There were clothes strewn from asshole to breakfast time around his bedroom and he couldn't fucking care less.
Even the mind fracturing lacy panties and bra set and those sexy fucking lace top stockings that had him swallowing his tongue to slow up his incoherent cursing, had been thrown somewhere into the abyss that existed outside of the confines of his bed and her naked body writhing around in it.
He was man lost.
There was no other way to describe it.
Because she loved him too.
"My bed... Your place in it... Because Isabella, I'm in love with you, and I don't ever want anyone but you, here with me." He stated simply.
It took her a moment to register his words, and react.
And his heart was pounding painfully as he waited.
Bella's eyes glassed up with tears of disbelief as she clung to him and studied his earnest face.
"I love you too." She gasped, and then laughed almost hysterically. "I wasn't expecting you to say that, but... God! I'm so, so happy you did, because I really do. I love you Edward." She gushed.
And Edward was utterly lost for words. And just lost, in her.
He was lost in her milky white skin and her subtle, soft curves and the smooth, effortless way she arched into his every touch.
His hungry mouth had tasted every inch she would allow him to taste.
He had suckled and licked at her nipples until she moaned.
And he sucked blooms of colour onto the fleshy mounds around them.
He mapped his explorations over her neck and ribs and stomach and thighs with rosy streaks left behind by his light stubble.
He had feasted on her dripping centre until she screamed and tore at his hair to get him to stop because she was too sensitive.
But it was the moment she had sweetly cupped his jaw and interrupted him as he reached for the condoms in his drawer, to tell him that she was on birth control and he didn't have to wear one unless he wanted to, that truly push him beyond his control.
When she had smiled so shyly and pulled him down over her for a kiss, while leading his bare cock towards her hot core.
Edward had nodded his agreement and laced their free hands together, and held her eyes as he followed her lead and pushed inside of her.
It had been absolute bliss.
She was so tight and hot and swollen, and she yielded to his intrusion like they were made to fit together.
He had taken her slowly, following his instincts and hoping to all the Gods that he lasted long enough to take her to orgasm before he found his own.
He felt the tell tale tingling in his spine and the tightening of his balls just as she started to flutter around him, and he let go. Grunting horribly as he cum deep inside of her while she wailed his name and clamped down around him.
Edward groaned softly and leaned in to kiss her, more than willing to melt into the bed with her and never come out.
"That was amazing." She panted against his lips.
"Mmm. You were amazing My Love. I've never-" Edward paused and bit his lip, a little embarrassed to admit it. "I don't tend to have sex without protection."
Bella blushed sweetly and stroked her hands up and over his back affectionately.
"Are you upset that I-"
"No Baby. Not at all. You didn't push, it was a mutual decision... One I find I'm quite fond of." He interrupted and explained, smiling playfully and thrusting his still mostly hard cock back into her fully, making her moan and squirm. "I am just acknowledging how different it is being with you, than with anyone else."
"A good different, right?" She asked shyly.
"Yes Love. A very good different." He breathed over her swollen lips. "Because I love you."
Bella woke up later than usual the next morning delightfully sore, naked as the day she was born, and wrapped up deliciously in the man she loved.
She had never been happier, or felt more loved than she did in that moment.
It was that simple. Edward made her happy. And he made her feel special.
Edward loved her. And she loved him.
Bella had never woken up to lazy affections, for the sake of enjoying them as exactly that.
She had only ever spent the night with one other boyfriend, and while she had done so fairly regularly, he had not been interested in cuddling with her. Not even to sleep.
His sole interest in her being in his bed, was sexual gratification, otherwise she may as well have not even been there, because he didn't touch her unless she initiated it, or he was trying to coax her into sex.
Edward seemed content to just run his hands over her gently and continue to hold her and just enjoy the silence. Never mind that he was hard against her bottom, and never mind that he knew she had woken also.
"Good morning." It was her that broke the peaceful quiet.
Edward hummed softly and leaned in to press a kiss to the curve of her shoulder.
"What are you thinking about that has you so quiet?" She asked.
With anyone else she might have held her tongue and not bothered them by asking, but she knew him well enough to feel confident that he'd answer and not find her clingy or annoying for wanting to know.
