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Of Butterfly Wings
Chapter Sixty: First Night
Touya gave a nervous sigh through his nose as he waited for Kagome to emerge from their bathroom.
He'd turned on the television as background noise as she was concerned about their nuptial activities being overheard by his family. He had to admit that the one advantage of being on the first floor was the fact that they didn't have to worry about anyone below them. It gave them a little more freedom do to as they wished.
Touya pulled off his tie before he discarded his three piece into a hamper they'd set up next to their dresser. He'd worry about getting it dry cleaned later.
"Need any help in there?" He called out to his wife.
She'd retreated to the bathroom shortly after their reception had come to an end. She'd mentioned that there was something she needed to prepare and he decided to bide his time in order to let her do whatever she wished. He'd seen the lingerie bag by accident when she'd brought it over to the house from Sesshoumaru's manor. He had the urge to peak at the spoils she'd obtained but held fast. If Kagome wanted to surprise him then he wouldn't ruin that for her.
"I'm almost done!" Kagome called back to him before he heard the sound of her tripping over something.
Touya fought the urge to laugh.
"I heard that!" She complained through the closed door.
He held up his hands in his defense, "You heard nothing!"
Would it be wise of him to open the bathroom door and just take a peek? Surely if she was having this much trouble then she could use a little help. Kagome had at least asked him to undo the fasteners on the back of her dress before she'd ran into the bathroom. She'd known that she wouldn't have been able to slip out of her wedding gown without someone else's help so he undid the delicate buttons and fasteners that held it all together.
Watching as the dress parted down the line of her back had been sensual in a way he never thought possible. He'd seen the pale flesh of her shoulders and the rounded curves of her hourglass figure. She wasn't waifish in the slightest. She had a strong build with curves that filled out her figure in all the right places. He knew that as far as his preferences went, he would never find a more attractive woman than her. Kagome set the standard in his eyes and she needed no extra help to make herself beautiful. That was one thing he loved the most about her.
Touya shifted as the door to the bathroom finally cracked open.
Kagome poked her head out. Her hair had been set loose from the braid she'd done it up in earlier, causing it to fall sensually around her shoulders in elegant waves.
"So," She started as she tucked her body just out of view. "The girls decided to take me shopping the other day. We ended up getting a lot of things for us to use tonight."
She was flustered and nervous. He could tell that she was having a difficult time mustering up the courage to leave the bathroom.
Touya's smile warmed as he approached her, "Whatever you've got on, you'll look amazing regardless."
There was no one else in this world that he wanted more than her. It didn't matter if she wore racy lingerie or strolled out completely naked. He wanted her exactly the way she was.
Gently, he pulled the door open and watched as Kagome stepped out into view.
She'd donned a white satin negligee with a black lace trim. He could see the vague outline of matching lingerie from beneath the fabric.
Touya wrapped his arms around her waist and pulled her flush against himself.
"Shall we start here or should we move over to the bed?" He smirked down at her.
He wanted to make sure that she was comfortable. This was going to be their first night together and he wanted her to remember it for more than just the brief period of pain at the start.
"I think the bed sounds good right about now." His wife wrapped her arms around his neck as he lifted her.
Touya captured her lips as he carried her to the bed. Carefully, he set her at the edge of the mattress, withdrawing just long enough to free himself from the last vestiges of his own clothing.
He wouldn't deny the slow coiling of nervousness in his stomach when Kagome ran her hands down the planes of his scarred stomach. His burns had steadily improved in the three years since they'd known each other, yet the patchwork flesh that covered his body still made him feel self-conscious; hideous even.
He no longer required the staples to keep his tattered skin from tearing. That was the singular thing he felt relieved about when Kagome folded her arms up the length of his back and gently pulled him down on top of her.
"You know, how come I'm the only one totally undressed?" Touya slid his palm up the length of her thigh, pushing the hem of her negligee above her hip. "I think we need to even the playing field."
He shivered at the sight of delicate blue lace that came into view.
Wordlessly, Touya continued sliding the nightgown from his wife's body until she laid nearly nude beneath him. He straddled his knees over her waist, admiring the sensual lace bra and matching thong.
Now he knew what she'd bought at the lingerie store. He could honestly say that he was rather thrilled at the sensual image she made.
Kagome folded her arms over her hips, placing both of her hands over the burn scar that marred her hip.
Touya gently laced his fingers through hers, "There's no need." He lowered his head next to her ear, "You've seen all of my scars, so don't hide yours from me. You're perfect as you are."
The scar on her side was a reminder of the past they'd shared.
Touya lowered his head as he began to trace feathery kisses down her neck. Kagome gave a soft moan. She turned her head to the side in order to grant him better access. He took her invitation, biting down on the flesh of her neck and collarbone possessively.
He wanted to leave his mark. Something to stamp the proof of their physical connection into the very fabric of her being.
He lowered his head further, capturing the top of her breast in his mouth. Kagome gave another low moan. He felt her leg curl over his hip as she lifted her own to press against him.
Touya growled low in his throat.
"Keep that up and I'll be tempted to skip the foreplay." He laughed, switching to take her other breast this time.
He'd imagined this moment more times than he cared to admit. He'd pictured everything he wanted to do and he knew that he'd be disappointed with himself if he allowed his impatience to ruin this night.
