth. That will be for our pleasure only"
His fingers had reached her pelvis and he let his hand inside her bloomers while devouring her with a kiss where his tongue danced alongside hers.
She covered his fingers with her abundant want, he pushed her legs open with his knee and let a finger inside her rougher than last time, she moaned but his mouth silenced most of it, swallowing proudly how disheveled she became for him. He added a second finger still careful not to tear her virtue from his motions but he mercilessly circled them inside her releasing her lips as she had become breathless.
-"To... ah! ah! Tommy!" With that last scream her inner muscles contracted deliciously against his fingers and her body let go of its last bit of strength before collapsing into the arms of the man she loved.
Tommy caught her easily and let her figure rest in his chest only for a minute before he effortlessly moved her to the couch laying her to rest for a bit.
He sat in the chair next to her, fully intending to rest, but until he pleased himself he was not able to close his eyes fully content for the first time in ages.
Never before had the demons inside his mind retreated completely to let him peacefully snooze into slumber.
When his eyes closed, he didn't hear shovels, screams, rumbling dust, or firearms; the only closeby sound was the delicate soothing breathing of the woman beside him who would become his wife soon.
He fell asleep smiling to himself not believing his luck, but almost believing in God.