He sighed heavily and huffed a breathy laugh as she turned enough to look at him.
"I was actually trying to decide what I like better - falling asleep with you, or waking up with you." He shot her an incredibly heated look before continuing. "And that led into thoughts of how I can convince you to stay again tonight, and then again every weekend... Personally, I don't really want you to ever leave, but I do respect that just up and asking you to move in, might be a bit fast."
Bella laughed in disbelief and shoved him back playfully so she could roll over and face him properly.
She propped herself up on his chest and fingered at the sparse hairs spread across the defined muscles as tight golden skin.
"Maybe a bit fast, yes... But I am happy to concede the weekends, so all you really needed to do to convince me, was mention it apparently." She smiled in return to his entirely too smug grin. "As for which is better? I definitely vote for waking up, this-" She waved to indicate their position and the room at large. "Is a really amazing way to wake up."
"It is, but last night was pretty amazing too."
She blushed softly and leaned in enough to steal a kiss, completely uncaring about either of their sour sleep breath.
"It was incredible." She whispered.
"Well I'm glad you think so! It might have been a bit awkward and extremely disappointing if sex between us was terrible!"
She laughed at his dramatics and crawled up a little further to climb over him.
It was curious how confident she was around him. Even naked and sleep mussed from their very first night together, she was aware of how attractive he found her.
And it made her bold.
He hissed as she settled her weight over his hard cock, pressing it down to lay flat between her folds and his stomach.
She laced their fingers together on both hands and stretched their joined arms above his head a ways, and then nudged at his nose with her own.
"What are you after beautiful? Hmm." His husky voice taunted in the crackling air between them.
He licked his lips and cocked a brow in question to her silent refusal to answer. He looked entirely too smug for her liking.
She rubbed herself along his length and smiled as he hissed and gripped her hands tight, clearly fighting the urge to pull them from her hold and touch her.
She was slick, not enough to take him inside yet, but enough to glide over him comfortably, thanks to his reminder of the night before.
Edward laughed darkly and tugged at her hands until she was stretched out further and was nose to nose with him, finally having worked out her game.
"Adding the notable difference between last night and this morning to confuse me over which I prefer even more, are we?" She giggled as he nipped at her. "By all means My Love, take me however you like! I'm not likely to turned down sex with you, at anytime of the day. Especially not if you're determined to be the one in complete control."
"Sorry My Love... I'm not exactly... Ready."
"I can fix that."
Bella shrieked and laughed uncontrollably as he wrestled her around until she was on her back and then disappeared under sheet to kiss his way down her belly. Very obviously deciding exactly how to get her in the mood enough.
The whole weekend was almost like a play by play scene from Edward's fantasies.
He still wasn't sure whether he liked falling asleep with her, or waking up with her more. But his beautiful girl certainly proved that he couldn't use the added bonus of having sex just before going to sleep as the tie breaking factor.
Not when morning sex was a thing.
They had spent a good portion of the weekend naked and in his bed, only breaking it up to either cook and eat, shower together, or lay on the sofa together to watch movies, he in a loose fitting pair of pants and Bella in one of his shirts and nothing else.
It was lazy and indulgent, and he had loved every second of it.
They didn't just have sex, though there was plenty of it had! They talked and enjoyed the simple intimacies too. Cuddling and touching just because they could, kissing, and just learning each other.
One moment they would be making out, or pressing sweet kisses to shoulders and necks, or lazily playing with each other's fingers. And the next they be discussing the very real question of when it was necessary that they meet each other's families. And the next her hand would be in his pants and tickling up and down his cock.
All of it had been even better than he planned.
Even the spontaneous way he had decided to tell her how he felt.
He hadn't mapped that out of course, unsure how to go about bringing it up. So it had worked in his favour to have her give him that opening.
But he selfishly and childishly hoped that every single weekend was just as perfect for them.
He also selfishly hoped that it wouldn't take long for her spending the night started to bleed into the week nights also. But he wouldn't push.
They had only been together for a month, and it was too fast to just have her move in with him, even if that's exactly what he wanted.
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