He reached behind her and took hold of the clasps to her bra. Having struggled for so long with the staples and piercings that held his flesh together, he found it to be a particularly easy task to undo the fastener and toss the garment over his shoulder. He didn't care where it landed, just that she was topless beneath him.
Touya lowered himself onto her, taking pleasure in the feeling of her hourglass pressed against him. He took her breast back onto his mouth once more, that time using the pleasure he was inflicting on her to distract her from the fact that he'd hooked his index finger under the strap of her thong. Carefully, he pulled it down over her knees past her ankles and tossed it over his shoulder, likely into the same spot where her bra landed.
He pressed himself against her, allowing her the chance to get a feel for him before they started in earnest.
He felt her thighs freeze around his waist and her hands began to tremble with the nervousness they both felt.
"When you're ready," He lowered his palm to her instead.
Kagome gave a high pitched cry as he began using his fingers against her. Slowly, so very slowly, he added a second then a third when she relaxed beneath his touch.
"Touya," His wife called his name. "I can't…"
He knew what she was getting at but there was one last thing he wanted to try before bringing her over the edge.
Touya removed his hand. At the sound of her disappointed whine he merely flashed her a confident smirk.
"You'll like what comes next." He slid down the length of her body, trailing the tip of his tongue over her flesh as he went.
He braced his arms around her thighs as he settled himself completely between her legs. He'd never done anything like this before. He had no experience other than the brief bits of intimacy he and Kagome were able to steal when their families weren't looking. This would be a first for them both and he was looking forward to taking even more of her firsts.
Touya lowered his mouth and felt a sharp wave of possessiveness rush through him at the sound of her shocked gasp. He felt her hands dive into his hair while he focused on bringing her to completion.
He'd heard some rumors that this would be the best way to get a woman to feel less tense before making a first attempt at sex. He didn't have any close friends that he could ask and going to Endeavor for this sort of thing just wasn't plausible. He knew that even if he did ask his father, he likely wasn't the sort of man to do anything solely for his partner's sake. Not that he wanted to have that image of his parents in his head in the first place.
Kagome's trembling grew violent as her moans pitched upward. He felt her flex against his hold, her body stilling when she finally met her first release.
Touya lifted himself to focus on the area around her hip. He bit at her skin possessively, pressing himself against her legs so she could look forward to what would come next.
He gradually raised himself over her, aligning himself to her as he did. He reached over, interlacing both of their hands together and sinking his fingers into the spaces between her own.
He waited silently for Kagome to give him the signal that she was ready.
The woman sucked a breath between her lips before lifted her hips, taking only a small part of himself within her. Touya took control afterwards. He wedged his hips forward, angling himself ever so slightly to ensure that she was as comfortable as possible. He knew that what came next would be the most painful for her, so he would try to make it as easy as he could.
Touya shuddered as he pushed forward all the way. His wife cried out, trembling as he'd pierced through her in a single movement.
He nestled his cheek against the crown of her head.
"It'll pass," He tried to sooth her.
Kagome's breathing was ragged. Her legs still shivered around his waist as she struggled through the initial pain. He held as still as possible, wincing as she gave a small sound of discomfort each time his body reacted to her.
"Hey," Touya shifted to meet her eyes directly. "I love you too."
He lowered his mouth to capture her lips in a searing kiss.
"You," He shifted slightly. "Are the only person I'm ever going to do this to."
Kagome began to relax around him. Her lips lowered to the mattress as he started a short but gentle pace. The slight cries of discomfort steadily grew more needy and he found her reaching around him, clutching at his back with desperation.
Touya shivered as he abandoned his previous pace for one that matched her pleading cries for more.
He quickly sat up on his knees and lowered his hands around her hips. In a single movement, he yanked her down onto himself completely. He felt her warmth tremble around him as she met her second release for the night.
Touya threw her a confident smirk, "I hope you're not tired yet because I'm far from done."
He then flipped her onto her stomach and pulled her onto her hands and knees. He didn't wait for her response before he pushed forward once more.
Touya lost himself completely within her. People always said that there was one person in the world specifically meant for them. When it came to Kagome, he could confidently say that she was his perfect fit. She melded to him completely and the curves of her hourglass felt pleasant against his hands.
He pressed his chest against her back as he traded speed for depth. Kagome began to cry once more and he felt the tell tale tremors of her release approaching.
Touya bit down on her neck and shoulder possessively as his own body began to shiver. When she flexed around him, he gave a low moan in his throat as he met his own end.
He pushed against her a few more times, enjoying the way she called his name each time he did.
"Touya," Kagome shifted to cast him a look over her shoulders. "I forgot about the condoms."
He glanced down as he felt himself responded to her once more.
"Well, that damage is done now." He then pushed her flat on her stomach as he started to move again. "Might as well just enjoy this."
Having felt her without any barriers between them, he didn't think he'd be willing to sacrifice the sensations he was experiencing now.
Touya moaned as he lost himself within his wife once more.
They had a house, money and their careers already set before them. Even if an accident happened they were more than prepared to deal with it.
He pinned her arms above her head as he increased his speed.
Right now all he wanted was her.