Chapter 5

It wasn't hypothetical

(If you haven't read the chapters before this one please read it)

Wait, did I just kiss him? I am such an idiot, why do I try so hard to win against someone. I do stupid things in stupid competitions, this is my first time saying this… but i'm such an IDIOT! Wait, I am kissing the hot ukrainian guy as I speak right now! Is he that into it!? What comes next?!

"OH MY GOSH! NOEL LOOKIES! MY POOKIE MIGHT HAVE A MAN!" Constance squeals "What the hell… Ocean you already knew but you did this!?" Noel mumbles

Wait when will we stop kissing I NEVER KISSED SOMEONE BUT IT'S THE WAY HIS LIPS FEEL PRESSING AGAINST MINE I JUST CAN'T LET GO

"Gosh i'm so sorry Mischa I just couldn't help myself" I say calming down "It's alright, you're not a bad kisser after all" Mischa says smiling at me "Ah.." I say quietly blushing a lot

Wait remove the search "How to tell if someone is flirting or being friendly" he was obviously flirting..

"Gosh.. Oh my lord" I say to myself "AHEM!" Constance says to get my attention "Huh?" I say then I realize what she's trying to get my attention for "Look I don't know what happened I understand if you're disappointed in me-" I say getting interrupted by Constance "So the question you asked me… it wasn't hypothetical was it?" Constance says seriously "No, No it wasn't" I say smiling "Well, Ocean.. How could you? You knew I.. UGH I hate you" Noel says rolling his eyes in anger "Wait Noel, I am really really sorry about this!"

Why do I keep apologizing in situations that I don't need to..?

"No! I'm tired of your shit, I am leaving!" Noel says while standing up "No you can't just leave! The bell did not ring, which means you are NOT dismissed yet." I say trying to sound smart

The bell rings

"Perfect timing" Noel rolls his eyes then runs out the classroom

Why couldn't I just keep my hands off of what's not mine. I'm such an idiot.. Why am I like this? Noel just can't leave me here?

"Noel! You forgot your ticket for the Chorus Field Trip! Don't go!" I say while waving his ticket in the air then chase after him. "Hey, Noel I'm sorry.. I'll leave him alone" I say with a little remorse "You'll leave him alone huh?" Noel says with an evil smirk on his face "Yeah I will leave him alone okay? Is that what you wanted to hear!?" I say clearly annoyed "Fine Ocean, bonsoir!" Noel says while walking away

Was it that easy? Seriously..? Gay dudes are so hard to understand! And men talk about us! Specifically females being hard to understand

Mischa walks out and stares at me "So..? Why did you kiss me?" Mischa looks confused "I want the real reason." Mischa gives me and intense glare